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I feel bad for Starlo. (pt. 6)
I think the main thing we were supposed to see as Star's character flaw wasn't that he was acting proud/arrogant/reckless/badass (I mentioned that it's fine for him to act that way because he deserved it after everything good he did and obviously I still mean it 110%), but how that proud, charming guy was never the real him. He literally lost himself trying to feel worthy and please everyone in town. For years he's been acting the role (for a noble cause) but the price was him losing touch with the nerd he is.
Yet STILL, if only everyone had been a bit more gentle with him, I bet he'd have toned it down during the WE section, and even before that. But they all decided to let him know the truth at the worst possible time, right when he was supposed to make Clover his deputy. Right after they attacked the kid because they were jealous. It was supposed to be the PEAK of Starlo's day and they randomly threw the "we never liked any of this" bomb at him instead of trying to talk it out BEFORE things escalated. I'd be pissed too.
Oh yeah...
... his brother doesn't take him seriously apparently and doesn't realize that staying positive and strong 24/7 is tougher than it looks, especially with Starlo's insecurities (and yeah being a farmer is hard work, but so is being in Star's position; on the contrary, it's even TOUGHER) ...


Orion should try being an entertainer for a day and see what it's like, let alone doing it for years
...Solomon says how Star thought him and Crestina didn't support his life choices...

... and how he rarely talks to his family...

...and it suddenly came to me: in all these years, they didn't ever bother telling him that they did support him? They didn't bother trying to reach out to him more? Understand his passion (Ceroba doesn't get it either; once again, I don't blame Starlo for caring about Clover so much, that kid understood)? Have an honest talk?
No wonder Star stopped interacting with them for the most part. Maybe him feeling worthless came from his family? Who knows (or he was bullied as a kid for being a nerd). In any case, he clearly had to deal with these feelings by himself.
This man's been through some stuff.
P.S. I know he has flaws like everyone, but you've gotta ask yourself the important question: WHY? where did all this come from? But clearly nobody in his life ever asked themselves this. So it all kept building up till he almost killed his deputy for... status. He was SO desperate to feel valued and get his friends back (who made him feel less alone.. but ultimately just left when he needed someone the most, at least ONE person) that he was ready to go all the way to achieve what he'd been lacking his entire life: *feeling like he MATTERED.*
I wonder If he'll ever go 100% back to being his true self. Slim chances :'( this is him now. Half farmer half sheriff
#undertale yellow#uty#starlo uty#uty starlo#why is this character so tragic#without being tragic#i mean the “Ceroba” type of tragic#I'm no psychologist but I sure know feelings like this stem from childhood/adolescence#I'm talking bout the fact starlo literally decided that his life purpose would be pretending to be a sheriff. I repeat. PRETENDING#aka someone important#bc he never felt important#he tried lying to everybody and especially himself#that he was 'great' and 'cool'#bc nobody ever made him feel that way#plus ceroba ditched him for someone more 'serious' she had just met#I have to write about the sentence above soon#like I'm not saying Solomon & crestina are terrible people#But parents..?#Wellll...#I kinda sometimes imagine Star being made fun of by his peers and so he'd always retreat to his room and cry alone#That is#Until he found those western cassettes (I imagine it happened when he was a teen)#So instead of crying#He'd just distract himself for hours and hours#And pretend he was someone with more value who everyone respected#That's how the persona came to be#And so he began to lose touch with his real self more and more#As well as his feelings and problems#Until he just snapped#I can't anymore
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#magneto#professor x#erik lehnsherr#charles xavier#snap sketches#FINALLY finished this thang . dialogues still hrad but whatever were moving on#you know the heat's real when charles doesnt jump on that. i know in my heart he would have given any other circumstance#but its too late my heart also enjoys grumpy charles a lot lmao..#you underestimate the joys of cold water when its hot as balls out until you go swimming or have a shower after a workout TRUST#anyway my kryptonite continues to be me never planning dialogue before doing the comic. like 90% of the time i dont plan it#i just go 'yeah ill figure it out' and then next thing i know the script's changed like five times since the intial draft#Speaking of the initial draft this comic turned out. Moderately different from the initial draft i did on stream. lol#not TOO different but the paneling's diff enough for me to go 'lol'#the script changed when i went outside and was forced to acknowledge how hot it was today. and everyday#anyway please enjoy. im posting this to twitter way later so gg to tumblr for technically getting early access to this#im gonna stop looking at this until i decide to post this to twitter and then make like ninety Very Small And Minute tweaks lmao..
