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Sigourney Drabbles
[Wrote a bit on the car trip here. I also have one in the bank for Harper. Iāll end up posting drabbles for the other characters who havenāt got a mini game, enjoy the unedited mess. ā¤ļø]
Shortness of breath. Increased heart rate. Sweating. Chills.
Symptoms too irregular to diagnose as any one ailment, too frequent to ignore. Unfortunately the pattern suggests that the present symptoms only happen in the vicinity ofā¦
The obvious cure would be to separate from the source, stop talking to it, stop thinking about it. She wouldnāt give this advice to her patients, of course. But sheās a surgeon, not a therapist, and as a surgeon cutting things out of people is her specialty. A scalpel for skin, scissors for muscles, a saw for bone. Nothing so clean for this though. It would be so easy to cut out⦠the source of these feelings. But it would be messy. Evidence suggests increased time away from the source only seems to cause a variety of new symptoms. Melancholy. Irritability. Chest pains. Stomach aches.
If a cure will only give worse symptoms, then Sigourney fails to see that as an option.
The cause of her symptoms lies beside her. She wasnāt an insomniac but she felt like one tonight. Grand. Difficulty sleeping added to the symptoms you cause. Surely thereās a logical explanation for all of this. Sheās no hypochondriac but watching you sleep felt like an infection was taking hold of her.
The warmth of your body. Your fluttering, dreaming eyes. Your parted lips.
You probably didnāt feel the ways she did. You slept soundly whilst she could not. You were cool whilst she was not. You were divine.
Could divinity feel as humans do? Would it not make sense if they felt more than humans? Less? Itās a question she asked herself for years, a question she forgot about until you. Surely you feel less about her than she feels about you. Youāre a god. Sheās mortal. Gods could not⦠like mortals. Not the same as she⦠likes you. She wants you to feel the same way as she did. Even now she wishes to kneel at your altar and pray. A suitable desire to have about a god she supposes. But her desires only spiral as the thought persists. She doesnāt have an altar yet she wants to see you kneeling at one for her, head raised, fingers pressed against her thighs, tongue-
Was this blasphemy? She was raised too catholic to have an unbiased view of religion. Lingering fears poison most thoughts she has about your very nature. The nature sheās studied very intimately. But humans had relations with gods in your day. Wanting to fuck in a temple, on an altar, itās only natural. Anyone in her position would feel the same.
She needs to focus. This wasnāt about lust. It wasnāt about worship either. Whatever was causing these feelings was clearly an illness, something she was used to dealing with. Thatās all this was. Just because itās name eluded her didnāt mean it wasnāt curable. If she just found the right disease maybe sheād be able to get rid of the symptoms.
Perhaps she should consult a colleague. Right. Thatās what sheāll do. She needs a gameplan. Something to get rid of this. Something to make her normal again. Doctor Cassidy was an asshole but heād at least take it seriously. She couldnāt trust him to keep a secret though. Maybe not him. Doctor Rahal was a bit too flirty for her to typically go to him. But heād keep a secret for her.
Maybe none of her colleagues were right for this. Sheād schedule an appointment with someone in midstate. No. Upstate. Far away, with good reviews. Someone who will tell it to her straight and someone who wouldnāt start blabbing to the first group of vaguely bored nurses they see. Or at least if they do talk it wouldnāt make it to the hospital.
āYouāre spiraling again.ā Somehow your voice makes things worse and better. Itās infuriating. Soothing and scaring her. Another reason why gods frustrate her. No mortal has done this to her, it's clearly some weird power you must have.
She turns and sees you, features soft and lazy from sleep. She shouldnāt look at you but she does, the little hum of energy inside of her exploding as you meet her eyes. āIām not.ā Her voice is firm, almost clipped, but youāre not deterred.
āYou are. I can practically feel it.ā Annoying. āYouāre like a ball of static, Sig.ā The way you drawl out her name makes her want to kiss you. Or bite you. Probably both.
āItās winter. The airās dry and weāre under a wool blanket. Of course Iām going to be staticky.ā She says dismissively, words coming out quick and chaotic. Though she knows sheās wrong to do so. You canāt dismiss a god but you can turn your back on one. So she does, literally it seems. Turning to face away from you.
Infuriatingly you take this as an invitation, moving up behind her, nuzzling your face into her hair and wrapping your arms around her waist. āMh.ā You moan quietly behind her. āTell me about it.ā You whisper.
Ha! Like that would get her talking about her feelings. āIām anxious.ā Fuck. Where did that come from? She thinks quickly and continues. āAbout a patient.ā Itās not a lie, there are only a few laws saying you canāt be your own patient, she can ignore those for this.
You run a hand over her stomach, pulling her closer. She can feel your breath hot on her back, it makes something in the pit of her stomach turn. āWhatās happened?ā You ask, voice still thick with sleep.
She shakes her head a bit. āSheās just sick. With something strange. Sheās been dating this person and every time sheās near them she feels ill. Feverish symptoms, increased heart rate, sweating. And I donāt know what it could be.ā
āMh.ā You moan quietly again. āLife threatening?ā
She gently shakes her head. āI donāt think so.ā Though it felt like it all too often.
āSounds like love.ā You whisper.
Her back tightens, going rigid under the words. If you hadnāt been holding her she would have run. āThis is serious.ā She says.
You laugh in that annoyingly fantastic laugh. āSorry. Then maybe itās allergies?ā
āNo.ā She says. You donāt have any pets, after all. That wouldnāt make any sense.
āYou should rest.ā Your voice is a whisper, you press your lips to the back of her neck and the heat you bring makes her sink. āYouāll have a clear mind in the morning.ā
She wonāt. Not with you.
#god syndicate#Sigourney#Drabbles#donāt come for me about this being literally 10 times the length of what a drabble should be#I. am. a. yapper.#anyway enjoy
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missed finishing in time for vg appreciation week so this is just. more elf crew shenanigans š
#they are so precious to me i am kissing them all on. the head#davrin and his yappers#bellara lutare#rook#rook mercar#endras mercar#davrin#davrin dragon age#davrook#a little bit in there. as a treat#dragon age#dav#datv#veilguard#fanart#my art#artists on tumblr#sometimes i just need to indulge in the two Dalish Elves teaching endras about elf things. sometimes its Emotional okay
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āGood Listenerā
A dynamic I realised I like š
#yapper x listener#PLEASE click for better quality I put so much effort into this#timkon#I am sooooo normal about them yāall just havenāt seen it#yet#tim drake#kon el#conner kent#yj98#superboy#red robin#robin iii#dc#my art#dc fanart#dc comics#dc robin
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I clearly had a brainrot for Blurr and Swerve for the last 2 days AND NOW IT IS WORSE AHAHAH
#How to#Can I#Blurrswerve#Swerveblurr#I don't quite like their mixed tags#Blurr x Swerve#eh#ehh#Whateverrr works gruh#cockroachdoodles#I LOVE THEM OKAY. A LOT. GODDAMN WHY I AM SO BAD I LOVE YOU PEOPLE#Blurr#Swerve#transformers#maccadam#the yappers#the fullmetal bartenders#the gay racers#<- OKAY I LOVE THESE TAGS MUCH MORE AHAHAHAHSGAHHSAH THANK YOU PFFHGTHE
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free will is drawing ur two favorite characters together and making them gay
#akekita content in this economy? it's more likely than you think#this is like for the three ppl that ship them (me tumblr user haliai and atlus)#also which boyliker at atlus designed yusuke's phantom outfit like WHY is he dressed like a gay hooker šššš#the skintight spandex bodysuit designed to show off the slutty waist?? the exposed cleavage?? the cunty little fox tail?? bro š#my hand was shaking while i was drawing the second img it felt so IMMODEST ššššš#i wish atlus confirmed which highschool akechi went to bc i love the hc that he attends kosei#his tie matches hifumi's ribbon so i think they're trying to tell us smt (im delusional)#ANYWAY akechi and yusuke would match each other's freak lowkey like they're both hardcore yappers that weird everyone else tf out#akechi would find solidarity in the fact that yusuke doesn't shut up abt whatever he's interested in#also also the fact that akechi is a mirror version of him bc they're victims of the same situation#both being exploited and utilized as tools after their mothers death#by the man they called father in exchange for validation or a false sense of place#but ultimately yusuke was saved by phantom thieves while akechi refused any pity and slowly succumbed to fate of his own making#really makes you look at atlus and think whats going on in their buttery smooth brains for not including other character interactions#aside from the social links with joker. the wasted dynamic potential between some of the characters is insane š#persona 5#p5#yusuke kitagawa#kitagawa yusuke#goro akechi#akechi goro#akekita#bro me when i stay up until three am drawing persona instead of finishing my lab (iām beyond cooked šš)#i think i need to switch college majors i canāt keep doing this#lotus draws
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My daily Jason's dogs-related metaphors agenda resumes its delivery. Thank you for your attention.

