#How can i decide
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
@inception30daychallenge day 6: A fic rec.
This is one of my comfort fics; it has everything that just makes me feel okay at the end of a long, awful day. It's the fic equivalent of cuddling on the couch with someone while drinking a hot chocolate. Domesticity, love, cats, food (and providing it to the one you love). I love their love in this.
Alfie by queuebird. Arthur/Eames, 4.4k
#its been something i've been meaning to podfic#every year this challenge asks me to choose just one and it is sooo hard#*gestures to the nearly 2k saved a/e fics*#how#how can i decide#this fandom is so talented and is an endless library of love#....should i do a fic rec blog....#inception#arthur x eames
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
honestly my options are studying to become a librarian or staying at this place where i may eventually be able to work in a bookshop. Kinda thinking i should do the latter but am i just yet another excuse to stay stagnant and not going back to school and taking a risk? But if remain where i am there is chance i will be able to start to work a few hours in the week at a book shop and that is lowkey a dream for me. Well i havent tried it yet but. Also it depends a little on if they allow it, they are getting me for free but i still have to be somewhat sociable acceptable idk if i am. Wish the universe would tell me what to do. Number 24 has been following me which says i am on a good path, does that mean remain where i am or that i have a good shot if i take the risk and basically make my own path? there is a kind of numbness and emptiness on this path, while at the same time it has been relatively good for me, its just not enough?but maybe it could be if i remain on it
#I am capable of more but i am also not good enough at some things#Like am i unsatisfied and unhappy because i am in the wrong place or because this is the place i need to be as i work on#Beicoming better#I will hopefully start therapy again which i have avoided for too long#I might get two different kinds haha#But is that realtl what i need maye i just need to interact with the world more rather than#Learning how to interact with it ?#But its honestly better if i can get a paid job sometime than study to get a job#That is also poor pay#But i do feel i need to study again#I need to get my drivers license too#I have the two tests booked this summer#God please let me succeed#Otherwise if i do start to study im gonna have to continue practice driving and study theory#At the same time#but i might not start to study#How can i decide
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
The duell of my nightmares
#ski jumping#philipp raimund#stephan leyhe#i love them both so much#fond memories of both aswell#how can i decide
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
49K notes
·
View notes
Text
growth // decay
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#sukuna#ryoumen sukuna#itafushikugi#take them take them take them im DONE#i started this 3 WEEKS AGO kms curse u job.....curse u commute......#whatever its fine bc look mom i can still draw omg i can still draw and i dont hate it!!!!!#this was th first actual insp that had hit since like. march. and i was like omg yippee finally i can not want to die while doing my hobby#regardless of th 3 week timeline (atrocious) im soosososo pleased w these#nobara in particular i am especially proud of i tried smth new with her hair and the render and i ws like!!!! :D!!!!!!#altho i kinda ended up shooting myself in th foot bc of it when it came time to move onto itfs#bc by then a whole week had passed and id forgotten how i did it so i was worried abt style consistency#esp when megumi's colour palette said it wanted to be blue all of a sudden#but i decided hey whatever ill lean in2 primaries itll b fine and fun (it was in fact not so fine and fun i suffered the whole time)#nobara looks GREAT megumi looks great in lowercase bc tht hood made me want to die#yuuji...#kinda worried abt yuuji bc of sukuna it looks pretty busy over there on the left but whatever man ive been working on this fr too long#i dont dislike it at all but i definitely think hes the weakest of th series dsgkjsfdj rip i redid his pose like 4 times#whatever we persist!!! enjoy hina draws the first years with plants and weird eye horror episode 352347#hopefully this is a sufficient offering after my month+ hiatus gomen smile
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
This is how the battle ended right?
