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🌀 Manifestation Rant: Persistence Isn’t a Method It’s the Whole Damn System 🌀

Okay my Little Bambinos.I have no idea what the hell is going on right now in the world of manifesting. I’m confused. I’m disoriented. I feel like I blinked and we entered a new timeline where people are saying the most unhinged shit on the Bird App and the Clock App (yes, I mean Twitter and TikTok, stay with me) about how persistence and repetition are now… bad?

And I’m like. Huh???

Two of my fave manifestation creators literally posted back-to-back vids on this within hours of each other. Because apparently, there’s a growing belief that persistence is harmful or not needed. And I need us all to collectively pause and say: “Baby… be serious.”

Listen.

Persistence is not a method. It’s a default. A baseline. The air we breathe.

You’re always persisting. Constantly. All the time. Every day.

You don’t need to learn how to persist—you already do it.

That voice in your head that says “I’m always broke” or “No one ever likes me” or “I never meet good people”?

That’s persistence.

That’s repetition. That’s you affirming the same tired storyline and looping it until your reality has no choice but to obey.

Manifesting is not a trick or a ritual.

It’s a law. A universal law. Like gravity. You’re always doing it whether you like it or not. Whether you believe in it or not. Just like how not believing in gravity won’t make you float.

If you’re always thinking about how you never get invited out, you’ll keep being left out.

If you always say “I’m so unlucky,” congrats, your luck will continue being in the gutter.

But if you start saying “I’m literally luck’s favorite,” and persist in that story?

The universe will be like “Oh say less” and shift accordingly.

🧠 And let’s talk about your subconscious.

She’s dramatic. She’s literal. She’s a toddler in a princess dress with a glitter wand. She doesn’t know the difference between fact or fiction only what you keep feeding her.

So if you feed her “I’m financially stable” with a side of excitement, confidence, and Pinterest moodboards? She eats that up and goes, “Okay, got it. Let’s make that the default now.”

Personally? I like to treat manifesting like online shopping.

You want that new phone? You don’t say “Ugh I need a phone, my phone sucks, this is hopeless.”

You say “I ordered my new Samsung Galaxy in pink. It’s on the way. Can’t wait to unbox her. Already thinking about what case I’m getting.”

Literally imagine the Amazon order confirmation email in your head.

🎀 And if you need help believing it?

Make a vision board. Download pics of it. Set it as your lock screen. Trick your brain until she says, “Okay wait… we do have this.”

I’ve manifested stuff like this so fast—we’re talking new tech, money, even people chasing me down like I’m Bella Swan in a hallway full of Team Edward boys. Why?

Because I persisted in the new story. I said what I wanted, I looped the thought, and I kept the energy cute, cozy, and convinced.

💸 Real talk I once said “I’m going to get $1000 within 24 hours.” And boom:

$500 cash from a cousin

$500 Visa gift card from my uncle

All because I said it, believed it, and let the universe handle the delivery.

So yeah. This anti-persistence nonsense? Throw it out.

Persistence is not harmful. Repetition is not wrong.

They are the fuel behind the manifestation engine.

The magic isn’t in “doing more” or “obsessing”—it’s in trusting, looping, and feeling like it’s already yours.

🌸 Anyway this has been your late-night chaotic download from yours truly.

Update: Peppermint Patty is back. 😮‍💨 She called at 10 PM and showed up around 10:30, exhausted thank god, so she passed out as soon as she landed in my space. Which is the only reason I have the bandwidth to post this right now and not explode from the inside.

Most of what I post on here is literally voice-to-text from my phone or tablet, because I only use Tumblr on my personal devices and this makes it way easier to talk to y’all like real people.

That’s why some of my long rambles, card reading blurbs, or chaotic goddess downloads feel a little unfiltered because they are. I just clean them up a bit so they make sense, but at the core, it’s me, raw and real and wired on divine downloads and peppermint-flavored stress.

Okay. That’s all.

Catch you on the next post, little chickies. 💕

xxoo

✨Your favorite chaotic manifestor ✨

[zoniteillusion-pyritedreams]

Can you read about mark lee nct love life please? 😭🙏 I know question box is closed, but i hope i have little opportunity that you want to answer my question🙏. I just love the way you put each card and explain it one by one. Thats make you unique among others tarot readers in tumblr.

Of course no problem! Also if you guys do want me to break down the cards more let me know in your ask like this precious person did because like I said I was doing that and then I kind of stopped doing it because people are like it makes it sound like it's AI even though personally I feel like it kind of just helps for people who do not understand Tarot just a little bit cuz when you can go back and look at several different readings were the same card popped up but they're for different things like one might be for romance one might be for personality Etc it kind of gives you an overall Vibe of how you can interpret that card. Mind you I also feel like people forget that everyone interpret the cards differently. Like there's a base understanding of what the hell the card means but then you also have your own interpretation and your personal Vibes / intuition when you're doing the reading that might be like ah yes this is what the card normally means but it's being interpreted in this way for this particular reading or for this particular person. Anyway on to the reading. Also I got a lot to say.

💭✨Tarot Tea on Mark Lee’s Love Life ✨💭

pulled straight from Aphrodite’s gossip circle, broken down with the cards for my tarot girlies and spiritually nosy souls alike.

So you wanna know what’s up with Mark Lee’s love life right now? Buckle up, because the energy in these cards is messy in a lowkey overthinking everything kind of way, sprinkled with “maybe-I-want-it... maybe-I-don’t??” vibes. Let’s break it down card by card, or pair by pair because this isn’t a linear rom-com, it’s more like an indie coming-of-age film where Mark’s the main character wrestling with his emotions at 3AM with a lo-fi playlist on loop.

🌀Judgment Reversed + Six of Swords:

He’s in a transitional phase. Like… trying to move on from past baggage or a situationship that left him second-guessing himself. But instead of facing the music and healing fully (Judgment reversed), he’s kinda just floating forward, pretending he’s fine. Healing-in-progress, but not quite clicking "next chapter" yet.

🏠Four of Wands Reversed + The Hierophant:

Oof. He wants stability, something real, grounded, and traditional (Hierophant), but right now he’s just not in the right headspace to create that harmony. Could be distance, emotional overwhelm, or just not finding the right match that makes him feel like HOME. Commitment is on his mind, but it’s not landing well in reality yet.

🌫️Seven of Cups Reversed + Eight of Pentacles Reversed:

He’s overwhelmed by choices or expectations and probably over it. There may have been illusions or fantasies around love that didn’t pan out, so now he’s choosing to focus less on romance and more on…well, not much. Honestly, work isn’t giving him peace either. He’s drained. Spiritually and creatively burnt out. Zero energy left for anyone else.

👁️High Priestess Reversed + Temperance Reversed + Justice Reversed:

Okay, this combo screams Emotional Imbalance. He’s ignoring his intuition, his internal compass is a little scrambled. There’s avoidance here of deeper truths, of messy feelings, of uncomfortable honesty. Also? There may be some lingering guilt or unfairness from the past (either something done to him or something he feels responsible for) The vibes = off.

📚Page of Pentacles + The Devil Reversed + Page of Swords:

He’s watching 👀. Curious about love, tempted by certain connections, maybe even crushing in silence but holding back. Devil reversed tells us he’s actively avoiding toxicity or co-dependency right now. He wants something healthy, even if he doesn’t quite know what that looks like yet. The two Pages suggest immaturity or a beginning that hasn’t begun.

🪄The Magician Reversed + The Tower Reversed:

There’s fear here. Fear of messing things up, of not being good enough, of everything falling apart again. These two together hint that he might feel like he can’t manifest what he wants right now, or that every time he tries, the Universe hits him with a chaos curveball. So he stays back, stays quiet, and watches.

💖Queen of Cups + The Fool Reversed:

He craves softness, emotional warmth, and someone nurturing (Queen of Cups), but is too scared to leap into the unknown to find it (Fool reversed). There’s hesitation. He wants love but doesn’t trust himself or the timing just yet.

