#My mood fluctuated alot

[leo1132]

almost all of the angsty post you reblogged from me has a continuous story, you can tell me which one you liked most and I'll find the next part and post it here, if it doesn't have a continuous story, I'll consider doing one

Brain: how much pain do you wanna add to this one?

Me: yes

[teojira]

[ᴍᴏɴꜱᴛᴇʀ ᴡʜᴏ ᴀᴛᴇ ᴀ ꜱᴛᴀʀ]

ᴛᴇᴏᴊɪʀᴀ (ᴇꜱᴛ 2ᴋ24)

《Introduction》 +

《! Please read me !》

¤ Hi! My name is Teddy and this blog as it says on the tin, is a multifandom blog! I'm into a wide range of characters and interests, so I'm sure I have something that'll strike your fancy!

¤ This is an 18+ blog. This is to keep me and you safe should you be a minor. Please stay away! I can't police you, but use common sense.

¤ I will not deal with discourse here, don't like what I write or who I write for? Block me and move on, I don't care.

¤ I am a woman person of color, no hatred towards ANY group is tolerated here. It will end in an IP address block.

¤ My interests fluctuates alot, I have severe adhd and some characters will get special treatment depending on which mood I am in!

¤ I'm always down to chat and make conversation but please remember I'm human and I have a job outside of tumblr, this is just a hobby for me! Please be kind and understanding.

《RULES/GUIDELINES》

¤ Every character I will write romantic ideas for must be of age. Any minor will ONLY be platonic. (Exception being the tmnt brothers, they are aged up accordingly.)

¤I write comfort, fluff, angst, pretty much anything tbh.

¤ My own rule of thumb is that if a furry character is sentient, can consent and is of age, and speaks/thinks/acts like a human, it is akin to monster loving. (Harkness scale pretty much). I don't care for your take on it, block me if you disagree!

¤ I will not write nsfw if you are on anon, your age must be somewhere on your blog. I will delete it from my askbox.

¤ A please and a thank you go a long way!

¤ I usually write with she/her pronouns or gender neutral pronouns.

¤ I am not looking for critique, this is all for fun. This is a heavy boundary, I will block if you do this.

¤ NSFW will be tagged accordingly so you can black list, if I forget to tag something, kindly let me know. I am not responsible for your experience beyond that, act accordingly if I write something you don't like.

¤ Please include some details with your requests, such as character and a general idea on what you'd like me to write! Please don't write an essay in my ask box.

¤ Things I will not write: Pregnancy, Underage, harder kinks (Scat/Noncon/vore/piss), Character harming reader physically, Parenthood, character x character.

Not sure if I write something? Just shoot me a text!

¤ Do NOT share my writing anywhere else (Quotev, Ao3, wattpad, Tiktok). A Simple reblog is appreciated here and only on tumblr.

¤ Comments and reblogs are greatly appreciated! It's nice to know something I wrote was loved!

And finally what we've all been waiting for, put your hands together for the :

�� Fandoms I write for》

Genshin impact

Honkai Star rail

Transformers

Tmnt

Monsterverse (platonic only for the Kaijus)

Planet of the apes (remake) (NO nsfw)

My hero academia (Dabi and Tomura only)

Demon slayer

Overwatch

Twisted wonderland

Devil may cry

Apex legends (Revenant only)

Fire emblem three houses

Puss in boots: the last wish (Death only)

Stranger things (Eddie Munson only)

Red dead redemption 2

The Wolf among us (Bigby only)

Five nights at freddys: Security Breach

Sonic (platonic for everyone except Shadow)

DC comics/ DCEU

Horror icons/slashers

Countless other video game characters probably lmao.

Though I write for many fandoms, I'm more comfortable with specific characters so I'll let you know if I'm comfortable enough to write for them!

Don't see a character you're sweet on? No worries, shoot me a text and I'll see if I know anything about them to whip something up for ya!

ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ꜰᴏʀ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴏᴏɴ!

