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this was the year of crafting for me! got into crochet and cross stitch
started a crochet fox from a woobles kit november of 2023, but didn't finish until march 13
made a rainbow penguin, also a woobles kit, for my mom's birthday, finished march 21
made a bunch of coasters for myself, and my mom and grandma for mother's day, finished may 10
was given a cross stitch pattern and supplies by my sister for hannukah of 2023, started march 14 and finished may 13
made a granny square for my grandpa's birthday, finished june 5
made a set of placemats for my grandma's birthday, finished august 4
made a shawl for my mom for hannukah, started august 17 and finished september 15
(then my brain turned off and i didn't do shit for four months)
made a hat for my sister for hannukah, finished december 24 (yes, the day before i gave it, had to do it in three days, don't look at me)
i do have another cross stitch in the works, but it's not very far along bc i've only worked on it a couple hours a month for a few months. it's a bigger one, so it might take me a bit even once i start working on it more regularly, but finishing it is one of my goals for 2025, along with other projects
#my crochet#my cross stitch#adding in dates just for myself#the lighting in my room is kinda shit but most of these pics are ok
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Hazband 2: Band AU
Buckle Up, Buttercups. This is gonna be looooooooooong.
-"Insider Bands" playing on VH666 streaming services on a computer monitor / TV screen sitting on the desk against the far wall-
Charlie: (laying on her belly on her bed and chewing her nails like a cartoon goat chews through a field of grass as she watches the TV)
Riff Rascal: Alright, dudes, dudettes, non-duders, and rock-aholics! That was Simple Plain's newest single "Why Are We Kids?!". Coming up next, our guy, our big shredder, our big bad-
????: Dammit, Riff!!!! Just get on with it!!!
Riff Rascal: Yo, sorry, boss lady! Coming up next, we have our expert in all things metal and shredding, Axel Steelgrave, conducting a super secret, super exclusive interview with one of Hell's latest and greatest! Stay tuned!
Charlie: (whines and plasters her face into the comforter) Fuck! I really messed up! I shouldn't have released that album, guys! What if Vaggie doesn't like girls outside of the metal scene?! Then I'm just the creepy, stalker, pop diva who messages her on Sinstagram every once and a while! And likes all of her posts! And comments on each picture! And-
Razzle: (trying to finish polishing Charlie's hooves after a full pedicure and hoof care) Baap?
Charlie: So? It was only ever mentioned once in a tabloid that she was once in a poly ship with a man and woman before. Nothing set in stone. Who listens to tabloids anyway? She said she was a lesbian in her last interview with Angel Metal Monthly.
Dazzle: (brings up a wide array of nail polishes) BaaaAaaAp?
Charlie: Yes! She messages me back almost immediately after every message I send her, but that doesn't mean the's interested in me. She hasn't been online in a week! (rolls over and flops onto her back, covering her eyes with her arm) Not since Katie Killjoy did that whole news segment on my new single music video and album.
Dazzle: (painting Charlie's hooves in a deep red hue called "Wicked Sinister") Baaaaaaap. BaaaAAaaap. Baap. (clicks his hoof in a way that's supposed to look like a sassy finger snap and blows heated air over the paint)
Razzle: Baap! (scowls) Baaap. Baaa. Baap!
Charlie: Thanks, Razzle. No, Dazzle. I really don't think this is some kind of rebound. I really started liking her during the Battle of the Bands gig over at the Jackpot Hotel and Casino. She was the first person who didn't openly laugh at me being there even though I was the only pop singer there.
-VH666 blares back with a heavy metal guitar riff-
Axel Steelgrave: Hey, good evening, everyone. How's it going? Tonight, we have a very special guest. (camera pans out to show Vaggie sitting next to Axel in an interview chair) Lead singer, guitarist, and rocking girl, Vaggie the Steel Vagina from Fallen Angels.
