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As much as I hate to regurgitate modern day memes and such.... The majority are asleep. They lie to themselves, just like mother used to comfort them. They sleep a bliss that is willful. Intentional. Just like waking a sleepwalker can be dangerous, so can waking the majority who are asleep. They're just not ready for the kinds of feelings and reality that face them.
My greatest sorrow arises from the length to which humans go to lie to themselves. They convince themselves that their freedom or safety are guaranteed by some feeling that they think they understand- but they understand nothing about fervent passions, they are brittle leaves, they are the majority.
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Awesome work. Compelling imagwry. Thought provoking!

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Send me a direct message, the mobile app doesn't appear to give m ed as way to initiate such dialogue....
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So, yeah, Google Adwords SUCKS....

I was using Google Adwords up until just now. I own three domain names. I have three WordPress blogs. I have it set up so that you access the blogs through the domain names.
Go to http://www.zerobelief.com, and it takes you to zerobelief.wordpress.com or whatever. Big deal.
Well, Google just cancelled my AdWords account because I was “redirecting”. I said, but wait a second, when I signed…
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Did you know they started one of the first banks? The Vatican were some ruthless fuckers!!!
“Friday, 13 October 1307″
It wasn’t only the poor soldiers of Christ that cursed this day
but also my poor son Atlas, struggling through pain
to keep the worst of what might happen at bay
you see, these things follow you
year by year, the occasion still occurs, just shy a baker’s dozen
surmounting defenses you had thought through
what’s worse? being the victim of it
or the one that has to…
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Bloody fingernails and a thirst for knowledge....
“Scabbing Over”
scars shouldn’t scab over
the damage has been done
the healing happened, scar tissue formed
and yet, somehow…
blood reappears, clots, dries due to exposure
you promise yourself, just one go
just one scratch
and the curiosity will be sated
your need to know, abated
not knowing whether or not once again blood will flow
what emerges from this stigmata
are things unhealed from…
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Almost done… This is a final full mouth cast they're taking...hence the I very low of goo..
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Arrghhh http://wp.me/s4hiWp-arrghhh Got fired at work yesterday, made a mad rush into the dentist because of pain while still covered...Two dreaded words...ROOT CANAL.
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The journey is the orgasm of the destination, although, there are times we never make it to the much lauded little death....aren't there?
The journey is the orgasm of the destination, although, there are times we never make it to the much lauded little death….aren’t there?
“Long Road to Albuquerque”
a little something precious dropped
(although some might say tossed)
into the deep end of the ether
immediately taking the gooey and cool substance
around it to a cold boil
somewhere, in another time, there was a pop
I’ve seen starlings migrate into the fading rays of the sun
somethings in life, are only meant to have a beginning
you can grasp on, and, well, find…
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The cracks, true words, Kings who financed removal of entire sections, and the groups who thought better
“Crawlspace”
pardon me for a moment
I’m about to slip into that wee space
that area between here and there
between time and twixt
it’s a casual place, a place for atonement
at calm, between the descriptions and those that be
I find myself at a sense of island relaxation
a cool breeze of defiant self affirmations’
something frosty and fruity in my hand to repel the heat
all the while leaning…
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"We didn't care about the color of your skin. All we wanted to know was: Can you dance?"
“The Savoy”
there are things you don’t forget, like riding a bike
sometimes they are good things, things you enjoy
sometimes they are bad, things you don’t truly like
I’ve done the two-step, I’ve done the tango
but dancing with you…
is an autonomic response that sets my nerves to “Whoa”
it’s been over eleven years since our last dance
something I once put down, wrote off
and here we are…
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So, I promised more...I've got a fewideas rumbling around my head....
I fully suspect that they will hit paper before the end of the night tonight :)
Hope you enoy!!!
-zB
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Just to let everyone know....more is coming.....
Just
Kinda crazy day at work….but, several good “seed” ideas bumbling around in my head that I took note of.
Chances are, I’ll knock out stuff tonight…who knows :)
Thanks for reading!!!!
-zB
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There are times where it honestly feels like pulling teeth. And I don't know who feels the pain most.
“Shortcomings”
you know you’re the third wheel
you just weren’t there
not when the really important things sealed the deal
no, it’s not that you weren’t aware
you just found yourself repeating
a cycle you’d never dreamed of
it worked on you, you’re “complete”
(never mind the weekly therapy sessions with Lucky)
but it would seem this cycle transcends love
for the life of me, I have no…
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Mohs gave it a nine. I say it's softer, harder, and can cut deeper than any substance we know.
“Words on Fire”
days pass where I cringe at the thought of life leaving a wet stain on the bed not the valiant armor of whisky sweat tinctured saffron with love nor the cool piss of a young man on his first night which leaves the sheets red and humid with the moonlight shining in from above
these days can’t begin to understand what causes my tremors whether the nerves steeled by the twin…
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Let's go for a drive....a talk....
“Room for Two”
please accept my apologies for intruding
but I am here at your beck and call…
you see, any lesser way, would only lead to occluding
and we both know I’m not here to play games
so let’s drop the pretenses, let’s drop them all
a moment or two less, and I might not catch you before the flames
you see, it’s the parallel lines that draw me out
the fact that you and I dance…
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Flying vast distances, impact, chance, and voila!
“Dust Bunnies”
flakes of metal and slivers of human flesh
the stuff of stars we all are, as it has been said
it’s the way the two twine, and mesh
as though through some inner lattice
a rose trellis to some, rising up from their beds
upwards and onwards from the brackish end
pure chance, happenstance, possibly even a glance
was what occurred to cause the cacophonic creation within our heads
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