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[crazy-hazy-sims]

Tag Game: Nonsims interests

Thank you @freezerbnuuy for the tag!

honestly the moment i started thinking about this i suddenly forgot i like things sometimes lol

okay so,

Music: i know broad topic ! but music has been repeatedly saving my life since i was 13 so yeah! i specifically like symphonic metal so much it really combines my love for heavy gritty shit with the huge dramatically theatrical themes and also i like Numetal metalcore deathcore, the topics in these genres are very real and human they dont shy away from the ugly side of being alive and they dont care about being "hardcore elitist" like the rest of the scene, i also recently got into Goth music specifically ethereal goth again just hits the spot with the dramatically ethereal themes

games: i love games in general i love rpgs and point and click ones i know some people frown on that but idc lol unfortunately i am poor so i dont get to experience alot of games as i cant keep up with the many consoles and pc specs the new games require but what i can get my hand on i play forever!

Dragon age: im very new to the game and fandom only started playing last october but my god am i hooked im reading all these philosophical analysis pieces dissecting every word i come across i think i've replayed inquisition 5 times since october despite DA2 being my favorite!

Baldur's gate 3: im generally interested in D&D and the fantasy world of it so BG3 was like if you took that and intensified it by 1 million

warhammer 40k: this is the newest addition to the list i only played Rogue trader for now but damn i think i've spent a week straight researching it last month again i love big expansive fantasy worlds and steampunk and this is just a sweet spot between the two

the sims 4: i love the sims 4 so much when it allows me to do what i actually want to do meaning i hate that most of the content it has out for it is all sorta mundane realistic shit, i wish it was more fantasy geared ( are we surprised) if we ever get a fantasy life simulation game its over for sims 4 for me, but for now i enjoy it immensely because with the power of mods and my own storytelling and lore making i can shape it exactly how i want and that is a shit ton of fun

webtoon: i know some people think its cringe but idgf AGAIN i love fantasy stories and i originally consumed them by reading endless books and this is just an extension of that i read my webtoons daily as i have my breakfast lol

Lord of the rings: fucking obsessed BUT im not deep into the lore like some amazing people are i wish i had the attention span for such an extremely deep rabbit-hole!

fantasy maps and weapons: 2 things i research and draw often just always doodling and learning new things about them i love making fantasy maps and imagining the travel routs of the world

poems: i love both writing and reading poems although i dont write them much anymore i love reading them i stole a poems book from the school library once because i loved the poems and they were gonna put it in the back to make space for a popular series of novels

sewing: i would say fashion but im not interested in whatever weird planet destroying slave labor flaunting of wealth thats going on right now, i drawing new clothes and making them even if its hard as shit for me, i enjoy gathering inspiration making mood boards extracting motifs and designing clothes i do love sewing alot to but i get lazy with it because it involves math lol

ART: i dont think there was ever a time in my life where i didnt make any kind of art piece, even when i had an art block and couldn't get inspired by shit i still made something...badly... but still art is one of the few ways i can express myself and while i wish my skill didnt fluctuate so violently between " hey im skilled i know what im doing this is easy" to "this is a lost cause it feels like i've forgotten how to draw a straight line i should give up art forever and assimilate and become boring" i still live and breath art

okay thats enough lol

i tag: @smudgedbutter @xandezsims @occultradio @grilledcheese-aspiration @astravires @vampwan @azeterna @stormentsims @aniraklova @aliengirl and it wont let me tag more :( so if you see this you are tagged by me!

[fukasesbiggestglazer]

!!!!! I NEED HELP!!!

I think I'm neurodivergent.

For background info, I'm currently diagnosed with bi-polar type 2 and I'm on both a mood stabilizer and an antidepressant.