Charlie: WHAT?!?!?!?!?! (crocodile death rolls around in her excitement and falls out of bed, completely wrapped in a burrito, and worm crawls over to the TV) RAZZLE!!! DAZZLE!!! TURN IT UP!!!
Razzle: (salutes) Baap! (grabs the remote and turns up the volume)
Dazzle: (sad bleats as he looks at the mess of nail polish everywhere) baaaaaap.....
Vaggie: (trying not to snarl at the name) It's just Vaggie, Axel.
Axel Steelgrave: Oh, sure. Sure. Well, thank you so much for taking the time to come and see us. Not gonna lie. We were shocked to hear that you were coming out with a new single so quickly.
Charlie: (plasters her face to the screen) New Single?!?!?!?!?!
Vaggie: (blushes slightly) Well, I figured after hearing the Princess's new album and call-out, I should work on a reply.
Angel: (from behind the camera man) You wouldn't have had ta write and record a whole new song and music video if you just sent 'er a video of you jacking it all week! I've never heard dat vibrator work so hard in its life! I swear I smelled smoke last night!
Charlie: (squeals, gasps, and shrieks all at once and falls backwards)
Vaggie: (jumps up from her seat) Angel! What the Fuck?!
Axel Steelgrave: Well, well, well, I guess that answers my next question. I take it this new single is going to be good news for the Princess?
Vaggie: (still steaming as she sits back down and tries to compose herself) I know you have the video on hand. Why not play it and let the fans see for themselves?
Axel Steelgrave: I couldn't have said it better myself. (to the camera) With that being said, let's take a look at a sneak peek of Fallen Angel's new single: "Dear, Charlie - For Somewhere Better".
-Video cuts to some random point in the music video where Vaggie is standing in black leather skirt that has the leather ripped into strips in a hoola-skirt style, black halter tank top, thigh high leather heeled boots, and black fingerless gloves, holding and shredding a guitar. Angel is a pink, fabulous gay disaster on drums while one set of hands works a keyboard.-
Vaggie: (singing) We'll ignite. Still dreaming wide awake. On the hunt for "Somewhen brighter". Pull me close now, and I'll dream until my dying day. Till we create a new "Somewhere better". The promise of a life. Like a thousand suns inside my broken heart. I can see through your eyes. And embrace the flame that guides me through the night.
-Video Cuts back to the interview-
Axel Steelgrave: (freaking out excitedly) Wow! That's quite the statement! Good on you, Steel Vagina!
Vaggie: Vaggie.
Axel Steelgrave: Before we end this exclusive, is there anything you want to say to the Princess in case she's watching?
Vaggie: (Face falls briefly as her eye widens and a blush colors her face) Oh.... (shakes her head to compose herself, looks into the camera, and makes a telephone gesture) Call me~
Axel Steelgrave: (laughing) Alright! You heard it here first, folks. "Dear, Charlie" will be available on HellTunes tonight at midnight. Thank you all so much for tuning in. And, as always, stay rocking.
Charlie: (finally managing to unravel the blanket and sitting on the floor with a bright red blush) C-Call.... Her.... She wants me to call her... (jumps up and down like a teenager in a bad "not another teen movie" while holding Razzle and Dazzle's hooves) SHE WANTS ME TO CALL HER!!!! (pauses) How?! I don't have her number!
-DING!-
Charlie: (dives for her phone on the floor and opens a new Sinstagram message)
FallenAngelVaggie: Hope you got a chance to watch "Insider Bands" tonight. Talk to you later? Maybe over coffee? XXX-XXX-XXXX
Charlie: (takes a deep breath) SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
Vaggie: (leaning against the wall of the VH666 studio, holding her phone against her chest, and taking a long drag of a cigarette)
Angel: Hey! I thought you were quitting! (yoinks the cigarette and plops it between his lips)
Vaggie: Dammit, Angel! I said I'd be done once my case is empty! (digs in her pocket and pulls out an angelic steel cigarette case) It still has four left! I haven't even lit up in nearly six months!
