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PROMPTS FROM FINAL FANTASY VII REMAKE *  assorted dialogue from the game, adjust as necessary

whatever happens, you can't fall in love with me.

promise you'll come and save me.

we need to make the most of the time we have... to live our lives the way we wanna live. every minute, every moment, matters.

i'm glad i met you, [name]. i really am.

i'm grateful for all the words we've shared, for all the moments and the memories.

you've made me more happy than you know.

there's a much bigger threat.

i just want to do everything in my power to help.

can i come?

then it's a date!

a long time ago i used to sell flowers here.

go. follow your heart.

i'm not some princess who needs to be coddled.

sorry i'm late.

this calls for a song.

this is a one time gig. when it's done, we're done.

survival can be a matter of luck or skill. and you can't rely on luck.

if it feels wrong, don't do it.

i'm a light sleeper.

when we were kids, everybody wanted to be a soldier. by the time i made it in, they didn't need heroes anymore.

i'm not cut out for this crap.

quit acting like you know me.

you have to look at the bigger picture here.

nothing worth fighting for was ever won without sacrifice.

hold onto this.

a good man who serves a great evil is not without sin.

i'm a man of modest dreams.

answer me!

would kill for a shower.

i'll be fine. you've seen how much ass i can kick.

it's kinda funny. us going our separate ways, thinking that must be it... that we'd never meet again... and then here of all places we do.

deep down, you're a pretty nice guy.

they took everything from us. again.

i don't care! i don't want anyone else to die, please!

we should totally celebrate!

i'm sick of this! i'm sick of all of this!

are you ignoring me again?

what's with you all of a sudden? like you're losing that hard edge.

you can't do this.

you gotta be better than this if you're gonna play the hero.

is it our destiny to defy destiny?

i am what you see before you. nothing more.

you are too weak to save anyone. not even yourself.

those who look with clouded eyes see nothing but shadows.

that was then, this is now.

you have failed again.

through suffering you will grow stronger. isn't that what you want?

do you fear me?

do you dream of me?

you're not real. you're dead.

you should rest up while you can.

can't sleep?

i heard footsteps.

sorry. didn't mean to wake you.

it kinda feels like i've gone back to my childhood home.

everyone dies eventually.

do i get a say in all this?

i'm coming for you.

did you miss me?

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ENDLESS PORTRAITS ◟ ⋆  › the white rabbit & alice.

ft. @zorkaya / zarina as alice <3 & artist. anyways while i'm here reposting darcy and zarina ❤️❤️

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the end bit of my rules got updated bc i'm tired lmao. take a peak if u care but it's whatever man.

that said, i know this blog is super inactive as of late, i'm sorry. i want to write here more, it's just hard to juggle multiple blogs while i've been so sick. :( hopefully i can write here soon! in the meantime, i'm somewhat more active on @fckurselfie & @otomates [canon multimuse, otome multimuse] & @sunlessea [oc multimuse tho it's a more... acquired taste if u like vampires and underground victorian era steampunk cthulhu london keljnhm] feel free to follow either kiss kiss

on the bright side!!!! i'm actually getting better!! my new doctor helped a lot i think, so i might actually be recovering?? god please it's been SO long. so maybe more stable on this blog again soon. :') pls.

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my goal for 2025 wrt this blog specifically i think is going to be downsizing the amount of ppl i try to write with so i don't get overwhelmed tbh. i think what that looks like for me is finding writing partners who specifically would be interested in having me dig in my heels and focus really hard on developing a ship (or ships, if u want to play multiple "routes" on this blog lol) / keeping threads moving so i stop replying 9872439782349 years later and instead try to keep up with like a reply [or more] a week kinda deal. [on my end, to be clear, and not so literal - dw i'm not actually timing rp replies i'm crying, it's just the perfect idea </4 KJNEMRH]

i'm not v happy with the fact i take months to reply to ppl and also admittedly i'm just mostly interested in writing deep connections [esp romance] these days with my limited energy ¯_(ツ)_/¯ i dislike writing a ton of starters and relying on solely inbox memes can be hard so i'm like maybe i just find a handful of ppl who would be interested in locking in and writing threads w the intent to ship / tell a story of romance basically......... almost like an otome 😳 LMAO

thinking ...