I've noticed that I show alot of autistic traits, and I fit all the criteria for a diagnosis. And to clear things up, I'm aware that ASD isn't the only disorder that is on the neurodivergent spectrum, I just notice more prominent traits of autism in myself specifically. I struggle with social interactions and understanding what others are thinking. I often get confused with social cues and don't pick up on stuff like when it's my turn to talk, if I'm matching everyone's vibe, if someone is being sarcastic OR if I'm being clear enough when using sarcasm, when and how to make small talk, and when someone tries to end a conversation or I don't belong in a conversation and just introjected myself into it. I often get really self concious because I can't tell if I'm doing ok, especially when people start to get quiet. I'm known to get really anxious when I think I've made others uncomfortable and either frantically apologize for however I might have messed up or completely shut down and isolate myself. It's really stressful because I love people and I want to be more social, I just don't know how to interact with others in a "normal" way. I find it way more akward when I resort to copying others because it's fake and I don't understand what I'm supposed to do. Overall my lack of social skills has really taken a toll on my mental health and it hinders me in my daily life.

I also struggle to do daily tasks like eating, dressing, and doing certain chores. I know alot of my lack of energy is due to my depressive episodes but it often comes down to more than that. For example, I'm feeling great and have alot of energy and I decide to get some work done. Even though I'm hyper, I very easily get stressed out by to much noise, others trying to talk to me and throwing me off task, feeling overwhelmed when working on larger projects (I say projects but I really mean stuff like cleaning a large cluttered area, or anything that takes alot of planning and thinking with no time to prepare myself, though it can also refer to school projects or personal projects). I often get way too overwhelmed and either start crying or snap at people when I feel like they're hindering me, usually both. I also struggle to do chores like dishes because of all the different sensations I experience. I don't like the smell of the dish soap mixing with the smell of food and the texture of the grime of plates and bowls. I especially can't stand how itchy and uncomfortable the dish water is, it makes my skin crawl... I'm sometimes able to avoid this by rinsing off plates individually opposed to filling a sink with water, and avoiding dishes with a significant amount of food residue that can only be manually washed off, but I often still can't wash all the dishes on my own. Instead, I dry and put away dishes. This is just one example but I thought mentioning it specifically would help others understand what triggers me (That didn't make sense at all I'm sorry💔). My sensory issues and easy overstimulation makes it nearly impossible to get daily tasks done and has causes a lot of conflict between me and family members.

Another huge struggle for me is coping with change, this comes in many forms.it can be about a small change in my schedule and plans, being forced to adjust to a new living situation, or fluctuations in how much time I spend with friends and families. I often pester people because I feel like if I don't constantly talk to them they will slowly dissappear from my life. I get very jealous and possessive too. This has spoiled many friendships and relationships since my clingyness is really bad and I struggle to control it.

Finally, I struggle with emotional regulation. I feel emotions alot more intense than most people. I get super excited about my interests and can hyper focus on stuff I'm currently intrigued by which stops me from thinking about anything else. When I have a string opinion I voice it loudly and don't know when to stop. I think the most troubling struggle is that I get upset very easily and I can't let go and calm down right away and end up staying upset for a while after. I work with my therapist on emotional regulation and alot of the other stuff I mentioned I struggle with earlier but I feel like I haven't improved alot on this specifically.

I feel trapped. I know I'm different. I compare my actions to other people actions and I can see a clear difference, I just don't understand why I behave this way when I know it isn't normal. I want to reach out and be more involved with others but I end up just staying in my room because I dont know how to interact with them. I feel so alone. I don't feel in control of my body and mind and I'm so depressed and drained. Am I valid? I of course plan to discuss how I'm feeling with a medical professional since people on the internet aren't the most reliable source but I would still appreciate your input.

(My apologies if this isn't well written, I'm better at speaking out loud)

[rainnoblade]

I’m sorry but why is Sauri so pretty-

Kinda curious though- is Sauri’s dynamic with Phil any different just wondering

thank you!!! im glad you think she's pretty i always did too lol

your ask actually inspired me to make a new vid so here it is, and my ranting is below :D

c!saur's relationships would definitely be a lot better than c!wils, but it would give or take be the same. she has more balls than he does to own up to her mistakes, even though she's still not very good at it. Saurissa has a lot of issues she doesn't want to address, I kinda imagine her having really drastic mood fluctuations [depressive, manic], and that shows big time with how she handles her problems.

