#I'M BACK. AUGH
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"OW!" Alan screamed, cradling their freshly poked arm.
"Who did that!" They cried, staring directly at the entity who just did that. Despite their sudden cries, they couldn't help but grin all the while.
#eric#eric nowak#alocalceaselesswatcher#curiouscompanions#alan#the stanley parable adventure line#I'M BACK. AUGH
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Dude I can't Luka's expressions in wiege fuck me up so bad all the parallels between Luka now and himself as a child get me so fucking bad like:
The wiege MV (for the mostpart) is about going back to the beginning. It's about the in-betweens we didn't get to see. It's about the journey and it's about all the small moments that built all the characters (most importantly Hyuba and, imo, Mizi) up into what they came to be. For better or for worse, Hyuna and Mizi both grew up so far from what they used to be, went through the whole spectrum of experiences that humans in their position could possibly have, and its shown by the wide range of scenes/experiences/flashbacks they have just how much they've lived.
Meanwhile Luka, who is, objectively, on top of everything, far above what Hyuna, Mizi, and everyone else could've been or ever was, is by far the most stagnant as a person. Where we see Hyuna and Mizi go through all the motions of loving and losing and loving again (and losing again), Luka has always been stuck on Hyuna, and the second he sees her everything he's built up to is all thrown to the wind without a second thought, without any fanfare, because nothing for him as changed.
Internally, Luka's still sitting against that tree in the garden and watching someone else grab his hand, Luka's still watching Hyuna count with his fingers and making him laugh for the first time ever, still clinging to her arm, still crossing the grass field to reach her.
Even years later, even as an adult, he's still looking at her like she's his salvation. When he sees her again on the stage he looks at her like he's just found his way back home after far too many years away from it, and when that gun is pointed at his head to stop him he looks at it like he's wondering why he's not allowed back inside.
And then when he looks at Hyuna more and remembers the moments with her that he's been clinging onto more he forgets about it entirely. And then you know what happens from there. I'm sickkkk
The fact that a lullaby. A Fucking Lullaby, and presumably a song that most if not all kids of Anakt know and learned when they were still young (see: that scene of the main 4 singing it) was the song choice for this video. The fact that seeing Hyuna, just seeing her again like that is what brings that lullaby back, a melody from the beginning of it all that should be so far beneath Luka by now, but isn't. I can't bro.
Luka, live with love. Or whatever. Augh I don't even know
#alnst#alien stage#alnst luka#luka alnst#alien stage luka#alien stage hyuna#alnst hyuna#thank you vivinos i think this is going to fuck me up forever now actually i can't even#i knew it i literally Knew from like the Second i saw this mf that i'd have some shit to say about him#and that time has come#i've been speechless about this damn video for the past like 2 hours man i can't#he. augh.#the way that he ran to her to hug her#and hyuna hugged him back. but only when she was dying only when she was sure he was safe#only to drive home the point when she told him to live with love and forgive himself again and again endlessly#i can't i'm so done vivinos#vivinos when i catch you#idk if any of this made sense well whatever this is my contribution to the alnst doomsday event i guess
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earlier this year I started writing a comic about the siege perilous-grail quest situation after finally finishing the didot perceval, and it started circling around kay and perceval. kay as gatekeeper, taboo anxiety vs chivalry, and perceval not doing things "correctly," arthur's enduring affection for kay. that general area. also the horror of the grail quest itself.
this is comic is part of that narrative arc, so with THAT in mind: this is an abridged scene of a longer arc revolving around kay associating camelot with a cage, perceval's associations with jewelry and knighthood and the color red, and arthur's relationship with kay.
[some other scene context: perceval has injured his hand and can't participate in the tournaments, so he's craving some kind of fight. kay is disinterested in replying to this challenge, but he's not above reminding perceval of their first meeting. it's just mean enough in a weird-intimate kind of way that perceval's like, ok so we're doing the antagonistic version of court romance rituals. he picks up hunting because kay can't leave the castle.]
on the subtext of jewelry:
Clothes Make the Man: Parzival Dressed and Undressed, M.D. Amey
on the topic of kay, gatekeeping, and taboo anxiety:
Cei and the Arthurian Legend, Linda Gowans
the whole Red Knight/Perceval Shows Up In A Dead Man's Suit Of Armor transgression-situation (which kay references through red jewelry) mentioned is told in both de Troye's and Wolfram's Perceval narratives :)
anyway! to close out all this out: the transgressions. incredible! what is camelot but a bunch of transgressions stacked on top of each other tbh.
