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Orchid Gorgonia: Medusan
Abyssal is a mini-series of occasional posts that I'm making as a tribute for my first playthrough of @straussz's Gorgons and Heroes challenge. Unfortunately, the save still exists, but it's taken over by bugs in live mode, rendering it unplayable.
Orchid was a very powerful first generation, managing 9 babies in total, before disappearing from the world without a trace due to unfortunate circumstances. A very alluring sim, most of her targets were very influent.
#Abysmal: The Tribute#sim: Orchid Gorgonia#I am back with my once-in-a-while-post#Time to dive under again until I cook the next one lol#Only after that I finish the post I notice I misremembered the fable I based the quote on#“I can't help my nature” comes from the turtle and the scorpion / scorpion and the frog#I could swear I remembered the version with a snake instead#Go figure.
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ghost
#this caption is actually a reference to Ghost (1990 film) wherein that lady makes pottery with that ghost dude and then (IM JOKING)#(... OR AM I?) (i probably am) anyway this is me finally executing on those poses i doodled out on paper a while back#. this has no subtext. none subtext left orange. i promise. dont even worry about it. im just drawing shapes its ok#lucabyteart#sifloop#artistic nudity#cw nudity#cw eyestrain#<- look at me being nice and polite. anyway im only gonna vaguely maintag for ppls blacklisting reasons#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#this is for the sifloop tag followers. hello freaks. whats up#if you remember the original doodle (which im PRETTY sure i posted. its also in that free sketchbook pdf i put out) thats why this is Orang#my orange. wait fuck god damnit . sure maybe this is also a reference to the poem room. sure. im deciding this right now#bangs gavel. this is about the orange poem now. and isnt just a random fucked up visual i latched onto it was meaningful the whole time#peel an orange open. what the hell man. could you do this with the bathroom door Locked at least. christ#but for real i drew this once again in brain turned off mode. as in i got to the colouring phase and went 'fuuuuck' because i hadnt thought#that far ahead at ALL. just no thoughts head empty canvas full of weird bullshit. anyway i think it looks baller as hell
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With the end of season two comes a second redraw!
[Nov 2022] [June 2023] [June 2024]
#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#I was really looking forwards to this redraw - though the jump in skill isn't as dramatic as the last one I still am proud of my progress!#It's really incredible to look back on this last year and how much has happened since then.#Both in my personal life and this blog.#I started the second season while I was going through some pretty rough times and it truly kept my sanity afloat.#I challenged myself a lot more this year! And while it didn't always turn out the way I hoped-#-being messy and earnestly trying to do something different has been my favourite part of art.#There will always be a lot of room to grow - I don't think art and creativity has a ceiling.#I went from doubting that I was even an artist to joining a gamedev team as the lead artist! That's character growth!#Thank you all once again for joining me on this journey B*)#Thank you for all the messages and support you have sent my way these last 18 months.#I'm so happy to have been given the chance to create something for this community. You've given me so much and I am so grateful.#I'll take a little break to post some personal project stuff this week and resume season three after that!#Onwards to another season of silly (and sometimes serious) comics!
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I know you,
I walked with you once upon a dream.
I know you,
That look in your eyes is so familiar a gleam.
#hey... long time no see#i'm back?? well... kinda. sorta. maybe. no promises.#moots hello again i haven't forgotten you guys#went through some bad irl events but i'm taking an overdue breather atm#tbh i debated on just abandoning this blog since it's been ages and it felt awkward to return#but i care about yall and wanna see how youre doing#so here i am#doing exactly that and posting this despite wanting to curl up and hide#i sincerely hope you all are doing well <3#anyway i was thinking about my girl again#i really miss her#i miss being creative#no art and no writing for so long has left me yearning#also I think that Once Upon A Dream has BIG Echo energy and I churned this out while listening to it#(me to myself) Cresselia is singing about Echo and reminiscing... yes... this fits so it shall be#echo/umbreon#pmd oc#my art
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almost summer time tum
#is me!!#ate bread today and it made me extra squishy#(im more bloated than usual ok. i do not need stinky anons telling me YOIRE NOT EVEN SQUISHY!!)#i am squishier than i once was and and and. Well. i just had surgery a couple weeks ago and im being very unkind to myself#but would it really be an eff post without a shit tonne of self deprecation??? no#BUT ALSO HAHAHAHAJ MY HYPERMOBILE ASS FINGERS WHYYYYYY#listen ik they look goofy as shit but if you have a problem w how my bendy fingers look#we can discuss it while i am knuckle deep inside u :)#fave fuck boy summer pose. wish i had abs to really sell the whole Fuck Boy image i so clearly have going on#(been masc dom sadist top for months and idk if it’ll ever go back the other way LOL)#idk idkdkidodk if this flops i might never post again so.#where are all my pretty femmes who need a bf with a cunt?? im right HERE#my proportions are just weird i have a v small waist and v wide hips and v wide shoulders and a PHAT ass and big fucking tits.l#HELP#ill post more when i like myself again ok. this is forced and horrible
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I'm literally so sick in the head about Sam x The Masked Shadow. Like I got a few more fic and drawing ideas between those two.
