#alright im done im done i needed to vent
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gonna be honest chat i rly miss archive 81

#malevolent is fine. its interesting. but damn#i just feel like everything theyre doing has been done better by someone else#archive 81 especially…… been missing her lately#maybe i should just relisten to that ToT#if you made a malevolent drinking game where u took a shot#everytime someone interrupted a rhetorical question to say ‘i don’t KNOW OKAY’ youd be dead by the end of one episode#im sorry but this is driving me CRAZY#listening to this podcast feels like… when u go out with a newlywed couple who keep picking fights every 5 minutes and#youre just awkwardly sitting there like hahaha oh god i need to get out of here#alright im done im done i needed to vent#charlie chatterbox
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i'm going to be honest i have no idea what i'm going to do. i messed up my choices for higher education and now i have barely a couple days to pick between a cursus way too difficult for me, a highly specialized cursus with shit outcomes, and a leap of faith into whatever kind of gap year alternative can get me out of my parents' hair for the time being. note how i have no fucking idea what that alternative could be, or what path i'd like to take ideally. fun.
#yeah yeah i know happens to everyone#anyway im. not happy abt the future outcomes rn#on one hand i know if i never choose the path of challenges i'm never gonna get anywhere#on the other hand my mental health is always a dumpster fire and i'm honestly not sure what's the way to fix it#if i have to waste my parents money being their vaguely adequate enough lapdog six more months i'm going to spontaneously die i think#but education costs money and takes efforts and i dont know what to do#i don't know what's my goal#i don't like anything anymore. i don't have any particular skills. i suck at anything actually useful.#please just assign me anything that needs to be done and pay me a living wage#i just don't want to choose#the only thing i think i'd feel alright doing is healthcare but. yknow. huge phobia of anatomy. not a science type.#and the crippling fear of inadequacy doing anything not the EXACT way it's meant to be done#i couldn't switch mid-year i just couldn't i don't fucking want to live that kind of feeling again#broadcasting my misery#vent
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SOOO true... I feel like Arakawa hardly even knows any pokemon other than Pikachu and whichever ones he happens to see on the covers or on Ichi and/or Mitsu's screens when he walks past them... so at the beginning his argument for the lions is from the heart and then Ichi's infodumping just makes it devolve into digging his heels in to see how red in the face Ichi gets about it...
Jo skims through pokedex entries online on his own time later so he can have an informed opinion... but even if he can intellectually acknowledge that the pokemon would win, he will Under No Circumstances hand anything to Ichiban... so he just dodges the question if anyone asks to try and get him on their side...
In Short I Hate Them <3 (<- for things I just made up about them)
EXACTLY bruh....... all in all neither of them can let ichi win for one reason or another </3
#snap chats#arakawa wont let up because its funny. sawashiros just like that </3#anyway sorry this took an hour to respond to ive been dealing with a dumbass all night#ive decided to not bully daigobear anymore because ive decided my irl friend causes me a significantly worse headache#and its nt the funny kind like db does </3#no fr this. whole fucking dumbass. brought a can and was like 'do you have a can opener' and i was like No#so we try t open a can SHE BROUGHT with a knife i have and then shes like 'oh i have a can opener :0 its at my dorm :0'#LIKE....... the pinnacle of stupid im literally running out of ways to call her stupid and its borderline frustrating at this point#ALRIGHT RAMBLE DONE I NEEDED TO VENT OR ID EXPLODE#im still baffled she functions every day..... like my god in heaven.....
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naur u know what sometimes i relate to roman rocket launch failure scene so hard. believe it or not this happened to me every day in the last week
#sees something on my phone. alright. okay. pocket the phone and pretend like it never happened. im exiting this narrative rn bye.#i need to collect reaction gifs and images of this show so i can start to casually use them#but the thing is like my whole deal rn is I'm trying to Stop my screen addiction#but the other thing is that things i Should do is also done with screens so .#too much complexity for my undiagnosed and untreated unknown (but certainly existing) mental situations#and idk why im here whining rn today was Good actually. so i will leave the 'I'm so alone' vent to another day 👍#🗒
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yknow. it fucking hurts to have your own brother who before you came out you got along well with not even respect you enough to use your correct pronouns like man. fuck
#⚠️#vent#i hate that as soon as you come out as trans suddenly its other people who suddenly feel they get to decide your gender#like god. fuck off man#the amount of people in my life who will happily call me my preferred name but as soon as it comes to pronouns they use she/her#god i just wish people cared even a little bit#half the time it just feels like they dont give a shit about me#even if they claim they do#how is it so hard to just make the switch from one set of pronouns to another#and then they complain oh its so hard since ive called you a girl your whole life like its been 3 fucking years#sounds like a skill issue on your part dude#stop trying to make it a problem with me#im not even asking for that much#like people will switch so fast from miss to mrs when someone gets married and shit or like the change of their last name#but trans people? no its alright to deadname and misgender them because its oh so hard <33 its so so hard cause i see you as a girl and#refuse to change my view of you because it makes me uncomfortable <333#like thats a me problem how??#sounds like you need to change all ive done is ask you use a different pronoun for me like dude
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bf moments | max verstappen



୨ৎ : featuring : boyfriend!max x reader ୨ৎ : synopsis : compilation of fluffy boyfriend max moments
୨ৎ masterlist ୨ৎ
ᡣ𐭩 a/n : im so proud of the podium this week !! can't wait to see the rest of the f1 season omfg <3
boyfriend!max who says "you don’t need to thank me" every time he helps, whether it's late night tea or quietly fixing the kitchen light before you even notice it's out.
boyfriend!max who buys two of your favorite snacks because "you always eat mine," even though he'd give you his anyway without hesitation.
boyfriend!max who doesn't post much but keeps a secret folder in his phone full of candid photos of you, most taken when you're laughing or mid-sentence.
boyfriend!max who plays with your fingers while he drives, especially during long quiet night rides with music low and the windows cracked open.
boyfriend!max who acts annoyed when you steal his hoodie but pulls the sleeves over your hands and kisses your head before letting you walk off with it.
boyfriend!max who rests his chin on your shoulder while you're doing something, just watching without saying a word like you're the calm in his world.
boyfriend!max who doesn't say "I miss you" directly but sends you random memes or videos with no context just to start a conversation.
boyfriend!max who always adjusts your seatbelt when you get in the car, even if you've already done it, because it makes him feel like he's taking care of you.
boyfriend!max who hooks his foot around your ankle under the blanket when you're sitting on opposite ends of the couch, like he always needs a point of contact.
boyfriend!max who listens to you vent without interrupting, then hands you a snack and says "wanna play FIFA?" so you can yell at the screen together instead.
boyfriend!max who slips his race gloves into your bag or leaves a note in your jacket pocket before a trip so you have a piece of him when you're apart.
boyfriend!max who doesn't always find the perfect words but always shows up with your favorite drink, your playlist, and the softest "you alright?" when it matters most.
boyfriend!max who looks for you in the crowd after every race and sends a blurry photo of the grandstand if you're not there, with a simple "felt empty."
boyfriend!max who doesn't need to say much to show he loves you, because every quiet gesture speaks louder than any words ever could.
