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dark-falz · 1 month ago

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Don't touch me i need frames with aesthetic effects

.....What're yall hunting????

#*dies to everything that drops them*#*cant afford materials to make them*#*photon drop peasant*#needs the From The Depths too #lmao

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paul-newmans-sauce · 5 days ago

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hey so what makes me insane is the fact that troy literally fought for playa despite being a cop. he didnt want to arrest playa bc they were friends. he (probably but most definitely) wasted so much money for 5 years straight to keep playa on life support. morals and occupation out the window man he did everything for the saints and for playa. frankly thats the gayest shit a man could do, devotion to his level

#certified newmans own #saints row #troy bradshaw #i think abt troy a lot ok #i want to study him #corrupt cop yea. absolutely. but him and the saints man #smth abt it is so psychological. theres reasons why hes so devoted to the gang and to playa #i could write abt my theories as to why he is the way he is specifically but rn im focusing on him and playa #GAYEST shit you can do: funnel taxpayer money into keeping someone alive after a boat explosion #surely left for dead and yet. troy sees a sliver of hope and holds onto it. he COULD kill playa and be done with the saints #when everything looked bleak. dead or flags dropped or in jail. and yet he went no i will keep you alive #maybe he had hope playa would wake up. even if playa hated him forever #insane but playa is forever indebted to troy for literally saving his life. keeping him alive. he couldve not done that and he did #like yes the cause is very important to troy in a weird way. and it lives thru playa bc troy cant just drop his cop job #but i like to see it in a rlly strange fruity lens. devotion and loyalty unbending youre corrupt and lose the morals you should have #its very ‘troys using playa’ but its been that way since the first game. he didnt want to arrest playa bc THATS HSI FRIEND. FUCK #idk i might make a troy post where i talk abt everything i think abt but. yea #if playa died troy wouldve reanimated them ok! he would commit atrocities for playa #anyway i have to get up at 6am for work tomorrow and its 12am whoops

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deadpoetsandlivinglegends · 4 months ago

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Guys hear me out wait shhh guys listen listen reverse death anderperry like this poem but with Neil, Todd, and Jeff Anderson

#Todd is dying so Jeff shows up at the hospital and Neil is waiting by Todd’s bed and that’s the first time they actually meet and they are #talking and Jeff is learning about Todd and everything that’s happened since welton because Todd went no contact with his family after #leaving welton and went off to become a poet/writer which his parents obviously didn’t approve of so Todd left and never contacted any of #them ever again and so Jeff hasn’t heard from Todd in years and their parents didn’t come but Jeff did cause that’s his brother and Jeff is #asking questions and Neil is answering like ‘I was Todd’s roommate at welton’ and ‘we’ve lived together after Welton both leaving home’ and #‘I’m an actor and Todd’s a writer; he’s put out a few books; we have copies in our apartment if you want me to bring them for you to read’#and Jeff would buy Neil coffee despite Neil insisting he can pay because Jeff wanted to do something as a thank you and it’s not much but #it’s something for being there for his younger brother and as they are drinking their coffee and talking two doctors are in the background #one with a cane and the other looks oddly like Neil but that’s unrelated and Neil is like ‘do you have somewhere to sleep? you can stay in #our apartment’ and Jeff is like ‘I wouldn’t want to impose’ and Neil is like ‘no no you’re family and besides it’ll be lonely if it’s just #me there so you’d be doing me a favor’ and so Jeff agrees and like he drops Jeff off at the apartment to sleep off the jetlag and he goes #back with Todd and Jeff is just looking at the things in the apartment; the life of the brother he barely knew anymore; and Neil doesn’t #come back until visiting hours are over; until they practically kick him out; but they spend the whole night telling stories; bridging the #separate Todd’s they both new to create this fuller picture of a man they both wished was there still and not dying in a hospital bed #and after Todd dies Jeff still tries to incorporate Neil into the family; he includes Neil because Neil was Todd’s family and that makes #him an Anderson even if Todd is gone so like Neil and Jeff have this weird brotherly bond even if they aren’t actual brothers #dead poets society #dps #dead poets fandom #dps fandom #neil perry #todd anderson #jeff anderson #jeffrey anderson #anderperry

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shanklin · 1 month ago

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https://www.tumblr.com/shanklin/777747384573755392/unfinished-drabble-incoming-in-the-cold-mornings

^ As the anon from this ask and the one asking about the brothers thinking Ford is their Pa.

Prepare yourself.