🏃‍♂️Knight of Swords + King of Pentacles + Ten of Pentacles:

Now this is interesting. Deep down? He wants to be someone’s rock. Husband material. Provider energy. A real, stable long-term partner. And when he finds someone who meets his emotional checklist? He’ll move fast (Knight of Swords). But until then, he’s all about long-term vision, not temporary flings.

😴Four of Cups:

Bored. Jaded. Waiting for something that feels right, but rejecting a lot in the meantime. Could have people interested in him but he's not feeling it. Not vibing. Not clicked in. He’s emotionally checked out until something truly meaningful comes along.

💌 OVERVIEW:

Mark’s love life right now is a quiet storm. He’s emotionally tired, dodging chaos, working on healing old stuff, and lowkey romantic even if he doesn’t show it. He wants real love the “settle down and build something” kind but his fear of missteps and emotional overwhelm are keeping him on pause.

He might be crushing in silence or watching from afar, but don’t expect him to make bold love moves unless the connection feels safe, soft, and solid. He’s not here for games.

👁️✨Bonus: The person who gets through to him will need to be intuitive, patient, and emotionally intelligent someone who doesn’t push, but understands.

🧿Disclaimer: This is a tarot reading for entertainment and spiritual insight only! Interpret with softness and fun this is not fact, just intuitive vibes.

My personal bonus thoughts. I'm unsurprised about this I don't know about any of the other spiritual girl leaves but for a while now I feel like there's quite a few NCT members even ones that people would still consider fairly Young genuinely because of how young some of them were when they started out their Idol career. They are so ready to settle down like they're locked in on wanting to find their forever partner their wifey material their husband material there whatever the hell they're into material. Like they're ready to lock in and basically pull a motherfucking Chen on all of our asses.

Now that being said I'm very unsurprised at how this reading panned out for Marky Mark I definitely feel like he has been battling with a lot of things in general. Like him having to juggle being part of several different teams he seems to constantly be working on for etc. I also I did a mini-reading about him for a friend a while ago where he was in some sort of a weird limbo relationship like it wasn't quite a situationship I didn't get there but it also wasn't like at the beginning of a relationship that like awkward getting to know you face it was in some weird in between. That just didn't pan out because the person he was trying to get to know was feeling very neglected because of how busy he was because he didn't have time to really have any energy to even remotely try and talk to them or spend time with them Etc so they basically dipped. Let him know they were like hey really enjoyed whatever the hell this was but like call me when you're serious kind of vibes. I definitely feel like that along with like other situationships you may have been in earlier in his career during his late teens early twenties That's The Vibes that I've gotten from the readings have done him. Have affected him big time.

Like he is so used to always being on and being in K-pop Idol mode that it is a little harder for him to actually stop having that Persona show through when he's meeting people. If it's someone who doesn't know who he is he doesn't know how he's supposed to act if it's someone who does know him then he feels like he has to put on the pursona to some extent. And he's like he doesn't have time to but he's also low-key refusing it feels like to sit there and actually think about and fix what that problem might be in terms of why he feels like he has to keep playing chameleon instead of just being himself especially when he is interested in someone. Because it's definitely giving if I like you I try to be very subtle with the hints but at the same time if that person isn't recuperating like right away if they're not picking up instantly on the fact that that's what he's doing that he's showing his interest and super subtle ways then he likes it down even if technically speaking that person is also interested in him they're just not picking up on him being interested in them. It's giving mixed signals.

Honestly feel bad that he's in that headspace and I also think it doesn't help that I've done another reading about this too him being a little confused on exactly where his careers going to go because contract renewal is coming up soon and there is a high chance and possibility of quite a few 127 and dream members not resigning their contracts or if they do they would only reside for group contracts and we can see how shitty that goes when that happens all you have to do is look at SNSD, F(x), EXO, & Shinee. All of these groups technically speaking have had their groups resign for group contracts but even during that time period the company has not actually done any group activities with them for SNSD I think the only activity they ended up doing was for their anniversary which was what forever one and then I believe that the contracts at the individual member signed for a group contract basically came to an end never got any other comebacks or anything, we are currently going through the BS with EXO & SHINee. Like they have somehow already managed to do a season greetings without telling the two members who did not resign for solo activities about it and they were unaware of the fact that that was happening and that's not even talking about other things it feels like if the members themselves weren't so adamant about coming out with their last album which was also basically a tribute to their past member SM probably would have fumbled that bag too. So him actually being a part of the company he's probably well aware of how hard it is for this company to be able to successfully have groups when they're not in charge of their entire career as a solo artist and as being in the group so he's in limbo when it comes to that because I can guarantee you that the members have most likely already talked a bit about it and he definitely knows which members are closer to departing from the company versus others and how that could affect everything. So just career-wise and stuff he has so much going on yet at the same time he also is out here I can't even really wanting to find the love of his life.

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Hii can i request how is jacob (tbz) when he is in love? Like his love style, etc 😶

💌✨ What’s The Boyz’ Jacob like when he’s in love? Tarot Tea with Aphrodite ☕🕊️

(AKA soft boyfriend energy with a surprising backbone, don’t play with him!)

Okay babes, Aphrodite came through with this one loud and clear and let’s just say... Jacob in love is that slow-burn, deep-feeling, soul-healing, hug-you-with-his-voice type of love that people write acoustic love songs about. 🎶💕

💘 When Jacob’s in love…

He's protective in that Emperor kind of way not controlling, but "I've got you, you're safe here" energy. Think: gentle hand on your back while you walk through a crowd, or offering to carry your emotional baggage without you even needing to ask. He’s solid, reliable, and quietly strong. That "jumped out the deck" Emperor card wasn’t subtle.

But don’t get it twisted just because he’s calm doesn’t mean he doesn’t feel deeply. When he falls? He Falls Hard. The 9 of Swords reversed tells us he’s had his share of emotional nights and likely loves with the full awareness that hearts can break (maybe his has been) That makes him more intentional. He’s not here to waste time or play games. You’ll know it’s real when Jacob opens up because he doesn’t give his heart lightly.

That said, he's also a HEALER-IN-LOVE. When he's with someone, he wants it to feel like home. Safe. Consistent. Full of mutual growth. The Devil reversed and Hierophant say he's someone who wants to grow with you and keep things healthy not toxic. So yes, he’ll give you butterflies, but also remind you to drink water, call your mom, and follow your dreams. 🫶

💞 His love language?

💬 Words of Affirmation + Quality Time + Acts of Service

He NEEDS to hear and say "I’m proud of you", “You did great today,” or “I love you exactly as you are.” Words matter to him. So do shared moments cuddling up in silence, deep convos, coffee shop dates, or just vibing to the same playlist.

Acts of service come in when he starts doing little things without you asking he’s the “I already picked up your favorite snack” boyfriend™.

😮‍💨 Bonus Spicy Insight:

Jacob feels things deeply and he might not always say what’s on his mind right away (that Four of Cups & Hanged Man energy) But he watches. He learns. He tunes into your vibe. And when he feels safe and seen, he opens up emotionally and physically like a slow burn romance novel. Expect soft touches, eye contact that says everything, and kisses that say even more.

💌 Overview: Jacob in love is emotionally steady, quietly passionate, protective, and the kind of boyfriend who remembers how you take your tea and knows when you need a hug without saying a word. His love language is comfort, presence, and pure devotion.

�� Disclaimer: This is a spiritual-based tarot reading for fun and entertainment purposes only! Not meant to be taken as fact or character judgment 💕 I'm also not the biggest fan of having to consistently at these disclaimers but if it means a lot less of me having to delete random ask of people acting as if I sat there and ruined their life because I did a tarot reading on an artist and they don't/ are not their ideal type or fit into what the cards are saying is there ideal type then so be it. But also some people genuinely need to go outside hug a tree and eat dirt because touching grass would not be enough for them.

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How is The boyz Q as a boyfriend? by the way your post are so good I love them ❤️

💕✨ What’s Q (Changmin) of The Boyz like as a boyfriend? Aphrodite Tarot Tea Time ☕💕

(Love language edition — divinely delulu approved)

Okay babe, grab your snacks because Aphrodite just spilled all the boyfriend tea on Q/Changmin and honestly? He might be the softest storm you’ll ever date.