#loyal to a fault#Jason would stand for hours waiting for Bruce if it meant to be accepted and loved unconditionally#(but Bruce would force himself to stay away from him if it meant that he punishes himself for his own mistakes)#āa mother that feels that she needs to punish herself often fails to notice that she unknowingly punishes her kids along with herselfā#i don't remember where this quote was from But#rambling asf how this is photo related guys i am sorryā a natural yapper you all#jason todd#red hood#batman#dcu#dcu comics#dc universe#batfamily#bruce wayne#batfam#damian wayne
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MB and ART design notes :)
reblogs>>>likes
#gave MB a tail because iām allowed to have as much fun as i want and you canāt stop me#(edit: moved prev tag to the tags bc i donāt like the post with it in the main#i am a tag yapper NOT a main post yapper)#originally just doodled in my sketchbook so i cleaned them up and rendered them#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#murderbot fanart#ART tmbd#perihelion#secunit#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#leo yells into the void
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I was compelled to draw something for the third movie since I drew for the first two so Iāve decided to make myself insane š
I was trying really hard to avoid drawing Big Hands and that fuckass glove again, but that one scene robotnik unlaces his hands is crazy work.
Anyways this is how I remember sonic 3 the hedgehog
WIP
#Stobotnik#agent stone#doctor robotnik#WIP#Tony soprano obviously I am prone to depression#I will try not to post as many wips this time I promise#I am but a yapper at heart it is what it is#also I will push back opening comms a little longer I need to finish this or I will actually die irl#trust the process#sketches
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Do you think itās in-character for Sonic to like Amy back? Iām curious because some may think itās not. Iād love to know your thoughts!
HELLO ANON IM GLAD YOU ASKED I HAVE AN EXCUSE TO RANT ABOUT SONICāS CHARACTER BC I LOVE HIM A LOT AND I FEEL LIKE NO ONE REALLY WANTS TO THINK ABOUT HIM ON HIS OWN!!
short answer: absolutely BUT whether itās in-character depends on the way his feelings are portrayed.
long answer: Have you ever wondered why everyone has their own personal love language? In this essay I will-
anyway
letās take a step back and just overview sonicās character a little bit:

(amy got him thoseā¦btwā¦)
Essentially, at his core, Sonic is a character who values his freedom and the freedom of others at his very core. His main drive to keep moving is motivated by his love for adventure and that thrill of adventure. Romance is never and will never be his top priority, itāll always be adventure, so yāall gotta understand that first. But his friends come to a close second.
And thatās where the line between romance and friendship starts to blur a little bit. What do I mean by that?
Well letās look at his relationship with Amy purely as a platonic relationship: Sonic and Amy are the best of friends.
Argue with the wall if you donāt agree idgaf