There's just so much about them that I love as a dynamic beyond the monster fucker approach between them. Like how the hell would everybody else in Sam's crew even respond to the Masked Shadow's presence? Would they be fine with it or would they try and kill it? And if they all knew that they were in some type of romantic relationship would they be accepting of it?
Hell even just between the two of them. Like why does Sam suddenly feel so safe when given the option to approach it? Every other interaction up to that point he was either anxious or scared around it but now he just wants to go in? It's obvious that the Masked Shadow is emitting something that's fucking with his head, something that's making him way more susceptible to it's influence to certain extent. But the fact that it doesn't seem to be doing this intentionally makes it so much more fascinating. Like what does it get out of even doing that to somebody? Why would it need to or want to do that to Sam of all people, the only person up to that point that extended any form of kindness to it?
There's more stuff I wanna go into about those two and everything between them as well but I might just structure a proper post or comic or something about that since I'm not very articulate at the moment. This post is just me rambling to myself more than anything, just me outwardly saying I like this ship :)
#ough and the fact that the mask can kill him so damn easily but there's also a chance it won't?#the fact that the most prevalent emotion throughout the Slipped Mask scene was Sam's concern with feeling safe?#OUUHGHH#totally normal about them by the way yep I'm good#i wanna dissect these two like the goddamn specimens they are#look outside#sam x masked shadow#ramblings#i am quite literally just rambling#they just bounce off of each other really well in a weird way#i ask one question about one and it leads to a question about the other and so on so forth#it's a ship that scratches the theorist part of my monkey brain so good#sorry a lot of my posts are gonna be about them for a while bare with me on this insanity for like a few more days okay?#i'll go back to normal once I post this outta me for a bit
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Occasional Visits
Once upon a time, there was a man who had a pit of Lazarus and was the Head of the League of Assassins. Perhaps the Lazarus is rancid ecto, and the death emanating from all of the members around to it is really starting to pull some attention.
And perhaps, one High Queen of the Infinite Realms early on had decided that, "Man, I gotta check this out." Time, of course, decides that "That would be a good precaution. Just be careful." And gives a few time portal visits.
Now, imagine those visits keep going. For the Head of the League, it is a first meeting of suspicion followed by rivalry, before the years churn along into an amicable acquaintance. For the High Queen, it is a FrootLoop who needs to be kept under watch, before years grind down the drive to continue messing with his plans and go back to managing the Realms and allowing for others to take action.
Contemplate the idea that only five years with visits for the High Queen is decades with occasional visits for the Head of the League. Maybe it is an occasion that is now greeted with a bit of celebration, for someone who he can talk too and know from the past who isn't now against him or dead.
And maybe, just maybe, he's about to get another visit. Right in the middle of something important. Who could say?
#dp x dc prompt#dpxdc#dcxdp#high queen danny phantom#Yeah it's been a while since you seen that tag huh?#danny fenton#ras al ghul#You know the drill#gender is optional for ghosts.#And birthing two heirs is queen qualification#First post in two years huh?#Obviously Ra's ain't good and Danny isn't fond of it#But it's a sort of friendship#In a weird way#Danny learns to believe others will stop Ras and he doesn't need to do everything himself#So just enjoy the talks#if you wanna continue this be my guest. i would love it!#Yeah#it's me#back on my bs once more. I kind of burnt myself out and some posts were real questionable in quality#but hey#hyperfixation stuff or whatnot. And yes#I am still the number one pusher of the High Queen Danny Agenda. You can pry it outta my cold dead hands. I'll come back as a ghost with it#dc x dp#dp x dc
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oops all rock (springtime edition)
i’ll be able to draw digitally again soon! ;w; in the meantime i’ve been scribbling a lot on paper…
could not wait for Soon, so i resorted to coloring it using the markup tool in default iphone photos app (don’t do that ever again)
