One of my followers finally went through with letting himself get used by another man <3 <3 <3
(permission was granted to post)
xperfectlyimproperx
figured it's easier to just chat on this
how did you stumble upon my page?
rxxxxxl
You know at this point I'm not sure. I might have just found it looking at normal porn, but there's a good chance it was while I was starting get curious about gay porn. I remember I used to follow you and then feel ashamed afterwards and unfollow you. Eventually I stopped doing that..
xperfectlyimproperx
awwww that's so cute
well i'm glad you're accepting of yourself now!
i know my blog appeals to a lot of very different interests, and then i lose followers when i start posting too much of anything that isn't what initially attracted them, butttt.. i just do me :)
rxxxxxl
Well I remember too that a lot of it was when I'd see the sissy stuff, it was such a turn off, but there was always a little voice in my head that told me otherwise. I guess over time I realized I was a lot more submissive than I thought. So that started appealing to me a lot as well.
rxxxxxl
But it wasn't until recently that things really entered a new point in my life. I had my first experience serving another man. And I think constantly visiting your blog is basically the reason for that, or at least what pushed me over the edge hahaha.
xperfectlyimproperx
oh my god!!!! tell me about the experience!
rxxxxxl
Well, I have wimped out on hookups before, mostly because I don't think I'm really into men as much as I'm just into cocks, and the idea of pleasing them/getting fucked (oh right, I'm also a total bottom, probably also thanks to you), so I had trouble meeting with anyone because it was too weird and personal.
xperfectlyimproperx
no i totally get that
i think that would be most guys who were curious
rxxxxxl
But I saw a posting about an anonymous dark room blowjob, and it seemed like that was the best way for me to try. So we talked for a bit, and he said he'd leave his door unlocked, be on the couch touching himself with the lights out. He said it was optional if I wanted to strip, and I honestly couldn't imagine why I would bother for a blowjob.
xperfectlyimproperx
you've got some guts!
rxxxxxl
So I drove over, and sure enough the door was unlocked. It wasn't totally dark, but I couldn't see his face, just his waist down. His cock looked way bigger than in the posting. I sorta panicked and just about backed right out the door, but he told me he was glad I was here and I don't know, it just made me feel calm. So I just shut and locked the door behind me. Then, and I look back at it now wondering why the fuck I did it, but I stripped naked like he asked.
xperfectlyimproperx
sexy hehe
was he attractive too?
rxxxxxl
I started walking to him and he told me to crawl, and again for whatever reason I listened to him. It felt very surreal, especially knowing what was gonna happen afterwards.
He was in pretty good shape for being 44. I mean he might have been older/younger I guess, but that's what he told me. He was a good looking guy I guess, though I didn't really have any attraction in general
So when I got up to him he told me he'd take it slow since it was my first go at this. He basically guided me through everything. Told me to grab his cock, feel his balls and stuff. That part was probably the weirdest, since I've never been one for balls stimulation, but different strokes I guess. He had me jerk him off for a while, and then I ended up asking him if I could put it in my mouth. It was like he knew the second I closed the door that I was going to be submissive
I mostly just started doing what I like, which is lots of tongue stuff and being really head focused. Almost like immediately, he put his hand on the back of my head, and I wasn't sure about that, but he just rested it there, at least at first
xperfectlyimproperx
that's a good guy
i'm glad he was cautious with you
rxxxxxl
I guess I just wasn't expecting to be the one asking him to do things haha, I thought he'd just push me along.
