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Looks like shit + ill never finish it but wtv here take it

Ho yeah its genderbend (TL1) Yudrein and Katchian aka my favorite toxic yaoi/yuri

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Hello i saw u say on here u like ppl rambling abt turning to u so heres my thoughts: im on chapter 777 we just had kishiars pov on his thought abt yuders dream with the hands AND LET ME TELL U IT HAS ME SUICIDAL BRUH WHAT IS THIS (the part where he talked abt the path the hands took aaaa)!! i feel like these chapters rlly changed kishiars entire character for me bc he was already my fave character but i could never completely forgive 1st tl kishiar due to the hell yuder went thru, obvi not everything was his fault but i was always thinking why is 2nd tl kishi so open and trusting to yuder but not in the 1st tl? its cant b bc yuder is more mature and stuff bc at the time kishi started opening up they hadnt spent that much time together, AND he got interested in yuder in both timelines SO WHY WHEN YUDER ACTUALLY NEEDED HIM TO TALK TO HIM HE DIDNT!! now that its been spelled out im like omfg no shit he was depressed that he was slowly dying AGAIN after getting some hope and also his entire family died. I feel like bc kishi always hides his pain and yuder always sees kishiar as strong and dependable i didnt take his feelings WHICH OBVI HE HAS A LOT OF into consideration. Like i wasnt surprised when he drove himself mad and was crying and stuff abt yuders suffering bc yea thats kishiar he loves yuder sm oc the thing that makes him breakdown is his love! BUT LIKE 1ST TL KISHIAR HAD IT SO HORRIBLE and idk i thought yea he can take it its kishiar hes so strong so why isnt he taking better care of yuder!!! Anyway kishiar makes me feel so many things hes SO GOOD and he keeps showing he has so many facets oh 1st tl kishi my baby im so sorry u did the best u could in horrible circumstances where u loved yuder sm but u were dying and lost literally everything

I DO LIKE ASKS and sorry I took forever to answer this one. IRL was NOT vibing with me but it's ok we march on

yeah 1st tl Kishiar is so intriguing to me because like. he hit rock bottom. couldn't be anymore rock bottom I think (at least emotionally).

and that makes the 2nd tl stand out even more harshly because suddenly you see what it takes, waht it took - just how far you can push him until he ends up Like That

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I have reached chapter 734 of turning. The no, You need treatment first never stops being funny, but curious moment is Yuder thinking Nathan would be angry at him that Kishiar got injured even while he was there... meanwhile Nathan: respectfully, the fuck you on *tired adjutant energy intensifies*

babe i am so sorry I let this ask rot in my inbox for over half a year bestie has been stressed

honestly I feel so sorry for Nathan. He has one reckless idiot. Now he has two and while they both kind of balance each other (neither Kishiar nor Yuder wanting the other to get hurt) yet thes somehow also enable each other into doing risky af shit.

Nathan deserves 10 years paid vacation leave

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I'll probably redo this entire piece at some point cause i kinda hate how it turned out

Been swinging between wanting to draw angst of these two or drawing them fucking, but I'm not very experienced at drawing the latter so for now I'll stick with pieces that hurt you

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Drawing fanart for turning is literally the only way I’ll learn to draw men :’)

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~ Myra El Herne ~

She's such a cool character, i needed to draw her 🥺❤️ (waifuuu)

PS: Her palette is a mix of Rosa and the one i used for Nahan... Since she's related to both ✨

Pps: I usually don't draw horses 🐎 but it's not bad

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Day 6 : Hades & Persephone

"I am at your feet as I am in heaven"

and i thought, What can be more heavenly then to be embraced by the one u consider your whole world.

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TURNING FAN WEEK 🖤

Day 6: Hades and Persephone

Here i offer to you Hades Katchian that successfully made Persephone Yudrain eat the pomegranade, trapping him in the underworld... 🫣

PS: I tried to make It look like a "painting" with the pose and the anatomy but i don't know if It turned out good enough.

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when spring comes

🖤 turning fanweek 🖤

day 6 slice of life | hades and persephone | time loop

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Day 7 : Yuder's Birthday

the actual drawing i had in mind was taking too long so have this quick cartoon drawing ^^

25th May, Happy Birthday to our dearest Black Cat <3

Anyway, heres the WIP that i wanted for his Bday..