[I actually have another comic I made a while ago of her apologizing to tommy]

her relationship with Phil would be less strained, and phil is 10000% a girl dad in my au, cause I enjoy dadza alot. I was gonna make a comic about it but it ended up turning into an animatic lol. he loves her dearly but she doesn't want to be cared for, she doesn't want to put that on anyone. she pushes everyone away by giving them reasons to hate her, not much different from canon.

in my au, it's like a lot of others where Phil raised the neopolitan trio [tommy and tech aren't related, but through some weird magic whatever they look like Kristen and Phil's children]. being their first, he's always considered her his little angel of life [two wrongs make a right, I suppose], being the light of his life.

> side note I think saurissa and Techno would still look like twins after saurissa lost her wings, and before technos teeth grew in and his pink hair grew out [inheriting their mothers giant ringlet curls]. both of them age slower than normal, so they would have quite a bit of history before saur found tommy and brought him home like some sad stray cat.

but after saur was born and was left in the care of her father, he did his best taking care of her despite the loss of his wife. she's definitely his favorite child, and didn't lose that status after he killed her, but he wouldn't have been able to be around Ghostissa.

Techno is the one he's closest with [became closer friends after he grew up] [very strained relationship with tommy], but Saur is his favorite child, being his first and reminding him of her mother.

After everything when she goes on her apology arc and tries to reconnect with her family, he accepts her back in with open arms. he's, of course, still wary and doesn't let his guard down completely- still afraid of being put in a bad spot because of her again- but she's his child and he would still love her unconditionally despite their rocky relationship.

cause it would be a lot of ups, and way more downs, and I'd say he almost got sick of trying to make it better so he retreated, not talking to her or interacting after she got revived. he would let ghostissa hang around and treated her kindly, but wouldn't be able to look her in the eye. when she finally reached out to him, he warily let her back in, still wanting to make it better.

[ohmysheetmetal]

hey it’s me rambling in your inbox again but. how do. this is a dumb question but. what is it like having multiple kintypes because i have been analyzing my past comments about both flower and golf ball and. have noticed some interesting parallels. but i require more data. so that’s why i’m here. sorry to bother ok bye

it's not much different, really! in fact a lot of people have multiple simultaneous kintypes. some fluctuate between those, feeling a stronger connection to one than the others [that's called a kinshift or just shift! i say kinshift because it's more specific. not everyone has those but i do, and strongly]. you can be all of them at the same time, too

for my own personal experience this is how id describe it, using pin and saw as an example [again, this is my own take on it. don't feel bad if you can't relate with any of it, because it is influenced by my other psychological conditions and so it is quite abnormal compared to the general experience]:

this character is me but that one is also me. i have memories about one and also about the other one. they can coexist peacefully, because despite both being me i think it's more accurate to say they are 'different facets' of me. i'm pin, but hey, sometimes i'm saw! rarely i'm both! overall they're me, but really they're more akin to "parts" of me. you can't really separate these two. also the thing with my kin memories. i can only "access" certain memories during specific kinshifts — essentially this means that when i'm pin, i have my memories as pin and vice-versa for when i'm saw. i could describe superficially what my saw kinmems looked like, but only in that kinshift i could truly remember them three-dimensionally, like how i'm pin right now i can remember some memories extremely vividly. sometimes i can remember more stuff from a certain period [season] than others; recently i've been in a "yearning bfdia" kinda mood so i remember alot of stuff from that. most of my memories are bfdia, early bfb & tpot.

[hearts4warabi]

Warabi hcs 🫶❤️(that nobody asked for)

-he’s a mimic octopus! Due to this, a very obvious trait is his ability to change his pupil shape, as I’ve shown examples here. While they do somewhat change with his ‘mood’ of sorts (hostile, interested etc…) he can do it manually.

