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All Right

It's all right. I think I'll be okay. I mean, I won't ever forget what happened, or get over it anytime soon, but I'll okay. I'm definitely not happy with the outcome. But everything will be all right. 

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Disappointments

(Writing to you from the comfort of my bed -- at five in the morning). SO, if there's one thing you should know about me, it's that I get way to excited about everything. And I mean everything. Maybe I'm just an eccentric person...  Anyway, so way back when (last year to be exact) I entered into the Doodle 4 Google competition. And, of course, I was excited about it. The theme last year was "Best Day Ever." A cliche, really. But, I was excited nonetheless, and I couldn't wait to get started on it. I thought that my entry was pretty good. And if you know how the rules work, you'd know that they took... ten was it? They took ten entries from each state, one from each age group. And... they didn't pick mine. I was devastated, really. What a shame. And I don't think I ever really got over it. I mean, I was excited. I really thought my entry was good enough to at least make it into the top fifty, but man was I wrong. So yeah... I guess I never really got over it.  Related to this, I entered into another competition last week (I should stop doing this to myself really), and I spent eight straight hours into this thing. Eight hours. Nonstop. And... this time, I tried not to get too excited. But, spending all that time on one project, who wouldn't be excited right? I mean, I really wanted to win. And the prize? Two tickets to see a band, meet them, and get an autographed fender. How amazing is that? But, once again, I got too excited and when I found out yesterday that I didn't win, I broke down. Even harder than the Google shit... I think. I mean, I cried. A lot. Maybe it's silly, but when you want something so bad and you don't get it, who wouldn't be upset? And I mean... I'm not the only one. This time, I knew other people that didn't win either. Maybe not personally, but we were into the same band, and we were all disappointed. I sympathize with them.  Alright, I won't lie. I spent this entire day in bed, depressed and disappointed. This was much worse than Doodle 4 Google. And I don't know if I'll get over this. I mean, if I didn't get over Google not picking my entry, how can I get over this? Something that's more major (does that make sense?)... how can I get over this?

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Just Me

So... I like to write. I am just an anonymous writer that wants to share her life, yet keep it hidden at the same time. So, if you would like to take this crazy journey with me, then keep on reading. You might just like it.