They hang out quite a bit more than Sonic does with other characters, and Amy is the closest non-sibling relationship that Sonic has. Tails is his little brother; yes theyāre close and yes they hang out a lot, but again itās a very sibling-like bond. Thatās not necessarily a bad thing and Iām not dismissing itāI really, REALLY appreciate Tails and Sonicās relationship. Itās very cute and a very mutual thing in my opinion. A lot of people might say that Sonic only inspires Tails while Tails provides gadgets and brainpower for Sonic, but thatās just not true. FOR ONE SONICāS CANON IQ LEVEL IS LIKE 178 IF IIRC HEāS SMART GUYS. HE DOES NOT NEED TAILS TO BE HIS BRAIN. HE MADE HIS OWN FRICKING PLANE. But Tails is the person he can always rely on and pretty much talk to about anything. PRETTY much. But thereās also that small underlying role model that Sonic should be for Tails to some extent, because he is Tailsā older brother.
Knuckles is #2 out of Sonicās closest friends, and his main role is being a rival/challenge to sonic without being a threat to him. Theyāre still extremely close friends who would die for each other after all. They bicker and Sonic does love to tease knuckles quite a bit since knux is so quick to get angry. But they still respect each other and know that they can rely on each other. Also lowkey theyāre kinda the not-so-friendly homie relationship; if tails and sonic are wholesome homies, knux and sonic are the āwe beat each other up /affā homies
and then we have Amy. Sonicās closest female friend. genuinely argue with the wall if you canāt see that. SONIC DOES NOT HATE AMY HE VALUES HER AS A FRIEND AND CLOSE COMRADE sorry i hate people who say sonic canāt stand amy are you guys THAT media illiterate
So Amy is the closest thing that Sonic has to a friend who is a complete equal to Sonic, and let me explain why I say that AMY is his equal, and not someone like Metal Sonic or Shadow.
First off, Amy is not in any way a rival to Sonic. Sure sheās been paired against him multiple times in Team Sonic vs Team Rose, but itās all on friendly terms and sillies. Second, sheās the one of the ONLY character who shares the exact same thirst for adventure that Sonic does. Heck iām pretty sure one of her opening lines in Sonic Adventure was something along the lines of āitās so boring when Sonicās not around.ā She doesnāt care much for a normal, mundane lifestyle anymore than Sonic does. yes sheās a little more grounded than Sonic is in general and likes doing stationary things like baking and gardening, but she still gets bored easily. Her idea of fun can consist of picking flowers or decimating badniks (i love her sm)

Lastly thereās no strings attached to her love for Sonic, she just loves him for who he is and who he inspires her to be. Her favorite thing about him is his free spirit, which heaven forbid she ever tie down. The second she expressed that to Sonic, he was IMMEDIATELY became much more comfortable around her, because he understood where she was coming from and what her true intentions were. After that he started hanging out with her way more often and he was also really comfortable with her in general (iām talking specifically about the idw comics here). He can talk to her about just about any problem because she understands; sheās been with him much longer than most others. Bro she was introduced before Knuckles, technically speakingā¦and sheās gone through the same experiences and adventures that he has. The only thing that Tails has different from Amy in terms of being able to talk about problems is that in the past I feel like Sonic has wanted to protect Tails from certain things (though this seems to have changed in Frontiers with Tailsā whole thing being more independent and growing up) but he really doesnāt have to do that with Amy because he doesnāt have the same older sibling urges if ykwim.
tldr: amyās sonicās bestie that is most like him whoās also on equal footing with him

(rip tails in the bg)
Okay then, now letās talk rOmAnCE
Sonicās history in the romance department has beenā¦.messy to say the least. Always baffles me because Amy has been right there the whole timeā¦
And it seems to me that each time Sonic is depicted in a steady, strong relationship, at least some part of his core character is sacrificed for that. I feel like this is especially evident in the Archie Comics, like, you mean to tell me Sonic willingly accepts becoming king and staying tied to a kingdom?? Like thatās not inherently wrong but thatās definitely not game Sonicāthat is Archie Sonic AND THATS FINE. its just a different iteration of Sonic, like how movie Sonic is drastically different from game Sonic

yeah this?? i hate this. a lot. why was he such a ladiesā man in the pre-reboot archie comics š ALSO DONT TELL HIM TO SLOW DOWN STOP THAT
DONT KILL ME HANG ON, I ACTUALLY LIKE REBOOT SONALLY. I THINK ITS VERY CUTE

this? this is adorable and feels like sonicā¬ļø
this?? sorry i cant take it seriously
im not talking about sonelise tyvm
And thatās why I donāt even like the idea of sonic really settling down with amy perse idk if thatās a hot take š«£
he needs someone whoās willing to basically either drop everything and travel wherever he goes or be willing to tag along whenever needed even if theyāre busy, and amy does that pretty well
Amy doesnāt mind following Sonic to the ends of the earth and to hell and back if needed. which sonic team knew exactly what they were doing crafting her character to fit sonicās its literally a match made in heaven aksjfnhehgfrlsfnegraojvr
Anywaysās the big question:
Is it in character for Sonic to like Amy?
Well why donāt we look at a few examples where his feelings are either strongly hinted at or outright shown
Ima start with Frontiers cause itās the most recent mainline content we have
I hope we all know about the (scrapped?) open-world voicelinesā¦

āWish we were sharing an umbrella Amyā¦ā
ā¦sir?? sonic?? sonic the hedgehog?????? WOULD YOU LIKE TO REPEAT THAT-
sonic is originally japanese. sharing an umbrella in japan means youāre a couple. i rest my case.

I REST MY CASE

do i. even have to elaborate.
thanks sonic for being so dense for 3 decadesš
so essentially that indicates that he HAS made up his mind now? and itās pretty obvious as to what considering the way he treated her pretty much the entirety of Frontiers
mostly the thing with frontiers sonic is that all of this is to himeslf, like a soliloquyā¦more on that in a sec
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We could talk about the IDW comics but most of that is a little too subtle for me to call really āreturning the feelingsā and im lowkey too lazy to go find the panels im thinking of so maybe iāll do that some other time
however iāll just leave this:

casual familiarity how i adore you (HE JUST GRABS HER NO SECOND THOUGHTS IM CRYING)
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you think i was gonna make a long essay post on sonamy and not talk about sonic x?? did you?? DID YA???

