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wanting to talk to people is so fucking embarrassing. literally hi it's me again I wanted to have a conversation with you because I think you're fun to talk to. oh god you can just fucking kill me if you want sorry

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I LOVE HIM, MY MANN

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bro I js realized I'm writing a series and it might have 40 chapters 🥲🙏😭 (it's a childe x reader)

HIT THIS LINK BELOW 🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥 (I promise it's good, I tried.)

pls look at the tags first, and make sure it's to yall's liking. FYI this is a fem!reader disguising as a man to kill him hehe. Royal AU moments. give it a try and support me pls 🙏🔥🔥🗣🦅🦅

I have 12 chapters by now and hopefully I'll post more after my broken ankle heals. 💔💗

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My wiring style changed, and now I cringed when I saw my old writing style and realized how bad it was. However, I feel satisfied as well since I noticed improvements, especially in details, description, etc.

I still use webs and ai tho js to make sure if I'm doing it correctly and I tend to also make my words a little fancy and intriguing. I hope I'll improve more over the years <33 💀😭

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Prayers to you from me

“if there is really such a thing called angel of death, then i will pray to god, to let me meet her, and forgive all my sins, and please… let me leave this thing called life that i do not ever want to have.”

a little xiao x reader, ganyu mentions, fem reader, mostly xiao flashbacks, abusive family, self harm, drugs, murder. happy ending for xiao. modern au, doctor Xiao.

idk what im doing idk if this is angst i jsut want to write im bored 😓🧍‍♀️‼️

His life wasnt so perfect nor had been great, he had a few smiles here and there but none of them are genuine. lived a good life and meet some interesting people. Including him, his boss— a literral killer, disguising to be a doctor. Even Xiao doesn't want to know what he had done to the patients.

Everyone have secrets, so does he. he never, and wasn't supposed to find out until he accidentally heard screams from a patient that he once taken care of. his patient was badly ill and everything about her was weak that the everyone had given up curing her and just waiting for her to… not be in pain anymore.

Her screams was so loud, but grew quiet all of a sudden. The usually cold and aloof xiao was even concerned for her wellbeing. As he goes deeper downstairs, he wonders that only he can hear it. Or was it his imagination? I mean it’s night and barely everyone’s here anymore.

“Xiao”

there he is, the sound that he’s afraid of. his own father, his boss, the hospital owner, and a murderer. Xiao never liked his father, calling him a father doesn't even suit him anymore. He was nothing like a father.

Xiao once lived happily, with his mother by his side, and a once loving father. But that once loving father changed drasticly in one night, and blame it on a baby who was just born for his wife's death.

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he accused her of being born and killed her own mother, abused her. Xiao didnt do anything, he was scared. The first time he tried standing up for his sister Ganyu, he was ”punished” more than his sister. It didn’t hurt as much since Ganyu was still there.

Until she wasnt with them anymore. Barely at the age of 8 his angel like sister died from being starved to hunger, and was severly punched on her little head. Her blood was almost evrywhere in the room that even xiao almost fainted by the sight of it. He stared at his father who was standing behind him with cold eyes.

“why ganyu? why not me?”

His father sighed while walking to the almost worn out couch. “You learn faster than she is. That’s why I punished her more than you. Seems that she just couldn’t keep up with the lessons.”

“Lessons? You taught Ganyu how to…. murder a person. She’s still too young to even learn what being dead means— she doesn’t even know that she has a mother! she doesn’t know anything! nothing. She was supposed to be pure, not being dirtied by the color of blood red. She deserved bet—“

A gun was shot near his neck, fortunately the bullet wasnt on the fatal part of his body. Xiao sobs quietly in pain in front of his father, leaning on the wall behind him barely standing.

“Don’t let that be in your mind. You had no one anyway, just think of ganyu as a distraction that i took care for you. Be grateful” After that, his father just left the house without saying another word and let Xiao be alone.

Xiao screamed so hard that his voice starts to crack up, even from his father’s harsh training to become another murderer like him, even with the cold face of his, he cried. He cried so violently that his figure started shaking, his mind went blank, confused, scared. Scared of being like his father.

—

“You.. called my name Sir?”

His father, boss nods excitingly. ”You haven’t clean up corpses since you were 14 right? You had school I didn’t want to bother you much. Go clean it up now. The body is just behind that door.”

that door he was speaking of was behind Xiao’s father, it doesn’t smell blood atleast. But if you are a person with sharp smelling senses, them you could smell like something isn’t right.

Never be curious, curiousity kills the cat as everyone says, right?

As always Xiao never disobeys his so called father, no matter how many bruises he has, no matter how much blood he wasted everyday. He never shows disobedeince to his father unless it’s regarding ganyu. But since she wasnt here anymore. Everything change…..to the better, at least for his father.

Xiao walks in to the room, he’s not even trembling anymore, he’s not crying, sobbing or vomitting like he used to. Is this really normal? Do i really represent my dad? Xiao always think about this two questions every day.

The second question is his very big fear that no one knows the answer to, except himself to decide.

—

His father got addicted to killing, murder and drugs. While Xiao? He doesn’t know and he never want to know, until he got hurt. He was so ad that he was conufsed to how and who to put his anger to rest. He slamed his fist to the wall, or anything that has a flat surface until his hand starts to bleed, and his plams have scratches from his nails. It hurts, but it felt good.

He tried to mot hurt himself anymore, and stopped for a while but immersed himself with drugs and start to starve himself. His eyebags starts to show, his body is all bones. No one could save him at this point.

—

It’s been years, almost atleast 5 years and Xiao had reached his limit. He was ordered to kill, poision people, and clean up his father’s messes without going crazy. He will always be alone, can never share his burden that’s been weighing on him for his whole lifetime.

Then what choice does he has except to just pray?

“if there is really such a thing called angel of death, then i will pray to god, to let me meet her, and beg her to forgive all my sins, and please… let me leave this thing called life that i do not ever want to have.”

