#-and phobias. and impulses. and conflicting emotions. and

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Would it be a wild thing for me to say that most of the people/anomalies in the SCP foundation are somewhere in the schizophrenic spectrum

[sensualnoiree]

❤️‍🔥 venus sign observations ~ karmic challenges edition ❤️‍🔥

Aries Venus

The shadow of Aries Venus is impatience in relationships and a tendency to act impulsively out of desire. There’s often a karmic pull toward self-centeredness, where personal gratification overshadows genuine connection.

Aries Venus must learn that true passion includes consideration for others, and that love doesn’t always have to be a conquest but a process of mutual respect and care.

Taurus Venus

Taurus Venus can struggle with possessiveness, fearing change and holding on too tightly to people or material comfort. The shadow manifests as over-attachment and stubbornness in relationships.

The karmic lesson is about learning to find security within, rather than seeking it externally, and embracing that love flourishes best with freedom and flexibility.

Gemini Venus

Gemini Venus’ shadow side is a tendency toward superficiality or restlessness, often feeling emotionally scattered. This Venus can struggle with consistency and depth in relationships, favoring variety over commitment.

The karmic challenge is to cultivate focus and deepen emotional connections, understanding that true intimacy requires more than surface-level exchanges.

Cancer Venus

The shadow of Cancer Venus can be emotional dependency and excessive need for validation from partners, often feeling hurt when boundaries are set.

Cancer Venus’ karmic journey involves learning to nurture themselves and not expect others to fulfill every emotional need, finding a balance between caring for others and honoring their own self-respect.

Leo Venus

Leo Venus may struggle with pride, desiring admiration and validation, which can overshadow genuine, humble affection. The dark side can manifest as vanity or entitlement in love.

The karmic path here involves embracing humility and seeing love as an opportunity to lift others up rather than always needing the spotlight, understanding that true love doesn’t seek applause.

Virgo Venus

Virgo Venus can become overly critical or perfectionistic, struggling to accept imperfections in themselves and others. This Venus often fears vulnerability, hiding behind a façade of “constructive” criticism.

The challenge is to embrace compassion over judgment, learning that love is about acceptance and growth rather than control or constant improvement.

Libra Venus

The shadow of Libra Venus lies in people-pleasing, often sacrificing their own needs to keep harmony. There can be a fear of conflict, leading to dishonesty about true feelings.

Their karmic lesson is about learning to be authentic, recognizing that love can thrive even with healthy boundaries and that true balance doesn’t require self-sacrifice.

Scorpio Venus

Scorpio Venus can become possessive, secretive, or even manipulative, fearing betrayal and striving to maintain control. This Venus sign struggles with trust, which can lead to emotional extremes.

The spiritual task is to cultivate trust and let go of control, understanding that real intimacy is a two-way exchange that requires openness and vulnerability.

Sagittarius Venus

The shadow side of Sagittarius Venus can be commitment-phobia, always seeking new experiences and fearing restriction. They may avoid emotional depth in favor of novelty.

Their karmic journey involves finding joy in committed connection, recognizing that true freedom in love includes emotional depth and responsibility to those they care about.

Capricorn Venus

Capricorn Venus can become overly focused on status, security, or practical gains, sometimes approaching relationships with a “business transaction” mindset. They may struggle with vulnerability, fearing it could compromise their ambitions.

The challenge is to see love as a partnership rather than a means to an end, understanding that relationships thrive on emotional presence, not just practical loyalty or status.

Aquarius Venus

A darker side of Aquarius Venus can be emotional detachment or aloofness, often prioritizing personal freedom over commitment. They may resist intimacy, fearing it will compromise their independence.

Their karmic lesson is to allow themselves to connect on a deeper level, understanding that love doesn’t have to mean losing themselves but can enhance their individuality within partnership.

Pisces Venus

Pisces Venus may struggle with idealism, often placing loved ones on a pedestal and losing their sense of self. This Venus can be prone to escapism, romanticizing relationships rather than facing challenges.

The spiritual task is to balance compassion with realism, learning to love others as they are while maintaining personal boundaries and grounded expectations.

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Writing Mad Characters

Okay this is a bit awkward because I had this question copypasted into Google Docs I use to draft my answers, and I realized I've lost the question in my inbox (which is being flooded).

So...I'm so sorry for whoever asked this question. Sorry for the delay because I was struggling with life in general for the past month and definitely SORRY for losing your question (－‸ლ)

Q: I'm writing a story where a major character is slowly spiraling into madness where small details kinda hint into the downfall right before the bigger details appear and then it the floodgates open. Is there anything I should avoid? Anything that I should keep in mind? Anything that I should research?

Things to Avoid

“Mad” or “Insane” is too general. Writing a cliched ‘crazy’ character who randomly talks to imaginary people and lashes out at strangers, you’ll offend a whole bunch of people who've gone through/have mental illnesses. Read up on existing mental conditions (schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, post-traumatic disorder and borderline personality disorder, etc.) to see what your character might have. 

Words like “mad” “crazy” or “insane” aren’t enough when you’re describing their status. As mentioned, these words hardly mean much when it comes to providing a clear description.

Contradicting yourself. Throwing random unhinged symptoms here and there wouldn’t work. In fact, you must have a clear arc on which they’re traveling and ensure that your “hints” are all getting at something.

Making the character overly destructive or harmful to others (when nothing really justifies it)

Justifying damaging behavior with this “madness”. Mad or not, your character will still have motives and goals that drive them forward. 

Making them look incompetent just the fact that they have a mental condition that makes them appear “mad” to others shouldn’t prevent them from achieving success. In fact, they may be even more cool-hearted and logical when it comes to their obsessions/goals. 

Research Tips

Narrow down the mental conditions your character experiences. Even if it’s a fictional condition, try basing it on existing ones and building on top of them. 

Take some time to study characters and/or real clinical cases that resemble the kind of madness you’re going for. 

- Anxiety Disorders: excessive fear and dread (ex. phobias) - Mood Disorders: persistent swings in mood or persistent feelings that interfere with daily life (ex. Depression, bipolar) - Psychotic Disorders: disordered thinking (ex. schizophrenia) - Eating Disorders: extreme emotional attitudes toward food (ex. Bulimia, anorexia) - Impulse Disorders: unable to resist urges (ex. Kleptomania, pyromania, gambling) - Personality Disorders: extreme inflexible personality traits (ex. Anti-social disorder, OCPD) - Past Traumatic Stress: persistent, frightening memories leading to emotional numbness 

Does your character have empathy?  

A sociopathic kind of madness is different. 

General Writing Tips for Spiraling into Madness

Establish a Baseline 

A lot of factors (stress, family history, innate personality, trauma, etc.) can contribute to madness, but it is not going to happen in a week. Define the existing mental and physical conditions your character has, and start from there. 

If you’re aiming for suicidal tendencies at the end, you want to start with symptoms of depression (a condition that may lead to suicide) - growing apathetic, erratic sleeping patterns, irritability, etc. 

This is also the stage where you want to plant some triggers that’ll go off later.

Trigger Events

A perfectly sound character suddenly spiraling down the madness route due to a single accident or traumatizing event isn’t convincing. 

A madness “snap” denies the reader the experience of watching the character’s journey into madness and how they feel about it. 

Internal Conflict (antagonist in himself) 

You must remember that madness is incurable. If someone could “cure” themselves by eating healthy, exercising and taking a few pills, it wouldn’t be much of a madness, would it? This means that the worst antagonist is going to be the character themselves, or the part of them that’s been taken away. 

Show how they are frustrated with themselves, scared of themselves, angry at their “alternative self”. The experience of not knowing yourself is a whole journey of its own.

Physical Manifestations/Quirks

If your character has a routine, show how they break down. 

They might develop habits that they otherwise would never allow themselves to have, perhaps as an effort to “keep this madness out”

Deteriorating Relationships

Depict how the character’s madness impacts his closed/loved ones. In the earlier stages, those close to him might be faster to notice and accept the signs of madness, even if the character denies it him/herself.

The first signs of madness might show when the character is trying to deal with difficult relationships - like losing patience and being unable to pick up subtle social clues.

Choosing Obsessions Over Primal Urges 

For these characters, obsession can take over a person’s normal urge to eat, sleep or even live. This can lead to, more or less, suicide. 

Example: In Black Swan, Nina’s obsession with becoming the perfect ballerina drive her to insanity, to the point where she doesn't mind dying on stage for the show.

[coralie-adams]

AI-Generated Unique Character Flaws

Here are Twenty AI-generated unique Character Flaws that can be used to create well-rounded, relatable characters with room for growth and development throughout your story. These flaws can add depth and realism to any fictional character.

Chronic Overthinker: Constantly second-guessing themselves and unable to make decisions without extensive analysis, leading to missed opportunities and frustration.

Pathological Altruism: So eager to help others that they neglect their own needs, often making situations worse because they can't say no.

Memory Obsession: Fixated on a past event, they often bring it up in unrelated contexts, making it difficult for them to move on or form new relationships.

Superstitious Behavior: Their reliance on superstitions dictates their actions, causing them to make irrational decisions that can lead to conflict or failure.

Emotional Mask: Always puts on a happy face regardless of their true feelings, leading to bottled-up emotions and eventual breakdowns or misunderstandings.

Compulsive Truth-Teller: Unable to tell white lies, they often hurt others' feelings or create awkward situations by always telling the unvarnished truth.

Phobia-Induced Limitation: A severe, irrational fear (e.g., of water, heights, or open spaces) that restricts their activities and interactions, creating obstacles in their personal and professional life.

Indecisive Perfectionist: Obsessed with making everything perfect, they struggle to complete tasks or make choices, often leading to missed deadlines and opportunities.

Self-Sabotaging: Subconsciously undermines their own efforts due to a deep-seated belief that they don't deserve success or happiness.

Attention-Seeker: Desperate for validation and attention, they often engage in risky or inappropriate behaviors to be noticed, leading to strained relationships and trouble.

Unyielding Stubbornness: Refuses to adapt or consider other viewpoints, leading to conflicts and missed opportunities for growth or collaboration.

Social Chameleon: Changes their personality to fit in with different groups, leading to an identity crisis and shallow relationships because they are never truly themselves.

Eternal Optimist: So optimistic that they fail to see or prepare for potential problems, leading to repeated failures and disappointments.

Compulsive Hoarder: Unable to let go of possessions, their living space becomes cluttered and unmanageable, affecting their quality of life and relationships.

Hyper-Critical: Overly critical of themselves and others, leading to strained relationships and a constant feeling of dissatisfaction.

Isolationist: Prefers solitude to the extent that they avoid meaningful relationships and miss out on social opportunities, leading to loneliness and social awkwardness.

Impulsive Generosity: Gives away money or possessions recklessly, often leaving themselves in financial difficulty and unable to sustain their own needs.

Nostalgia Dependent: Lives in the past, constantly reminiscing and comparing current situations unfavorably to their memories, hindering their ability to enjoy the present.

Reluctant Leader: Possesses leadership qualities but is afraid of taking charge, leading to frustration from peers who see their potential but also their refusal to step up.

Conflict Avoider: Goes to great lengths to avoid conflict, often at their own expense, leading to unresolved issues and a lack of assertiveness.

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Differences (Foiling Aspects)

Epithet vs. Mundie Status:

Mera: Possesses the epithet "Fragile," which grants her powerful abilities to weaken objects and people to their breaking point but also causes her constant physical pain and frailty. Her epithet defines her motivations and struggles, making her a tragic villain driven by a desire to escape her suffering.

Wolf: A Mundie, meaning she lacks an epithet. This contrast highlights Mera’s reliance on her epithet for power (and its drawbacks), while Wolf operates without supernatural abilities, relying on physical means like a knife. Wolf’s Mundie status underscores her as a more grounded, street-level threat compared to Mera’s complex, epithet-driven villainy.

Foil Effect: Mera’s epithet makes her a formidable but tortured antagonist, while Wolf’s lack of an epithet positions her as a simpler, less sympathetic threat. This contrast emphasizes Mera’s internal conflict and the burden of her power against Wolf’s straightforward criminality.

Motivations and Morality:

Mera: A tragic villain with sympathetic motives. Her desire to steal the Arsene Amulet and Molly’s epithet stems from her need to alleviate the chronic pain caused by her epithet. Despite her ruthless actions (planning a museum heist, willingness to harm others), her suffering makes her an anti-villain with a complex moral grayness.

Wolf: A minor antagonist (described as an “alley mugger”) with no sympathetic backstory provided. Her actions—mugging Phoenica and threatening children with a knife—are purely self-serving and lack the depth of Mera’s motivations. She’s portrayed as a straightforward villain without the tragic elements.

Foil Effect: Mera’s sympathetic motivations contrast with Wolf’s apparent lack of redeeming qualities, highlighting Mera’s complexity as a character who does wrong for understandable reasons, while Wolf’s actions are more opportunistic and cruel.

Scale of Threat:

Mera: The arc villain of the “Museum Break In” arc, orchestrating a sophisticated heist to steal the Arsene Amulet. Her powers, strategic planning, and partnership with Indus make her a significant threat, with high stakes tied to her goal of altering her epithet-driven suffering.

Wolf: A minor, one-off antagonist in the Prison of Plastic prologue, whose threat is localized to a single mugging incident. Her impact is fleeting, and she’s easily scared off by Trixie, indicating a much lower level of danger.

Foil Effect: Mera’s role as a major, calculated villain contrasts with Wolf’s small-time, impulsive criminality, emphasizing Mera’s ambition and strategic depth against Wolf’s petty, immediate goals.

Physical and Narrative Presence:

Mera: A central character with a detailed backstory, physical description (pale purple skin, chipped iris, dark hair), and complex personality (sarcastic, cunning, yet vulnerable). Her narrative arc spans multiple episodes, with significant interactions with other key characters like Indus, Molly, and Giovanni.

Wolf: Lacks detailed physical or personality descriptions beyond her age (18), gender, and basic traits (likes marbles, arm wrestling, and jelly beans). Her narrative role is minimal, appearing only briefly as a mugger, with no deeper exploration of her character.

Foil Effect: Mera’s well-developed character contrasts with Wolf’s underdeveloped, almost archetypal “thug” role, highlighting Mera’s depth and emotional weight as a foil to Wolf’s simplistic antagonist archetype.

Response to Fear and Conflict:

Mera: Her epithet makes her immune to psychological attacks like Sylvie’s “Nightmare Fuel” because she’s already living her worst fear (constant pain). However, she has an absurd phobia of ducks, which is a minor, humorous contrast to her primary fear. Her resilience to pain and fear stems from years of training and adaptation.

Wolf: Easily frightened by Trixie, to the point of avoiding the alley where they met for years. This suggests a lack of resilience or cunning compared to Mera, who faces her fears head-on due to necessity.

