#It's good for me bc that means I'll be writing and drawing and creating more

[shima-draws]

I haven't watched more than like, 8 episodes of once piece, but i just want to say that i'm loving your live(?) blogging of the episodes as you go. especially all the sanji x luffy, it's all very cute in general but also how excited you get about it is fantastic.

that's all! i just love seeing people passionately enjoy things.

AAGFGHGHF THANK YOU OMG........I feel like I've been REALLY annoying talking about Sanlu nonstop but I'm glad at least somebody is enjoying it lmao. But if there's one place where I SHOULD have no filter and feel free to talk about my ships constantly, it should be my own blog right. LOL

Essentially,

[madschiavelique]

plEase can you do “i won’t fit” “i will make it fit” with miguel 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

anon you know WHAT IS UPPPP

i tried my best writing this but i hurt my wrist and kinda had to hurry up bc i have to got to a party but i still hope it's good dzekzdfgfd not proofread by the way so MY BAD)

summary : miguel is big, so big, too big

content warnings : SMUT (18+) minors dni, mentions of oral sex (reader receiving), pnv sex, unprotected sexe (stay safe kids), lots of praise, overstimulation (?), no use of Y/N, fem!reader, size kink word count : 1,1k

He kissed and bit the inner skin of your vibrant thighs as he drew his lips in a trail of pecks up to your temple, kissing it tenderly, caressing your cheek softly as your body recovered from the orgasm he'd just had. That was already two, and he'd been at it for at least 40 minutes, or more, or less... Honestly, you were so disorientated by the pleasure that you didn't know what space-time was any more.

He loved taking his time, devouring you, going knuckles deep into you and relaxing you for him, hearing you moan soft whimpers as he ran his tongue over your throbbing clit, maintaining eye contact. And now he wanted to take it to the next level.

He came to kiss your lips, and you tasted yourself as he placed his cock in front of your cunt, sliding over your still sensitive clit, drawing a moan from you which he swallowed with his ever hungry lips.

"Miguel," you breathed between kisses, drunk on the sensations, "'s too big," you swallowed as his hand gripped your thigh firmly to give him room and his lips nuzzled your neck. "It won't fit," you assured him.

Just taking his dick in hand was complicated for the simple reason that you couldn't get your thumb to touch your other fingers with your hand, so inside you? No, impossible.

And that inflated his ego, a mean little growl raising his face in a sneer as one of his canines revealed itself between his lips.

"I'll make it fit," he reassured, stroking your hair as he came to kiss your cheek, "i'm sure you can take it, cariño."

He drowned you in kisses as you felt his dick tracing up and down your lips, coating himself in your wetness, one of your hands coming to rest on his back and the other on his tense arm.

"Fuck," he breathed, his breath ghosting over your skin, "you're so wet."

You let a gasp escape you as he began to press his tip between your lips, a low growl escaping his mouth and falling in a warm cloud onto your skin. The tip alone was huge, and you breathed in deeply as he continued to press in slowly, his lips coming to kiss your forehead in encouragement.

"I can't go further if you tense like that, querida." he came to kiss your lips, his hand gently sliding down your body, settling on your waist where his thumb made circular movements.

"I can't," you complained, tears welling up in your eyes as you pressed your eyelids strongly together.

"You can do this," he murmured, kissing the corner of your eyelids tenderly, "mi linda dulce."

You inhaled softly, and then tried to relax, closing your eyes and biting your lip as he thrust deeper into you.

"That's it," he encouraged softly, "that's my girl."

His praise made you flutter around him, an appreciative moan rising from his throat as he finally got all the way inside you.

You tilted your head back, breathing shakily as he kissed your neck with tenderness.

"Que bien lo haces," he said, his fingers gently replacing a loose strand of your hair, "taking me so well."

He began to pull away, then gently slid back in, Miguel immediately swallowing your moan. You owed it to him; he had the right to drink in the magnificent sounds he was making you create.

He gently created a slow rhythm, not wanting to rush you while you were still getting used to him.

"Hmm," he hummed against your ear, "you're so tight," he nibbled gently on your lobe.

You were slowly, though not easily, getting used to his width, your moans of ease vibrating softly in your chest as you pressed your teeth hard into the bulging, kiss-swollen skin of your lips.

"Tt-tt," he denied, coming to run his tongue over your lips to loosen the grip your teeth had on it. "I want to hear."

He came to kiss you, your whines pouring into his mouth, he swallowed them all without exception. He moved slightly away from your lips, letting your sighs of ease and whimpers take the air and he reveled in the melody you were offering him.

"Eso es," he approved, straightening as he raised your hips properly, contemplating the mess that you were for him, and he traced a line with his fingers from the valley of your breasts to your navel where he pressed lightly.

You arched your back, your breath quavering a complaint as you tightened around him. He groaned at the sensation, and he saw it, the little bulge he formed in your lower belly, his fingers tracing it down. A flash passed through his eyes as he picked up the pace, the moans escaping from between your lips intensifying. The mere idea that he was the one to make you feel so good made him feral.

"It's..." you stammered, breathless, "it's too much!"

But he continued at his own pace, the hot knot in your lower belly beginning to tighten, your nails leaving crescent moons in the skin of his arm and pink streaks down his back. He was enjoying the sight immensely.

"Mírame," he whispered, wishing he could see the extent of your desire and pleasure in your eyes.

He leaned down again, his hand coming to rest soothingly on your cheek and caressing it with his thumb as his other hand moved down between your two bodies to make circular movements over your clit, more moans escaping from your lips.

"Mírame, cariño," he asked as your eyes slowly opened, wet with tears from all the sensations that were sparkling in your body.

"Tan linda."

He kissed you hungrily, drinking in your skin and your lips, then planted a trail of kisses on your cheek, running down your jaw and biting and marking your neck, his rhythm accelerating.

You could feel the cloud in your belly spreading, the knot tightening.

"Miguel...," you moaned, "I'm..." the words were interspersed with cries, "I'm-"

"Shh," he soothed, stroking your hair as he kissed your cheek, "It's okay, go on."