And his prayers were answered.

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“how unfortunate, he was a good kid that was raised by that sinner.” you mumbled quietly. Being the angle of death that everyone always try to avoid was never easy, everybody hated you except him. His name was Xiao isn’t it? Almost everyday he begged to leave his life, to die, to meet his sister, and mother to share his burdens with. To give and receive warmth again.

“Just this time, I will obey a human. This once.” You look around your throne room for a while, making sure no one will spot you. Flying down to earth as you were sure no one saw you go down to earth willingly. Beacuse it is against the rules, we angels of death only come down to earth whenever a person is assigbed to die that time. We could never kill.

It was a very dark night, that made the stars shine so brightly like small little lanterns flying. You gaze up to the sky looking at it like it was your first time to see such a thing. You never even try to glance up to tbe sky and appericiate its beauty since you're busy everyday. Or yiu're to ginorant to even acknowledge your own surroundings.

You glance to your right shoulder and see a man staring at the same sky with his almost dead eyes and wounded arms with badly covered bandages.

Sensing someone's staring at him, he see a person standing almost beside him wearing a black veil and a very long black gown like she was in mourning.

"Miss? what are you doing walking at night? The path there is dangerous. People die here." Xiao said with a concerned face.

It's barely there, but you know because everytime his father killed someone, you always appear to take their life away and watch Xiao clean up the bodies with his sad and dissapointed expression.

"Then what are you doing here? Do you wish to die?" You said with a calm but stern voice as you carressed his cold cheek. Xiao was stunned but there's something about you that he doesn't want to pull away, he doesn't even know you. Yet you give him your warm hands and carress his cheek to make him feel better.

"You wish to die, yes? I heard your prayers." Xiao was stunned yes, but now he was shocked. He never thought that his prayers were answered. He's a sinner. He's never meant to be acknowledged by pure beings such as yourself.

"Yes" That was enough to bring Xiao into happiness. By feeling your hand on his chest, sucking his life out of him. He layed there on your arms with a small smile on his face.

"Remember me Xiao, I am y/n. Let us meet in the above yes? I will show the people who care for you and you'll be happy. Good bye for now Xiao."

"Good bye and thankyou, y/n..."

He said with his final breath and energy, as he closed his eyes. His figure slowly disappearing from your arms as you kissed him goodbye on his forehead begore he completely dissepear.

"Goodbye Xiao, let's meet again."

Happy, being happy was his first and last time which was now.

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what if Zhongli and you both rasing child!xiao & a bit of child!ganyu mentions

maybe angst (?)

platonic relationship with ganyu and xiao.

parental figure

you would be a very perfect fit for each other

making him less lonely since he's a god. he's used to be alone for a long time. being immortal wasn't easy for him. and he is well aware of how humans die easily, since they're powerless and just normal mortal.

the first time you met morax was when he was drinking tea alone on the stone-cold table near cloud retainer's abode.

you were paying a visit to meet cloud retainer because she asked for you to make a bow for her [it's for Ganyu to train with when she gets older]. honestly you're a good weapon maker. The weapon you made for cloud retainer is Amos Bow.

Your works are very appreciated by everyone, saying "y/n's weapon work is the best, the style is just very fresh and new!" they said. by then even those words reached the geo archon's ear.

after giving the bow to cloud retainer, you see the geo archon himself which causes you to sweat nervously, he looks very intimidating and cold indeed.

when you were taking your leave, you saw a green-black haired small child trying to reach the chair under the table. with that, you instinctively rushed to the child and immediately caught him before he fell on his butt— without realizing the geo archon's gaze, cold, wary, and judging look pierced at you.

you were so fucked.

"ah, m-my lord I'm very sorry to disturb your rest ! I will immediately take my leave—"

you put the boy on the seat and back away, but—

"nooo, don't.." a hand is grabbing the back of your dress, with a very cute childlike innocent voice. "ngggg my bottom hurts hngg."

this boy—! you were never good with kids really. And he didn't even fall down to the ground since you caught him.

the gaze he is wearing was very pitiful, his eyes teary and his little nose red, as his cheeks began to redden as well. which makes you feel bad.

"well, he asked you to stay did he not?" A very deep voice interrupts.

shit I forgot the geo archon was still here.

"ah, yes, should I stay?" you asked politely trying to make it not awkward.

"You shall, it's honestly based on your decision. I won't force you."

"stay!!!" the child is sobbing uncontrollably, standing on a chair and hugging your waist with his small hands.

"I guess he grew fond of you, might as well learn his name I suggest." morax said while sipping his tea calmly and observing your distressed state by trying to deal with a kid.

"al-alright then. uh... hello, what is your name, child?"

"huaaaaa !!!! *sob* *sob* it's-it's xiao hngg."

ah well. I guess he is a very loud crier. but he seems to calm down, and control his emotions well.

"alright xiao, do you want me to make a weapon for you?"

"weapon?"

"it's an item to defend yourself from danger. do you want it?"

"yes ! I want the long ones ! like-like mister !"

xiao said as morax smirked. looking proud.

like the lord huh?

you take a peek at his weapon and observe it from afar, "may I use it for inspiration perhaps...?"

"you may."

you grab his weapon that was leaning on the tree. tracing your hands and feel the weight, you even try using it. twirling it around.

"Woah.. this feels so light ! and very uh very fancy too. I like it ! let me just take notes of this."

xiao was staring at you while you were taking notes, "the miss is kind." xiao said suddenly, "I want her to be with us." again, xiao said straightforwardly. Morax can't even blame him, he's still a child and he's not wrong either. "Listen, I can get anything I want, but a human is a difficult one, we can't be together forever with mortals."

"I know ! they will die don't they??" xiao grumbled, pouting and huffed, getting away from morax and disappearing off to who knows where.

morax was still in thought, after all no one is to be blamed here, they both have a point. and we can never settle down with mortals. because it will hurt them and ourselves.