#i wanted to do some kind of siege perilous-grail quest horror comic after watching bresson's lancelot and i think#after several years. i figured out what kind of story i want it to be#like it no longer feels abstract i can see the story core and now i have to hack away at the clay to see if i can make a figure out of it#HEUGH. okay. i'm gonna wrap this up here. ive been Very Under The Weather lately in some kind of way#trying to get back in the swing of things. but augh. eugh. they need to invent a kind of body that doesnt fall to pieces#the minute it gets slightly less sun than usual like vitamin supplements only go so far. awful flesh prison experience#komiks tag#long post#knights knights knights!
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#apocalyptic ponyo#jazzprowl#this AU is just#AUGH I LOVE ITTTTT#thank you kef thank you all the incredible artists and writers who've dogpiled onto this idea#i have a little orca escapees jazzprowl fic cooking but i'm so nervous about getting back into posting fic#so sticky note scribbles in the meantime while i try to psych myself up#jazzprowl were MADE for a whacky intense survival adventure though#i love them#just two equally weird guys in wildly different fonts
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#harringrove#steve harrington#billy hargrove#stranger things#harringrove fanart#stranger things fanart#long time no art post!!!!!#digging these lil' guys out of my wip folder#to say aaahhhh i'm semi-back#after a summer of NO free time and a huge move#can't wait to start actually drawing again augh i've missed it#and i've missed YOU GUYS ;__; <3#avalonlights art#i have so much catching up to do lmao oh god where to start
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Get Souped!
#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#jiang yanli#I'm back!#She would never say 'get souped idiot' but I like to imagine JC and WWX would say it to each other if the other got sick and needed soup#JYL would never throw soup without knowing full well you would be able to catch it#She would rather fall face first than drop a bowl of soup after tripping.#She’s been hard at work preparing this soup! And all of you get to have some B*) Thanks for all the support while I was on break!#‘was your break relaxing op?’ unfortunately it was like being kicked down several flights of stairs. Didn't draw much sadly#Though I did end up writing a little mdzs fic! I haven’t written anything in a long while but it was fun. Maybe I'll post it....maybe...#regardless of all this rambling; thank you for all the kind messages. ill try and reply soon!#i have a few more fun doodles before I'm ready to crack into season 2!#Enjoy the soup in the mean time!#(PS: I know that's not the right hand shape for the meme redraw but augh...the OG hand angle was...way too hard to draw).#edit: retagged as better drawn mdzs. I put a lot into this one
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Just caught up with Natlan's archon quest and lord help me, I have a burning need to see Alhaitham and Ororon interact.
I truly feel that they would vibe perfectly. Not in a ship way, but like, in the way of Kaveh quietly wailing: "For archons' sake, he's brought another tacky thing into the house. Traveler, please do something; they've been staring eye to eye over the coffee table for like an hour now but haven't said a single word. I don't know what to do. Send help."
#genshin impact#alhaitham#ororon#they can bond over being raised by their grandmas!!#Ororon will bring his best aphid to share#Alhaitham will get Ororon some gardening book recommendations from Tighnari#this is how I get Ororon some gay uncles to go with his granny#look do I fully understand that the lore says Natlanese people can't leave Natlan?#yes#do I care?#no#insert “People with incomplete souls can go where they want” lore apologia here#okay here's how it happens#Ororon learns that his garden is infected by a rare and dangerous fungus that will kill all his precious vegetables#if he doesn't find a cure#so even though he doesn't have the protection of the Wayob and it is very risky#he takes off (without telling his granny... oops...) to the land of dendro to search for a way to fight the fungus#but with an incomplete soul he's even more vulnerable to the abyss's effect on Natlanese people#and ends up pretty much face down in a sand dune in the desert#Alhaitham on a research trip ends up finding him and lugging him back to Sumeru City#Kaveh is screeching internally; “You can't just kidnap unconscious people Alhaitham!”#“This is a person not a stray dog!!! WHY DIDN'T YOU TAKE HIM TO THE BIMARSTAN!”#“I figured you'd handle it.”#“You figured I--you--that *I* would handle it?!”#“What am I going to do Alhaitham?? Draw blueprints on his face until he wakes up?!”#“That worked on me once.” “YOU'RE THE WORST--”#“Are you two arguing because of me? I'm sorry...”#“DON'T APOLOGIZE ON ALHAITHAM'S BEHALF RANDOM STRANGER!”#“Okay. I'm sorry for saying I'm sorry.”#“AUGH!!!”
