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this is @zetsubo-hen her new account! I’m going to move here by sunday when I’ve got everything all done

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this is @zetsubo-hen her new account! I’m going to move here by sunday when I’ve got everything all done

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this is @zetsubo-hen her new account! I’m going to move here by sunday when I’ve got everything all done

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this is @zetsubo-hen her new account! I’m going to move here by sunday when I’ve got everything all done

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I just deleted my reblog account 😱 if all goes well I'll be gone in 2 days?

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Already changed the URL it's @eloquent-apollo now so! I'm expecting to move here a little sooner than Sunday! Keep an eye out for it

this is @zetsubo-hen her new account! I’m going to move here by sunday when I’ve got everything all done

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LMAO BOI IM SO BLIND THE LOG OUT BUTTON WAS RIGHT THERE LMAO

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Me : *goes to make a new Tumblr account* Me : HOW DO YOU LOG OUT OF TUMBLR???

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Les Misérables Character Asks

Azelma: Who is your role model?

Babet: Do you lose things often?

Bahorel: Have you ever been in a fight?

Bishop Myriel: What is the last random act of kindness you did?

Bossuet: What is the unluckiest thing that’s ever happened to you?

Claquesous:  Tell us a secret about you.

Combeferre: What is the coolest random fact you know?

Cosette: What are 3 things you like about yourself? 

Courfeyrac: Do you have a crush?

Enjolras: What is your vision of an ideal world?

Éponine: What’s something you miss about your childhood? 

Fantine: What’s the biggest sacrifice you’ve made for someone?

Fauchelevent:  What has someone (or something) done to make you change your opinion about them?

Feuilly:  What is something that your proud of that you had to work hard to achieve?

Floréal:  Have you ever had to chose money/stability over love? 

Gavroche: Do you trust your instincts?

Gibelotte: Do you have a nickname?

Grantaire: What is one thing that inspires you? 

Gueulemer: If you could be any mythical creature, what would you be?

Javert: What is something you try to live your life by?

Jehan: What’s your aesthetic?

Joly: Are you superstitious?

Louison: Name five things you couldn’t live without.

Marius: Do you speak more than 1 language? If so, which ones? 

Montparnasse: What’s the laziest thing you’ve ever done? 

Musichetta: If you could ask your future self anything, what would you ask?

Napoléon: Who is someone (or something) you like that everyone else hates? (Or vice-versa?)

Thénardier: How far are you willing to go to get what you want?

Tholomyès: Have you ever ghosted someone? 

Ursula: Are you frequently mistaken for someone else?

Valjean: Have you ever been punished for doing the right thing?

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I'm back-ish? I'm no longer cutting myself off of Tumblr meaning I'm back to reblogging and liking posts but I'm not gonna post here for some time. I'm still 99% sure I'm gonna make a new blog probably on Sunday BC I'm not working then So keep an eye out for that if you are remotely interested in finding out my new blog lol

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Not back just yet just here to update

Considering this safe mode is probably here to stay I am considering making a new Tumblr. I'll let you guys know when I decided tho

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Hiatus

I think I'm going to take a small break from Tumblr I don't feel too well and I especially do not want to be on this site right now I hope this is understandable I might come back in a few days, I won't be gone for too long that's a promise

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Safe mode

Anyway Tumblr

Blocking LGBTQ+ content for people under 18 is making sure they don’t see mature content it’s taking away resources of young queer people who might not be able to find these resources BC they aren’t with a supportive system! Besides that you swear you’re blocking nsfw content yet I can still see all these fucking porn blogs and pictures of my OTP’s doing nsfw things but god forbid my brother sees a picture of a cat or my friend sees art from John Laurens with stars as freckles?

If you really want to block nsfw content from younger people or you know actual harmful shit then make up a blocking system which works on mobile so people can blacklist whatever they want? Right now your restricted mode is doing more harm than it is doing good

You are, just like YouTube, taking away resources for the LGBTQ+ community

Are we not allowed to exist? Are we not allowed to find resources for ourselves to support ourselves?

I get it, showing porn to minors is illegal but then maybe if you want to keep that from happening you shouldn’t be allowing porn blogs on here in the first place?