💌 First of all, what's he like as a boyfriend?

Let’s just say: controlled chaos in a cute sweater. Q is the type of boyfriend who will rush in with passion (hello, 8 of Wands jumping out the deck like it was dying to make an entrance) but that energy doesn’t mean he’s impulsive with his heart. He’s surprisingly grounded underneath the excitable charm someone who takes love seriously.

He’s a natural romantic but (and it’s a soft but) he’s got layers. There are moments when he might get in his head, overthink if he’s “enough,” or retreat a little emotionally when he’s overwhelmed. He tries to play it cool, but he’s sensitive to your moods if something feels off, he feels it tenfold.

He wants someone who makes him feel safe, admired, and seen. And in return? He will hype you like you're his personal muse, his whole phone gallery, and his lock screen forever. Expect forehead kisses, deep convos at 2AM, random "thinking about you" texts, and full boyfriend energy even when you’re just chilling in sweatpants. He wants to be your best friend and your softest place to land.

💘 His Love Language?

👑 Words of Affirmation & Acts of Service with a sprinkle of Quality Time.

He wants to hear that you love and appreciate him and he’ll be the first to remind you how proud he is of you. He’s also the type to do things for you, like remembering what drink you like, fixing something without you asking, or learning to cook your favorite dish (even if it’s chaos in the kitchen) And if he’s in love with you? He’s Spending Time Period. His time is his love.

🌪️ Spicy side note:

Behind that innocent boyish charm is someone with some depth and desire. He wants a connection that feels like soulmates, where even the silences feel full. But don't be surprised if he sometimes needs space to emotionally recalibrate — he’s not emotionally distant, he’s just sensitive as hell. Be patient with his heart and he’ll give you a love that’s steady, goofy, and deeply loyal.

✨ Overview: Q as a boyfriend = emotionally intuitive golden retriever boyfriend energy, fiercely loyal, lowkey soft dom in love, and will do everything to make you feel safe and adored.

🧿 Disclaimer: This is a spiritual interpretation for entertainment and fun based on a tarot reading not a factual personality profile. Please don’t take it as absolute truth 💋

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Hello, can you do who is MTL to be jealous and/or possessive of their partner while in a relationship from Twice? Thank you.

✨💌 Tarot Tea Time: Which TWICE member is most to least likely to be possessive or jealous in a relationship? ✨

(Pulled with love, interpretive fun ahead. Reminder: everyone’s human, and jealousy sometimes just means they care 💅)

👑 Most likely to be just a little (or a lot) possessive/jealous:

1. Sana – Seven of Cups Reversed

Sana knows what she wants and when she wants you, she means it. The idea of you being flirty or indecisive? Absolutely not. She's not into playing guessing games and might get spicy if she senses you're not locked in emotionally or mentally.

2. Jeongyeon – Temperance Reversed

When things feel off-balance, Jeongyeon can slide into her feelings fast. She might try to act chill, but jealousy sneaks up when she feels someone’s pulling you away or disrespecting the bond she’s building.

3. Chaeyoung – The High Priestess Reversed

Her intuition? Crazy strong. But that also means she sometimes feels things that aren’t actually there. She can get in her own head and spiral a little, especially if you're not being transparent. She might not say it, but she definitely notices.

4. Nayeon – Nine of Cups Reversed

Nayeon wants emotional security, but if she starts feeling underappreciated, she might question why she’s not the center of your universe. She gives a lot and expects the same in return. Attention is love language #1.

5. Dahyun – Eight of Pentacles Reversed

Dahyun tries to play it cool, but if she feels like she's putting in effort and it’s not being matched? That’s when the little green monster creeps in. She values mutual dedication and if it's not mutual, she’s going to notice.

6. Momo – Four of Cups

Momo tends to withdraw rather than act out. If she feels jealous, she may not voice it but she’ll go quiet or act detached. It’s her way of trying to protect her heart, but don’t be fooled, the feels are there.

7. Jihyo – Ten of Pentacles

Jihyo’s focused on building something real. She’s more about long-term stability than petty jealousy. Unless you give her a real reason to question the foundation, she’s staying grounded and secure.

8. Mina – Three of Pentacles

Mina's mature and prefers to approach love as a team effort. She values mutual respect and won’t get possessive unless boundaries are seriously crossed. She gives trust until there’s a reason not to.

9. Tzuyu – Five of Wands

Tzuyu? Surprisingly chill here. She doesn’t want drama and hates conflict. If she feels jealous, she’ll probably just internalize it, reflect, and calmly assess if it's worth worrying about. She’s not the type to cling she values independence in love.

✨ Disclaimer: This is a fun, interpretive tarot reading based on energy pulled for entertainment. It doesn’t reflect their actual personalities or relationships! Everyone has the capacity for a lil' jealous moment even queens. 💕

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Hope you're doing fine and are well rested and not being bothered unnecessarily...

Could you do a reading on what Jung Wooyoung from Ateez's true personality is like ?

Coz he's quite an enigma ... like he is funny and kind and stuff but I also get there's like a hidden side of him not many know ... and I wonder whether he's always jolly and bubbly to strangers as well or just to those he's close with ...

✨🔮 Wooyoung from ATEEZ — What’s really under the spotlight? 🔮✨

a peek behind the performance mask the real him, raw and unfiltered (with a little divine help from Aphrodite herself, ofc)

Okay, let’s get into it. Wooyoung’s idol image is all charm, chaos, and flirt energy and that’s definitely a part of him, but baby... the full picture is so much deeper. Underneath the cheeky grins and confident stage presence? We’ve got layers. Like cake-tier layers.

💔 First off, he’s been through some stuff.

There’s a wound there a heartbreak or a past emotional betrayal that still lingers. It shaped him. Made him a bit sharper, a bit more guarded. He might act like he’s always okay, but that’s armor, not truth.

💡 Emotionally, he’s actually pretty tender.

Think soft boy who doesn’t always know what to do with those big feelings. He wants to show up for people be generous, be thoughtful — but sometimes he doubts if people will do the same for him. There’s a quiet fear of being left out or left behind.

🔮 He doesn’t trust easily.

He’s intuitive (probably picks up on shady vibes FAST) but he’s also quick to doubt himself. That makes him hesitate overthink, pull away, or try to stay two steps ahead emotionally so he doesn’t get caught off guard.

🌀 There’s a wild streak in him, but it’s a controlled chaos.

He wants to leap into new experiences, be spontaneous, Live but at the same time, there’s this underlying tug of “what if it all goes wrong?” He dreams big, but he doesn’t always believe he can make those dreams happen without hitting some kind of wall first.

🫀 When it comes to love, connection, or even close friendship he craves it, but it’s complicated.

He might distance himself when things get too deep or when emotions feel overwhelming. There’s a fear of vulnerability getting turned against him. Still, he longs for that soul-deep connection — even if he doesn’t always know how to let himself have it.

👑 At his core? He’s a fighter.

A little dramatic? Maybe. Loyal? Absolutely. Flawed? Duh, he’s human. But real? Oh, so real. You just have to earn your way past the firewalls.

✨ Overview: Wooyoung is a soft-hearted storm part performer, part philosopher, part chaotic gremlin. He’s deep, emotional, intuitive, and stronger than he thinks. The idol image? Just the surface shimmer. The real boy behind it? A masterpiece of contradictions, longing, and love.

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Okay so two things well more than two things but two things. One Peppermint Patty the relative of thing with me decided to go and meet up with a couple of her friends yesterday and then decide to spend the night with them. Because of this I was able to actually do shit that I needed to get done around my house. And since there has been no call or anything back from her yet I'm praying hoping fingers crossed she's staying with them for the entire weekend you know do 4th of July and shit with them cuz I don't really celebrate that so fingers crossed.

That being said I have like seven asks currently in my inbox that I am hoping to bang out today I hope to get all of them done but if not then I hope to get four or five of them done.