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i jsut wanted to draw Xelqua calling kid Grian(Evo ?) his flea !!!!!!
#in french its ma puce and its usually used towards kids i think . ive only heard it towards kids phphp#its a cute nickname. bc. hes stuck to him ! kids that like to be carried... flea !!#my art#xelqua#sketching#me drawing xelqua and kid grian is only for me. i'm not willing to make it make sense. (it can't anyway)#i think i got it out my system tho. jus needed one final thing AUGH#im getting too nervous abt ppl being weird to continue enjoying the au#need to get Back On Track im just indulging#kidxelqua
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I CAN'T GET OVER HOW COOL THIS ISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsss it's making me emotional.. the fact that this movie got a soundtrack release, a LIMITED EDITION soundtrack release, the fact that there are only 74 other people on the planet who have this exact same vinyl i do.. but also, like. who knows what records the kid who owned this record player some 50+ years ago was playing... maybe they were LT records because there sure are a lot of them! and just to think that i'm able to listen to my own dinky little records on this record player... there's just something extremely touching about the endurance of it all. especially considering how much of a fight it was to get the Pig 'n Duck Movie to come out at all. this is such a huge reason as to why i'm a collector/historian/self described cartoon anthropology, feeling that sort of generational connection between the artists and authors of these characters, but also the FANS of the characters... i bet whatever kid who owned this record player in the '70s and was listening to their records on it would probably think it's really cool that there are still being records put out with these cartoon characters they recognize from their own childhood. it gets to ya
#and i had the same reaction watching the film for the first time crying at all the times The Merry Go Round Broke Down (this included this#was the first part of the film to make me cry) because it's like#did Cliff Friend and Dave Franklin know this song would become attached to one of the most enduring animated franchises and pop culture#phenomena when they composed it back in 1937? did they know it would be lovingly arranged by these beautiful orchestras close to 90 years#later? did Carl Stalling know?#of course they didn't/couldn't but it's just. augh#fuckkkkkkkkkk#i'm sad i won't see it on the big-screen again (i saw it 3 times in theaters) but my blu-ray should be coming today. and i have it on#digital. and german vod. but aughhhh#i have a lot of asks about this movie i still need to answer#tdtebu
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Somedays the artblock wins. Somedays inspiration smashes you like a cadillac on a random dashboard recommend. @transformers-synergize your redesigns are so pretty ;^;
#Transformers Fan Continuity#Transformers Synergize#Moonracer#Augh ;0; her design is so pretty and so clever too!#Moonracer is one of my faves she looks SO good#Like a lil templar so I gave her a standard to bear cuz I needed something to balance the legs of the original pose#And then I died on perspective and ended up simplifying it back down -sobs-#I hope the interpretation is to your liking ;^; I don't think I captured the likeness in her face but if I kept fixing it I'd never post#The legs and the 'coat' and the segmentation of her chest and the tire placement and her antenna I'm ;0; I love love love the redesign#Also you have such a fantastic grasp on color theory. The analogous colors with complimentary details and the general shift towards#Orange/Green is so pretty! Such rich soothing colors#I'm sorry some of the shapes are off btw I misread her shoulders entirely and didn't realize until my motivation died again
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Ya'll, don't fucking talk to me. I've been writing for days on this layout, and we got to chapter 3. I am gonna end up Gay Chickening (making this shit 10k words per chapter) this bitch and perishing.
ANYWAYS sorry frousers. Sorry sodaboters. It'll be soon. My dearest twinstar has FUCKED me up with a personal piece and I'm back on that grind.
Here's some doodles using @opioidbandit 's (sorry for the @, gang) designs that they've already seen but I am... ok now in posting
Bye.