Angel: I know! Proud of you for that. That interview rile you up that much that you gotta wreck six months of hard work?
Vaggie: Ugh! (slams her back into the wall) You think Charlie got the message?
-squeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
Angel: (looks up at the sky towards the Morningstar Mansion where it looks like fireworks are going off on one of the balconies) Oh, I think she got it~
#VH666 is a parody of MTV or VH1 back when they used to play only music videos - wow did I just date myself with that#band au#hazband#chaggie#charlie#vaggie#angel dust#supportive big brother angel#metal artist vaggie#pop star charlie#punk rock charlie#part 2#Ad Infinitum reference#Song: āSomewhere Betterā#Artist: Ad Infinitum#Song was adjusted to fit the narrative#Vaggie fits with Melissa Bonny so well#razzle#dazzle
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Hello folks! Been busy and offline for a bit...I have a whole checklist of people to reply to, asks or otherwise. Apologies to those waiting on me, I promise I haven't forgotten you <3
Anyway I just wanna say: I absolutely love writing fic. I adore it, I think storytelling is fantastic and I want everyone to have the opportunity to practice it. Even if people write things I won't read, I'm glad they're here.
To me, storytelling is about communicating a variety of things. You've got the story itself (characters doing things) and what it's about at the core (this could be a whole essay in of itself). But there's another thing specifically regarding fanfic: you get to talk about something you care about from the source material.
Introducing stuff that isn't as well known is so much fun! People can get touchy about fanon vs canon because they have a fundamental love for the source material and it feels a bit crummy to not be able to share it--but that just means it's up to you to write a fic to communicate that love!
I know, I know. It can suck to be the one having to write what you want to read. But consider how fun it is to be able to share it! Readers can tell when the writer is having a good time with their story. Persuade them to come and engage with what you enjoy by demonstrating why you care. And remember--the ultimate goal of critique should be to get someone making what they want to be making.
#idk just some things that have been on my mind for a while getting brought to the surface#i'd be lying if i said that some of my motivations for writing legato weren't grounded in wanting to bring attention to tfh and coh#two games i adore that are more commonly joked about than treated seriously--which is fine! they are bright and silly games#no idea if this terminology is dated now but āi watched lets plays for most loz games when i was younger and unable to play them myself#and that in itself can be fun to bond over--a bunch of fsa fans have watched the same set of lets plays because it's wildly inaccessible#ultimately people can choose what they want to engage with#but in my personal opinion...it's more fun to encourage people to experiment than it is to ward them away from perceived mistakes#write that fic that's so out of character you feel obligated to tag for it just so readers know what they're getting into#research canon so obsessively that you consider adding citations so readers know what you're referencing#add ocs to see if you can get your readers to care about these random strangers#or make background characters so important it forever alters the way readers see them in canon#develop your own set of headcanons or stick so strictly to canon you also ignore fanon#write something that only contains things from fanon to the point that it might as well be a crowdsourced original work#and of course: have fun ^-^#starslog#now if only my wips would START COOPERATING WITH ME#XD i can't even tease their existence since i have no idea what will be completed first
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i haven't played the game [id in alt text]
#astarion#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate iii#astarion fanart#myart#look. i am not immune to vampire characters im just not#i want to draw him again on model but this is a good first attempt#i donmt have the patience for the fighting part of the game but i want to play it so bad!#i keep telling myself. no. you won't play it you just want it to be a dating sim for#karlach and astarion and you won't end up finishing it#alternate dream world where i draw my character's playthrough#its my first time adding alt text on my phone if it didnt go through properly lmk#baldur's gate 3 fanart
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the pics of morgan and joel are from travis sanheim's wedding this weekend!

^^^me experiencing the one-two knockout punch of āoh they WERE each otherās wedding dateā followed by the realization that sanny finally got married š„¹š cheers indeed!!!
