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LIFE OF SATURN

Hi guys so in this blog of mine I'll be posting some interesting shit in my life T-T. It can be something that traumatized me or something that made me happy and I'm sharing this because I have trust issues and its better to tell strangers other than your so called ✨friends✨ 😭😭.

So basically I'll post shit in my life and i want y'all to judge me lmk whether i'm the asshole or the victim whatever whatever. Also i'm not making fun of anyone's trauma so if you feel offended PLEASE EXIT. These are incidents that actually happened in MY LIFE and joking abt such incidents and ranting is how I cope <333. Do not create any attack against me, you can advice me if you want to or discuss abt it with me or others BUT PLEASE NO PERSONAL ATTACKS. If you feel the other person who is the villain in my case is right thats completely fine people have opinions yours matter too. :)))

Also this will probably have 100+ grammar mistakes because i DO NOT CARE AND AM LAZY :))

OKAY SO THIS IS THE CRUSH LORE PT.1

CRUSH LORE - CRUSH 1 #PT 1

YUH 🔥🔥

EXPERIENCE: Mid ig???

So lets start from the beginning. I'm Saturn (Its ofc not my real name.) and... uh lets say i love having crushes.

Now see ever since i was a kid (I've been legit 😎) i was obsessed with having crushs. It was like without a love interest, my life would have only 12% drama, but drama's obv my best bud and it loves me so ya. HOW CAN YOU LEAVE YOUR BESTIEE ALONEE!!?

Anyways so basically i've had about 17 real life crushes (I didn't count maybe its like 15 or 13 idk. too lazy) and it started from a very young age.

So a little bit of details before I start. I used to live in my home country when i was younger. I was born there and lived there for 7 years only so i have no soul connection with my homeland. Anyways when i was in my homeland i used to study in an all girls school and lemme tell you we learnt 999x99 in 1st grade. It was that hard alr.

Then i had to shift to my current country which i'm emotionally connected too lmfaooo. I moved when i was 7?? But ya the school i joined was unisex. There were both boys and girls.

So heres the thing i as SOCIALLY AKWARD WITH BOYS

I COULD NOT AND TILL NOW CANNOT SPEAK PROPERLY WITH MEN ALR?

Like girl i spent 7 YEARS of my life in some gay girls school where my 1st lang was something else and then suddenly drop me into a world swarming with new creatures whom i've never talked to b4... TF DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO?? UM HELLO??

I was stunned these people where fluent in english alr and i could not spell fucking names alr so you can imagine my condition

Okay so 1st day new school i enter my class and my eyes meet a guys eyes and trust me my dumbass did not know wtf fuck crushes were coz i was my dads angel (if only he knew 😮‍💨) but i felt the stomach thingie.

He was so pretty guys. OMG and WAS HE A GENTLE FUCKING MAN!?? YES SIR

His eyes were so pretty i still remember them alrr. I'm jealous of his eyelashes.

ANYWAYS I'LL CONTINUE NEXT PART TOMMOROW MAYBE? IDK depends on my mood :))) I'M SLEEPY RN ITS LIKE 2.34 HERE SO BYEBYE LOVE YALLLLL <333