wotzup

[wotzup]

my favorite part was when he ate the dungeon

[wotzup]

A compilation

[wotzup]

comfort (bfhagehzwruahudiahfiajfkahrjahehf i love them)

[wotzup]

Forgiveness

[wotzup]

living in my head rent free

[wotzup]

finally got around drawing them! ✨

[wotzup]

[wotzup]

Nana loses track of time sometimes…

Junna: “Oh Nana have you read this book?”

Nana: “Oh I remember reading that when it came out! That really takes me back it was so long ago!”

Junna: “….this book came out last year”

Nana: “What”

I wonder what else she’s forgotten after all her time looping… our brains distort memories more and more every time we think about them. Does she even remember the 99th Starlight accurately? Or does the light only get ever more blinding? Have all her attempts only made what she treasured so dearly fall ever further from her grasp?

What about before that? Can she remember what her life was like before Seisho? Does she remember her time in middle school? Or has the only thing that stuck with her been the feeling of being completely alone and the immense sadness and fear that accompanied it?

What happens to someone living the same year repeatedly 60 times? How often did she mistake events that occurred in a different cycle? What about those treasured moments she managed to achieve only to find out they had disappeared in her efforts to keep her loops going? At what point did she lose track of reality? Lose track of how many times she looped? Not even the giraffe remembers. There’s nothing to keep count with. Everything resets. She only knows the truth. But what does she know? How can she trust her memories at this point? How long has it really been? Does she know if the people around her are really the same? Doesn’t everything change even if only slightly? Can she even remember what they were like when she first met them? When did she first meet them? How long has it been?

Just thinking :)

[wotzup]

new madoka trailer dropped... doomed lesbian enjoyers we are so back

[wotzup]

“Albina Ysmailova lightens up any chess tournament with her presence. This passionate player has a chess-themed prosthetic hand that she made herself.”

Photographed by David Llada.

[wotzup]

can you accept the risks and responsibilities?

[wotzup]

run away with me

[wotzup]

what really got to me in the trailer is how Homura looked so sinister, how genuinely happy she was to see Madoka happy without her being involved, and how. tired she was at the end.

the first real shot we get of her looking particularly triumphant, asking her opponent if they can shoulder what she now shoulders, immediately followed by a slideshow of Homura's trauma throughout the show and someone telling her (likely Sayaka as she refers to Madoka as "my best friend," or it could be Madoka herself addressing Homura, as she also calls Homura "her very best friend.") to release her as words float on the screen also making it clear how highly Homura thinks of Madoka.

"This world is for Madoka."

but she only looks. completely, genuinely happy the whole time in a way that isn't a look of triumph watching Madoka have fun. watching her genuinely enjoy herself in that gilded cage she created.

and by the end she looks so. tired. like she looks exhausted.

Homura is an evil demon. that's what she became when she committed an unforgivable sin: ripping off the wings of a goddess and dragging them down to earth.

and she did it all for one person and her happiness, even if its unwanted. she's happy when Madoka is happy in her cage, and wants to protect that cage at all costs: even her own happiness. she's clearly not happy with her own situation. being evil sucks. not being close to Madoka sucks. and the only way to ensure what she feels is Madoka's happiness is to be her enemy. it's so tragic, everything she does and ever will do is for Madoka's sake, no matter how twisted and warped it is. the only thing a child who was never allowed to grow up in 10+ years can think of.

the world is for Madoka. that's the crux of everything the devil called Homura Akemi does. it's for Madoka. it's absolutely not for her.

and it makes me. constantly think of that thing that Madoka's seiyuu once said in a Q&A:

no matter what happens, Homura is Homura, and Madoka will adore her, even if they're now enemies. this is the last thing in the world Madoka would want for her. Madoka would want to save Homura no matter the cost.

i think of Madoka fully realized what was happening, her greatest wish would be for Homura to just have the good night's sleep she clearly desperately needs.

"Falling in love with someone is wonderful, so don't call yourself the devil. I love you."

[wotzup]

"my woman is angry at me, hope I die" -takes long drag of cigarette-

a kinda practice with color, a reference from Joji's video

[wotzup]

[wotzup]

heres them together!

[wotzup]

love love LOVE how flawed the seisho girls are. love that they’re complex and realistic they are. love that theyre “bad” flaws and sometimes they are mean, or incredibly egotistical, or trap their (her) friends in timeloops. i love how they still love each other, and that sometimes that love makes their flaws worse.

except maybe junna she’s pretty chill. overworking, sure, but she’s normal about it