#my art#sos awl#debating whether to just dump my sketches from my soujourn to hell or save them to be transferred and finished as digital stuff#or like both idk. i don’t know how ppl feel about WIPs#i’m happy to post art again ;w; thank you everyone who welcomed me back i’m slowly getting through everything i missed while i was y’know#and thank you for the sweet messages while i was gone i am bbghkjh i need to calm myself and respond !!!! love#rock tumbling (sos)#story of seasons a wonderful life#bokumono#story of seasons#harvest moon#hm awl#harvest moon a wonderful life#bunny sighting 😳 i still have THOSE wips too#there’s certain things i wanna prioritize once i can use my tablet again and those are one of them#but i will also probably post new stuff alongside finishing old unfinished stuff….. i hope that is OK……#idk i’ll have to talk more later! right now i am nervous!!! i love you all!!!!#fanart#awl rock#bokujou monogatari#hm anwl#unfortunately this scum neet still has my entire heart so. most of the notebook is just him pulling goofy faces… sorry……..#also a lot of lumina and nami…. and molly…. they r really cool…#ceci is also cool and i’ve drawn a collage of her that i just. never posted#mostly drawing HMDS related stuff about the descendant characters#OK I’LL STOP TAGBLOGGING#i am once again back in DS for girl hell. i want to make a series of posts about differences in the English vs the Japanese version#and also fun secret things related to DS#this is all in the future i gotta finish all my unfinished stuff…. uuuu….#i love you all mmmmmwah (i cast sleepy time blanket and sleep forever)
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who up atoning hit like
#married in red#studio investigrave#spoilers#my art#I’m back on my studio investigrave shit once more and finally played this game#It was so good it’s been on my list for a while#I always find these games rlly inspiring when I’m in a creative rut so huge day rlly#I couldn’t decide which I liked more so there are two#I was gonna post this tomorrow but idc I wanna post it now. One am baby
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June 2025 - Update Schedule
June chapter update schedule:
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Sunday 1st - Second Star to the Right 01 / (04 @ Patreon/Ream)
Tuesday 3rd - Underline the Gold 15 / (16 @ Patreon/Ream)
Thursday 5th - Underline the Black 119
Sunday 8th - A Stain that Won't Dissolve 60
Thursday 12th - Underline the Black 120
Tuesday 17th - Underline the Gold 16 / (17 @ Patreon/Ream)
Thursday 19th - Underline the Black 121
Sunday 22nd - A Stain that Won't Dissolve 61
Thursday 27th - Underline the Black 122
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Stories with updates as yet undetermined: Palmarosa (though there will definitely be at least one this month!)
Most chapters go up between 6-7pm GMT+8 (or the time that you’re already used to me putting chapters up, lol).
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As always, you can support the stories you love by subscribing over at Patreon and Ream! In exchange you can get early access to a whole bunch of chapters (9 extra chapters currently!) that aren’t currently on AO3, chapter commentaries which often include small spoilers, and even merch!
Current tier rewards are:
Augus+Gwyn:
Underline the Red - early access Underline the Blue - early access Underline the Gold - early access Chapter commentaries
Gary+Efnisien:
Second Star to the Right - early access Game Theory substantive edits Tradewinds novel (Fae Tales) All Augus+Gwyn early access and commentaries
You can also follow over there for free like a newsletter, and just get email notifications of news, chapter updates and other things that I release to everyone - and get the schedule and round-up in your email inbox so you don’t need to look for them here later. :D
#housekeeping#schedule#underline the gold#underline the black#second star to the right#a stain that won't dissolve#we're back with gold this month!!#and i am quickly running out of gold/blue chapters#so i need to get stuck into those this month!!#that's literally on my list#we're on a break with red for a while now#gearing up for when i can start posting it on a regular basis#once it replaces black
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they warned me that i cannot want you. mother told me wanting you would get me hurt. father told me wanting you would get me scarred. you told me wanting you would get me killed.
foolish heart, do you think i do not know? i have known from the moment that i laid eyes upon you and the devouring void in my chest woke up and named itself wanting and stretched and stretched and never stopped stretching that you would be the death of me.
foolish heart, i am not afraid.
it was always going to get me killed, this life of mine this life of yours this life of ours. and if you are going to be the death of me ( you are, you are, you are ) i would rather die for wanting you than die for hating you. i would rather die for the hope of having you than die for the fear of having you.
be my sun, my winds, my ocean and i will make myself icarus and i will find my joy in your blinding light and i will find my freedom in your touch and i will find my death in your waiting arms.
and you can melt me down like a candle under the flame or you can cast me about like a leaf in the skies or you can swallow me whole like a memory.
i will still be yours and wanting and wanting and wanting.
#spilled ink#poets on tumblr#poems on tumblr#writeblr#writers on tumblr#poetics#i feel like i wrote this in a fever dream#barely actually remember writing it#been in my drafts for a while finally remembered to clean it up and post#i am back to my “fuck titles” phase once more
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day 18 drawing irina everyday
#IM GONNA GET TO REQS SOONISH?? but most of them require . a bit of lore knowledge. and while i have read basically eveything in the novels#i uhm. i forgor . so#so i gotta rember rnough to draw them so#sorryyyyy#onc again late to posting oops it is 7 am so i might post twice today to make it be back in track .#evillious chronicles#irina clockworker#doodle#my art
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ok um has this been done yet?