#Deltarune spoilers#deltarune chapter 3#Deltarune#Deltarune lanino#Deltarune Elnina#deltarune starwalker#the original starwalker#Elnina and lanino#Lanino and Elnina#Elnina#Lanino#Couldn't decide between rouxls and starwalker I think this is funnier#Do you have any idea how badly this took me out. He strutted on screen and I started crying. Freakazoid I love him..#This is their dynamic to me#“I'm the original Starwalker” “This is why we fw you you always keep it real” /ref#CAN YOU TELL IM FIXATED. I SAY AS I MADLY SCRIBBLE MORE DOODLES OF THE WEATHER DUO#Anyways they're trans to me.#Clemont_ine
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
looking at (vetted) gofundmes for people trying to escape palestine and i don't know how many of you actually click on the gofundme links you reblog but i would like to point out, for what it's worth, just how amazing it is that so many have raised so much money. it may overall feel like a drop in the ocean but the fact that several gofundmes have raised tens of thousands of dollars is amazing. it is so expensive to leave gaza right now, and people still need money after they escape. but regardless of what propaganda the US, UK, canada, and other western nations are trying to pump out, people across the world are doing what they can to help these people survive. many of them are still very far from their goals (like this one and this one and this one) and some of them are very close to high goals (like this one), and some of them have reached almost double their original goal.
and that's not even addressing direct aid or organizations that take continuous donations for distribution of food, menstrual products, etc. the PCRF has raised $16,000,000 of their target goal of $20,000,000 to fund current aid and long-term relief efforts in gaza. ANERA's febuary 13th update discusses the material ways they helped palestinians today:
(ANERA donate link)
my point is, it often feels like the world is turning a blind eye to palestine. but i would like to point out that there is an important difference between "the world" and "western political leaders and media narratives". a breathtaking amount of real people, the people who make up the world, are trying to help. in the face of israel attempting to commit genocide, the world is saying No. These people deserve to live. and literally sending millions of dollars internationally, through the internet connection that israel has desperately been trying to destroy.
it may not feel like it matters in the grand scheme of things. but to the people who get fresh clothes, or a hot meal, or blankets, or the kids who get new toys, or to the people who are able to bring their families to safety, it matters to them. go make someone's day better. i've linked so many options with ways to do that.
#free palestine#cricket chirps#palestine#gaza#if you feel overwhelmed and don't know where to begin#i recommend deciding on a total amount of money to donate (e.g. $20 $100 etc)#and deciding you will either donate it all in one place or split it between a few places#do what you can!!! it will always be helpful no matter how little#1k#5k#10k#20k
27K notes
·
View notes
Text
Knuckles "The Fun Uncle" the Echidna, everyone
#sth#sth fanart#silver the hedgehog#knuckles the echidna#mighty the armadillo#roonies comics#roonies doodles#dadow au#yall i have a very devastating story to tell. just after i'd finished this and was heading to bed#i decided i should try reading the classic idw comics because i wanted more mighty content. because i love mighty armadillo#take a wild guess what the literal FIRST THING i saw him do. thats right. throwing boulders at ray as a game. sigh#my fix for this major flop on my part is that hes grown up now and sees how it can be dangerous especially to a very small child#anyway. theyre sooooo babies to me <3
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
GET LOVED, IDIOT
GET LOVED SO HARD YOUR KIDS HOLD HANDS AND POWER-OF-LOVE YOU BACK TO LIFE
sorry guys, this is just my brain now. this is going to be the only thing I think about for the next week at least.
oh and also this
FIVE YEARS IN AND IT'S FINALLY CANON 🎉🎉🎉
WE DID IT
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 13 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 13 spoilers#oh my god it had everything i wanted AND MORE#...except the hook for 8 which ironically was the only one i was 100% sure was guaranteed to happen#well whatever i am too busy floating in this pool of delicious diasomnia tears#SO MANY TEARS#malleus' voice acting was absolutely 🤌 delectable 🤌#him and silver both are usually so reserved you don't even notice until suddenly FULL-ON UGLY SOBBING#IKANAI DE KURE LILIAAAAAAAAAAA#god. i have so much i need to draw. malleus in his little royal outfit...#ENDLESS MELEANOR F O R E V E R#(ah...meleanor and the knight of dawn are holding hands... :) you've reconciled... :) how lovely...)#(oh...and bauru is here too...)#can't believe poor sebek got 'and also you're here'-ed even at a time like this#that rhythmic was SO cute i'm gonna die. he's your son so it should be ✨PINK✨#ugh this update has spoiled me absolutely rotten. i'm so happy#though i kept waiting for that silver vanrouge and finally decided it wasn't going to happen#then got the 'there is one thing...but it's not a gift that malleus-sama can give...'#and THAT'S WHEN THEY DID THE HOTFIX UPDATE AND I GOT BOOTED#and then i KEPT GETTING ACCESS ERRORS DUE TO HIGH VOLUME 😭#twst NO i didn't need that tension to be heightened thank you#on the other hand when malleus started his proclamation with 'in the name of the draconias...' i did have a second#where i was briefly convinced they were going to do the funniest possible thing and make silver draconia canon after all#anyway i'm out of tags so we'll have to discuss malleus' absolutely bonkers-cuckoo choice of party venue later#now i gotta get back to constantly rewatching the moment he realizes he's accidentally killed lilia. his weeping is my sustenance.