#frouse#smii7y+ house#elasticdroid#elasticdroid fanart#pezzy#pezzy fanart#bigpuffer#grizzy#it counts.#clooless podcast#clooless#kiesha's canvas#sodabot#whatever it implies who cares#sorry opioid on the tag#aUGH I'M KILLING JAY FOR THAT DAMN IMAGE.#odds on dragging him back to my rot /j /he's still here... he just lurks now because of reasosm
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old doodle dump bc I've been missing them terribly
#I'm still too deep into my buffy obsession to be able to get back to these two#but MAN. man. I've been Thinking about them#you guys should give me some new fics I've been out of the scene for too long!!!#I don't even have time to rewatch 3rd life but ohhhhhh ough augh#uhmmm idr if the rules have changed or not? or what exactly the rules ARE? so. doing minimal tagging#suppose I'm just sharing these bc I have nothing new to anyways. not sure it really matters. just. themmm :(((((((#scarian#hermitshipping#trafficshipping#my art: oil paint pawsteps 🐾
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Teehee ✨️


#delete later#I'm extra so it took me... months#it's not even all that I'm just insane 💔#later todayyyy with the edited short stories which had some minor changes to make everything more cohesive#the slight difference between the two first pics in different modes is killing me augh back to twine I go
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Guys. GUYS. THERE HE IS! THE BABYGIRL!!! ;////;🔥🔥
#It appears Harley is taking care of him for the time being?? At least she helped him get out of Arkham which is a big relief...#I'm still mad that they turned him into a vegetable but also very happy to see him alive and back in his old gear#Just wanna wrap him into a blanket augh ;___;#SSKTKL#SSKTJL spoilers#Batman comics#Scarecrow#Jonathan Crane#Harley Quinn
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and for my last ship sketch posting spree at 1 AM in the morning,
#my art#sketches#fendbound#raymond shields#katherine hall#eddie fender#judy bound#these guys are so t4t to me#(guy who still hasn't even bothered to finish aai1 because he really doesn't want to)#i watched a friend play aai 1 and 2 back in the day and i remember REALLY liking them#let it get a little too far though bc i designed a fankid before i even re-experienced the whole case post amnesia 😔#it's okay though quincy rae you will always be famous#i like know all the big twists in the whole of the aai story i just need to actually play it myself..... sigh#aai1 get less hard to finish please#i'm at like the end of case 4 i think i'm just. AUGH
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hello.
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*deep inhale*
KEEFITZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
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what's a keefitz...?
I don't think I've ever heard of such a thing :( sorrryyyy /j
anyways wanna see this cool drawing I made of a certain two characters? :3 !!
#help why is the image quality so bad tumblr stop mess stuff up it looks fine in ibis paint#ignore my keefe design I don't usually draw him like that i've been drawing too many girls#anyways sorry fitz you don't get a face because I'm lazy :((#i don't feel like writing....#...IN THE TEXT THAT IS#I will now proceed to do this in the tags because I'm silly like that :3#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc#keefe sencen#fitz vacker#keefitz#my art#anyways I apologize for the formatting andQualityTumblr has a 30 tag 140 character limit (around 20 words) and hates commas so this was pai#“Keefe… wake up— love. We have to go to foxfire.” Fitz nudges Keefe. He yawns—before continuing to nest himself like an annoying puppy.#They’re sitting— or rather in Keefe’s case laying on Fitz’s floor in his room. Keefe bites his lip— rolling his eyes. “I’m sleepy.”HeMumble#running fingers in Fitz’s hair— messing it up.Fitz's heart skips a beat— freezing.“Let me rest…”Keefe continues.oh..They’re going to be lat#Fitz shoots him a dirty look and Keefe finally relents— sitting up and propping his back against Fitz’s. “Fine. fine.” he huffs. “I’m up.”#He looks up at Fitz glaringly. “Keefe love— don’t look at me like that.” Fitz mutters— pursing his lips together. “You’re such a mess.”#Keefe stiffens–Fitz looks in concern. “...I am—aren’t I?” “Keefe— I didn’t mean it like—”“No.It's true.” Keefe stands up softly asking“Why?#“Why what?” Fitz looks at the boy confused. “Why did you say yes?” Keefe whispers. “When I asked you to be my boyfriend?”#there were a hundred thousand signs—fifty thousand in one direction—fifty thousand the going the other. A hundred thousand signs...#..each telling him to say no... ...and Fitz still chose yes. There's a pause now before Fitz breathes. He holds Keefe close. Fitz is warm.#“Because I love you.” Fitz says softly sadly when Keefe doesn't know it. “...how?” “You're not unlovable Keefe.” beat. “Fitz..?” “...yeah?”#Fitz holds his breath. “Kiss me.” Keefe tells him and Fitz exhales. The boy turns bright red- leaning in and catching Keefe's mouth in his#And oh. Keefe is so-so beautiful.The way he loves. But isn't everything is?The way he hurts-laughs-lives.Keefe smiles. Fitz smiles. HELL YE#I HATE BEING CONCISE AUGH THE GRAMMAR IM DYING IM OUT OF TAAGS FORMATING WAS PAIN AND I WANNA WRITE MORE SOBS IM AN IDIOT WHYYYYY
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