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kana are u just making a multiverse of jinwoo's at this point?? how many do you have???? - 💸
Literally what I listed in the last ask you sent me LMFAOOO maybe around 20???
There’s also Homewrecker!Jinwoo actually, though not in the way you think 😏
It’s about reader who’s married and has a four year old daughter, but both of them are being abused by her husband.
One night, when her daughter got sick, she took her to the hospital to make sure she was okay. Coincidentally, that was the same night Jinwoo visited the hospital to give the Elixir of Life to Jinho’s dad.
Jinwoo, reader, and her little girl stepped into the elevator together. But then, the lights flickered and suddenly everything went dark. They were trapped inside the elevator.
The little girl started crying, scared of the dark. Let's say her father (reader’s husband) used to lock her in the bathroom whenever she misbehaved. She kept sobbing, “Mama, please! I’m scared! I was good, Mama, I didn’t do anything wrong!” Reader tried to calm her down (she was close to crying herself from watching her little girl broke down like that), but her daughter wouldn’t listen. She was too scared.
Then, Jinwoo suddenly did something with his magic (maybe he created a little orb of light with his mana) and crouched down to show it to her. He smiled, so gently, and asked, “Hey, you wanna hear a funny story?”
The girl sniffled and nodded.
“I have a friend who used to be a giant ant. Really scary. Sharp claws. Big wings. Thought he was the king of the world.”
The little girl looked at him, eyes still watery, but now curious. "Giant ant..?"
“Mm-hmm. But now he wears a tiny cape and thinks he’s a stage actor.”
Then Beru appeared—floating in the air, small enough to fit in Jinwoo’s palm—and dramatically declared: “Verily, ’tis I! Destined from the womb to smite all foes, conquer dungeons, and rule o’er all creation! And yet—oh, cruel twist!—I now spend mine hours painting yon royal sister’s fingernails! What devilry is this? From dark lord to dainty manicurist—fie, what a fall!”
The little girl giggled. “He talks funny.”
Jinwoo rolled his eyes. “He thinks he’s in a drama. But honestly, I think he just likes attention.”
The girl stepped closer, wide-eyed. “Is he your friend?”
“One of the best ones I’ve got.” He held out his fist. “Wanna bump?”
She did, bumping her small knuckles against his and Jinwoo smiled, gently patting her head. “And now you’re one of my best friends too.”
The girl smiled—like genuinely smiled—and reader wanted to cry because it had been months since she’d seen her little girl smile like that.
#sung jinwoo x reader#sung jin woo x reader#jinwoo x reader#jinwoo x y/n#shit this got too long i'm sorry#i keep inventing new ones cause i have sooooo many ideas#that's why i haven't been online much gang i'm busy making drafts so i can read fics out of them 😔#anyway long story short jinwoo caught the bruise on reader's neck but he didn't ask about it didn't want to pry#reader wanted to thank him for his help so she asked him if she could treat him coffee or something#they met at a cafe like 2-3 days later#then they got closer#and closer and closer#and it got so intense because now jinwoo knew about her situation with her husband and he wanted to kill him for her but she said no#and jinwoo listened he was so respectful in this story never pushing#he never kissed her or touched her like that but they knew they liked each other#jinwoo was so PROTECTIVE here but like... so subtle about it too#he just sent shadows to watch over her#to make sure they were safe#ugh i can't stress it to you enough just how SWEET and CHARMING he is here#he never crossed the line always watching but always making sure reader was comfortable#he knew she was married and he respected it#he waited for her to reach out first but he always told her that he'd always be there for her... until one night when shit went wrong#and he SNAPPED#i can ramble about this forever but i'll stop here for now LMFAOOOO#asks.💸anon#kana answers stuff#headcanons.jinwoo
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living my best life with the new content (deleted scenes getting animated) but this part really gave my brain an itch that I've kinda thought about before and just haven't had reason to scratch at,,,
I think Blitzwing really dislikes getting dirty (or being in a space that could get him dirty), when it's unnecessary? I mean, he'll do it, he doesn't mind or care on a mission or during a fight, but he doesn't enjoy it, and don't expect him to get grease on his frame otherwise.