7K notes
·
View notes
Text
seeing it through
#mag 199#heh#eh#:(#a very loose interpretation of the scene where they talk#like it probably didn't look like that#pretty sure they stayed in the tunnels for that one#also no idea whether this could come close to how london is supposed to look in the eyepocalypse#BUT#i can imagine anything#and this is how i choose to imagine and decided i want to draw that#this thing made me emotional#tma#tma spoilers#the magnus archives#tma fanart#illustrations#art#jonathan sims#jon sims#jarchavist#martin blackwood#martin k blackwood#jmart#jonmartin#tma s5 spoilers#tma s5#the eyepocalypse#damn that's a lot of tags
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
As a reminder that good exists out there, a coworker recently confessed to me that he found out his child is questioning their identity (kid's gender redacted for this post). The kid is keeping it from him, so he can't say anything to them or show that he knows, but he's doing his best to get mentally prepared and educated so that he'll be ready whenever his kid does feel comfortable enough come to him.
For context, this guy is a big, bulky middle aged dude who loves sports and typical outdoor "manly" activities. As his coworker and friend, I know he's a kind and sweet teddy bear of a person, but his kid probably views him as a stern, authoritarian figure, the way most teenagers view their parents. His family lives in a conservative area, so I'm sure between that, their dad's looks and interests, and the fact that their dad is a Figure of Authority, the kid is worried that they won't be accepted.
But you know what? When he found out about his kid, the first thing he did was reach out to his closest queer friend and ask for resources for parents of questioning children. His biggest fears are that his kid will be bullied or discriminated against and won't feel comfortable enough to be themself. His second action was to find himself a mentor in another parent who went the same situation (kid coming out in a conservative town). The other person is preparing him for some of the struggles his kid may face and the fights he may need to take on as a parent to make sure his kid is safe and treated well.
Something I want to emphasize for people focused on language as the primary method of allyship is that when we spoke, he used some outdated terms and thoughts about gender and sexuality. That does not make him bad. These were the terms and thinking used about questioning teenagers when he was growing up and he never needed to learn more current ones. But now that he does have that need, he's throwing himself in head first because that's his kid and he's darn well going to make sure that his kid feels welcomed and has a safe place to be themselves even if they never come out to him.
#I'm so proud and happy for my coworker and I've been trying to figure out how to let him know how amazing I think he is#what gets me the most is that he's keeping this super down low to avoid giving any hints to his kid#he has a lot of queer friends so he already is known as an ally but there's always a chance it will be different if it's family#and he took that chance and crumpled it up into a ball and slam dunked it into the garbage for three points#and decided that even if his kid wants to hide it from him for the rest of his life he will still do what he can to make their life better#pflag#parents doing their best#parenting win#good news#allyship
36K notes
·
View notes
Text

The SOTM Murray family can be happy again,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#edwin murray#fiona murray#david murray#SOTM#secret of the mimic#the Murray family is tragic but also they are horrifying to me#ESPECIALLY Edwin Murray#Edwin is a troubled man grieving over his late wife#making the mimic to watch his son#but once David expresses his own grief over his mother#Edwin decides making the mimic (M1) Fiona#I can imagine how confusing and scary that was at for for David#we see in the tapes for at least for a year M1 was pretending to be Fiona#and they were a ‘happy family’#but that’s so unsettling#the tapes of M1 and Edwin talking are especially uncomfortable#M1 telling Edwin to not inform others of their relationship#ITS such domestic horror it’s so cool yet makes me so sick/pos
2K notes
·
View notes
Note
How do you think Skywarp and Thundercracker would react to Skyfire?