"done! oh? where's xiao?"

"he could be in the balcony of wangshu inn, he seems to be a bit....sad. I suggest once more to bring a food like almond tofu since it's his favorite."

"alright, thank you. I will also make his weapon first then visit him, so it would be a double present, it will be exciting !" you squeal, and smiling brightly with excitement.

"I'm sorry ! I will take my leave, I acted very inappropriately didn't I?"

"no worried, emotions aren't supposed to be hidden. Go on now, xiao is waiting for you."

you nodded and took off.

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"xiao! are you here? I brought a little something for you!" two heads filled your vision, one with horns and one with green-black hair.

"miss y/n! what is behind you?" he peeked over your lower body and saw the polearm behind you.

"it's your weapon xiao, I made it for you. here!" you handed his weapon to him as he smiled brightly, and his eyes sparkled with wonder as to be touched and traced his polearm. "this is the jade spear. I hope you use it well."

"woahhhh this is much better than almond tofu !" xiao screams and run around in circles, as the little horned girl stared at him nervously, and trying to avoid your gaze out of shyness.

"hello, little girl. you must be ganyu I presume?"

"a-ah yes miss, th-thank you for the weapon! I really like it even though I can't use it now."

"it's okay, use it well when the time comes alright?"

you nodded and took off, trying to seek morax.

sensing your arrival, "ah, so you earned their trust and favor hm?"

"well, so it seems my lord."

"do you ever want to take care of those two? at least until they grew up well? with my help too of course. I won't let you do it yourself since they're my responsibility too."

you were hesitant for a moment, but recalling their happy faces made your heart warm. And that is enough.

you bowed to morax, "yes my lord, i will do it"

"no need to bow, it's just my favor. we are all indebted to you. thank you y/n."

years after years passed until you grew old. died and wither. Ganyu, Xiao, and even the lord of geo himself stay beside you. Even the Adeptus, you died in an honorable death. Ganyu sobbed while holding your hand and tightly grip it touching her forehead as he cried harder and harder.

xiao just stand there folding his arms, tears were threatening to fall out. clenches his teeth while watching your heartbeat get slower and slower until it stopped.

when your heart stopped, xiao snapped and leaves. slammed the door hard and ignored the voices of the other adeptus calling for his name.

it seems he needs some time alone.

summoning his weapon, he traces his polearm and recalled the memories he spent with you since he was little.

memories, voices, gifts, your face, everything made him cry harder and harder. He lost the most important thing, his only parental figure, the one he respected the most after rex lapis.

"y/n." he said as his tears slowly escaped and fall down, rushing like a river.

but slowly, he learned to move one, trying to pass on, and live just like you always taught him. "When you struggle with something just let it flow! time will tell."

—

I guess you were right.

he met new people, who cared for him, he grew more open when he met the traveler. he changed, he wasn't so stiff or so cold anymore. I guess time does tell.

But ganyu on the other hand, still overworks herself and try not to involve fighting within her schedules. Her bow reminded of you which she always smiles fondly at. But when Liyue faces danger, she was always motivated, she will fight. besides feeling sadness, she also felt pride, and excitement. Felt that she has done well to make you proud.

And you are actually proud of them. very proud.

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pt 2

angst, and immortal x mortal [which never works out]

A tiring day just like every day. This past month, you keep dreaming the same thing all over again which made you not want to sleep. it's like someone's warning you or trying to say something. bullshit.

you don't want to tell anyone about this, but many people were concerned about you because your eyes are swollen. which makes sense since you cry every time you had that scary dream.

the dream you saw was very realistic. the scariest one is when someone stab a spear to your heart. your chest hurts a lot when you wake up and your breathing isnt normal. you were shaking too.

But one thing for sure is that you need to avoid that man, the dream said that his name was xiao. who the hell names their kid xiao? is he a murderer who will kill me soon? god fuck it all if I die, I die.

You went down to the stair making loud and thumping footsteps. ignoring the painful throb from your chest, hastily wearing your shirt and exit the door to kiss your house and life (probably) goodbye.

your lazy body could never make breakfast on your own, what i mean by never is literally never. that's why almost everyday you go to this quiet cafe filled with coffee scent which really is just calming, and faint keyboard taps from people who work or study there.

you swing the door open and stood in an empty line to order.

"good morning, can I have a macchiato latte, large and cold please?"

"sure, your name?"

"y/n."

you saw the man's face stiffen a little, you can't see his face clearly because he's wearing a mask for no reason. is he allergic of something? but the one that stood up is his golden yellowish iris and red eyeliner.

"are you okay...sir?"

"no—yeah I'm fine. name's y/n right?"

"yes"

"okay, i'll call you when your order's ready."

you nodded and paid up, when you handed in the money your chest feels so fucking painful. like someone's crushing your insides. you flinch and drop the money on the counter as you avoided his skin.

"shit, i'm so sorry I didn't mean too—"

"no it's okay, I understand."

what? what do you mean you understand

"you can sit down miss, I'll give you your order instead, you look unwell."

"Okay, thanks." you walk backwards and sit down while holding your chest. oddly enough you never have any kind of sickness that may danger your heart. just that man feels strangely connected to you in some way. and suspiciously familiar.

you waited and waited until you feel a cold object on your cheek. and whoah sight to behold a handsome man with red eyeliner.

"your drink, i'll leave it on the table. have a good day."

and after that day, you never see him anymore.

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it's been a while since you see that boy, always thinking about him whenever you're free. what a hopeless romantic.

School was always the same until you see a glimpse of a very suspiciously yellow eyes staring at the second-floor window. You were with your friends talking, until you met with that pretty eye. "-right? and then they said... oh? y/n what are you staring at? "

you get back to your senses feeling flustered, "no no, i'm sorry i was zoning out for awhile." your friend reached your hand and drag you to an empty hallway thinking that you're not okay. "lumine, really i am fine."