TW CHILDREN DEATH

Some nights were colder than others, Shermie was certain. But recently it had been harder to get food, despite, Stanley’s attempts.

It seemed harder now, Stanley would leave them safe car, for longer periods of time, and would come back with bruises. But the most worrying thing, recently was his brother’s harsher breathing, Shermie wasn’t too sure, but it didn’t sound right. When Shermie would ask, Stan would just redirect the topic.

Eventually… his brother must have found a way to consistently find food, because he started to come back with large amounts of it.

Shermie didn’t ask where he got it, even if he wanted to know. The haunted look in Stan’s eyes and the scars on his stomach told him enough.

They curled up to eachother as they slept. But…that night’s dinner tasted wrong… Shermie’s stomach felt off. He tried to wake up Stan, his older brother looked at him with concern.

Shermie didn’t make it through the night, neither did Stanley, unaware of the chemicals that laced their food.

Selfish Shellfish AU - Masterpost

The original drabble

A response to the first part of this

Hey, hey.

Dearest Shermie Anon, why don't you come closer, I'd like to have some words with you 🥰

WHAT THE FUCK

Look. Look.

I know I started this. But come on 😨

You straight up poisoned them???

Did someone do it on purpose? What about the scars on Stan's stomache? Am I missing something??? Or did they just eat rat poison or something?

Good thing I already gave them a potential hopeful end. I wouldn't survive otherwise.

#Selfish Shellfish AU #ouch #tw child death #that moment when you write a little very evil au fanfic ending for a vute drabble you got #and then the op drops something worse #honestly i just told myself “eh they probably died of exposure in a sudden snow storm or something #and then you just POISON THEM #this is unsettling #heh MAYBE DETECTIVE FORD SHOULD GO AND INVESTIGATE #the whole poison thing #i just wanr my dark magic ford detective show okay.#hed fix everything #with questionable methods #ask #tw death #stanley pines #shermie pines #gravity falls #relativity falls

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pidgeonlaguz · 2 months ago

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howdy!! it's been a minute but i'm still around. fair warning-- i have been lurking the whole time and have about. 100+ posts drafted 😵‍ you'll be seeing these shortly, i'll try my best to space them out as i get around to tagging them

#tldr im fine it's just been a lot lately and i havent had the energy to tag anything #which!! i like being chatty in the tags and i try my best to say at least something cool about any art or fic i rb #when you're running on 0 tho.... it gets hard to keep that energy up yk???#long version: (if anyone is reading this ty but feel free to drop off at any point it's kinda heavy and just a vent)#hit the 'one more minor inconvenience and im running off into the woods forever' point about five major events ago yet we're still truckin #firstly: found out two months ago (february) that i needed 6 credits worth of college by june to keep my teaching license for next year #so accelerated online graduate courses were the only option and i have since done more work for that than my 5 year undergrad #im almost done with the second class but im so fuckin drained dude i havent been able to really draw/write or play music or sew or anything #everything i do try has either been hit with the executive dysfunction or turns out Bad enough that i get frustrated #shortly after i found out the nice old guy downstairs died my upstairs neighbor who i cared a lot about died. last week and im still waitin #to find out when the funeral is from her son. ive been taking that kinda hard since i feel like i should have checked on her #my parents are moving 17 hours cross country to move back to where we are which is nice but ive been hearing about all their stress with th #house sale on loop by this point whenever i talk to them. which fair they managed to sell the house in a week when we thought itd be months #got smacked with thousands of dollars of surprise car repairs out of nowhere to get my inspection sticker and am still trying to recover #and petty things: lost my favorite piece of clothing and broke my glasses last week while running tech week for the kids #idk man any one thing at a time i could've toughed out better its just been all at once #anyways like i said i'm still truckin and will probably delete this (or at least the tags on it) later had to get all that out somewhere #messenger pidge #if anyone did get this far down thank you for watching me yap <3 i promise im good and will be back to normal shenanigans soon hopefully

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canadian-pug-cartel · 2 months ago

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I love Hawaii 5 0 and Oceans 11 crossovers cause I know for a fact Grace looked her dad dead in the eyes and went “im so hungry I could eat Virgil Malloy” and Danny/Turk went through all 5 stages of grief thousand yard stare on his face right then and there