Foil Effect: Mera’s strength in enduring her epithet’s pain contrasts with Wolf’s cowardice when confronted, highlighting Mera’s hardened resolve against Wolf’s vulnerability to intimidation.

Similarities

Antagonistic Roles:

Both Mera and Wolf are antagonists who engage in criminal behavior. Mera plans a museum heist to steal the Arsene Amulet, while Wolf attempts to mug Phoenica and threatens children with a knife. Their willingness to harm others for personal gain aligns them as villains, though Mera’s actions are on a grander scale.

Targeting Vulnerable Characters:

Both characters target younger or seemingly weaker individuals. Mera seeks to steal Molly’s epithet, exploiting a child’s power to alleviate her pain, while Wolf tries to mug Phoenica, a child, and threatens her and Molly. This shared trait of preying on the vulnerable underscores their antagonistic nature.

Moral Ambiguity (to a Lesser Extent for Wolf):

Mera is a clear tragic villain with sympathetic motivations tied to her chronic pain, but she’s also manipulative and ruthless. Wolf, while less developed, shows a hint of complexity in her attempt to bluff about having an epithet when threatened by Trixie, suggesting some degree of desperation or insecurity. Though Wolf’s motivations are not explored, both characters operate in morally gray areas to some extent.

Female Antagonists:

Both are female characters who serve as antagonists, contributing to the narrative’s conflict. This shared gender allows them to contrast with other female characters like Molly or Phoenica, who are more heroic or innocent.

Connection to Pain or Harm:

Mera’s epithet, “Fragile,” causes her constant pain and makes her prone to injury, shaping her worldview and actions. Wolf, while not explicitly tied to pain, uses a knife to threaten harm, indicating a readiness to inflict pain on others. Both characters are linked to the concept of pain, either enduring it (Mera) or causing it (Wolf).

Summary of Foil Relationship

Mera and Wolf serve as foils primarily through their contrasting roles as antagonists. Mera is a complex, tragic villain whose epithet-driven suffering and grand ambitions make her a central figure in the “Museum Break In” arc. Her powers, strategic mind, and sympathetic motivations elevate her as a nuanced character. In contrast, Wolf is a minor, underdeveloped antagonist whose Mundie status, petty criminality, and lack of depth make her a simpler threat. The foil dynamic highlights Mera’s emotional and narrative complexity against Wolf’s straightforward villainy.

Their similarities—both being female antagonists who target vulnerable characters and engage in morally questionable acts—tie them together thematically, but the differences in their motivations, scale of threat, and character development make Mera a more sympathetic and significant figure, while Wolf serves as a brief, less impactful antagonist. This contrast underscores Mera’s tragic depth and Wolf’s role as a disposable, street-level threat.

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Chart Dynamics: Synastry, Natal Insights, and Beyond:

The Venusian dynamic in the 7th house of a synastry chart, in which the house person regards the Venusian as the perfect marriage partner. Their compatibility is viewed as harmonious, with Venus representing characteristics that the house sign looks for in a steady companion. On the other hand, conflicting elements could cause arguments or irritations, which could impair the harmony of the partnership.

In a composite chart, Scorpio rising can show up in a variety of ways besides intensity and secrecy. These are a few more observations:

1. Depth of Connection: Scorpio rising creates a strong emotional connection between partners, as they are naturally able to relate to each other's most private hopes and anxieties. Partners have an almost psychic connection in which they can read each other's minds and emotions without speaking to each other.

2. Transformative Relationships: The partnership is imbued with a transformative energy by the Scorpio influence, leading to considerable personal growth and progress for both parties. They put each other to the test by daring one other to face their fears and welcome change.

3. Passionate Dynamics: This composite chart is heavily influenced by passion, which fosters strong physical attraction and a compelling magnetic chemistry between lovers. They have an intense desire to fully immerse themselves in each other's lives, which is evident in their connection.

4. Power Dynamics: As a Scorpio rises, relationship dynamics may become more focused on power disputes. Despite their initial struggles with dominance and control, both partners eventually learn to handle these situations with candor and respect for one another.

5. Trust and Loyalty: Scorpio rising encourages lovers to have unflinching trust and loyalty to one another, regardless of obstacles. They fiercely defend each other's safety and present a unified front against outside threats.

6. Emotional Resilience: Scorpio rising in a composite chart indicates exceptional emotional resilience in a partner; they weather crises together and come out stronger than before. Knowing that their link will weather any hardship, they aren't scared to face harsh facts and dive into the depths of their emotions.

7. Psychological Insight: Scorpio rising allows lovers to decipher each other's deepest psychological mysteries, fostering a deep knowledge of one another. Their mutual mirroring of each other's subconscious patterns aids in profound healing and metamorphosis.

These insights underscore the deep complexity and richness of Scorpio rising in a composite chart, which goes far beyond simple preoccupation and secrecy to include deep emotional connection, transformative growth, and steadfast loyalty.

Anxieties or phobias pertaining to embracing spontaneity and taking on wild, exciting events might indeed materialize when Sagittarius Chiron is placed in a natal chart. In Sagittarius, Chiron stands for our deepest scars and places where we may feel weak or insufficient. These wounds frequently center around themes of risk-taking, freedom, and adventure.

Fear of the unknown or of venturing outside of their comfort zones are common fears among those with Sagittarius Chiron. They may be uncomfortable being impulsive or taking chances because they think it will end in failure, disappointment, or even injury. These fears may have their roots in earlier encounters where they were subjected to criticism, condemnation, or worse for being daring or unorthodox.

But facing these anxieties and embracing the Sagittarian traits of optimism, faith, and expanded growth are part of the healing process linked to Chiron. People can develop a better relationship with spontaneity and wildness by facing and overcoming these fears, which will empower them to bravely and enthusiastically welcome life's adventures.

It is true that Capricorn placements frequently value success and financial security as indicators of accomplishment and self-worth. People with large Capricorn placements (such a stellium) may have extreme feelings of insecurity or worthlessness when their financial or professional circumstances are unstable.

Helping a Capricorn stellium buddy who is unemployed or facing financial difficulties means acknowledging their emotions and assisting them in realizing their intrinsic value, which transcends both their financial situation and employment. Remind them of the other attributes, skills, and strengths that make them special people. Encourage them to concentrate on developing their resilience, flexibility, and self-assurance since they are deserving of respect regardless of their financial or professional circumstances.

Uttara Ashadha is linked to traits like tenacity, initiative, and a clear sense of purpose in Vedic astrology. The mongoose is a symbol of bravery, dexterity, and the capacity to overcome challenges. These characteristics may be reflected in the personalities and behaviors of those born under this Nakshatra.

In addition, freckles and moles on the skin may develop as a result of the Sun's impact in Uttara Ashadha Nakshatra. The Sun is a symbol for vigor, independence, and self-expression in astrology. Moles and freckles can be viewed as distinguishing characteristics that accentuate the unique traits of those born under this Nakshatra, enhancing their attractiveness and appeal.

It's interesting to note that those born under Uttara Ashadha Nakshatra may show signs of independence in relationships or a reluctance to commit. Their strong sense of individualism and need for personal freedom may be the cause of their hesitancy.

Like Zoey Deschanel's character in "500 Days of Summer," people who are Uttara Ashadha may cherish their independence and be against the thought of being bound or restricted by conventional relationship norms. Relationships that foster adaptability, personal development, and a mutual respect for one another's independence may be ideal for them.

Building satisfying relationships with Uttara Ashadha people may require acknowledging and respecting their need for independence while simultaneously encouraging candid dialogue and emotional closeness. They might flourish in relationships that preserve their sense of self and individual freedom while allowing for independence, support from one another, and sharing of experiences.

Although Saturn transits are frequently linked to difficulties and barriers, they may also be quite advantageous if tackled with the appropriate attitude and techniques. Saturn's influence promotes tenacity, discipline, and responsibility, all of which contribute to personal development and maturity.

The following are some tips for maximizing Saturn transits:

1. Embrace Discipline: The transit of Saturn encourages you to live a disciplined existence. Make the most of this time by creating wholesome routines, deciding on reasonable objectives, and working hard to attain them. Long-term success and fulfillment can result from embracing stability and organization.

2. Take Accountability: Saturn's transits point out areas in which you must accept accountability for the decisions and acts you have made. Rather than running from problems or placing the blame elsewhere, take responsibility for your actions and actively look for ways to solve them.

3. Establish Stability: Saturn is a sign of security and stability. Build strong foundations in important spheres of your life, like your profession, wealth, relationships, and health, with the help of this transit. Put your attention on long-term investments and planning that enhance your general well-being.

4. Acquire Patience: Saturn imparts the virtues of endurance and patience. You can experience constraints, delays, or difficulties when Saturn is transiting your sign. Consider these difficulties as chances for character development and personal improvement rather than as reasons to get frustrated. Have faith that your efforts will ultimately pay off.

5. Reflect and Reevaluate: The transit of Saturn offers a perfect window of opportunity for introspection and reflection. Examine your priorities, values, and goals to see if they are in line with your long-term life vision. Take use of this time to alter as needed and, if necessary, realign your path.

6. Seek Mentorship: Saturn is frequently linked to sage advice and mentoring. Never be afraid to ask for advice from seasoned people who can provide insightful advice and much-needed assistance during this difficult period. Their insight and experience can make overcoming obstacles easier for you.

You can take advantage of the transformational force of Saturn's planetary influence and come out of transits stronger, smarter, and more resilient than before by approaching them with patience, tenacity, and a willingness to learn and grow.

It is really beneficial to set aside time for self-reflection and self-discovery, particularly during difficult times such as Saturn transits. Investigate your values, passions, and areas of strength and weakness throughout this time. Take part in things that feed your soul and broaden your perspective on the world and yourself. Engaging in self-discovery activities such as journaling, meditation, creative endeavors, or nature walks will enhance your self-awareness and equip you to handle Saturn's teachings with poise and fortitude.

The eleventh house might represent our ambitions from previous lifetimes as well as our potential for worldly and spiritual success in this one, according to Vedic astrological beliefs. Additional clues about the kinds of gains and wants that one can encounter can be found in the sign and dignity of the ruler of the eleventh house, as well as in the nature of the planets that are aspecting or in the house.

The eleventh house might represent our ambitions from previous lifetimes as well as our potential for worldly and spiritual success in this one, according to Vedic astrological beliefs. Additional clues about the kinds of gains and wants that one can encounter can be found in the sign and dignity of the ruler of the eleventh house, as well as in the nature of the planets that are aspecting or in the house.

For instance, the eleventh house may suggest a strong desire for societal connection, material success, and the accomplishment of goals if it is well-aspected by benefic planets and has a powerful ruler. On the other hand, difficult aspects or placements related to the eleventh house and its ruler may indicate challenges or setbacks in fulfilling one's ambitions.

Based on the karmic imprints left over from previous lifetimes, the eleventh house and its ruler generally play a major part in explaining the fulfillment of aspirations and the accumulation of material and social gains in this incarnation.

In a natal chart, the eleventh lord's placement in the first house can have a big impact on a person's personality, desires, and outlook on life.

1. Great Desires for Self-Expression: The eleventh lord's placement in the first house implies that the person may harbor great aspirations for both self-expression and fulfillment on a personal level. In an effort to claim their individuality and leave their mark on the world, they could put their own demands and goals ahead of everyone else's.

2. Socially Oriented Personality: When the ruler of the eleventh house is in the first house, an individual may prioritize social interactions and relationships, as the house is typically linked to social networks and friendships. They might be gregarious, extroverted people who like to fit in with communities or groups.

3. Creative Thinking: The first house's eleventh lord may suggest an inventive and creative way of thinking. The person might have unusual beliefs and ways of living, and they might be not afraid to take chances to achieve their objectives.

4. Ambitious and Goal-Oriented: The person is likely to be ambitious and goal-oriented if the tenth lord is in the first house. They might be prepared to put in a lot of effort to succeed in their undertakings, have well-defined goals, and a strong sense of purpose.

5. Personal Growth and Self-Development: The eleventh lord's position in the first house indicates that the individual may prioritize their own personal development. They might be eager to learn new things, develop new abilities, and work on improving themselves.

All things considered, the eleventh lord in the first house can point to a vibrant and outgoing person who is motivated by their needs for self-actualization, interpersonal relationships, and personal fulfillment. They might be creative, aspirational, and ready to change the world for the better.

The natal chart's fifth house is influenced by the eleventh lord, and its placement can have a big impact on how someone approaches creativity, self-expression, and social interactions.

1. Creative Networking: The eleventh lord's position in the fifth house indicates that the person may use their creative activities to showcase their social skills and networking ability. They might take pleasure in working on artistic projects in groups or in utilizing social media to further their creative endeavors.

2. Creative Thinking: The eleventh lord in the fifth house can suggest an inventive and creative way of thinking. The person might approach social networking and group activities differently than other people, and they might be drawn to unusual forms of self-expression.

3. Socially Active: People in this location are probably socially active and prefer being a part of clubs, social events, and group activities that are relevant to their interests. They might flourish in settings where they can engage in intellectual conversation with others who share their interests.

4. Desire for Recognition: The eleventh lord in the fifth house can allude to the person's want for approval and acknowledgment of their artistic talents and communal efforts. They could look to their peers for approval and take pleasure in receiving recognition for their accomplishments.

5. Entrepreneurial Spirit: This position may also suggest an entrepreneurial spirit, particularly in areas pertaining to the arts, entertainment, or riskier business endeavors. The person might be gifted at leveraging their social network to further their professional objectives or at transforming their innovative ideas into successful ventures.

All things considered, the eleventh lord in the fifth house points to a vibrant, people-oriented person who uses their networking abilities and creative abilities to succeed and find joy in both personal and professional undertakings.

