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Do you have any tips on how to draw Omega-xis' spikeyness?
Oh gosh, I wanna assume you are talking about the light of his body? I guess I see the material being like an explosion, where it starts really big and wide then starts to narrow down. On that note, I see the material as sporadic so I think it's okay to make it look as non-uniform, so some spikes can be real long and some not.
His torso looks like the zig-zag of a lightning bolt to me, so I try to go for a shape like that and but it "explosion" again.
For his "mane", which I think of it like X-Zero's ponytail where it has this big hump at the start (but it starts at the top of his head and connects back to his neck?) then follows the same idea from before.
So maybe think about it as if Omega-Xis had regular human proportions but then make then "explosion", I'm sorry if that doesn't make a lot of sense as I'm very bad at explaining things. L(///L )
I also made a visual of what I mean if it may be more helpful:
If you were otherwise talking about his head, I find that I start with his "ears" then draw the "spikes" over his eyes to figure out the perspective I want to go for. To me, he's like recalling how to draw a furry-anthro, dragon, and a box at the same time. ^^;
#I'm sure there are other people more comfortable drawing him but this is how I go about it personally#I think as long as you find a distribution of the Longs and Shorts that you like the shape will turn out just fine#and it's okay to get messy with it#Asks#Ask Mew#when-hijinks-ensues#again sorry for any confusing wording I hope you may be able to find some helpful things here#and of course if this wasn't what you meant at all please feel free to correct me ^^;
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the more I play the more I think lucanis basically knows it's illario who betrayed him right from the beginning (he's had a year in the ossuary to think. not that many people knew where he was going. when you ask him 'did Illario know you'd be on that ship' his only answer is the hardest flattest 'yes' you ever heard). so it's not so much about figuring out who the traitor is (because that's ludicrous. we all know. immediately. they didn't really bother to hide it lmao) as about methodically closing off every single avenue of denial lucanis has clung to that whole time with as much or little gentleness as you might prefer until he has no choice but to admit it. because the moment he has to admit it, he'll have to do something -- feel something -- about it. and that's such a catastrophic event in lucanis' inner landscape (he has had TWO people in this whole entire world up until now and will do anything to hold on to them with a heartbreaking child-like desperation, even at and especially through the detriment of his own self) that he'd rather just. not. what if we quite simply. didn't. what if we just stayed here in the emptiness where we can both pretend you didn't hurt me in a way I should never forgive. I have so much practice in that with caterina already it's always worked out great for everyone so far. (press x to fucking doubt but that's trauma logic for you lol)
after everything illario did, so much of the storm of lucanis' emotions around it is 'what the FUCK did you get yourself tangled up in this time and how do I get you out of this mess safely'. what's worse: the fact that your brother murdered you, or that he put himself in horrible danger doing so and thus exposed you to the risk of losing him forever. lucanis' heart certainly has an opinion here and it's fucking unhinged (affectionate)
the themes of dissociation in lucanis' character in general makes me feel nuts. allllll these contradictory messy things he needs to cut off from each other because they can't coexist or be easily reconciled inside him. but all remain stubbornly true separately anyway and will have their due one day. love and resentment. tenderness and fear and rage. terror and longing. love and freedom don't coexist. the burned out golden child anthem is playing in the background. he was always caterina's favourite and he has to keep striving to deserve that dubious honour with every breath he takes and then, presumably, mercifully, some day he will die and be excused and can rest. and until now he's suppressed all the -- natural, healthy, protective! -- negative feelings that threaten the few attachment relationships he actually has, at the cost of ever actually having his needs for connection and safety met and leaving his core self imprisoned and compromised. and spite goes 'what. no. that's dumb fuck that' (*spite voice* I do not understand that and even if I did I would not respect it) and does not allow him to fall back into that, which I think is what saves his life, ultimately. it took being possessed by a demon for lucanis to even contemplate telling anyone he loves 'no' in any way, but hey. whatever gets you there right lol