like, any time he's in a situation where he's getting dirty or scuffed and it's not in a fight, Hothead or Random are usually the dominant response, quickly finding something else to focus on. Icy only responds to complain, because he certainly likes to complain. he gets kind of bitchy about it! (I get it. I don't like unnecessary dirt either. I didn't authorize that. I mean this affectionately, I enjoy when he's bitchy.)
I imagine if he willingly got into a mess (for fun, or cannibalism, or both) it would be fine, but eugh, he wasn't planning on Autobot gunk or Earth grime, no thank you.

#unfortnuately chat weve reached the stage of insanity where im doing character analyses. sorry.#anyway. please discuss#i think the cannibalism would be an exception but more bc its an instict or feral response he doesnt control#at least not fully yk. thats an animal response.#and even then hes probably very thorough cleaning afterwards. idk theres something about him that makes me go yeah hes very clean#the vibe is there. i am correct about this of course. i know my conjunx. (i would like people to discuss tho)#i don't want to put a lot into this rn i have a headache. i just needed to yap bc it won't leave me alone otherwise#anyway. i suppose all this to say he complains endlessly about getting dirty until rte gives him a wash#they snap at each other the entire time. idiots (affectionate)#incessant need to yap vs terror at being perceived (i am scared to post this)#please do not throw rocks at me im scared. im doing it scared but i am scared.#transformers#maccadam#tfa blitzwing#blitzwing my beloved#blitzrat#ratkingrambles#i have to delete my account i used the wrong yap tag
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more textures ft. Beanix getting into spats 😁
#doctorsiren#ace attorney#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#narumitsu#wrightworth#beanix#ace attorney fanart#blood tw#<- just in case#digital art#my art#procreate#the last thing miles says is something Lily said about Phoenix when I sent one of the other drawings HAHA#you guys think he scares people bc he Cannot Die#god’s most unkillable warrior#I think angry people who lose poker might try to beat him up but he fights back#BUT HE ONLY DOES DEFENSE 😭😁😁😁😁😁😁 GET IT#he goes on an emo arc where he tries to get into fights bc he’s just angry with the world and with himself#until Trucy and Miles snap him out of it#😁😭😭 IM SO NORMALLLL!!
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#he is very punchable to me. affectionately.#he looks like he'd be like one of the bendy shatter proof rulers.#you cant snap him you kinda just have to twist until he disintegrates under the pressure.#normal thing to think about#gravity falls
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HANK! DON'T BELIEVE DARK SUN WHEN HE SAYS MOONS ARE ALL TERRIBLE AND NEXUS IS A NATURAL EXAMPLE OF THIS! HE OBVIOUSLY ORCHESTRATED AND MANIPULATED NEXUS INTO BECOMING WHAT HE IS TODAY IN THE HOPES SUN WOULD CAVE AND KILL HIM! IT WOULD BE THE CRITICAL TURNING POINT TO GET SUN TO BELIEVE IN HATING ALL MOONS LIKE DARK SUN CLEARLY WANTS! HANK!!!