-now while most octolings have bio luminescent(?not totally confirmed for octos) rings on their tentacles he can fluctuate those aswell, between rings, dots and lines, much like how mimic octopuses do!! (Yes his tentacles are dyed, his og ink color is red)

-it’s not totally confirmed but he has 9 tentacles! This is due to a mutation and while he can’t move his extra tentacle he can still feel it and it twitches now and then

-keeping up with Warabis mutations, his hands being yellowish/green and purple r also a result of that! (His toes aswell LMFAO)

-now this applies as my headcanon for all octolings but he has retractable claws ^.^

-Trans ftm he/him🫶🫶 I’ll get more into his background in another post but he started transitioning around 15-16. He’s bisexual with a male pref 💥

-Autistic ! Music is his special interest and he tends to rant about it (he enjoys all/most genres but his favorite is edm, grunge, rock & the occasional metal curtesy of Ikkan SHJSDJ)

-he has piercings! Alot of them! So aside from his tentacles he has collarbone studs, a vertical labret, his left eyebrow (matching with Ikkan) and alot of ear piercings I haven’t decided..but he has alot HSSJDJ

[rustedbread]

my mood fluctuates alot and it is entirely based on how much I'm willing to become ruler of a pocket dimension of my own design like, I usually don't think about being a diety whenever I'm feeling normal, I just find that interesting

[aphhera]

I know period are seen as a universally bad experience by people who get them but it would be nice to have an indicator of like your hormonal cycles like oh that's why my mood is fluctuating alot

[sullyfortress]

I'm kinda curious, do you find drawing easier digitally or traditionally? For me it's really hard to draw anything traditionally besides realistic. But you draw realistic anatomy WITH artistic liberties, so how bout you?

I'm weird in that I get in moods where I want to draw traditional and moods where I want to draw digital. Really it matters whether I wanna get dirty with traditional mediums or not. But I believe that you need a strong foundation in traditional drawing in order to do digital drawing. Even mediums that you wouldnt think are useful, can be EXTREMELY helpful. Sculpture for one helped me in drawing alot!!! Learning how to think of drawings as 3d forms and understanding light abd such. Drawing on a tablet is different than paper so you have to train your hand to adjust to the surface.

My traditional sketchbook very much is the same style I post here. My style doesn't fluctuate too much but in the beginning whenever I switched art tools my style changed. Just cause my hand didn't know what the hell it was doing.

I also find that my best ideas abd sketches come when I don't take myself seriously. I freak out sometimes that I'm not good enough at anatomy so I force myself to sketch pages upon pages of poses from referance. Practice is good, but art burnout is real so if you force yourself to make art a chore, you'll look your *sparkle*.

Before making this blog, I was in a art crisis. I felt like my stuff wasn't good enough or getting enough attention, like I wasn't strong enough in anatomy and concept, and I was forcing myself to make stuff that I just didn't like. I have major anxiety in general but like - art has been my identity since I was like 5 so the idea that I'm not peak performance sends me into a panic.

I had made it a chore abd it was literly sucking my soul.

But then I saw the new Avatar, reawakening my love for the first movie and said FUCK IT I CAN MAKE WHAT I WANT.

Long rant but to sum it up don't think. Do. Try weird shit. Art is love and when you work so hard you stop loving it draw fanart it will heal you.

[mikarons]

hey! i was wondering if you'd share what brushes you use n what program? if that's not an issue! thank you so much! i love your art so much, keep up the great work!

i seem to get this question alot, so i think I'll leave this ask pinned for a bit! i use Clip Studio Paint to draw, and i fluctuate between using these two brushes depending on my mood:

https://assets.clip-studio.com/en-us/detail?id=1779995

https://assets.clip-studio.com/en-us/detail?id=1741552

[xiaosmoon]

Congrats on 900! I’m Sam (she/her), and I’d like a matchup please! I'm an Aries, ISFP. I'm kind, soft-hearted & cheerful, emotional, crying when frustrated or angry. My mood fluctuates; I can be happy one moment and sad the next. I can get anxious and overwhelmed easily, I overthink alot, so I need lots of reassurance. I’m clumsy. I’m introverted around strangers, but more open and hyper around friends! My hobbies are baking, reading, watching movies, writing and listening to music. Thank you!

hiiii sammm

your genshin friend group would be...

zhongli & childe!