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RWBY x Digimon OC: Takuma Calem

Status:

Name: Takuma Caelum

Nickname: Agent Caelum, Digidestined of Life, Chosen of Life

Name Meaning: - Takuma: 拓/Taku means "Pioneering, opening up" and 真/Ma means "Truth, reality, genuine" - Caelum: means "heaven"

Gender: Male

Age: 14-15 (Ghost Survive), 17-19 (THOR Alter)

Species: Human

Sexuality: Heterosexual

Birthday: August 30th

Zodiac Sign: Virgo

Aura Color: Crimson Red

Blood Type: A

Raelo: Earth-2 (Alternate Ghost Game/Survive World)

Ethnicity: Japan (formerly), America (currently)

Nationality: Japanese

Language(s) Spoken: Japanese, English, Spanish, and Latin

Occupation: Digidestine of Life, M.O.M Agent & Medic, Informant, Director, Producer, Singer, Songwriter, Composer, Dancer

Home Residence: Nashville, Tennessee/M.O.M Headquarters

Appearance:

Height: 166cm (5'5")(Ghost Survive), 170 cm (5'7")(THOR Alter)

Weight: 52.3 kg (115lbs)

Hair Color: Black

Eyes Color: Black

Handedness: Ambidextrous

Body Type: Athletic

Birthmark(s)//Scar(s)//Tattoe(s): He has a scar on the top left of his forehead

Outfit: Regular Outfit, Traveling/Disguise Clothes

Symbol: Takuma's Emblem

Others: N/A

Piercing(s)//Item(s)//Jewelry: Goggle, The Crest of Life

Personality:

Favorite(s)//Like(s): Gammamon, His friends, His family, Digimon, Music, Dance, Food but really likes Curry, Melon juice, Helping people, Dancing with his friends, Making music with his friends, Completing the mission, People enjoying the music that he and his friends make, Resolving the situation peacefully

Least Favorite(s)//Dislike(s): Bullies, Perverts, Discrimination, People who don't value life, Jinxing, The Master/Haruchika, Kenzoku, Salem, Cinder Fall, Killing people and Digimon even if they are the enemies, His friends in an unnecessary argument, People and Digimon dying/dead

Hobbies//Habit(s): Making music, Dancing, Chess, Playing Piano

Talent(s): Singing, Dancing, Playing piano, Making Music

Mannerisms: Takuma is an independent teenager who rarely relies on others, but is often relied on by his peers. When asked for help, he never refuses. Naturally inquisitive, his encounter with Gammamon sparks his interest in Digimon. He is principled and guided by a strong moral compass, making decisions based on a strong sense of right or wrong rather than purely pragmatic or self-serving considerations. To him, all lives were worth saving, fitting the morality of a true doctor and their devotion to the Hippocratic Oath. He also seems to get angered by anyone who does not value their own life or the lives of others, as seeing his parent's death has given him the perspective to cherish/protect all life and enjoy the time he has left. Takuma is highly empathetic and compassionate, highly attuned to the perspectives and needs of others, especially those in difficult situations, and goes out of his way to provide emotional support to his friends. He is also patient and would prefer to explore alternative solutions and find non-confrontational resolutions to resolve conflict, rather than immediately resorting to more aggressive actions. Takuma is very determined to help those in need, very protective and selfless, and safeguarding the wellbeing of his allies would be a top priority for Takuma, even if it meant putting him at risk. He is very thoughtful and reflective in decision-making, he would carefully consider the broader implications of his choices, aiming to do what is best for the group rather than acting impulsively. He would be likely to weigh the consequences of his choices carefully. He tends to be collaborative and open-minded to input from others. He would value teamwork and be receptive to different viewpoints, rather than stubbornly pursuing his agenda. Takuma is very hopeful and optimistic even in difficult circumstances, Takuma would persist in trying to bring out the best in people and find common ground, believing in the potential for positive change.

Phobia(s)//Fear(s): People and Digimon that he cares about are dead

Dream//Goal(s): Protecting the Human and Digital Worlds; Defeating Kenzoku and The Master/Haruchika (complete); Protecting the Raelos; Helping the Remnant's Digidestine; Rescuing his friends Digimon Partners (complete); Rescuing Duman from Yllidith (complete); Defeating Salem and her inner circle

Relationship:

Father(s): Michael Caelum (deceased)

Mother(s): Sakie Caelum (deceased)

Sibling(s): Gammamon (adopted younger brother); BlackWarGreymon (adopted younger brother)

Uncle(s)//Aunt(s): Mrs. Nelson (aunt; MIA), Wabisuke Jinnouchi (uncle)

Grandparent(s): Tokue Jinnouchi (grandfather), Sakae Jinnouchi (grandmother)

Nephew(s)//Niece(s)//Cousin(s): Shiloh Nelson (cousin), Elijah Nelson (cousin), Micah Nelson (cousin), Judah Nelson (cousin), Mary Nelson (cousin), Josiah Nelson (cousin), Daniel Nelson (cousin), David Nelson (cousin)

Son(s)//Daughter(s): None

Best Friend(s): Duman Wilde, Loogamon, Lucia Carmen, Jellymon, Eiko Tsumuki, Angoramon, Penny Polendina

Friends: Ryo Taminaga, Kunemon, Britney Leigh, Herissmon, Michelle Mouton, Tukaimon, Cole Harris, Cameramon, Culumon, Pteromon, Falcomon, Shoemon, PawnChessmon (Black), Pulsemon, Miyuki Minase, Renamon, Akiharu Minase, Gabumon, Dracmon, Joker Ark, Piedmon, Masaru Saiga, Puppetmon, Aoi Asahina, MugenSeadramon, Kazuichi Soda, Machinedramon, Espimon, Gyro Vermillion, Agumon, Pierce Vermillion, Veemon, Ruby Rose, Palmon, Weiss Schnee, Tentomon, Blake Belladonna, Patamon, Yang Xiao Long, Biyomon, Jaune Arc, Gomamon, Nora Valkyrie, Plotmon, Phyrra Nikos, Gabumon, Lie Ren, Wormmon, Rusty Shores, Bemmon, Aile Cyclone, Hawkmon, Oren Joyeaux, Terriermon, Lopmon Emerald Sustrai, Morphomon, Oscar Pine, Huckmon, Team CFVY, Team SSSN, Monodramon, Keenan, Falcomon (2006)

Lover Interest: Eiko Tsumiki

Allies: Quantumon, Winx Club, Wizards of Black Circle, Gennai, Yggdrasil, Winter Schnee, Ozpin, Leomon, Andromon, Azure Vermillion, Wizardmon, Summer Rose, Renamon, Qrow Branwen

Pet(s): None

Enemies//Rival(s): The Master/Haruchika, Kenzoku, Devimon, Myotismon, The Dark Masters (formerly), Salem, Cinder Fall

Digimon Related:

Digimon Partner: - Baby: Curimon - In-Training: Gurimon - Rookie: Gammamon - Champion: BetelGammamon; KaosGammamon; WezenGammamon; GulusGammamon - Armor: Wyvernmon - Ultimate: CanoWeissmon; Fumamon; Regulusmon - Mega: Siriusmon; Arcturusmon - Extra: Promiximamon

Digivice: Smartphone Digivice (D-SP); This Digivice is the same as the one in the "DA: LEK" yet different. When the Digivice was initially distributed to their user's smartphone as an app called "DigiTown" (like the one in Re: Arise), known as D-SP, each Digivce would display a question to the user. If the user answers the question properly, the Phone Case will change shape and display the name of the user's main Partner Digimon name on the bar beside DigiTown. Its functions are the same as the canon but with extra like: - Channeling the emotional energy of the Chosen Child to their Partner Digimon - Regular smartphone features - Tracking positions of other Digivices - Storing an indefinite number of Digimon inside for ease of travel - Tracking the position, and time until the opening, of Digital Gates - Transporting humans and Digimon into alternate universes/raelos - Opening Digital Gates via computers, to enter the Digital World at will - The user can only materialize one Digimon at a time in the Human World - Displaying a compass that points the user toward where their partner Digimon is - Automatically healing the wounds of any Digimon stored inside the DigiTown App - Returning Digimon who were turned into other Digimon back to their original forms - Projecting a display that shows a live feed of what the Tamer's partner Digimon is seeing - Displaying a Digimon Analyzer profile of any Digimon whom the partner Digimon is currently seeing - Detecting and alerting the user to the presence of an unclaimed Digimental intended for them in the vicinity - Digimon who are stored inside the DigiTown App can speak through it to communicate with others outside it - Using the Digimental Up command to Armor Evolve a Child or Adult Digimon into an Armor Digimon, using a Digimental that is stored in the user's D-Terminal - Projecting a pseudo-Digital World dimensional field over the current area in the Real World that: Fully materializes any Digimon within, Protects the Real World and its inhabitants from the effects of any destruction that occurs within, and Prevents any Digimon within from escaping back into the Real World to cause havoc

Crest: Crest of Life

Digimon's Favorite(s)//Like(s): Chocolate and other sweets

Digimon's Least Favorite(s)//Dislike(s): Killing people or digimon

Digimon's Personality: Brimming with curiosity, he has a habit of trying to bite everything. Despite being mischievous, he obediently listens to what Takuma and the others say. His favorite food is chocolate, going as far as calling it "Champion". Gammamon's nature is more like that of a young child. He often uses descriptive words for food and mispronounces certain phrases such as "Trick and Treats" as "Turkey and Treatment". This aligns with his taking on the role of Takuma's younger brother. Despite his young demeanor, Gammamon can muster up the courage to confront challenges and think on the same level as his friends.

M.O.M Agent//RWBY Related:

Team: - Team Cyber Sleuths: Takuma (co-leader), Gammamon, Duman, Loogamon, Lucia, Jellymon, Eiko, Angoramon, Ryo, Kunemon, Shiloh (co-leader), Floramon, Elijah (second-in-command), Culumon, Micah, Pteromon, Judah, Falcomon, Mary, Shoemon, Josiah, PawnChessmon (Black), Daniel, Pulsemon, Britney Herissmon, Michelle, Impmon, Cole, Cameramon, Miyuki, Renamon, Akiharu, Gabumon, Joker, Piedmon, Masaru, Puppetmon, Aoi, MugenSeadramon, Kazuichi, Machinedramon - Arch Nemesis: Takuma (guitarist/pianist/DJ), Eiko Tsumuki (singer), Duman Wilde (drummer), Lucia Carmen (guitarist/bassist) - Team TTDCE (Transcendence): Takuma (leader), Gammamon, Ryo Tominaga, Kunemon, Duman, Loogamon, Lucia, Jellymon, Eiko, Angoramon - Team DigiDestined: Gyro (leader), Agumon, Pierce, Veemon, Ruby, Palmon, Weiss, Tentomon, Yang, Biyomon, Blake, Patamon, Jaune, Gomamon, Phyrra, Gabumon, Ren, Wormmon, Nora, Plotmon, Takuma, Gammamon, Rusty, Bemmon, Aile, Hawkmon, Oren, Terriermon, Lopmon, Emerald, Morphmon

Abilities: - High Physical Ability: Before he had Chakra and Aura, Takuma had been training his body, and could easily deal with Digimon and Grimm with his physical ability. Takuma has strength beyond that of any huntsman and huntress, has the hardiness and robustness of a dwarf, has the insight to completely grasp an enemy's movements just by seeing it once, and his sword slashes surpass lightning. - Psychokinesis: After unlocking his Aura, he was able to awaken his semblance, Psychokinesis. it has the power of the mind to lift, break, and throw pieces of your environment to build your attack combos and lay waste to your enemies. - Chakra: He has Chakra like the one from Naruto, thanks to inheriting from his grandfather's side of the family, who used to live in the Naruto world before meeting his grandpa who works as an M.O.M agent. His Chakra Nature is Fire, Wind, and Lightning. His grandmother is a Uchiha, meaning Takuma inherits the Clan Kekkei Genkai, the Sharingan. His Mangekyo Sharingan and Eternal Mangekyo Sharingan abilities are similar to Sasuke's. His Sharingan looks like this.

Strong Suit: Strategist, Lock picking, Athletic, Info gathering, Medic, Sensor

Weapon Name: GN Exia; Crucible & Athenor

Weapon Description: - GN Exia: GN Exia was and still is his main weapon before Crucible & Athenor were made. A small forearm shield is attached to a beam rifle, onto which a large sword is mounted. The weapon can alternate between rifle mode and sword mode. A devastating weapon to be sure. Although its large blade requires some skill in balance and probably a lot of strength to wield. - Crucible & Athenor: As you can see in the picture, Crucible & Athenor is a Ballistic Multi Dust Katana. Takuma made them because he wanted his weapon lighter so he could move around easily without worrying too much about the size of GN Exia if he used it to fight on such a narrow battlefield. Crucible is the ballistic gun that is attached at the top of the sheath with normal and Dust bullets, with Ice Bullet can summon ice to make your opponent freeze in their track when hit, Fire Dust makes an explosion when they hit the target, and Lightning Dust makes shock their opponent. Athenor is a katana sword with Dust enhancement on the blade and handle, with the Air Dust you can create a Wind Blade if you swing your blade, Earth Dust makes you summon Earth Spike if you stab the blade of the katana on the ground, and with Gravity Dust you can manipulate your katana to float and pull it back to you if it gets separate from it.

Stats:

Offense: 7.5/10

Defense: 6.5/10

Stealth: 9/10

Agility: 7/10 (9 when using Sharingan)

Stamina: 7.5/10

Recovery: 6/10

Endurance: 7.5/10

Perception: 6/10 (8 when using Sharingan)

Special Tactics: 7.5/10

Swordsmanship: 8/10

Long Range Accuracy: 5.5/10 (7.5 when using Sharingan)

Hand-to-hand combat: 4/10

Aura/Chakra: 8/10

Social Stats:

Patience: 6.5/10

Honesty: 7/10

Loyalty: 8.5/10

Luck: 6.5/10

Humor: 6.5/10

Charisma: 10/10

Social Skills: 7/10

Intelligence//Knowledge: 8/10

Cooperativeness: 10/10

Sanity: 7/10

Will to Act//Bravery: 8/10

Background:

"Hologram, a new technology. Soon after, paranormal phenomena frequently occur. Humans began to refer to them as... Hologram Ghost."

Takuma Caelum is the son of Michael Caelum former M.O.M. Agent and Sakie Caelum-Jinnouchi also a former M.O.M. Agent. It all started when a 4-year-old Takuma and his parent went back home from their vacation in their car until an accident happened in Tokyo at the Rainbow Bridge where two hologram-like monsters appeared out of nowhere fighting against each other, at first it was some kind of hologram show. Still, they were wrong when their attacks were somehow real.

The fight was intense to the point that the attacks hit some of the cars passing by, including the Caelum family car. Luckily, Takuma was able to get out of the car just in time but his parent sadly didn't make it Takuma, who still laid down 'cause of the injuries, watched as his parent burnt to death in a car crash. During their death, the hologram monsters are still fighting and Takuma still lays down on the ground injured until he is somehow in a different world he sees the place look run down and digitized, and the hologram monsters look more visible before he loses unconscious. When he woke up he found himself in a hospital bed and since then Takuma has been recovering in the hospital. After his parents' funeral, he had to move home to his relatives in America with the Nelson family and his uncle Wabisuke.

10 years later, now 14-year-old Takuma was about to go home from school with his friend Ryo Taminaga when Takuma was hit by a soccer ball to the face by Takuma's best friend Duman Wilde who accidentally kicked the ball too hard that it missed the goalie. After Duman apologizes to Takuma, Duman makes a comment about how Takuma reminds him of a protagonist due to the latter's characteristics that align with traditional heroic qualities, even though Takuma sees himself as nothing more but a side character, which is probably why he had joined his aunt's agency, the M.O.M. Agency that special on exploring various realms referred to as Reloes, as a medic & informant instead of joined with his cousins team, no matter how much his cousins and friends convince him.