lucanis is dealing with the freeze response allll the way down baby. and he was even before the ossuary, that just turbo powered it and brought it to a breaking point way before it could happen naturally. but something was going to break eventually no matter what, and I'm just glad that in the end, through the power of friendship and also pure spite, it doesn't have to be him
#I am worried about him all the time. but also: his found family of godslaying maniacs and also the power of love. there are reasons to hope#when there was only one set of footprints in the sand that was the veilguard party holding lucanis in their arms#and going 'excuse you he said no FUCKING pickles!!!' while he's like '🥺should you guys really be -- ' 'YES'#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age meta#there's some messiness to his arc but what mary kirby managed to capture here about how this works. is everything to me#he is so exactly for me. I'm sorry for all the people he turned out not to be for. but not for him being for me#the gift of looking at him and hearing 'you're more than what you're going through' and be forced to annoyedly go 'okay#MAYBE that could be also be true for me. maybe.' he's going through it. and also so much more and the funniest person in the world#he's so worth it to still have in the world!!!!#I'm so glad we don't get to 'fix' his relationship with his family and especially caterina actually#that is stuff that would need to happen on a time scale waaay outside of the one in this game#and there's Something very real in having to go 'this is not for me to decide for you. who you love and what you do about it is yours'
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I wish some aces would stop excluding other aces with complex sexual experiences. like I get why but you have to realize that being ace does not mean they don't enjoy sexual experiences and it's weird when you complain about allo people and boil it down to "people who have sexual experiences" and also shame people for their sex life and kinks as if your own community doesnt INCLUDE those people. because there are other aces out there who still masturbate, who feel sexually attracted to their own body, who barely experiences sexual attraction but still enjoys sex, who like consuming sexual media, who like sfw kink. being ace is so so much more complex than just "disliking sex". and also aromantic exclusionism in the same genre of posts is something i see a lot. especially aro allos. I hate hate hate seeing a community that SHOULD be inclusive boil down sexuality and exclude people.
#okay to reblog#if you reblog this post to argue or whatever though im killing you this is about my personal queer experiences not a discourse post#feel free to add your own experiences if youre aceflux demisexual whatever. i love you guys.#rambling#rant#messy writing sorry#but as an aroace myself i just felt like i had to get it out i guess#i always feel like im not ace enough but im not allo enough to be either#aroace#arospec#aromantic#asexual#acespec#ace#aceflux#aroflux#demiromantic#demisexual#lbgtqia#lbgtq#queer#text post#vent#queer community
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hideduo! am I right

#hideduo#hideduo fanart#fitmc fanart#pactw fanart#fitmc#pactw#arkanis#arkanis smp#look guys... I may or may not be hyperfixated on these gay men again...#i just love them okay....#still cant get over the fact that this actually happened#they kissed!!!!!!!#it looks kinda messy cuz I was trying out smtn new#drew this on my phone
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collection of some loz origin au stuff i've been chipping away at for awhile now ^_^ with a healthy amount of dunmeshi insp for good measure LOL (the ooccoo isnt relevant she's just here for size comparison purposes)
feat my beloved good friend @linkvcr's hylia design also. because i am obsessed with her and you should be too 🫵
#sitting here hoping and praying these images dont get crunched too badly <- guy who knows its in vain#WELL WHATEVER. i had fun. kinda. enjoy bcus i am still playing ffxiv and will be for the foreseeable future#loz#hylia#link#tloz#loz au#loz fanart#skyward sword#zelda#sksw#hylink#yeah it gets that tag too. sorry. but his name isnt/wasnt link either he's just the og dude#'well what is his name then' whell..... idk <3#we really have just been calling this dude the first hero or her hero for a few weeks now. hope you enjoy whatever vision is going on here#bcus i dooooo ^_^#speaking of which he definitely came out really messy but. gotta start somewhere i think. loved drawing weird and fucked up hylia though#OKAY NO MORE RAMBLING. see you later#my art
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“Now they can be who they're meant to be, now they can gaze on a new horizon”
Decided to reanimate a scene from the little mermaid but for my au 🫶
@hrtzbeat @sunsmilu also tagging y'all since you seemed interested, I hope you don't mind!
