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a little taste tester for chapter one!

have been trying to make sure it’s going to be the perfect little set up! but here is a little looky at a flashback to little miss lucy’s 17th bday. 🌼🫶🏼

coming to wattpad sooooon.

G. xx

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the drought has started, so listen here peeps, writers, creators here will be the ones keeping the fandom alive when harry will be hiding and growing his mustache, so yall better start using the reblog button and appreciate their work

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Buttercup Prologue Preview. 🌼

"Hey there, heartthrob," I greeted him with a playful twinkle in my eyes, unable to resist the cheeky grin that overtook my features.

His head lifted from a contemplative gaze to meet mine, a pair of stylish, extravagantly expensive sunglasses concealed his green eyes. A warm smile lit up his face, unable to resist the moment, he playfully responded, "Well, look at you, little miss buttercup."

I couldn't help but chuckle at the familiar nickname that seemed to follow me relentlessly whenever he was around.

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Hello beauties! ☺️💛

Would love for you to come and read my little welcome and meet my cast - if I can finish the edit, the first little chapter will be up very shortly! 🫶🏼🌼🍓

G. xx

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Hello beautiful people. 🩷

I cannot apologise enough for how absent I’ve been - I just haven’t been in a great headspace for a little while now.

BUT!

I have been trying my best to dip my toe back into writing and being a bit more creative with my brain and I’m so so so excited to announce that I’m going to start writing and posting a fic idea that I’ve come up with on both Tumblr, Wattpad and maybe patreon depending on how it goes.

So, I present to you Buttercup (coming soon). 💛

Famous Harry

Childhood best friends

Queer representation in a main character 🩷

“Are you ever going to stop calling me that?” I asked with a playful eye roll as I exhaled out the musty cigarette smoke I had just consumed.

Harry shook his head fervently at me with a fond, dimpled grin, “You’ll always be my buttercup, Luce.”

In Lucy Carter’s life, pain had woven a familiar thread – from her father's departure at 13, her mother's reliance on cheap wine to cope, to even trying to navigate her identity as a young queer woman. Yet, one constant remained: the forever confusing feelings she had for her childhood best friend turned worldwide pop star, Harry Styles.

I kind of wanted to present it to you guys first and get your thoughts and feelings on it to see if it would be something you would be genuinely interested in reading. Xx

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i hope your ok!! i would love to hear more from the daisy verse but if not would love to read anything! did you want the inspo to be story related or non story related?

your inspo can be whatever you want to read, my love! I love daisy world toooo, so I don’t mind! Xx

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hey! we haven’t heard from you in a while! how are you?

Aw, this is so kind! I’m ok! Had a bit of a rough patch health wise :(. I had a small blood clot in my lungs and I also tore the muscles between my ribs/lungs. Bit of a nightmare!

But I’m getting a bit better and I would adore some inspo to get back into the writing game! 💕

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i wonder what it would be like if harry and yns relationship was made public like if they were papped together ⭐️

Ok, H is soooo protective of her when it comes to the paps and fans.

He’d always hold her super close and make sure they’re moving at a pace she’s comfortable with, making sure she’s not going to trip or anything.

Daisy would be such a hero too! She’s so well trained that she barely gets spooked - always there to protect y/n!!

Harry would keep checking in on her! - “you good love? Need me to slow down? Tell ‘em to buzz off?”

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Does yn in daisy wear sunglasses inside (and out) or nothing? I know some blind people prefer to wear dark glasses

Umm! I think at home she wouldn’t bother wearing anything. Maybe depending on her mood she may decide to wear sunglasses out, but not all the time.

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What a nice surprise to see upon my return home from a very very longgg day! Love love my Daisy girl

Aw! That’s sweet! Glad they could make a comeback for you!

Let me know if there’s any content in particular you wanna see of them 💕💖

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„looking after my little earth angel over there“ I’m sobbing 😭

Right!! He’s too sweet for his own good!! 😭

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Daisy. (V)

Author’s note: Thank you so so so much for being patient with me. It’s finally here! Part V. I don’t know if I’m finished with these two yet. Let me know what you think. Xx

Summary: Harry hopes to fix things & Freya will protect y/n at all costs.

TW - mentions of blindness

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The rhythmic tapping of his feet against the small brick wall he was sat on matched the music that flowed from his AirPods. Harry’s eyes stayed trained on the quaint pink door that you resided behind. He had been sat across the street for nearly 47 minutes in a hope that you might emerge.