Packers aren’t nsfw? Neither are trans people! Stop taking away our resources and making it look like we don’t exist because yeah we are out there

Right now all you’re doing is forcing some 14 year old kiddos to pretend they’re 18 when signing up because you know damn well that’s what we’ll do

You are blacklisting actual sfw art/pictures/whatever??

The whole idea of a restricted mode isn’t actually a wrong idea I can understand if you want to keep content away from minors but please don’t take our resources

If you want a restricted mode make it a good one

The queer community isn’t harmful to minors

Try blocking terfs and alt right accounts from young people??

It’s so harmful what you are doing right now and I always considered Tumblr a good website that helped spread recourses and news and how am I supposed to see all of this if you are blocking it off for me? Why aren’t we allowed to exist? Why take our resources away?

I’m very salty about this alright

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I feel so personally attacked by the grocery shopping one lmaaaooo

adhd induced anxiety fun

can’t read a simple text because of The Noise

stuck in hyperfocus but don’t have enough time aaaaaaa

SHIT, I FORGOT

going grocery shopping, enough said

what do u mean not everyone feels restless all the time????

I Am The Worst and Can’t Do Anything Right

is my brain really shitty or am i just lazy 

everything is too much

mORE anxiety as a side effect of the meds, great

disappointed? more like three (3) days RSD depression cave

angry crying™

*several explanation attempts later* ha ha, sorry, i still don’t get it? :)

always feeling like u r running out of time

inattention makes you feel like a failure? It’s More Likely Than You Think

all the useless energy makes mE VIBRATE 

sheer panic followed by utter exhaustion

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I'm sorry for not posting much I finally got a job so

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Yooooooo! Write something for number 45 "do you trust me?"

Since you didn’t give me a ship and said it was up to me I made it Combeferre X Courfeyrac! I hope you like it Imke

Courfeyrac had been studying for almost 3 hours now and he had been staring at this one sentence alone for at least 20 minutes. He read the sentence again and again but every time he did his brain didn’t process it at all. He scoffed softly and got up to get a cup of coffee, putting in enough milk and sugar to chug it down immediately. Ever since Courfeyrac had been young he had always been hyper and had a lot of trouble concentrating, for years his parents had no clue what caused this. When he had turned 10 his parents had taken him to a doctor, and soon Courfeyrac had been diagnosed with ADHD. Growing up Courfeyrac had learned how to deal with what to do when he had lost his concentration, usually he just focussed on something else, he would read for a few minutes and then he would return to what he had been doing previously. However, today Courfeyrac couldn’t afford to do that, he had a very important test the next day and he really couldn’t afford not to study at the moment. So when he finished his coffee he immediately returned to his book and tried his best to focus on it again, hoping the small distraction of drinking and making coffee was enough to get his attention back, but still the words weren’t being processed by his brain.

Dealing with Courfeyrac when he was stuck in a state like this wasn’t easy, especially not when he himself refused to take a break, but somehow both Combeferre and Enjolras managed. Enjolras managed because he had ADHD too which sometimes made it easier to help, Combeferre managed because Courfeyrac trusted him and told him what to do. So Courfeyrac was very relieved when he heard the door to his bedroom open and felt Combeferre put his arms around him.

“How long have you been studying?” Combeferre asked softly. Sometimes it surprised Courfeyrac how easily Combeferre could see what was bugging him, but it was nice to have someone around who could see something was off as well.

“3 hours? I think?”

“Take a break sweetie”

“I can’t just take a break! I have the test tomorrow!”

“I know,” Combeferre turned his chair so that Courfeyrac was looking directly at him. “But you’ve been studying for 3 hours, and it’s not like you don’t still have a lot of time?”

That was true. It was currently 3 PM so Courfeyrac could afford to take a break if he wanted to, and he really wanted to. However, he felt as if he hadn’t studied enough yet and that taking a break now would be slacking from his work.

“I’m not done studying yet ‘Ferre”

“Courfeyrac, sweetie listen to me.” Combeferre said gently. “Studying for too long will just make it harder to concentrate, it’s a lot better to take a break once every hour. You study for an hour, you take a break for an hour, and so on.”

