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ever since finding out the aftons are british, my brain has just pictured them to be from yorkshire despite how unserious that would make certain scenes and i love it sm.

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worlds worst throuple

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hi chat

sorry for not posting im fighting the demons (they want me to do catastrophic things)

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jd heathers agere thought perhaps

part of an au where he only attempted to kill heather, kurt and ram and where the bomb only left him with a missing leg (very much inspired from a fanfiction)

jason doesnt regress a ton—he doesn't really consider himself jd anymore because all it does is remind him of his dad. but it happened a lot during the timeline the show took place in. very discreetly though. you wouldn't be able to spot it unless you're actively looking for it and, with it being the 80s, that's very unlikely.

he will often find himself curled up in bed at the end of the night, his head all fuzzy and clouded from the day, usually reading a simple book. at the minute, he's been reading "are you there god? it's me, margaret.". a bit of a walk in the park compared to the other stuff he reads but that's why he likes it. it gives him a break from his own world, it being a gentle reprieve from his own life.

it helps turn his brain off at night. or at least, it makes things smaller and for the first time in a long time, he doesn't have the words to describe his emotions. he was considered very emotionally smart by all the shrinks he used to see after his mom died and it was a fact he carried with pride for a long time but he's not too sure about that anymore.

now, he forgets about that, choosing to focus on the simplicity of the book and eventually falling asleep with the pages still being held between his fingers and the last thing he hears being his own breathing.

however, sometimes, he finds himself in bed at night silently crying and holding his childhood stuffed bear close to him. he vaguely remembers how he had gotten it. he was four years old, he thinks it was sometime in october, and his mother had taken him to the grocery store. he remembers freaking out about something and to soothe his tantrum, his mom let him pick something from the toy aisle. a stupid choice in his opinion but who was he to judge her parenting. this bear was the first thing he spotted and he carried through the rest of the store with a smile on his face. one thing he clearly remembers is buckling janice—he named her after his favourite muppet—into the seat next to him on the ride home.

years have passed and he still keeps janice in his bedroom. he can't seem to part with her. it's hidden under his bed though. he couldn't risk veronica seeing her. or his dad. lord knows what would happen if his dad saw her. he still keeps her because she helps him think of his mama. he misses his mama a lot. on nights like these, he tends to think of her a lot. think about her running her fingers through his hair, her arms wrapping him in a hug, falling asleep on her chest as she watched her shows, her cooking that was a little gross in retrospect but he longs for its flavour again, her soft curls he'd twirl in his fingers at bedtime, her. her presence often felt like a safe haven from the world that was forever unforgiving and cruel. even if, at the time, the peak of cruel was getting pushed at recess.

he just thinks about her and for a brief moment, he isn't jd, bud dean's little psychopath of a son that tried to kill an entire school. instead, he's jason. his mama's little boy.

in moments like these, he imagines her. or at least he tries to. it's getting harder these days and that thought scares him a lot. he curls up the blankets close to his chin and imagines it's her arms, holding him close to her chest and insisting that it's bedtime now and he should get some rest for a big day tomorrow. janice is now the link between the two. he occasionally feels bad leaving her underneath the bed all the time. he pictures she feels the way he does. abandoned by the one person who was meant to love her.

he knows tomorrow will come. another day in the cut-throat society of mega bitches and future mickey d's cashiers. another day without her. another day of her memory fading away. but for now, he lets himself sink in the memories of his childhood. and if veronica sees the dried tear tracks on his cheeks the next day, she doesn't say anything.

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what if belos makes another grimwalker?

[ ID: A digital comic featuring the main cast from The Owl House, all in their post Thanks to Them designs. In the first panel on the first page, from left to right, Gus, Amity, Hunter, Willow, Luz, and Camila are standing, facing off against an unseen Belos. Hunter is in the very back, with Gus and Luz more to the front, and everyone else is somewhere in the middle.  Luz is holding glyphs out, the top of her face obscured by the panel. She says, “End of the line, Belos. There’s nothing else you can do.” Clouds float by in the background. In the second panel, everyone is posed the same way, except it’s zoomed in on Hunter this time. He has a shocked/confused expression on his face. He whispers, “is that..?” Meanwhile, an (again) unseen Belos says, “ Oh Luz, you really are a fool. You didn’t think I would have anything else up my sleeve? Why do you think I sent Hunter on all those supply missions?”  The third panel is a close up shot of Hunter’s eyes, which are brown. He looks shocked and confused. The text around him says, “The Selkidomus scales…. Those Galdorstones…” Belos continues talking, as the dialouge in the bottom says, “I’m surprised you haven’t figured it out yet. Especially after he betrayed me.” End of Page One.

In the first panel on the second page, a masked golden guard can be seen stepping out of the dark, hand on his mask. A partially obscured Belos in his monster form lurks in the background, head obscured. His hands are on both side of the golden guard, almost like he’s presenting him. Belos continues to speak, as the text on the left reads, “What a shame, really.” The right side reads, “… But, Oh well. I can always do it again.”

The second panel on the second page is a closeup shot of the new golden guard’s eyes, which are the magenta/pink colour hunter used to have. This grimwalker looks ahead, eyebrows furrowed. He has a birthmark on his left cheek and a light scar across his nose, similar to Phillip’s in Elsewhere and Elsewhen. The text below it reads, with Belos still speaking, “… Do tell me though, Hunter.” With a crossed out/ glitched “Caleb” before the word Hunter.

In the last panel on the second page, the new golden guard can be seen from the waist up, wearing Hunter’s old golden guard uniform. He holds Hunter’s old staff, looking ahead determinedly. Belos’ hand rests on his right shoulder, with a looming Belos over his left shoulder in the background. Belos’ head is obscured except for his mouth, which appears to be an almost smile. He says in the text below the panel, “How does it feel to be replaced?” End ID.]

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made a zaaronmau tiktok and i am SICK

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rip lucinda mystreet you would have LOVED the giver by chappell roan

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aaron lycan is a giggler

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wrote this drabble abt jd heathers and his dad and realised how much i cling to guys who have complicated dynamics with their dad

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me with aaron lycan its an actual problem

A Struggle (Not really)

When you write a angst/comfort and it ends up turning into an agere story bc you just know all that stress has that character baby brained.

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i posted heathers drabble to ao3 who's proud

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all of my fifteen followers would u read it if i posted heathers drabbles

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“PATHETIC” MEN SUMMER !! >0<

pathetic in big ole quotes because zane isn’t pathetic and he actually just has vulnerability issues n whatever but that’s ok because nana does too!!!

Need to draw them cuddling gggrgfrrg I love these guys sm

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the idea that Aaron thinks he has this huge smile when he's actualy stoned face is a type of funny I cant explain

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They could never make me hate you Aaron Lycan

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aaron lycan saying yay i will never not think about you.........

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for the aphmau ship art maybe zane/aaron or zanemau? (or the secret third thing zaaronmau) :3 ?

you're at the park and the weird alt throuple ask you to take a picture of them (one of them obviously doesn't want his picture taken, and you don't think the tall one is... all there.)

what happens when you let a weird girl, an emo, and a goth all kiss eachother??

i actually want to draw these three more i love them