#is this anything do you hear me#it is so in our face now that dark sun wanted and directly intervened in making nexus worse#even if you dont want to believe he literally messed with nexus' head we Know he purposefully kept solar from reviving until nexus snapped#and even later down the line he literally gives the suggestion for nexus to kidnap sun which nexus shot down at first#because he wants sun to Hate nexus as not so subtly shown today#and just because he isnt focusing on om now doesnt mean om is safe I bet he's next on the chopping block if sun kills nexus#sun and moon show#tsams#sams dark sun#sams sun#sams nexus#sams moon
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James Potter as a character that has this large, boisterous ego that shows everyone he is what he is and that he is the best, the only person to ever exist to anyone, no matter what. James who knows who he is and will never change for anyone. James Potter who knows he will always be enough.
Lily Evans and Regulus Black, the only two people James Potter ever romantically loved, also being the only two people to wreck James’ self esteem so much that he questions if he will ever be enough. Lily who would not love him and Regulus who did not love him more than he feared his family. James who thinks, no matter what he does to try and prove himself to these people, he will never love them enough to make them love him the same. He will never be kind enough, or funny enough, or happy enough for them to actually see him and love him. James who still loves them anyway because even though they destroy him he still cannot not love.
James Potter as a character who was always enough but never to the people that mattered.
#this does not go into how James tied his own self worth to the happiness of others#that dips away from the romatic stuff and towards his platonic relationships with the Marauders and Lily and Regulus#which will one day be a post#because that shit drives me insane#but this also makes me crazy#a demiromatic James who falls so hard in love with the two people that will never love him enough#or at least thats what he thinks#in my story Lily loves him more than anything#he’s just so used to her not that he doesn’t believe it for the longest time#but reg… well it is true in my story that the love regulus had for james never outweighed the fear of his family#at least up until the end when regulus snapped and betrayed voldemort#jilly#jegulus#honestly#jegulily#btw I also headcannon James as demisexual and reg and lily as ace#the maraurders#james potter#lily evans#regulus black#the marauders era#marauders#inspired by first class by rainbow kitten surprise#again remember this is discounting james’ close platonic friends#the marauders
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the ruler electric
(text in alt, my handwriting is shit)
#MIND QUIT FORCING HEART TO ROLEPLAY KING AND SERF WITH YOU AND GET BACK TO WRITING MUSIC YOU SGUPID WANNABE KING IDIOT ASS#hc that the trident can throw lightning. becauseeee uhhhhhh#anyway you WILL look at my inconsistently edited scans of my traditional hms drawings and you WILL like it#in my head this is circa ruler of everything where heart just tried to kill mind failed and now minds taken advantage of his vulnerable stat#e#to be all immm the ruler of everything. do as i say. until soul sees what theyre doing and is like WHAT THE HELL ARE TOU DOING??#and they snap out of it. at least heart does#anyways this is one of my many many incorrect and correct interpretations of ruler of everything. not even something that i think happened#just silly doodles#based off the ending verses where heart sings that he understands mind is the ruler of everything in the end#whatever that means#posting mainly cus i liked the expression mind makes when soul yells at him. rlly good#ALSO ignore the shitty crown of thorns. i was lazy okay#if u read this ur cool#jaggy art#jaggy posts#chonny jash#cccc#chonny jash fanart#cj mind#cj soul#cj heart#chonnys charming chaos compendium
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wukong takes you on a date to get $7 cheese tea and it sucks. as in the date. not the tea. also you dont know that its a date.