*explodes*
HOW IS IT THAT THIS WAS LIKE IN 2003 AND WE STILL HAVENT GOTTEN A BETTER SONAMY MOMENT THAN THIS ITS TRULY TIMELESSā¦
BIG INHALE OKAY SO i think the major takeaways from this are
This is a private moment
Amy matters a LOT to Sonic
Sonicās not one for words but rather actions
One, yeah, this is something that is special to Amy and Sonic, to the point where even the audience doesnāt know what he said to her because its muted (stellar choice in my opinion because it adds a lot more weight to them) but its pretty obvious that he either said āAishiteru, Emiā or āDaisuki, Emiā, both of which mean āi love you Amyā on a pretty deep level. But the point is that its between them and between them only. Even later in season 3 when Amy talks about it, sheās deliberately cut off before she can repeat what Sonic said to her that day. Obviously this isnāt supposed to be public knowledge
Two, the context is that Sonic has literally been stuck on another planet for quite some time, and most people either gave up on him ever returning or thought he was dead. But not Amy. And guess what? The first place he goes toāhe literally BEELINES there as Super Sonicāis straight to Amyās house. He wanted to see her first and likely reassure him that he was okay because he knew that sheād be worried sick. Also I think he just missed her in generalā¦
Three, he knows what a white (or lavender idc) rose means and deliberately chose that flower to give to her upon his return. And again with the muted words, his actions speak louder to us as an audience than a simple āi looooove you amyyyā and this is generally a common theme with Sonic, especially in Sonic X (probably the most accurate representation of Sonic outside the games).
btw this can be taken as platonic but man do i want to yap about it:


amy KNOWS sonic canāt swim and even in her barely conscious state she tells him to basically leave her for dead. HIS SAFETY IS STILL HER TOP PRIORITY. but does sonic listen? nahhh. there were literally hundreds of other people perfectly capable of rescuing amy but noooo he went in and dove after her because HIS top priority was HER safety
again, actions speak louder than words
also the whole thing how he didnāt just restring the bracelet she made him, no, her tied a new string to the original ones and went and got more shells?? that are found next to his biggest fear??? yeah that speaks volumes about how much he treasures that lil gift of hers

lastly its kind of small but i really appreciate how he just lets her hug him and reciprocates too? itās very adorable
so more sonamy huggies for the soul <3




THE āAMESā GET ME EVERYTIME AAAAAAAAAAA
and actually sonic doesnāt really do physical intimacy that isnāt teasing, like remember when TAILSā GIRLFRIEND JUST D I E D AND HE DIDNT HUG HIM (i have a bone to pick with sonic here)..

idk sonic is generally a not very emotional character; he canāt cry, he doesnāt get angry, he canāt blush, all these mandates indicating he keeps his emotions to himself
the largest range of emotions we see in sonic are whenever heās with amy; confusion, fear, embarassment, flusteredness, etc.
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most other iterations of sonic are some sort of au or canon divergent so i wont talk about those buuut lmk if i missed something im sure i did
SO. IN CONCLUSION.
what have we learned? (i sound like a teacher)
Sonic values freedom over everything
amy doesnāt want to take away Sonicās freedom, she wants to join him
Sonic doesnāt mind Amyās affection as long as sheās not overwhelming
sonic is pretty private when it comes to his feelings or intimate moments with amy or anything else really
and i have one final thing that i want to bring up to drive my point home that some people may not take as canon but hey it exists