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#f1 imagine#f1#f1 fic#f1 fanfic#f1 fanfiction#f1 x reader#f1 x you#max verstappen#mv1#max verstappen imagine#max verstappen x reader#max verstappen x you#max verstappen fic#max verstappen fluff#max verstappen fanfic#max verstappen blurb#f1 fluff#f1 blurb#f1 one shot#f1 x y/n#f1 drabble#f1 fandom#f1blr#f1 x female reader#max verstappen x female reader#max verstappen x y/n#red bull racing#max verstappen one shot#max verstappen drabble#𐐪♡︎₊˚ ― jungwnies
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i don't really send in asks often because im much more of a lurker than an interactor, but i think its important that you know how much your work is appreciated. like im reading Everything you put out just because your work is that good and im engaged with characters i barely even Know. you've made me love characters i didn't even give a second glance to. ALSO THE MINI FIGURES. you make me crave them so bad. Everything Is Alright tugs so badly at my heart and i Eagerly await every time you update that one, it's so good and so long and definitely worthy if reread after reread
Thank you! I have a lot of fun writing these stories!

Everything Is Alright Pt 134
IDW Starscream x Reader, Soundwave x Reader, Megatron x Reader
• “You realize Starscream is likely to take you sparking our mate without warning poorly,” Megatron adds and Soundwave vents softly. Watching as Soundwave shifts over you and slides a hand under your middle to make you whimper a sleepy protest at being moved. Hates that the soft noise lifts through him. That he likes it. And then Soundwave is mass shifting back, head sagging forward as his hands tremble faintly cupping you. Needing energon. Your head sleepily lifts before you spot him and then just groan, pressing your face against Soundwave’s palm. ‘Always when I’m naked,’ you mutter. Laughing softly, Megatron ignores that you’re not happy to see him. Pretends that it doesn’t bother him. That even though this is his habsuite, he feels like the intruder as Soundwave fixes his plating to hide away his spike and Megatron reaches to nudge your head until you shoot him a sullen look.
• Swallowing a growl and surprised that he even has the urge to growl at Megatron, Soundwave doesn’t pull you away from Megatron’s reach as the warlord smirks at your attempts to slap at his servo. Lazily toying with you. And he knows the Seeker is likely to throw a tantrum as soon as he finds out, but he can’t even bring himself to care if he upsets Starscream after what the mech had done to him and you both. “What happened to not molesting me?” You ask, smacking Megatron when he uses a servo to roll you onto your back. Growling softly, Soundwave moves you away from the warlord and Megatron shoots him a knowing look, but relents.
• Scowling and desperately wanting a shower, you try to draw your legs up against yourself so everything isn’t just on display even if you can feel Soundwave’s slick between your thighs, too used to all three of them not caring about embarrassing you to even muster the energy to care yourself. Much anyway. And eventually, Megatron is probably going to want more than spark bonding from you. “I wonder which of you is going to tell Starscream you’re sparked. Or will you just let him figure it out on his own?” Megatron asks, grinning wickedly like your misery is the funniest thing ever. Sparked? That’s right. Paling, you remember Soundwave asking and you’d pretty much begged him to. Was that what that coaxing feeling was after you fully bonded with him? Star had done something like that when he’d sparked you now that you’re thinking of it. There had been a sense of a question there like when they’d bonded you fully. Like there was a choice before that coaxing pull. Both times you’d given in to that request without a thought. Why can’t any of them ask important things when you’re not a needy mess during sex? “Of course, I could tell him,” Megatron adds. Enjoying this far too much.
• “Don’t you dare,” you hiss, little face reddening and Megatron chuckles. Ferocious little thing even though you have no way to back up the unspoken threat in your voice. And that anger of yours sparks through him. Goes straight to his spike in a flush of need. Reminding him that even though he’s fully bonded to you and carrying your new spark, he’s yet to physically claim you. Smile faltering at that, he clears his vents in a loud huff. “You blurt it out to him and I’ll never forgive you.” Chin lifting, you glare at him and he can’t understand what it is about you that makes your pitiful little threat actually matter to him.
• Star. Not looking forward to his reaction to finding out you’re fully bonded and sparked again, even though he seemed resigned to it happening. It still feels like a betrayal. Shoulders hunching, you look pleadingly up at Soundwave. Because you have to be the one to tell him. Gently. “I need a shower. And I’d kill for coffee,” you whine, not about to have this conversation with Star while Soundwave’s excess trails down your thighs. Head tipping at you, Soundwave just stares, but it’s not like he has a clue what coffee even is. ‘The shower part I can help with,’ Megatron says, gesturing toward his desk and you register the plastic draped shape tucked in a corner there. ‘The Constructicons had a few ideas.’ Watching him curiously as he gets up and reaches to tug the plastic away, you just stare. It’s a dollhouse. A human sized dollhouse. “There’s a working shower?” Because nothing else matters beyond a shower and some semblance of privacy. “I could kiss you,” you add and he hesitates like you’d just said something weird. Offended him somehow. Aliens.
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#transformers x reader#starscream x reader#megatron x reader#soundwave x reader#starscream#soundwave#megatron
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Not Too Close!
A/N: she might be a lil' ooc, but just a general idea I had. Your free to interpret this how you wish. Anya you beautiful lady... ://
Summary: Anya notices you have a fever, however you seem oblivious to the matter.
A soft call of your name breaks you out of your mindless stupor of a routine, leaving you somewhat exasperated as you had the train going. Mind in matter, but it didn't seem to bother you as much as you quickly realized it was only Anya, who seemed to look at you with an expression of concern. You wondered what the problem may have been.
"Are you alright?" She asks. The question left you confused, now that was something you truly are wondering about. You turned your gaze, straight set upon hers.
"Im fine, yes." You nodded with a small smile, "Why do you ask?" You questioned, your head now tilted in a manner.
Your eyes wandering the gait of the environment, the steel walls and the pipes, vents too. You wondered how such a ship can stand so strongly despite hurtling towards through the endless reaches of space.
"Well, you just seemed to be easily exhausted lately." Anya comments, her hand nestled beneath her chin, her elbow resting atop her other arm. "You often seem to sweat more too." She adds. You raised a brow, lifting the back of your hand to check your forehead.
Sure enough, the moment you brought it back down, the back of your hand was now postulated with sweat. You looked back up at Anya in surprise, "I reckon I am." You said, finally breaking the moment of transitory silence. Anya could only let out a small laugh at your words of revelation, once she had a small moment of calming herself down, she spoke again.