Your breathing quickened, shuddering, until the orgasm burst within you, your back arching as your clit seemed to beat like a second heart, spreading shockwaves through every inch and vein of your body, your walls closing powerfully around Miguel as he bit into your skin with a groan.

Your back rested on the sheet, breathless, as if on a cloud, feeling like you were floating in softness. Miguel kissed your temple affectionately, then your tear-drenched eyelids.

"You did amazing, querida", he said, pressing you carefully against him as he caressed you, whispering sweet nothings to you to soften you up after all that emotion.

[love-of-the-red-star]

HIHI!!

The Adinkra symbol comes from the Afkan people from Ghana and Côte d'ivoire named Fawohodie, which represents freedom, independence, and emancipation. If I were to draw Libertas as one of the paths... I think it'd look like this:

It's glitching since the Aeon can reduce anything and anyone into geometric shapes! And I decided to add it as a glitch or anomaly hacking the system files. Although it would only look like this in-game bcs it's not registered as a real code in the game files.

Also, the quilt was supposed to be more detailed but I lost the original folder, and I felt too lazy to edit and change it again after 3 times ☹️

I'm very sorry if this took so long...! i keep on accidentally deleting the layers and I'm so anxious of offending anyone using the symbol—But! I really do love and enjoy your fic and this is my absolute dedication to reading it :))

Thank you so much for writing it! I love it very very much <333

BRUH NOT ME GETTING FLASHBANGED BY GREAT ART AGAIN

(that reminds me I have to broadcast the art on my DMS too lmfao)

Anyways omg hello??? THIS IS SO GOOD??? Legitimately giving me brainworms to work on a fic chapter again because jesus Christ hello the amount of thought being put into this is CRAZYY

This is the third fanart I've received and y'all are insane I swear (i mean it in a good way)

I'll be compiling all the art I've received and created at some point to put into one post too--

[magknightidv]

hello sweetie! :D

i see that you want to write about descendants and i would absolutely love to share some requests i've been thinking about.

idk if you write ficlets, headcannons or oneshots, so you can write in the way you feel more comfortable! :)

so, the thing is, uma and harry (separately) x artist!reader (gn please!!) where the reader draw and write music and poetry about their lover/crush. i just want to see how they would react if they seen the readers art bcs i think it would be soooooo cute!

(im so sorry if you can't understand something, english isn't my first language.)

take care of yourself. love u!!

I love this so so much! thank you!

Hope this doesn't end up being too bad, I feel it was a little rushed (not because I felt I was being rushed just that I had a few thoughts that I needed to write before they were gone yk?)

I'm doing it so it's:

Harry Hook x painter/drawer!reader

And

Uma x music artist! Reader

To make it easier to imagine

Also I've kept it gender neutral dw and I've also written it so Uma and Harry are in Auradon when they meet you

Please feel free to request more at any point (I'm going to write for all descendants characters but mostly Harry Hook)

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Harry Hook

Let's imagine Harry has no idea who you are in the beginning

Some random person that's always seen drawing, painting, creating something.

He's seen some of your works hung around Auradon prep in expensive looking frames

He doesn't approach you for a while, in fact Gil is the first to meet you

Gil takes the same art course as you so you meet there when Gil had a bit of a paint disaster

Harry was originally cautious around you because he thought you'd be some stuck up art critique kind of person who was going to complain about Gil

But when you instead explain that you could see what he was trying to do but the actual execution of it wasn't great , Harry laughed with you

Overall your first meet was a positive one that was the beginning of a laughter filled relationship

Harry would always see you sat somewhere, in some weird position, scribbling away in your sketchbook

He eventually spots what you are drawing, or better yet who.

Him

He crashes.

All thoughts, Gone.

He's just staring at it for a good 5 minutes before you have to click your fingers in front of his face to wake him up.

"H- How, no, why are ye drawin' meh?" Heat rises to his cheeks and he slowly brings his thoughts back to Earth.

He'd already had been developing feelings for you since you two met. I mean you were nice to his friends, kind to him, he let you meet his sisters at one point and they seemed to even like you. You are fun to be around, you check that he's taking care of himself, you make sure he's not too bashed up from the sports he plays. What isn't there to like?

"You have a pretty face, nice to draw." He takes note of the blush that grows on your cheeks and the way you look off to the side with a shy smile growing. "I draw the people I like, the people I'm closest to."

His heart almost stops. Did you just try to kill him?! 'cause clearly you aren't aware of the way you make him feel.

I headcannon Harry to be Pansexual, as a pan person myself, so he was kinda well known on the Isle for being able to flirt with anyone he wanted for various reasons

But let me tell you, not once had he had the air knocked out of his chest from a few simple words.

You take his silence the wrong way and begin packing your things to go find somewhere to wallow in your shame, but Harry just drops to his knees in front of you.

"Please, draw meh, whenever ye want to." He is on his knees looking at you with the happiest smile he can muster and almost puppy like wonder in his eyes. "I'll be yours, if you'll be mine?"

Okay that bit came out a little too easy to him, he didn't really mean for that to happen.

But he can't complain since you agreed!

Everything you create for him, he treats like it's the most fragile item he's ever come in contact with

He's always showing it off though he's so appreciative of everything you do so he wants to show the entire world

When you feel down for not feeling your art is good enough, he's oddly prepared to show every bit of art you've ever given him with reasons on what makes it perfect to him

He may as well be prepared with a PowerPoint presentation on every one of your works he's seen

I fact he's probably prepared one somewhere, pictures, effects, transitions, the whole shebang!

He draws too, almost forgot to mention. I've got a little headcanon of him always doodling pirates on cool adventures when he was younger on the isle. I also like to imagine that there was a time where Evie and Harry liked to draw together but Evie drew Princesses and dress designs and Harry drew pirates which created some childish clashing between the two. So they'd stopped almost as soon as they started their little doodle hangouts

That's offtrack, sorry.

He gives you pictures of you in multiple different styles, each time it seems like he's trying to depict you as an angel of sorts

He also draws the Uma and the crew but he comes to check that he got everyone right with you

ART DATES.