When Takuma was about to walk home he looked at his smartphone and noticed an app called "DigiTown" that he didn't remember downloading nor heard about the app. He tried to delete it but when he did the app somehow came back on his screen multiple times, so he decided to leave it until he came back home to investigate. After he got home he went to his room turned on his computer and investigated anything about the mysterious app that suddenly appeared on your phone and somehow couldn't delete it until his phone started to make noise as it was to know the user that he had a new notification from his phone.

When Takuma checked his phone he was surprised that it was a message from his uncle Wabisuke Jinnouchi, who he had been missing for a year, what surprised him even more was that the app that he used to chat from the new app "DigiTown" instead of WhatsApp or Snapchat. At first, he was skeptical of this considering the app is already suspicious enough, especially since the name of the app sounds more like a Mobile Game app instead of a Chatting one, the last thing he needs is some kind of hacker to make this app that fills up with a bunch of viruses that let them hack his phone. But since the police and the M.O.M. agent don't have any leads on where his uncle is, he decides to press the app and see what happens.

When Takuma pressed the app, the next thing he knew, his room looked different as the place looked more run down and covered the floor with grass and some parts that looked like some kind of digital parts on it. When he looks out of the window he sees his neighborhood is the same as if he is in some kind of pseudo-world, he stops thinking when he hears something from his room look-a-like. As he turns back behind him, he sees some kind of small white baby-triceratops-head creature with a red tip on his horns.

Takuma was very surprised by the creature but also kind of cute, while the creature, who introduced himself as Gurimon, was very happy and excited to see Takuma. As Gurimon hops into Takuma's hands, the latter accidentally drops his phone as he tries to grab Gurimon and when the phone hits the floor it lights up as a hologram message showing his uncle. The rest is the same as the canon of Wabisuke explaining to his nephew about Digimon, the Digivice, and Gurimon until Takuma and Gurimon heard something, and when they followed the noise they saw two children who introduced themselves as Miyuki and Haru. When Takuma was about to ask them, they were interrupted by a familiar Digimon called Clockmon, one of the same Digimon that attacked on the Rainbow bridge. While Clockmon attacks them, Gurimon tries to protect his older brother until Takuma's phone starts to buzz, as he looks at his phone it reveals a question that says "Are you a Protagonist?" then it reveals a yes and no button below the question.

At first, he doesn't know how to answer this, he always thought of himself as nothing but a side character but that's probably because of the trauma of his parents' death on that day, the reason they went on that vacation is to celebrate his birthday so when he learns his parent dead on that incident he feels like it's his fault that they went to that vacation, but as if right now his new adopted brother is in trouble and needs to help him and if being a protagonist means that he will help him and the people that he cares about then he will become a protagonist as he press the yes button. Then his smartphone started to glow, and the phone's chassis changed color and shape into a Digivice Smartphone, or D-SP for short. It was not just his phone that glowed and but also Gurimon as he Digivolve into Gammamon; because of it, he defeated Clockmon.

After that fiasco, he finds out that Duman and Ryo have a partner Digimon as well, and gets to meet Lucia and Eiko have a partner Digimon, and a Digivice as well, they also meet Professor who used to study with Takema's uncle, who wants to learn more about Digimon and their world, then they decide to make a group called the Cyber Sleuths so they can help people with Hologram Ghost/Digimon. Then the rest is the same as the canon of the Digimon Ghost Game, the only difference is that the Nelson siblings and Britney, Michelle, and Cole somehow got involved with the Digimon and got their own partner Digimon. As I said before, still the same as the Ghost Game canon until the part where more of Digimon came to the Human World and somehow the Digimon lost their connection to the Digital World.

When the Cyber Sleuths tried to figure out why Takuma's phone suddenly got a message and when he saw what was on the screen, he was surprised that he got a bunch of free airplane tickets to Nagano Prefecture in Japan. The Cyber Sleuths saw this and were pretty surprised as well when they called the people at the Airport they said that it was ordered by a man named Wabisuke Jinnouchi and told to send the tickets to his nephew so he and his cousins could go and invite their friends to visit their grandmother, Sakae Jinnouchi, who lives outskirts of Ueda City.

After they made it to Jinnouchi House, they learned that their grandmother and their grandfather were former agents of M.O.M but also Tokue used to be from a different Raleo where ninja is pretty much the norm and have this stuff called Chakra for them to cast Ninjutsu, Genjutsu, and Taijutsu (her Raleo is pretty much Naruto Universe) before she met Sakae and moved with him and get married, which also explain why Takuma has Chakra.

They also learn that Wabisuke also has a partner Digimon called Gazimon. They met when Wabisuke was younger, he was having a hard time adjusting to living his new life with the Jinnouchi family feeling like an outcast but ever since he met Gazimon things changed and he felt like he was accepted into the family, Wabisuke decided to become a M.O.M. agent so he could learn more about other raelos, especially the Digital World.

When the Grandmother finished the story, a portal to the Digital World opened out of nowhere what came out of the portal surprised Takuma and the Nelson Siblings, or in this case who came out of the portal, and those persons were Wabisuke and his partner Digimon Gazimon. Turns out, Wabisuke and Gazimon were trying to make a Digital Portal through the computer but were having a hard time until the screen of his Digivice started to glow and envelop both him and Gazimon, the next thing he knew, he and his partner Digimon are in the Digital World and since then both partners are traveling the home of Digital Monster.

Wabisuke and Gazimon returned to the Human World thanks to the help of a friend from the other side, who would explain to the Cyber Sleuths what was going on in the Digital World. The Cyber Sleuths were confused at first but they, Miyuki, Haru, and the Professor started preparing anyway to head to the Digital World, Wabisuke would loved to stay with his family a little bit longer but he still had some unfinished business there, but Sakae understood the situation and let her son go back to help the kids.

When the Cyber Sleuths arrived at the Digital World, they were greeted with a room that looked like a throne and a humanoid girl Digimon named Quantumon, a temporary leader of the Digital World while Yggdrasil was holding off the treat. Quantumon and Wabisuke explain to the Team what is going on by showing the murals that Wabisuke discovered before he was sent to the Digital World, it all started a long time ago, during the Kamakura period, before they were called Digimon before the Digimon and their world were adapted by the human-computer data, vaccine, and virus, they were known as the Kemonogami and the two worlds were combined with Kemonogami and Humans being the same entity with them sharing the same soul.

It was peaceful until five children were offered up to the Kemonogami by a woman named, Yukiha Minase, in an attempt to gain their powers with Yukiha offering up her own brother, Haruchika, as one of the sacrifices. Upon getting to the alternate world, aka the Digital World, Haruchika ended up becoming partners with Fanglongmon whilst the other four became partners with the Four Sovereign Monsters. However, Haruchika becomes obsessed with power, which causes the Kemonogami to turn savage. He wanted to use their powers to return to the human world and kill his sister, the entire Minase clan, and then destroy the entire human world in revenge for being sacrificed. His rage and thirst for revenge caused Fanglongmon to become Master, who Haruchika tells to destroy the world. To give him more power, Haruchika tells Master to absorb him, which he does. The other four are almost able to defeat them but at the last second end up being unable to actually kill their friend. To help save the world, the Four Sovereign Monsters use their powers to seal Master off in four different directions with them unable to leave the shrines.

This can last hundreds of years, though recently the Four Sovereign Monster powers have weakened making some of Master's power leak enough to make a new type of lifeform called the Kenzoku and has been causing havoc to the Digital World, that is why there are so many Digimon came to the Human World, it was an evacuation so the Digimon could be save from the Master and Kenzoku threat.

After Quantumon and Wabisuke explain to the Cyber Sleuths everything, they are shocked by what they learn so when they ask them how to beat Master, they are attacked by the Kenzoku. The Team fought back against the Kenzoku but before they knew it, the enemy kidnapped Miyuki away and retreated, after the battle Haru was mad and upset at the Team, but more at the Professor, for not doing anything more to protect Miyuki, so he ran off to try to save Miyuki himself, and disappeared before Takuma and the others tried to stop Haru.

When they couldn't find Haru anywhere, they regrouped and planned a way to save Miyuki and defeat Master, that is when Quantumon suggested finding the Sovereign Monsters and giving them their blessing to give them their powers. They could only be found in the shrine each respective in West, North, East, and South just like the Japanese myth of the Four Guardian Spirits of Kyoto. And just like that, everything went the same as in Digimon Survive Truthful Route, and since people know about Digimon and more Digimon will be coming to the Human World, Takuma decided that he wanted to become a diplomat to the Digital World to make sure that it went peaceful for both Digimon and Human.

As for THOR: Digital Alter, let's just say the Dark Masters aren't what they seem to be. Piedmon, Puppetmon, MetalSeadramon, and Machinedramon are partner Digimon to Takuma's friends: Joker Ark, Masaru Saiga, Aoi Asahina, and Kazuichi Soda. But apparently, they were kidnapped and brainwashed by the mastermind from another Raelo so they could control Piedmon and the others to rule the other Digital World from a different Raelo, so Takuma, Gammamon, and the Main Team of Cyber Sleuths decide to follow the mastermind to rescue the Digimon Quatret themselves.

When they arrived, they came to a Digital World yet different from theirs, when they traveled they met Gennai who is like Quantumon a helper for the Chosen Children. Apparently, he knows that the Main Team isn't from this world or in this case this version of raelos, as Gennai led them to his base the Main Team explained to him what happened and why they were in this Raelo version of his Digital World. Gennai was pretty surprised to hear this, especially to his ally who overheard them, Gennai and his ally expected that the Dark Masters that they were fought and sealed away were nothing but innocent Digimon who were forced to commit such crimes.

Gennai explained to the Main Team what happened to their fate which really upset them but only temporarily as the seal wouldn't hold them much longer, Gennai and his ally have been waiting for the eleven Chosen Children who wield the crest can lead them to victory and maybe able to help the Main Team to save their friends, so the Main Team of Cyber Sleuths decide to help Gennai and his ally to stop the mastermind. The story will be the same as in the canon, the only difference is that Takuma and Gammamon decide to help the DigiDestined when they come to the Digital World while the rest of the Main Team helps the ally.

The story went the same in the story until the Eleventh crest which is supposed to be the Crest of Life "As the Guardian of Life, the White Dragonoid senses the voice crying for help or malice, even from far away, will descend like a comet and bring down the enemy." turns out to be Takuma when the Digidestined fought an enemy but despite the others suggest to kill them, Takuma and Gammamon couldn't do it despite what they do are wrong, life is still a life and the Digimon were being forced to fight because the Digimon family were used them as a hostage which they can't blame, Takuma and Gammamon will protect all life no matter what it takes, which the Crest of Life has chose them to be their wielder. Everything went the same as in the story, just adding the Main Team until the Dark Masters Arc. I mean they all are just the same, just instead of killing the Dark Masters the Crest and Digivice glow and break the Dark Masters's brainwash reverting them back to their rookie level.

Again everything went the same in the canon just add the Main Team in it. After the whole Diaboromon War Game fiasco and getting their Digimental Egg but before Oren, Terriermon, and Lopmon join the group, Duman collapses with a sudden illness, nobody knows what's wrong with him, and not even Gennai or Ozpin knows as well, they only know is that it's something to do with his magic. That is until Loogamon has an idea, that maybe they should go and ask Duman's older brothers apparently they wield the same type of magic as Duman, the problem is that Duman is from the Cyber Sleuths Raelo but a different one, he was separately from his Raelo somehow and ended up to Takuma and the other. No one knows how to get there but Takuma is not giving up on Duman so he and his team go back to his Raelo while the other DigiDestined stayed at Remnant to continue their mission.

When the Main Team arrived at their Raelo, they were greeted by the rest of Team Cyber Sleuths in the M.O.M. Agency the Digimon quartet reunited with their human partner and they were about to celebrate their return but that would have to wait as Duman was sick, and in need of help. So when they were able to locate which Raelo Duman was from, they activated the portal and the Cyber Sleuths went on to another adventure like the old time sake, except for the part where Duman is sick. After they arrived at Duman's Raelo, they had magic and wizard stuff, but not the part where fairies exist in the modern era and where there is a whole lot of planet where other magic and fairies exist, and where there is a boarding school specifically for fairy only.

The Cyber Sleuths decide to go to this boarding fairy school where they think they might help with Duman, not knowing someone is watching them especially Duman. When they arrived at the boarding school "Alfea", they were already kinda of expecting this, A bunch of girls, who they call themself Winx, saw them, then the next thing they knew they started to transform into their fairy form and attacked which they defended themselves of course, the fairy was soon stopped by the principal of Alfea, Miss Faragonda, to stand down. Faragonda apologized to the Cyber Sleuths and asked them about the unexpected visit, and Takuma and the other told her everything hoping that she could help their friend.

When Faragonda checks on Duman she can sense some kind of beast inside of him, that has been absorbing his magic since. Faragonda asked when the symptoms showed, which was almost a month ago but Duman said he was fine but then again that was his way of not worried about him. Before they could ask her more they heard something outside and when they were outside they saw three men in black clothing floating outside, they introduced themselves as the Wizards of the Black Circle and were here to take back what was theirs.

Basically deja vu, the Wizards fought Cyber Sleuths and the Winx, and the next thing they know Duman was kidnapped by the Wizards as they teleported away. After the fight, Faragonda explains the Cyber Sleuths of the Wizards of the Black Circle, they are a group of organizations and their goal is to capture all Earth Fairies and still use their magic to rule the world, which by the way it was pretty cliche. But that makes Shiloh think, why do the Wizards want Duman, he's not even a fairy considering most of the fairy population are female and his magic is mostly on shapeshifting into different animals, and that's where they're wrong shapeshifting can transform the user into any human and being, be it from the myth or story.

The rest of the story is something similar to Season 4 of Winx Club, except for the fact that Duman has been held captive but was able to escape thanks to Loogamon who is still inside his phone and somehow ends up at Gardenia and meets with Roxy and have a crush on each other.

Again the rest are still the same with the Cyber Sleuths reuniting with Duman and Loogamon, until the Earth Fairies declare revenge upon the humans and the Black Circle, and the true leader of the Black Circle, Yllidith reveals himself and shows everyone of Duman's origin. Apparently, Duman is the son of a powerful wizard and an Earth Fairy, as well as the younger brother of Oregon, Gantlos, and Anagan, but sadly the parents died as the Earth Fairies kill them for the White Circle cause the parents are the guardian of it and they refuse to give the Earth Fairies the ring for the sake of vengeance against the Black Circle and during those fight between the parents and the Earth Fairies cause a portal to appear and suck Duman into it when he was a baby leaving him in front of his foster family house, while his three older brothers were taking in by the Wizards of the Black Circle as they want to pay for the Earth Fairies for what they did to their parents and their baby brother.

This revelation surprised the Cyber and the Winx especially Duman, no wonder Oregan and his brothers look relieved when they see him awake from his fever. Duman thoughts were broken as Yllidith appeared in front of him and knocked him out then ordered the rest of the Black Circle to retreat to their base. After the whole fiasco, the group returned to Alfea to recover and discuss their plan of action on stopping the Earth Fairies, and the Black Circle, and rescue Duman at the same time.