well there you go! thatās sonicās characterization. yes he likes amy but isnāt showy about it. thatās essentially what iāve been building up to.
heās not gonna go yell to the world that he loves his girlfriend sososososo much but like in private? hell yeah (though rn its more like they both know that amy loves sonic, duh, but they also both know that sonic likes amy and theyāre just chilling with it, not quite dating but two friends that know they like each other)
And me personally? i like to see them as top notch battle couple with an hair tearing amount of romantic tension lol cause yeah thats my jammm
oh and then theres boom sonamy with the most amount of sexual tension ive ever seen between cartoon hedgehogs
So to answer your question directly: yes itās in character for sonic to like amy as long as itās mostly a private thing between him and her <3
my lang teacher wishes i could write with this much passion on my argumentative essays
ok bye thanks for coming to my ted talk have an absopositively splenderrific day š
#sonic the hedgehog#amy rose#sonamy#sonic x amy#analysis#yapping#artsyannieanalysis#i think i need a new tag for these#i love them sm#my roman empire#6 years and going strong šŖšŖšŖ#my photo gallery died from this#wait i wanna check how many words this is#2350 WORDS HELLO#I AM A PROFESSIONAL YAPPER
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Just you, him, and a box of dye
Pairing: Sparrow x Reader
Warnings: None!!! no pronouns used, honestly this is just fluff w a hint of angst bc idk heās a silly guy
A/N: yeah i got tired of there being nothing for this pretty baby!!! so i did it myself š¤¦š½āāļø THIS GOD DAM ITALIAN WONT LEAVE MY HEAD!! anyways i wrote ts at like 2 am idk i thought it was cute i was inspired by how different his hair looked in these photos and was like WAIT just something cute for my shayla <3
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āAre you almost finished,ā Sparrow whined in his thick accent. āMy neck is starting to hurtā¦ā
Normally, you enjoyed his constant whining and complainingāwhich he was like all the timeā but today you were under a time crunch. Heād told you last minute that he needed his hair dyed for a photo shoot.
āEnea, stop moving so much. Youāre making it take longer then it needs to.ā you sighed
āI know, but itās been so long, and we donāt have that much time left,ā he whined again even more pitifully.
āI donāt know why you had me redye your whole head and not you the ends like i usually do,ā you scolded, rubbing more of the color into his scalp .
āI know, I know. itās justāwhat if my parents see the newsletter,ā He looked up at you with those puppy eyes he always used to get his way. āAnd if my mother saw I dyed my hair, sheād kill me⦠well, find me, and then kill me before I even get to the games.ā
You rolled your eyes as he let out a small chuckle.
āGrazie amoreā
You tugged lightly at his cheek.
He immediately sat up, yelping. āAHH! You got dye on my face!ā
āStop being such a crybaby.ā you mutter as You grabbed a towel from the sink and dabbing gently at the smear on his cheek. āCalm down. You act like itās gonna kill you.ā
āIt mightā¦ā he pouted. āThe guy you bought this from looked sketchy as hellā¦. for all we know, this stuff will make my hair fall out.ā
You raised a brow at him. āWell then, your next shoot will be called āBald and Beautiful.āā
He snorted. āCalvo e bello!ā Then he burst into laughter.
Youād picked up a few Italian words over the years with him, though sometimes you just smiled and nodded when he spoke too fast.
But now, his laughter slowly faded. He started fidgeting with his fingers.
āā¦you really think theyāll see it?ā he asked softly. āDoes the newsletter even go to Psamathe?ā
You glanced at his reflection in the mirror. The way he wouldnāt meet your eyes. The way his shoulders had tensed, it was about more than just hair dye.
āOf course they will. You know how nosy those rich assholes areāā You paused. āā¦Sorry.ā
āIf they do,ā you added more gently, ātheyāll see you smiling. Standing in front of the camera like you own the dam place. Looking happy.ā
His lips pressed into a thin line. āYeah. Thatās what Iām afraid of.ā
You rested a hand on his shoulder. āDonāt be. Theyāre the ones who cut you off. If anything, you should be proud. Look how far youāve come without them.ā
He finally looked up at you, and for a second, the dramatic, teasing boy you loved was gone and replaced by something quieter. There was hurt behind his eyes.
Then he smirked. āYouāre giving speeches now? Should I be worried?ā
āOnly if you mess up the dye,ā you said, flicking his head.
āOw!ā he muttered grinning as he rubbed the spot. āThat hurt so much, amore!
You rolled your eyes as the timer dinged behind you, twenty minutes to rinse and get to the shoot.
āOkay, drama queen. Letās finish this. Youāve got a world to impress.ā
Sparrow dramatically groaned as he got up and trudged to the sink like it was manual labor. You adjusted the water and gently guided his head under the stream.
For a moment, it was quiet. Just the sound of running water and your fingers carefully combing through his hair.
āThank you,ā he said softly, his eyes closed
āOf course, I should really open a salon.ā you replied as you rinsed out the last bit of dye.
āI mean it,ā he said, more serious now. āNot just the hair⦠you take care of me. You always do.ā
You paused, your heart doing that annoying flutter thing it always did when he stopped being ridiculous for more than five seconds.
āyouād do the same for meā
He grinned. āYeah, but Iād complain way more.ā
You laughed, running a towel through his damp hair and fluffing it around a bit.
He squeaked and swatted your hand away.
āEnea!ā you yelped
āIt looks good,ā you say, ignoring his glare āReally good. Youāre gonna kill it out thereā
He catches your wrist before you pull away. āYou think so?ā
Then you meet his eyes, the ones that always made your chest ache just a little
āI know so.ā
For a second, he just stared at you like he was searching for something. Then he leaned in, resting his forehead against yours.
āGrazie, amore.ā
Your fingers find his again before giving them a gentle squeeze. āNow hurry. Weāve got 15 minutes. And if weāre late again, they will kick you out of the game for sure this time.ā
Sparrow stepped back, grabbing his bag and a towel. āAlright, alright. But when Iām famous and they make a biopic about my life? This is the part where theyāll play the romantic montage.ā
You laughed as he opens the door
āOh yeah?ā you call out to him. āWhoās playing me, then?ā
He looked over his shoulder āThey could never find someone that looks at me the way you do,ā then he added. āSomeone with less charm and less attitudeā
You grabbed the nearest hairbrush and threw it at his head. He ducked ābarelyā and cackled as he ran down the hallway.
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A/N: lmk if yāall fw this bc i have more ideas š½ and time on my hands LMMAOO ik i always say ill write a pt 2 or some bs but i promise i will bc this mf wonāt leave me head!! but ty sm for reading š©· criticism welcome i fr donāt be writing like that š !!! ļæ¼

