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I hate the fact that being ftm makes it so breaking gender roles is the most dysphoric thing ever. But like, just how people treat me not the clothes or makeup itself… It’s so unfair I want to dress feminine, I want to dress in jirai kei and still feel like a guy but people around me make it so difficult, clothing to me doesn’t have a gender but to everyone else around me in my irl life it does and I’m no longer a valid trans guy because because I like feminine clothes and stuff…

Men’s clothing is boring but it’s the only way I can look like a man to other people. I hate it… why couldn’t i have just been born a man…

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I liked my hair, wish I could have a cute outfit to go with it but no I’m suck in coffee hell 😔

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My coworker recorded me eating????? Bro wtf????

This is why I don’t eat in front of people

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Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

I’m really bad at patching myself up

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I can’t take being disrespected by my own family anymore

I do so much for them

Maybe I should just stop doing things for them until my gender me properly

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I got my Ame nendo ~

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" if u lose too much weight , u'll become infertile , u'll lose ur boobs nd ur butt !! " do you PROMISE ??!!

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MY MUM SAW MY SH SCARS AND CUTS, SHE CAME INTO MY WORK OUT OF NOWHERE AAAAAAAAAA

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I think I need to paint it’s been a while… but fuck I have no ideas …

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I’m torn by guilt at every moment… I wish I didn’t care. I wish I couldn’t feel anything.

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I wish LizLisa had more red and black colour ways

I know the its supposed to be more ryousangata but a man can dream 😔

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Why must I wake up feeling like shit….

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I feel like I’m finally getting the body shape I want~ (my legs are still just my main issue why tf are they so difficult >:T)

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I can’t wait till I get my passport not to go anywhere just so I can buy alcohol in peace~

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I hate working in the morning it’s just a new set of people asking me “oMg WhAt hApPenED tO ur ArM??”

Fuck off bro

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I dyed my hair yaayyyy