Meanwhile, at the Black Circle base, Yllidith laid Duman, who is still unconscious, in the middle of a circle drawing as he prepared a ritual to summon an elder dragon called Oltura. This revelation shocked Oregon and his brothers cause Oltura is known to have the power to upset the balance of the world and cause great disaster and calamity throughout its life cycle. They asked their leader what plan he was making with such a dangerous creature, Yllidith explained that he wanted to tame the elder dragon, which they thought its impossible considering that an elder dragon, like Oltura, cannot be tamed, that is why that Yllidith use Duman and his magic to tamed. This confused the brothers as to why use Duman instead of Roxy considering she is the Animal Fairy and she can talk and control animals besides isn't Duman magic just shapeshifting, Yllidith explained to them that Duman's magic is more than a shapeshifter, he can seal any creature's body part they have touched into their body and gaining the ability to subsequently transform their body into that of the creature and their powers.

The shocked expression is pretty understandable for the brothers considering that their little brother had that kind of magic, but what shocked them even more was that there was a chance that the ritual could permanently turn him into a beast including his mind becoming more of a beast instead of human, which irked the brothers because they don't want Duman to be a giant dragon forever, so they rebelled against Yllidith and tried to save their brother.

The rest is pretty much what you think, the Earth Fairies started their war against the rest of the members of the Black Circle, The Wizard Brothers are fighting other members of the Circle as Yllidith finishes the ritual Duman turns into Oltura, The Cyber Winx allied with the Wizard Brothers to stop the Earth Fairies, Yllidith, and the Oltura. In the end, they were able to beat them as the Earth Fairies gave up their revenge, Yllidith was sealed away in the Omega Dimension, and Duman was able to return to normal thanks to Roxy. As the Cyber Sleuths were about to come back to their Raelo, they said goodbye to the Winx and the Wizards, especially Duman as he and Loogamon decided to stay in Gardenia to spend more time with friends and family there.

When the group is back to their own Raelo, the Cyber have their own goodbyes as Takuma and Gammamon decide to go back to Remnant to help the DigiDestined with their mission, and when they did apparently just like the Digital World the time is quite different between the Raelos as they were only gone for a few weeks in Remnant as Takuma and Gammamon have been gone for a month as they reunite with the team.

I don't know if swift56 is still letting BlackWarGreymon X die but I really love BlackWarGreymon in Adventure 02 and this is my AU, I let him live. As BlackWarGreymon X is dying, both he and Takuma's Digivice glow brightly as the Dark Tower Digimon instead perish he turns into a DigiEgg and is reborn as a real Digimon. The rest are still the same as the story and as it is still ongoing I leave it here for now if there is something I want to change.

Extra:

Theme Song(s): Be the Winners, X-Treme Fight, & Break the Chains by Takayoshi Tanimoto; Kizuna by Nana Tanimura

Voice Actor(s): Kōhei Amasaki (JPN); Sam Luff (ENG)

Trivia//Extra Information: - He is pretty much Eiko's Koumei/Strategist. - He is known to be the best Informant in the M.O.M. Agency. - Duman is pretty much Takuma's rival/the brooding boy in this AU. - He will lose focus if one of his friends/family almost gets killed and gets a mini-panic attack. - Instead of Judah who plays the lead in chess in the first and second "Human Chess In Real Life" it's Takuma. - His personality is the same as Takuma Momozuka from Digimon Survive in Moral Route including his voice actor.

Quote(s): - "Digimental Up!" - "No, I won't kill you. But I'll probably cry." - "You don't die for your friends, you live for them." - "It's true, that they are bad humans... but they are also bad Digimon." - "Ugh! Well, at least I've got you now! We'll always be together..." - "We'll do whatever it takes to win. If we don't win, we won't live to see tomorrow!" - "That's right! It's me... It's your partner, Takuma. No more than that, your brother." "Life is precious, be sure to spend it with the people you hold dear to your heart." - "You must live life as long as you are still strong. Never look at your life as something insignificant." - "It doesn't matter if they're Human, Digimon, or Fairy and Wizards. We gotta look at their hearts and decide. That's how we move forward, right?" - "My friends are alive right now!! The Digimons are alive too!! Whether they've got Magic, human or not, the important thing is that they're alive! These are lives dammit!" - "Even if you make a mistake, you can fix it. Making mistakes, fixing them, and moving forward. That's what it takes to be human... as well as Digimon. Haven't you given up on their possibilities?" "It's because you're looking down… From up… Top… That you don't get it. Whether we're human or Digimon… we're still alive, aren't we? We can be friends, or parent and child… But our strength won't ever change!"

Notes:

This was inspired by THOR Alter: Digital Story by swift56; The Spell by cocacola8306; Tigers and Truces & Amazon and Allies by Calissa Rowan; Even If It Was You by TheCarmineWanker; Rebel Fairies and Rouge Wizards by WildeChild17

Welp, that was fun making it. it's been a while since I made another oc, especially about Digimon, this was inspired by the story listed above. I got this idea when I bought the Digimon Survive game while watching Shiloh and Bros on YouTube and the Digimon Ghost Game because of how much Survive reminds me of Ghost Game, I've also been watching my childhood cartoon called Winx Club and boy does that bring back memories especially season 4 where my favorite antagonist group The Wizards of the Black Circle, especially Duman who is my favorite among those group, and since then I've been thinking what would be like to have if my oc, Duman, Shiloh and Bros, and a few favorite characters I would love to add have a Digimon Partner and got involved on a Journey that is a mixture of Digimon Ghost Game and Survive and so here it is.

I don't know what to call the name of this season title, so I just called it "Digimon: Ghost Survive" Pretty stupid title huh? Anyway, as you can see in the background pretty much the story is a combination of Ghost Game and Survive, at the beginning the story mostly from the Ghost Game but almost the end when more Digimon come to the Human World and they lose connection to the Digital World is where the Survive elements came in when Takuma's uncle, Wabisuke who like Hiro's dad went missing came back with his Digimon Partner, Dracumon, from the Digital World thanks to Quantumon and explain to them about Miyuki, The Master/Haruchika, and everything.

Because you have to admit, the ending of Digimon Ghost Game kinda sucks because I was hoping the final boss wasn't Gammamon dark side, heck I was hoping for it to fight with Hiro and his team in the final battle against the big bad boss like the last of the Digimon series, so yeah I was really disappointed so I replace the dark side Gammamon situation with the Kenzoku and The Master/Haruchika situation. After that fiasco with Haruchika, it was time for season 2 and that is THOR Alter and well y'know the story from above. They're pretty much the 02 for Digimon Ghost Survive.

I was having a hard time when it came to choosing a Digivice, considering that Digimon Survive doesn't have one and I don't know how should I feel about Digivice V and VV since it's pretty much a watch, I prefer the Digivice handheld instead, but in the end, I decided to choose the Smartphone Digivice which debut in DA: LEK and DA02: TB it reminds me of my favorite mobile game Digimon: ReArise, too bad it was shut down I was so close on digivolving Herissmon into his Mega form and it was a fun game. I even added some functions from D-3, D-Arcs, and Xros Loader because I love some of those functions on the list including storing multiple Digimons that you can recruit like in Digimon Survive and the Persona series.

I also going to make a list of Team Cyber Sleuths, sorry I don't have names other than this for their team names, and their Digimon Partners and their evolution are like. Here is the Link if you want to see it, and when you do see it, on the template the age would be the beginning of Ghost Survive, the Nelson sibling ages are a bit different consider them like de-aging since Digimon destined/tamer are mostly kids teenagers, but hey that's the best part of AU! You can literally make something up! Lots of stuff can be different, changing the characters, and plots to be discovered. I hope you guys like it!

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Understanding the different levels of the mind - conscious, unconscious, subconscious, and superconscious

Have you ever wondered about the different layers of your mind and how they influence your thoughts, actions, and beliefs? The human mind is a complex and fascinating entity, comprising various levels of consciousness that shape our perceptions and behaviors. In this blog post, we will delve into the depths of the subconscious mind, unconscious mind, conscious mind, and superconscious mind to gain a comprehensive understanding of their functions and impact on our lives.

The Subconscious Mind: Unraveling the Power Within

The subconscious mind is like the hidden powerhouse within us, silently shaping our thoughts, emotions, and habits. It operates beneath the surface of our awareness, influencing our behavior without us consciously realizing it. This part of the mind stores all our past experiences, memories, beliefs, and emotions, whether positive or negative. It acts as a reservoir of information that impacts our decision-making process and overall mindset.

The Role of the Subconscious Mind

The subconscious mind plays a pivotal role in shaping our self-image and perceptions of the world around us. It is responsible for automatic responses and intuitive reactions to various stimuli. For instance, it governs our instinctive fears, phobias, and deeply ingrained habits. Moreover, the subconscious mind is highly receptive to suggestions and affirmations, making it a powerful tool for personal development and self-improvement.

Harnessing the Power of the Subconscious Mind

Understanding the influence of the subconscious mind allows us to harness its power for personal growth and transformation. Techniques such as visualization, positive affirmations, and hypnotherapy directly target the subconscious, reprogramming negative thought patterns and instilling empowering beliefs. By accessing this deeper level of awareness, individuals can overcome limiting beliefs and unlock their true potential.

The Unconscious Mind: Exploring the Depths of the Psyche

While the terms "subconscious" and "unconscious" are often used interchangeably, they represent distinct aspects of the human mind. The unconscious mind delves even deeper into the realms of our psyche, housing repressed memories, unresolved traumas, and innate drives that exert a profound influence on our thoughts and behaviors.

Freudian Perspective on the Unconscious

Sigmund Freud, the renowned psychoanalyst, introduced the concept of the unconscious mind as a repository of hidden desires, primal instincts, and unresolved conflicts. According to Freudian theory, the unconscious governs our deepest urges and impulses, often manifesting in dreams or slips of the tongue. By bringing these buried emotions and motivations to light, individuals can gain insight into their psychological make-up and achieve emotional healing.

The Influence of the Unconscious on Behavior

The unconscious mind exerts a subtle yet pervasive influence on our everyday choices and interactions. It can shape our preferences, relationships, and responses to external stimuli in ways that elude conscious awareness. Furthermore, unresolved issues stored in the unconscious may lead to emotional distress, anxiety, or unexplained patterns of self-sabotage. By unraveling these hidden aspects of the psyche, individuals can embark on a journey of self-discovery and inner healing.

The Conscious Mind: Embracing Awareness and Rational Thinking

In contrast to the mysterious depths of the subconscious and unconscious minds, the conscious mind represents our immediate awareness and logical reasoning. It is the part of our mental faculty that engages in critical thinking, decision-making, and deliberate actions based on present circumstances.

Functions of the Conscious Mind

The conscious mind processes incoming information from our senses, allowing us to perceive and interpret the world around us. It enables us to analyze, plan, and make conscious choices in alignment with our goals and values. Moreover, the conscious mind fosters self-awareness and introspection, empowering individuals to reflect on their experiences and learn from them.

Limitations of Conscious Awareness

While the conscious mind is essential for navigating daily life and making rational decisions, it has inherent limitations. Its capacity for processing information is relatively narrow compared to the vast reservoir of knowledge stored in the subconscious and unconscious minds. Additionally, the conscious mind may be prone to cognitive biases and selective attention, leading to distorted perceptions of reality.

The Superconscious Mind: Tapping into Higher States of Consciousness

Beyond the realms of everyday awareness lies the superconscious mind, a transcendent realm of heightened consciousness and spiritual enlightenment. This elevated state of being transcends individual identity and connects us to universal truths and collective wisdom.

Accessing Transcendental States of Consciousness

The superconscious mind is associated with states of deep meditation, spiritual awakening, and mystical experiences. It encompasses moments of profound insight, creativity, and intuitive knowing that surpass ordinary cognition. By transcending ego-bound limitations, individuals can tap into the superconscious realm to gain clarity, inspiration, and a sense of interconnectedness with all existence.

Integration of Subconscious, Unconscious, Conscious, and Superconscious Minds

In an integrated approach to mental well-being, it is crucial to harmonize the various layers of consciousness within ourselves. By acknowledging the intricate interplay between the subconscious, unconscious, conscious, and superconscious minds, individuals can embark on a holistic journey of self-discovery and inner transformation.

Conclusion: Nurturing Holistic Awareness and Self-Integration

In conclusion, exploring the depths of the subconscious mind, unconscious mind, conscious mind, and superconscious mind unveils the multidimensional nature of human consciousness. Each layer contributes to our overall mental landscape, shaping our perceptions, emotions, and behaviors in profound ways.

By embracing a holistic approach to mental well-being that honors all facets of consciousness, individuals can embark on a transformative journey toward self-integration and spiritual evolution. Whether through practices such as mindfulness meditation, psychotherapy, or spiritual contemplation, nurturing an awareness of these interconnected layers empowers us to unlock our true potential and live authentically.

Understanding the nuanced interplay between these layers of consciousness provides a roadmap for personal growth, emotional healing, and spiritual awakening. As we delve into the depths of our psyche and expand our awareness beyond conventional boundaries, we pave the way for profound self-discovery and inner liberation.

So let's embark on this enlightening journey together – exploring the depths of our minds and embracing the wondrous tapestry of consciousness that shapes our very existence.

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Jung, Carl Gustav. "The Archetypes and The Collective Unconscious." Princeton University Press, 1968.

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https://hypnomental.ir/subconscious-mind-and-hypnosis/

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Yours is in red underlined

Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x Electrokinesis!Reader

Summary: Years ago, Natasha Romanoff and Y/N Y/L/N, a Red Room guard, shared a forbidden love. Y/N helped Natasha escape, but was captured and brainwashed by HYDRA, losing all memory of their love. Years later, they meet again as enemies, but Natasha still recognizes Y/N as the woman she once loved. Determined to uncover her lost memories, Natasha begins a painful fight to awaken Y/N and free her from HYDRA's influence. Will Natasha be able to rekindle the spark between her and Y/N or will theirs be forgotten hearts forever?

Warnings: dark themes, violence, torture, whipping, restraining, cutting, skin, sewing, brainwashing, blood, gore, name calling, mention of death, fainting.

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Fear.

What is fear?.

“Emotional state consisting of a sense of insecurity, confusion and anxiety in the face of a real or imaginary danger or in the face of something or a fact that is or is believed to be harmful: more or less intense depending on the person and the circumstances, it takes on the character of a strong and sudden disturbance, which also manifests itself with physical reactions, when the danger comes unexpectedly, takes you by surprise or in any case appears imminent”: definition of fear

“Again”

It is a primary emotion, present since always in both the human race and the animal kingdom. Like all emotions, fear has an adaptive function, in fact it protects the individual in the face of a danger or a threat (real or imaginary) and is invaluable from the first years of life.