I'm not going to vent too much but I truly hope that peppermint Patty has so much fun with her friends and that they want her to stay so that the next time I do hear from her it's her coming over to get her shit and leave. Like I enjoy helping out people I don't mind having family over it's just not when I wasn't planning on any of this and it was just kind of thrown on me and then it doesn't help that she's consistently talking to other people and her friends from down in Mountain Country about how she might stay here for the entire summer and it's like you did not have this conversation with me and then you kind of guilt trip me a little bit when we do start sort of kind of talking about what the hell you're going to do while you're up here. Also it's been on and off with being way too goddamn hot in New York for you to keep staying with me and then complaining about how hot it is or how you don't like the food that I make or I cook excetera and it's like you're not paying for any of this shit I'm having to chill out extra money to buy food and products that I don't normally eat so that you have something to eat and then I'm also being nice enough to make it for you you're not offering to cook anything for yourself so please For the Love of All Things that is my sanity be grateful and shut the fuck up.

Speaking of something to be grateful for I actually got my first ask about this group Xlov and honestly I definitely can't wait to do that but I'm trying to do these all in order so this is like near the end. But like I I'm absolutely in love with this group currently and they actually made me change what the theme for next month for this blog was going to be because like I said I had what my different themes were going to be planned out up until September but like it's going to be a different one next month then what I actually had planned for August and I'm not even upset. Also yes for anyone who was wondering this group is also another one of those groups that aphrodite has basically sat there and confirmed that she herself is a little obsessed with and she definitely has blessed quite a few of these members like they're her children and you can tell.

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🎬 A24 Studios Presents

“Bloodline // 월광의 계시 (Moonlight’s Revelation)”

An Enhypen x &TEAM Supernatural Fantasy

“The blood in your veins sings of war… but your soul, it hums of peace. That’s why they fear you.”

🌕 Plot Tease:

In a world still smoldering from centuries of bloodshed between werewolves and vampires, a girl named "Alexis Kaito" lives a quiet, gray-toned life in rural Nagano—unaware that her blood carries a secret capable of ending an ancient feud. She is the product of an impossible lineage a hidden hybrid born from love between rival clans and her existence is the key to everything.

But peace is dangerous.

The Elder Vampires, desperate to preserve their power and walk beneath the sun again, send seven of their most trusted and lethal lieutenants—ENHYPEN—to retrieve her. To Alexis, they promise answers, royalty, belonging. In truth, they seek sacrifice.

&TEAM, sons of rebellion and silver-blooded war orphans, race against time to reach her first. They've seen what could come if she chooses mercy instead of vengeance. They’ve dreamed of a world lit by moonlight, not consumed by it.

🎭 Vibes:

- Cinematic minimalism, rich in shadowplay and whispers.

- A cursed piano motif that grows distorted every time Alexis nears the truth.

- Velvet coats, obsidian rings, wolf eyes glowing gold in neon light.

- Found family, betrayal, enemies to something more.

- Fireflies in the forest at midnight. Kisses like confessions. Blood like prophecy.

🩸 Taglines:

“She was never meant to exist. But she will decide who survives.”

“Not all monsters want war. Some just want to be warm.”

✨Coming Winter 2027

A heartbreak gothic fantasy. A reckoning dressed in velvet. Choose your blood.

I just realized that I've had this just sitting my drafts. Ignore the photos / gifs being used. I hadn't picked any out or did any editing which is what I had planned on doing for this post like I did for the last two. But yeah this is like another idea that I had in my head I had watched I forgot what I was watching but it was some kind of like Supernatural back in the day royalty C drama. & thought omo &team & En- if they ever did like a movie or a long ass trailer for like a collaboratory CD or some shit like that they should totally end up doing something with this kind of vibration. Honestly at this point in time I have no clue what the fuck their storylines are because honestly I can't tell what is supposed to be part of the storyline and what is just random one off music videos the way that they do it is very different from the way that BTS used to do it and very different from the way that txt does it where it's like I know what's supposed to be part of the storyline and what is it so I just has not kept up with it I just enjoy the music videos and pretend like that shit doesn't exist anymore.

But I have this thought in my head so I decided why not put it into some form of words and then I was going to post it up after I did some editing but like that never happened. Also figures crossed that Peppermint Patty leaves as soon as their appointment is over apparently there ID expires next month so they're going to get a real ID and their appointment is on the 8th they were only planning on staying for the rest of the summer which mind do they do not tell us about until like recently same meaning me and my aunt since she's the one helping me out with them staying at my place and her doing runs for me like to get necessities and food and stuff. But we're going to try and convince them to just let us mail them the ID when it comes cuz they have to get it sent to my apartment or my aunt's because they don't have a New York or residency anyway like I said it's complicated they moved with their step kid and step grandchildren out in mountainous state but didn't want to transfer anything over there because they're not planning on living there the whole time they're just living there until the youngest one who's like one or two years away from being school-aged and then they want to move back up to New York but yeah they could just get another train ticket and take the 24-hour train back home and we will mail them we will pay to mail them their ID but if he can't stay the whole summer I would fucking die if that happens.

[zoniteillusion-pyritedreams]

Hi, when you have time, can I request a green flag and red flag reading for Mina from Twice? Thank you so much for taking the time out of your day to do these type of readings.

💚 Mina’s Top 3 Green Flags:

1. She’s emotionally present even when she’s quiet.

She may not say much, but she feels everything. Mina’s the kind of partner who notices the little things—your mood shifts, your love languages, your need for space or affection. Intuitive af.

2. She’s fair, balanced, and mature.

She’ll hold herself accountable and expect you to do the same. No manipulative games, just “let’s handle this like adults and then go cuddle after.” Honestly, wife material behavior.

3. She brings light into dark rooms.

There's this calm sunbeam energy she gives off. She may not be loud, but she radiates comfort and clarity. When Mina’s in your life, things just feel… safer, softer, realer.

❤️ Mina’s Top 3 Red Flags:

1. She will shut down emotionally if she’s overwhelmed.

If you push her too far, she retreats. Not in a dramatic way more like a soft ghosting where she just emotionally zips herself into a cocoon and watches the world from a distance.

2. Secretive tendencies? Just a little.

She keeps her cards close to her chest. There might be moments where you wonder what she’s really thinking. It’s not that she’s hiding something bad, she just doesn’t share easily.

3. She can hold on to things a bit too tightly.

Whether it’s emotions, past experiences, or grudges, she’s not always quick to let go. She’s loyal to a fault, but sometimes that means she clings even when it hurts.

✨ Disclaimer:

Everyone has red and green flags, even your faves. This is all based on energy and vibes (via tarot), not actual fact. Take it as a fun, spicy lil personality glimpse, not gospel 😘

[zoniteillusion-pyritedreams]

hi bae, anton from riize general reading, please? thank youu💖💖

💌✨ Anton (RIIZE) Energy Check-In — Divine Download from the Goddesses & the Universe ✨💌

Right now, Anton is in the middle of a "you’re growing, babe, but it’s gonna be uncomfortable" era. Think emotional whiplash meets creative overdrive. On the outside? He’s moving, showing up, keeping things pushing. On the inside? He’s mentally pacing back and forth at 3 a.m. with a playlist that swings from sad lo-fi to motivational bangers.

💭 Mentally/Emotionally:

There’s a feeling like he’s trying to outgrow something from his past, but it’s clinging like glitter in a carpet. He’s carrying emotional bags that aren’t entirely his, overthinking conversations, second-guessing his instincts, and maybe even playing defense before anyone’s attacked. There’s a bit of “I don’t know who to trust fully” in the air.

🔥 Physically/Career-Wise:

His energy is like a slow-burn engine, there’s motivation, inspiration, but also burnout lurking in the corner. He might be frustrated at the pace of things or the structure around him (Cough management vibes) He’s itching for more freedom, more say, more space to be Anton instead of just “the image.” He wants to go full throttle, but the brakes are sticky.

🛡️ Spiritually:

The universe is like: “You’re in training for something big, don’t rush the bloom.” It’s asking him to step back, reassess who he wants to be vs. what others expect. He’s learning to listen to himself deeper, not just move for the sake of momentum. This season is all about fortifying the spirit—he’s building armor, but the goal is not to become stone.