if anyone can keep up with your crazy mood swings, it's childe! he'll be cheering you on during your happy moments and will lean a shoulder to cry on when you're not feeling the greatest. he tends to soothe your nerves a lot, so he's great company to have around <3

you and zhongli would have many days dedicated to self care. it would consist of you guys baking many delicious treats in the kitchen while listening to your favorite songs. he would invite you to slow dance with him while the freshly baked brownies are cooking down! (you may trip over his feet at times, but that's alright because he's always there to catch you!)

childe would undoubtedly take one of your brownies before they were 100% cooled down and yelp in pain (it's what he deserves)

for the rest of that day, you guys make a blanket fort in your living room so you guys can watch movies & eat your baked goods <3

[alternxs]

//Okay, so now that I am sort of back from hiatus for the time being I am planning to finally change a few things I have been meaning to do for a while/clarify a few things that I don’t really think I ever fully explained about myself and how I run my blogs.

First off, there are alot of people I have been following a while that I barely interact with... if we have even spoken at all, and in all honestly it kills my muse. SO since, to my knowledge, my work place will be shutting down for a week the last week of the month, while I am off I plan to completely go through my followers list and unfollow (or hard block) people that I don’t see interaction happening with. I know it sounds harsh but while I know I sound dramatic there is alot of clutter on my dash of people I doubt have any interest in my blog anymore and it just kills my mood and makes this less of a hobby and more a chore.

SO if you want to continue to interact just tell me anyway you please, IM, like this post, tell me on discord, whatever and we will be cool.

Second, for the time being after I purge this blog so to speak I will probably become highly selective for the time being.Might change my mind, might not. More or less, I will probably become alot pickier with who I follow and quicker to unfollow if there is no interaction.

Now this part is a little more personal and if anyone reading this far really doesn’t care feel free to skip it but to those that do; I know I said I work full time on my rules page and it often has me tired but I feel like I need to give a bit more clarification just to try to get everyone that is actually interested a slightly better idea as to why.

Sorry, in advance if this comes off as rude BUT at my job I am the yard attendant (as in the person that is outside with the dogs all day) and in all honestly the number of dogs can fluctuate between 40 and 80 (sometimes even 90 or a 100 hundred dogs) all running off leash, in 4 yards, by myself. And not everyone plays nice, and rarely is there such thing as taking a nap quietly. So when I say I am tired this is more or less what I mean: I spend my entire day trying to control other people’s dogs and many of which are fence fighters, jump the fences, have bad moods or just randomly get angry and go after one another sometimes and when I finally leave I. Am. Tired. I try to be more active on my days off but on days I work, good luck finding me with enough energy to talk to people let alone write.

[nightmaresart]

"Everybody has a chapter they dont read outloud"

It's funny how it all goes down

Don't be sorry when it comes around

I'm like, "Oh my god, I think it's karma"

Ain't it funny how it all adds up

When you're always tryna push your luck?

I'm like, "Oh my god, I think it's karma"

Karma - Marina

Name: Kelvin Johnson

Nicknames: Kel, Kev, Kevvie

Birthday: 26-09

Blood status: Half-Blood

Nationality: British

House: Ravenclaw

Magical abilities: Metamorphmagus

Metamorphmagus: A Metamorphmagus is a Witch ot Wizard with the rare ability to change their physical appearance through sheer will alone, without the need of Polyjuice Potion or a spell like most of the wizarding population.

Patronus: A Honduran White Bat

Wand: Pear, Unicorn hair core, 13 ½ inches

Pear: This golden-toned wood produces wands of splendid magical powers, which give of their best in the hands of the warm-hearted, the generous and the wise. Possessors of pear wands are, in my experience, usually popular and well-respected. I do not know of a single instance where a pear wand has been discovered in the possession of a Dark witch or wizard. Pear wands are among the most resilient, and I have often observed that they may still present a remarkable appearance of newness, even after many years of hard use.

Unicorn hair: Unicorn hair generally produces the most consistent magic, and is least subject to fluctuations and blockages. Wands with unicorn cores are generally the most difficult to turn to the Dark Arts. They are the most faithful of all wands, and usually remain strongly attached to their first owner, irrespective of whether he or she was an accomplished witch or wizard. Minor disadvantages of unicorn hair are that they do not make the most powerful wands (although the wand wood may compensate) and that they are prone to melancholy if seriously mishandled, meaning that the hair may 'die' and need replacing.

