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[y0urs1cknessf3elsl1keh0me]

worst part about weight gain is that you can see it on ur face

double chin/round cheeks really screams "that's a fat bitch"

[y0urs1cknessf3elsl1keh0me]

For all my alt girlies and guys on here Andy Sixx said his favorite part of a women is the ribs btw 🩷

(He was joking as they were just talking about his broken ribs and even if he wasn't I highly doubt he means emaciated level but I'm still gonna use this forever and yes I still use Sixx idk it sounds funner in my head)

[y0urs1cknessf3elsl1keh0me]

My Ed Rules I've Developed Over The Years

(some of them at least)

Food:

Food must look pretty/perfectly laid out, along with utensils and plates that look and feel nice to me. If anything doesn't look pleasing I won't eat it regardless.

Have to chew 10 times minimum for each bite and wait 40 seconds in between.

I have to sit down and put on a video, I am not allowed to finish my food before the video ends. If I'm eating out/with people I have a playlist that is 30 minutes so I put in one headphone and cannot finish until after the playlist is over.

I can't eat unless my room is clean.

I have to take photos every time I eat.

I can't eat things that aren't weighed even if pre packaged.

I can only eat 9am-10am, 1pm-3pm and 5pm-7pm.

Colors of my food have to compliment eachother. This is more of an ARFID thing but my foods have to match on all levels, color, stickiness, flavors etc.

NO FOOD TOUCHES!!!!!! keep them apartttt

Haven't had non diet soda in forever.

If there is a lower cal version I take that.

I will not eat what I don't see being prepared.

MOVEMENT

10k steps a day absolute minimum and fit bit around ankle.

If I ever eat more than my limit I force myself to get 30k steps at least the next day.

No laying down during the day, atleast just stand up.

I workout daily for at least an hour.

If I eat I can't sit down for 30 minutes after.

[y0urs1cknessf3elsl1keh0me]

EDBLR INTRO !

Speedrunning back to the 14s by 2025

15

He/Him

An-r forced into recov n r3lapsing therefore I'm back here :(

Cbmi 16s || Gwbmi 14s || Lwbmi 12.0

WHAT ILL POST ?

Wieiad, updates about my "speed running", sp0, ranting etc!

ANYWAYZ !

I also am super into music shout out to u if u know what song my username is referring to and my pfp ^^, might occasionally post I'm about music/bands on the side.

I am also autistic and schizo affective both diagnosed so these will likely be mentioned as well

I fb everyone js lmk I want mutuals !