#spacie spoinks#you're used to only being around wukong when mk is around so like when out of the blue hes like ''hey wanna grab a cheese tea?''#you're surprised but like ''sure''#now hes. not great at connecting with people admittedly so the hangout (COUGH DATE) does not go too well (its saved in the end#b/c of some reason or the other tho i havent decided what happens yet)#this is the culmination of a big scheme mk and mei have devised because wukong is too cowardly to ask you out on his own#mk and mei have tried everything to get him to confess. he clams up straight up insults you or starts talking about who knows what#you're confused at this sudden...attention being directed towards you#but dont think anything of it b/c its within wukong's nature to be weird#so like. here we are. with mei mk and swk. they hand him mk's phone and are like ''ok now call them and ask them out'' wukongs like#''OK I GOT THIS! can you leave this room for a sec.'' fine. they leave. he calls. you#pick up expecting mk. it is not mk. wukong fumbles so hard he almost accidentally insults you again. somehow he manages to string together#''can we hangout or something'' you're like what?? and now we're on the cheese tea ''date''#payoff for dating wukong will not come until some many chapters later b/c i want to troll wukong and also the audience#theres no way hed be comfortable asking you out after barely getting to know you. this guy has IMMENSE struggles with intimacy#IT IS GOING TO TAKE AWHILE LMAO#but anyway. the date ends with you too finally breaking that ''ice'' that has been between you two since you've met. you kind of start#to like him and realize he isnt just a jackass 24/7 as macaque (and tbh every interaction you've had so far with wukong) would lead you to#believe. wow maybe you could even start to be friends#of course this is where the weird codependent romantic situationship with macaque starts happening. theres something about#you having a relationship with wukong that makes something snap within him#and they both get sooooofucking weird about you and each other once they both find out that the other one also likes you#like remember for my hcs for them. wukong falls faster but macaque falls harder#and like. mix that with the both of them being too scared to make the first move. its like actual hell. when you're reading this i want it#to be hell for you#BHABSHJKHAKHSAHAHAHAHA
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Honestly my personal Shadowzel head canon is that shadowheart is uming and arring about catching strong feelings in a friend with benefits weird situationship because lae'zel doesn't seem to want more, while lae'zel is convinced she is with the love of her life.
This is mostly on Shadowheart for not bothering to work at a cultural barrier but it's also a little on Lae'zel who refuses to use any terms of endearment that aren't in Githyanki, a language she mostly switches to in order to insult people.
#Shadowheart#lae'zel#shadowheart x lae’zel#shadowzel#listen i have not romanced either of them. i am still in my first playthrough and quite frankly i took one look at them#and decided im not getting involved with their werid ass toxic yuri until i orgin as one of them. but in my heart this is true#but in my heart this is true#laezel *says the most down rights disgustingly soppy thing in Githyanki *#Shadowheart: ugh she hate me but i really like her and respect her. shes so hot. and the sex is so good. why dies she keep insulting me#in terms of person to snap shart out of this i nominate astarion for pure humor points.#he and shart get worsties drunk and she starts talking about her relationship troubles. and then lae'zel comes over after#staring at Shadowheart like shes her world and staying incredibly close to her. maybe asking to wrestle with her.#and astarion is just looking at shart like girl are you serious? she is standing 2ft from you at all times#looking like shes going to murder anyone who looks at you funny.
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He is here to stare into his soul.