"You might have a fever, it can commonly be a sign of underlying problems." Once you'r eyebrows shot up in surprise, she waved her hands, reassuring you. "You could just most likely be overworking yourself, that's why." She adds, almost hesitating to put a hand on your shoulder. But she finally got over it, laying a gentle hand.
"I suggest you get some rest, you've done enough." Anya's eyes glimmer with a hint of appreciation, and in a way, curiosity. You weren't exactly sure what to deduce of it, but you weren't in much of a right'er mind to think much of it. So you nodded with a heavy sigh, setting down your tools and organizing them back to their right spots.
"I've already done all I've needed to today, so I guess it won't hurt." You said, resting your hand on your leg. Then turning your head back to Anya, who smiled in agreement.
It will do you good.
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing anya#anya#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing x reader#x reader#female x reader#gender neutral reader#gender neutral y/n
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Saying this in best way possible.
I envy on how you can convey everything wonderfully with only sketches yet it feels like a finished piece. I envy you not because I think my art is bad but more because of my perfectionist mind forced me to fleshed everything out before it deemed "post worthy" one day I want to improve and be more confident with my sketch just like you so I won't physically strain myself by making everything I made as polished as possible.
This might come as me also venting, (but!) this ask made me.... think.
Believe it or not, anon, what you envied of me is actually one of the biggest insecurities i have as an artist. I really think I should have put more effort to finish my works, but it just feel off whenever I did :")
Anyways!
It's totally alright to take time for your art! But if you do want to try to be confident with your sketch more, I'd suggest......to think that nobody cares.
This.... might be a bad advice and a bad way to see your own artworks, but these are what I kept telling myself:
Nobody would care if I had/hadn't finish or perfect this. Nobody will point it out anyway. No one ever did.
To me this looks clear enough. Readable enough. If my dumbass brain can understand it, so can everyone else.
Does this sketch sets the mood/feeling/intensity enough? If it doesnt then its time to rely on splashing some colors
If they like this messy excuse of an art then good for them and if not? Well at least my thoughts are already put OUT there and not kept locked inside. Like breathing a fresh air.
And thats that. I hope you can feel more comfortable with your sketches soon🫶 OH and thank you, anon🥹💖
Sad thoughts/vent part below cut. Not necessarily connected to answer anon!! (just me pouring my own feelings/thoughts out!)
I... really enjoy just putting out my thoughts emotions and ideas via my sketches but at the same time, it kept made me question myself if I—as an artist—was ever worth all this attention when I couldn't even deliver something "finished." Hells, even when I did a finished, rendered art, it never made an impression as close to equal sd my "stupid doodles" does.
I feel like i perform and deliver better using rough sketches because I love to emphasize the rawness of gestures and emotions that raw sketches provide. But nobody around me thinks so. Because it's like im not done yet.
I didn't know my place. Nobody around me (in my local indo artist communities) preferred my works because there's always someone out there with a more polished & pretty art. Mine is... just never seem to look finished. I always look like i... underperformed.
So what Im trying to say is. Maybe we have our own strengths and weaknesses. Whats important is that we find out own comfortable paces and methods. And that is still a long heck of an artist journey that i myself still need to discover.
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Alright.. this is gonna be a big vent about what im thinking about the kickstarter getting cancelled because of what people are doing
About the complaints and death threats towards the team cause of designs
What's your problem? They are living people y'know, if you mad about the new designs, is okay, some of us are kinda upset, BUT THERE'S NO NECESSITY TO THREATEN THE TEAM CAUSE OF IT OR THE CREATOR!
The team can't simply work and have their mental state destroyed cause of you wanting the animation looking like helluva boss cause of it's animating style! The team did the decision not cause they wanted to make it "silly", they did it cause they were getting stressed with the old designs and with animating it, they are human beings that have lifes on their own too! They have a life outside this world called "internet"
And also, the complaints about the new designs won't do nothing, you think complaining about it just cause you want it looking like helluva boss-spinoff (which isn't it, since the styles is amazing and so the fluidity of the animation) won't change anything, after all, your complaint is just a complaint, not a order or demand. You're not their boss.
About the people re-pulling their backers just cause of design
Y'all are simply a bunch of petty people, even i who is 15 years old, who still didn't have the chance yet to donate to the kickstarter cause my money didn't get to my account yet to be able to get kester's choice and be able to have merchadise of show for once, now i can't. And so won't other people, and you know why? Cause
You. Petty complainer
Decided that it would be good to do that cause the designs are not what you want
"But the old designs are so much better!"
Yeah! They are! But that's what they are now, old designs! You still want the show don't you? Then why do all this? Do truly want to see the show, or just want to be a dick cause you can since you're too immature to know that the world doesn't revolve around you and that no artists, animators, gamers, or even streamers are obligated to do everything you want? Is both pathetic and stupid how you people (who were pulling out their funds and making degrading comments about the show) are doing this over designs, y'all are petty and being childish rn, indie animations are hard, helluva boss only became the show it is today cause they had support of their fans, are you people really fans?
Do y'all truly want the show? You guys won't get it.. the kickstarter already got cancelled cause of all this bullshit y'all done over the designs and also probabbly hurt the team with the death threats and showed how y'all don't really care for their well-being and just want the show on your hands already..
Your actions will have consequences... consequences that won't be good.. and y'all won't be able to do nothing... but watch.
That's my opinion on all of this that's happening.. hope this get some sense at y'all.
And @minnyroll.. i wish you luck and that your team stays safe, y'all will be able to do it, y'all are amazing people and deserve loads of support, but be sure to also take your time, rest, and take any breaks whenever you need or want, your health matters, so stay safe! Love y'all. 💖
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Hiiii hope ur doing great, loving ur AU so far !!! Can u perhaps tell us more about the OWV members ? 👀 (first time I am doing an ask I think ? So not used to tumblr lmao hope I am doing this right (,: )
Thank you so much! Im glad you like my silly little au ::]
AIGHT THE TRAVELERS HERE WE GO!
Let's start with Gabbro:
Gabbro is doing pretty alright post loops, alright as they can be I suppose. Right after the loops they decided it'd be best for them to be grounded from any space missions for awhile, just to process everything. They've recently gotten back to going on space missions, usually accompanying Hatchy and/or Feldspar, just to help out if needed. Gabbro has also been trying their best to "pull their weight" and help around the village, mainly because deep down they feel bad that they couldn't help Hatchy during the timeloops, aside from being the "adult in the room" that Hatchy could come vent to about everything occasionally.