🦋 Final Vibe:

Anton’s not lost, he’s becoming. He’s in the thick of a transformation that’s low-key messy but mega important. Once he breaks free from these mental loops and shaky structures? Baby, it’s glow-up season. But for now, we let him cocoon, sharpen the sword, and fight gently for himself.

My family member we're going to use the nickname Patty because when they were a kid their nickname was Peppermint Patty based off of the character from Charlie Brown / the peanut gallery. But they decided to go hang out with a couple of their friends for a few hours so I'm going to try and schedule a few readings do a couple of readings get them knocked out if I can

It has honestly been so stressful having them here already one I don't know if any of y'all live in the state of New York but it is tourist season and we're going through a motherfucking Heatwave it has been in like the low '90s for the past like 3 days already and the building that I live in does have like a heat Warren like all of us have our own little fuse boxes so if everyone is using too much or if you start using too much energy that you can't use it will automatically just turn off and then you can turn it back on but it will keep turning off every time you search the energy in your apartment too much so there's only so many fans or so high you can have your AC on to be cool in the first place so it's still hotter than Satan's left nut sack.

On top of that Miss Peppermint Patty is such a fucking picky eater and Loki kind of gross. Like even though I have plans on moving soon fingers crossed trying to manifest moving into the place I really want to move in and as soon as possible. And it's going to have way more room than the place I live in now cuz it's like a four bedroom I'm not having anyone fucking staying over my place. I'm sorry if you are not my young nieces and nephews and or younger cousins you cannot stay over my place. If you were not a child or a teenager you cannot stay over my place because they listen adults especially when they're older than you even though they're in your house eating your food they are stubborn little motherfuckers who don't like to listen and it's like damn bitch you're not paying me but at the same time I'm not trying to have issues while you're here but best believe this is not happening again.

[zoniteillusion-pyritedreams]

Hey , hello and thanks for opening the ask box ( I'm respectfully asking, please don't take offense ) do you, or would you be willing to do future spouse readings for kpop idols ?

Yes. But their is a mini catch. One I would only be able to do one at a time I think I've had maybe one or two people ask me this question but then go send me it in for the whole group like that is a thorough reading and it's really hard to do it for like several to eight people. And two I need people to understand that again this is something that can change this is not like Written in the Stars cuz this is not astrology this is tarot it is a possible outcome of what their future self might be like also high possibility that 90% of the stuff I'm going to talk about would be personality wise and Vibes rather than physical appearance mainly because I have seen a handful of people do things like that and then I've watched people lose their shit in the comment section or it's worse if it's done on the clock app I've watched a few videos of astrology girlies and Tarot curlies doing readings about like possible next partner for these idols and then watching people lose their shit in the comments or the stitches and talking about how they were going to change their entire personalities and physical appearances. Baby it's okay you do not need to do that. First things first take a chill pill calm down go outside you're being a little too delusional so I can think second if you're going to be delusional be the right kind of delusional instead of sitting there and trying to change yourself just sit there and think about the fact that you know what you can have that person too because at the end of the day they are just the person and you can quite literally manifest meeting people all of the damn time you do it subconsciously anyway. Like if you want to go wild and manifest yourself meeting your favorite K-pop Idol and having the possibility of dating do that but don't do it while changing yourself that's weird. If you Vibe you Vibe if you don't it's okay you can move on we have crushes all of the time they don't always turn into anything and they don't always work out.

It's basically the same Vibes as the ship readings I would do because I had a few of those people I did so and so date this person and then I stopped doing them because I had a few people sitting there and popping into the ass box or sitting there and dming me telling me that that's not true or can't be possible cuz how could multiple people from the same group or different groups have a crush on someone and it's like baby first of all this is happening at different points in time. I didn't say that they were crushing on this person at the same time and second of all yeah it does actually make sense especially when I'm being asked about some of the most popular or most beautiful / handsome artists in the industry like I don't know how to explain it to some people but like yes Idols crush on each other all the time again they're people. If someone is considered to be stupidly attractive by the general public and everyone thinks that that's like the most beautiful or one of the top beautiful female artists then best believe so do the male artist they also think that that person is absolutely gorgeous and vice versa if it's a dude it's the same shit. Like Jeonghan & Tzuyu I hate to break it to you but like yes multiple male and female artists have found both of them very attractive and have had crushes on them. Hell I've been curious a few times after seeing their interactions with certain people and done readings for the hell of it and it was like yeah that other person 100% has a crush on them and most of the time these two specifically won't necessarily have a crush on those people back but they find them interesting. Like I'll give you guys a little tidbit but Jeonghan a genuinely enjoys and likes the fact that so many people like him. He genuinely finds the way that people act around him interesting depending on if they like him or not a cave they have a cross on him or don't. Matter of fact he likes to make it into a bit of a little game being the playful and mischievous man that he is like he will never play games with someone's emotions but he does like playing games in terms of if someone does not like him or they don't find him attractive he likes to figure out a way to make them like him it's just one of those things where it's like so many people like him that it's weird when someone doesn't matter fact he kind of likes the challenge. While with Tzuyu she doesn't care as much but she does find it fascinating if she finds out that someone likes her it automatically Peaks her interest just a little bit because she wants to know what do they like about her what do they see in her that makes them want to like get to know her and possibly date her. Also because she's a bit more reserved and a bit more closed off in general. She will always find herself slightly more attracted to people who are more open or more outgoing but she also can fall victim to a pretty face like if someone's a good looking dude she's going to think he's a good looking dude but she's most likely not going to make a move based off of that alone. But if they're more outgoing and outspoken since we're already using twice and 17 as examples so if you're talking about someone maybe like a Hoshi who is an introvert last time I checked we have the same personality type infp but like myself he's a people person so he still outgoing even though he's an introvert she would find that interesting and probably attractive enough that she might actually end up having a crush on someone like that because she would find it so fascinating that someone can be that outgoing and enjoy people like that will also still be introverted like herself who likes spending time alone Etc who might be a little closed off like she is. That's what gets to her.

Anyway I feel like a bit on a bit of a tangent here to answer this question with could have just been answered with a little bit of a simple yes with conditions. But I also feel like I kind of had to because again I feel like I don't sit there and explain things like this or have disclaimers at least for the first couple of readings like this when I end up doing them people get a little weird they get a little feral. Or upset and it's like I get it I think everyone has gone through a phase where your parasocial relationships are pretty damn bad normally. I don't think I ever went through one but like I said before story time before a different post I had a friend whose dad worked in the industry so I got to meet a couple of celebrities specifically Justin Bieber and you're like the height of his fucking career, halsey, Cody Simpson and like two other people that I had the honor of being able to like interact with a handful of times as a teenager that really made me sit there and go oh these are just normal ass fucking people with really cool jobs and honestly most of them are just slightly above average looking in my opinion even with K-pop Idols I find a lot of them to be very attractive but again they're like slightly above average looking and most of us because they have money I don't think people understand you're not ugly you're just broke most of the time like you can be an attractive ass person and not be a celebrity but the difference between being attractive while being a normal average Joe Versus attractive while being a celebrity. Is having the money to spend on a shit ton of things like a dermatologist that you can see once a week being able to get professionally done facials and massages to help with your skin and your blood circulation and your body. Like yeah if you have the money to spend all and all that you too will look gorgeous like 90% of the time.

[zoniteillusion-pyritedreams]

Not a question, I just wanted to say I love your writing style. Colorful, flowery, cheeky (in a playful, fun way), unapologetic and quite different from other readers. I look forward to reading your posts and takes on other people and life in general. It brightens my day.

Ok, I said my piece. I'm back to lurking. (You don't have to answer this by the way. I just wanted to let you know.)

🌷✨Hey sweetpea~ First of all… thank you. Like truly, deeply, cosmically, thank you. Your message made me feel like a sparkly Lisa Frank sticker was placed directly on my heart.💖💌

I say this all the time (or at least mutter it dramatically while twirling in my kitchen), but I really do read the way I talk and I talk like a girl who learned English from binge-watching ‘90s/early 2000s romcoms, Disney Channel, and whatever bootleg American teen shows was buffering in 144p on LimeWire & YouTube.