#apex sparrow#sparrow x reader#iām not a writer just a yapper#my sweet baby boy#if thereās any typos leave me alone itās like 3 am#apex legends x reader#apex legends#apex#sparrow apex legends#he deserves all the love#erm what do i tag this#JUST TRUST ME BRO#iām so eeppyy#hmmmm#x reader#fanfic
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just thinking about first kiss w/leo and your hands are in his hair except he gets nervy and the tips of his curls accidentally catch fire and burn your hands !!
so then he carries you bridal style to the infirmary, literally crying and begging for forgiveness
and yk the talk with will as of how you acquired these odd shaped burns is awkward as hell
anon ur so right
whats funny about it is that the tips of his hair catching fire is actually one of your favorite things about him, you think its super cute and tease him about it sometimes- calling him names like 'hot head' and telling how adorable you think it is only makes them burn brighter and has him shoving his tomato red face into his hands. you werent lying when you called it adorable, it truly always made your heart flutter and brought a smile to your face.
so when it happens during your first kiss together, you obviously pull away and remove your hands from his hair cause.. well.. they just got burnt ?? but you still cant help but smile a bit.
the burns themselves werent extremely bad, they just stung a bit, and the kiss was great but that didnt stop leo from freaking out and immediately apologizing repeatedly, asking you if you were okay and grabbing your hands to get a better look at them.
you explain to him that youre okay, but this man is literally on the verge of tears, thinking you hate him and never ever want to see him again. you assure him youre ok, and just need to run over the infirmary for a quick treatment.
you try to turn away to the infirmary, but leo is so quick to literally sweep you off your feet and carry you in his arms, bridal style. he says something about making it up to you and calls himself 'your certified knight in shining armor' which only makes you smile more.
he begins scurrying over to the infirmary, pushing past campers so determined to get you there as quickly as possible, making you giggle. he puts you down at the door of the infirmary, quickly grabbing the door and holding it open for you.
you let out a light laugh and a 'thank you', then brush past him and into the infirmary. he follows right behind you, closing the door behind him. you walk up to the counter, asking one of the apollo kids for some assistance with your burns and she leads you over to sit and wait on one of the hospital beds until will can help you.
leo sits in the chair right next to you and even though youve told him a million times that youre ok, his leg cant help from bouncing and he can't stop fidgeting with his fingers. you notice his behaviors and put a hand on top of his busy ones, giving him a soft smile. he looks up and returns the smile, but is snapped out of his la-la-land trance when will walks over with his clipboard, ready to help you.
he asks you whats wrong and takes a look at your hands, but seems to have a puzzled look on his face.
"how'd you get these burns? theyre really weirdly shaped." he asks.
your face gets hot and your body tenses up, leo having the same reaction.
"uhmmm..uh- i-"
"wel-well you see what had happened was-"
"we ummm.."
"out with it already." will said, giving you a deadpan look.
you and leo glanced at each other in panic, but knew you shouldnt lie. not to will.
"we..wellwekissedandiwastouchinghishairbutthenitcaughtonfireandburntmyhadns" you mumbled quickly, looking down.
"what?" will asked, moving closer in hopes of hearing you better.
"wee.. kissed and i had my hands in his hair but then it caught on fire and burnt my hands" you said, elongating the syllables and feeling your face get hotter with each word.
will tired so hard not to laugh or smile, after all he was in a 'professional environment' ( as chrion called it ) but he really couldn't help it, he smirked and put your hands down, walking away from you and over to the cabinet where all the camp's ointments were kept.
he smothered a glob of the ointment onto your hands then bandaged them up so they could heal properly, and let you go on with your day- but not without a few teases and jokes while leo helped you fill out your paperwork.
after you finished up in the infirmary, you and leo walked out together and immediately plopped onto the bench outside.
"well that was embarrassing" leo said, stating the obvious.
"yep... well, now i know to learn from my mistake the next time i kiss you" you said, a small smirk forming onto your face.
your comment had caught leo by surprise, "what? wait... again? you-you'd wanna do that again?"
you turned to face him with a smile, "i mean why not? youre a good kisser and it's not like ive havent a crush on you for years"
leo had to be on the verge of a heart attack with each surprise he'd faced today, this one only pushing him further off the edge, "you've had a crush on me for years????"
you simply nodded your head and smiled, trying to play it cool when in reality your heart was ready to run out of your chest.
leo ran his fingers through his hair in disbelief, "wait so were you like really good at hiding it or something?? cause ive had a crush on you for years and i feel like its always been painfully obvious."
it was your turn to get nervous, suddenly at a loss for words.
"w-well, maybe you should do something about it then." you said, sounding more confident than you felt.
"well maybe i will."
he cupped your face with his hand and brought you in close for your second kiss that day, holding your hands down with his free one, and moving his lips slowly against yours. this time, the kiss was long and soft, the way your first one should've been. when the two of you finally pulled away for air, you had stupid smiles on your faces that only grew after leo asked you,
"would you do me the honor of being my girlfriend?"
to which you gladly said yes to.
#i am on a ROLL#smau fic moodboard AND blurd#this may not seem like a lot to yall but apparently im in a yapper mood cause this never happens#anyway i literally loved this prompt like anon u ate with this one#this was so funness to right !!#percy jackson#pjo#percy jackson x reader#leo valdez#leo valdez x reader#leo valdez x you#by bells ā”ā ą£Ŗ.#all da ladies luv leo Ėāąæą»
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Ok but Todoiida is actually so peak?? I'm not usually a fan of non-canon ships, but man I LOVE Shouto and Tenya sm
#theyre dynamic is just so good#theyre a lot of parallels between them aswell#like theyre both from famous Hero familys#very different but important realtionships with their older brothers#both had a NASTY streak at the start if the show#Mr. murder is ok when i do it#and#Mr. if i show no emotions i definitely wont turn out like a father#reformed anger issues duo š#and the fact Iida is SO greatful to Shouto for stopping him from going down a dark path#and how kind and understanding Iida was with Shouto during his awful fight with Touya :(((#they make me sick#i wish we saw more of them as friends outside fucking life or feath situations lmao#professional yapper#shoto todoroki#tenya iida#shouto todoroki#todoroki#iida#todoiida#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#ingenium#touya todoroki#mha dabi#tensei iida#i am cringe but i am free
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Hey I loved your explanation of breakdowns development with bumblebee! I was wondering what bumblebee was thinking at the same time though? Like while he was carrying??
I love this AU though!! Itās the only thing Iāve been thinking about! š©š©š
It wasnāt easy for Bee either lemme tell youā¦
Bumblebee has the capabilities of seeing good in everyone⦠and he is very aware of how vulnerable it can make him. Heās been manipulated before, heās been taken advantage of due to his child-like optimism. Heās been⦠hardened to a degree because of it. Heās not a young naive scout anymore. He still likes to see the good, but heās much more cautious of letting that blind him to the reality.
Except everything goes out the window when it comes to Breakdown.
Bumblebee doesnāt know why. Maybe itās because they were friends before the war, maybe itās because despite everything Breakdownās never really done anything to hurt him (at least intentionally)
Bumblebee is more aware than anyone how vulnerable he leaves himself by trusting Breakdown so wholeheartedly.
He knows how quickly Breakdown could give him a false tip and lure him right into a trap. And yet Bee would still take his words and trust them like the gospel.
Maybe itās because he doesnāt value his life quite as much as he should. He doesnāt want to die⦠but heās been in the trenches of a war far longer than he ever experienced living at peace (if thatās what you would call the civil unrest that was slowly tipping into war by the time he came online) heās a bit desensitized to the extinguishing of a spark.
He knows the dangers of getting too close to anyone when you could lose them at any moment. Of course, heās always been a friendly bot. Most Autobots favor him kindly and he always enjoys otherās company. But he doesnāt stick around long enough to actually get close. Heās a scout. Traveling across Cybertron, sneaking past enemy lines. Heās alone more than not. Perhaps the only true companion he has was the bot always checking in on him at the end of the mission, the one giving him the next orders, and seeking his unlikely advice. It was easier to get close to Optimus⦠he was less likely to get blown up in a random firefight and never come back.