“Yeah I know, but…” Courfeyrac began.

“Courfeyrac, do you trust me?” Combeferre asked.

Of course he did, Combeferre was smart and he knew what he was talking about, and besides it was true that taking a break would help right now.

“Yeah… Of course I do,” Courfeyrac got up from his chair and smiled at Combeferre. “So, what should we do then?”

“How about a movie? We don’t have to finish it, we can continue when it’s time for your next break.”

“That sounds nice, thanks.” Courfeyrac said with a smile

Not many people knew how to handle Courfeyrac when he was like this, but Courfeyrac realised he didn’t need many people to understand. The only person that had to understand was Combeferre, and he did. He was very grateful for that, because no matter what Combeferre would always understand him.

“I love you Combeferre.” Courfeyrac whispered.

“I know, I love you too Courfeyrac.”

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Yooooooo! Write something for number 45 "do you trust me?"

Since you didn’t give me a ship and said it was up to me I made it Combeferre X Courfeyrac! I hope you like it Imke

Courfeyrac had been studying for almost 3 hours now and he had been staring at this one sentence alone for at least 20 minutes. He read the sentence again and again but every time he did his brain didn’t process it at all. He scoffed softly and got up to get a cup of coffee, putting in enough milk and sugar to chug it down immediately. Ever since Courfeyrac had been young he had always been hyper and had a lot of trouble concentrating, for years his parents had no clue what caused this. When he had turned 10 his parents had taken him to a doctor, and soon Courfeyrac had been diagnosed with ADHD. Growing up Courfeyrac had learned how to deal with what to do when he had lost his concentration, usually he just focussed on something else, he would read for a few minutes and then he would return to what he had been doing previously. However, today Courfeyrac couldn’t afford to do that, he had a very important test the next day and he really couldn’t afford not to study at the moment. So when he finished his coffee he immediately returned to his book and tried his best to focus on it again, hoping the small distraction of drinking and making coffee was enough to get his attention back, but still the words weren’t being processed by his brain.

Dealing with Courfeyrac when he was stuck in a state like this wasn’t easy, especially not when he himself refused to take a break, but somehow both Combeferre and Enjolras managed. Enjolras managed because he had ADHD too which sometimes made it easier to help, Combeferre managed because Courfeyrac trusted him and told him what to do. So Courfeyrac was very relieved when he heard the door to his bedroom open and felt Combeferre put his arms around him.

“How long have you been studying?” Combeferre asked softly. Sometimes it surprised Courfeyrac how easily Combeferre could see what was bugging him, but it was nice to have someone around who could see something was off as well.

“3 hours? I think?”

“Take a break sweetie”

“I can’t just take a break! I have the test tomorrow!”

“I know,” Combeferre turned his chair so that Courfeyrac was looking directly at him. “But you’ve been studying for 3 hours, and it’s not like you don’t still have a lot of time?”

That was true. It was currently 3 PM so Courfeyrac could afford to take a break if he wanted to, and he really wanted to. However, he felt as if he hadn’t studied enough yet and that taking a break now would be slacking from his work.

“I’m not done studying yet ‘Ferre”

“Courfeyrac, sweetie listen to me.” Combeferre said gently. “Studying for too long will just make it harder to concentrate, it’s a lot better to take a break once every hour. You study for an hour, you take a break for an hour, and so on.”

“Yeah I know, but…” Courfeyrac began.

“Courfeyrac, do you trust me?” Combeferre asked.

Of course he did, Combeferre was smart and he knew what he was talking about, and besides it was true that taking a break would help right now.

“Yeah… Of course I do,” Courfeyrac got up from his chair and smiled at Combeferre. “So, what should we do then?”

“How about a movie? We don’t have to finish it, we can continue when it’s time for your next break.”

“That sounds nice, thanks.” Courfeyrac said with a smile

Not many people knew how to handle Courfeyrac when he was like this, but Courfeyrac realised he didn’t need many people to understand. The only person that had to understand was Combeferre, and he did. He was very grateful for that, because no matter what Combeferre would always understand him.

“I love you Combeferre.” Courfeyrac whispered.

“I know, I love you too Courfeyrac.”