So yes, there is a little Elle Woods in my delivery. A sprinkle of Clueless. A touch of Lizzie McGuire’s awkward optimism. And maybe a dash of Jackie Chan yelling in Rush Hour when the cards get too wild. That’s just me, darling — raised on pink glitter, fast edits, and emotionally chaotic main characters with a dream.

🌸 I think of my blog like a living room during a sleepover where everyone’s wearing fuzzy socks, drinking something warm or bubbly, and gossiping with the spirits. Some readers give CNN News Tarot™ and that’s great. I’m more like MTV After School Special ft. glitter and emotional revelations.

And yeah, I’m definitely less filtered here because… why would I tone myself down in a space I made for me? In real life, people say I’m “too much” and honestly? Good. I’d rather be too much than not enough. And in my spiritual practice? Baby, we go full Delulu Fairy Godmother mode dramatic monologues, musical numbers, glitter smoke and all.

✨Alsooo I’ll never get tired of saying it — but K-pop idols are just people. Hot, talented, sometimes suspiciously ethereal people, sure… but still! People!! I will always add my own commentary and opinions to humanize them. I’ve met celebs before (storytime another day, promise) and nothing resets the vibe like realizing that yes, they too get awkward, messy, weird, tired, and occasionally crusty. Stars they’re just like us!

So thank you again, lovebug 🐞💫 I may not reply to every sweet message, but I see them, I feel them, and they keep me going. You guys are the magical glitter glue holding this chaotic tarot circus together, and I am so grateful for you.

Hugs, sparkles, and a thousand imaginary friendship bracelets.

🌙💗✨Your local dreamy, messy, metaphysical sparkly bestie, Laniy!

[zoniteillusion-pyritedreams]

Hello and good day greetings to you !! Hoping that you are in good spirits now , having the strength to go about your work and passions ... Also rooting for all the plans and aspirations ( to move anywhere be it your dream place and all that you want to achieve ! ) that you have to succeed 👏 !

Can you do a reading on the issues involving Ju Hanknyeon ( of the Boyz, it's being said that he was involved in illegal activities but he has denied it ) and how things are going to be for him going forward ? I'm honestly sad for him ... 😞 😔 😢 😪 😕 💔 ...

Thank you for spending your precious time and energy to do this dear 💕 💖 ✨️ ❤️ 💗 💓 ...

( the family member that's staying with me decide to go out with their friend for like the next 2 hours so I'm going to try and get at least two readings done. And post them up today fingers crossed they do this more often and I can get quite a few readings done throughout the rest of their stay here. Also this was something I wanted to talk about because when it first happened I questioned everything that came out for two reasons one something just didn't add up and two I don't trust their company. The current company that they're signed to has already done a few things that kind of raises eyebrows but I've also done a reading on this company and they might not be as trustworthy as people thought they would be compared to their ex company mind you I'm not a huge fan of this group I am casual listener and even that is a huge stretch I think I listen to them when they first debuted I really like their debut song and the first mini album that they came out with then I kind of forgot about them then they came out with a handful more songs that I liked than they were on Kingdom and I checked them out again and I like their shit again and then I kind of forgot about them again and then occasionally the boys just pop up in my recommended and all like wash their stuff so they're one of those groups where it's like an on again off again I'll listen to them I like their stuff I'll add them to a Spotify playlist here and there. But there is no like bias-ness when it comes to this group.)

💭 Current Vibe:

This man is in his "I’m standing on business" era but he’s doing it with a bruised heart. The energy right now feels like emotional whiplash meets public firestorm he’s trying to stay emotionally composed (Queen of Cups) while also battling both personal and public betrayal (Five of Swords + Three of Swords). He feels like he’s been thrown to the wolves, and instead of panicking, he’s trying to sharpen his claws and fight smart.

🗣️ Mentally/Emotionally:

He’s exhausted, y’all. There’s this mental loop of “Why me?” and “This is unfair,” but also a cold switch into “Fine, let’s go then.” (Queen of Swords + Seven of Wands) defensive, calculating, and ready to go toe-to-toe if he needs to. He’s not giving up without a damn fight.

🌍 Public + Career-wise (The World):

This could genuinely be a turning point, not just in his career, but in how he shows up in the public eye. The World suggests a chapter is closing, and he’s being forced to evolve. Whether or not his group life continues, he’s going to make a name for himself somehow especially if he decides to pivot. Think solo rebrand? Public redemption arc? Lawsuit win moment? It’s not out of the picture.

💔 Three of Swords Energy:

Emotionally, he’s heartbroken not just from the accusation itself, but from the betrayal either by the system, the company, or people he trusted. There’s a big “I didn’t think they’d do me like this” mood here.

🛡️ What’s next (Seven of Wands):

He’s digging his heels in. Expect more pushback, more public statements, and potentially legal action if things escalate. He’s not backing down unless he’s forced to and even then, he’ll make it known that he’s going out swinging.

🌟 Overview of Hanknyeon’s Reading:

He’s emotionally shook but mentally sharp.

He feels betrayed and is ready to defend his name.

This could be a turning point in his public life whether that’s vindication or reinvention depends on how things unfold.

He’s not hiding or crumbling he’s preparing for battle.

Disclaimer: This reading is for entertainment and spiritual insight purposes only. Real-life legal and business outcomes are up to the universe (and lawyers). Be kind, stay curious, and remember there's always more than meets the eye 🖤✨

A little bit more of my two sons is people aren't looking at how Shady the timing is of this happening to him. For those who might be unaware this company had actually came under Fire like two or three days before the news came out about him because of allegedly having more than one even though people keep talking about the one worker who was actually caught allegedly paying for pr*stitution that they had to immediately fire. But from what I've seen there has apparently been a couple of Articles where there was actually like two or three employees at this company that was allegedly caught for allegedly stealing funds from the company to pay for pr*stitution.

On top of that there really was no evidence for people who are unaware this all started because of photos and videos that were sold by an alleged stalker fan of his and his group. To a tabloid site that then posted the videos and the photos online. I believe the woman who he is talking to and seen with used to work in the adult industry she was an AV star or is an active AV star AKA she makes p*rn for a living or used to. And most of us at this point in time if you've been a K-pop fan or you also happen to be some form of Asian mixed especially you know how they feel about women who are in the adult entertainment industry they literally assume that all of these women are selling their bodies for fuck sake there have been rumors for years of female Idols doing the same shit. So of course people jump to conclusions that the only reason he will seem talking to this woman even though the photos were group photos it was him with other people and her and then the two of them just like wood off together they were talking etc. Is that he was clearly paying her to sleep with him. Which is insane to think about instead of people just assuming that the two of them are friends or worst case scenario in case of this stalker fan who was apparently following them around taking the pictures and videos he might have just been fucking dating her or they were friends with benefits but clearly they knew each other. On top of that the woman has came out and made a statement stating that she did not get paid to sleep with him and that didn't happen.

Not to mention when he defended himself and then called out the company stating that they pulled a cube basically like they did when it came out that Dawn was dating that woman whose name we shall not say anymore but it starts with an H but when that had came out they also learned about their contracts being terminated via social media and new sites. And he claims that's what happened with him too he didn't actually talk to the company they didn't tell him that they were terminating his contract they just asked him to pay money because these photos and videos damage to the group's reputation. They even basically admit to the fact that they have no evidence that the rumors that they are basically claiming or true that he paid for time or even true. They're literally telling him that it's in his contract that he cannot ruin the image of the group and he damaged the group's image by being seen with this person would you my opinion is bullshit because again why are you not protecting him because this was photos and videos taken by a stalker but we'll see what happens I feel like because of how pentos down he is but also like I said the information about what was happening at the company already and the fact that that's been completely wiped or people are barely talking about it cuz now they're so focused on him is very telling. It's giving cover-up story because the company doesn't want to sit there and have people know that they're such a shitty company that they have people literally stealing money from them and using that money to pay for illegal services so instead they're throwing their newly acquired artists under the bus instead of sitting there and trying to protect him.