This is truly a WIP

[u get to see how my sketches look - i mean the background, ran out of time due to my exams being this week lmao ]

i think this is the only one i didnt rlly have a plan for.

just wanted to feed him cake. thats it. that was the idea

maybe i'll finish it at a later date..

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TURNING FAN WEEK 💜

Day 7: YUDER BIRTHDAY (free day)

And for this... I'm publishing the first chapter of my fantasy ff on Ao3!

"Be true to yourself - Others will see your light"

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65874259/chapters/169689301

"Yuder took a deep breath, absentmindedly letting his slender fingers lightly brush onto the exposed mark on his right hand. He knew he would soon face many others ready to hate him, judge him and curse him, but his Grandpa’s last words kept repeating in his mind.

‘Be proud of who you are, and someday, others too will be able to recognize your worth.’

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Or Yuder is a changeling dragonfly fairy, the Great Sarain Forest is in danger, and Kishiar need to create a crew for the secret mission to find the Red Stone so that he can save the Elf King, his dear brother Keilusa."

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cavalry initiates trio going on a shopping trip to buy ingredients for yuder's birthday cake? pie? cupcake? they haven't decided yet ^^;;

🖤 turning fanweek 🖤

day 7 yuder's birthday | free day

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Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Turning - 쿠유 | Kuyu (Webcomic), Turning | 쿠유 - Kuyu (Webnovel) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Yuder Ail | Yudrein Ail/Kishiar la Orr Characters: Kishiar la Orr, Yuder Ail | Yudrein Ail, Nathan Zuckerman Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Idols, Idols, Idol Yuder Ail | Yudrein Ail, Pretty Yuder Ail | Yudrein Ail, Reincarnated Yuder Ail | Yudrein Ail, Reincarnated Kishiar la Orr, Pining Kishiar la Orr, Fan Kishiar la Orr, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Reincarnation, Alternate Universe - Reincarnation, Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Comedy, Turning Fanweek 2025, Rich Kishiar la Orr, Age Difference, Jealous Kishiar la Orr, Ch1 Pov Kishiar la Orr, Ch2 Pov Yuder Ail | Yudrein Ail, Horny Yuder Ail | Yudrein Ail, Mentioned Keilusa/Rosa, Mentioned Gakane - Freeform, mentioned kanna, Marriage Proposal, Mentioned Enon - Freeform

Summary:

Kishiar la Orr’s greatest flaw was love. But he was certain that if he could find love, his life would finally become perfect. Nathan sighed. His best friend’s midlife crisis had been triggered by a K-pop idol who was way too young for him.

Turning Week Day 5: Idol AU (Ch1) Turning Week Day 7: Yuder’s Birthday/Free day (Ch2)

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feast on this comfort

Believed Keilusa still when he allowed Kishiar, fifteen, far too old for such antics, to crawl into his bed and cry into his shoulder over being sent away to Peletta. For all that Kishiar desired freedom, he hadn’t wanted to be sent away to die. “You won’t,” Keilusa had whispered into his hair then. “You will not die. It’ll be alright.” aka, "That time my dearly beloved older brother helped me while I was in immense pain by fucking me for a week straight ."

kishiar/keilusa, e-rated, incest warning, written for turning fanweek day 2 time travel.

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have you slept

Yuder: When I was eight, I used to make my older brother check if my head was still attached. Kishiar: And was it? Yuder: Usually. Kishiar la Orr suffers horrible nightmares he can’t remember. His brother hires a medium.

Kishiyu, multimedia fic, written for Turning Fanweek Day 1 - Horror (Game).

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I didn't know how to say (I want you to love me)

Yuder wanted answers, hear what made the great Cavalry Commander decide to entrust the Cavalry to him when he didn’t even trust Yuder with his face when they were in bed. Yuder is executed. He returns to the Cavalry’s monster subjugation in the West.

Kishiyu, E-rated, written for Day 3 of Turning Fanweek - Truth Reveal

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Day 5 : God AU

heres a more recent WIP of Kishiar dying in Yuder's arms ^^

the last days i've drawn fluff lmao but fanweeks rlly shown my love for angst huh

[concept sketches below :3 ]

heres my favs:

but in general here's the concept pages: