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I think a lot about that Fruits Basket story where the onigiri (rice ball) thinks its plain and bad with nothing special about it

but everyone else actually admires it because of the delicious plum on its back that it can’t see

anyway, I’m going on a second date with a girl soon and couldn’t help but think “Why would she want to keep going out with me?? I’m like, so weird and a little crazy.”

but then I remembered that there is also a plum on my back that I can’t see and that people often like others for reasons we don’t recognize in ourselves. Be kind to yourself. There’s always something good about someone– however little we remember it.

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Stop convincing yourself you’re wasting your life away. The time you’ve spent resting and healing was and is necessary. You’re not a waste of a person if you find yourself struggling right now. Healing, recovering, sitting with your pain is foundational. It’s not a waste. You are still whole.

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I'm holding onto something And hoping it sticks throughout time Maybe I moved too slow with these times You were a heartbreak burgundy

burgundy aesthetic ❤️

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I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:

IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.

1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.

2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.

3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”

4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”

5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.

TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.

Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.

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Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close forever and ever? And ah, take me out, and take me home (forever and ever) You're my, my, my, my lover

your camera roll if yifan was your boyfie <3

[yifanxai]

.... thus with a kiss I die

kris in romeo and juliet (the leo dicaprio version)

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“You need to believe in things that aren’t true. How else can they become” - Hogfather, Terry Pratchett

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You make me want to run circles around you So glad that I found you You make me wanna be romantic

kris wu boyfie material (your camera roll if yifan was your boyfie)

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I know you think I’m crazy, for loving all your features Even in your t-shirt You look like, you look like, you look like a model.

Kris wu black and white model aesthetic

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sooooo, i was inspired by @albumreceipts and ig: albumreceipts to create this receipt of Antares. Such an old album but i absolutely adore it. Tell me what you think!

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Fire tornado soap bubble

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Everything is blue His pills, his hands, his jeans And now I'm covered in the colors Pull apart at the seams 

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“He lives down in a ribcage in the dry leaves of a heart.” ― Thomas Harris, The Silence of the Lambs

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You're an angel In disguise You're an angel In my eyes

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thank you @diamozi​ for tagging me! 

rules: put your playlist on shuffle and list the first ten songs. I put my ‘On Repeat’ playlist on Spotify on shuffle for this game! 1. Demons by Hayley Kiyoko 2. C’est la vie by Weathers 3. Famous last words by MCR 4. Sweater Weather by The Neighbourhood 5. Test Drive by JOJI 6.Paradise by Eric Nam 7. Chu by f(x) 8. Psycho by Red Velvet 9. Daechwita by Agust D 10. History by Exo-M i tag @ravenwolf36​ , @omgsuperstarg​, @squishysoo69​ and anyone else who would like to do it!! ❤️❤️

thank you @heartcravings for tagging me!

rules: put your playlist on shuffle and list the first ten songs. I'm also shuffling my spotify likes for the game!

rimbaud, come and sit for a while by no rome (english)

the fly by rude (instrumental)

distant by jaden (english)

me instead by øzi (english)

let me know by lany (english)

bonsai by elijah nang (instrumental)

not a smile, such a waste by j'san (instrumental)

alright by keshi (english)

a lil bit by sik-k feat simon dominic and the quiett (korean)

lights out by ph-1 feat chang sukhoon (korean)

I almost worried this list wouldn't have any korean songs dhsjdhsj the instrumentals are from my favourite lo-fi artists 💗 mmhhh, I definitely recommend the last song from ph-1, it's in my top five songs of him 💗

I tag @mitaesoroo @iplann @vallkyr @kirbubs @lost-and-forgotten-angel @jaes-sweaterpaws @monstaless @khhsh-t @mydaystan @teamwanggae @ukiyoexo @xmoon-moon @starchild--27 @yifanxai @baobeejun @king-layney @mokyofuckyo @rebelrice @fasterthanfireflies @i-gravitate-to-day6 @sixdaysofashyeeting and everyone else who wants to 💗

[yifanxai]

“He lives down in a ribcage in the dry leaves of a heart.” ― Thomas Harris, The Silence of the Lambs