“You were nothing before we found you”.

We refer to fear with different terms based on its degree of intensity: Fear, Anxiety, Fear, Phobia, Panic, Terror and Horror.

Fear is the least intense form of fear and is determined when a situation promises pleasure but, at the same time, also pain: there is the perception of the possibility of losing pleasure, but one still moves towards it. In this case the threat of pain and that of pleasure are equivalent, generating a situation of conflict while waiting for some clue capable of tipping the scales to one side or the other.

Fear emerges when the context is dominated by the threat of pain or its perception: in this case one is pervaded by the desire to escape or in any case to distance oneself from the source of pain, whether real or imaginary. When the anxiety in front of a certain object, animal or event is considerable and cannot be controlled by reason, it is called phobia.

This causes a reaction that is significantly disproportionate to the situation being faced. For this reason, the subject who has phobias carefully avoids all situations that could trigger his anxiety. Therefore, his social life can be significantly affected. Examples include claustrophobia, agoraphobia, and centrophobia. When fear is at its maximum and is charged with a premonition of death, it is called panic. This is defined by Galimberti as an "acute episode of anxiety characterized by emotional tension and intolerable terror that hinders adequate organization of thought and action". The panic situation is related to claustrophobia.

Terror is the extreme form of fear, even more intense than panic, where the impulse to escape is so high that an immediate solution is sought: in this case the individual chooses to retreat inside himself. Terror is a real escape inward, so much so that the muscles can become paralyzed in an attempt to reduce the sensitivity of the organism during the presumed or real agony.

Horror is a feeling of strong fear and disgust aroused by what appears cruel and repugnant in a physical or moral sense. By extension, horror can indicate a fact, an object or a situation that arouses such a feeling.

“You will never be enough”

Many people have common fears, but you. Oh, if only I had only a few. There are so many that you probably don’t even know them all. But no fear you have ever felt can be compared to what you felt in those moments.

In the moments when you were tied to the bed, with ropes that left marks on your wrists, when they pushed your head under water and continued to do so until you passed out, when they left you in a small room without food and water for days. And the memories continue. Those memories that every day, constantly, cloud your mind, make you feel even more angry towards the people who took you. For the conditions in which they made you live. For how they changed you.

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The footsteps that echoed in the hallway, getting closer and closer to your room, were heavy, full of anger and rage. Somehow, it gave you a very clear idea of ​​what was waiting for you.

Those same footsteps stopped right in front of your door, then slammed it open and entered that small space where you are forced to spend your few free moments.

“Get up” said the hoarse voice of the man in front of you. “You’ve done it big this time, you mutt” he approached, forcefully lifting you to your feet.

You stumbled, but the strong grip the man had on your arm prevented you from falling. The two of you walked in a direction that was now familiar to you. The red door, given by the rust that had formed on it, was getting closer and closer, and with it the consequences of his actions.

The two guards in front of the door moved when they saw you coming and opened the door, both with an evil smile plastered on their faces, knowing exactly what was about to happen to you and ready to hear the noises they would hear.

The guard who had initially escorted you now led you to the center of the room. It had no windows, the only light came from a light bulb attached to the ceiling, right above you, the stone walls almost made you feel the pain that the other test subjects and prisoners had felt and among those screams of pain, you could hear yours too.

The guard made you undress, leaving you only in your underwear. The chains that he then tied to your limbs were heavy. Those same chains that you had been attached to for hours were sometimes no longer your first thought, not even the noise of the whip with the metal tip, which dragged along the floor emitting an annoying screech. No, your only thought was whether you would actually come out alive, and if so, how much longer you would last. He circled you, stopping right in front of you and lifting your head with a knife.

“Were these not enough for you?” he asked, smiling evilly at you and tracing the scars on the sides of your mouth with the tip of the knife. “Obviously not,” he pressed against your cheek, glaring at you with hatred and causing a few drops of your blood to fall to the ground.

You still remember the pain and the satisfied face of the person who had caused them. You remember one of your attackers holding your head still while the other, without flinching, pushed the blade against your skin. You remember your eyes filling with tears and the two of them laughing at the scene. You remember your mouth filling with blood, that metallic taste that was unknown to you before, now oh so familiar. You remember being taken to a doctor who, without caring about your pain, began to sew your cheeks back together.

He spat at you, then returned to his starting position behind you.

Your back arched as the whip came into abrupt contact with your skin. Your hands gripped the chains so tight that if they had been normal, they would have broken. You could feel the skin splitting open, wounds that were now almost completely healed reopening, blood running down your back. You felt like you were on fire. The subsequent lashes were never in the same place, but each time they hit an open wound it felt like a limb was being torn from your body. You could hear the laughter of the man behind you and, unfortunately thanks to your super soldier hearing, that of the guards outside the door.

You were always taught never to grimace in pain or show signs of weakness in general. Maybe that's why you didn't cry; or maybe, more simply, because you didn't have the strength to do so. The first few times they tortured you, your screams could be heard from thousands of miles away, but now it was as if they had ripped out your vocal cords. You didn't even know what your voice sounded like anymore. Was it high-pitched, like the little girl who was kidnapped all those years ago, or hoarse, like the monster they created, or soft, like you spoke to that red-haired Russian girl you'd met all those years ago, during your time in the Red Room? You couldn't have known that. 

You didn’t know if your mind went blank for the rest of the punishment or if you fainted, you just knew that you didn’t feel the last lashes. It was almost as if your body was a mannequin. You could feel the skin of the whip on your skin, but you didn’t feel any pain. But you could see, or imagine, a very well defined, but above all very familiar silhouette. That very bright red hair, those sharp green eyes, those full lips, that body, those shapes that some time ago had been your favorite.

Natalia. Your Natalia. The girl you, against your will, began training during your time in the Red Room after the unexpected death of your predecessor. The girl with whom you formed an unbreakable bond in such a short time. The girl who introduced you to that feeling that still consumes you just thinking about it.

You muttered her name under your breath, but in that dark, windowless room, the sound was amplified. And, unfortunately for you, the murmur of that name, which even now, years later, still instilled fear, was heard by your torturer. He stopped, the hand that held the whip still behind his head, ready to deliver yet another violent and painful lash. His face showed shock and disbelief, but it was quickly replaced by an expression of anger mixed with terror. He quickly dropped the whip, and quickly returned in front of you, kneeling down and forcefully cupping your face in his hands, his fingers applying pressure against the hideous scars on your cheeks.

“What the fuck did you just say, mutt?” he spat, his spit landing on your face. You closed your eyes, not wanting to look into the eyes of the man in front of you. You tried to hide your face by turning it towards the floor, but his grip was too tight. “Say that again, if you dare.”

Silence.

The small, dark, gray room was deadly silent. The only sound that could be heard was the mix of yours and his labored breathing. You looked up at the man’s eyes, but this time there was no more anger or fear on his face, replaced by a smirk.

“Did I hear that right?” he began, after you whispered the forbidden name again. “Is that the name of that cheating bitch Black Widow? The girl who made you weak? The bitch who’s the reason these scars were made on your face?” he laughed.

“Did you really think she fell in love with you, that you two had something special? Oh, honey, she just used you to escape that shithole that is the Red Room. No one could love a monster, not a murderer, not even a monster himself,” he continued.

“I’m not a monster,” you muttered, watching the man’s face harden and turn red with anger. “You made me one,” you spat in his face, smiling at his shocked face. Apart from the first few times, you had never spoken to anyone like that, too scared of the consequences. But you had nothing left to lose.

He looked at you for a few seconds and then called out to the guards outside the door. They untied you from the heavy chains and forcefully dragged you out of the small room, walking down the long corridor that smelled of death, probably from the multitude of now-deceased bodies that remained in the basement to rot.

They pushed you into another room, this time much larger and much brighter thanks to the many lights, but still without windows. You realized how heavy the consequences of your actions would be only when you saw the chair in the middle of the room, surrounded by all the other utensils.

“No no no no, please. I’ll be good, I swear. Please, I beg you. Everything but the chair” you screamed, your voice full of terror. They ignored you, without even deigning to look at you and, with a few struggles, they tied you to the seat. You started to squirm, trying in every way to free yourself from the straps, but one of the two guards, positioning himself behind the chair, held your face still while the other, after briefly heating the blade of his knife with a blowtorch, started to cut your cheeks, in the exact same spot as the original carvings.

This time, unlike before, you screamed in pain, hot tears streaming down your face and mixing with the blood, landing on your wounds and starting to burn. This went on for quite some time, the guard only stopping when a deep, raspy voice ordered him to stop and move away from your painful form. Your vision was blurry, the figure in front of you unidentifiable, but that didn’t matter. He touched your cut and bloody cheeks, pressing hard against the cuts, making you moan in pain. “Oh, how I love it when whores like you moan for me,” he muttered. He motioned for another individual to come over and position the machine above your head in the correct position. The iron was cold against your skin, which brought relief for a millisecond.

“Wipe her,” he ordered, not a shred of hesitation in his words.

“But Sir, she is too weak. She may not survive,” another voice replied, higher pitched and with an Eastern European accent, very different from your Western one

“I told you to do something, and you will do it, without question. Wipe her.”

The doctor approached the control panel of the machine, and with uncertainty, he lowered a large lever and immediately the room echoed for a second time with your cries of pain. The procedure took a long time, almost longer than usual, but it was much less precise and effective, since the last thing you thought about before giving in to the pain and passing out was the very person who put you in these conditions.

Natalia Romanova.

[insolitus-academy]

♚ // Face Claim Full name Face Claim: Hyunjin Hwang| Group/Band/Occupation: Stray Kids Nationality: South Korea Faceclaim age: 23

♚ // Character ; Basic information

Quote: In my defense, I was left unsupervised.

Full name character: Aidan Hwang Nickname: Aidan Realm of birth (if earth, nationality): Imaginary realm Age: 23 Date of Birth: March 20th, 1997 Gender: Cis male Preferred Pronouns: He/him Race: Shardian Sexual Orientation: Pansexual What is the level of Korean and how did they learn to speak it (For non-Korean characters from other realms & other earth-countries): Native

♚ // Character ; Appearance

Skin Color: Fair Eye color: Naturally black, however he wears light blue contact lenses Scars: One across his thigh Piercings: Multiple lobe piercings in both ears – an orbital in his right ear, two small helixes in his left one; a navel piercing Tattoos: None Hair color: Currently red, tends to change colors on a whim Abnormalities: Aidan’s skin while being fair, it has a certain greyish hue to it, almost as if at a closer look one could see right through him Horns/ wings/ etc.: N/A Transformed form: N/A

♚ // Character ; Personality

Six personality traits: Obsessive, moody, impulsive, observant, impressionable, creative

Likes: spring, the scent of oil paints, early mornings, warm milk, insectariums Dislikes: cold weather, confined places, strict routines, loud alarms, dining alone Manias: Aidan cannot possibly stand being unclean, thus he takes multiple showers a day, religiously washes his hands and carries around wet-wipes and hand sanitizer at all times. He would not ever meet someone unless he deems himself pristine. He stocks up on tissues and milk. He also gets overwhelmingly distressed around December, to the point of going out of his way not to be involved in any sort of conflict by that time, as he is persuaded it could be very dangerous to the person in cause. Aidan tends to be unusually docile and polite around that time. Phobias: Not a phobia per se, however Aidan is horrified by crows specifically. Aidan also has a deep fear of vanishing as the memory of his former self would be forgotten. Animal: Ferret Religion: Aidan doesn’t adhere to any of the big religions; however, he holds a set of values and principles of his own .Favorite song: Måneskin - HONEY (ARE U COMING?)Vice: LustVirtue: Diligence

Personality description: Aidan operates in extremes, like a ticking bomb of muted emotions that goes off every once in a while, with overwhelming force, exhausts itself completely, and then repeats the cycle. Over and over.

It’s difficult to predict what mood one could find him in, and depending on that, he could be the most docile, sweet creature to have ever set foot on earth, or the most crude and vile. Although temperamental and prone to shift lanes in the blink of an eye, Aidan has the tendency to fixate on things or people, and when that occurs, he finds an inexplicable force within himself to wholly dedicate himself to said activity or person, to the point of throwing away his own well-being and frail sanity.

There are many aspects about himself that he can barely make sense of, which leaves him frustrated and on a constant quest of finding himself. Built out of bits and pieces of someone’s image, mediated by yet someone else’s perception, Aidan struggles to understand why he acts, thinks or feels a certain way. Though he carries plenty of scars that make him difficult to deal with, what Aidan ultimately seeks is to quench the thirst of wanting to belong someplace

♚ // Character ; Powers

Magical Powers: Summoning emotions of sadness. Aidan has the ability to summon emotions of sadness in others, however sustained eye-contact is necessary for it to happen in his case, and he mostly uses this power to his benefice. Reading the darkest and saddest memories through touch. Upon touching another being, Aidan can have access to their deepest repressed memories. Magic tears. Aidan’s tears are magical and they cause a sense of euphoria when consumed by another being.

Non-magical Powers:Painting. Very efficient with chores. Quite crafty.

Weaknesses: Reading sorrowful memories through touch. It’s a power Aidan is aware of, however cannot properly control it yet, thus he unwillingly receives flashes of someone else’s memories when he didn’t mean to actually access those. Depending on the context, Aidan will keep it a secret, as he doesn’t want, nor mean to cross people’s boundaries without their knowledge. Lack of energy as his memory is less and less remembered. Aidan’s existence is quite fragile, and he desperately needs someone to remember his former self. As a consequence, after extended periods of time when people no longer think of him, Aidan becomes groggy and has overall less energy to go by. Poor sense of self. Aidan is the result of someone else’s perception of his former self, and while some details about him and his life were known by them, others were not. Those residues of his former self that he cannot explain to himself leave Aidan with a sense of not truly knowing or understanding himself. Cannot hold his liquor, although he very much likes drinking. Alcohol makes him become even more erratic than he usually is, and an innocent, lighthearted night out can easily turn into a mess.

♚ // Character ; The Student

Study Style: True to his personality, Aidan performs impeccably in those subjects that catch his attention, while failing miserably at those that he can’t grasp. However, he is not one to take accountability for his own shortcomings and when frustration builds up, he is the kind to let it out on his teachers. Favorite class: Theatre/dramaLeast favorite class: Math I

classes (5-8) : AstrologyArcheryFrenchMath IFashion history & SewingTheatre/dramaTennis

♚ // Character ; The Past Date of Birth: March 20th, 1997 Date of Death: Supposed to be November 20th, 2020 Crime Record: A couple of petty crimes in his early teenage years, such as shoplifting, stealing bikes, trying to break into houses (in plain daylight). Has your character attended Insolitus Academy in the past?No

Background: TW: mentions of mental health issues & suicide; mentions of child neglect

In the early hours, footsteps resonated across the corridor like a brigade’s march. The door had been found wide open, the bed empty, the once white sheets without a single fold. They were like paper, and cold, untouched. Aidan hadn’t been there the night before – the most sensible conclusion. Confusion and anxiety reigned over the ward, unspoken questions floating in the chilly morning air along the small particles of light that peered inside through the sheer curtains. He was no longer there, nowhere to be found, his roommate too dazed to recall whether or not both were inside the room when the lights went out. Days, then weeks would pass, late autumn’s earth would be covered in snow, copper leaves rotting underneath, and yet no trace of him, not a single sign to prove he’d ever existed in that place. That winter turned out to be unusually harsh. As the first days of spring came about, the disappearance would be conveniently ruled out as suicide, though long before all search had been given up on.