YOU'RE GOING TO ALL THE MOST AESTHETICALLY PLACES HE CAN FIND

He may or may not let you take pictures of him for references as long as he can do the same with you, he's also pretty good at photography so he loves getting new picture of you with some fantastical background making you stand out so much more

Uma

Uma knew who you were when she arrived in Auradon, she'd heard your music played at cotillion

She couldn't complain about it, it wasnt her usual style but it was new and she liked that

When she had officially arrived she would notice you all around

Playing music for parties, proper events, even just around the school

Despite her not meeting you she subconsciously finds her way to you

She listens out for you whenever she can

She ends up actually meeting you thought Evie

Evie was designing everyone's outfits for a party so your fitting time overlapped into Uma's time. Uma didn't mind and in fact took the opportunity to tell you that she'd heard you around but hadn't had the chance to meet you

From then, you became quick friends.

Her feelings developed the more time she spent with you, she just loves listening to your music

She'd like to learn an instrument that would compliment your style of music so you could play together

She helps you with lyrics whenever you need the help

She first finds out that you write songs about your experiences and the people around you by looking at the lyrics for some of your songs

She finds it sweet that although you don't directly mention people, you can share the way you feel to them to those who will listen

But then she finds a song that's for her

I mean who else would it be for, she's the person you spend most of your time with and she's the pretty pirate with blue hair

She definitely looks over the lyrics and gets so giddy that she's kicking her feet with glee, when you walk in and see her smiling at the page she doesn't stop smiling

She immediately asks what you mean and when you tell her she latches onto you

Basically, she asks you out right then and there

Who are you to deny her? Of course you accept

⊱ ────── {.⋅ ♫ ⋅.} ───── ⊰

So sorry it took longer than I thought, and sorry Uma's part was shorter thats my dumb lil brain being dumb

[meryachkins]

it's an old ( kinda ??? i drew it in july when i was in yerevan ) drawing buuut i remembered about it today hehe so. here's seb & omi & maro aka troublemakers as borzoi in scarves !!! this is an illustration for a lil fic that i wrote but it's in russian ... so just look at the drawing i guess .........

i want to talk about maro's friendship with sebastian and ominis . and a little about her relationships with my other hl character who was created by accident lmao

they became very close during seb's "adventures". i think seb liked that maro is very naive and always helping her friends bc she's very loyal. also sebastian reminded maro of her older brother masis because of freckles and dark hair. they have natural siblings dynamic with all this teasing and playful fights-duels. but still maro wouldn't hesitate to die for him. and she mean it truly.

ominis at first thinks that she's kinda stupid and too careless. it's getting worse because she's bad at english and it's hard for her to properly understand what ominis is so angry about and he thought she's just being petty and playing dumb. but then i think omi kinda became attached to her bc she tries so much to study and be a good friend and blablabla. with ominis her dynamic is more calm: maro just tries to keep him company and be less annoying. it's kinda like she behaves with her older sister zabel. but omi allows her to hug him for a long time and peck him on the cheeks.

so they all became friends but maro still spends a lot of time with girls: imelda, poppy and natty.

at the end of the year maro is broken mentally. all the deaths and grief that occurred is really driving her crazy. so she's starting to feel more comfortable around seb and omi than around girls who have different experience with this accursed 5th year. so at the end of the year she and the boys are best friends.

also. at 6th year maro is befriending my other oc valeri, who is 7th year ravenclaw. they knew each other before but never were close. then boom — they're on the same potions detention. they start to hang out and talk a lot and don't forget how tactile maro is. omi and seb are arguing and fighting a lot bc of unresolved tension lmao that's why maro feel more at ease with valeri. so valeri kinda got a crush at maro ... and it's a long story but they start to date and everything. but during this time maro understands that she's not capable of loving someone romantically. poor leri what can i say .....

so !! i've got a lot of thoughts about maro and her relationships with other characters but it's very hard for me to write about it like this for some reason especially in english ... but i think i'll post something about maro and valeri !!! i love them even though they're kinda tragic. if you got any questions you can ask it !!!!!!! I would love to answer it

[ganondoodle]

Dude I love how you make gods feel like *gods*. One thing I think a lot of people have trouble with is making their deities feel like either A. Non-characters that are just forces of nature, like a hurricane, or B. making them *too* much like regular characters, negating the impression of how powerful they're supposed to be.

In every part of that first Demise vs Hylia fight, it felt like something that would be both awe-inspiring and terrifying to witness, and when you mentioned in that other post how Demise would use his true form to escape a mountain, it gave me mental images of a massive volcano, but simultaneously all the *rage* that would be involved. Like I don't know the context but. Oh boy is Demise probably not going to be happy about getting stuck in a mountain

I just!! It is very early rn and Idk if I'm making a lot of sense but you are *so good at this*

I'll be honest, at first i wondered if this ask was actually meant for me or perhaps got to the wrong person ( i got teary eyed reading this ... multiple times qoq)

ANd yes i agree that often gods tend to be either too distant or too much like a normal character, personally im not a fan of the latter xD

the deities in destiny are supposed to be like a middle ground, the three golden gods are very 'other' while the deities are supposed to be a mix of mortals and gods, not half-gods since they more god than mortal but still with a connection to the world (thats almost the entire reason the gods made them like that, bc the gods themselves cannot walk the worlds they created on their own; the deities are essentially their hand to control the world - which isnt working to well as we see gnvfjdknkdfn)

anyway, waht i mean is ... Thank you??!! i, sometimes get so lost in self doubt and how others do similar concepts just wayyy better and like .. idk how to express how this lil ask makes me feel (positively!!!), i always hope i can convey at least a fraction of what i feel writing my stories, which is hard with no movement and no sound, just art, to hear that i am actually somewhat succeeding at it is kinda .. idk, baffling?? i am no good with words myself ;O;

the scene you mentioned is from chapter 3, and i got so motivated by this ask that i had to .. attempt to draw a lil concept of that scene in it, even tho i know its really rough and i hope will get it done better once i get to that chapter .. but its something? ;u;

[jellytheteawolf]

Gonna vent a little on here bc there's less ppl and it won't be pushed anywhere, mostly venting abt feeling some sort of imposter syndrome