It had been three days since you had told him to leave your apartment with a sheen of tears coating your sad eyes. He’d tried to text and call a few times but had had no success in hearing back from you.

He knew coming to your flat probably wasn’t what you would want but he needed an opportunity to try and explain himself - that he wasn’t purposely taking advantage of the fact that you couldn’t see him, that it was just an honest relief that he could be nothing but himself, that he had every intention of eventually telling you… he just couldn’t find the right moment.

Then… you slept together.

It was just a series of unfortunate events that unfolded into shitty situation, but Harry was convinced that it wouldn’t be the end. He let out another low sigh as he looked down at the bouquet of flowers in his hands.

“C’mon… you gotta come out at some point…” he mumbled to himself.

He knew Daisy would need a wee or a walk at some point in the day. That’s when he saw the pale pink door open. He quickly jumped off the small brick wall and stood to his feet and nervously waited for your figure to emerge from behind the door.

The first thing he saw was Daisy run out and sit at the top of the front steps. He immediately started to cross the road with a slight spark of excitement to see you, but that’s when he was met with Freya.

“Come on, Dais! Do your business-“ She hollered but immediately cut herself off when she locked eyes with Harry, “Oh, Jesus-fuck, what are you doing here?” She asked with a small glare.

Never did she think she’d be talking to Harry Styles in that manner if he was ever stood in front of her, but here she was.

“I.. I just came to see Y/N… obviously..” Harry stated as he gestured towards your home with the flowers in his hands.

“Well, she doesn’t want you here,” she said simply with crossed arms. Freya was trying her best to play the protective, big sister.

“I.. I know, but if I just-“

“Everything all good? Is Daisy ok?” Your voice interrupted the tense atmosphere of your front garden.

Harry’s eyes immediately darted towards your presence and his face softened as he took you in. You stood in the doorway with your hair in a messy braid that Freya had crafted a few days ago and mint green sweats and a matching hoodie.

“Y/N…” his soft voice greeted you and your head turned in his direction.

“I told him to bugger off but he won’t get the message,” Freya interjected.

You nodded slightly as you felt Daisy take her position by your side. You crossed you arms across yourself in comfort.

“It’s ok, Freya.. I can deal with it..” you mumbled weakly as you let Daisy help guide you down the front steps.

Freya nodded and took a few steps towards you, placing a gentle kiss to the side of your head and looked back at Harry, “One foot wrong and I swear to god, Styles.”

With that, and the icy glare she sent his way, she made her way back inside the flat and closed the front door.

You stood in silence as Daisy sat beside you patiently.

“May I.. May I give her a pat?” Harry asked meekly. You simply nodded, your arms still crossed over your chest as though they were some kind of shield.

Harry knelt down and gave Daisy a sweet pat to her head and a little scratch under her chin.

Her little tail wagged in delight to be reunited with the man, blissfully unaware of the situation.

“I can tell she’s had a bath.. fur is very soft..” he commented as he stood back to his feet.

You nodded with a sigh as you felt the dog’s presence make her way away from you to a comfy spot in the sun on the top step. You knew she would never stray far.

“Did you just come here to pat my dog?” You asked bluntly.

“Oh, uh, god, no.. no.. I came to see you and talk to you.. and tell you that I’m really sorry.. and that it’s not at all what I intended to happen-“

“But it happened..” you cut him off, “you failed to tell me that you’re currently one of the most successful recording artists in the whole world.. probably one of the biggest sex symbols to date… took advantage of the fact that I couldn’t recognise you.. and then took my virginity.”

Harry couldn’t help but wince when you worded it that way, “I know it sounds bad, but it’s not what I meant to happen.. I had intended to tell you every time we saw each other.. I just really liked that you didn’t freak out that it was me; that I could be the most me I’ve been in literal years..”

“How do I even know that what you showed me is the real you?” You challenged.

“Because!… I’ve never felt so at peace in someone’s company. I’ve never had someone make me smile so much, or make my heart beat so fast by literally just existing.. All you have to do is slightly smile to send me into a near cardiac arrest," he trailed off with a small chuckle escaping his lips, "and no one has ever made me feel these things. That's how I know its the real me... not that ladies-man-wanker "Harry Styles.""

He fell into silence after his small rant / confession. Now all you could hear were his small, short, nervous breaths. He was almost preparing himself for rejection when you finally decided to speak up.

"Well there's no need to go dragging Harry Styles like that…” you replied softly and let a small half-hearted giggle fall from your lips.

