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Heyyyy just felt happiness for the first time in over a decade #slay

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“You are not ur father” Right no yeah,,,, I am though. <3 i unfortunately am actually though!! that’s kinda like my entire problem actually!!

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unfortunately teenage me made my suffering my entire personality. My pain wasn’t a part of me IT WAS ME. and now that I’ve slowly but surely healed a little I find myself empty. I am barely a person anymore bc everything I was, was my pain suffering and misery. now that I’m not entirely engulfed in my own agony anymore, I don’t know who or what i am. but it feels empty and lacking of identity.

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If I wasn’t a diabetic I think I’d be permanently dehydrated honestly because I really only drink anything when my blood sugar is high 😭

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G7 on the thigh what do we think folks 🤔 because it constantly gets accidentally ripped off when it’s on my arm 😭 how do y’all keep yours on MINE WONT. STAY ONNN 😤

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god I wanna eat a lightbulb so fuckin bad

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It’s so annoying having emotions that I can’t explain. Because I’m feeling something so many people have felt over millions of years probably…this isn’t something new it’s something so old. And even then I still Cannot Describe it.

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my dads new thing is saying “you can put on doctor poo” or something along those lines. He laughs everytime he does it. it really isn’t that funny bless him tho he finds it hilarious

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Don’t mind me just Forming a bond with a spider alien from a fucking Adam Sandler movie because that’s my life now I guess.

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I spent a lot of my life wondering what was so fundamentally wrong with me. But it passes.

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okey whos turn is it to beat me to death with a rock?

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No i actually love having a high blood sugar for hours on end with no relief in sight.its actually my favorite activity

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I don’t recommend watching your shows with your parents if you’re an insane person btw bc like. They will not get it. They won’t. You think huh maybe they will maybe they will get it and they watch it with you and your actively watching them NOT get it.

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Gay people.in my phone give me the courage.

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Shout out to the vaguely human shaped thing in the corner of my room!!

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I hope it gets better. it’s not better yet but it’s close I think….almost close enough to grab