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Sorry, I've been MIA for a bit. It hasn't been a great few days in terms of pain, so I haven't had much time to put pen to paper.

Instead, I worked on the side blogs for the single-character accounts because I wanted to do more plot-oriented things with those accounts and everything else here.

However, please feel free to follow me over here and interact, send memes, and so on.

You can send them here or there, but if it's going to be turned into a thread and not just short back-and-forths, expect a reply from these blogs:

@romxnvaxtalie - Natalia Romanova (MAIN BLOG FOR THE OTHERS)

@thexassxt - The Winter Soldier (Prior to Bucky)

@frxnkscxstlex - Frank Castle

@gxtmxascotchxmstxrving - Anthony Stark

@katexbxshop - Kate Bishop

@xyelenaxbelovax - Yelena Belova

@lxkifriggasxn - Loki Friggason

@thexmoonxsystem - Marc | Steven | Jake

@jxelxmxllerx - Joel Miller

@clanleaderxjakesully - Jake Sully

@dxputyshxnewxlsh - Shane Walsh

@santiagoxpopexgarcia - Santiago Garcia

@franciscoxcatfishxmorales - Frankie Morales

@thexwinchesterxidiots - Sam Winchester | Dean Winchester

@finnickxodair - Finnick O'dair

@galexhxwthxrnx - Gale Hawthorn

@dinxdjarxn - Din Djarxn

@elixtxstabxr - Elliot Stabler

@jimxhalpert - Jim Halpert

@braxtonxwolff - Braxton Wolff

@ruexbxnnett - Rue Bennett

@tristxnxpxyne - Tristan Payne (My OC)

@remyxgustuspxyne - Remy Payne (My OC)

@cxmeronxpinxy - Cameron Piney (My OC)

@toxorionxastingsxwexnowxbow - Orion Hastings (My OC)

@chxrlesxmoorx Charles Moore (My OC)

@cooperxwilsonxmaam - Cooper Wilson (My OC)

@alyssaxchestnut - Alyssa Chestnut (My OC)

And if there's anyone from my muses who deserves more character depth and you'd like to world-build and plot threads with, please drop me an ask, DM, or comment with who!

I'm still creating blogs too, however, so let's see how this goes!

I'm able to stay awake in minimal excruciating pain, so I might be here, but dozing or just trying to not kill whatever is causing this fibromyalgia flare-up, working on code for work, and themes.

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You're a cat person. There's nothing wrong with that. THE ACCOUNTANT 2 (2025) dir. Gavin O'Connor

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(s)he looks like the real thing.

indie Bucky Barnes. MCU compliant. written by Shane.

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Andy Lincoln & Jon Bernthal

behind the scenes of the first season of the walking dead, 2010

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Sorry, I've been MIA for a bit. It hasn't been a great few days in terms of pain, so I haven't had much time to put pen to paper.

Instead, I worked on the side blogs for the single-character accounts because I wanted to do more plot-oriented things with those accounts and everything else here.

However, please feel free to follow me over here and interact, send memes, and so on.

You can send them here or there, but if it's going to be turned into a thread and not just short back-and-forths, expect a reply from these blogs:

@romxnvaxtalie - Natalia Romanova (MAIN BLOG FOR THE OTHERS)

@thexassxt - The Winter Soldier (Prior to Bucky)

@frxnkscxstlex - Frank Castle

@gxtmxascotchxmstxrving - Anthony Stark

@katexbxshop - Kate Bishop

@xyelenaxbelovax - Yelena Belova

@lxkifriggasxn - Loki Friggason

@thexmoonxsystem - Marc | Steven | Jake

@jxelxmxllerx - Joel Miller

@clanleaderxjakesully - Jake Sully

@dxputyshxnewxlsh - Shane Walsh

@santiagoxpopexgarcia - Santiago Garcia

@franciscoxcatfishxmorales - Frankie Morales

@thexwinchesterxidiots - Sam Winchester | Dean Winchester

@finnickxodair - Finnick O'dair

@galexhxwthxrnx - Gale Hawthorn

@dinxdjarxn - Din Djarxn

@elixtxstabxr - Elliot Stabler

@jimxhalpert - Jim Halpert

@braxtonxwolff - Braxton Wolff

@ruexbxnnett - Rue Bennett

@tristxnxpxyne - Tristan Payne (My OC)

@remyxgustuspxyne - Remy Payne (My OC)

@cxmeronxpinxy - Cameron Piney (My OC)

@toxorionxastingsxwexnowxbow - Orion Hastings (My OC)

@chxrlesxmoorx Charles Moore (My OC)

@cooperxwilsonxmaam - Cooper Wilson (My OC)

@alyssaxchestnut - Alyssa Chestnut (My OC)

And if there's anyone from my muses who deserves more character depth and you'd like to world-build and plot threads with, please drop me an ask, DM, or comment with who!