Which only made his attraction to Breakdown more confusing. Breakdown was everything that Bumblebee tried to avoid: Reckless, foolish, thrill-seeking. Breakdown threw himself into fights he wasnāt likely to win for fun. Breakdown didnāt value his life quite as much as he should either.
They both were willing to gamble everything because neither of them had anything to lose. And that just made whatever they had that much more exciting
They didnāt see each other often. Years would pass before they could catch a glimpse of the other. It didnāt matter how long it had been⦠how many friends the other had lost⦠it was like their unspoken connection was the only true consistency in their lives. Sometimes Breakdown would give Bee information. Other times they would just play cards or race. Sometimes they wouldnāt have a chance to talk at all, being in the heat of battle surrounded by other bots.
They got pretty good at pulling punches and staging fights.
And then the war āendedā and Breakdown was nowhere to be found. Bumblebee would be lying if he said he wasnāt disappointed. He should have known better⦠of course Breakdown would have run, all the Decepticons did. And Breakdown was still a decepticon.
Heās pretty confident Optimus knows about their friendship at this point⦠or at least has his suspicions. But Optimus had also pardoned the ex-leader of the Decepticons so Bumblebee doesnāt think he has much room to judge.
Being sent undercover for over a decade wasnāt the post-war future Bumblebee had planned for himself. He hadnāt envisioned it would take place on an alien organic planet either. He could still remember a time when he dreamed of retirement and maybe heād take up a ānormalā job like the ones Ironhide used to talk about. He always wondered if heād be good at something more domestic⦠if maybe he would have an apartment of his own to return to each night instead of recharging at whatever outpost was closest after days without rest.
Now he views those as delusional fantasies. Heās not really sure who he is outside of his title of Autobot spy. He doesnāt think he can be anything besides a soldier. (A hero⦠according to some people)
He wasnāt sure if it was boredom that triggered his search for Breakdown or if maybe he was just looking for some kind of company (he was used to solitude but it had just been⦠so long) but somehow he ended up at nearly every race he caught wind of. It wasnāt desperation, certainly not⦠he just⦠had a lot of free time is all.
He got close a couple of times. Breakdown was changing his alt mode regularly, Bee was sure of it. But still every so often heād catch a streak of blue and white. Breakdown had always been faster than himā¦
Bee considered himself great at adapting to any environment or situation that he would land himself in, but nothing could have prepared him for his latest assignment⦠Sparklingsittingā¦
Why Optimus had pulled him out of 15 years of hiding for something so⦠mundane? Bee could only begin to question. He was convinced it was a waste of time. Bee didnāt know the first thing about younglings, there hadnāt been any since⦠well⦠him. And that was a very long time ago.
But after a while he hated to admit he found them⦠endearing. It was almost nice⦠it felt like what he used to imagine a peaceful life would be like when he was still naive enough to think true peace was achievable.
And yet⦠something was still missing.
Bee assumed it was the thrill of the missions he longed for. Considering Optimus was dead-set on sidelining him⦠Bee decided to resume one of his personal missionsā¦
And thats when he finally reunited with the only bot he could ever consider his best friend. They had been apart for longer periods before⦠but somehow this felt different. This could be a new start. The war was over.
And then he lost Breakdown again.
To the same humans to claimed to be their allies no less.
He didnāt care how it mustāve looked when he demanded Optimus give him a status report on Breakdownās condition when he was brought in.
Bee only got a lecture on how he was cutting it too close by getting involved with a race he knew G.H.O.S.T. was planning to bust.
So no, he didnāt really care what Optimus would think when he broke Breakdown out of prison. And he was only slightly hurt when Breakdown drove off ignoring his pleas of assistance. It wasnāt Breakdownās fight⦠he had no right to be upset.
Of course Breakdown came through in the end⦠he always has.
And so what if they started meeting up periodically to race and talk and forget about everything else for s little while. Even if the times Bee had fallen into recharge in his arms and woken up alone hurt more than heād like to admit.
Breakdown was quick to remind him, they were still on opposite sided. They could still betray each other in a moments notice⦠they both still had nothing to lose.
Except⦠that wasnāt quite true anymore.
Bee was carrying.
At first he didnāt do anything about it. Didnāt tell anyone. Didnāt even act like anything was different. A reaction he would later clarify was shock.
Then came the avoidance. The ticking time bomb until he had to do something about it was like a constant countdown in his head. He started seeking distractions. Lessons with the Terrans. Missions with Arcee. Drives with Breakdown. Anything to avoid thinking about the decisions he would need to make in the future. The very rapidly approaching future.
Breakdown was the first to know.
Looking back, Bee wished he had been able to break the news a little differently. He hadnāt intended to tell him that night at all⦠he wasnāt sure if he was ever planning on telling him period.
The reality of a sparkling was beginning to hit and for the first time in his life⦠Bumblebee couldnāt put himself at risk anymore.
And Breakdown was a risk.
It was supposed to be their last time⦠a chance to say goodbye, even if Breakdown didnāt know it. Instead in a moment of emotion, Bee accidentally let it slip.
He wasnāt expecting Breakdown to choose the path of caution too. To desperately pledge to stay by his side. To stop taking risks⦠to stop running⦠to finally face this emotion theyāve been dancing around for centuries
Bee almost felt guilty for assuming so negatively of the one bot he has ever loved, but then again Breakdown has never really done much to prove his loyalty besides never actually betraying him.
This was different though. This was their real new start. The desperation in Breakdownās eyes, like heād never seen before, was enough to prove it.
And he trusted Breakdown⦠because now they both had something to lose.
The hard part was convincing Optimus to do the sameā¦
Bee is lucky he was always Primeās favorite. Pretty sure any other bot could be charged with fraternizing with the enemy. And of course⦠the news didnāt go over very smoothly⦠Bee wasnāt expecting it toā¦
Heās grateful Breakdown survived to the end of the conversation, though there were a handful of blasters involved in the process.
But after the lectures and the disappointment and the numerous encounters of bots trying to convince Bumblebee to abandon whatever bond he had with Breakdown and allow the Autobots to assist in the Sparklingās upbringing⦠Bee noticed for the first time just how hard BD was trying.
Breakdown never cared about what anyone thought of him. He never did things for the approval of others⦠so Bee knew it was his own decision when BD formerly defected from the Decepticons and took on the autobot mantel.
Heād never seen him more dedicated to anything before⦠and thatās when Bee knew. They were going to be okay.
He had only ever been a soldier before⦠he wasnāt sure if he was really cut out for this whole Carrier thing. Breakdown joked that the Terrans had been the trial run, and he had all the training he needed.
They both joked to avoid the spark numbing fear.
They had never experienced it before⦠not like this⦠the fear of losing.
Bee wasnāt sure when Breakdown became so⦠domestic. Sure, he still teased and flirted and ran his mouth. He still made bets he couldnāt win. But he also brought Bee his energon every morning, mixed exactly the way he liked it. And everytime Bee fell into recharge, heād still be by his side when his optics opened again.
Bumblebee couldnāt help but be angry a littleā¦
Why was he only now receiving this treatment? Theyād known how they felt about each other for how long? How long had Bee tried to convince him to stay by his side?
But Breakdown didnāt need Beeās anger to feel guilty. He barely felt deserving of the chances heād been given long before this one.
And Bumblebee couldnāt bring himself to act on his anger⦠not when Breakdown was trying so hard for him.
For them.
Perhaps Beeās dreams of peace werenāt so far off after all.
#transformers#transformers bumblebee#breakbee#tfe breakdown#tfe bumblebee#transformers earthspark#earthspark#tfe breakbee#WELP HERES ANOTHER WHOLE ASS NOVEL OF AN ANSWER LOL#guys i AM a yapper i fear#I THINK ABOUT THEM SO MUCH OH MY GOD#breakcheck#tfe breakcheck#they are both jsut stupid and suddenly go oh shit responsibly#also ive been in love with you for 3000 years#everyone watching their absolute dumpster fire of a relationship like wow we are all surprised that worked out#nobody was rooting for them lets be honest š#itās genuinely surprising to everyone that it worked out#but they are happy for them in the end#they both deserve some happiness it just takes them a little while to find jt
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ALSO ik ji would be the SWEETEST bc ever. a lil bit oblivious but sweet :((
okay i NEED to tell someone my jisung bf hcs