#have i ever told you all how i have the best anons in the world because i do. youāre all so nice to me and whenever i just. yell things#you come here and answer my questions and i love you for that thank you anon. i love you. ššš#also yes i KNOW i said finally and sannyās like what twenty five however that is a) an old bachelor by most hockey standards b) he and alex#are high school sweethearts/been together forever and are disgustingly in love thank you theyāve been married in spirit if not reality#for years now. this has no bearing on my actual personal opinions on when you should or if you should be married or how long it should take#anyway. truly deeply madly obsessed with the joel/morgan of it all now because did they have to conform to a blue suit theme and if so#joelle why were u not wearing a belt. were all the flyers in blue suit uniform because thatās what our beautiful sensible sanny could trust#them to do &if so which ones were at the wedding i WILL be investigating post-haste. i have to update my tags 1st bc iām the future me rn#who is currently dealing with them potentially being matching wedding dates & dunking my head in tinfoil to say morgan broke up with his gf#and ohhhhh if i donāt have a five weddings fic floating around SOMEWHERE for them. god knows i have the comment marriage fic AND fantastic!#liv in the replies#travis sanheim#<- in spirit i guess because itās about his wedding so i felt like he should be included#philadelphia flyers#joel farabee#morgan frost#<- for my own sorting purposes#ANYWAY CONGRATS SANNY HAPPY MARRIAGE WE <3 U (do have to mention that i laugh so hard every time about that post calling him a rpf void i-)#also also bc i keep adding p.s. to this i was very pleased with myself to have flat fuck tk in the reply so that the travii were present š«¶
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2 guys dialogue in, 2 more to go!
#its riven (hair down)!#but yea its taking so long omg#i wrote way more this time#i dont think this is gonna happen everytime but sometimes the ideas...#anyways after i put these guys up i think ill immediately try to update my plan#like my pinned post or just make a new one to show where im going#or hope to go#its in my head rn but i should write it down#one thing i wanna do but dont know when to is like create a shop where u exchange fake currency#u get from like daily logging in#maybe mini games would be cool to get them from too#the problem is that i would have to make the games lmao#and i want them to be interesting if im gonna make em! so in other words im not gonna make it easy for myself#the shop could have gifts to give to the guys to increase affection levels#but yea idk when to do that or how i wanna do it so its just on the maybe pile for now#let it stew in my mind for months and months#since its not absolutely necessary#i also added a little more dialogue for vivien#for hugging and kissing mainly#what should i tag this#dev is rambling#in the tags of course#ocs#boyfriend rally#bfrally#gamedev#web game#dating sim
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Did some outfit sketches for Stacey cause my girl deserves some cute outfits for the summer!
(Read tags for more info if youād like)
#the first outfit comes from my most recent nordegrim piece#the second one I made for a panel edit#so itās the outfit I think sheād wear to the beach at the beginning of volume 4 if she went#I just added some pizzaz to it cause it was rather simple in the panel edit (that Iām not going to share)#the third outfit is based on that one bust drawing Bryan made for a Scott pilgrim website#that I believe you can find at the back of the colour edition for volume 4#and the fourth I made on my own#I just wanted to put her in a chunky cardigan and wear a cute dress :]#I found a chunky cloud cardigan while looking at refs and I thought it was cute so I put her in it (added the buttons myself btw)#Iām not sure if itās something sheād actually wear but shhhh itās cute sheād wear it on like a casual date or something#if you want to draw her the ones I designed myself (3rd one doesnāt count cause I took a hypothetical stacey look and just completed it)#*draw her in (why must I forget āinā)#go on ahead cause id love to see them :]#idc if i made any mistakes this is just some sketches I decided to colour in#same pose for all of them too cause Iām lazy and also itās just concept designs nothing fancy#gonna stop with the tags cause there are too many now and Iāve been talking too much her ok bye hope you like the outfits! :D#*here#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim comic#scott pilgrim takes off#stacey pilgrim#HER <3333333#<-#my new personal tag for Stacey cause um yeah HER
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deltarune ch 3-4 coming out still feels so unreal WHAT DO YOU MEAN ITS IN 2 WEEKS??