Alright let's move onto Riebeck:
Riebeck has actually been great! Since Hatchy brought all the travelers home, Riebeck has been completely grounded from flying, space is NOT for them. Since then they've been helping Hornfels with managing the museum, and has also been hanging out with Solanum, to give her company when she needs it. ::) Riebeck also hangs out with Gabbro and Chert quiet often, now that all of them are back home. I don't have a whole bunch to say about them other than they're doing well now that they're back home! (side note, Feldspar was SO overly shocked to hear that Riebeck went to space when they got back from Dark bramble)
Okay, Here's Chert:
Chert.. Has been better- They're fine, but they could be better, Hatchy cut it a little close on the last loop, so Chert had basically accepted that the sun was gonna explode and everything was over and done for. Then suddenly the sun, changed, it was a different star, it changed right before their eyes. They still don't understand how that happened and Hatchy hasn't really told anyone (besides Gossan and maybe Hornfels) about the whole switching star thing. So since coming back to timber hearth, Chert has been spending a lot of time just, mapping the stars from the safety of their home plant. As much as they don't like it, They usually talk to Gabbro when they're having a bad day, and Gabbro is always there to help and comfort them.
side thing about hatchy (i'd need to make a full on post about hatchy, there's so much to unpack with them SOB-) can we quickly talk about how a teenager basically saved an entire universe? all by themself? like none of the stars are going super nova, their own solar system has been saved- and now they're just back on their home planet doing normal teenager things-
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Hiii! Hope you're doing great ^^
Can I request yet another Darry x fem reader where he's coming home and reader is just like. Being so parental to Pony and Soda? Like, she lets them vent to her and comforts them and ruffles their hair when they come in or side-hugs them when she walks past and just ahh, I'm such a sucker for the domestic stuff. I'm so motherly fr gotta project like it's nobody's business
Tysm!! -S
Authors Note: hai anon! im doing well! ofc I'll write this for you!!
Parental Supervison
Darrel Curtis x fem!reader

The evening light was starting to fade, casting a soft, golden hue across the Curtis house when Darry finally pulled into the driveway, his car engine purring to a stop. He rubbed the back of his neck, tired from a long day at work. His muscles ached, and his mind buzzed with thoughts of everything that needed to be done, but the moment he stepped into the house, it all seemed to fade.
The scent of dinner lingered in the air—maybe something simple, like spaghetti, but it felt like home.
He was greeted by the sound of laughter. As he entered the living room, he saw you. You were sitting on the couch with Ponyboy, who was resting his head on your shoulder, and Soda was sprawled across the floor, telling a story with a dramatic flair, his hands flying through the air. Your arms were around Ponyboy, the way you gently ruffled his hair, smiling as he let out a soft sigh.
“You alright, kid?” you asked, your voice warm and soothing as you gave his hair another affectionate tousle.
“Yeah, just… school stuff,” Ponyboy muttered, looking up at you. His eyes softened at the care in your tone.
You glanced over at Soda, who was acting out his story, a wide grin on his face. “And you, mister? You seem like you’ve got something on your mind.”
Soda shot you a playful look before he plopped onto the couch next to you. He leaned his head against your arm, causing you to chuckle and give him a side-hug. “Well, just the usual. People being annoying, y'know?”
You nodded understandingly, letting your fingers run through his messy hair, the same way you did when they were younger, when life wasn’t as complicated. Your presence, steady and comforting, was a balm for both of them. It wasn’t anything special—just the simple act of being there, listening, offering your warmth—but to them, it meant everything.
Before you could say more, Darry’s voice broke through the cozy atmosphere.
“Hey, you two troublemakers keeping my girl entertained?” he teased, a soft smile tugging at his lips as he leaned against the doorframe.
You looked up at him, your heart warming at the sight of him, looking tired but still so strong. “Yeah, just letting these two vent about whatever’s bugging them.”
Ponyboy looked up and grinned. “You wouldn’t believe the stuff people say to me at school today, Darry. It’s like they think I don’t know anything.”
“Yeah, I get that,” Soda chimed in, stretching his arms above his head. “Some people are just… impossible.”
Darry chuckled, pushing himself off the doorframe and walking over to where you sat. He leaned down, placing a kiss on your forehead before sitting next to you. You leaned into him, feeling the weight of his exhaustion, and for a moment, everything was just… calm.
You glanced at the boys, who were still talking, but there was a sense of relief in the air. They always felt lighter after venting, and you had a feeling that, deep down, it wasn’t just because you were comforting them. It was the balance of all of you, the sense of family that held everything together.
You gently ran your fingers through Soda’s hair, just like you did when he was little, and he hummed contentedly, closing his eyes. “Love you, Mom,” he mumbled lazily, making Darry smirk at the familiar nickname.
Ponyboy, still leaning against you, smiled as he looked up at Darry. “Yeah, thanks for always being there for us… even when we’re a pain.”
Darry’s smile softened as he ruffled his younger brother’s hair. “I wouldn’t have it any other way.”
You all sat there, talking and laughing, the weight of the world outside forgotten for the moment. The small, everyday acts of affection, the hugs, the comforting words—these were the things that made their home, your home, a place of safety, of love. It was the domestic moments, the little things that you didn’t realize mattered until they became everything.
And Darry, as he wrapped his arm around you, resting his chin on your shoulder, knew in his heart that this—this quiet, beautiful chaos—was what he was always fighting for.
Home. Family. You.
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Authors Note: brought a little twist into this so hope you don't mind.. also finally reunited with my laptop 🥺
#the outsiders musical#x reader#brent comer#darry curtis#darrel curtis x reader#-s anon#motherly love
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here's some long-awaited tony food for your thots
(im serious this is 100% PWP done in like, *check watch* 6-8 hrs or so in one sitting- it's all over the place, fam)
let me know immediately if any of you want me to community label this, if that makes you more comfortable. if you want another installment (it will have actual plot i promise) just let me know. None of the used images here are mine, they belong to their respective owners, I only own my garbage writing.
Boyfriend!Steve Rogers x Girlfriend!Experienced!Unfaithful!Reader x Jealous!Yandere!Tony Stark- Repression and Suppression
and here are some messy A03-esque tags for your reading pleasure (srsly read these before continuing or you void your reading warranty):
(Lime, Lemon, G-rape, Cheating, Physical Cheating, Unintentional Cheating, Affair, Noncon, Dubcon, Forced Orgasm, Overstimulation, Fingering, Oral, Vaginal, MxF, PWP, Love Triangle, Jealousy, Third Wheel Tony Stark, Sexual Deviant Tony Stark, Manipulation, Humiliation, Dirty Talk, Swearing, Teasing, Gaslighting, Sexual Coercion, Power Play? Beard Burn, The run of shame?, Lust used as a manipulation tool, Tony blatantly misunderstands words, The horny ruins lives, Reader’s never cheated in her life ong she just misses sex, Tony is all kinds of wrong here, OOC Tony Stark, His dialogue is probably OOC sorry about that, No descriptors besides gender have fun)

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You don’t know how this happened.
