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really feeling the "i should just shut up and never speak again" tonight. yeah I know it's not a "healthy" way of thinking but after almost 3 decades of feeling like I'm constantly pushed aside or that my thoughts don't matter, it's a hard habit to break

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and I say again any women's shelter that turns away trans women and mothers of boys is fraudulent and deserves to be cleared out for an agency actually willing to do the work

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im getting really fucking sick of all this “it gets better!” bullshit. im going to have depression for the rest of my life. it’s not going to “””get better””” fuck you

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ok mouse.

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If you see this you’re legally obligated to reblog and tag with the book you’re currently reading

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"They go to SEX CLUBS and pretend to be DOGS!"

Yeah well you go to church every Sunday and pretend to be a good person

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what is everyone’s favorite album release of the year so far since it has potential to change? 👀

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Asking because my brother is one of the straightest people I've ever met despite how similar we are, but a lot of queer people I know seem to have at least one queer sibling.

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being anti ai is making me feel like in going insane. "you asked for thoughts about your characters backstory and i put it into chat gpt for ideas". studies have proven its making people dumber. "i asked ai to generate this meal plan". its causing water shortages where its data centers are built. "ill generate some pictures for the dnd campaign". its spreading misinformation. "meta, generate an image of this guy doing something stupid". its trained off stolen images, writing, video, audio. "i was talking with my snapchat ai-" theres no way to verify what its doing with the information it collects. "youtube is impletmenting ai based age verification". my work has an entire graphics media department and has still put ai generated motivational posters up everywhere. ai playlists. ai facial verification. google ai microsoft ai meta ai snapchat ai. everyone treats it as a novelty. every treats it as a mandatory part of life. am i the only one who sees it? am i paranoid? am i going insane? jesus fucking christ. if i have to hear one more "well at least-" "but it does-" "but you can-" im about to lose it. i shouldnt have to jump through hoops to avoid the evil machine. have you no principles? no goddamn spine? am i the weird one here?

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he ccontinues to be sick and I continue to seriously contemplate rehoming him 😥

guess who's once again puking multiple times every 2 or so hours 🙃

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they should let you put footnotes on your blocklist so you remember what the final straw was

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when a mutuals struggling but you know you can't say anything to help so you just like their post and hope they know they're not alone

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guess who's once again puking multiple times every 2 or so hours 🙃