#the fool speaks#wait while im here. time 2 blacklist the tag. both ch 1 and 2 got minorly spoiled for me >_< im going to find the secret boss myself!!!!!!!#ill be using both 'deltarune' and 'delatrune spoilers' myself as per usual#if i remember ill make another post about it closer to the date#and ill be adding deltarune to my filtered phrases as well. thats a protip 4 u#deltarune! just a fortnight away! i am so excited about this information!#im in the middle of aai still... (literally final case) but....im starting to get motivated to do my big deep dive playthrough....
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i have my first real monogamous date in years (saturday!!) with a mad handsome butch and we're super clicking, and this was ummm maybe like 30 mins into texting. I should be shot
#i knew based on their linguistic patterns actually they were talking about star trek and said āi make myself so insane about itā which only#tumblrinas say#me flirting: so um tumblr dot com?#my texting bg is the fuck it we ball cat#i was right btw.#also YES i know im at such a weird point in life to be dating but guys i started crying when i saw their ad on lex bc theyre everything ive#been yearning for so i just fully sent it and told them that#im young my life can lead me wherever it likes and so on#i always say there's never āa right timeā for anything#lessons of the hand and the mouth
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Listening to people talk about how they get matches on dating apps and compliments from people but ātheyāre just so ugly :(ā. Or people with an active love life talk about how theyāre the person nobody notices, the person who doesnāt get dates or romantic attention ect. creates such a pit in my stomach. I feel ill.
#vent tw#ill ill ill#I know itās my own fault. I donāt put myself in situations where I could meet somebody. I donāt like the thought of dating apps.#and in the end even if I like the thought of a romantic relationship. would that even be a good idea right now#but still it makes me feel so. hopeless.#I donāt feel unattractive or unlovable#I feel nonexistent#I feel like a ghost#I am by definition a background character#in some way itās probably a good thing#I donāt get harassed or bothered while Iām out. I just do my own thing and people leave me alone#but when I go out with others I am always the least interesting person there#strangers will strike up conversations with my friends but there is no reason to even acknowledge me#Iāve added ghost to my cycle of things#sometimes I feel like a vampire. sometimes an alien. and lately. a ghost
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desperately trying to remember if there are any books i read this year that i cannot find on my library borrowing history or simply cannot remember. i am so bad about remembering books. LITERALLY REMEMBERED ONE AS I'M WRITING THIS POST. anyway i am attempting to compile a list of books that i've read this year so that i can reference it without having to forget everything. wish me luck. i have fifteen titles on there right now but i can't shake the feeling there's something i'm forgetting
#checking my shelf of books i got for school??? idk#none of this is helped by the way that i have seven thousand books waiting to be read right now and all of them are on my mind#and several of them i am partway through. but i cannot put bell hooks all about love on my list yet i just can't#opened this is how you lose the time war today. not liking it super much but it's not even 200 pages so we'll pound through it#and then my three books from merc (princess bride and two books from the fight club guy)#and all about love. and interview with the vampire#WITCHER NOVELS!!! I READ WITCHER NOVELS AGAIN!!!! adding two more books to my list#god i'm not even through blood of elves yet. awful. this is why i can't keep anything up i forget my ebooks exist as options#then i should read that book about eleanor roosevelt that my grandma got me. as a token to her dskfjghs#wanna reread the hours! have a physical copy just for that so i can annotate#gotta finish the once and future king.#all that to say that there are many books that will be on this list once i actually sit down and read some of them#have to remind myself that i Am actually doing good i'm at over a book a month rate. this is fine#two books a month rate! actually!#shout out to library due dates for being a fantastic motivator#seventeen books on the 'read' list this year. this is fine bracken. you're doing good#realistically this is SO much better than previous years š good stuff. just gotta keep reading#valentine notes#list that would have been so useful to have when we were doing that book recommendation thing
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Ah the existential panic of 'Is this chapter too long now?????': the only drawback of rewriting.