I'm so fuckign sad. It's been building up the past month I feel bc I haven't been able to sit down and make original art. I've been really into nezha lately which helps with keeping my creativity a little, but I feel bad bc I haven't made anything original/focused on my original work lately

I have so many wip comics and pieces and in the past ie through highscgool I almost never had multiple wips at once bc I always managed to finish every piece I started. But now I have many ideas limited time/energy bc uni (or I might just be making excuses for myself who fucking knows) and I can't finish any original work at all. I feel like my skill is stagnating

Back in hs I took ap studio art in my junior and senior year, and I made full pieces like every week. Even when I was feeling burnt out I still managed to make something and my skill level shot up. Now I'm like. Fml

It's not the fact that I feel I am "losing relevance" or feel "pressured by the algo" or wtv. I've been sub 1k on all my social media for 6 yrs and I've long made peace with never having a large audience that'll like my original work /gen, I have many talented moots and that's good enough for me. It's the fact that I'm afraid I'm going to die without ever having published/shared my oc story, and my ocs + original stories will die with me

I've been concepting my Heartbreak story + ocs since middle school. They are my true passion project and inspiration and reason why I feel drive to create and be alive. I think of everything, the scope of it all, and I feel it'll never happen.

By scope I mean the complexity of the story and my skills being unable to convey it properly. On one hand I either put too much detail into a page that it isn't sustainable, or I don't do enough and I feel unsatisfied. Maybe all creators feel like this, maybe this is normal. But I want to fuckign bash my head in

I've been repeating to myself that any progress is still progress. And that trying at all is better than not doing anything. But online I see ppl saying things along the line like... no one cares if it's a passion project if it's bad. And usually I'm good abt not gaf but it's been getting under my ski and sometimes I wonder if it's better to just save myself the effort and heartache and just. Not do it

Especially bc I'm not majoring in art/my career won't be in art. When I was applying for colleges my mom told me that if I chose art path she would not pay my tuition nor support me in any way shape or form. "It's your life and I won't interfere" except fucking leave it entirely huh. I get it comes out of a place of care esp since they're first gen immigrants and they know that other paths are more stable but it's just. Idfk man

And I'm a pussy. A fucking coward. I am stuck in a gray area where I don't want to "suffer" like an art student and be forced to make so much art where the joy is sucked out of creation for me. But I love art too much to just let it go. I can't choose one or 5he other completely bc I'm greedy and stupid

And yea art as a hobby exists but then circle back to my ocs and stories and fear that I'll die with nobody ever knowing their story.

I want to make a oc comic so bad. But I'm too cowardly to commit to the effort and tears it'd take to make it good. I'm too cowardly to be on my own and get cut off, too cowardly to be an art student, too cowardly to do fucking anything except feel bad about myself. And I could write it. Except I'm shit at writing and it doesn't scratch the same itch drawing does.

And all of that combined with the idea that it doesn't deserve to be seen/shouldn't be seen if it isn't "good." Makes me feel I should give up

I won't though, at least not completely. Because I genuinely would not be able to forgive myself if I gave up. Idek know what I'm doing I'm scattered everywhere I can't think of anything. I have no vision for my future in a world that demands a clear vision to survive.

I tire myself too. I'm just like a cockroach who wants to die but can't commit and do it. If I feel horrible everyday, at least I'll try for my friends. If I can make my friends happy at least a few more days in the infinite future I think I could. Forgive myself a little. 老娘 is fucking tired

[annwayne]

Get to know your mutuals!

Thanks for the tag @bagheerita <3 This was fun to fill out

What's the origin of your blog title? It's my and my partner's middle names smashed together bc I like the look of only text usernames.

OTP(s) + Shipname: Right now Alice/Todd is consuming me. I love my anxiety bean scientist and her chaotic neutral space-vampire. Before that I was on a mini Dove/Ghost kick because I reworked Dove's backstory completely. A bit ago I fell into a new fandom, thus the Arya/Lahnkush oneshot I wrote in two days. Oh, and I don't do shipnames because I can't remember them (I'm already remembering two names, why make a third???)

Favourite colour: Red! But anything in the cyan-blue-purple-red range is really pretty.

Favourite game: No I cannot pick. Right now I've been playing a lot of Repo with Perry, it's so much fun. Infinite Stars just had a new update, but I've been busy with homework and unable to play TnT. Legacy fave games would probably be Sims, Minecraft, Animal Crossing, and Pokemon.

Song stuck in your head: Mmm. I don't have a song in my head right now.

Weirdest habit/trait? Weird is a matter of perspective so I'll give a likely more unique habit. I cannot go to sleep unless I have three stuffed animals with me, Coral, Tiger, and Boobs. They support my neck, shoulder, and boobs (that's how Boobs got his name).

Hobbies: Drawing, writing, video games, reading, (cooking when I have the energy), sharing silly animal videos with Perry, and watching tv/movies!

If you work, what's your profession? I'm a student currently.

If you could have any job you wish, what would it be? Realistically? I want to start up my own lit agency. I want to get books I want to read published and I want to help authors have access to editors, advertising, and other aspects of publishing that publishers are slacking on right now.

Something you're good at: Giving constructive feedback on writing.

Something you're bad at: Sewing =n=

Something you love: Sunset at 10pm.

Something you could talk about for hours off the cuff: Star Wars squeal rewrites Star Wars squeal rewrites Star Wars squeal re-

Something you hate: Sunset at 4pm whomp whomp.

Something you collect: Plushies! Stickers. Magnets. And somewhat recently, DVD box sets lmao. Not for the collectors versions, but just so I own physical sets of my fave TV shows and movies.

Something you forget: Time. I can't keep track of days or events or anything. Sometimes I manage to remember and keep up with it all but usually no.

What's your love language? I mean I love all of the ways to show love, but I think spending time together and talking is my favorite way to be loved by someone.

Favourite movie/show: Leverage. I think it's Leverage lol. Considering I've started my second rewatch of the year in March, yeah it's Leverage.

Favourite food: I've been thinking about the Stardew Valley Cookbook's Eggplant Parm a lot lately. A lot of food is a favorite, but that dish was delicious. Otherwise, I'll never turn down a bit of chocolate.

