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There is no imperfection

the concept goes against our very existence

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It’s hard watching people you love go through things completely out of your control. It’s even harder when you understand exactly what is happening in their minds but you know there is no way to help. This world and the people within it can bring you down without any reason at all. They only see themselves and not how they effect others and it’s truly shameful. Humans are the most selfish creatures in the world. They put on masks and hide behind religion and normality. The mask used to protect oneself from others judgment is the real evil in the world. My mom has spent her whole life showing me and teaching me that I am who I am and others opinions shouldn’t change the way I act or who I am, yet I’m just as guilty as everyone else. I use masks everyday to hide my true feelings, my pain, even my opinions. So others will not hate me or judge me for it. We worry so much about what other people think of us that we don’t even allow ourselves to be happy anymore. We try so hard to strive for this picture perfect person and on the inside we just fade away into the dark Saddness more and more.

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I know being emo isn’t cool anymore but really want to go back to the good ol’ days

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pixel pooh boy! @danielhowell​

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Little things

I wonder if people ever think about the little things they say to others. Things they don’t anything of but that hurt a lot.

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I’m dreaming about the days when I get to wake up and cook breakfast for my little family and hug them all before they go on their ways for the day.

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I hate to admit this, but tonight was the first night where I’ve really felt God in a while. I know that’s awful and it’s my fault for not living the way I should be. I know what he needs from me but I continue to just put things off and let the devil get to me. I had a breakdown that I desperately needed to feel and to call out and tell Jesus how greatful I am for him. He gave me the greatest gift I could ever hope for, to be saved eternally. I know I need to change and do better and I need to quit putting it off.

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Kinda wanting to kill myself again. The meds aren’t working as much as they used to. After Noah and Dylan already left me here and now with moms bipolar getting worse she doesn’t really want me around anymore.

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Change.

Things are starting to change for me I feel. I’m no longer bothered as much by the trivial things as I once was. I’m learning to accept that some people are just cruel. There is good in everyone but some only show that good to the people they wish to. It’s fine though because i have two people whom support me and love me even are the dark days, and that’s all we really need in this life, a few people crazy enough to love you. 

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We love a messy hair boy who’s happy to see me. 

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didnt that used to be rip danisnotonfire (im not dead)

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Josh and I are in charge of setting one thing up. We come in early in the morning, and our only job—out of all the crap you see up here—is to make sure the streamers are pointed in the right direction so they don’t get stuck in the ceiling.

Dang it.

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White supremacist trying to form a straight-pride parade accidentally lets truth slip at city council meeting

This is like something straight out of Parks and Rec