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Up late at night on your phone, turned away from your dear husband. Your fingers scrolling through tumblr with a heavy sigh of exhaustion

You checked the time to see it was AM now, making you frown before your eyes drifted back to your phone

You wanted to sleep, you just weren't tired physically

Your eyelids weighed and yet it was like you had stone bricks to stop them from falling all the way down.

Everything has been so stressful lately.

All of a sudden the weight in the bed shifted and your phone was snatched from your hands and tossed aside further on the bed.

Simon wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you closer to him, planting soft kisses on your shoulder to your neck

"Y'should be asleep by now, luv.."

He grumbled, half asleep. You put your hands on the arms wrapped around your waist, smiling at the kisses

"It's hard to sleep"

"That's alright.. I'll be here until you manage to fall asleep, sweetheart"

He turned you around to where you were facing his chest, allowing you to cuddle up closer to him and burrow your head in his neck

You fell asleep 2 hours later, but at least you fell asleep in your husband's warm embrace

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Puff0o0

I'm not fully caught up with what's happening, but for me to be gone for personal issues and to see my favorite mutual and writer disappear and to be over the most immature fuck ass reasoning is very disappointing especially cause I know most of Cod fandom are older aged women..... yall should be disappointed. I've know lost communication with someone I consider a good friend cause people can't mind their damn business nd not cause drama.

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I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 😭😭🫶🏽

My mutual, @icarustypicalfall made a post that I agree with and honestly opened my eyes on something. I've speculated this for a while but didn't think about enough the really connect the details if yk what I mean

If you are someone who only writes for Alejandro, Velikan, Gaz, Nikto, Krueger, Farah, Roach, Rudy, Oni, Zimo, Gromsko, etc etc no one is really going to notice your work.

I honestly don't go all out when it comes to writing these characters because of then

You guys could probably tell most of my angsty works come from Ghost or König. The ones with the most detail and emotional description.

Why?

Because if I do any other character the most notes received is 40 or less

Not saying I don't appreciate the notes and all but as someone who gets a lot of notes in general I can only imagine how AGGRAVATING that is for people like my mutuals who FOR SOME STRANGE REASON DONT HAVE A LOT OF FOLLOWERS FIRST OF ALL and for others like them.

I wrote 2 paragraphs(if you could even call them that) on a thing about Ghost and got 2000 but something I put my heart and soul in only got 12 notes which ended in me just deleting it

I get if you guys really like a character and only want to read that specific character but if you see my mutuals who make stuff and it isn't a character you like just like and repost it anyway

More people who DO like that character could see it and it would help them get the notes they ABSOLUTELY deserve.

My mutuals who do not get many notes but deserve them:

@hyperfixat @icarustypicalfall @trepaika

@ilovefictionalmen-123 @katz-chow

@wishdonttell @luci4theminorannoyance

@rustic-guitar-notes @elysian0612

@skeletalgoats @ofherpinkways

@azereus

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RAHHHHHH GAZ IS MY BABY GIRL 🫶🏽

hey you! ghost or gaz

Gaz.

Gaz all the way❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️

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I CANT GET THIS MAN OFF MY MIND GRRRRRRRRRRRR. THIS IS THE WORST LOVE TRIANGLE EVER GRRRR

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I BEEN COOKING UP SOME STORIES!!

THE CHARACTERS ARE

Gaz Kyle Garrick

Sebastian Krueger

Elliot sdv

Jason Voorhees

Michael Myers zob zombie!

And to make up from my lack of time on here I will try to partaken in flufftober!! So if u have ideas or prompts send them in!!!