ā° his HANDS theyāre just so huge and like⦠the way jisungās obsessed with comparing hand sizes, he really likes the way his fingers cover yours when he holds hands has a little habit of playing with your fingers (esp if ur wearing rings) but heās also shy for pda, so please initiate in public (in private heās all over your hands lol)
ā° tendency to blush a lot! he gets shy really quickly (when he laughs and covers his mouth hehe) so jisung gets flustered really quickly with too much attention (but please give him so much), he really likes receiving attention like kisses and compliments, the kind of overwhelming love that makes him all bubbly inside and then heās too excited then trips over like a stick lol and embarrasses himself a little
ā° major kink of his is dry humping,,, jisung sleeps in his boxers and a t shirt, would be so, so so turned on easily if you tease him. dirty intentions just make him so flustered, like if you were to tug up his shirt to touch his skin or something, neck kisses, intentionally turning him on works so easily :< so please, heās gonna cum in his boxers so so fast if you make it obvious you want to fuck him !!
i have sm of these i just wrote like a couple blep will maybe write an actual hcs later
#sorry jisung makes me a yapper lol#BUT u get it right? right ?? heās so so so cute !!#heheheh i am unfortunately like insane over him#mille.inbox#mille.anon
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Dan looooves to instigate something and then pretend we're all crazy and annoying for continuing what he starts lmao. Ohhhh why are you all putting ph on everything and calling phil dainty says the king of ph-ification and mr. I have to take out the trash and lift heavy things because Phil's a dainty princess
#he's right that people overplay the hand sizes thing tbf but where do you think we got a lot of our conversation points daniel š#and yes i said i wouldnt live blog and am deeply failing the yapper gene never takes a break š#dan and phil#phan
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Dunno, this is just a random headcanon but what if Og!Cale used to be a huge nerd when he was a young child? He'd be the most curious kid out of all the noble kids that exist out there in Roan, and he would have some weird interests/hyperfixations that would throw off most people (and some would comment "Act more properly like a noble, be composed.") ā and because of that he doesn't really talk much about it. Except ofc to his mother because she would be the only one who'll listen to him patiently. Occasionally he would try to talk about it to Deruth but the man is a busy count so he doesn't get much time to talk to him freely.
But when someone shows interest in it, or even brings the topic up (usually, it's Eric) ā Og!Cale will gush about it and begin to ramble nonstop, with sparkling eyes and a bright smile. The northeastern nobles trio would just listen, and would think from time to time how cute Og!Cale is when it comes to sharing about his interests.
Then his mother died and everything fell apart from there.
He begins to lose interest in most things he finds fascinating and would only cling to a few ones that actually comforts him, especially when he starts to pretend to be trash for both Basen and Violan and distances himself from the people he truly cares about.
The war happened and he completely lost interest in everything other than taking revenge for his family.
When he begins to live his life as Kim Rok Soo, slowly ā he tries to regain his interests. He would try reading random strange books, would probably try to eat poison just to test something, and he'd try to cook meals Beacrox used to make for the Henituse back then because while he often acted as if his food tasted vile, he absolutely adored Beacrox's cooking and he regrets not getting to spend more time with his hyung bec of how he had to keep up a trash facade back then.
Whenever his teammates bring up something that is of his interest, Og!Cale ā now Kim Rok Soo ā would excitedly give feedback and proceeds to ramble like the nerd he is. His teammates are flabbergasted bec even though their team leader has been acting a bit off and unusual lately, he never runs his mouth as if his life depends on it ā heck, he once said he prefers speaking in short, concise sentences to not waste his saliva!
Yet, they find themselves smiling, listening intently, wanting to get to know their team leader more. Maybe, just maybe, Kim Rok Soo is finally putting off the stoic mask he usually keeps around them and is now more comfortable being himself.
So they let Kim Rok Soo talk about his hyperfixations more, they'd try to learn more about said hyperfixations, and would even try to bond with him.
For the first time in his life, Kim Rok Soo feels accepted for who he is ā mainly because he doesn't have to hide who he is anymore.
He is not the trashy Cale Henituse everyone finds revolting.
He's Kim Rok Soo, surrounded with his precious niece and people who support and love him for who he is.
Not for what he was.
#tcf#lcf#trash of the count's family#og cale henituse#kim rok soo#tcf headcanon#I wrote this bec there was a scene of him rambling in a fic I'm working on#and I was like#wait#hold up#am I on to something here?#and boom we have this headcanon#also bec I'm trying to make a sense of it#anyhow#if he were to meet with Cale (the current one)#they'll get along greatly#kim rok soo would be the yapper and cale would be the listener#tcf novel
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