Personality: He is a calm and collected boy who doesn't always like to talk. Be can be extremely shy and has trouble with properly understanding people and their emotions. Which can lead to some conflicts, but he never means any harm. He just needs alot of time to warm up to people and then you'll see his silly and louder side come out. He just needs to be sure people won't judge him for who he is.

Myers Briggs Type: INFP

Sexuality/Gender identity: Homosexual, Fluid but male

History:

Born to a single mother, Kelvin has alot of respect for the woman who raised him

From a very young age it was already pretty obvious that this boy was a Metamorphmagus, his mom discovered it when he changed his hair colour to match the one of hers

Kelvin had a pretty carefree childhood, he could do whatever he liked and never really pushed his mother's boundaries

At the age of 9 he began to ask about his dad, because he had read some books and they always depicted a family to consist of a mom, dad and child, his mother told him that his father had vanished, which was a lie

Kelvin never asked about his dad again and just continued to do what he did before

At the age of 11 he got his Hogwarts letter and was a little confused by it all, but with his mother's encouragement he went anyway

Arriving at Hogwarts he was nervous, so many new faces and so many new things to learn and see, it was a bit too much for the young boy

He got sorted in Ravenclaw and eventually made a couple of good friends

Other facts:

Depending on his mood he will change his whole appearance, even his gender appearance

Even though Kelvin is biologically male and he used he/him most of the time, there are days he will refer to himself as They/Them and just roll with it

His hair changes colour to reflect his emotions, but this only happens whenever the emotion he is feeling is really strong

The tattoos on their body are actually real and not something he has made himself with his metamorphmagi

Sometimes they like to wear skirts and dresses, even if some may find this weird, but they never wear it outside of their dormitory

His original hair and eye colour are black and brown, he just didn't really like the way it looked so he changed it up

He wears gloves to cover up the tattoos in his palms, he is not the most comfortable with showing them to strangers

He has a tongue piercing but its small enough that people won't notice it until they're really close to his face and are looking in to his mouth

Drawn appearance:

If you want your hpma mc to be added on his friends list feel free to message me and ill add them!!

[sunasbabie]

congratulations on 500 followers!! you're really talented and ilysm. i'm so happy for you and proud of you!! you deserve all of this and more! sending you love<3

could i have a matchup please🥺

i'm introverted but i would say that i'm a loud person most of the time thats also open and funny (i pick and choose my crowd). i only have a few people in my life that i really consider to be close to and completely open (as in vulnerable). i love to read and write and i definitely love watching movies/shows. i hate the idea of missing out. ironically, i like staying in my comfort zone but i also can be wild too. my moods fluctuate alot. my love language is touch. i'm an insecure person especially when it comes to my look and body because i'm chubby. i wear really oversized clothing because of that. i'm also 5'3". i like being taken care of and having someone that really seems like they love and care for me. i care alot about others which is why i tend to be distant to acquaintances because i need to reserve my energy for those really important to me. i distance myself from others because i have a tendency to overshare as well (i might just be doing that now, so sorry about that!)

i love helping others and i think i would really love to be a therapist one day. i'm currently studying to be a pre-school teacher though which is cool i guess. i do love kids and hope to have a family of my own one day (or maybe not, kids are scary and the responsibility?). i do dream of getting married though.

thank you so much and i'm so sorry if this is alot!! <3

i match you with miya osamu

he likes that you’re loud and funny, no one can make him laugh like you do. when you’re reading a book samu likes to lay his head on your lap as he admires you. osamu loves jt when you cuddle into him when you guys are watching movies he probs makes some excuse like “cmere you’re going to get cold”. he loves that your love language is physical touch since he likes to keep you close to him all the time <3 i believe that osamu doesn’t care about your suze he loves you for you and not that. he loves it when he sees you in his clothes he thinks you look hot!! he likes spending time with you and just taking care of you cause you’re precious to him. he loves how you care for others which is another reason why he fell for you. i think samu finds it adorable that you like little kids it makes him think of your guys’ future together :))

runner up: akaashi keiji

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*Intense listening* That sounds cool.. I want more if you're willing to share! - DHZA

Hehe well then grab a chair and gather around!