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☆ put this star into the inbox of your favorite blogs. 🩷

Hey so....I'm back lol. I really appreciate this so much! So much happened and life is not getting better but I think writing will distract me and I have some ask luckily but I'm back babes </3

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YIU ARE SO SWEET THABK YOU!!

not a request but you’re literally the best cod blog on tumblr and you’re like super consistent 🤭🤭🫶

THANKSSSSS :D

not the best though my writings are pretty short but I appreciate it 😋

other cod blogs I HIGHLY recommend though:

@ilovefictionalmen-123, @aking10592, @d0youc0py, @sopiao, @katz-chow and @wishdonttell 😋

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So a little update I'm currently in the ER cause my dad had issues again on Monday and we had to rush to the ER, but guess what now it was my turn to be in the ER cause I'm having some complications and I never been in my more pain and been more uncomfortable before. I'm gonna try to do some writing and request but bear the slowness cause I'm struggling lol.

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I plan on studying and doing school work and writing this weekend but here I am...at my uncles- I became the main cook and made homemade chili and some ribs on the grill- haven't even ate yet and I'm sleepy y'all... Finna play with my baby cousin finish grilling and sleep. Enjoy this video I relate to dearly <3

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So like I went to the ER cause my father has some issues with his back I think one said it his hip another said it's a pinched nerve but he has been like this for three weeks and we still haven't been able to get actual help at the moment. He was in pain he's better now, I have him on a more strict diet and we do exercises and stretches together now to hopefully help it.

AND BRO this metal head 6'5 guy asked me to go to homecoming and I'm having a y/n moment cause y'all IM NEW TO THIS SCHOOL AND LIKE UGH. He like to work out too so it kinda confused me cause like.. y'all I'm a 5'10 curvy nb black child.... And I got to a majority white school so this was like. 😀 HELLOOOO WHERE YOU COME FROM AND WHAT DO YOU SEE IN ME?!? We been texting though aka I be rambling and he listen or read and I felt bad cause I felt like I was talking a lot But he said he liked it! 😭 did I catch feeling... Fuck no LMAO. IM SORRY IM AWFUL YALL I HAVE TRUST ISSUES AND THIS FEEL LIKE A FUTURE SET UP. I'm gonna enjoy myself though:D

Today we gonna try to post two stories one for my könig cafe!au and the other is a little Elliot snipit cause I love that man.

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I just got home... It's almost 11:39 but I GOT ASKED TI GO TO HOCO....by a very tall metal head guy- bye I wanna pass out. So much happens today and I'm very much tired had to go to the ER but we are good and home now. I didn't get to upload much today but I'll try for more this weekend :D.

If anyone is willing to listen to my ramble about this guy who asked me to HOCO please do cause I'm in shock heheheheh

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Ah thank you for the tag :D for me its

Mirage by Orion sun

America has a problem (feat Kendrick Lamar) Beyonce

After the storm (ft Tyler The Creator, and Bootsy Collins) Kali Uchis

Aloha by 10k.Caash, GUN40

New jeans y NewJeans

My My by Chenayder

Charge it by ENNY

Mother tongue By liana Flores

Let it whip by Dazz Band

La Vida Es Fría by Jason Joshua

tagging @cumikering :DD

ten songs. ten people.

rules: put your music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs that come up, then tag other people:

thanks to beautiful and incredible @mvtthewmurdvck for the tag!! 💜

handlebars - flobots

scarlet - in this moment

cold feet - fink

water witch - the secret sisters, brandi carlile

white rabbit - bolier, tiggi hawke

carnival of rust - poets of the fall

my heart is refusing me - loreen

ending - isak danielson

yesterday - tiësto

np tags: @uselsshuman, @writeforfandoms, @ethereal-night-fairy, @ramadiiiisme, @deadbranch, @smoggyfogbottom, @jynxthequeen, @kastlequill, @homicidal-slvt, @nightingale-ghost-writer

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Hi! I'd like to request some HC of Königs fave food pls! Like the dishes he used to eat when he was young and the memories associated with them, and his current faves as an adult :D thanks!

HIHI! Thank you for the request and sorry for the wait my school messed up my registration and my teacher doesn't believe in giving me paperwork so it has been a mess lol! But THIS WAS SO CUTE AHHH!