I'm still creating blogs too, however, so let's see how this goes!

I'm able to stay awake in minimal excruciating pain, so I might be here, but dozing or just trying to not kill whatever is causing this fibromyalgia flare-up, working on code for work, and themes.

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"Hey, Lord, you know I'm tired. Hey Lord, you know I'm fighting. Hey Lord, you know I'm tired of tears."

Independant | Rules Semi-Selective | Memes EUPHORIA RP Blog | Rue Bennett

*This blog is trigger-heavy and contains triggering content. Follow at your own discretion.

Rue & Mun are 18+ and 25+ respectively. Will contain dark subject matter, and triggers are implied throughout the blog.

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Random Poll Time!

Please reblog!

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Not a good pain day ;-;

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reblog if it's okay for your mutuals to message you and create an actual friendship, not just interactions

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"You have to burn to the ground before you can rise like a phoenix from the ashes."

An independent, mutually exclusive, and more than just low-ish activity roleplay blog.

Marvel, DC, The Walking Dead, The Last of Us, Game of Thrones, Mythology, Various video games, and so many more obscure movies and TV shows.

Hey, even the unknown, unwanted, or forgotten muses from a random show or movie sometimes need love, too!

Did you read my RULES? Want to send in some MEMES? Need to see my complete list of MUSES?

*As of 6/15/25, this blog is being updated and is still under construction.

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"You have to burn to the ground before you can rise like a phoenix from the ashes."

An independent, mutually exclusive, and more than just low-ish activity roleplay blog.

Marvel, DC, The Walking Dead, The Last of Us, Game of Thrones, Mythology, Various video games, and so many more obscure movies and TV shows.

Hey, even the unknown, unwanted, or forgotten muses from a random show or movie sometimes need love, too!

Did you read my RULES? Want to send in some MEMES? Need to see my complete list of MUSES?

*As of 6/15/25, this blog is being updated and is still under construction.

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Off to lunch for a while, then I should be back, but it's all dependent on the pain level I'm in. I might just let the queue take over and end up destressing myself somehow; dad isn't the best person to talk to, but alas, despite the pain, it is my dad, so I guess I'll try even though he sure as fuck won't.

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PEDRO PASCAL as Joel Miller THE LAST OF US | The Price

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Eyes snapping up from the case file he had been rereading for what seemed like the hundredth time, Cameron's brow raised as he sat up after hearing her offer. It wasn't every day for someone who ran as tight a ship as Olivia Benson to extend the invitation to observe the man believed to be responsible for the abduction of two girls.

Giving her a small but genuine smile, the man nodded as he pushed himself up and away from the desk he'd been glued to, notes askew, for the past- ah, shit, had it really been five hours already? That'd explain why things got quieter. It was almost dawn, and he didn't even realize he'd lost yet another night, too transfixed in finding the victims to be aware of something as trivial as the need for sleep.

"I'd appreciate it, Captain. But you do know that you really don't have to call me that, Cameron's just fine. I also respond to 'dumb ass' and on occasion 'sweet cheeks' when my field partner decides to annoy me." Cameron quipped with a grin that flashed in her direction as he couldn't help but stretch, a small groan escaping him at the movement before he ran a hand through his hair in an attempt to tame it.

"Lead the way, ma'am." Blinking sleepily, he teased her lightly to lift the mood before gesturing for her to go ahead of him. He couldn't help but thank his luck that he'd been assigned to this squad. Not every precinct took too kindly to being forced to collaborate with someone they didn't know.

It'd been a rough couple of nights for the Agent; that much couldn't be understated. But when he found himself lingering when it came to leaving the precinct he'd be calling home for the foreseeable future, at least until the NYPD's SVU team and his findings no longer made sense together.

He didn't even realize how tired he was until he heard someone coming down one of the halls, jostling him a bit out of the daze he had been in.

@captain-benson

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❝ I wore white when I slaughtered them. Because blood looks better when it dares to stain something pure.