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Okay, you do know how this happened. You and Tony stumbled upon the same floor in an otherwise empty Tower and you both plopped on the same couch shooting the shit. No paperwork for you to do and no big baddie causing a commotion in New York for the Iron Man to stop. And you may have overshared a tad about the feelings you’ve been having at his prompting about your relationship status, but hey, that’s normal, even for sober people. Everyone needs to vent every once in a while. Or overshare, or both.
What you didn’t expect, however, was your totally innocent sex conversation with Tony to turn into dirty talk. Which, alright- fair, this was Tony you were talking to, so probably not your best moment.
“It’s not like he’ll find out.” Tony’s palm rests on your thigh. “And you said so yourself, he doesn’t give you what you need.”
But thankfully, that’s when your brain started working again, and you actively began to create some space between you, with his hand falling off your leg.
“No, Tony. You know who I’m with and you know he’ll be coming back.”
Tony follows you and- what the fuck? Was this couch always this small? The palm greets your thigh again, more insistent now if the pressure was any indication.
“Can you really wait that long?”
You stare at Tony, incredulous at the turn of events. He wouldn’t- would he?
You see him smile at you before diving in for a kiss.
Wide-eyed, your first reaction is to push him off, but he practically falls on top of you, keeping you pinned there as his tongue goes to work in prying your mouth open.
You struggle, and then, well, he knew how to kiss to get what he wanted, that was for sure. It was so different from what you were used to with him, all chaste and loving. Tony used the flat surface of the appendage to massage your tongue, and- holy fuck you really forgot what good kisses felt like. Tony feels so good- so warm and passionate, that his embrace sends you into a blanketed bliss.
And as you make out, that blanket grows more and more stuffy. You lose track of time, and- well, yourself. The next time you open your eyes, you’re greeted to a shirtless and more disheveled Tony Stark on top of you, kissing down your neck, and humping his bulge against you and- oh fuck your pants were gone.
Okay, this had officially gone too far. Yes, this was hot, and yes your body was awakened from the longest dry spell ever by his kisses, but you had to try and stop this. You had to get Tony to shut this shit down, and then blame your horny self later.
But first, Operation Turn off Tony.
“Wait!” Your hands fly to Tony’s chest, pushing with effort despite wanting to melt into a puddle. “I can’t- you know I can’t-”
Okay, your voice would’ve sounded commanding if Tony hadn’t run his hands under your shirt.
And if his arm wasn’t practically glued to the damn cushions you would've had more leeway to shake him off. And if he wasn’t so stron-
Wait- one arm?
…
…oh my god why is he pushing against you?
“Oh?” It comes out automatically and your body absolutely preens at the sensation before you come back down.
Oh fuck no- now two of his fingers are inside you and you’re not sure if you can even try to hold him off now.
Think of Steve think of Steve think of Steve think of Steve-!
“Tony, mmn-m, pl-”
“Why refuse this?” He pauses to let his fingers talk and the resulting squelching has you trying to seal your mouth in protest. “Why refuse me? When the sweet release you want is right in front of you?” His fingers fall away. “And when this-” he rolls his denim-covered penis over your pussy, eliciting a groan from both of you, “cock is ready and begging to be inside you?”
There is no hope to quell your blushing at this point either, you unhelpfully surmise to yourself. But even so, you don’t let up, forcing yourself to meet his eyes.
“He’ll, ah- find out, hah, Tony.” Fucking hell it was hard to form words now, “and he w-will-”
Tony, more envious than you’ve ever seen him, snarls in retaliation. “Don’t think about him! He’s not the one who’s going to be fucking you tonight.” He takes a moment to regain his composure before adding, “don’t worry, baby. I’ll make you feel so good you can’t stand it.”
“Ton- ah!”He hit a sensitive spot inside you, and your body jolted with the feeling. “P-please...ha...” You pant, trying to control yourself as his fingers retract. Trying to think of Steve instead, and all the other reasons why you shouldn’t be doing this. Why he shouldn’t be doing this to you and how he’s currently making you tingle in too many places.
In mock concern, he inquires, “what is it, baby? I’m right here...” You swear to the highest moon that Tony Stark’s teasing is the worst kind you’ve ever had to experience in your entire life; mainly because he does it in a way that pisses you off to no end.
“I- Tony, I n-need you to-” He shushes you, leaving you more baffled. He doesn’t even know your request yet and he’s already cutting you off. The playboy slides two fingers inside your wet canal and you cry out in surprise. They slip out within the next second, not allowing you to properly process the action. He languidly laps at his fingers and you actually whine at the sight, which is literally the worst reaction you could've had. Tony hums at the taste and his eyes, holding your own, gleam wickedly as you attempt to recover.
“Oh, you need me to fuck you baby? Say no more.”
You gasp, utterly scandalized. How the fuck did he interpret a nothing sentence into that? He’s already working on unzipping his jeans and you’re quick to remedy the situation, despite your breathlessness. “No, Tony, that’s not-” A hand swiftly comes down to palm your sensitive pussy and squeezes, attempting to shut you up with desire. You’re shameful when you realize his tactic worked, as you find it elicits a sexual groan from you strong enough to make your head tilt up towards the ceiling and your back arch off the couch. Tony tuts at your wanton display.
“Don’t deny it, honey. You’re absolutely dripping for cock.” He leans in close to your ear and latches his mouth onto your neck. The man nibbles and suckles enough to probably leave a mark before playfully biting your earlobe and whispering, “and I’m more than willing to provide that relief.” A small part of you finds it ironic he’d use the word willing when you haven’t vocally confirmed it in this case.
When he’s fully sheathed inside you, he sits still for a minute, groaning at the feel of you. Tony then starts circling his hips, not thrusting in the slightest, and at this point you’ve had enough of his games. If he wants to do this so badly then so be it. “No teasing…” you huff unpleasantly.
“Hmm? What was that?” His member is still nudging against the ridges of your vaginal walls, causing your lower body to spasm and tighten at random intervals.
“If you’re going to fuck me then actually fuck me.” You make your voice harsh to get your impatience across, keeping your gaze even. Tony simply winks and wastes no time setting a pace inside you, smirking pleasantly as your body shifts from his thrusts. He licks his lips at the sight of your breasts bouncing underneath your shirt and impatiently forces the fabric up to your neck to squeeze at one.
You close your eyes and furrow your brows, focusing your efforts on meeting Tony’s thrusts and tightening your pelvic muscles frequently to help his orgasm along. Judging by his strained moans, the fruits of your past lovers' labor seem to be working. He starts to shudder and you beam with pride.
Jackpot.
That is until he yanks himself out of you completely, struggling to hold himself over your body.
“Mngh, hah- baby,” he laughs in between ragged breaths, “let’s not spoil the fun too early, now…”
Tony then switches to playfully dragging his cock along the splayed seam of your lips, right over your spasming hole, and you wouldn’t have been able to hold in that unholy moan if you tried.