"you look pale, and i saw you staring at him"

"you know him?"

"yeah he's in the same band club as my twin."

"yeah? what's his name?"

"it's xiao, nice to meet you." before lumine even answered a deeper voice interrupt. "Lumine, Aether's calling for you." xiao said with his hand in his pocket. "okay, i-i'll be there soon, bye y/n!"

"ah, nice to meet you too, you're that guy from the-" xiao brings his index finger to his mouth. "don't say that out loud, having a job is not prohibited according to the school system. so keep your mouth shut."

"okay.. by the way-" fuck it's starting again. so embarassing. you put your hand to your chest, grasping your shirt as you suffocate. "y/n, try to relax your body a little! everything will be okay.."

his eye starts trembling, brows furrowed, and face pale, xiao starts to carry you and go to the infirmary and you lost consciousness.

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"y/n? y/n! please be okay."

a man's arms starts to hug your whole body, desperately trying to feel your body breathing.

"don't you know how much i've been worrying about you? every single damn time you always die in my arms. over and over again ! We mortal and immortals never ever meant to be together. Can't you understand that? so please just leave me be."

"xiao..?" you coughed up blood while reaching your arms to his cheek.

xiao sobbed with tears dropping non stop, sobbing on your shoulder, "nothing will be okay ! every time, everytime I just want—"

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you immediately gasped for air, panting heavily and awaken from your very realistic dream. the blow of wind makes you shiver and turn your head with the sight of xiao sleeping while sitting on a chair beside your bed. Holding your hand very tightly.

you patted his hair and whispered, "just how much do you know about me..?"

you closed your eyes enjoying the cold breeze, and— "everything." you jumped slightly, starled by the very demanding voice.

"AAAHH, what? you were just asleep."

"I don't sleep, you know who I am by now don't you?"

well, you can't really deny that. but still reincarnation just doesn't make sense. And immortality? what? isn't just a fictional thing. you know everything by now, it's been months. you know everything, from how you reincarnated and die, reincarnated and die, and repeat.

you avoided eye contact not knowing what to say, "look xiao, I just—"

"no, it's okay. you don't have to tell me anything. I will be leaving now, get well soon...y/n."

xiao stood up walking infront of your bed, and shut the door closed.

everything is just messed up.

"I'm tired of seeing her die" , "all I want is just to be with her."

"I'm tired of dying", "all I want is just to be with him."

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pt 1

excuse my typos, angst with comfort dw

"ah y/n you're not going to visit xiao again?"

"oh? miss guizhong !" y/n hugged tightly to guizhong as she hugged you back. "I feel that he's been feeling a bit lonely, may you please watch over him for the time being? I'm slightly worried."

ah, guizhong must be talking about his karmic debt thats starting to show and make xiao unstable lately. Once his karmic debt activate, he wont be satisfied until he kills.

"yes, miss guizhong. I'll do it."

"thank you y/n, me and morax will be here if you need us." guizhong waves her hand goodbye and starts to sit next morax to enjoy their tea.

you chuckled slightly, "how sweet they are.."

As you jump through rocks and hills, you spot xiao closing his eyes in the balcony of wangshu inn.

knowing someone is staring at him, he grew alarmed. "xiao—!" you said while jumping to the balcony's railing. Xiao's always been amazed by your speed and how high you can jump it's really amazing. He learned a lot from you.

[yes, his ult comes from you. he learned by watching you.]

"ha ! there you are, I know this is your favorite spot but you need to go down and rest. Miss guizhong told me to watch over you." you put your arms to your hips.

"i'm fine, no beed for your hosiptality."

"but xiao—" you reached your arms to his shoulder, he flinches and backs away. "i'm fine so stay away !" he yells, his forehead sweating and his eyes are glowing slightly.

...? is he..? shit not now, he'll be out of control again

you see his arms trembling covering both of his ears. "I'm sorry for touching you but—" you put both of your hands on top of his. "stay strong xiao." your face full of concern, kneeling down so you and him is on the same height since he's sitting in a bench. Closing your eyes and leaned to touch his forehead with yours.

xiao never likes physical touch but, when you touch him though. it's another story. it feels calming in a weird way, and he's very afraid of hurting people he cares about especislly when his karmic debt is very active recently because of the archon war. And even worse, it's night.

after a while, he pants heavily and his eyes are desperstely closed shut, scared.

"listen to me, breathe in, breathe out, breathe in breathe out. Are you okay now? have you calmed down?" You looked up to him, face with worry. "I-I'm sorry, thank you" you nodded and try to let go of your hands but xiao pulled your hands back to his ears.

"stay." gosh.. how demanding. this isn't a choice I guess. "okay, i will". He doesnt give you back a respond but he starts to calm down and closes his eyes.

after a while, more like hours—

"ah my, my sweet sweet little kids !"

"guizhong please don't bother them..."

you woke up feeling a head on your shoulder and 2 very familiar voices.

"m-morax and guizhong, apologies this isn't what it looks like—" you half-way try to stood up but a sneaky arm pulls your back. fuck xiao. this isn't the right time.

you, your mind is still in disaster and panic, face flushed with embarrassment. meanwhile xiao just... snores, annoyingly very peacefully.

"haha, dont worry dearest we know."

"it's okay y/n we're just paying a visit and see what you two were doing. Sorry if we cause a disturbance." Morax said, with a small smile on his face.

"alright then, we'll return. you two have a safe night ! Let's go morax." guizhong put her hand with morax's as they teleport together.

you, still stunned of whatever was happenig. did they just... accept their kind of 'we don't know relationship' ?

you patted his head, and tucked his hair above his ears. trying to get away from his grasp, you slowly put away his arm and rested his head on the wall. and saying your goodbyes.