The small sound you made had his head whipping back up in your direction with a slight grin gracing his own lips.

“Of what I do know about him is that he really is quite lovely... just sometimes struggles to be a little bit more detail oriented,” you said with a tilt of your head and a slight cheeky grin of your own.

He’d feel his heart rate pick up and his nerves beginning to run straight to his head.

“Is that- am I forgiven or..?” His voice asked with a slight shake.

He fiddled nervously with his nail polish, chipping away at it slightly. Whilst your mood may have pickled up he wasn’t sure if he had redeemed himself or if you were going to send him on his way.

A slight groan drew its way passed your lips followed by a soft chuckle, “Ugh.. I suppose-“

He immediately cut you off as you felt your feet leave the ground and he spun you around creating a surprised squeal to escape your mouth, “Harry! I said you’re forgiven! Not that I got you an all-expenses paid trip to Disneyland!” You exclaimed as he placed your feet back on solid ground.

“Disneyland couldn’t fucking compare to how I feel knowing I’ve got you back in my life,” He said with a little mumble as he examined your beautiful face with his hands placed on both of your cheeks while running his thumbs along the sides of your jaw.

“Ok, ok.. I said you’re forgiven, but we still have some ground to cover before I start letting Harry Styles do his ladies man-ing thing all over again, ok?” You responded with a half-hearted chuckle.

Harry immediately took a step back, still unable to wipe the smile from his face, “Yeah, yes! I- of course, however long you need.. I’ll- I’ll be here..” he said with an unrelenting commitment to the cause.

You let another sweet giggle pass your lips as your heart rate quickened at his unrelenting romanticism.

“Ok, well, I definitely wont require as much begging and pleading for forgiveness as she will,” you stated as you nodded your head back towards the inside of your home with a girlish smirk gracing your features.

“Who? Daisy? She seemed quite happy with me just then-“

“Not Daisy, you muppet!” you replied in a laugh, cutting him off, “Freya,” you said simply with an air of smugness to your tone.

You knew very well that Freya would go to the ends of the earth to protect you, and with how many tears you’d shed over this curly headed man in the past few days, you knew she would be extremely skeptical of him re-entering your life.

“Better be on your best behaviour,” you quip as you turn and hold your hand out, signalling to Harry to help you up the few stone stairs that led into your London townhouse.

“Trust me, Y/N.. I’m going to do all that I can,” he said wholeheartedly as he took your hand and led you back into your home. Daisy immediately met you both at the door and you could hear the fast, happy wag of her tail against the hardwood floors.

“Yes, Dais, your best friend is back..” you told her with a joyful tone, delight settling into your bones when you heard Harry immediately clamber over to your sweet protector of a golden retriever.

“Hello beautiful! Now I get to say a proper hello!” Harry greeted her with a cheek-aching smile and a loving pat, “hope you’ve been doing a good job of looking after my little earth angel over there, hm?”

You’d feel a blush grace your cheeks at his sweet words, “she could never let me down,” you said, responding for Daisy.

He smiled, standing back to his feet and gently lacing his hand through yours to let you know he was there, “Good. Because neither will I.”

Ok ok! It’s here! I don’t really love it and I’m not super proud of it but it’s here! I hope you guys enjoy it at least!! Xx

Let me know if you want to see more of them or any ideas you might want to see come to life. 💖

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Ok, I’ve told myself I’m getting DAISY V out tonight OR ELSE !!! 😮‍💨😪

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okay babes I may be coming to London next summer so I will definitely need to try and go to The Box Soho!! kill two birds with one stone

Ooh! That’s exciting! I have lots of connections to get you in there without having to payyy $$$$ hahahaha

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no because I literally want to go to The Box Soho just to see what it’s like because Harry has me curious 🤨🤨🤨

HAHA you will literally sit there and be like… HARRY, you lil’ minx.. hahahaha 😂😭🫣

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Is the box expensive or easy to get in?

Ok sooo.. I personally am very fortunate bc I work in London nightlife and I have people that can get me in, butttt otherwise.. yes 😭 I believe it is around the £2000 mark just to reserve a table 😬🫤 so I am very, very lucky and very, very grateful. BUTTT if you know the right people/hosts - it’s very easy to make your way in.

If you’re based in London, I’m never opposed to assisting!! 💕

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you’re back!! is daisy coming back?

It isssss! I just have been in a spot of writers block and also mental health issues / work overload! But I promise I’m trying to find the motivation, my loves!!