yucilli

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Emotional burden often falls disproportionately on women.

- Muhammad

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what a great day it was to do absolutely nothing. 😞

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i knoww 😞

being a princess is a lot of work pls give me a milkshake

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intro:

my true dream is to be a lady. a figurehead of the light, floral feminine, if you will.

i want those around me to feel and be safe, warm.

i wish for my love to be as constant as the north star, my freedom to be as certain as my demise.

I’m learning to be gentle. i’m learning to love without motive. and most of all,

i’m learning to be my perfect me.

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*master list..🫖🐰

always a work in progress!*

loa!:

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affirmations!

beauty:

i love how i look.

i’m super beautiful!

my beauty parallels the stars.

i’ve got a beautiful body!

my body is healthy, and looks great.

my hygiene is top tier.

i always smell perf!

school:

i understand concepts easily.

i’m good at every class.

teachers support me well.

people in my school are nice and sane!

school air doesn’t exist for me!

i’m a straight A student.

overall:

today will be a good day.

i easily overcome obstacles.

i love myself.

i forgive myself.

i am worthy of all good things.

xoxo..yucilli. 🦢

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affirmations!

beauty:

i love how i look.

i’m super beautiful!

my beauty parallels the stars.

i’ve got a beautiful body!

my body is healthy, and looks great.

my hygiene is top tier.

i always smell perf!

school:

i understand concepts easily.

i’m good at every class.

teachers support me well.

people in my school are nice and sane!

school air doesn’t exist for me!

i’m a straight A student.

overall:

today will be a good day.

i easily overcome obstacles.

i love myself.

i forgive myself.

i am worthy of all good things.

xoxo..yucilli. 🦢

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lesson number two:

repetition.

people say you attract what you fear.

and in a way, that’s correct!

but the truth is, you attract what you consistently think about.

Imagine a girl named Elsie. she’s TERRIFIED of heights. Her friends just invited her to a beautiful five star meal dinner to celebrate her graduation.

Elsie’s thoughts:

“i hope this place isn’t too high up..”

*imagines and worried about how you’ll react when it is high up.*

*FREAKS OUT ABOUT THAT IMAGE..*

what Elsie has just done is put the image into her mind, and repeated it. over, and over, and over again.

any kind of repetition strengthens neural pathways in the brain and allows it to process information more efficiently and quickly. It’s why you know your dominant hand, how to ride a bike, eat, blink, everything!

i practice the law of assumption, so i use this repetition thing to my advantage. @honeytonedhottie had a great post on robotic affirming, my girl it lays it out so well.

anyway, persist in an idea, it will materialize.

like for Elsie. poor girl ended up at Peak with Priceless.. 😞

xoxo..yucilli. 🦢

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lesson number one:

confidence.

personally, i used to be a person who would always be worried of what other people thought of me, and to this day, i still am.

I think my downfall was after corona virus. the uprise of aesthetics and mental health becoming more recognized. This may very well be a personal thing, but i wanted to seem precious and i wanted to be pitied by those around me. I said “sorry” about thirty times a day and i cried in the bathroom, literally just so someone would hear.

Crazy, right?

The turning point for me was when I.. not so surprisingly lost some friends. I fell into that pity i was seeking and genuinely wished that someone would save me from the humiliation i’d put myself through and that i’d be saved by some..I don’t know, deity? which actually didn’t happen.

I learned to love myself more than my circumstances.

Don’t know how i came to this conclusion but it genuinely worked for me. Embarrassment (not to be confused with shame) has become a very far thing of the past now.

Who cares if you get another slice of cake? it’s good.

Who cares that you felt burnt out and didn’t do homework? it happens to us all.

Who cares if you mess up that speech? You’re only human.

And that’s the thing you should be least embarrassed about! No matter the evil in the world, being human is a beautiful thing. You will always, always have the last say in how you feel or let experiences effect you. for better or worse. your individuality, decisiveness, and ability to bounce back are some of the many things that make you love, beautiful.

take small steps. at some point you’ll have gone a marathon!

xoxo..yucilli. 🦢

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lowkey a rebrand. ♡¸.•*'

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nothing is more powerful than your consciousness:

being aware is half the battle, recognizing yourself, is the other half.

in other words;

nothing is more powerful than you knowing that it’s YOU.

“it” being the world, and the reality you’re in.

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it may not feel natural at first. your physical body has been living in what is your current reality for a long time.

but the interesting thing is,

you get to flip that switch.

current —> desired, that’s all you.

it may not feel natural at first, but it will, don’t worry.

the law of assumption states that whatever you assume to be true, is true.

not that if you keep affirming, it’s true.

not that if you wait a bit after, it’s true.

not that if you believe in yourself, it’s true.

if you take something, and live it, love it like it’s fact without proof? it’s true for you, your mind, and your reality.

don’t be afraid, it’s all okay, i promise.

“if you assume your desire and live as though it is true, no power in the world can stop it from becoming a fact.” - Neville Goddard.

xoxo, yucilli.

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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥physical appearance.

everything is normal except you.

the only reason manifesting your physical appearance seems big is because of assumptions you have that solidify it seeming unattainable.

think about it. in tv, in animation, social media, everything you’ve watched says “hey, this is only attainable after some kind of trauma or breakthrough.”

but it’s not.

who are they to say that you don’t have control over your own body? that you can’t wake up and look like the very child of aphrodite?

tumors can develop.

people can sleep talk, sleep walk.

that’s all the brain.

you think some outside source is like, “hey mf sleep talk ?”

no.

sleep talking is because of BRAIN activity.

as is everything else in your life. everything is a result of your brain.

again.

everything is normal.

except you.

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entry three:

My life’s a sapphic horror movie.. 🎀

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entry two:

I’ve decided! This is my time! Getting facials, mani pedis, early mornings, caramel coffees, spontaneous gift giving, love letters —

I’m gonna be the ultimate girl! 🎀

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All you have to do is look inside yourself, and you’ll have the answers to everything you want to know.

YAP SESSION COMING UP:

The 4D, (your mind) will always come before the physical reality. Once you understand that your thoughts are the only thing in the whole universe with any real power—not a grade, not a scale, not anybody, and certainly no CIRCUMSTANCE—everything will come easy.

Change your thoughts, not the physical plane.

If you’re unhappy with something, change your thoughts on it. You may not be able to control your first thought, and that’s okay!

What you CAN do, is control your second, and every thought following.

After all, in the mind, majority rules.

xoxo,

a doll. 💋

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entry one:

dear doliary,

I want to write on walls, to paint with my hands, have a pure, unbiased heart, be kind and honest to the world, wave at adults, feel others pain, and see the world as my home !! 🎀