"sleep well xiao." after that, you teleported too. but, dont you remember that adeptus doesnt need sleep? and yes he's awake this whole time. A smirk on his face and touches his head where you patted his head and continue to sleep. real sleep this time.

after months and months, you started to get closer to xiao. but not everything ends well. "y/n ! y/n ! please heal ganyu! she's hurt very badly." hurt people rushed over you needing your healing. you may not have a vison but you're very good at herbs and medical stuff which is very useful for war. archon war.

"yes, please bring ganyu here!" Ganyu is still holding her bow, barely conscious. "please ganyu hang in there." you eyed xiao who was in the center of attention. You rarely see him very fierce, he was very gentle to you. Seeing him now looks like your looking a very similar xiao but not xiao. Something's like possesing him. But you pay no mind as you focus to heal ganyu's wound.

Ganyu was amazing, she fought her hardest. And we won. We won.

you laughed lowly with a tear sliding down from your eye. "we won.."

you ran up to xiao who's breathing heavily and hug him with blood all over his body. totally not his blood. "you did well, very well, im so proud." leaning to him more, patting his head, and crying with happiness on his shoulder.

But he didn't hug you back, like he's avoiding you. It has been a while since he's like this. you just hope he's okay.

after 2 months, he didn't even try to get near you. your friends seems to avaoid the question "where is xiao?" from you. Even Guizhong didn't answer you. Until you reach your limit and straight up ask morax himself.

"morax."

"yes..?" his voice sounded awfully suspicious, and he seems to know what you're gonna ask.

"where's xiao?"

"y/n, the point is... I can't it's too risky."

"what is risky? even if I do not have a vision i swear my life to protect liyue !" you begged with your eyes to morax. "Just please, i want to see xiao."

".. fine, he's hiding in the nearest cave around here probably headed to where the wind is blowing the most. He has an anemo vision after all." He still tried to avoid eye contact, rather guilty of keeping secrets from you.

from that information, you hugged morax very tightly. "thank you, thank you, thank you. I will go now. bye bye !"

morax saw you jump very high to see the land from the upper view to see more clearly, and try to feel the wind where it blows most. just like what morax said.

you stand on a very tall pole nesr a building and just stand there trying to feel the wind. Even though you were searching for xiao, the wind at night feels the most best.

ah. you found it the wind, xiao must be there.

You were right. he's there in the corner of the cave, head on his knees, his arms covering his ears. Is it happening again? the karmic debt.

"who's there?" He asked with a dangerous low voice. "it's me. y/n, why are you here?"

"y/n..? dont— please this time please don't come." he tried to shield you away from him by curling himself to a ball. "I'm not gonna hurt you, is the karmic debt happening again?" you asked trying to touch his hand with yours, together covering his ears.

"yes, and it's getting worse because of the war, and I don't want to accidentally kill you ! please just this time stay away." his eyes filled with tears and his voice starts to sound heavier, breathing harshly. "i-it's happening please go !" still you do not move an inch. Insread you hugged him desperately.

the only thin xiao hears is the word "kill her, kill kill, its your job to kill." but he can't he won't. But someone will using his own body. His hands start to slither around your neck. pushing you down to the floor and pinning both of your hands down with his other hand. Making him on top of you. Eys glaring turning to red instead of the nora shining yellow ones.

he choked on you harder, making it very hard to breathe. "no, no.." he said his tears dropping to your cheeks like he's fighting his inner self. fully conscious that he's trying to kill you.

Before you draw your last breath, your final words are, "if it's you, I wouldn't mind dying because of you."

your body starts to get weak, heart beatijg slower. Eyes closed, and not breathing anymore. Just an empty shell of a body with no soul.

When he fully regained his consciousness ge starts crying ang begging for you to wake up even if it seems impossible. His last hope and wish is just to see you breathing again. Just one last time.

-

xiao is very busy these days, as a person who works in a cafe serving everybody is a tiring job.

"next. your name for order?"

"y/n."

"what..? say it again one more time."

"it's y/n" your face filled with memorable memories. "It's you isn't it? the one who's in my dreams. Xiao."

AHHAHAHAHA LOLOLOLOL ☺☺😍😍😍😍💀 rip y/n ig

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what if yandere scaramouche

this is a gift for a friend, not a fanfic but take it as my own opinion if you want !

first of all, he would do anything to get his hands on you, once he set his eye on something, he'll have it. Even though he isn't a patient man, he would be patient to try and gain your trust, just like a sly back stabber. Even if it takes years, he will get you to trust him and take you as his.

As usual, a fatui, he's rich as fuck and its basically blood money, is he ashamed of it though? not at all, he's proud of it. He has this pride to show off everything he owned to you, and yes, he will show you off to the world. He isn't a romantic man, instead of showing love, he will show the word that you're his, and he's yours. He doesn't give you a collar, no he won't. He'll give you jewelry, force you to wear the same cologne as him. Just for people to realize that you are in his possession.

As for freedom.... I don't think you'll get it, but sometimes he'll let you go for a break from your own personal extravagant gold silver prison, with his guards. Because once you're gone, everyone's dead, yes, he'll kill himself if you die no hesitation. He doesn't love you, he's obsessed, drugged by you. And he won't recover from it.

For punishment, he would call you multiple times just to make your annoyed expression, or just well do stuff in bed, hard, rough. Until you beg for forgiveness, eyes with tears and face with drool and snot. Seeing your pathetic face is enough for him to be satisfied.

Happy early birthday, to my dearest naughty ass friend <3

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Kill me romantically.

warning : nothing I think. probably blood. short story

"is it just me or are you getting weaker?"

you eye down Childe who's almost kneeling down on you. One kick could make his wound fatal. You, also panting heavily touching your wound near your stomach eyeing the gnosis in his pocket. It's near impossible to reach it, you just want to get over this and flee, job done and you can rest. But this Fatui Harbringer scum always keeps getting in your way. Since your job is to only spy the Fatui and their business.