[zoniteillusion-pyritedreams]

🗯️✨ MIA ANNOUNCEMENT (aka why I’m vanishing for the next 4 weeks) ✨🗯️

Okay y’all… so here's the deal.

I thought I was going to be hosting a certain family member for two weeks max.

Now apparently it's a full month.

A full. Four. Fucking. Weeks.

No warning. No communication. Just, “Oh btw I’m staying longer :)”

I want to scream.

So here’s your official update:

I’m going MIA for the next month, and I will not be able to get to tarot readings right now. I had about 10 asks sitting in my inbox when I reopened them and I genuinely thought I’d be free to do them this week. But now? Ha. HA.

🚨 Communication PSA:

If you're an adult, communicate.

If you're a teen, PLEASE start learning how to communicate.

Don't trap people into obligations they didn’t agree to. It’s giving emotionally manipulative. It’s giving, “you’re the family black sheep so we feel entitled to your time.”

🎐 Why I'm losing it:

My poor baby (my CAT) had to be put in a pet hotel for an entire month because said guest is allergic. I haven’t even had to do long-distance with a human boyfriend, but now I’m doing it with my literal child??

I work from home and don’t know this person well. I’m not leaving them in my home alone while I go work. So my options are either suffer silently or dissociate aggressively.

And yes, this is 100% happening because I’m the introvert/black sheep INFP in a family full of loud extroverts who don’t understand boundaries unless they’re being trampled. Aunt Kay (my fellow introvert) gets it. The rest of them? Absolutely not.

🎭 Plot twist:

The only time they even invite me to family events is for funerals or milestone guilt-trap barbecues, like this upcoming “memorial gathering” for a cousin I literally didn’t know like that. They only invited me so there’d be a reason for the guest to stay at my place.

I have become a glorified Airbnb.

With spiritual decor they think is demonic.

🎱 BONUS BULLSH*T:

This guest is mega religious—like Christian-evangelical-core.

I had to explain why there’s a Buddha statue, crystal ball, and crystal altar in my living room like I was being interrogated by the Pope.

I’m pretty sure if I even touched a tarot card in front of them they'd try to baptize me in the sink.

So yeah. Tarot readings are officially OFF the table while they’re here. I physically cannot do it without an attempted exorcism.

🪄 BUT here’s what I can do:

I’ll still try to post occasional updates and vibe-checks here and in the Dreamweavers community. I’m also planning on doing some manifestation challenge drops and sharing techniques that coaches like to slap a $300 price tag on (even though it’s literally stuff you can do for free with a little guidance and delulu juice).

Also lowkey—I’m using this time to manifest my own shit in peace:

My future dream apartment

A career upgrade

Possibly… some suspiciously karmic idol connections I’ll tell you about after the universe drops the tea 😉

If my guest decides to leave the house at any point (which I am PRAYING for), I might sneak in a reading or two then. Otherwise, sit tight with me until July, okay?

💔 Thanks for understanding

💅🏽 Stay soft and unbothered

💋 Until then,

- Laniy

( also the only reason why I am doing this and letting this happen is because they are as much a victim in the situation as I am. They were told accommodations were made for them and that the person they were staying with was well aware of all of this. I was not and there's literally no one else for them to say with and I would feel really bad because this is technically one of the older family members this is someone who turns like 58 this year so I don't want to sit there and kick a 50 something year old out who mind you they paid to bring up here because this family member that pass was really close with them. And it could have been worse my Aunt Kay somehow got conned into having to have my cousin his wife who just had a baby via C session 2 weeks ago they're 2 week old baby and they're 1 year old having to stay with her for the next 3 weeks. I swear to God this is why I always say that family is by choice not blood because it was up to the people I was blood related to they would probably just only use me as a glorified Airbnb 99.99% of the time.)

[zoniteillusion-pyritedreams]

APHRODITE MASTERLIST

Aphrodite diaries entry's:

Entry 1 - Love spell #1

[zoniteillusion-pyritedreams]

💗✨ Aphrodite’s Altar Diaries: Love Spell 001 – Call It In, Honey ✨💗

subtitle: a soft + spicy ritual to open the door, not force it shut

Hey babes,

This is my first entry in what I’m calling my Aphrodite’s Altar Diaries, a digital spellbook-slash-love-letter to those of you walking with Her, calling in connection, or just curious about a little divine romance. 🌹

Recently, I did a love spell—both for myself and for a friend.

You can totally use this for a specific person (yes, your SP, whether it’s your crush, your ex, your favorite idol, your local barista) or to just call in love in general. You’re not forcing anything this isn’t a puppet spell. It’s more like opening a window and saying, “Hey universe, I’m ready to meet this person. Let us vibe and see where it leads.”

If it’s not meant to work out, it won’t, but now you’ll know rather than wonder.

Aphrodite’s magic is soft and clear like that. She opens the door but doesn’t push anyone through it.

💕 What You’ll Need (and Why)

This is a burning bowl-style spell, and you probably already have most of the ingredients in your kitchen.

🕯️ You’ll need:

A fire-safe bowl or mini cauldron

A charcoal tab (or just burn it outside if needed!)

A cute cup or bowl for mixing (mine’s a Hello Kitty blind bag find—Aphrodite loves cute shit)

A teaspoon or something small to mix with💗

🌿 The herbs & flowers (use what you have don’t stress):

Jasmine flowers – opens the heart chakra and draws in love

Bay leaves – for manifestation and connection

Rosemary – forgotten love herb! Passion + loyalty + clarity

Lavender buds – soothing, calming, brings ease into love

Rose petals – obviously, Queen Aphrodite’s favorite

Lemon balm – calming + sweet energy (burn-only, don’t ingest random ones off Amazon)

Peppermint – love + healing (calling in the healed version of someone is key!)

Thyme – purification + healing + courage

Dill – love, lust, spice. Because you don’t want lukewarm affection

Mugwort – psychic clarity + enchantment

Black pepper – adds kick + speed to spells

Cinnamon – attraction + power + sweetness ( also speeds up the spell)

Coriander seeds – for longevity, connection, and emotional openness

Fennel seeds – protection + clarity

💡 Pro tip from my kitchen witch aunt (a green witch through and through):

Cook with intention. Even tea can be a spell if you brew it with a purpose.

🩷 Optional (But Powerful): Personal Taglock

This one might sound weird to some, but hear me out—hair.

Hair, nails, teeth (yes, teeth), anything from your body is energetically you. I grew up in a household where we never let others keep our hair, and burned it instead. Your hair holds your essence. Including a piece in a love spell binds the spell to you.

I usually use a few strands I naturally shed when detangling or washing my curls.

🔥 The Ritual (Spell Time!)

1. Mix all your ingredients in your cute little bowl or cup.

2. Light the charcoal tab (if using) and place it in your cauldron or fire-safe bowl.

3. Once it starts crackling, pour your mix on top and let it burn.

4. While it’s burning, speak your intention aloud. Or use this:

“I open the road. I align.

This love is divine.

No fear, no bind, no weight in my chest.

Just truth, just love, just soul at rest.

Bring forth the path where we both are free,

And call [his/their] spirit back to me.”

Feel free to replace “his/their” with a name or leave it general if you're manifesting new love. This spell works either way.

Let it burn out completely. The charcoal will go for a while. You can:

Toss the cooled ashes into a plant, garden, or park

Store them in a jar until you can return them to nature

Or toss them into the wind if you’re up high enough (like my aunt’s 16th-floor balcony facing the river—perfect spot)

🐚 Aphrodite Said Share It, So I Am

I actually wasn’t planning to post this. But while meditating with Aphrodite after doing this spell with my friend, She leaned in and gave me a soft little nudge:

“You should share this. Some of your people need it right now.”

So if this post found you, maybe it was Her. Maybe you're meant to try this. Maybe your SP needs help removing the mental junk and toxic fog from their life. Maybe you just need to remember that your love life isn’t cursed it's just been blocked.

This spell gently clears the path. For you, for them, for whatever’s meant to unfold.

🩵 That’s it for now, my loves.