#ffxiv#concept#sketch#emet selch#solus zos galvus#lucius yae galvus#titus yae galvus#emet back when he was just a legatus and getting jumpscared by his little eldritch children#lucius but for most of his childhood he was stealing titus and carrying him around like a teddy bear#just the silly little guys that are just the sons of a general for a while#and i know its probably an unrealistic or overly hopeful hc but I also just enjoy writing emet like he had genuinely goofed#adored at least lucius (and I write that he still cared a bit about titus but like... put a lot of pressure on him after lucius' death)#like I know most of the stuff I draw is wholesome but I still know the clusterfuck that seemed to be this family's life#its one of those grey areas were we really only know how he treated the family after he got his “reality check”#i honestly just primarily write lucius' death as the primary nail that ends up really fracturing the galvus' as a family#and just kinda pushes the tragedy that it seemed like emet was genuinely happy for a little while and forgetting himself#until misfortune and obligation snap him right back into his line of duty
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au where ichiro's always been able to see the red string of fate and was kinda in denial about being connected to kuukou, except the glitch in fate occurs and it adds another layer to ichiro's heartbreak lol
#vee queued to fill the void#speaking of track 5 lmao#if we got sasara pushing samatoki forward in the movie like in track 5#then it's just a matter of time until kuukou is calling ichiro his soulmate--#kuukou in glory or dust says the hypnosis mic changes your fate#and i personally think one of the reasons he believes that is because it took him away from ichiro lol#but here i'm having ichiro see that glitch occur in real time and he'd have so many different questions lmao#but ichiro was de nile bc he believes in forging your own path and doesn't want something flimsy like fate deciding who's important to him#(and lowkey bc rei and nayuta are soulmates and he watched rei's red thread snap when nayuta 'died' and rei's spiral thereafter)#but kuukou is in fact his match made in heaven lmao so he did fall even if he didn't realise it until he was gone lmao#but boy it sure was a painful realisation lol esp after denying it so hard and all that time wasted not being honest with himself#and i think it'd reconnect after the movie lmao#the string stays in this sort of limbo after they've reunited in the 6 colours track like it was clearly floating towards a direction#but it seemed to fade where the glitch used to be like it was fogged out and he just couldn't see it#(if he bothered looking at his father properly he'd see rei's string is doing something similar lol)#but after he and kuukou battle it out on stage it reconnects and ichiro is happy as can be lmao happy end 😌😌😌#vee is arting
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Honey....hear me out....
Angel practically becoming a devoted follower to the doctor (like a catnap/prototype or glitchtrap/Vanny situation) and they switch up and join the Doctor and Dogday, Kissy and Poppy have to stop them and get them back...
this goes really well with the idea of angel being sawyer's kid!!
maybe forced out of the factory by sawyer as an attempt for them to carry on his work, for them not to be killed so he could live on through them if he could.
angel sees it as a sign of affection, one they've been craving for so, so long. they refuse to leave their father behind, refuse to let sleeping dogs lie. they fight their way to the bottom floor, and maybe they save a few along the way, but when they're finally back in their father's arms. . .
poppy finally notices how much they have their father's bright, bright eyes. . .
#chapter four spoilers#dd could probably snap them out of it#but i imagine it's a moment of mania#of desperation to be loved by someone who does not love them#so it's one last attempt one more hoorah#until dd reminds them that he loves them just as they are#no impossible standards reached required#yeah
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i didnt plan to spend my sunday this way
#xmen#xmen comics#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#'snap how do you keep finding yourself in these situations' I DONT KNOWWWWWWWW LISTEN TO ME#so all i did last night was draw erik in his lil robe from ToM cause my twitter was liking that old drawing i did#and then i woke up wanting to draw his stupid Lougne Wear when he's on the meteor yk the one Sanctuary From 92#so i started flipping through my 92 art book to find the ref for it then i just kept reading until i got to the end where i saw the#how they say 'anime influenced' designs and i had already wanted to draw charles' chari from that at some point#but THEEEEN I NOTICED HE HAD A LIL RING WITH A RED STONE ????#its on his right hand so Whatever but charles xavier you are not slick i know what you are ........#if i make that ring a staple in my classic charles drawings dont look at me itll depend on the weather tho tbh ANYWAYS#and then i remembered i had my old Cave Dweller Charles sketches from ever ago and i was like#'well i might as well finish those' but then i draw two more. and then i was like#'well since im here ive always wanted to draw charles in that robe erik gives him after saving him from the snow storm'#'in' is a very generous term it is falling OFF him but STILL#i should do something about that lil snow storm rescue now that ive mentioned it .. tho maybe i can tie it in with my 309 thing ..#SO FUNNY I WAS GONNA CONTINUE WORKING ON T HAT TODAY. AND NOW WE'RE HERE#this is what i mean guys its a nightmare and a miracle i can get anything done ever when i get distracted so easily#.i was gonna include another doodle of charles in his lil battle outfit but then i figured id done enough solo charles doodles today#anyways. plesae enjoy !!!!!!! i MUST objective charles more.....
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