Favourite animal: Lions. Big cats. Cats in general. But I really really really really love a ton of animals. Recently been looking up stuff about ermine's because I'm making a sonic oc lol.

What were you like as a child? When I was little, I was outgoing and loud. By highschool I was socially anxious around everyone but a handful of friends, very shy around strangers, and a strict rule follower (where I could be seen). I had a confidence and energy then that I've never had since.

Favourite subject at school? Our section in the archives was amazing and I loved that project so much. My current creating writing class is focusing a lot more on the process of creativity/the headspace to be creative, and so we're talking about exercises to stretch our creativity and that's been a lot of fun.

Least favourite subject: Tech writing :(

What's your best character trait? For the most part I'm a very open minded person. Like yes, there's things I was taught I gotta unlearn like everyone else, but when met with a totally new type of person without prior information, I accept what they tell me of themselves without question.

What's your worst character trait? Oh I'm so stubborn. When I know there's a Right Way to do things I can't handle watching others do it wrong. When I don't understand something (like a dumb rule or logic) I cannot let it go until I Understand.

If you could change any detail of your life right now, what would it be? I wish our rent was controlled and back at what we paid the first year we moved in, because nothing has been done to merit 100+ increase in rent every year.

If you could travel in time, who would you like to meet? My birth dad? I mean, technically I met him over zoom, but he died before I got a chance to meet him in person.

npt: @silverwings22 @aintgonnatakethis @wolveria and anyone who wants to join in :)

[ask-freaky-jimmy]

heyyy moddy woddy yew dewing good?

{hoe ima be for real, not really. I mean it's been more mixed than bad, but it hasn't been easy. if i had a quarter for all the "im sorry you're dealing with that"s my therapist has given me, i'd have an odd amount of gumballs I paid for right now. lol- this is gonna be a long post so after a lack of writing from me, get ready to read.}

{I still am in love with mouthwashing, im not pulling a bichianti (*distant heavy sobbing*) I did not stop loving this blog I simply had other irl shit to do, like planning my next birthday party. those are important to me!! ;-; and starting my own business, selling kandi :3}

{the worst thing that happened a little while ago that made me step back unwillingly from this lovely blog, was the loss of a new roleplay friend i made thru this blog. smth happened on their end and for their safety they had to delete all social media bc of the irl ppl around them where they are. I loved them very much, I still do, and the hit of not being able to wake up to them hurt a lot.}

{as well as my writing taking a slow down for other creative expressions, like kandi and painting and drawing. i do lots of things. also my consumption of other media- like tv shows!! i've been catching up on more tv as of late cuz i enjoy watching things :3 House MD, South Park, and very importantly; Supernatural. that takes up time when you're paying attention, not multitasking watching and writing.}

{but after all that, I would like to apologize to all the lovely people who have given me asks on both this blog and my freaky-curly blog, you all are wonderful and i love you super duper much for engaging with something I created. I'm sorry for seemingly leaving, and I also need to apologize to the people who I've roleplayed with publicly for not responding to our roleplays in a timely fashion. that's on me, and I'm sorry. I have been genuinely really tired with how reality is kicking my ass-}

{-I won't say too much, for privacy, and bc I'm still nerve wrecked every time I come back to this blog.. bc I have had to deal with a harasser stalking me accusing me of horrible things and even harassing some of the other kind people I interact with on here. It's been awhile since I've seen them in my ask box but it has brought me boiling anxiety when opening my tumblr tab. I'd say it belongs on my trauma list at this point.- additionally, my relationships with my family members. idk how many ppl relate, but my mom? the only parent I've ever had? is a real bitch.}

{and that's one thing if she was just bitchy to me in general before and during this point in my own life, however, it is another thing to look back and realize how much emotionally was taken from me in the very little childhood I had. and trying to come to terms with that is not fucking easy. I have a lot of my own life these days thankfully, I have a lot of friends and people who care about me and I love having friends I can say 'I love you' to. I suppose at some point it'll mean less, and I'll have everything processed, I just need to get thru the work it takes to get there. that doesn't mean it isn't effecting me harshly this year, and is clearly affecting my joys in life!-}

{-specifically bc it's brought me away from this blog!! I love this blog, it's brought me so many wonderful memories and experiences, I used to check my blog every day for hours, writing and writing, kicking my paws in the air. the biggest smile on my face in weeks. now? I'm busy trying to rest after a long day, and resting isn't writing. not right now it isn't. I wish it was still, im clearly good at rambling in text, I've been going on with this for this long-! but still, the people who have come to discover me and enjoy the silly content I post on here, you all deserve an answer. and well, I always love questions. thank you ting, thank you ben, thank you leo, thank you anons, and thank you fellow mouthwashing rp blogs. for ben and leo, I miss you guys so fucking much, please reply to me. you have my discord. for the one i lost, i love you and i hope you are safe where you're stuck at, i seriously miss you. for any fans i might have, i am grateful, and by design this sounds para-social, but i do appreciate you all in some form of loving your support. thank you all, i love you.}

[kuriboo]

Hey i hope you don't mind or find this weird/rude. I just wanted to reach out here because i saw you have this blog linked on another account and i also saw you was the one running that ygo server promo'd in tags awhile back? ( a year or so ago. ) i wanted to check in with you if you're doing well? I know you are probably busy with IRL stuff so please don't feel you have to reply to this at all. before realizing i think i know you from somewhere else i wanted to ask if the server still active and chill? i'm shy in big groups so i wanted to check before considering. I hope you had a wonderful christmas/holiday!

i'll be honest anon i have not been doing so hot.

which is why, i'm not entirely sure what other blog you found this blog on (which is totally fine!) (i have an inkling it might be my rp account but i may be wrong), but there is a good chance i have been dead silent there for months.

to put it mildly, i've been overwhelmed with life. i keep having house issues, there are so many health issues going on between myself and family (i may be looking at gallbladder surgery in the near future, and if not that, i need wisdom teeth removed and i have to find a surgeon that takes my insurance for that still. and that's just me.), house issues, car issues, and work. i love my job. i feel fulfilled at my job. my job is genuinely fun sometimes. however things keep happening (client actions) that genuinely fuck with me. like the guy who keeps getting drunk and harassing my coworkers [but not me? but that puts me in a VERY awkaward situation being hte only staff he'll talk to.]

the amount of stress this has put on me is LARGE. which is why i've basically been silent everywhere besides this account (kuriboo) and the yugioh server. and the yugioh server, i love the people that are there greatly, but if i was not running that server my anxiety might keep me from being active there too.

holiday's been good, though! i took about a week and a half off bc i had pto to use up before losing it at the end of the year (i did work a couple hours on christmas but it was the kind of work that renewed my faith in humanity and gave me christmas cheer), i'm out at my brother's place for a couple more days, i've been spending time with family and things have overall been good this past week and a half, house issues be damned.

all of this to say, i'm positive the account you came to kuriboo from has been basically ghosted by me and i feel so bad and i'm very sorry. i've been so overwhelmed that my anxiety won't let me do a lot of things.