(scene under the cut)
Taglist: @solxima @angelwishess @scint1llat3 @distant-velleity @twtysevapr @cynthinesia @h0neybane @viperbunnies @linabirb @thehollowwriter @wafflethewitchboy @siphoklansan @jewelulu @skibidibabygirl @jadelover69 @savanaclaw1996 @officialdaydreamer00 (ask me if you wanna be added/removed!)
#It's messy and it gets blurrier as I kept duplicating and adjusting it#But it's honest work that was done with love 💙#I sacrificed all my assignments for this tho#And beauty sleep for prom#It's okay I know my priorities 💪 (lie)#Also guys ! I now learned firsthand why you shouldn't make stuff too detailed when animating !#Like I might've just redrawn scenes so they don't get blurrier and blurrier BUT I MADE THE FIRST ONE TOO DETAILED#twisted wonderland#twst#twst art#twst fanart#twisted wonderland fanart#digital art#digital illustration#Yes I'm adding all the tags this took me ages#the little mermaid#the little mermaid au#<- this is my own tag tho#art#twst azul#azul ashengrotto#oc x canon#twst oc x canon#twst oc#twst yuu#azul ashengrotto x yuu#azul ashengrotto x oc#azulchi#taruchi#☆ taruchi's drawings 🖌️
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#it's okay#take care of yourself#get some help#coping#coping skills#healing#trauma#recovery#grief#it's okay to be messy#feelings#feel your feelings#your feelings are valid#your pain is valid#your trauma is valid#difficult times#rough day#self compassion#mental health#doing your best
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practicing osomatsu-san art style …this is hell ;w;
#osomatsu san#mr osomatsu#osomatsu matsuno#osomatsu san fanart#osomatsu fanart#おそ松さん#osomatsu kun#practicing the art style…i hate this#kiki try not to suffer challenge (IMPOSSIBLE)#I could draw him in my art style but that’s boring..#also kinda new to tumblr ;w; but I do lurk a littleeeee teeheee#been in this fandom for 7 years and never really interacted#but if anyone has any advice on getting the art style right errrrmmm i would appreciate it! i just used official art#official art being NEET style book cover… used ichi choro and oso pose ^_^#need to master this art style#my art style is kinda messy..sorry about that! !#hc that oso has some facial hair and just messy/bed hair all the time..heheee if you haven’t noticed that#also hc he has some beauty marks#but forgot to add that in..;w;#but it’s mostly on his body so ..bleh#okay …enough talking I’ll try to post more :3
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"Where the world was empty, save you and I."
#mothwing#leafpool#mothpool#warrior cats#I haven't drawn anything in months but I'm trying to get back into it#I'm an obsessive perfectionist (to my detriment) with my drawings#it keeps me from finishing things#so I cranked this out just today and am making myself be okay with the mistakes and messy parts#my art
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I realized that no one has ever asked a Rulie doodle request if I remember well, and felt quite bad for the poor guy. Look at him, he's begging you to make him do something silly on a drawing
#don't feel bad Rulie#it's okay to feel a little like a loser sometimes#it be like that sometimes#but it's okay#you'll forget and continue with your day#he may look a little messy here#I did this a bit quick sorry#also I'm sorry for being slow#I started classes today and they will definitely take a lot of time and my soul from now on#so I'll be just a little dead these months#literally#until june#:'^)#I just started today and I'm already scared#it's so easy to fail#but please don't think I'm ignoring your requests#I see all of them#I get so happy everytime I see a new request#I'll just be a little slower and late#so thanks for your time and patience for asking and interacting with my doodles <3#lu hyrule#my art#and a little of vent#ngl#perry's doodles
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You should, like, make Akibel content...
It would be awesome I believe....
272. okay. yay.