#emilylsart's little edits#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim vs the world#spvtw#and once again i am back to posting my own thingies#sorry it's been like...two months (almost three!!). oof#i need to draw again mannnnn!! artblock's been killing meeeeee againnnnn!! X(#but for now here's another dumb little scotty p. meme edit by yours truly#i'm sure you scott pilgrim tumblr peeps out there have the same problem while tagging the character/series#bugs me a bit but it's still funny when you say it hee hee :)#meme#I KNOW I KNOW I'M STILL ON MY SCOTTY P. KICK I'LL GET BACK TO OTHER FANDOMS SOOOOONNNN
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My take on @phoenixcatch7 's Possessed Doll Au, specifically the designs lol. Technically a first rendition and might change (and of course it's not all of them seeing as there'd be others like Nightwing or Red Hood lol)
#no idea when this is posting since it's queued lol#possessed doll au#batman au#cryptid batman#cryptid batfam#art#batfam#batkids#I am slowly rotating Bruce having the kids at once since canon's timeline doesn't make sense anyway#Never acknowledges that there's visibly different robins around even if there's multiple at once#I feel like there's a legit medical area in the cave and a secondary repair/upgrade area#Bruce: How do I not terrify my coworkers#Bruce: Ah yes add a hood to stop myself from going 180 because humans can't do that#Jason cries when his doll is destroyed and nearly goes on a rampage against joker for doing so#Honestly he might go undercover in the League of Assassins and that's how there's a Lazarus incident but idk#Might be how they get Damian too actually#Jason panics after getting thrown in the pit and snatches child while very out of it and freaking out even more#Tries to throw his brain towards a body that no longer exists (until he gets back- the new one is waiting patiently for him)
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how to explain to your parents that you can't move back in with them because every time you're near them a big part of you buries itself and you're not sure how long that part can stay buried before its hidey hole becomes its grave?
...without offending them, of course
#eliot posts#last time i was forced to move back in w them was when the dorms closed for quarantine#and a part of me DID die then#and i think in those first 18 years i spent living with them so many parts of me died before they even had the chance to be born#they keep framing it as a generous offer. i won't have to pay rent AND they'll get me set up working oart time for my dad's friend#AND they'll replace my car with a newer one#but i do NOT fucking trust it#they act nice while i'm not living with them and am able to freely escape#but that niceness goes away once i have nowhere to go#like that's exactly what happened when i was forced back to them during quarantine#and how hard they're pushing this seems realllly sketchy#i told my mother i'd think about it (to get her off my back) and she said ''don't waste time thinking. just agree to it.''#like hellll no. i do NOT trust like that.#even my sister was trying to talk me into it which i don't get because she of all people should understand.#but anyway. i'm applying for jobs and looking at extending my lease. i am NOT going back there.#i just wish i could tell them that without getting yelled at and guilt tripped and talked to like i'm a stupid little baby.
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there is something so. intensely frustrating about feeling incapable of showing up for people the way that they want you to
#i wish people understood that it's so hard to be present in their lives and that closeness for me isnt about frequency of contact#but how open we feel during that contact#my brain is such a difficult place to live in it is so loud and so busy all the time#24 hours a day is a constant monologue and argument with myself for everything and it means that i just dont have the capacity to talk to#others most of the time#and like. i know this is so unreasonable. obviously we have to be present in the lives of people that care for us#but it just feels like every day i have to like. get on a stage and perform to every person in my life that cares about me so i can meet the#criteria of being a Good Friend or Good Girlfriend or Good Fan Artist or Good Mutual or Good Server Member#i feel like it is such a blessing to be seen by others as someone to expect things from#but as more people have started to love me it feels like i have to 'go out and perform' more and more and i am very exhausted#i wish i was someone that was easy to love and care for in the way that i am. and i dont mean that self deprecatingly it's just#i know im very hard to care about and love. because i disappear all the time and come back in a big flurry as soon as i get the energy back#and im just feeling it a Lot More lately because im starting to think this isnt going to be a short term thing i have to do before i start#feeling comfortable with a person#this is going to be my whole life#if i get married im going to have to 'go out and perform' and be a good wife and be affectionate and happy and not closed into my own brain#for days#if im going to make friends with colleagues I'll have to go out when they invite me and have to reply ro their texts and i cant just go#silent for weeks while i try to negotiate with my thoughts and then reappear once i make the slightest breakthrough#im very tired and sad. i want companionship but i feel like the kind of person i am is not fair for people who would be my companion#vent post#♡alizeh talks♡
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