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The  darkness  touched  you.  Everyone  could  see  it  in  the  hollows  of  your  eyes,  a  gaze  averted  from  life.  You  ran  from  it  but  brought  it  nearer.  An  endless  suffering  worse  than  death.  And  you  wanted  to  surrender?  No.  The  darkness  won’t  allow  it.  There  is  nothing  else  left.  It’s  your  calling. 

. an independent, highly selective and private multimuse blog. . based on horror, supernatural, fantasy, literature and paranormal themes.

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"Yea, I did. Shit-" Shaking his head, frown in place, Cameron recalled all the previous times he'd kept how he truly was doing to himself instead of confiding in her. "Y'know, I never once lied to you 'bout anything else. Just when you'd ask what's goin' on in this dumbass head of mine. I... I should've done better. I just- I think I thought that I was protecting you, in a way?"

The inflection in his tone was self-questioning, yet it reflected what he truly believed.

"Never wanted to hurt you. I just... the things I see. With work, every day... I couldn't bring the baggage that came with each day and just dump it on you, especially when I knew you were workin' so hard and I-" Cutting himself off, he winced and brought a hand up to the back of his neck, cupping the nape.

"Mmm, I'm doin' it right now, ain't I? Sorry."

He really needed to shut his damn mouth, fuck. 'Cam, what are you even doing?' He thought to himself as he gave her a self-deprecating smile, which instantly changed into a genuine one the moment she shared her news. "Shit, sweetheart, that ain't a surprise! Always knew you were gonna pass, didn't I tell you that? 'm so proud of you."

The words escaped his lips before he even realized, his teeth showing as he grinned at her, even as something in his head registered that there was still something weighing her down. That wasn't the smile his Sofia usually wore, and the incessant thought that kept reminding him that he knew this smile.

He'd seen it directed at him when she'd put up with his shit.

Something was going on, but he didn't think he had the right to ask. That didn't stop the concerned glint in his gaze as he looked at her, brow furrowing when she brought up their plan.

"Sof... you know that bottle was meant to celebrate somethin'. I- you still have it?" The thoughts in his head were swirling, unable to settle on one in particular, and he was unable to articulate just what her admission did to his heart. Cameron figured out why it twisted something inside him to hear that she never threw it out.

It wasn't something so fancy that she'd have to keep around; instead, he'd opted for the same bottle of champagne that the two of them shared long ago, back when things weren't tainted by his demons, weighed down by the stress that grew with each day, each case.

But here she was.

Telling him that she still had that bottle because of him.

He had no idea what that meant, but it had to have meant something, right?

Stopping short of colliding with Sofia, Cameron felt his entire body tense up in response to hearing her voice when it was the last thing in the world he thought would happen to him that day.

He couldn't help the thoughts on how damn beautiful she looked that popped into his mind at the sight of her, however.

Wait, what? Did she just say-

'Cameron, don't go down that road again' He thought to himself, even as the thought of her meeting someone else while looking as damn good as she did- not that that was a surprise, she always looked fucking amazing; especially in the haze that came with dawn's break with her in just his shirt.- caused his chest to tighten up in jealousy.

"Soph, careful." He couldn't help but softly chide when it looked like she was about to tip over, his hand reaching out to touch her shoulder in an effort to right her stance.

But if he was being honest with himself? He was at a loss for words, something that didn't happen to him.

Ever.

Clearing his throat, he awkwardly pulled back and tucked his traitorous hands into the pockets of his jeans so that he wouldn't embarrass him self again. "I'm doin', uh. Heh." Looking down at his feet for a moment before peering at her through his lashes with a nostalgic tint in his gaze.

"I'd say that things were great, but uh, you could always see through my bullshit so..." Trailing off with a soft huff of an awkward chuckle, Cameron made no effort to step back as he took her in, eyes lingering.

Yeah, they weren't together anymore. Yeah, it wasn't something that he wanted to happen.

But he wasn't the most intelligent man who walked the streets, he fucked up and knew it. Too many hours were spent not with her when he had the opportunity to be, instead losing himself in work as hours passed by.

He never meant to pull away from her; he hadn't even realized he was doing it! The last thing he ever wanted to do was hurt her.

That was why, when they ended up breaking up, it hit him out of nowhere and kept him confused and angry at the world until his partner, Declan, told him he was tired of his shit and threatened to set him up on a blind date if he didn't stop thinking about her in the past.

"Life's life, I guess. But what about you? How're you doing? It's been... too long."