The yugioh server is still active! Honestly, more active than ever. Which is crazy to me, haha. It's chill most of the time. I host poll tournaments on there (we're currently running a yugioh villain tournament) and sometimes we get a little over the top about the proproganda of who we want to sway votes towards (i think a powerpoint presentation is being created) (the last match [pegasus vs spectre] devolved into bribes and ended as a draw anyway), but that's like, not the usual vibe.

most everyone currently active is very nice and chill though from what i've witnessed. lots of writers in the server, and we have an rp section in the server that's fairly active but extremely casual [currently there is a huge rp thread going on named simple rescue. it's not nearly as simple as the name implies.] i do rp in this server, and we all encourage each other with writing projects and do sprints together and stuff. that's not to say there's no artists. we've gotten more artists recently! and i love seeing everyone's art <3 it's a fun creative place and this server is the only reason i've done any writing in the past six months or so honestly.

but i mean like, you don't gotta be a writer or an artist or an rper to join either. it's perfectly fine not to. genuinely, i think it's a cool place to see some art and fics. or just talk about your favorite yugioh series, or to get into some yugioh analysis or whatever. there's a whole squad of us watching go rush (not simultaneously) and we just talk about how much of a roller coaster it is.

it's a good vibe for me, and i hope it's a good vibe for everyone else!

if you wanna join we'd be happy to have you!

[ladywitch700]

I'm alright, I've been practicing beastars art style recently, this image is not so recent but is an example, also, do what is most comfortable for you, if creating a new account is the most viable solution, go for it

Good to know that ur doing well 🥰

When I saw the pic I was so happy (because u shared it 👉👈) and excited 😁

Actually, I liked it sm, especially the upset rabbit, he looks cute 😊💓

I really like the fact that you're keeping up!! While I draw only if I'm in mood 😀 bc I have other things to do, so I'm not always free for drawing :> I mean, u keep constantly drawing, but I sometimes leave drawing and sometimes go back to it, it depends on my mood, sadly 😄

Also, I noticed the improvement, you're doing great, and I'm happy for u, truly 💜

But, why did u write that hate yourself? :'[

Or is it just a part of the art? 😅 I'm kinda dumb..

I'm not sure yet about the new blog thing, I'll send a few more emails, and if there's no use, I assume I'll make a new one..

I wanna say, I'm so happy that u keep sending me in the inbox, and I really appreciate it ♡ Thank you for keeping in touch 💜👻🦋

[ninakuli]

Forgotten birthday

Bo Sinclair x reader

This probably suck bc I have long times not finished it. I'll be right back soon!! Love you guys!(maybe have chance to write another hurt comfort and some draw then I'll rest a little)

Special tag: @sh1n0o

Bo standing outside the door, he tidy up a little, then press the ring.

"Dumbass!! Go to fucking door check who is it!" "Alright alright!!" He can hear the other side of the door are shouting, then the door slide open, the sweetest smile show up his heart skipped a beat "Morning! Ah! Hi Bo! Ugh...sorry I don't know you'll coming today." "It's okay darlin'." "So why you come here?" When Bo just want to answer he be cut off by your parents shouting "Stupid thing come to help me!!! Don't being so lazy and useless." "Fine!!" You shout back.

"Sorry Bo this morning I little busy, come in and take a seat, I'm going to help my parents, they gonna go out..." "WHY YOU SO SLOW?? YOU WORM!!" "Sorry need to go..." You run away, Bo look around don't know what to do, He didn't like your parents so mean to you and your parents don't really like Bo, but they didn't care about you and Bo if you two not bother or affect them create chaos.

You run to your parents and help them take things, sometimes you really confused, like they have they own legs and just need to walk a few steps then get what they need why need you take it to them, and they just watch you do and scold you slow or something else. Now you just want to accompany Bo, you obsessed Bo a long times, he so charming, so attractive and it's a good friend too. When your mind wanders you be tripped and fall down, your palm and knees are hurt "Fuck..." You little curse.

"Oh God you dumb thing!! Look what you did?! My stuff all on floor, it's fucking mess." Your father grab your head roughly "Listen. I don't have any times play with you so if you fucked up one more time I'll let you get away from that boy, it's that clear?" You nods and clean up quickly, when you finished all work and watch your parents go out to work you immediately run to living room.

Bo sitting on the couch and look like thinking something, he noticed you come in, you sit next to him, he noticed your wounds.

He go to take the Aid-Kit, disinfect the wounds then gently bandage it.

"Sorry let you wait and help me bandage the wounds, so why you coming today?"

"You really don' know?" He raised a brow.

"Yeah. So why?" You confuses and he let out a laugh

"Well, you open this and you'll know." He take out a little box, you open it, a little beautiful cake is inside and it's your favorite flavor then there have a card write 'Happy Birthday' and stick on the cover. Shocked then quickly check today date.

"It's my birthday??!!!" "Yes it is silly." "Oh God thank you Bo thank you so much!!"

He watch you enjoy the cake then ask you want to go outside or not, you decide go out and take a walk with him.

He bring you to a little lake, clear and clean water, trees around, the cool breeze and tree shade chase out the sun heat, bird are singing, flowers are blooming, he take out a picnic mat and let you see, the view are beautiful and peaceful, cozy and brisk silence around.