#pug cartel talks #hawaii 5 0 #oceans 11 #danny williams #danno williams #Turk Malloy #Malloy twins #in the AU I have half cooked in my brain Virgil died cause I think that’s the only way he would have abandoned everything #he wouldn’t have disappeared on his brother they fight 24/7 but that’s his best bud his scheming buddy #he’d never disappear on Virgil like that neither of them would #also he would drop the lore that he use to be Mormon and Steve would have to live with that

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avirxy · 2 years ago

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beauty and beast au but Claire’s the one cursed because she’s the only one I can see literally pissing a sorceress off enough to get cursed. (If we’re going off the original movie Jim would probably offer them a hot meal and a room for the night, knowing him he’d make everything super accommodating)

#are we seeing the vision or have I lost my mind #Jim would literally drop everything to help this literal hag who waltzed through the door #Claire would..not be doing that #bonus points if the witch is Morgana then they’re throwing hands #I could see her trying to offer a deal like say she’s after Claire’s magic and sevitude or something and when she refuses boom Morgana #curses her and everyone else that’s in the ballroom at the time #And because it’s Morgana she’d probably make the curse super difficult to break #so like by the time she’s 18 if she doesn’t agree to serve Morgana when the last petal on the rose falls she dies with the rose #so Claire’s kinda given up on hope cuz she’d rather die than give Morgana her magic #Barbara’s a traveling doctor so her and Strickler set off to another town for a trip and get caught in the snow storm #and they get locked up for entering the castle and trespassing #Jim goes after them because they don’t come back the day after #instead of Claire keeping them there though I think she’d just give all three the chance to leave with some pressing from her friends #Jim ends up rethinking his decision due to the fact that Toby even as a cursed object can’t for the life of him keep a secret #when he hears the castle is under a curse he’s immediately interested in helping #even if Claire really just wants this nosy human boy and his parents to be on their way #oh shit I think I just wrote another au #trollhunters #tales of arcadia #jim lake jr #claire nuñez #toa #jlaire #this was just chillin in my drafts for awhile #avi rambles

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isa-ah · 11 months ago

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yall ever end up thinking back on periods of ur life and ur like. bro what

#so i dropped out of school at like 13/14 to be home fulltime to take care of my grandparents yeah yeah whtever #whats insane is remembering that when i was 15 my mom tried to arrange a marriage for me with some guy who was in his early 20s #he was the deacons EXTREMELY autistic son and we had spoken like. 3 times. it had been fine like he was pretty cool #but like. she talked me into tentatively agreeing with her. she went to talk to the deacon and everything about it #fucking hello? hello? taps the mic isaiah southern baptist child bride real?#that always pulls the same thread in my brain of how my grandparents died only a month or so apart #so the pastor had just finished doing my grandmas memorial service when we asked him to do the funeral service to bury them both together #and the first thing out of his fucking mouth was 'hah wow didnt expect to see all of you again so soon!'#and that pavilion was SILENT. besides like someone sniffling #awkward fuckhead piece of shit that guy sucked #yk he once threw away what he had written all his notes to preach on bc a gay couple had just moved to the area and wanted to try our churc #so he spent the whole time ranting about how gay people go to hell instead and they left in the middle of it crying #hell on earth.#my mom convinced him to start a school thru the church and i dont think ANY of their teachers went to college besides literally 1 #bc she had just retired from the local middle school and had the free time to participate #but then i guess it all just comes back around #my brother graduated from there and became a ta when he was 18 and started dating a 14/15yo so #genuinely so glad i got the fuck outta there #what a nightmare that town was. christ

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yellowjackets-1996 · 1 year ago

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SORRY for nattravis posting but. i'm giffing and i just realized coach martinez is still alive on the tree branch and by trying to save his father travis cements his fate. he breaks the tree branch and his dad freefalls to the ground. travis with a father who isn't always good to him who dies in a way he wouldn't have if travis didn't put it in motion (except it was in motion before he got there). obviously nat is going to be obsessed with him. like. yeah that makes perfect sense

#like. of COURSE theyre codependent until one of them dies and then after that too #it is your life which is so close to my own that i would not know where to drop the knife of separation and what does this have to do w lov #except EVERYTHING!#(and also nothing) (paraphrasing mary oliver now)#like. youre stranded in the woods and your story is restarting in front of you and maybe you can change it #and maybe in changing travis-as-her's story her-as-her's story will change too #and it DOES! she gets travis and she gets javi and for a moment even in the horror its good. but of course stories dont stop #so it keeps going until it isnt and it keeps going until it doesnt #would nats dad have died if he wasnt her father and would travis's dad have died if travis loved him as little as he pretended to #would javi have died if javi didnt love natalie and would javi have loved natalie if travis didnt love natalie #if he didnt love javi would javi have stayed hidden #and if travis didnt love natalie didnt love javi didnt love his dad would travis have died.#and maybe most importantly. if travis didnt die would natalie have lived? if javi didnt die? if coach martinez didnt? if her father didnt?#im not saying anything anymore. but. it means smth to ME #cat.txt