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spotify wrapped has arrived. send me a number from 1-100 for a starter based on that song, or a lyric from it, or send a 🎁 for me to shuffle.

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I love you,and I will love you until I die,and if there's a life after that,I'll love you then. / ikki and darcy because what if i just. what if i JUST CRY.

old meme vault / @dangaer

he doesn't know what to say. and how could he ever-? millions of years he's chased the soul of one person, from life to life and identity to identity, all on the throes of false hope that even once, they would see how hard he has fought to protect them. yet always, he has prepared himself to accomplish a thankless task, harboring a one - sided love deep as the oceans beyond heart kingdom, if not beyond their abyss, or so he had always thought. to desire more would be selfish, and heartbreaking. alice and their white rabbit, one in the same, always allies, but never lovers.

he had been content, in a way, to play lonely villain.

"ikki - " ... he is not like the other lives he has lived, this alice. she, he, they - each had walked different paths through wonderland, led themselves straight to kings, queens, monsters, fae, but never to the white rabbit whom had sat by forest's edge and prayed to see alice again. he is the first : by the end, he would be the last, one way or another. "there is no death, or next life. not this time. not for you. whether at the cost of this world and everyone in it, or at the cost of myself, i will make sure of that. i will not let this form of you go."

he is stern, but gentle, lips curved in a subtle frown. but even as he watches him with tender reprimand, there are tears that prick his lashes, a jump in his heart, like a skip in time. " ... do you truly love me?" he can't fathom such feelings, even now, given in return to him. as a friend, he expects, or simply that he is a companion and little else. but he extends a hand, fingers 'neath ikki's chin as he turns his head, thumb pressed 'gainst his jaw. "as lovers do?"

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blocked a lot of blogs to break mutuals ... at least having just moved to this blog i didn't have a lot to clean up lmao ekjrnhm

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✎ . . . 𝑪𝑨𝑳𝑳 𝑴𝑬 𝑨 𝑺𝑰𝑵𝑵𝑬𝑹.

₊˚⊹ a collection of loose poem verses, quotes or lyrics from various books and chansons. most were written originally in portuguese or french, and were translated to english by me. some are extracted from personal poems, as well! they all have some type of religious reference/motif. writing/roleplaying prompts. from fluff to angst and suggestive! feel free to edit as you see fit.

❝ i never felt more alive than when you called me your angel. ❞ ❝ saints above help me… don’t look at me like that. ❞ ❝ admit it, you’d have taken a bite out of eden, too. ❞ ❝ what are you waiting for? pray. ❞ ❝ confess. repent. repeat. ❞ ❝ for you? i will be any believer you want me to be. ❞ ❝ run away with me, where no gods can find us. ❞ ❝ i begged for a miracle. instead, i got you. ❞ ❝ you smell like the devil. ❞ ❝ where is your faith now? ❞ ❝ call me a sinner. ❞ ❝ the way you call my name sounds like heresy. ❞ ❝ in your gaze, i find my prayers answered. ❞ ❝ your lips are scriptures i long to memorise. ❞ ❝ even silence feels sanctified like this. ❞ ❝ when you embraced me, i felt like i was cradled by divinity. ❞ ❝ i do not wish for the stars to hear us now. ❞ ❝ meet me at our shared altar, where our ghosts can dance. ❞ ❝ kiss my hand. make me feel holy. ❞ ❝ your love feels like a fallen angel’s curse. ❞ ❝ please, can’t you be my sanctuary tonight? ❞ ❝ should i kneel and beg you to look at me again? as if you’re a saint? ❞ ❝ worship does not come cheap. ❞ ❝ must i pay for my sins? cry for forgiveness? ❞ ❝ hate me, blame me, crucify me; just please don’t walk away. ❞ ❝ i do not know how else to love you if not like a sinner. ❞ ❝ you were my redemption; now you are my ruin. ❞ ❝ the weight of your absence is my penance to bear. ❞ ❝ i built cathedrals of dreams, and you razed them to dust. ❞ ❝ you’re a hymn that haunts my mind at midnight. ❞ ❝ you left me bleeding for you, devoted—abandoned. ❞ ❝ i prayed to forget you, but even the heavens refused. ❞ ❝ do not tempt me with your promises. ❞ ❝ hellfire has nothing to your touch. ❞