You can't help but stare at him, his hair and lips look so soft, you careless wondering what feeling to touch, you want to touch him feeling his smell.

"Anythin' wrong darlin'?" His southern accent pull you back from the thinking, he turn his face toward you.

"Ah... nothing." You look away, then he grab your chin pull your sight back, his smirk show up.

"You sure?" "I'm sure." He think a moment and let go, you feel your cheeks and ears hotter than normal, you try to hide the shy and keep watching the view sometimes chat a little with him.

After a while the sun start playing hide and seek, Bo tidy up the thing then you two start walking back your home, at the middle he ask for buy some drinks.

"What you drink?" You ask him.

"I try new product, boba tea." "Cool!! Can I try?" "Sure." He took a sip, then he lips slap on yours, his finger climb on your chin and hint you open your mouth. You even can't register what happened, you open your mouth and he use his tongue push the pearl into your mouth, and let the milk tea flow into, after he make sure you close the mouth, he pull back.

"Taste good?" He chuckle.

The milk tea mix with his saliva in your mouth, sweet, fragrant. And the bouncy pearl diffusing brown sugar flavor.

You slowly nods, you feeling your brain overheat because the thing that just happened.

Along the road you two holding hands, sometimes stop a little buy some snacks or watching something, you really enjoy the time with him.

The sky turn all black, your smile in his eyes seem extraordinarily bright. He promise he definitely will try his best to protect this smile, and you too, you want to make Bo happy too. When you come back home and Bo help you set some stuff down, you found a note from your parents "These two days we won't come back, don't burn the house."

You stare at the note a moment.

"Wha' wrong darlin'?" You didn't notice Bo come to your side then took the note to see.

"Well, congrat, yer parents won't bother you these days." "Yeah, thanks." "Oh I help ya set the stuff, so maybe see you tomorrow?" "Wait!" You pull him by his wrist.

"Wha'?" "Can...can you stay with me?" You hesitate say out and you see Bo smirk.

"Well well. Of course darlin' but it's little too late, maybe we go to sleep?" "Sleep together?" "If ya want, I can sleep couch I won't mind." "We...we can sleep together on my bed..." Your heart are rushing, then Bo laugh.

He hug you to your room and set you at your bed, then he climb on bed with you. "Now sleep well birthday star." He drawl and lean close give you a good night kiss on the forehead "I'll take care ya." He gentle pets your back and humming a song... Then he make you fall asleep he stare at you. "I promise I'll protect you baby girl." He kiss your forehead again then rest into your hair, secretly planning tomorrow surprise for you.

[seethesunny]

Hi Sunny! For the EOY ask game: 6, 7, 8 <3

Hi there!!! Thank you so much for these :)

6. A scene you struggled with

Welp I didn't particularly struggle with it if we're talking about writing skills, but writing the moment when Joel was inside a loop where Ellie dies and he ended his life to reset it was... too emotional charged, and it took -100 years off my life, then I followed it with Tess dying too, because @clairenovaking and I terrorized the old man too much.

Loop fic was a beast and I'm proud of it, always recommend it and comments/thoughts/yells in the box are welcome 🫶🏼

7. Comfort character to create for

By all means and motives she should NOT be anyone's comfort character bc she's wicked and wretched and mean and a criminal.

But your honor I love her I love Tess <3 she's extremely underutilized, so I have to take matters into hands.

Sometimes, she gets more trauma, but hey, this is all with love. I swear. Sometimes, she gets a second chance and a good life. Sometimes, she doesn't get apocalypse trauma and just normal life, regular if you will, and sometimes there's none! She's happy and well. Tess means too much to me and if she's going to appear in MY brain one way or another.

8. Most challenging character to write or draw

Maria??? I think I have a more clear view of what's up with Tommy since he had more screen time in the game, which is the version I'm familiar with, but even in the show I think I need to wait for s2 to see how they handle them! Tess and Joel are easy to write because I've been shipping them for far longer.

Don't get me wrong, she's so interesting, and I know there are endless possibilities of what to do with her, yet I feel like I'll get her wrong and don't give her justice.

My favorite Maria is melforbes' patching up so that's the fanon/lore I accept and how I imagine she is. But that's the game version, though.

[mightbebobbie]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOBBIE!!!!!!!!!!!!🍀💕🎊 I wish you nothing but the best in life! I hope in this new age of yours you get to experience the nicest things ever with your loved ones, may this birthday and this age be filled with love and peace 🫂🪻 You are one of my favourite artist ever and your art brings me so much joy and comfort!!! I hope joy and comfort never leaves your side <3 Your lines, how you render, the way you interpret the characters, everything about your drawings are just really beatiful. The love and care you put into your art is engraved in each piece and as an artist it makes me so happy to see such good art :3 forever glad that i stumbled across your fanarts one day, i hope in this new age you get to enjoy creating more and more, i hope art continues to bring colors and joy into your life <3 cheers to another wonderful year, may all your wishes come true❗️💐

Thank you so so so so SO MUCH😭 I'm so happy my art has made enough of an impact on you that you care to sit down and write thus beautiful message. It truly means the world to me, it makes me incredibly stoked and excited to keep drawing and sharing with you 🩷 it's bc of stuff like this I feel comfortable to share my art, even if I sometimes think I'm not good enough. I've been having a rough couple of weeks, been unable to draw but I realize that even if I take a break ppl are still here and they will still like my stuff 🥹🩷 it truly is the best feeling. Thank you so so much yet again, I'll treasure this message forever

[nogenderbee]

hmm I have a guess on who I'm going to get, let's see if it's right! I know I'm not gonna get a certain person that I want but it's fine aha

I like guy and girls btw

⊱ What nickname would you call your lover?:

Definitely darling! I love saying it and I love receiving it.

⊱ What are your hobbies?

Mostly drawing and pjsk, I read sometimes OH AND I FORGOT THAT I DRUM FOR A BAND TOO!

⊱ What's your perfect date idea?:

I don't really know, maybe just cuddling at home all day and watching a show together. Not really a date idea but I enjoy just sitting in a room with someone and talking while we do our own seperate things. Like reading next to someone or drawing next to them while they do their thing.