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windupaidoneus · 6 months ago

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i need to sleep but im not happy about ittttt

#soon i can go back to doing whatever i want forever though #i do miss drawing!!!!! i havent been able to immerse myself in art much...#i also wanna focus more on my anima weapon. probably arr too. shb ofc. i wanna go back to eureka #need to get serious abt completing all my logs. sightseeing hunting gathering crafting...#ofc the fates too i WILL get my shb fates completed soon im sure of it!!#especially once i have everything at 80 i can start using blu for shb fates!!#though i still need more spells. innocence did NOT want to drop his goddamn spell i hope he dies for real #another log i need to complete. blu spells. & ofc the fucking carnivale things #down the line ideally ill have it all done...#goes without saying i will be grinding barbie again. & ill start running hydaelyn & endsinger soon #missing those kitties & i want them. gib.#ill go back to worqor too. then move on to everkeep... & then interphos...#cod chaotic i will go back to as well... im sure sooner than later #need to gear up my lvl 100 fending shit so i can solo treasure maps. mmmmmm. OH & I CAN ACTUALLY DECORATE MY HOUSE #oh ym god it looks so LAME rn really nothing is going right in that damn cottage!!!#i can literally craft everything i want for the house i jsut havent. found the time to.#OOOO & i can focus on crafting bis gear meow meow meow meow yayyyy #if you are concerned about my metnal health youre right

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hyunteru · 6 months ago

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gonna talk about princess mononoke because my lovely mey and i just talked about studio ghlibi and i just remembered how much i love the film

#LIKE ITS JUST SO PERFECT #i literally have a tattoo of kodamas on my ankle that’s how much i love the movie #ashitaka is literally A MAN like he did so so much to try to make the balance between the forest and humans work #HIM CALLING SAN BEAUTIFUL WHEN SHE WAS LITERALLY ABOUT TO KILL HER???#AND WHEN HE SAVED HER AND CARRIED HER OUT DESPITE BEING SHOT LIKE HELLO #“i hate all you humans” “yes im human and so are you’#like her face when she realized she stabbed him like HER FACE LITERALLT SOFTENED SHE FELT SO BAD IM GONNA CRY #AND HE WASNT EVEN MAD?? HE JUST WANTED TO HUG HER #“i’m sorry’#“i tried to stop it’#HELLOOOOO #he loved her so much #AND SHE DID TOO #i like you ashitaka but I can't forgive the things that humans did #AHHHHHHHHHH #HHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #like idk i would’ve loved seeing them together but the fact that they didn’t end up together adds so much depth to each character #and just the overall like #look of princess mononoke #LIKE ITS SO PRETTY HELLO THE SPIRITS AND EVERYTHING #i will never NEVER shut up about studio ghlibi like give me any film and i’ll rave about it #but princess mononoke will always have something in my heart #honestly ashitaka is one of the most well written characters ever in general and i will DIE on that hill #it also just shows the cruel reality of greed and how evil humans can be #and the disturbance of spirits like #i’m gonna rewatch tonight because this movie is absolutely jaw dropping #and also their voices are so beautiful like both sub and dubbed #seeing the forest heal even after the forest spirit died was so beautiful #i also just love the old anime art style too like the vibes are just so so so beautiful #it’s a perfect mix between the old studio ghlibi style and the new one it’s so perfect

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fingertipsmp3 · 7 months ago

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I wonder what it’s like to be able to kick a habit quickly and easily. I had to do four different things in order to stop biting my nails and I still occasionally fuck up (only when I break a nail but still)