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hi guys say it back /j KJNEMRHKJNERHM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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" if you are going to make me say it out loud, i miss you. " - siladeu or silvette uwu

@londonfallen / vault of old memes

oh, how very sweet. they stare at him with a look of only minimal impress, a softer curl to their lips, though with a fang as large as theirs hidden 'neath, it does little but make them look as a cat whom had caught its canary. they're teasing him, in their head. he doesn't even have to hear them say anything to pick up on it, tail lashing behind them.

"my, my. did you really? i thought you said you wouldn't even notice i was gone. you're such a fickle manthing." their tongue clicks, smug as they move past him to lay a vase of flowers 'pon the church altar. "stop your sulking, little artisan. i wasn't gone all that long..." near three weeks! but time is strange, in this world. it could have felt like a year to him, for no cause of magic, but simply because he is lonely, it would seem.

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hey yall i'm slowly coming back to my blogs properly. i realize i didn't post on here during the time i was like, gone-gone and i feel stupid abt that cuz i remade this blog and everything but like kjernh look the super tldr is

i got my adhd medicated [yay] which was a really really long process so i've been readjusted to actually being able to have a life

my dad died recently [less yay] so i've been going thru it emotionally

i've been playing a lot of games lately to cope with my mental state thru stuff so i've just not been on tumblr much

starting to write again. hoping that this blog, too, will get back off the ground. i'm still most active on @sunlessea cuz i write with my husband there [we got married btw hi ekrjhmn] but if u'd like to write with my vampires pls feel free to jump in :tear:

tldr i hope i'm back here soon, sorry for dipping again. last couple months have been a lot n ig it's not gonna slow down considering what comes next year but. SIGHS. i need to start writing again cuz it's my main way of coping ugh

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*covered in blood* i will.... *trembling* CHOOSE TO BE KIND... *in pain* i will be... NICE to others... *wanting to kill* i will see good in EVERYONE *yelding a knife* i will NOT be like those who hurt me... *screaming* i will be BETTER than who i was...

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this has nothing to do w anything but i've decided that wonderlandian blood is ✨purple✨ for funsies

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"beware, city boy, white shoes get dirty... these woods don't show any mercy." they're making fun of him, however subtle! there's a dark atmosphere over the air where they wander 'round him in circles, fire burning behind them. it flashes with the same colors as their eyes. they couldn't be more at odds, the two of them : he's so prim, and proper, and well-kempt. they're smeared with blood and dirt, with twigs catching in their hair and ought but leaves in makeshift dress to cover them. whatever he's among, it certainly isn't humans, or the polite society he'd clearly come from. "such beautiful art, but in a muddy swamp, what's that gonna do?"

@londonfallen / amadeu, for silas! / starter call

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he's polite, perhaps to a fault : never daring to close the space 'tween himself and this season's alice, for fear of offending their sensibilities. they are, after all, still strangers. but the white rabbit had done well, instructing her to find her way to spade kingdom ... he's done everything he can, to help her settle into the castle.

"iƨ ɘvɘɿγtʜinϱ to γoυɿ liʞinϱ?" the white king presses his hand over his chest, smiling somewhat apologetically. their tongues are different, he knows. it takes ... a great deal of effort, to speak the same as she does. "we tr-tried ... to find ... a s...suitable room ... in a quiet corridor, for you ... to s-stay."

@hcpebled / white king, for ashe! / starter call

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drags my ass on here to write things while blasting music cuz fireworks are annoying as hell ☠️

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Just to be clear - 

        Even if we have never interacted, you are more than welcome to send me memes. Sentence memes, text memes, questions about my muse. It’s a great way to start something new between muses. If you want to interact, but none of my starters are interesting, send me a meme. If you want to know my muse better, send me a meme. If you just have nothing better to do and want to see if something will develop between our muses, send me a meme.