#transformers#skyfire#jetfire#starscream#skywarp#thundercracker#i actually have no ideas on how they would meet#starscream actually hates skyfire doesnt he? after fire in the sky he considers him a traitor right?#so his trine would prolly also hate skyfire#but in peace time i can see tc and skyfire getting along#cant decide if i prefer starscream meeting his trine mates before or after college
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
Behold


We have reached the “making little ceramic effigies of them” stage of Terminal Blorbo Velocity
#Clay Maomao be upon ye#Fandomposting#the apothecary diaries#Gonna put her in my art studio as an idol I can pray do when I accidentally drink the paint water#Not sure if I like the nose but we’re stage 1 right now so may update#My art#I know she only has two beads in her hair I haven’t decided how accurate I wanna go#Maomao
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
The books reveal that Ford is actually a secret partier
(Available as a print on my Etsy Shop)
(wips under cut)
#doctorsiren#gravity falls#the book of bill#billford#journal 3#stanford pines#bill cipher#jheselbraum the unswerving#gravity falls fanart#digital art#my art#procreate#RAHH MY LOVE FOR MAKING MIDCENTURY-STYLE ART AT TIMES CAME IN SUPER HANDY#I think I surprised myself here 😳#(also don’t take this as shipping him and Jhes 😭💀 that’s his space fish mom 😁)#in the book of bill. obviously he and bill get drunk that time#and then in the 3rd journal#it says that after Jhes told him he had the face of the man who would defeat bill (meaning stanley lmao)#he ‘was so excited’ that he and Jhes ‘spent the entire night partying and drinking cosmic sand’#it’s funny bc Jhes is described as speaking with a steely resolve and is very calm#so it’s silly to me to picture her partying haha#I might make this one a print as well bc I really love how it looks#I’ll print it out tomorrow and decide if it’ll work well enough :) if it does I’ll put it on my shop#😭 the bill…his thumb is backwards BUT THATS NOT MY FAULT THATS LITERALLY HOW IT IS IN THE BOOK OF BILL PAGE THAT I REFERENCEDTHIS FROM WAHH#he can do whatever he wants ig
5K notes
·
View notes
Text



It's ok, Minato asked for permission first
#naruto fanart#naruto#naruto uzumaki#uzumaki naruto#fukasaku#I know the headcanon that Minato got the “flee on sight” order because he killed a thousand iwa nin (in the anime) is super popular#but I always thought it was more likely that he got that order on him because anyone he touched became a security risk#I know in my heart Minato learnt how to teleport bijudamas by using the Hiraishin and sending them to Iwa#Minato put a finger on you? good luck#now if you ever put a foot in your village it can and will get nuked :)#or in the best-case scenario he will simply appear in the middle of your camp and murder all of you#I also like the idea of Minato putting a kunai in the middle of one of the oil ponds in Mount Myoboku#and use the Hiraishin to send his enemies there#puff now you're a toad statue#ahh so many possibilities...#Kishi missed making Minato a true nightmare in the 4th war *sigh*#I understand though. A clever Minato with the Hiraishin would be too OP#they had to dumb him down. Cowards all of them *sigh again*#my hate for that arc knows no bounds#but it's ok it's ok I got your back Minato <3#also updating the tags a day later because I totally forgot to talk about the drawing itself lol#but I think it’s actually extremely weird that supposedly so many people turned to stone while training with the toads#the scroll Naruto signed only had 5 names on it despite being passed down for generations#and even if there were more scrolls around or people simply went to Mt Myoboku to train in senjutsu#I don't think the toads would let them turn into statues???#they clearly care about their students and go through great lengths so Jiraiya DOESN'T turn to stone while using SM#so there being so many statues around of people failing SM training never made much sense to me#so I decided Minato (during the 3rd war) was the one responsible for that#he deserves it ✨
2K notes
·
View notes