Sending you big hugs, soft kisses, and sparkles in your aura.

Until next time, trust yourself, love boldly, and let the goddess guide your way.

XXX OOO,

Your favorite Chaotic Love witch Laniy

[zoniteillusion-pyritedreams]

( these photos have nothing to do with this post technically speaking and neither will the ones at the end. But I just want to get out there that I think is so interesting that people forget that back in 1990s Toni Braxton played a black Bell in Beauty and the Beast on Broadway for I think two or three years. I always think of this or brandy as Cinderella Etc every couple of months especially after the whole debacle with people being pissed off at Hallie being the live action Ariel just because it's like black people have been playing these roles whether it's on TV movies or Broadway shows like it's happened multiple times in history. The only difference is that non black or black mixed or even POC cuz I have other Asian friends fully Asian who have known these facts they are just unaware of it because not all but a lot of the mayonnaise gang do not pay attention to anything outside of their very small bubble. Like I'm sorry but there are talented ass directors out there who really do not give a damn what the fuck your skin tone is or your ethnic background if it's not integral to the storyline AKA a story like fucking Mulan or Aladdin where it's like it has to take place in China or it has to take place in the Middle East so their ethnic background matters. But like outside of that most of these Disney princesses or princess stories in general can be inter switched not to mention I think people forget that while the Disney version of these movies are very popular and based off of like the grim tales or whatever that there are versions of cinderella, Beauty and the beast, Snow White Etc in different cultures like genuinely there are stories that are parallel to them and not the exact same thing that you can find in certain African Asian Hispanic cultures so their versions the main characters aren't white so you can always just depicted as ah they took inspiration from those other stories that is basically the same story and decided diverse casting cuz why the fuck not. Anyway this many tangent aside let's get on to the digital diary update.)

🕯️💌 Life Update: My Inbox is (Almost) Empty & My House is (Not) 💌🕯️

subtitle: hosting uninvited guests, mourning in color, and crawling toward balance with Aphrodite and Nyx watching from the sidelines

Hey loves!

Quick update from the chaos realm:

I’ve got one reading left in my inbox, and for the first time since I started this blog, it’s actually about to be empty. Which is wild. That inbox has been a portal of energy, curiosity, and sometimes chaos since Day 1. I probably won’t open it again for at least a week and a half, until everything calms down.

To the last couple of people still waiting: I’m so sorry. Life spiraled.

🏠 Unexpected Visitors: The Prequel to the Funeral Arc

Apparently, I’m hosting two people I didn’t even know were coming. They’ll be arriving the night before the funeral and staying through the family gathering. Surprise!

So now I get to:

Deep clean.

Buy food I wouldn’t normally eat.

Try not to rage-quit adulthood while meal planning for people who think seafood is gross (?!).

I live off fish, seaweed, and rice. These people want meatloaf and mashed potatoes or whatever.

If they don’t finish it while they’re here, I’m either:

Becoming the Food Fairy Godmother of my neighborhood,

Or crying while I cook and freeze casseroles I’ll never eat.

🖤 The Funeral Dress Dilemma

Fun (morbid?) fact:

My family doesn’t do black funerals.

When my great-grandmother passed, we all wore yellow her favorite color.

When my grandmother passed, it was purple from head to toe.

(Yes, she had a lavender casket. Her hair was dyed Arctic Fox purple every other week by yours truly.)

So now I’m stuck trying to find a black outfit for a funeral I’m not even sure I’m supposed to wear black to, because no one has confirmed the vibe yet. We love disorganized chaos.

💤 Post-Cord-Cutting Exhaustion

After doing that cord-cutting ritual with my friend on Friday the 13th (iconic timing tbh), I’ve been sleeping like I’ve been tranquilized.

I’m talking:

Asleep by 9:30 PM

Waking up at 10:30–11:00 AM

That is not my usual rhythm.

But I also think I was way more energetically entangled with certain people than I realized. That ritual snapped something open. Since then I’ve felt:

Less anxious

Less self-critical

But also… completely drained

It’s like my nervous system hit “factory reset.”

🌸 Divine Check-In: Aphrodite vs. Nyx

I might post more about my relationship with Aphrodite soon—she's playful, loud, and loves being known. She wants people to recognize her children, her presence, her disciples. She likes the attention. Likes being adored. She's the goddess of love for a reason. She’s also very okay with me sharing stories, updates, whispers, etc.

Now, Nyx… is different.

Nyx is quiet.

She prefers mystery, silence, intimacy.

Our connection is very mother-daughter, and honestly? She’d hate me broadcasting that dynamic. She’s not into theatrics—unless it’s about revealing uncomfortable truths in the dark. She's the night itself. She doesn't want to be known. She wants to be felt.

So if you ever notice I only reference her vaguely? That’s why.

It’s respect. It’s understanding her boundaries. Aphrodite will flirt with your entire timeline. Nyx will observe you from the shadows and only speak when necessary.

Anyway. That’s the current state of life.

I might sneak in some fun random readings for friends or for curiosity’s sake, just to keep the energy playful while everything else feels… heavy.

Until next time!

💌💤✨

May your inbox be clear, your fridge stocked, and your ancestors a little less chaotic.

Also literally I think these three are like my favorite MC Trio and I need them to work together again. Even if it's not hosting for I'm not I just I need them to work together maybe have like a bromance series? I miss that series have any other K-pop fans here watch that it was on like YouTube or a couple of years ago. Where they would have random male idols and their friends sometimes it was a fellow Idol or an actor or whatever and they would have like sometimes two episodes where they would basically go on like a little Bromance date and do something together. I fucking miss that show I forgot why they stop doing it I think part of it was the fan culture changing and the way fandoms were so it was just harder to sit there and get groups to do shit like that without fans ruining it kind of like we got married. I personally like the show it was fun especially at the beginning. It allowed the idols to interact with other people and have fun but also it made them very humanoid and humanized to the fandoms like oh look how they would be in a relationship or they were married to the point where fandoms couldn't be as Federal in terms of being like no their mind and I'm going to date them or marry them one day or they're not allowed to do that. And then he got worse as newer fans came in and that was literally their mindset to the point where I think at one point one or two couples were getting threats so bad that they had to just end the show and they're like segment so damn quickly it was like the shortest segments they have ever done in their life because those fans were going feral for no goddamn reason. Like who cares if there's actual chemistry between the two of them they're both grown ass adults and if anything you should feel lucky to be able to see how considerate they would be in relationships or this part or side of them that we normally would not get to see. Also you clearly did not grow up watching shows like celebrity Wife Swap or other things like that or else you would see that yeah this is purely for like entertainment and to kind of show you at the end of the day that these celebrities really are just people with jobs in the public eye.

Anyway that's it for my second/third tangent on this post. I am exhausted is like 11:20 a.m. but I need to get up and start deep cleaning and vacuuming and finding bedding that I don't mind other people sleeping on like I don't have OCD and I'm pretty sure I don't think this has anything to do with the ADHD but I don't know I don't like the idea of people on my stuff. Like I don't care if you eat my food or if you touch certain things but when it comes to stuff like bedding, clothing Etc. I'm sorry I cannot share that with you I don't like people touching things like that same things with like towels and wash Rags it's why I have ones that I got in from my aunt who's a nurse at the hospital like sometimes her higher up will be like hey we just got like a new shipment of like bath towels and wash Rags you know like the really white ones until like if you want a couple you can take it because we have too many like if they get an overflow or something because my aunts work there for so long they'll allow her to like take some of the shit home and I normally get some of it and it's like that's for the guest. It's not that I don't like you it's just like anything else that I bought I bought with me and mind and I don't like the idea of someone else's body using it they just it makes me feel off. The exception being if I'm like dating someone and I'm borrowing like their hoodies because that's the only thing I will borrow from someone or we're very close friends and I mean very close friends like at some point in time you've seen me close to naked or we showered together if we're not that close I cannot wear your hoodie. I also have a sensitive nose so I also would have to be close to you and like your scent enough to want to wear something that you have or to have you on my stuff. Maybe that's just me I don't know do other people feel like that about stuff or is it just me?