König can usually deal with the poor acquitted food he's giving in his service, but when he was stationed in America seeing even the American-core version of his home-cook food had him salivating

On his way back home he decided to visit his mother and stay a night or two. she was over the moon at her big baby staying and decided to treat him to a feast.

His mother had some sweet savory Kaiserschmarrn left over for König. He sat there eating some, just melting into the couch with a happy contempt face, He wish he could eat this every day even though it was a bit sweet.

He remembers the first time his Oma made some after he had a rough day in 1st grade. He was sobbing and she picked him up sat him on her lap and gave him some, shushing the crying boy.

That shows he feels now like that little boy, but instead of crying from sadness, it was out of fondness. He kissed his mother's cheek as he retreats to his childhood room, it still looks the same as the last time he visit.

When it came to morning time his mother knocked on the door before coming in with a tray, she sat at the end of the bed as he handed him the food.

it was Apfelradln- he looked in shock. mainly cause he hasn't asked for these since freshman year of school. these were his favorite but he use to get made fun of cause it was "childish" to wanna eat healthy apparently to teens- teens are very scary- he shivered thinking about it.

His mother ate one with him as she reminisced over how he came home one day and told her to never make them again, but when she made it for his little cousins, he would always steal some before securing away.

König couldn't help the embarrassment crept up onto his face, but if he be fair he had a fragile ego back then and sometimes still do.

His mother told him to get dressed so they can go shopping for lunch and dinner, and she'll make him anything.

His ears perked up like a puppy. He hated shopping, but how can he say no to his mother? He got dressed and put on a black medical mask before following his mother into town.

As they bought the ingredients for his favorite comfort food, his mother smiled in delight at how her son truly hasn't changed much, but grew so much.

She couldn't help but tease Konig and asked him when he gonna get a s/o and he couldn't help the cough that came out as he avoided her eyes. She laughed softly before continuing to check out which König refused to let her pay.

On the way back she allowed König to help cook the meal, I mean it was more like König trying to make his mother do the least amount of work, even telling her to go watch tv and he'll handle the hard stuff- nothing is a hard sweetheart...

Once he finished though they are rewarded with some hot and steamy Käsespätzle. He smiled as he made his mother's plate first and then his bring it to his mother as they sat and ate together.

His mother could help herself though but let out a little comment

"so Käsespätzle wasn't emberassing or lame as a kid but Apfelradln was"

She giggled to herself as König groaned and enjoyed his cheesy Käsespätzle.

he kissed his mother's check as he retreated to bed again after spending the rest of the day with her. He smiled as his belly was full and his heart swelled with love.

He couldn't wait to come back on his next break.

Sorry about the wait! but I truly hope you enjoyed it!!

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AHH GOOD MORNING YALL I FORGOT TO UPDATE YESTERDAY 😭 I HAVE A REQUEST IN THE MAKING AND WAS DOING LITTLE RESEARCH AND WENT INTO A RABBIT HOLD AND THEN FEEL ASLEEP MY VAD BOOKIES.

I will spoil my pookies with three stories today 😭🫶🏽

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I wanna play Stardew valley again but I know I'm going down a Elliot rabbit hole... I love this man so much.

Eliot who read to you at night when after you had rough night in the mines.

Eliot who gets up early to make y'all coffee, water the field, feed the animals, only so you can spend some more times together.

He wants to be with you at every moment, wanna relax you and praise you for your hard work at the farm.

He wants to go on little dates back at the beach and if you're a water animal lover (like me cough cough) then he'll spewl his sea creature knowledge.

He can't help be feel excited even before y'all date. Having the pretty/handsome farmer visit him coming all the way to his little cabin...JUST TO SEE HIM (probably not the truth but he is a little dululu).

I can go on all day about before during and after y'all dating marriage and children and all 😻

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ok so I was looking through your blog and it's so cute 😿 I love it sm you did such a good job😿😿😿

RAHH THANK YOU! I love your blog so much. Your post are amazing 🫶🏽 HADHUDISI