Childe stood up, groaning weakly. At this point he couldn't use his third form. Without a doubt, you'll still be safe or probably badly injured and nearing death's door. But still, the thrill of battle always excites you. Just like Childe, you both are battle maniacs. But Childe certainly does not know you are a fighter. He did have his suspicions, but you always try to make him forget.

You both were the sweetest couple, really. Childe always spoiled you with his money, and you repay back his kindness by cooking him food, wash his dirty clothing, like a good girlfriend would.

But, what happened now? In the golden house, dim lights surrounding the room, blood is spilled on the floor and sound of swords clashing could be heard.

Childe chuckled darkly, " I didn't know you have this kind of power to beat me. Were you planning to betray me too? I guess I underestimated you."

" Oh, you certainly did Tartaglia. Looking at your shocked face when I beat you up is satisfying. I'm not a fool that will be swayed by your money and tricks." You snickered.

Childe flinched when you said his Fatui Title. His eyes dropped, smiling softly, " So you're the one who the Tsaritsa said that is a threat. Never knew the person's been with me the whole time."

"Now you do. Did you regret it, meeting me? "

" No but, can this be our last date? In the Golden House right here and now. Try to kill me romantically. "

" With my pleasure Ajax. I will kill you romantically. "

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Drug

yandere albedo x reader, manipulation, drug use, isolation.

If there’s more please do tell.

“ah y/n good to see you are doing well”

���happy birthday Lumine!” Lumine the famous traveller is having a birthday on dawn winery, it was a happy day.

“thank you y/n, here come and sit.” Lumine pats her hand on a chair beside her while sipping a drink, and sighs softly enjoying it.

“So, how’s your work doing? you’ve been writing novels all around and I heard one of your books are really popular right now.”

“Ah yes, I didn’t know people are into horror than romance. And I will be leaving to Liyue in about 3 days, I will miss you Lumi. ” you chuckled while pouring yourself another glass.

“well, it’s nice meeting you. I hope you have a great day y/n, I will miss you too. ” Lumine smiles sincerely and stands up from her seat and make a small wave.

“you did a great job y/n even I am curious about the book you had written.” Kaeya clapped his hand slowly and sits beside you.

“ah, the infamous captain Kaeya, are you enjoying the drink?”

“obviously yes” kaeya smirks lightly peeking through his elbow and saw your empty glass, “care to have another drink?-”

“stop. that’s enough, she will throw up and get sick again. It’s not good for y/n’s health either.” Albedo swiftly grabs the glass away from the both of you and hastily throws a small amount of powder. Which Kaeya and you didn’t notice.

It’s a powerful drug that will make you fast asleep under 15 minutes, more or less. Albedo has been waiting for you to be weakened by the pure drink, until Kaeya showed up to pour you another glass.

perfect timing

the conversation, the worried face he showed. It’s all his plan.

even if someone is suspicious over the drink, no one will know. His title, his occupation, his reputation, no one would know right..? everyone will brush it off saying that you were just drunk. nothing more nothing less.

He waited for 15 minutes whilst talking to Kaeya.

how cute, resisting to close your eyes…..

to be honest you didn’t hate him, you actually have some interest about Albedo. He’s an interesting person, you even got close to him for some time.

And that was your mistake.

Exactly 15 minutes, your head drops. Sleeping. Kaeya snorts and laughed oblivious to what was happening, “ahaha, there she goes, well Mr. Albedo take her home will you? ”

Albedo lightly scoff, “No need to ask she’s my responsibility.” he took of his jacket and put it on the table for a while. One of his arms take you waist, and the other your legs. “Kaeya, grab my jacket and put it on y/n as a blanket.”

“tsk how bossy :<” Albedo rolled his eyes clearly annoyed at Kaeya’s reply.

Albedo get out of the Dawn Winery, the farther he gets, the quieter the noises are. it’s peaceful, especially with you in his arms. He went to his home, nobody was there. If you are asking where is klee.. well she’s with Jean and Diona.

Albedo put you to bed and kissed you forehead. He took advantage of you leaving to Liyue, the birthday party. Just for you to be with him forever. People will too think that you aren’t in Mondstadt because you are in Liyue. How simple.

After a few hours, you wake up feeling a tight thing over your hand.

a chain?! why am I chained up?

you tried to release yourself from it, but you can’t. It’s a really hard material. But not heavy, you observe the room you’re in. It was quite plain. A normal bed, a white clean floor, and whatever a room has.

Also a window.

A glassy window. Easy to break.

fortunately, your chain is long enough for you to reach the window. You smashed the window making the glass shatter. The loud sound you made alarmed Albedo. He quickly stops his experiment and checked up on you. Raising his hand to reach the door knob and quickly ran to your body.

He breathed heavily, “behave.” You gritted your teeth. You knew when you drink. The drink tasted odd but you were loosing consciousness, your body can’t move until you were asleep.

“release me, you drugged me didn’t you?”

“Indeed I did”

“why-”

“let’s save the question later okay, I have work to do.”

He grabs your hand and force you to be on the bed again, “here drink this, it’s a good pill”

“It’s a sleeping-”

knowing that you will open your mouth to speak, he took advantage of it and shove the pill to your mouth. And again you refused to swallow it.

He grabs your chin to face him. “swallow.” even so, you glared at him facing away. Out of nowhere, Albedo drink the water beside you and forcefully kissed you offering the water from his mouth to you. Making sure you swallowed the pill.

He wipes your mouth with his gloves and smiled,

“sweet dreams love.” By then you lost consciousness.

It’s been days, even weeks, probably months? you don’t know. sick of looking at the same person everyday. The person who always took advantage of your flaws. Even if he feeds you, took care of you, even giving you a bath. But he hurts you mentally. He plays with your emotion, even trying to make you snap and saying that you are wrong and he’s right. He’s been observing you of how much can you take, and you know. But you don’t care anymore.

“It’s for your own good, and it’s your fault than you are hurting like this. You should’ve do what I say and not being so stubborn. And you never listen!”