He flips you over without a word, leaving you disoriented with an “oof,” as he re-positions you to make your ass hang lewdly in the air. Tony swats one asscheek and your hands scramble to find purchase before he tries something else, which you seldom find in the firm material. Another mocking sound escapes his throat at your reaction and you turn your head to glare at him.
“Could have given a girl a warning, y’know?”
“Well, sweetcheeks, I can’t very well tackle this raging problem unless I approach it from all possible angles~” His eyes rove over your new position admiringly. “And this view is definitely worth the effort.”
He winks at you, smirking all the while. You refuse to react, deadpanning, before giving up. “Fuck you, Stark.”
He says some other comment you don’t care about- on the lines of having patience- when something wet wiggles across your folds-
Your eyes widen. Was this a better advantage point for him to-
His tongue thrusts itself inside your walls and you lose all sense of thought, wanting to collapse into the couch already. Tony’s firm and swift in his movements, pressing the angle of his chin into your mound harshly and rubbing your sensitive areas consistently. The stiff hairs of his beard rub themselves across your clit as he leans forward and you lose all sense of yourself, screaming into the cushioned void and spasming around his mouth.
Your hips lull into a gentle rocking, you realize, when the sensations have dulled. You can still feel Tony between your legs, but licking you much more softly now. Your satisfied mews fall out of your mouth like a gentle stream, and you let yourself bask in the well-overdue afterglow.
Tony slowly parts from your pussy with a smacking sound, and you feel saliva trailing down your thighs as you whine. You hear him say the word “ready” and you hum questionably, not in the mood for words. He leans forward to kiss up your back and make a path for your ear, reiterating himself.
“You ready for me, honey?”
“Mm, you’re not-?”
“-finished? How kind of you to offer, baby. After all, I haven’t finished fucking you into forgetting him yet.”
Your brain almost fits the pieces together, already turning towards him to voice the question when you feel him line up his cock at your entrance. You don’t even bother doing anything other than bracing yourself as Tony thrusts into you, and you realize too late that you’re still too sensitive.
He’s more insistent as he fucks into you, just as his mouth, but he’s humping into all the right places despite your body singing to the point of pain.
“Ahn! O-oh!” At this point, you literally didn’t care that your face was practically being suffocated by the cushions that Tony Stark- your not-boyfriend- was pushing you into and fondling your breasts. You were about to get an orgasm on a dick you haven’t been treated to in months on top of a great orgasm, and it was quickly feeling like it was going to be one of the best ones you’ve ever had.
“Oh, fuck- yes, oh- Tony- fuck-! me!” You manage to scream out over your lack of breath, feeling his thrusts grow frantic. The determined mumbling he’s spouting over your ear becomes noise as your second orgasm crashes over you. Your ears are fuzzy but you can make out Tony proclaiming your name in ecstasy before he plops down on your back, causing your legs to fully give out.
You pant there, lying in sweat and regret, wanting to move just yet but knowing you have a lot of cleanup to do.
Tony shifts first, stroking your hair as he whispers once more, “So, was that a thorough fucking for you baby?”
Despite yourself, you laugh. Whether it was from the now spiraling guilt slowly ebbing away at your brain or that it was from the sudden feeling of loss in how to handle your new infidelity status, you didn’t know. You chalked it up to exhaustion.
Tony mumbles again, but you’re coherent enough to understand his words and nod, calmly lying there as he gets up.
You waited until the bare ass of Tony left your line of sight before you shot up like a lightning bolt, gathering your clothes and racing toward the elevator in one fluid motion.
You impatiently return to your room to inspect Tony’s damages in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror, trying to ignore the aftersex glow you still had. Your hands trail over your naked body, taking note of the reddened marks with each twist and turn. Yep, that was definitely a hickey.
They halt on your thighs when you feel a searing pain there and your eyes grow wide, mouth hanging open with a hiss.
Oh fuck. You had beard burn. How the hell were you going to explain that to Steve? Covering them up was one thing- but the itching pain you were going to feel?
The cum inside you suddenly shifts downward and you instinctively clench to hold it in, cringing at yourself. Another man’s mess splattered on the carpet of your and your boyfriend’s room is not what you needed right now.
Biting the inside of your lip, you hurry to the connecting bathroom and wash yourself of the sexual encounter the best you can.

#moi writing#tony stark lemon#tony stark x reader#yandere tony stark#yandere tony stark x reader#tony stark smut#yeh the citrus scale lives rent free in my brain#tony stark x reader smut#side note:#i had 3 gifs/image inspos on standby and i decided on the funny one because thats literally the plot in my brain#it's 2 hrs later and im still cackling at the ruins lives tag#i like to have fun here
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ok um i am going to vent on something as someone with an outside perspective and people are going to be normal about that right. okay lol. im sick of hearing about taylor swift <3 as compared to a few years ago even she is like... suffocating. and i feel like we never advance this conversation because on one hand we have people who swing into full misogyny when talking about her, and on the other we have people who won't admit that she blatantly uses feminism to deflect from her problematic behaviors, or at least they won't like, do anything about it, and in this way she sort of ends up misleading a lot of young girls into like. girlboss liberal white feminism. im not saying shes a supervillain for it but you can't deny the ramifications of what she does and doesn't speak up about, just given the absolutely massive platform she has. she is the biggest pop star in the world
for the record, i don't expect taylor to be like. a normal person. she was very famous from a very young age and people aren't normal about teen/adolescent stars, especially when they're girls and women. she had her personal drama aired out in front of the world, had so much misogynistic dialogue surrounding her, from demeaning her success to interrogating her dating life (and never holding the pedos who preyed on her at a young age to any sort of standard!) and for many years people weren't very critical of that. it was normalized to be trashing this young girl's name and saying vile shit about her to like the entire nation and i dont blame her for being like, a little off after that. and yeah i also don’t think we should look to celebrities as our end all be all of activism and opinions on sociopolitical issues
but we've gone full swing into like. she is so famous and so big that her actions can be harmful and she does these things anyway because she doesn't expect her fanbase to hold her accountable, lest they be acting like the very sexists who tried to ruin her career. at least i imagine that's what the thought process is like, at least at some level, but at this point it's just like. this woman makes so much money. so much money it's ridiculous. idk how y'all fathomed paying so much for concert tickets but like i'll give props that they at least seemed to have some insane production/theatrics... so like alright. there's that.
