💙 unfortunate heartthrob, moonlighter, artist, music enthusiast, cursed to love izé, junhyeok & nishi🩵
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#blue dawn#푸른새벽#한희정#정상훈#ssoro#han huijeong#jeong sanghun#old korean band#kband#these two made the weirdest songs and yet they were still heartfelt somehow#자위 aged horribly cause I mean...자위's meaning is...umm.#but they translated it in english to “above the self” which makes sense but. the words could've been spaced out. 😭#loved the album though smh#sanghun kinda looks like H iykyk 😭 giving me war flashbacks...
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Getaway. 💜
#it was really fun going out to location-I'm-not-disclosing#played so much brent the whole night that I think my brain exploded...#my photography#photography#my photo#my photos#pictures#my pics#pics#beautiful photos#you could see the stars in the sky too but my camera is so weak#photograhy#photos#anyway...don't be surprised if this ends up in “idolized” later on...#iykyk.
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honored to be tagged 💛
Currently Reading: Unfortunately I'm not a reader.
Last Song: Upset - Brent Faiyaz (😭)
Last Film: First Man
Last Series: AngelBeats? It's been so long...
Sweet, Savoury, or Salty: Depends on the day.
Coffee or Tea: Coffee
Working on: Learning Python coding and expanding my music tastes.
Tags: @onefortherose, @sugarblackcat, @starrz-ombie ❤️🤍
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tried to reblog the original post but it was gone so here we are i guess. thanks for tagging me leigh!!!!! @poemeater <3 i love you to pluto and back come kiss me now
currently reading: nothing actually. walk of shame
last song: man in the mirror — michael jackson
last film: captain america brave new world
last series: new girl season 3, mha season 2 (rewatch), wbk s2
sweet/savory/salty?: savory + salty!!! but i would give up both kidneys for some cinnamon sugar pretzels rn
tea or coffee: tea always
working on: packing to move states in july, weeding through some rough friendships that no longer serve me, picking up guitar again, and. well. kinktober ‘25
no pressure tags 🤍 @carminechrollo @admiringlove @madaqueue @cheralith @bouqette @mochiqa @mosskissed @storiesoflilies @toadba @tokeposts @hiraethwrote sorry if you’ve been tagged i tried to choose people i haven’t tagged in awhile/at all hehe
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you wear hoodies as often as possible, and you have 1 million secrets ❤️
and you lowkey have anger issues
anyway tagging anyone.
reblog game guys I wanna start one I never have
what are your headcanons for the person that reblogged this? Like…do they get sad when their plushies fall off the bed, uhh do they like Nutella, do they have long brown hair, etc
@stoned-shark @trans-sharkb0y @sojirai @whereisyourb0ytonight @steele-clawss @tiredutaitenerd935 @bvnny-boi @ki-2-ur-heart @southerngothhorror
And anyone I missed!!
#I have nothing negative to say??#the anger issues sounds passive-aggressive but I don't mean it that way 😭
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I don't want to be your paper doll, and I refuse to wait around for anyone anymore.
#where ever are you?#where ever is anyone?#I did enough of that in my youth#and everyone failed me. You had me at my worst and manipulated me for years#then suddenly rejected me when I'd grown dependent on you#and came to love you. You saw my dead child as an out of caring for me and lost your love for me#you remind me of how you refused me and you let that pain simmer. It seems you just love it when I suffer. You won't even admit to yourself#needing you is bad for me but if I don't need you then you make me out to be cruel. because you like my suffering.#you like it when I shut up and take the shit you give me.#sorry I posted so much today my hangover is bad lol.#i'm so grateful to be around better people now. seeing you fucks me up but I love my current friends and my “boyfriend”
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#I love intro songs with every part of me#not really a jackson wang fan but this song is so cool#the instrumental sounds like a music box
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So far
I didn't have enough time to get into anime but I did rewatch some of the old anime I used to like. Angel Beats had be sobbing.
Advanced in both significantly but I'm not near fluency in either. My lessons resume after summer is over.
I was pretty reckless with my time this year but way too much happened. I'd say this summer, I am definitely contributing more time to my endeavors for work, so I'm fulfilling it. ❤️
I'll probably take up a second job once summer ends, so yes.
...Once summer is over, yeah.
Going to do that when summer ends, I need money lol.
Some of them are filling up, so did that. I try not to purchase many more now.
Currently working on that. I haven't actually completed anything this year in regards to writing, shit has been too wild to focus or rest.
Did this, best change of my life ngl.
I've learned that setting writing deadlines isn't really possible considering my life always throws me off somehow. I can only ever do writing deadlines when commissions or contracting work is involved, so won't be happening.
Yearly Resolutions (?)
purple = in progress
Rewatch old anime I used to like & get into very obscure anime
Try to advance in Mandarin and Korean (and actually buy lessons this time, I'll find the money somewhere)
Devote more time to my creative endeavors
Get another internship? Potentially?
Strive for straight As?
Sell off some of my CD collection & start selling art this summer
Make use of some of my many blank notebooks
Rewrite (IN FULL) at least 9 novels/novellas this year.
Learn to study?? And actually set a studying routine?
Set writing deadlines again and learn to meet them
#barely found this old post today lol#...nothing happened the way I wanted it to this year. I feel so fucked-up and traumatized from it all.#there's a lot of days where I just sit and relive it all in my head. I'm paranoid pretty much every day and don't trust anyone.#I will say that I learned some valuable things since october and that I've had the beautiful privilege of being sunrise's mother#so I can't complain too much. but I'm mad that the last semester went the way it did. and that these days I fear for my life if I go outsid#my objectives in january are much different than they are now#but I have to be honest and say I wasn't mature at all in january and was acting so fucking strange on orlistat.#then I had a baby and I grew the fuck up.#my body is still confused and acting pregnant but I don't even have the option to see a doctor anymore.
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#ughh jeongbin & jiseob I need you both so bad and not in a respectful way 🤭🤭#my jams ❤️🩹#spotify#music recs#korean music#underrated music#14 monthly listeners on spotify is criminal#my babes deserved better.#music i like#music#songs#my music#song of the day#fine band#피네#I'm so glad I got their CD. I heard they had one for cherry blossom too but I don't have the funds to buy it rn#wish I could've got it autographed but no one even knows where these guys are anymore. they totally disappeared off the internet.#Spotify
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The Kiss of Life, Rocco Morabito (1967)
#I remember seeing this photograph before. in the photography class I'm a teacher's assistant for we looked at this#it literally was a kiss of life...I feel like everyone should know this pic exists.
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Kendrick Lamar | Poetic Justice
#fuck I love this song#my jams ❤️🩹#kinda funny to listen to given the drake-kendrick beef but cannot resist any song on good kid m.a.a.d city
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Happy pride month <3
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