It was autumn already, the moon shining brightly on the night sky, and under the light of that moon there he was bathing, his pores sucking in every beam as if those ensured his vitality. Aidan was no longer Aidan, not in the way he used to be himself. The world around him bore resemblance to the one he used to know while at the same time being completely different. He was more lost than ever, more confused than ever. There was a sense of freedom that made Aidan feel uneasy, as he barely knew how to exist on his own terms, without guidance or surveillance. However, in that maze Aidan has found clarity – he was not, after all, wrong or deranged, as they used to say about his living self. Beyond human perception, there indeed lain a world full of wonders, of beings that went about their existence more or less discreetly, just as he’d always sensed though far more complex than he could have imagined. His place was not there, among humans, now even less than ever.

And until that night, Aidan had no idea he could actually leave, persuaded to be bound to the home of the one whose sorrow created him. But he could, just like that mysterious creature had told him. Stepping outside the house did not make his limbs turn into particles of light and dissipate, on the contrary – he felt a sort of strength similar to the one his living self experienced years prior, one that drove him to a new beginning, to the place that he belonged to, truly. Just like that mysterious creature told him. Insolitus.

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Born into a troubled family, Aidan’s childhood was far from idyllic. His mother, a young woman with many ambitions, found her fire extinguished brutally the moment her pregnancy had been discovered. All her hopes and dreams turned to ashes, confined in her house, found in her first-born the face of all her sorrows. She’d never managed to accept Aidan, and with each day that passed with them forcefully being each other’s company, she’d grown to become repulsed by him. Everyone around her contented themselves to label her as a despicable, lazy mother and turned a blind eye to all the pain tearing up her heart.

His father, a renowned photographer, was mostly absent from home, though the times when he was not around were far calmer – no shouting, no fighting, no arguments. As Aidan grew up, his notions of normalcy were twisted, in sheer contrast with the world outside of his small house. Loneliness pushed the boy to all sorts of unusual behaviors as he tried to make sense of existence. Though even that sick, fragile balance would be wrecked one day. His father abroad, he couldn’t have imagined the grim scene awaiting at home, his wife upstairs, lifeless, his son downstairs, a blank shell. Aidan had spent five days with his departed mother inside the house; it would soon have been Christmas, his seventh Christmas. From that episode, Aidan learnt about fault, punishment and guilt; for impertinent children, the consequences were dire. Onwards, his mental state only worsened.

Aidan Hwang had been institutionalized in his late teenage years, a peculiar facility in which one could hardly tell patients apart from doctors and the staff. Before his disappearance, the young man had spent a little less than five years in the facility. The case of his sudden disappearance has never been solved, however left with no evidence to hold any solid hypothesis, the administration had decided to pronounce Aidan dead and rule out the case as a suicide. Ever since, no sign of him either dead or alive has surfaced.

♚ // Roleplayer[ optional ]Time zone: GMT+2/3OOC! Triggers: VERY explicit depictions of vomiting (emetophobic here) & body dysmorphia.Themes/genres you like writing the most?: Drama, angst, fluff.

[psychologyproxy]

What are the Child and Adolescent Psychology issues how can doctor treatment for patients

Child and Adolescent Psychology refers to the branch of psychology that focuses on the mental, emotional, and behavioral development of children and adolescents, typically from birth through adolescence (roughly ages 0-18). This field addresses a wide range of issues that can affect young individuals as they grow and mature. Some common issues in Child and Adolescent Psychology include:

Behavioral Disorders: This can include disorders like Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD), Oppositional Defiant Disorder (ODD), Conduct Disorder, and more. These disorders often involve issues with impulse control, attention, and disruptive behavior.

Emotional Disorders: Conditions such as depression, anxiety disorders, and bipolar disorder can emerge during childhood or adolescence. These disorders can significantly impact a child's emotional well-being.

Developmental Disorders: Conditions like Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD) and learning disabilities are considered developmental disorders. They affect a child's ability to communicate, interact socially, and learn.

Eating Disorders: Disorders like anorexia nervosa, bulimia nervosa, and binge-eating disorder can affect adolescents, particularly girls. These disorders are characterized by problematic eating behaviors and body image concerns.

Substance Abuse: Adolescents may experiment with drugs or alcohol, and some may develop substance use disorders, which can have serious long-term consequences.

Trauma and PTSD: Children and adolescents may experience traumatic events, leading to symptoms of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) or other trauma-related issues.

Family and Relationship Issues: Problems within the family, such as divorce, conflicts, or issues related to attachment, can impact a child's psychological well-being.

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[venusianbbaby]

Astrology Planet Version

it’s over the planets in your birth chart

@venusianwrld

This is just some information over the planets and what they signify in astrology!

Sun -

“I am”, expressions, identity, conscious mind and ego, our “adult” side, vitality, your spirit, father figure, self, essence, direction, preferences, life force, reason..

Moon -

feelings/emotions, comfort zone, unconscious mind, instincts, spiritual nature, security, mother figure, history, instincts/intuition, shadow side/self, family, connections, soul/spirit, private life, nature, self care, habits, reactions, circumstances..

Mercury -

communication, mentality, thinking, speech, learning, memories^, information, understanding/awareness, how you process/analyze, reason, reactions, circumstances, perception, collections, skills, consistency..

Venus -

worth, love/romance, relationships, beauty, art, pleasure, aesthetics, interests, our senses, taste, indulgence, luxurious/expensive things, truth, values, desires, comfort too, treatment, appreciation, material things/possessions, how you appeal..

Mars -

physical self + energy, activities, drive, motivation, strength, action, sexuality, passions, anger, movement, attitude, challenges, causes, patience, initiative, attraction, impulses, behaviors, conflicts, struggles, fears, demands, wants, patterns, male figures..

Saturn -

authority figures, responsibilities, limitations, boundaries, discipline, obligations/commitments, karma, hardships/delays, challenges, status, career, business, lessons, maturity, traditional things, lessons, complexity, vulnerability, authenticity, legacy, order..

Jupiter -

luck, beliefs (religion), philosophies, fate, education, travel, exploration, fortune, purpose, freedom, growth, expansion, confidence, success, tolerance, understanding, abstraction, views, achievements, wealth, devotion, prosperity..

Uranus -

innovation, influence, individuality, change, ideas, progression, suddenness, originality/versatility, rebellion, revelation, creativity, insights, perspective, tensions, looking foward, objectivity, technology, vibrations, opportunities/possibilities, developments, dynamics..

Neptune -

dreams, fantasies, spirituality, delusions, addiction, confusion/chaos, disorder, hopes, imagination, psyche, discovery, service, inspirations, guilt, sacrifices, awareness, fascinations, receptivity, mistakes, justification, escapism, boundaries..

Pluto -

transformation, death/rebirth, moving (forward), psychological things, destiny, power, control, drastic changes, crisis, obsession, resistance, cycles, meaning, struggles/issues, deepest needs, endings, threats/fears (phobias), mysteries..

Ascendant -

impressions, self on the surface, social personality, physical body/features, appearance, mannerisms, how you see world/how world sees you, style, beginnings, structure, how you grew up, experiences, meaning (in life)..

Google search was my source! Thank you for reading :)

[ouyangzizhensdad]

Hi! I really loved your meta on the Phoenix Mountain kiss and consent. It seems like people see LWJ’s loss of control (to passion) very differently than WWX’s losses of control (to anger/violence?). Do you think they’re similar and/or thematically connected?

Hi anon,

I had never considered it, and after thinking about it I don't think they are necessarily connected. I just think that mdzs as a writing understand that "losing control" or "acting impulsively/emotionally" are great driver of conflicts and tension in a narrative, as well as realistic character 'flaws'. After all, jl's growth as a character is often linked to those moments of impulsivity, of letting his emotions take over him--when he stabs wwx after discovering his identity, when he starts bawling his eyes, clutching his father's sword. I also think that the situation is a little bit different with wwx because of the influence of resentful energies on him, and the way modao was affecting his temperament. We do know that wwx is a very protective person and can lash out when others seem to attack them or their dignity (all of his fights with jzx or, after his rebirth, when he gets angry at jc for disrespecting lwj), but the loss of control he experienced for instance at Buyetian has this added layer. There is this build-up, of lwj warning wwx of the effects, or others noticing changes in his temperament, and then the loss of control over his fierce corpses.

Both, however, have romantic undertones: wwx is the person lwj can let go of "self-restraint" around, while lwj is now the person who can calm wwx when he is scared (another way that wwx loses 'control' in a sense, due to his phobia) or when he might give in to his anger.

[carewyncromwell]

For Jackson and Ru…

Personality: 2, 7

Conflict: 1, 3

Favorites: 10

Miscellaneous: 1, 2, 12, 13

Ahhh hope you don’t mind I’ve asked for so many 🥺 — @thatravenpuffwitch

Finally getting back to these!! Sorry this took so long!!

Are they most likely to fight with their fists or their tongue?

Jackson? Definitely tongue. He actively avoids getting into physical confrontations and will dance around them however possible -- he'd even be more likely to whip out his wand than use his fists, but he's much more likely to just give someone a good tongue lashing than use violence.

Ru, it kind of depends. When bound by Estrid's collar, they can't transform and they're expected to behave themselves and not permanently damage anyone, so yes, although they're more likely to use their fists if they're in a real fight, they won't and can't go as all-out as they could and likely would. Thus Ru can sometimes go uber-sassy during fights, as that's all that and a little physical intimidation (i.e. being taller than everybody else and towering over them menacingly) is often all that's required to get people to back off. But as an adult free of Hogwarts's supervision and rules, they won't hesitate to give someone a good punch in the face for messing with Estrid -- and in their real form, as a kelpie, naturally they can be completely ruthless in a fight.

What are their phobias?

Jackson hates -- hates -- HATES hospitals. He has a very bad, irrational fear of them and will do anything he has to in order to not go to or stay in one. Even if somehow he ends up in the Hospital Wing, etc. against his will (i.e. he ends up unconscious and is brought there), as soon as he wakes up, he tries to bolt out of there.

Ru has a minor fear of dying. I know, it seems strange to phrase it that way, but when Ru thinks about it logically, they will speak as if they're very at peace with their short lifespan -- but when they're actually confronted with their own mortality, their emotions can betray them, despite their best efforts.

How do they respond to a threat?

LOL, Jackson is the type to laugh in the face of danger. Sometimes if it's just an issue of someone being angry and wanting to start a fight, he'll try to pacify them, but just as often -- namely, if this person is an arsehole who doesn't deserve pacifism -- he'll egg it on and laugh the whole way as he runs away and dodges the consequences.

Ru can be brutal in retaliation to a threat. Anyone threatens their life or those people they've become attached to, and Ru will f*** that person up. 😂

What is your character’s kryptonite?

Jackson is a gentleman to the end. If you appeal to his sense of honor or to his soft heart, he will answer that call -- for instance, when he invited a girl to be his date for the Valentine's Day ball he and his dear Addy were hosting, after finding her crying alone in the stands after a Quidditch match.

Ru is endlessly curious. Perk their interest, and you've got 'em.

What is their favourite work of art?

Jackson's a poet and yes, he does know it -- so his favorite form of kind is poetry, and his favorite poets are Lord Byron and Edgar Allen Poe. His favorite poems by each are "So, no more we’ll go a-roving" and "The Raven."

Toward the end of their life, Ru takes a liking to the art made by Rene Magritte, creating realistic-looking paintings based on surreal concepts. Their favorite of these is The Treachery of Images.

What is their character archetype? (Innocent, Orphan, Hero, Caregiver, Explorer, Rebel, Lover, Creator, Jester, Sage, Magician, Ruler)

Jackson = Lover (Led by his heart; passionate; impulsive; irrational)

Ru = Rebel (Independent; has conviction; self-involved; potentially criminal)

Who is their hero?

Jackson's hero is Merlin himself -- the greatest Slytherin, and the most famous wizard among both Muggle and wizardkind.

Ru greatly admires the work the Lumiere brothers did for the art of photography. Ru cherishes their personal Cinematograph as if it's made of gold.

What is their favourite fairytale?

Jackson is a sucker for the story of Cinderella. The idea of "rags to riches" has always appealed to him. He's also very fond of the ballets Sleeping Beauty and Swan Lake.

Ru didn't grow up with fairy tales since they're not human, and they're a bit too logical to really get into them, but they have fond memories of Estrid once dancing a ballet routine from La Sylphide.

What fairytale do they hate?

Jackson has never particularly cared for the story of Rumplestiltskin. As a kid, he always felt kind of bitter that the king who was willing to kill a girl if she didn't spin him gold out of straw ended up marrying and having a child with her, rather than getting any proper comeuppance. He'd kind of hoped that Rumplestiltskin would actually save the poor girl from her circumstances and spirit her away from the castle, rather than just transform the straw.

Of all the Muggle and magical fairy tales they've read, Ru found Beauty and the Beast the least appealing, for whatever reason. Perhaps it had something to do with the idea of becoming conventionally attractive in the eyes of humans forever being the "happy ending." (Basically Ru ascribes to the "Guillermo Del Toro" school of thought -- "a beast doesn't have to transform to find love." 💙)

Basic Ask!