but she is reselling the same songs. sometimes that don't sound that good. and making more money off that. yes yes to 'officially own them' and whatever. and releasing vault tracks and other versions of albums with different songs on them. but never all the same bc u need to collect them all. and the thing is some of them are like kinda bad. but you listen to them anyway because we live in a time of overconsumption/consumerism in late capitalism and it's like trendy and fun to be able to tell what song of hers is playing in the first millisecond. sorry or just your personal attachment to her. and don't say it's embarrassing to be a taylor swift fan these days she's like. so huge. and some of you equate embarrassment with having to hear criticism toward her. which might not be as common if swifties idk stepped it up and actually expected something from her?
which i guess is getting me to my main point here. can you imagine like. what would happen if taylor swift actually said anything about palestine? or anything of value in the world right now? no one's asking her to be a fucking scholar on it but genuinely sorry there’s like a genocide. several. the most documented real time genocide of our time i don’t care if it makes you upset that people expect something from her. she is time's person of the year. she has everyone from young girls to lesbians to gay men to bored football wives to dads to well fucking etc you get the point tuned in. she has dabbled in so many different spaces done so many collaborations aligned herself with so many entities who can keep up? if she, as massive as she is right now, posted something as simple as 'free palestine' or called for a ceasefire, can you imagine what would happen? i can’t help but think about it when day in and day out my feed is filled with screaming people being pulled from rubble or having their limbs amputated.
but she won't, because, quite frankly, what does she have to gain from it? she’s teaming up with the nfl right now to make some more money, she's gotta have at least like 4 new albums recorded in the last two years and at least um what three more that you're expecting? and she doesn't even have to like? write new music really? (edit: oh boy!) why the fuck would she be doing anything with her time other than poisoning the planet with jet fuel to visit her pr boyfriend?
taylor swift is never gonna be punk or what the hell ever beyond like a white liberal-at-best moderate woman. but if any of you could talk to each other and talk about, like, organizing in ways that it would be impossible for her to continue to ignore these situations, and just keep playing her tour FILM (how could i forget) in israel and etc, like if you could flood her socials or do a mass movement (and it would be massive given the sheer amount of peoples' top artists she's in) of not listening/buying/interacting with her stuff, until her agents and whatever had to make some sort of statement? like that's the only chance we've got with her
i'm not saying don’t be her fan, or listen to her music, or have an attachment, etc, but she's been around enough vile, anti-feminist, racist things this past year that y'all DO need to hold her accountable. like way more than you do. or it's going to be like really difficult to. tolerate it. haha. like you SHOULD be vocally and loudly disapproving of her actions when it causes a lot of damage overall. speaking up about her insane climate irresponsibility when we're having the hottest years on record is not the same as the people who felt the need to like pick apart her dating life on the news. but can we talk about how she's officially like. circled back and now is purposefully making news about her dating life? for her personal gain and that of the fucking nfl? lol. in a way it is funny for her to ‘take that power back’ in a way, of her image, and i think that’s how some people might view it, but like on the other hand she obviously is gaining a lot from this. you know. a lot of actual money. she is going to profit off this image of her being misunderstood etc for as long as u guys allow it and well i just think that has run its course. yk
continuing into 2024 (edit: and now with the release of a new album!) i don't want to see swifties automatically exonerating themselves from difficult conversations because like they feel like their fave has faced enough unwarranted criticism. or bc other people should also be criticized. much of it is warranted! and you guys need to grow up and be able to talk about it and stop painting taylor swift's face as like the Pinnacle of feminism. she doesn't and shouldn't have to be, and she isn't, and she should in fact be held accountable when she does really fucking shitty things on account of they're shitty! i don't care that she's a woman! it's like that meme of oh yay a woman democrat sent these missiles. oh yay a woman is massively damaging the planet and proudly dated a violent misogynistic racist, and faced minimum criticism for these things over and over because your only comeback is ‘well what about’ if a man did the same thing, etc, you refuse to just look at the situation we do have. yes we should. we should do that we should hold men accountable but you can also like not accept awful fucking behavior from your faves when you have a chance. do you think that’s helping feminism genuinely. use your voice use your power (your money) to like. do something for once. i cannot keep living in the taylor swift echo chamber.
and for the record. i like enjoyed taylor like back when i was a young girl and she had a few songs on the radio, and i honestly even had a moment where i used guys' opinions on her as a first step to navigate who i felt safe around in a very hypermasculine sexist college space. because yes. some people do need feminism 101 and some people's genuinely misogynistic rage will be demonstrated in their hatred of taylor and her success. but at some point we gotta move on from that. if some people will look at the most powerful woman in the world, who has enough money to stay away from them and an extremely massive loyal fanbase watching and supporting her every move - if some men take out their hatred on her, a powerful white woman, how do you think they view and treat women who are not white, thin, "conventionally"/eurocentrically attractive, or accessible to cis/het audiences?
anyway i hope that i can bring a conversation to the swiftieverse cause i honestly believe u guys could have comparable impact to like. bts stans. maybe. if you put your minds together for a good cause. and we don’t have to do the oppression olympics or whataboutisms or WHATEVER for forever. can we please move the conversation forward does anyone else feel insane with like where we’re at
on that note, i really do think now is the perfect moment for you to disrupt shit with your voices and demand better from her. it might not save the world, but it could make a huge difference in changing peoples' minds
okay um. thanks 👍
tldr i can’t do another year of swiftie discourse i just can’t please if there is a god out there help us
#abby talks#well here’s a draft that i guess is relevant#taylor swift#swifties#swiftie#midnights#1989#folklore#evermore#taylor’s version#travis kelce#long post#ok swiftie mutuals u better have my back here 😇👍
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Scoosletter
Heya. No updates.
Am I okay: .
Things that happened: .
Log:
(This paragraph is a log I made at 6:24 AM, the rest of the log is at night)
I had to physically shut off a playlist about 5 minutes ago because i accidentally clicked one I made for someone I just lost. (They aren’t dead.) Not sure how to cope.
And now it’s later in the day
School fucking sucked. Nobody has talked this out and I’m stuck in between. Only one didn’t vent to me about it and expect me to agree. I’ve got 3 different views rhag aren’t even mine. I should’ve stopped it sooner. Instead I ignores it. I think they hate me. They should.
My parents are being rude as always. I need to move and I’m forced to sit. It’s called ADHD. Please turn down the radio I don’t like how loud it is, but instead they turned it up on purpose. It’s so loud. I’m really overstimulated now.
Only thing that really gets me happy these days is my buddies. Which is nice, since j can contact most of em whenever. But I’m still so isolated and it sucks. I don’t mind it as mcuh anymore. I think im used to it. I’m learning how to get around the limits and ways to entertain myself with them. For example: how high of a score can I get in the minute I’m allowed? What if I color swap this guy in markup? Etc. I’m getting bored again though. Working through it. Still no idea when I’m allowed time again. I know I’m getting a new phone soon since this one is 7 years old and dies whenever the fuck it wants. Slow too. It’s alright. I’m alive aren’t I?