#I have added 900 words to the guest cameo opening on this chapter#and 700 words to the second scene where Linda and Dan interview Rory#I'm not worried about the guest cameo but does the interview need to be 1900 words long?????#Will it become too boring when it's that long??#I still have the post-interview scene; the transition evening scene; the titular 'can we keep her' scene; & the closing Lucifer/Chloe scene#and I'm already at 4300 words! :S#The first draft for all of that was 6500 total!#I can't know if it's too long until the rewrite is complete but uh.... I am Very Concerned#... WELP! If it has to get split into two chapters then we'll just have a bonus update with the December holidays#cause I'm not bumping the original Chapter 13's release date back#That sucker MUST be posted on my birthday in January for very important birthday present to myself reasons#(Chapter 13 is the time travel reveal)
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do you ever see ship art and think
oh my god Iām so fucking lonely
#I am so mad at pictures I need help#maybe someone to love me#no because why canāt that be me but nooooo#people donāt like me that way#actually they donāt like me period. im just a little freak#and even then ppl I want to like are either 1. not interested 2. fictional or 3. unattainable/taken#I just want intimacy of someone who loves me Iām actually sick of being alone#I donāt want to be alone but thatās literally all Iāve known#how am i supposed to go on#and Iām too awkward shy and introverted so Iām literally working AGAINST MYSELF#rant#and I hate being reminded how lonely I am when people ask if Iām so lonely why donāt I just go out#because itās hard and I donāt like the people in the area that much#itās not simple as pulling a rando off the street and going hey Iām lonely from disability social ostracism from childhood and#not being āconventionally attractive to people so I just exist without ever garnering any interest#do you wanna be with me like NO#ad i donāt fucking trust dating apps#I want a romance#I want *something*
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...The twilight of an era of social media that redefined community building and digital correspondence. For many first-gen social media usersāmillennials between the ages of 27 and 42āthere is a developing sentiment that theĀ party is over.
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If the early promise of social media was to bring society closer to a virtual ideal, the most recent shift in how platforms are used has lost the plot. Along with Twitter, the erosion of the user experience on Facebook and Instagramāwith tiered subscriptions, a proliferation of hate speech and misinformation, privacyĀ being soldĀ as a luxury, and the threat of generative AIāmarks a sharp turning point in the value of the social web. Itās ātoo much echo chamber,ā my friend says of what the social internet has evolved into. āItās too much viewing people you know in real life as marketing categories.ā
First-gen social media users have nowhere to go.
#english#internet#i'm an early 2000s girlie and i relate to this so much š#socmed is less and less about getting up to date with my friends and more about how those apps can push as many ad onto me as possible#this is unbelieveable tiring... i'll soon begin exchanging e-mails and only talk about myself through blog posts just like we all used to do#maybe then i'll be able to breathe
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currently going through my goodreads want to read and it appears i suffered a psychotic break on mar 23 2022 based on the amount of books that i added that day that do not sound remotely like anything i would be interested in
#i think i was just entering a bunch of giveaways#but i do think sometimes goodreads adds books to your lists on its own#because i had some one-off from random dates that i never would have added myself
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the first page of my designs section on toyhouse is so colourful and pleasant to look at gehehe >:3c
i'm trying to work thru everyone and give them lil pinheads so that it's all nice and neat and tidy š
#sylph.txt#my art#my ocs#and then i'll think abt sprucing up their actual pages but swagever.#and once i'm up to date w giving them all icons i can add even MORE of my characters......#i've kind of put a restriction on myself in terms of adding any others bc i need to pay attention to the ones who r already here first !!!#a lot of them just have scratchy old doodles or no images at all#and it doesn't look very pretty >_>
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