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hurricane helene is being described as catastrophic and deadly. it is rapidly intensifying and expected to have major, widespread, life-threatening effects across the southeastern and eastern united states. it is expected to make landfall as a category 4.

if you live anywhere near this storm's path, take it VERY seriously.

make a plan, follow that plan, stay safe, stay alive. check on those around you. make sure you have some way to get weather alerts if your power goes out.

DO NOT WAIT UNTIL THE LAST MINUTE TO GET TO SAFETY!

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MEPHILES IN THE YEAR OF OUR LORD 2024?

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thanks tumblr, maybe i will try ringworm if you dont have anything else

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Anon hun, :( I know you're probably not going to see this, but please tell me you remembered to block those same people on other socials too

What they did was genuinely horrible. I'm honestly appalled at the ableism, as someone who actually is a diagnosed schizo. Regardless on IF you had a delusional attachment to Nexus, it is not their fucking place to decide so, they are not a therapist. They are not qualified to bring up such a topic. Much less trying to call you out on it

And even IF you were, it is both extremely harmful and ablest to reality check someone. There is no gray area about it. It's not 'honesty' it's an opinion and a harmful response. because IF you were, reality checking makes psychosis worse in most cases. Y'know, the thing that literally gives schizos brain damage per episode.

I very much don't think you're delusional, that's just ppl hating self ship talking. This fandom seems to have a problem with being inappropriate when it comes to anything to do with Solar or Nexus as of the past year, and I don't mean exclusively the more known drama either. It is a widespread issue

Setting that aside tho, good on you for leaving, that server is genuinely unsafe. It'd be best to never go back for your own sake. I would like to gently remind you that no one has the right to your personal information. I'm sorry that you felt coerced into telling your relationship status by the discord admin. It was none of their business, end of story. And it's creepy of them to start to flirt upon getting that information out of you. Even if I were to give the benefit of a doubt (since I haven't witnessed the exact conversation), there is no other perspective of that, that isn't borderline predatory. Hence why I hope you've blocked them from your other socials, to prevent any more interactions like that

I'm sorry that you feel no one is talking you seriously. But if it's any consolation, I do. And, I know we do not know each other, but I ask of you to please not follow through on any self harm plans. That group of people has already hurt you enough as it is, don't let yourself side with them too and give yourself even more pain

I hope that between now, and when you submitted this anon that you've been able to calm down from the emotional turmoil that they've caused you

Going to keep myself anonymous here since I don’t wanna start anything up and keep people safe plus not bringing anyone’s names up. But I was a victim to a server I thought I was part of but I’ve been outcasted. Im not good explaining things though. But I’m a I’m a self shipper that’s been hurt. Mentally drained. And lost trust of people around me to the point I have anxiety now around them. I remember on September 11 I was in a fan tsams server on discord. They joked about the 9/11 attacks and when I tried to be nice the person who made the jokes told me to be nice despite its a tragedy I didn’t feel comfortable talking about for a server about fiction.

Now this is where it’s the point I had a meltdown and I’m never going back there again. A member of the server told me I was delusional for being with Nexus. Comparing it to schizophrenia. And I had a meltdown to the point my friends told me I’m not delusional and I know that Nexus is a fictional character. When I got to the mod he told me that they had the right to be honest and delusions are a problem. In the end they forced out my personal relationship status and talked about that I’m single. And then at the end of the talk they flirted with me. Calling me Aphrodite knowing I’m not in a great mental state.

I don’t feel like I’m taken fucking seriously in this group anymore. Now I’ve been planning to hurt myself and I’ve been emotional for hours because of these people

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i’m glad 100k+ people think this is the mood too

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EVERYONE REJOUS FOR TIS THE BIRTHDAY OF THESE FELLERS

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arts and crafts are killing me. badly

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October can’t come soon enough

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redo because i messed up

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It's probably either anxiety, overstimulation, PTSD, or a combination of any of the above

Anxiety would be the most contributing factor. Because while, it does present sometimes as being scared and frantic, it can also manifest as anger or feeling perpetually ticked off as a defense mechanism, till your brain and body conclude that there is no threat, or returning threat.

It might last for a day or two depending on how negatively it impacted you. I'd avoid anything that feels like it'll contribute to the feeling / any known triggers to make sure that emotion phase isn't encouraged to drag out longer. Especially bc with ADHD or Autism, it is easier to fixate on the negative event that's got ya riled up inside

Sincerely, a very mentally ill psychology nerd - ❄️

Okay but seriously regarding my last original post could it be more than just the autism or the OCD or anxiety? Because this really feels like it’s something more but I’m not an expert so 🤷

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SOMETIME IN THE LAST WEEK MY SCHOOL PUT UP A LARGE BANNER DEDICATED TO THE :-) EMOTICON