I’ve had a few people tell me to talk to someone or get help, and I actually am, as I’ve said before :)
I am in therapy, even if it’s not as often as I’d like, and I am talking to trusted people when I need too. So please just don’t go “get help” “go to therapy”. I’m not mad about it. Just don’t like it very much. I also don’t really appreciate whoever was on anon spamming “mentally ill” earlier. I blocked them. So. Idc who they were, fuck off. I fully understand I have mental health issues and am addressing them. Cool.
That was really only like one or three folks, so don’t take that personally
Final thing is, my nose has been bleeding for a while now. I think I broke it, idk. I got punched. It’s prolly fine 👍
I’ve noticed my parents doesn’t really trust me, but I have done nothing untrustworthy and only lied when I had too. So. Maybe if they tried?
Lyric: I smile when I cry to hide what I felt, “I’m doing fine”, speak for yourself - 2085, AJR
lyric 2: you gotta get better your all that I got. - 2085 again lol
Tags: @honey-bell-aint-well @skelpiescool @doubladescimitar @mydysfunctionallife @youtry2replaceurself @100percentevil
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how many souls have you taken Revel bc ive seen multiple ppl promising their life to you and with your delicious writing im about to be yet another life in your debt 😭😭
So, so many souls. Maybe I’m an Eldritch horror bartering in the shadows. Maybe I’m just a collection of exceptionally clever crows in a trench coat with a stolen cell phone. You’ll never know…

Finally ran out of space on the shelf… 18+ content mass displaced mechs 🌶️

Everything Is Alright Pt 97
IDW Starscream x Reader, Soundwave x Reader, Megatron x Reader
• Watching Starscream and Soundwave murmuring to you, worrying over you, makes Megatron feel uncomfortably off balance. It’s the tender way Soundwave cups your face, tucking your hair behind your ear and the way Starscream runs his servos over you to make sure you’re unharmed. He’s jealous, he realizes. And he hates it. Not only that, not only jealous, but lonely and that’s so much worse. Surrounded by his followers all the time, but unable to really trust many of them, he’s isolated himself. Alone. Growling softly, optics narrowing, a part of him despises Starscream’s happiness. After all the Seeker’s done, he doesn’t deserve for things to break his way. To be happy and it twists angrily about his spark. “If you’re not going to play with your little pet, maybe I should,” he snarls just to needle Starscream and it works, the mech glaring, wings flicking up and quivering.
• “Cut it out,” you snap at Megatron, and Starscream stiffens, wings flaring slightly. Tensed to protect you when Megatron lashes out at your impudence, because there’s no way you’ll go unscathed for that. For defying him. Watches Megatron’s optics narrow, and Starscream’s servos tighten on you. Ready to grab you and bolt. He’s a much smaller target this size, can fly off and hide with you until Megatron calms down. Soundwave can fend for himself. And then to his utter shock, Megatron laughs. “Stop being a jerk, you already got a free show.”
• Voice wavering as you glare at Megatron and your heart races, you’re encouraged that he thinks your anger is funny and that he’s not getting pissed off. Because he’d been trying to provoke Star and you’re sure all of them know it. So you’d panicked and drawn his attention to you instead. Soundwave’s hands flex against you as if wanting to tell you to stop. And Starscream reaches around you to cover your mouth, growling when you twist your head away. Know they’re worried you’ll push too hard and direct Megatron’s anger at you. “Don’t, little one,” Soundwave growls, voice low as he and Star exchange a look.
• “Let our little pet speak,” Megatron laughs, waving a hand. “Primus knows, no one else here is willing to contradict me.” Uncertain, Soundwave vents against you. Almost tempted to hook a thought in Megatron’s processor, because amusement wasn’t what he was expecting. And he desperately wants to know what their leader is thinking right then. What he thinks of you, because there’s a hunger on the warlord’s face he’s seen before. It’s the look he’d worn in the gladiator pits, defiant and starving to be seen, recognized. “You have a problem fragging in front of me? You didn’t before.”
• “To be fair, I didn’t know you were there until you said something. I was a bit busy,” you counter, chin lifting as your face reddens. And Starscream knows you well enough to know the attitude is all bluster. You’re frightened, he can feel you trembling against him, one of your hand reaching back to grip his arm, the other grabbing Soundwave like you need them to anchor you. Your fear doing things to him. “Go find your own human if you want a show.”
• “Why would I do that, when I already have my own?” Doesn’t mean to say that, to make that claim. Only to antagonize you because your irritation with him is delicious. Ignoring the two other mechs, he stares at you, daring you to contradict him. Watching those eyes narrow, before they slide over him from helm to ped in a slow perusal that makes him freeze. That to his utter shock makes his spike stir behind his plating. Because it’s one thing to taunt and tease. Giving in to that same deviancy Starscream and Soundwave are lost in the grips of? It’s tempting. So tempting. “And if I order them to frag you so I can watch?” If he frags you?
• Can feel the tension in both of your mechs, their hands almost bruising on you. “If you want to watch, just say it,” you mutter, turning in their arms to face Star. Seeing the fury there as you go up on tiptoe to brush your mouth against his. Know this whole thing is meant to demean him, to make him angry. To prove he’s powerless. That he can’t protect you, but you can protect him. If he’s a ticking time bomb about to go and cause as much collateral damage as possible, and you know he is, you have to distract him. “This isn’t his. It’s yours,” you whisper against his mouth, arching into him. “I’m yours.”
• Servos tangling in your hair as your mouth slides against his, his optics shutter. Blocking out Soundwave and Megatron, focusing on you. The warmth of you against him, those soft hands sliding down his chassis to brush against his plating. Asking. They’re watching, Soundwave is almost pressed against your back, his knuckles brushing the other mech as he strokes over you, but he slowly relaxes into you anyway. Pretending this is okay. Because no matter what happens, you are his. His sparkmate, bound to him. Let Megatron watch and see what he can’t have. Freeing his spike, he vents against your throat as Soundwave’s hands grip your hips and lift you for him. Knows the communications officer is trying to shield you from Megatron’s view as much as possible and he appreciates it even as it annoys him that he needs the help.
• That breathy noise you make, head falling back against Soundwave when Starscream enters you goes straight through Megatron. Shifting on his throne, resisting the urge to move closer to see. With Soundwave’s back to him, his body is shielding you from view. But he can hear the wet sound of Starscream thrusting inside you, the Seeker’s low growls and hitching vents. Soundwave murmuring to you, too low to pick out the words. Optics half shuttered, he tries to focus on just you. Hating Starscream in that moment more than he’s ever hated him before. For having this, for being happy when he doesn’t deserve it. He’s not the one who’s lost everything. Who’s sacrificed everything for his goals. For what he believes in. And what he gained? Ash and death. Nothing good, and he wants something warm and soft in that moment. Someone who can’t plot against him or use him. Will defy him and challenge him. He wants you.
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