Slowly I worked on going deeper, and full disclosure - I've practiced more than a couple times on a dildo, so at this point I got pretty good. But it was a lot different on the real thing. Like, easier. I wasn't expecting to be able to just take it down my throat, but I did with not much effort. I still gagged and stuff but I totally did it. And the entire time he was complimenting me and telling me I was a good boy and it just felt so good
I should mention too that any doubts I had basically went away as soon as I started stripping, because from there to the time it took me to crawl to him I was hard haha
I was taking him deep but going really slow, and after a little while his hand grabbed into my hair a bit and he started slowly thrusting in my mouth. I think I might miss that more than anything else. I was getting so turned on by it that I grabbed his legs and started pulling myself down every time he pushed into me
xperfectlyimproperx
that's so hot
rxxxxxl
He asked if he could stand up and do it harder and I was nervous about it because it was already rough but he said it'd be fine and got up anyway
xperfectlyimproperx
ooooh did you let him fuck your virgin asshole LOL :P
rxxxxxl
Your blog is seriously why I finally went through with it
rxxxxxl
Well, it's not a virgin asshole, but yeah, it was the first time a real cock was in it
xperfectlyimproperx
yeah
ahhhhh did it feel so much better than a dildo
rxxxxxl
So yeah, he stood up still with his hand on the back of my head and just started thrusting waaaaay harder than before. He was still nice about though I guess? Like, he would give me time to breathe and stuff. But he was pounding my mouth way harder than I was expecting. It made me think of every time I facefucked a girl, and that this is what being on the other end feels like. So kudos to all the girls out there lol
xperfectlyimproperx
my sissy has these same dreams
he wants to know what it's like to be a girl
because he is usually pretty aggressive and dominant with them
rxxxxxl
Yeah, it definitely did. Like, I already knew I loved having my ass filled, but a real dick is so different. It felt so hot and it was weird when it pulses. A good weird, but still, I'm like 95% dom with girls, so it was a whole new world two nights ago.
xperfectlyimproperx
ahhhh i love it!
rxxxxxl
He already knew I had been practicing earlier and saw in the pictures I sent him that I had a buttplug in, but he said he also knew that this was already probably more than what I was expecting.
I was practically in a daze and told him I wasn't going to leave until I got fucked. He put on a condom, told me to bend over his couch, and took my buttplug out. For how rough he had just been with my face, he was being incredibly gentle with my ass. I felt him dump a bunch of lube down my ass and pushed his cock between my cheeks up and down. He asked if I was sure, and told me this was my last chance to back out, otherwise we weren't stopping until he was finished
I told him that if it hurt he had better stop and he said we'll see if I do. It was the only time I really felt a little scared. I said ok, and felt him begin to push. I know one of my dildos is bigger than him, but it still felt like I was going to tear. He kept going in and out slowly, and would ask if I was ok every so often, which led me to believe he was only bluffing earlier about not stopping
It didn't hurt at all, probably because I practiced earlier, but I sure did feel full. He told me he was going to pick up the pace, and that was pretty much the moment I realized I fucking loved getting fucked.
It wasn't long before he was fucking my ass as hard as he was fucking my mouth, and I was seriously just in heaven. He kept telling me I was good good girl, slut, faggot, etc. Just endless name calling. And that he loved my girly moans, and I didn't even realize I was making them. I think I consider this when I fully submitted to him. I know at some point I started pushing back on his cock and deliberately moaning as loud and girly as I could. I even called him "daddy," which I never thought I'd say to another man in my life
He totally knew he broke me too, because he kicked his dirty talking into high gear. He kept making me tell him I liked his cock, I was his slut, etc. I'm surprised he never called me a sissy. But as someone who already loves dirty talk, and being as horny as I was, I told him absolutely everything he wanted to hear, and in the moment, meant every word.
He asked if I want to change positions, and I said no because it felt way too good. He told me that I'd better start jerking off then since he was gonna cum soon. I was touching myself on and off the entire time, but I actually grabbed myself and nearly came immediately. I think that was the hardest I've ever cum...
After a bit longer he pulled my head back and looked right at me and told me he was cumming in my ass. With the condom I didn't really feel the cum, but I did feel his cock pulse super deep in me, and that was incredible.
He pulled out, gave me a towel and told me it was fine if I wanted to stay around for more, but I was already coming down from the sex high and feeling awkward and nervous again. I quickly got dressed and we said our thanks, and he told me he hoped his little slut wouldn't be a stranger. Even after cumming so hard, I felt my cock like, shiver in my pants. I told him I had his number, and left
The entire ride home my throat hurt and my ass just felt empty. I felt incredibly used, incredibly warm, and just overall fulfilled.
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