Instagram : https://www.instagram.com/yaminahsaini?igsh=N3lzejBpcXdvZ2QxYouTube : https://www.youtube.com/yaminahsainiIci mon journal intime. Not active = Dead. Born: September 12, 1999. Je partage ma vie. Mon parcours, mon combat. Vomir tous les jours depuis 2014, presque 7 ans avant de recevoir les soins appropriés. J’ai souffert, entre erreurs médicales, erreurs de diagnostiques, injustices, maltraitance de la part de professionnels de santé etc car ma maladie est trop peu connue et ma condition très rare. Diagnostiquée: Gastroparésie sévère. Atteinte de Bartonella chronique avec co-infection(possiblement Lyme Chronique). Opérée de l’estomac: Dilatation du pylore (le 12 Mars 2019).Porteuse d’un Pacemaker gastrique depuis le 21/10/19.Nutrition artificielle à plusieurs reprises: Sonde naso-gastrique/Sonde naso-jéjunale/Midline/Nutrition parentérale. Endométriose stade 2 et adénomyose. Et autres troubles pas encore diagnostiqués. Maladie aux Yeux : kératocône sévère, Sévère conjonctivite.opérée 4 fois à l’œil gauche(de 2016 à 2019):1xCrosslinking,2xAnneaux intracornéen, 1xAblation d’un anneau intracornéen)
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✈️🇲🇦 Monday, June 2nd, 2025: Nothing special happened that day. Here’s a photo with a cat striking a funny pose haha. Also, these glasses I was given for light sensitivity are actually quite practical for everyday use even though I don’t wear them often.


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✈️🇲🇦 Sunday, June 1st, 2025: That day my family and I were invited to visit some relatives who have a house near the beach. We didn’t stay long, and to be honest, it was pretty boring at their place haha. Afterwards, we went for a short walk along the beach, and that part was actually quite nice.





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When I was in Morocco, I didn’t bring my IV pole with me (it’s way too bulky, especially considering all the other medical equipment I already have to carry). So of course, I brought my backpack to hook myself up but at night, it’s really not practical. The bag can fall, the tubes can bend, and it can even cause a blockage, etc. So I came up with a super practical trick: I just hang it on the wall like this! Inactually did the exact same thing the last time I came here (for those who remember), so no problem at all!

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✈️🇲🇦 May 31 / last part: We went to the beach with my family, but I didn’t swim because I really didn’t have the energy. At one point, I saw lots of abandoned houses, the atmosphere felt quite eerie 😅





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Saturday, May 31, 2025: At the Morocco-Algeria border, which is a highly monitored area.


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✈️🇲🇦 May 29 / last part: A little family outing. And you just can’t be in Morocco without taking a photo with a dromedary haha!





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Thursday, May 29, 2025




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✈️🇲🇦 Wednesday, May 28, 2025: That day, I didn’t do anything special at all. Migraine, fatigue… I just stayed home in my pajamas and rested. I don’t have my oxygen with me, so for the migraines I only have painkillers which don’t work. Luckily, I also have some natural remedies that I find really helpful!


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✈️🇲🇦 May 27 / final part: Still trying to finish the drink I made, but it’s hard because my stomach feels full so quickly 🥲




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☆ ☆ May 27/part 2 : Some pictures ’cause I kinda love this outfit ~ ☆ ☆










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✈️🇲🇦 Tuesday, May 27, 2025: A little walk with my family. Also, there are so many herbalist in Morocco, it’s the perfect opportunity to buy natural products at super affordable prices!




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✈️🇲🇦 May 26 / part 2: A little “urbex” adventure in my mother’s childhood home haha. Actually, the city we’re in is where she grew up, so it’s full of memories. Her childhood home is still there, although it’s half in ruins. Going back to all these places moves her so much that she cries every time…



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Monday, May 26, 2025: That day, we went for a little walk outside. At one point, I went to the store with my mom and my aunt. Later, we sat down outside, and a stray cat, who looked absolutely starving, came up to us. My aunt gave him the biscuit she was eating, since it was the only food she had on her. and to my surprise, he actually ate it! When they’re that hungry, I guess they’ll eat anything… So I quickly went back to the store to get him some proper cat food. I gave it to him and guess what? He didn’t want it at all! He preferred to keep eating the dry biscuit. I’ve never seen anything like it!







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Conclusion: Suction mounts for phones don’t stick well enough. 😑
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✈️🇲🇦 Sunday, May 25, 2025: Here, I’m getting my dose of vitamin D with all this sunshine haha. Other than that, when I eat by mouth, I try to be very careful because the slightest thing can make me really sick. For example, I recently made a drink using only ingredients with therapeutic properties. Now I just have to see if my stomach can tolerate it or not, because even when I feel like everything’s fine, there are always symptoms that show up…




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🇲🇦 May 24 / last part: I finally arrived at my destination. One of my uncles came to pick us up from the airport, and once we got to the house, it was time for meeting my family. We obviously have a huge family there, for example, my cousins are my neighbors, etc… So I often go to their place and they go to mine etc.. I’m never alone over there! It was actually pretty nice because I get along well with everyone. As for the photo with the ginger cat: it’s not my cat haha, it’s a stray that hangs around a lot because my uncle feeds him. (For those who remember, I had already shown you this uncle in one of my Morocco YouTube video, he’s also a big cat lover.) By the way, in Morocco, stray cats are a real issue. We feed them as best we can, but there are just so many of them…










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✈️May 24 / Part 4: On my way to Morocco with my family. If you didn’t know, I’m of Moroccan origin (but I was born in France), which means we have a house over there. It was actually the only vacation destination we ever went to as a family when I was a child, simply because we couldn’t afford to go anywhere else. So needless to say, I eventually got really tired of it… Especially since the house is in a remote village with not much to do, and a mentality among some people that I never really liked. But after my grandparents passed away, we stopped going, my mom mainly wanted to go there especially to see them. (For those who remember the vlogs from the last time I went!). Since then, I’ve finally had the chance to travel on my own and discover other countries! This time, I really didn’t feel like going back, but my mom insisted a lot (almost forced me 😅), so I eventually gave in, thinking it might be nice to reconnect with that place after so many years. So here we go. Thankfully, the journey was quick and I didn’t get bored since I was with my family. I even got to take pictures in the cockpit hehe







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