When asked about his family, Blixer admits that he wasn't born as a pirate

Blixer: my parents? Oh, they threw me into the sea! Ah can bet it's because no one wants a freak that can fly with them eyes of there sea folk. Those land lovers don know what dere missin out on.

Marang: what's with your accent?

Blixer: *shrugs* it fluctuates from time to time, I don't tend to notice.

Being as bird like as he is, his feathers CAN get ruffled. In fact, when he gets flustered, he poofs up like a balloon.

Oh also remember his cat-like eyes that he got from his dad? They dilate depending on his mood too.

Big dumbass energy right there, staring at his crush

Random fact: He can glow like a nightlight Thanks to his genetics

Fun fact: in the years he's spent on the ocean, he's traveled. ALOT. Now I know this may seem like a duh moment considering he's a young adult by the time he finally meets the heroes personally. But let me elaborate here.

He's traveled so much, he's met each hero once before they had found caretakers/started training to be a hero

For Cyan, they had met before the incident

For Pixel, he was exploring this inactive volcano when he came across a broken platform, a cracked triangle on the floor.

Using his nightlight ability to see properly, he helped put the platform back together before putting the platorm in a safe area and setting the triangle back in it's place.

He unknowingly saved Pixel's life that day and he just assumed it was a thing to remember the people that had died.

Pixel has dreams about the blue angel that saved her sometimes.

For Marang he found her one random day up in the mountains during a pit stop to a miner's town.

Unlike Pixel, Marang was bright and healthy, calling out to him.

But Blixer was stronger than the overwhelming urge to hold the strange triangle close to him.

He does visit her whenever he could, often telling her about his adventures.

He had promised to bring her a matching bracelet to her when he visited again before she had formed.

(Fun fact Marang didn't wait for a caretaker, the entire town nearby practically raised her till the others had found her)

Spades is another story for he had already found a caretaker.

He had stopped in the swamp area that merged with the sea that was a shopping area/land housing up top. And a Mer village down in the water.

The crew would often tell those that would listen this story.

As everyone was drinking in the tavern and having a gay old time, Blixer was taking note of every single thing that stood out. From the old wine to how run down the whole place was. He managed to get word from the bartender that since a company had moved in nearby, sales had been nearly dropped down to zero.

He paid her in gold for the crew's tab and left. Only to meet a rouge shortly thereafter, trying to steal from him. He caught her hand and saw that she had a child with him. Spades.

Teamed up with the rouge (then named Ace) they had stole money from the company's vault to give back to the people.

But What Blixer had also done, was swiped the company's contract and had forged Ace's name on the document.

So Blixer tried to take the money for himself.

Ace: You Greedy-I KNEW I shouldn't have trusted you!! You just wanted all of this for yourself!!

Blixer: oh please, the people won't need this! They have this!! *hands her the rolled up document*

Ace: *thinking it's a treasure map. She slaps him after a moment* I'm not some FOOL-

Blixer: Open it!

Ace realized her mistake when she looked over the contract. But when she looked up, he was gone.

Almost immediately government ships were seen, ready for battle, going after Blixer's ship as he led them away from the town, bidding farewell.

Spades still had the bandanna Blixer gave him wrapped around his arm.

Ace was the first woman to ever slap him, and he admires her for strength and stubbornness.

*insert Blixer realizing he might've fallen for her and turning into a total mess*

Anyone hurts Ace in any way, shape, or form and he might just consider murder.

Oh yeah, speaking of the chase scene with Blixer and the Government. The ocean actually HELPED them escape!

Since then him and the ocean have been on again, off again friends. Straight up frienamies up in here.

*insert photo of Blixer sacrificing some poor fool that made Ace cry to the Ocean*