#corru.daily#mod.velzie#messy because ohmy god im overheating ohhh my god the fan will absolutely never get enough cool air in here for me to feel okay with this#weather.
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planetlord planetlord planetlord planetlord planetlord plane- (me trying to mention planetlord as many times so we can get art of them) /silly
planetlord......
#☆ inbox .#☆ mutuals .#☆ my art .#quick doodle#a little messy because im trying to get used to long nails again#its a little hard and i only had actually long nails like once in my life#but theyre pretty and i dont wanna shorten them :(#they make me feel prettier too#okay sorry for rambling#ummmm#planetlord#i miss them so much....#please more uu planet in the next spoke uu episode#look at them <33
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^ i care about this scribble deeply . He he ehehe hehe
#bloodborne#decadentart#man idk what to even tag this as beyond just Bloodborne. just a bunch of yharnamites & the good hunter#I love you people of yharnam. Very dear to me#kind of an exploration of Ideas . Not reallt anything comprehensive . thats how u should do it tbh#if im drawing shit every day. its gonna get messy. Orkay#drivel as in nonsense#but also? drool. Hrmg#yes i gave that man a tail. and?#i#i should draw some yharnamites again sometime genuinely fun drawing unwashed hairy lads idk#u kinda havw to get me#also yeah the weird lips are intentional#its like the lips on dogs and wolves#look ive been listrning to the voice files of the yharnamites and it make me giggle hehehehhehe#okay! get out of my house *slams door*#also gonna try doing it only 3 colors each day. Smillee
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silo s2e9 the safeguard
to know her is to love her (and i do, and i do)
#silo apple tv#silo season 2#silo spoilers#siloedit#silogifs#silo s2#lukas kyle#shirley campbell#juliette nichols#me holding out for some juliette/shirley crumbs#juliette x shirley#silo 2x09#mygifs#this scene is *so* dark as is most of the show. i think it's really designed to be watched at full brightness on whatever screen#which is okay if you're watching fullscreen on a tv or other device#but i was struggling to get it legible at all at low-medium brightness for gifs without it looking *horrible*#so i did the best i could but it was near invisible and clean-ish or sort of visible and messy so i chose the latter#but that 7th gif where the warm light kisses the profile of shirley's face? absolutely gorgeous and lovely#there was a scene with avi nash where you could really sit and appreciate how beautiful his face is but i didn't clip it when i noticed#and now finding it...... hurgh. i don't know him from anything else so i was like wow hello eyes lashes nose skin bone structure
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does anyone ever think about the fact that sabo and law would be so insufferable together also because they're two witty little bastards who also happen to be strategists/plan makers. i'm sure i've said it before somewhere but just imagine their interactions together. a game of wits between assholes. oda can you please pick up the phone
#happy sabolaw sunday everyone#i know its been a while. lifes been messy And busy#i also just noticed i have some asks i need to get to!!! i apologize for the long wait i promise i'll get back to u asap!!!!!#get my sabolaw worms in the meantime#god law NEEDS to interact with sabo. he just needs to. trust me#sabolaw#sabo x law#okay these will do#fool rambles
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I'm kind of obsessed with Blackwall's idealized ideas about the Wardens. He was once picked up by a Warden and lulled by the promise of atoning for his crimes and turning his life around, only for that opportunity to slip away when the Warden not only saved him, but sacrificed his own life to do it. This whole experience makes our Blackwall become a Warden in heart, if not in blood, but with his own ideas of what a Grey Warden should be - noble, brave, inspiring, heroic, self-sacrificial. Everything he now wants to embody. He knows well that he's not there, but he wants nothing more than to start from scratch and be that.
In his beliefs, he reminds me a bit of Wynne in Origins who tells the Warden at some point that the Grey Wardens are supposed to be more than killing machines and weapons against the blight.
“There’s more to being a Grey Warden than killing darkspawn and saving the world from the Blight. Ultimately, being a Grey Warden is about serving others, about serving all people, whether elves or dwarves or men. As a Grey Warden, you are a guardian of men. And you guard them because their continued existence is more important than you are.”