#thing 1 was probably the most effective. it was bad tasting nail polish #i applied it RELIGIOUSLY morning and night so that if it came off in the shower or through handwashing; it was going right back on #after the first week i would say the urge died down but i did keep going for 3 weeks total #thing 2 was making my nails look nice to keep me from wanting to pick at them #the bad tasting polish helped because it gave them a shine and meant they started to grow and repair because they weren’t being bitten #i also started using jojoba oil on my cuticles #i still do this. and i usually have my nails painted to protect them and keep them looking nice #thing 3 was chewing gum all the time because i figured if there’s something else in my mouth; i can’t bite my nails #i picked sugar free strawberry gum because it tastes nice and the flavour lasts a surprisingly long time #so i would fidget with the gum instead of fidgeting by biting my nails #i still occasionally do this #thing 4 was knitting or crocheting constantly to occupy my hands #i still do this. i’m literally looking around for things to make #i’m so envious of the people who can do it with just pure willpower. i am NOT built like that #show me a jagged fingernail and there’d better be a nail file extremely close by or i’m biting it off. STILL #i cracked my thumbnail earlier and had to drop everything i was doing and run downstairs to clip it #and people wonder why i don’t smoke or drink. BABE. if i start something i never stop #i’m going to try to give up impulse buying next year and i already know it’s going to be a bloodbath #i’m probably going to have to cancel my credit card and buy a nokia brick #or like move somewhere i can’t receive packages. tbh #personal

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izzy-b-hands · 7 months ago

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I will be forever grateful i can be on this new med. it's one a lot of folks also need and can struggle to have access to! It's important i be on it, especially if i start doing any vid collabs

(some of which, really, all of which, i unfortunately actually need to cancel that were in the preplanning stages, bc the election results have me wanting to wait and see how the general atmosphere of the country is before i agree to meet up with anyone. I feel bad for cancelling, but also i just can't know for sure how safe things are/might be going forward and I'd rather avoid the potential of. ya know. various not great things that could happen at a meet up, tho i would certainly hope they wouldn't. i don't feel like actually addressing them rn, u guys know what i mean)

That said, if the truvada initial side effects could fuck off asap would be so lovely. three weeks at worst, then they should be gone/much better or so i am told. really hope that's true bc losing my mornings to being dizzy and nauseous is Not Working for me lmao. im on week two, and now understand why my new doc said to call if i needed any 'cheerleading' and support to get thru the side effects, bc apparently she's done that for several ppl to make sure they actually make it thru the three weeks and keep on it (lovely of her!!)

#text post #not going to get into the other painful smack of this morning #suffice to say that medicaid does not in fact fully cover vocal therapy/training for trans ppl #even if ur docs feel incredibly certain it is #if i was making a decent bit over minimum wage at consistent hours and already had my current debts paid off mostly #then I'd happily consider paying the chunk Medicaid won't cover but as of now #it would literally be basically two paychecks if not three to cover the estimate for this first visit #and that's only if the poll would have us polling every week like we did before the election #otherwise we're guesstimating it would be upwards of 4 paychecks to cover it #I'm actually gonna get into in here bc nobody reads all my tag essays (fair valid and correct)#im really sad abt this. my voice gets me clocked a lot and while i can mostly handle like. visually being clocked #my voice giving me away genuinely makes me feel a pain in my chest. i can't get my customer service voice to go lower yet #and even if it's my usual voice I've made minimal progress on my own self done vocal study stuff #so like. no one knows how high it was compared to how it is now tho so no one actually hears it as anything near deep #which it isn't but like. there's been a slightly barely there drop of it per at least a couple ppl in my life #i was probably going to be able to learn how to sing again and find my new range. I'd fix my customer service voice #even if it would only ever be a teeny bit lower than how it is now. it would be lovely #im not gonna get too down tho bc someday hopefully I'll be able to make it happen/afford it #and for now...im doing the bad thing of not cancelling the appt yet #i will bc they're booking out for months and it isn't right of me to take a spot i know i can't keep #but. let me pretend i can for another day or two. maybe until monday. then I'll call or msg them on mychart #and let them know i just don't have the funds rn tho i do deeply appreciate that Medicaid at least pays part of it #im just not at a point where i can cover the rest but that I'll reschedule/have a new referral sent whenever that changes #...and hopefully things in this country will be of such a state that such care is still available to ppl like me.#but that's all we're saying on that bc im already having a pathetic little cry over this #(im fine the med side effects have me crying over everything lol i see a sad commercial and Instant Tears like someone died lmaooo)

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rubberduckyrye · 11 months ago

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Getting my playlists sorted for the big Move to....... my iphone......

Ick!!!

