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once in a while...

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pokes head in

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Arcane jinx digital sketches

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@resonanthcpe LOVE ME 

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anyone around here interested in writing with my jinx bop this post ! 

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                    DEFTLY I TRAVEL  ,  SWIFTLY YOU DIE.

                                indie multi . ft akali from LoL . penned by burd

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peepee 

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hi ...................

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       here for an evening , you know what to do. LIKE for your kisses from jinx !! 

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i might come back for a widdol . . .

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  \o 

the more i’ve stepped back away from tumblr the more i understand the effect it was having on me. i really enjoyed this place in my earlier years, had so many laughs and interacted with some fun and genuine people, and most importantly i got to express my creativity here through a character that will always have a special place in my heart. i’ve been following through on my self-improvement as best as i can and i’m making progress! i think my inactivity will continue here for now and it may change in the future, but i believe this may be for the best.  i want to be honest about a few things because i feel like its important somehow that i share my experience. i did like it here for the most part, but because of a sort of foreground problem i was having  i just felt this.. daunting unkindness - a sort of invisible hand on my throat. there was also this sense of ..  tension and ‘fakeness’ in some instances that i did my best to shrug away in order to give others the benefit of the doubt. i want to leave here without any negative emotions. there will be some that will take me time to heal through, but i will hold no ill will towards anyone and try to forgive those who hurt me, quite poignantly, because that is the kind of life i want to live. 

there were obviously a good handful of people i immediately felt drawn to because of their genuine and trustworthy nature/aura, most notably people like burd, bisou, fifee, lexi, yuki, annie, will,  those two lovelies whos urls are so similar that i mistag all the time you know who you are   -  theres actually quite a few but i wont name them all here. i just really appreciate them btw, they were beacons of light that helped me stay grounded when i felt alone here and really anyone who has extended a hand and has been so transparently wonderful. it has been an honor really to add these people to my memories and friendships, i will always remember them fondly and appreciate all they did for me regardless if they knew they were helping me or not.  this is a place/outlet for a hobby so i wont go on terribly much and i want to say i’m not really accusing anyone of anything, just sharing my perspective however impacted by anxiety it has been. i just want to say that your level of investment is your choice and i won’t ever judge anyone for wanting to be here to write and disregard all the rest, but at the end of the day the person at the other end is just that - a person. everyone here is a human being ( that i know of at least ) and beyond all the ‘rp etiquette’ or the ‘rp real talk’ or whatever the most fundamental thing to remember is just that. at the baseline, be kind to one another and most importantly to yourself. 

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i came on just to like all your beautiful / handsome faces , that is all ♡ 

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ARCANE coming to Netflix this Autumn

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me : mb i should do other things, write other cha- arcane announcement: suh me: .... 

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                  i think he’s lonely. lonelier than he lets on                                           maybe lonelier than he even realizes…

                         multimuse ft oc & canon muses / slow activity / run by burd                                                                 muses . rules