However, we know that's not exactly how it works. That's what they want the Wardens to be. The light against darkness. The shield against monsters.
Although it's not entirely wrong, either, I suppose, all things considered. The more darkspawn they obliterate and push back, the more people are protected from them. Of course, sacrificing their lives to fight literal monsters, which means those same monsters don't eat everybody's kids, ultimately is heroic, and it's something that must have been born out of the need to protect the world and its inhabitants (from the Blight). But to have idealized opinions of the Wardens to this degree, you have to ignore all the other shady stuff and the mentality we, as players, also know the Wardens for. The fact that the Wardens are primarily weapons to slay darkspawn, prevent and end Blights, by any means necessary. The last part is important. After all, they are the Grey Wardens, not the White Wardens. They recruit from all walks of life and are famous for taking in criminals. Not to redeem themselves and get a second chance at life, but because they usually have nowhere to go and nothing left to lose. It's not a coincidence that each of the Origins gets chosen by Duncan, not only because he sees them as capable, but also because they are in a situation they can't escape from. Either they join the Wardens, or they're done for.
We know the Wardens from a few games now, but does the public in the setting even know? Does the average person have any idea how far the Wardens are willing to go? Besides grand stories of slaying monsters in the dark and preventing the end of the world? Probably not. The order is very secretive. And it explains a lot. The Wardens end up sounding almost romantic, when being a Warden is anything but. Is it ignorance talking out of these characters? Perhaps.
It once again shows us this aspect of Dragon Age where you can't take everything a character says as a fact, because the setting is full of people who have no idea what they're talking about, but who are absolutely convinced that they do.
And yet, I can't help but also like Wynne's and Blackwall's romantic ideas about what the Wardens are or should be, almost knights in shining armour and all that. They're fairy tales, but they're beautiful fairy tales. And I can't fault the characters for wanting to believe it or even live it. Especially in case of Blackwall, who sees it as a way to make up for the crimes he committed, somewhat. In the end, this might actually be a bigger draw to join the Wardens than, "Got nowhere to go? Come suffer horribly and probably die gruesomely with us!" It all sounds great on paper, though. I can't fault Davrin for trying to find purpose in life by becoming a monster hunter, either.
And maybe a little bit of idealism doesn't hurt. Not only it's good motivation, but in the end, doing things by "any means necessary" doesn't always pay off, either. It led the Wardens into all kinds of trouble, like getting tricked into employing dangerous forms of blood magic and demon summoning, basically into doing their enemy's work for them. In their determination to win at any cost, they helped trigger a cataclysmic event. Maybe having some principles isn't so bad after all.
In the end, I can appreciate that we get to see the clash of the old and new blood in Veilguard, where there's hope for the order to transform into an organization that's less secretive, less exclusive, and hopefully less prone to letting corruption spread through its ranks and make other devastating mistakes. Duncan once said that letting people join the Wardens isn't an "act of charity", and I like how Evka and Antoine go, "Yeah, you know what? Fuck that." And that likely inspires more loyalty. I imagine Blackwall would like that.
#Dragon Age#Dragon Age: Inquisition#DAI#Dragon Age: The Veilguard#DATV#Veilguard#Blackwall#Thom Rainier#don't mind me#just a stream of consciousness that got out of hand#classic case of ''I want to write a paragraph about this aspect of a character that I find interesting''#''okay a few paragraphs''#''let's include a quote that is relevant''#''okay maybe several paragraphs''#(goes on a tangent)#''what's even the point of this post any more?''#''fuck''#at least it didn't end up like that recent Lucanis text post of mine haha#anyway#the Grey Wardens have always been one of my favourite factions#if not my absolute favourite#I both like their messiness but also that they're not portrayed as a monolith#and I like how some characters have very strong feelings about them and the stark difference between myth and reality#hell I didn't even include Alistair because the post is long enough as it is#either way I'm glad we get to play them again in Veilguard
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