#For context:#I have multiple old phones that I've basically held onto over the years #and I try to repurpose them to give them new life and all that #One of them was a Samsung phone with a stylus that I called my Venti Phone #It was #as you might have guessed #a phone I used to play music on #like an overglorified Mp3 Player #it was great until the files on my phone started to get corrupted #So I switched to making yt playlists for a while because I just could not figure out the corruption glitch #and finally I was like “Nah I miss offline music” and was looking into getting an actual Mp3 player #turns out mp3 players suck now a days though #so Celest told me to just buy a dongle for my iphone (no headphone jack because Apple sucks) from the official Apple store.#So I did that.#And now I'm fussing about with a program that can download entire playlists off of YT #and itunes #I don't like this btw #I like having more than one “point of failure” AKA like #if my phone dies then I'll have a backup of my music and stuff for example #so I compromised and decided to buy a wallet for my ID and cards #I know this sounds like a weird compromise but I wanted to remove a point of failure from my phone #which is in a wallet case because I'm a disaster about dropping my phones and breaking screens so this plus a screen protector helps #and I usually keep my cards and stuff in the phone wallet card slots #but since I'm going to be using my iphone as a music playing device now as well....#I decided that I would buy a wallet to remove that point of failure #So that way if one gets stolen I still have the other #again I really don't like having everything on one device. And maybe one of my older phones could be a better Mp3 player.#But... bah!!#I'm mad about no headphone jack mostly tbh #Still!!!

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quietwingsinthesky · 2 years ago

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I’m not one for soulmates AUs but bobbyrufus soulmate AU of the ‘you have the last words your soulmate will ever say to you on your body somewhere’ kind.

#I MAKE THE RULES OF THE AU AND WHAT I SAY IS THAT THE MOMENT THE WORM ENTERS BOBBY TIME IS UP #ANYTHING SAID BY OR TO HIM AT THAT POINT DOESNT COUNT #YES. THIS IS SO THAT BOBBY HAS TO LIVE WITH ‘I will never forgive you for what happened. you got that? never. so change the subject bob.’#ON HIM. THE WHOLE TIME. AFTER OMAHA. EVEN AS HES TRYING TO APOLOGIZE IN THIS SCENE HE KNOWS HE WONT BE FORGIVEN #BECAUSE ITS ALWAYS BEEN TATTOOED ONTO HIM. THHAT THEY WOULD END LIKE THIS. WITHOUT BEING ABLE TO MOVE ON.#and so that Rufus’s last words can say ‘I never said I’m sorry Rufus.’ rufus constantly carrying this reminder of what Bobby did.#of the fact that he hasn’t apologized. yet. of the fact that by the time he does it’ll be too late.#and then you just. look imagine. imagine with me.#they say this to each other. there’s that moment where they realize… that’s it. end of the line.#and then obv worm!samuel knocks them both out. them both going down thinking ‘oh this is what does it’ but it doesn’t. it doesn’t.#they wake up again.#and Rufus talks to Bobby. Bobby talks to Rufus. how is this happening? did they break the rules? get a second chance?#their words are still on their skin. unchanging. the last things they ever said to each other.#but there’s a glimmer of. almost hope. and then Rufus turns to shock Bobby. and Bobby starts backing away.#audible drop of Rufus’s heart as he realizes. no. they didn’t get out. and then he dies. Bobby is forced to kill him.#Bobby’s on the other end of the possession stick now. he’s the one with Rufus’s blood on his hands.#and the last thing Rufus said to him. he’s always gonna have it there on his skin. that Rufus didn’t forgive him. and then Bobby killed him.#(and it wasn’t his fault. he knows how possession works. knows there was no fighting this thing or saving Rufus.#but he still takes the brunt of the guilt. Carries it. till he dies and despite everything it’s still Rufus he wants guiding him through it.#bobbyrufus #spn #Bobby singer #rufus turner

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robinsnest2111 · 1 year ago

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thinking about the cute goth girl and the sweet metalhead from my dreams again. and how they're kinda like alternate universe versions of 2 of my oldest ocs actually. hmm 🤔

#met the goth girl at a goth club night in an old abandoned theater and we had so much fun dancing the night away together <3 #the metalhead dream was a bit more tragic near the end. we lived in the same dorm/apartment building and met up to listen to music #he had the prettiest blond hair and the sweetest smile but one day he suddenly died #i was devastated. his parents sold off all his belongings along with his massive cd collection #i tried to get a hold of at least one or two albums at the thrift shop his parents dropped everything off at #but it was all gone already. nothing to remember him by. i cried so hard in my dream/nightmare i woke up with tears running down my face #anyway. both of these lovely dream people felt so nice and i would love to actually meet them one day...#or at least see them in my dreams again without the tragic sad bits orz

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