⊱ What's something you hate in others? (like a personality trait or behavior for example):

When people are mean or rude out of nowhere, kills the vibe for no good reason

⊱ What are yours main 3-5 (or more if you want!) personality traits?:

I'm pretty reliable and generally knowledgeable in things? I guess? Uhh and I like patterns and numbers and schedules bc they make me feel secure and accomplished, but it does make me rigid in my drumming so I've had to work on that. Even tho I'm a little weirder than the average person I'm actually pretty sociable and a lot more talkative with others than my friend haha

⊱ What activity/hobby do you like?:

Drawing but I quite a bit of art insecurity (ena monent). Going on a walk with someone is fun too, whether it's down the street or through a forest. Every once in a blue moon I'll write something self-indulgent too and I am pretty good at writing if I do say so myself but my motivation and consistency levels are UNDERGROUND. IN THE DEPTHS OF HELL.

⊱ What's activity/hobby you don't like?:

Most sports like football and basketball, even tho badminton is fun ngl

I'm excited to hear your response!

Aoooh we will see if I'll be able to match you with your guess then! So let's see!

I pair you with...

🥁🥁🥁

Rui Kamishiro!

⊱ okey so first is nickname, you call him "darling" and so does her calls you like that! And both of you of course live it! But if you ever get bored of it, know he has a bit more of pet names up his sleeve~

⊱ so first, you definitely have drawing in common but you're also definitely better than him at it. As for you drumming in a band, he's extremely impressed and also supportive! Also your biggest fan~

⊱ honestly he enjoys both cuddling and just spending quality time with each other while also finishing your own things. I'm just sure dates when you draw or do anything and he creates inventions or plan new shows are frequent!

⊱ as for your scheduling, he must admit that he likes scheduling himself but if you can actually keep up with you then he'll be impressed ad he often just spends too much time on one thing... But he's also impressed by you bring knowledgeable and reliable! There's sometimes just no end to his compliments really~

⊱ and finally, he absolutely enjoys walks so if you won't mind, he'd love to share them with you too! It's probably often when the two of you just walk around streets, forests or so, be it morning, evening, middle of day or night

You and Rui had your classic date when you were just doing your own things. He was working on his new invention and you were focused on drawing. He still had a lot of things to do before he could say his invention is finished but he decided to take a little break as he was curious how you're doing.

"Hey darling, may I have a peek~?"

"I guess so!"

"Thank you~"

He got a but closer, putting one hand on top of your while looking through your shoulder. If you're looking for his reaction, you can only see amazement in his eyes.

"Oh my~ You're amazing! I'm can't deny it, I'm extremely proud to have you and my partner~"

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[monstroustea]

a friend was talking about style influences earlier and it reminded me of this old meme and i wanted to do one!!!!! i'll talk more about each one under the read more, but if you want to do one, here's the link: https://www.deviantart.com/foxorian/art/Influence-Map-Template-174550753

Sailor Moon (particularly the 90s anime) - this is a big one! i remember drawing sailor moon in elementary school and playing pretend/LARPing sailor moon on the playground... the good old 90s anime style with the exaggerated expressions! cute girls! friendship! this general kind of soft, roundness to the style of the 90s anime? it has everything

Honey and Clover - this manga/anime means the world to me. i love the style, the way the mangaka draws emotions, but also the protagonist's story of finding himself? resonant. the manga especially is precious to me bc of the art tho, it has a sketchy quality that i love

Hey Arnold! - another childhood favorite... this one doesn't reflect on my actual style so much, but it's a big influence on the stories and characters i like and create. if i could make everyone watch only one cartoon, it would be hey arnold

this is a triple threat... Persona 5, sketchbooks, @meruz - if you look at more than one page of this blog, you can probably guess i like p5(r)!! a lot!! i love all the characters, even if you mostly see me drawing the protag and akechi bc i'm a shipper at heart lol... i'm always inspired by sketchbooks of other artists! especially proper sketchbooks, where they're messy and worked in and aren't curated to be "good looking" for people to look at. that said, this is a page meruz posted from one of their sketchbooks (go buy them) and i adore meruz's work! i got into their work a while back and their lineart really drew me in, the lineweight and use of spot blacks is delicious. i need to work more on those in my own art and meruz's work always makes me want to do just that

Dolls - and here we take a little detour from the obvious? i sadly don't own this doll :( she's a rune naito fashion doll and i want one so badly. i collect dolls, especially fashion dolls!! i love their designs!! i usually just leave them in their stock outfits bc those are part of the charm to me. i wanna draw my dolls more, but for now they're just a big influence on design and outfits for characters

Amanda Lafrenais - i've been following amanda for so many years i can't keep count anymore!! her style blends "western" and "anime" so well to me and also she just draws lots of pretty women?? also we love queens who draw different body types

Roleplaying (pixelated image from wiki-how) - i've been roleplaying, mostly just with my bestie erin, since i was like 14? i draw stuff inspired by our roleplays soooo much, whether it's from a scene or just "what if"s we threw around. erin is a brilliant writer, has great ideas, and she's basically the GM even tho it's collaborative writing-based rping lmao... im just like "erin come up with a plot and we can shoot ideas back and forth" lol

Drawfee - no idea anymore how i came across drawfee but it's a really fun and funny channel and i'll do some of their challenges on my own sometimes!! (my favorite is the 30s character from memory challenge, i'll have erin give me characters and time me) also they have a ttrpg-style series called Drawtectives that has great characters!!! also every time julia draws a scene im like "ah i want that to be me..."

The Golden Age of Illustration - i'm such a junkie for cartoons and anime and comics and such, i don't really know the classics OOPS... but in the past year or two i've gotten really into what's apparently known as the "golden age of illustration"!! roughly the 1880's to 1920s, there's a lot of fairy/folk tale art from this era and i'm obsessed with all of it. standout mentions that i love to look at the work of are kay nielsen and edmund dulac

honorable mentions are just... every manga i've ever loved. every artist i've ever obsessed over the art of. and HONORABLE honorable mention to drawingwiffwaffles who sadly hasn't updated in a few months... she got me back into traditional media tho and is a general delight to watch work