You tried to escape, and you did. But everything goes wrong. The first time you did escape was hiding near a nearby tree. You knew you would get caught just by one step. Your breathing isn’t helping either.

The footsteps are getting more louder, which means he might be near you. “Are you still hiding? we’ve been outside for a long time now. Let’s go back inside shall we?”

for a soothing soft voice, it certainly was unpleasant and sent you chills. Even so, you can’t live like this. being isolated and not meeting anyone. It drives you crazy. You’ve been crying, sobbing even refusing to eat. But whenever you did that Albedo will be mad and hurt you, mentally. He would never physically abuse you, since he loved you so much.

once, you tried to kill yourself once too from the broken glass he haven’t cleaned up yet. Unfortunately, Albedo keeps an eye on you and stopping you before you fatally injured yourself. but,

“ah, as I suspected. It seems I was correct, you tried to kill yourself did you? aha you are an interesting creature, my love-

—but you dying isn’t what I want. But seeing you like this it seems you have miss behaved, darling. Don’t tell me you want to be drugged again hm?”

“listen, even if you did escape where will you go? or who? I killed them didn’t you know?” Your breath hitches, you wanted to think that he was lying. But the proof is that the face of your sibling from the necklace you wear withered months ago. You tried to shake your head thinking that the magic was off and not thinking too negatively of what happened to you sibling. But when Albedo said that statement, it made you crumble deeply. your sibling is all you had.

Your breathing is getting heavier, your legs feel numb, your strength all gone… You clutch tightly of your necklace and saw the already gone picture of you sister.

She’s gone. You have no one-

maybe he was right, it was my fault. All of this are worthless, useless, and pointless.

“You only have me, and me alone. Even if you did escape, no one will want you. No one will accept you.”

what if he was right? ah, it doesn’t matter anymore, you’re mentally tired, even physically since he always drugged you every time you disobey him.

You drop down to the ground, still holding your most treasured necklace and sobbed, gritting your teeth trying to not make any sound. Still you can’t quieten your cries. And your cries reached Albedo’s ears.

“Your loss, none of this would happen if you just stay still. Well, let’s go back inside my love-”

“I’m not yours. I am not owned by anyone, if you want me to love you, you have to earn it!” you glared harshly looking up at Albedo.

He sighed, not looking at you, hands at his pocket looking at the scenery in front of his eyes. Albedo looked back at you after a moment, somehow his eyes changed to a different color, from teal to dark purple.

“you are not mine huh? well, let’s change it. Right now.”

“And you know, I’ve been thinking if you behave well I might let you see the sun for a while.” He smiled sickly.

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are you a pyro? cuz u make me warm

Diluc x reader

It was their first year anniversary of dating. But sadly, y/n was still working in Fontaine, which is pretty far from Mondstadt or we could say where Diluc lived. December 30 is the day they started Diluc was still blushing madly if he remembers what happened on that specific day.

You were with Lisa in the library helping her to organize the books and its library. Although you aren't a Knight of Favonious you helped them by doing some really basic chores since Jean would feel bad by assigning you to some difficult investigation that requires fighting since you aren't a part of them.

Despite that, you were incredibly strong. Even stronger than Diluc himself, which made the both of you rivals with those very heated tension and anger everywhere. The both of you wouldn't even spare a single glance to each other !

Until Traveler showed up and played the role as cupid.

Honestly, everyone knew about how you feel, even how Diluc feels. You both love each other and people tend to tease you about it. But because of you and Diluc's big ego, nothing changes.

until,

"Diluc, are you seriously gong to ignore her? You aren't a gentleman at all!" Kaeya said drunkenly with a red tinted blush painting his face. "Yes, she won't apologize then I wouldn't." Diluc replied huffing without any hesitation while cleaning the glasses. "Guess what, go to my office, I bought a flower with the name "y/n" on it. And meet her in front of barbatos's statue." Kaeya said smirking proudly. "But-" Before Diluc replied any further, Kaeya raised his voice a bit .

"Shut up, here's a deal. If you give it to "y/n" I promise I wont bother you for a month. How about that the all mighty Master Diluc? Hm? Oh- or are you just afraid?". Diluc wanted to argue but that deal is very.. intriguing. Even though it seemed everything is creepily planned by his brother. "Make it one year. You wouldn't bother me." For the sake of y/n.... Kaeya thought silently "Deal Mr. Loverboy. Now off you go." Diluc quickly drop down the glasses he was cleaning and rushed through the door. "...Thank you Kaeya" But Kaeya was too drunk to even reply back.

Meanwhile at the same time,

"Now now cutie, see here traveler already bought an apple cider! His favorite now shoo shoo~" Lisa said nudging y/n's shoulders to walk out of the door. "Y/n you can do it !" Traveler claps their hands enthusiastically. "What if he doesn't like me back? What if he hates me?" you said nervously while holding the apple cider close to your chest. "Darling, there's only one way to find out. Now go in front of the cathedral near Barbatos's statue. And remember to flirt. " Lisa pushed y/n shoulder's gently and quickly closed the door before y/n asked further questions.

Without any choice left, they both go to the cathredal. In front of it to be precise. Near the Barbatos's statue as ordered... and as planned. They both walk to the stairs connecting very slowly thinking what will happen.

And when they arrived,

"Diluc?"

"y/n?"

After a few seconds of staring at each other, y/n decides to finally try to break the nervous tension which was really suffocating.

"Ahaha, I see you are here. And with your pyro vision too? damn it you make me so warm in the inside ahahah-" Without realizing y/n said a flirty line which Lisa has thought her which is- not good at all. But worth a shot.

"Thank you, and uh are u a polearm user because you dashed into my heart." Diluc decides to flirt back since he felt y/n's embarrasment and try to cover it up to make her feel better.

Hearing his comeback, you guys laugh and get near each for easier communication.