[gothamblacka]

cognitive assessment.

bold all that apply to your muse’s current mental state; italicise any that apply to your muse’s past mental state — repost don’t reblog !

alcoholism: or alcohol use disorder ( aud ), is a broad term for any drinking of alcohol that results in mental or physical health problems.

amnesia: a deficit in memory caused by brain damage, disease, or psychological trauma.

anxiety: a mental health disorder characterised by feelings of worry, anxiety, or fear that are strong enough to interfere with one’s daily activities.

appetite loss: a reduced desire to eat.

binge eating: a psychological illness characterised by frequently eating excessive amounts of food, often when not hungry.

co-dependence: dysfunctional and maladaptive relationship reliant on another person’s dependence on the affected individual.

cynicism: an inclination to believe that people are motivated purely by self interest ( scepticism ), or to question whether something will happen or whether it is worthwhile ( pessimism ).

defensiveness: the tendency to be sensitive to comments and criticism and to deny them. to constantly protect oneself from criticism, exposure of one’s shortcomings, or other real or perceived threats to the go.

depersonalisation: a state in which one’s thoughts and feelings seem unreal or not belonging to oneself.

depression: a mental health disorder characterised by persistently depressed mood or loss of interest in activities, causing significant impairment in daily life.

derealisation: alteration in the perception or experience of the external world so that it seems unreal.

devaluation: defense mechanism used when a person attributes themselves, an object, or another person as completely flawed, worthless, or as having exaggerated negative qualities.

displacement: an unconscious defense mechanism whereby the mind substitutes either a new aim or a new object or goals felt in their original form to be dangerous or unacceptable.

dissociation: is any state of a wide array of experiences from mild detachment from immediate surroundings to more severe detachment from physical and emotional experiences, such as a disconnect from reality.

drug abuse: the extreme desire to obtain, and use, increasing amounts of one or more substances.

dysphoria: a state of unease, or generalised dissatisfaction with life.

emotional detachment: an inability to connect with others on an emotional level, as well as coping with anxiety by avoiding certain situations that trigger it; it is often described as “ emotional numbing ” or dissociation.

flashbacks: an involuntary recurrent memory, is a psychological phenomenon in which an individual has sudden, usually powerful, re-experiencing of a past experience or elements of said experience.

flat affect: a severe reduction in emotional expressiveness. they may not show the signs of normal emotion, perhaps may speak in a monotonous voice, have diminished facial expressions, and appear extremely apathetic.

guilt: a cognitive or emotional experience that occurs when a person believes or realises — accurately or not — that they have compromised their own standards of conduct or have violated a universal moral standard and bear significant responsibility for it.

hallucinations: an experience involving the apparent perception of something not present.

hypersomnia: or excessive sleepiness, is a condition in which a person has trouble staying awake during the day.

hypervigilance: an enhanced state of sensory sensitivity accompanied by an exaggerated intensity of behaviors whose purpose is to detect activity.

hypochondria: ( also known as illness anxiety disorder ) is a condition in which a person is inordinately worried about having a serious illness.

idealization: the action of regarding or representing something as perfect or better than reality.

insomnia: a sleep disorder where people have trouble sleeping. they may have difficulty falling asleep, or staying asleep as long as desired. insomnia is usually followed by daytime sleepiness, low energy, and a depressed mood.

intellectualization: a defense mechanism by which reasoning is used to block confrontation with an unconscious conflict and its associated emotional stress — where thinking is used to avoid feeling. it involves removing one’s self, emotionally, from a stressful event.

introjection: regarded as the process where the subject replicates in themselves behaviours, attributes, or other fragments of the surrounding world, especially of other subjects. cognate concepts include identification, incorporation, and internalisation.

isolation: a defense mechanism in psychoanalytic theory characterized by individuals defending themselves from possible threats by mentally and physically isolating themselves. by minimizing associative connections with other thoughts, the threatening cognition is remembered less often and is less likely to affect self-esteem or the self concept.

low self esteem: a person with low self esteem feels unworthy, incapable, and incompetent.

narcissism: is the pursuit of gratification from vanity or egotistic admiration of one’s own attributes. narcissistic personality disorder ( npd ) is a personality disorder in which there is a long term pattern of abnormal behaviour characterised by exaggerated feelings of self importance, an excessive need for admiration, and a lack of understanding of other’s feelings.

night terrors: also known as a sleep terror, is a sleep disorder, causing feelings of terror or dread, and typically occurs during the first hours of stage three to four rapid eye movement ( nrem ) sleep.

obsessive compulsion: obsessive-compulsive disorder ( ocd ) is a common, chromic, and long — lasting disorder in which a person has uncontrollable, reoccurring thoughts ( obsessions ) and behaviours ( compulsions ) that they feel the urge to repeat over and over.

panic attacks: a sudden overwhelming feeling of acute and debilitating anxiety.

passive aggression: a tendency to engage in indirect expression of hostility through acts such as subtle insults, sullen behavior, stubbornness, or a deliberate failure to accomplish a required task.

paranoia: the irrational and persistent feeling that people are “ out to get you. ” the three main types of paranoia include paranoid personality disorder, delusional disorder, and paranoid schizophrenia.

phobias: an extreme or irrational fear of or aversion to something.

projection: psychological projection is a defense mechanism people subconsciously employ in order to cope with difficult feelings or emotions. it involves projecting undesirable feelings or emotions onto someone else, rather than admitting to or dealing with the unwanted feelings.

psychosis: a severe mental disorder in which thought and emotions are so impaired that contact is lost with external reality.

rationalization: a defense mechanism in which controversial behaviors or feelings are justified and explained in a seemingly rational or logical manner to avoid the true explanation, and are made consciously tolerable — or even admirable and superior — by plausible means.

regression: a psychological defense mechanism in which a person abandons age — appropriate coping strategies in favor of earlier, more childlike patterns of behavior. this regression is a form of retreat, bringing back a time when the person feels safe and taken care of.

risky sex: risky sexual behavior is commonly defined as behavior that increases the probability of contracting sexually transmitted infections, diseases, becoming pregnant, or making a partner pregnant. drug use is associated with risky sexual behavior.

somatisation: the manifestation of psychological distress by the presentation of bodily symptoms.

splitting: ( also called black — and — white thinking or all — or — nothing thinking ) is the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together the dichotomy of both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic whole.

sublimation: is a mature type of defence mechanism, in which socially unacceptable impulses or idealizations are unconsciously transformed into socially acceptable actions or behavior, possibly resulting in a long — term conversion of the initial impulse.

suicidal ideation: ( also known as suicidal thoughts ) is thinking about or an unusual preoccupation with suicide. the range of suicidal ideation varies from fleeting thoughts, to extensive thoughts, to detailed planning, roleplaying, and incomplete attempts.

sleepwalking: formally known as somnambulism, is a behaviour disorder that originates during deep sleep and results in walking or performing other complex behaviours while asleep. it is more common in children than adults and is more likely to occur if a person is sleep deprived.

suppression: the act of stopping oneself from thinking or feeling something. it is generally assumed ineffective because even if you suppress or hold back an emotion, like anger, that feeling returns with a vengeance.

thousand yard stare: a phrase often used to describe the blank, unfocused gaze of soldiers who have become emotionally detached from the horrors around them. it is also sometimes used more generally to describe the look of dissociation among victims of other types of trauma.

triggers: something that sets of a memory tape or flashback transporting the person back to the event of their emotional trauma. triggers are very personal ; different things can trigger different people. the survivor may begin to avoid situations and stimuli that they think triggered the flashback.

trust issues: a person with these kinds of thoughts may construct social barriers as a defense mechanism to ensure that trust is not lost again. these barriers are often a person’s way of avoid the pain, rejection, or guilt associated with mistrust.

violence: the intentional use of physical force or power, threatened or actual, against oneself, another person, or against a group or community, which either results in or has a high likelihood of resulting in injury, death, psychological harm, maldevelopment, or deprivation.

temper: a reflection of irritation or rage, a propensity to be angered rapidly.

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[uffdah-riley]

Name: Riley Tess Anderson Nicknames: Riles, Lee, Leah, Monkey, Kiddo, “Our Happy Kid” Pronouns: They/Them Gender: Genderfluid Sexuality: Lesbian Age: 21 Birthday: January 22nd, 2003

OVERVIEW:

Mother: Jillian “Jill” Anderson Father: William “Bill” Anderson Sibling(s): N/A Mother’s Occupation: DevTech Employee Father’s Occupation: DevTech Employee Family Finances: Middle Class Other Close Family: N/A Pets: N/A

Home Life During Childhood:

Riley’s childhood was loving and attentive and fun. Riley’s parents didn’t work long hours and were at every game and it was the most fun they could possibly have. Their parents were always there for them whenever they needed the support. They were the “happy child” all of the time, each skill they gained came easily.

As they grew older, though, their parents began to work more and their ability to just pick up anything and be good at it became more and more difficult. They hoped that perhaps it was just a momentary lapse but what they were good at they excelled at but what they were not immediately good at became daunting to approach so they simply stopped paying attention to those things.

What Did Their Bedroom Look Like: Messy; Riley is not exactly organized. However, Riley does know where everything is in the room so their parents tend to look the other way. Any Sports or Clubs: Hockey & Soccer Football Schooling: Pride University, studying exercise physiology and nutritional sciences Favorite Subject: Art and P.E. Popular or Loner: Popular Place of Birth: The High Court, Arcadia. Believed to be in Waconia, MN, USA Nationality: American Languages: English, a teensy bit of Spanish, & ASL Accent: Minnesotan Religion & Beliefs: Raised Lutheran, mostly agnostic like the rest of us

PHYSICAL APPEARANCE:

Face Claim: Jack Haven Hair Colour: Dark Blonde/Light Brown  Eye Colour: Brown Height: 5′9″/174 cm Build: Lean/Athletic Tattoos: N/A Scars: A few all over from various bumps and scrapes in childhood Common Hairstyle: Either down (and probably a bit messy) or in an updo for working out Clothing Style: Hoodies, basketball shorts, jerseys, and t-shirts. Pretty casual. Mannerisms: Always moving, does not sit still easily. Habitually makes faces while talking to their friends.  Usual Expression: Either a smirk or RBF

HEALTH:

Do They Get Sick Easily?: Nope! (Elf Genes amiright?) Disorders: N/A Neurological Conditions: N/A Magical Abilities: Elven Changeling (Long Life/False Immortality, Linguistic Acquisition, Glamour, Magic Sensitivity, Insight, Astral Projection -- See the Elf Document for details!) Allergies: Nickel/Iron Grooming Habits: They shower and keep themselves clean but they’re often disheveled Sleeping Habits: Up late, doesn’t sleep a whole lot! (They don’t have to as an elf) Eating Habits: Tries to eat healthy but they do have junk as well Exercise Habits: High! Runs every morning, skates whenever they can, practices often Emotional Stability: Volatile recently Sociability: Somewhat, used to be more so Addictions: Coffee, Hockey Drug Use: Caffeine Alcohol Use: Not often

THEIR CHARACTER:

Bad Traits: Naïve, Stubborn, Impulsive Good Traits: Athletic, Empathetic, Goofy Best Characteristic: A Good Listener Worst Characteristic: Lonely Worst Memory: This move Best Memory: Winning State as captain of their team Proud Of: Their hockey skills Embarrassed By: Their parents being mushy in front of their friends Driving Style: Decent Temperament: Competitive Attitude: Confident Weakness: Being alone Fears: Being alone, Spiders, & CLOWNS Phobias: Heights Secrets: Riley is scared of spiders Regrets: Very Little Feels Vulnerable When: They don’t know anyone else in an area Pet Peeves: People chewing loudly Conflicts: The move, their parents’ new jobs, their emotions Motivation: Learning about being an elf! Short Term Goals & Hopes: Find a place they belong Long Term Goals & Hopes: Play hockey professionally, learn more about their elf heritage, start a family Day or Night Person: Night Introvert or Extrovert: Ambivert Optimist or Pessimist: Lately a Pessimist, used to be the biggest Optimist

LIKES & STYLES:

Colors: Their favorite color is blue but that deep blue that is often associated with the night sky. It looks best paired with shimmering gold. That’s actually one of the best things about their secondary school they realized; the school colors are their favorite. If they could fill their whole wardrobe with star patterns they would. Weather: A cold winter night when the sky is clear. Back in Minnesota that combination isn’t super common. Most of the long winter months are overcast so being able to sit out on the snow-covered deck (the crunch of snow beneath their boots with every step) and look out at the stars above just always leaves them in the best mood. Music: If you put a queer artist in front of them they cannot resist. Otherwise they’ll listen to basically anything. Also Owl City for #MinnesnowtaGang Movies: Action! Superheroes! Meh on anything else. Movies haven’t really been a priority for Riley so they won’t complain about movies you make them watch. Drinks: Milk. Yes I mean that. Just regular ol’ milk is their favorite. What’s with this weird trend lately of people hating on milk? Milk is good and refreshing and it’s not like they’re lactose intolerant so why would anyone tell them not to? Riley will defend this choice. Foods: Tater Tot Hotdish!!! Lefse!! Cookie Salad! If you want to know the sorts of things that Riley likes you should check out ThatMidwesternMom on TikTok because SHE GETS IT! She passes the vibe check!! Animals: Wolves. Riley was absolutely that Wolf Kid in elementary school. They’ve grown out of that phase for the most part but they will always have a fascination with the animal. Books: Meh, they don’t really read that much. Magazines: Not a huge fan Sports: Hockey, Basketball, Baseball, & Soccer Football Social Issues: LBGTQ+ Rights & Feminism Jewelry: Matching bracelet with Meg back home and a hockey skate lace bracelet Games: Monopoly, Animal Crossing, and Mario Kart Websites: Twitter, Instagram, WhatsApp, and YouTube TV Shows: “Who watches TV??”

WHERE & WHEN THEY LIVE NOW:

Home: Southern Isles -- 96 Sycamore Drive (Parents) / Tortuga Place -- 249 Maple Drive (Hiro & Luca) Household Furnishings: Stuff everywhere. If it has a star print on it Riley owns it. Bit of a mess but lovingly so. Most Cherished Possessions: Hockey gear, friendship bracelet that matches with Meg’s back home, and a stuffed bear from childhood Neighborhood: Southern Isles & Tortuga Place Town or City Name: Swynlake, England Relationship with Family: Fair-to-Distant Career: Student at Pride University / Hatter’s (barista) Dream Career: Professional Hockey Player Dream Life: Something simple Love Life: Single Talents or Skills: Ice Skating, Running, & Drawing Intelligence Level: Average Finances: Middle Class Past Careers: Minnetonka Drive-In Restaurant (server), Caribou Coffee (barista) Past Lovers: Nathan Johnson (ex-boyfriend, NPC) & Amity Blight

OTHER HEADCANONS:

Riley’s childhood best friend Meg and them made a pact together to have a Zoom Call every Wednesday night. Right after Meg gets off school so it’s about 9pm for Riley. They used to always go to the local diner together after school and Riley’s hoping that this will keep the spirit of that alive. Will Riley be able to keep this up? We’ll see!

There are certain things about Riley’s parents that they simply have to accept. One of which is that their parents are Those Hockey Parents. They are so well-meaning and loving but that sometimes translates to Rabid Animal/Karen Behavior when it comes to getting what they (or what they believe to be Riley) want. Riley likes to be extra nice to waitstaff that they encounter because of it. They’re the kid that will leave an extra $5 on the table when their parents aren’t looking.

Riley’s favorite thing to do is sit on their rooftop and look up at the stars. They’re hoping that Swynlake isn’t big enough to ruin this because it’s been such an important part of their routine. They seem pretty good at functioning with only a couple hours of sleep so why wouldn’t they just sit outside otherwise? In the winter they would just shovel off some of the snow from their favorite spot and bundle up extra well.