"Well, I guess everything has been planned huh and here.. I bought you a flower for you to keep it.. also, I have a necklace for matching couples." Diluc didn't actually buy it, but the necklace... he bought it himself keeping it for months for a time to give it to you and confess. And today is the time December 30.

"I bought you a gift as well, I heard you dislike alcohol so I bought you an apple cider instead.... and does that mean we are officials? I mean an official couple of course- I mean if it's not then-" y/n said very hastily but Diluc heard her question clearly.

"I love you". By hearing that, y/n made a shocked face with an imaginary " ! " on her head. "...I love you too"

WELL THAT'S IT. And If you have different pronouns you can change it. And I'm really sorry because I'm not used to use a different pronouns. But I will try!! :D

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we missed

This is inspired from Tik Tok

kaeya : hello, where are you from ?

dainsleif : Khaenri'ah

kaeya : alright same, you?

Albedo : Khaenri'ah

..

Venti : Shit we missed?!?!

Zhongli : it's only 3

Zhongli :

Zhongli : I WILL HAV-

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Museum Proposal

"Oh! Albedo, come here!" y/n raises her hand and waves at him.

" y/n...Sorry for being late." Albedo rubs his neck sheepishly and explained that he has to change his outfit twice since Klee accidentally spilled his coffee because she was running. And Klee ends up crying. "No worries, she's a cute kid." y/n laughs. "Indeed, she is." They continue their walk to the Museum since that's where the date will be held.

Albedo wanted to have a Museum date since it will be more romantic and he chose the time carefully, like midnight so it will be a very peaceful night. And this is the time he has been waiting for the longest time. It will be perfect. Maybe.

They observe the paintings and talk about how mesmerizing it is. Albedo traces his hands on the rough paint on the painting. His braided hair flows slightly as the wind enters through the opened window. y/n stares at him quietly and mumbling incoherently. But unfortunately, he heard it, quite clearly actually. It makes him blush embarrassingly red.

Albedo swears he heard y/n said he was pretty. y/n realizes his sudden tenseness, And his red face makes y/n more worried.

"Albedo, are you sick?" y/n walks towards him, grabbing his chin to make his forehead touch theirs. Their height difference isn't too much of a big difference and that makes it convenient.

Oh god, Albedo might die on the spot right there and then. His thoughts were running around and somehow this would actually be a good opportunity for him to kiss-

Fuck that, Albedo curses inside his mind and slowly kissed them by the lips. y/n wasn't really used to this kind of thing since Albedo doesn't usually do this stuff. Or atleast this close unless it's hugging or cuddling. And the maximum thing he does was just holding hands.

Albedo's hands gently grab their waist to have closer contact. They soon break the kiss for a break.

"What happened to you?" y/n curiously asks, this wasn't like what he usually acts. He always maintains his composure and not lose control. Not like y/n was complaining...

Albedo soon got down on one knee, y/n thought he would faint from tiredness or something but-

Albedo grabs the palms of their hands, and squeezes them gently whilst saying "Will you marry me?" He releases one of y/n's hands to grab the ring from his back pocket. "Here. I have a ring. Do you want to wear it as a sign that you agree to my proposal?". Albedo sweats nervously, the lack of response makes his thoughts run wild and anxiety thinking of rejection.

"Yes, yes, yes, yes." y/n sadi covering her eyes full of tears with her sleeves.

"h-hey don't cry now. I'm the one who should— hic hic should—" Albedo hugs y/n tightly not wanting to let go.

"Sister Jean, why is Big brother crying?"

"Shh, Klee let's not speak too loud okay? They might heard us." Jean said while holding klee on her arms with a very interesting black disguise on the corner of the museum.

"Okay, but Klee wants Ice cream!"

"Yes, Klee but no running away from my hand!"

"Yes Sister Jean..."

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Reason To Love You

Childe won't lie to himself or anyone unless it's necessary. But he of course won't hide his feelings for y/n. He makes it too obvious but y/n just shrugs it off since she thought it's his usual demeanor. He bought bouquets, even cakes, even jewelry, or anything you want him to buy for you.

For the love of God, he spoils you. He even rushes to your side every time he got injured from a heavy fight just to see you. And of course to run away from Signora's complaints on how careless he is. Nevertheless, he loves you so much. How can you not know that?

His number one reason, your kindness.

His love for you grown when he saw you with Qiqi, you took care of Qiqi and play with her to keep Baizhu working without being disturbed by Qiqi's desire of.. cocogoat.

His second reason, your fearlessness.

It was also when you took care of Childe even when he was still on his second form, you didn't get scared and run away. Instead, you hug him and treats his wounds carefully. And that time where you fought a ruin guard alone with your cryo vision, you fought elegantly like the ruin guard was nothing and defeat it in seconds.

His third reason, your trust.

When Childe invites you, to visit his family on Snezhanya you immediately agree despite knowing his Fatui background and how dangerous he is.

But you calmly said. "Will you really hurt me? I doubt that. I could've defeated you first before you do hurt me" you scoffed while sasily twirls your hair with your finger.

His fourth reason, your positivity.

He is an insecure person even though he's the 11th Harbinger, but hey everyone has insecurities. You immediately notice his odd behavior around you. Yesterday you were talking with Zhongli and eating dinner with him to discuss the Wangshen Funeral's business. Oh, boy Childe was really jealous and insecure too. Zhongli looks more mature and is a gentleman. While he sometimes can't even visit you often because of his Fatui business.

You immediately know what was he thinking "Hey now don't worry at least with you, I can be freer. I rarely show my true self to others unless I'm comfortable with them." Childe's ego was so high after you said that. Prepare for him to spoil you with kisses.

His fifth reason, your body.

He doesn't care if you're fat if you have acne if you have the skin color you didn't want. He doesn't care, all he cares about is how you treat him. No matter what you look like he will be head over heels for you.

There are still many more reasons but this is the main thing why, Childe, Tartaglia, Ajax loves you.