#and just…….. blahhhh

[kingsofeverything]

…

[felicitea-art]

peridot vs hyperrealistic typewriter

[artistakai]

Ima say this c:

Were still friends even if I don't talk much, if I don't interact much, in my eyes we are still goodie. I just don't know how to start convo or know what to say

[kalied0skull]

SIR ARE YOU DOIN ART FIGHT THIS YEAR

EVERYONE KEEPS ASKING ME AND I FEEL SO BAD WHEN I TELL THEM NO 😭

i have indeed unfortunately already answered this question though,, i truly do wish i would be ... but unfortunately ... sighs ... my adhd refuses to let me do ANYTHING fun ☹️

[luminarytex]

birthday drawing for my prince (i’m late i know i was lazy and it shows)

[theloveinc]

was gonna masturbate instead of having dinner bc i feel so blah but my vibrator died so i guess i have to go back to plan 1. sigh.

[cutemeat]

[kweenkatsuki-main]

In retrospect, and just thinking to myself, it’s silly to me that I can’t be kind to myself or see the good in myself unless I am pretending to look at myself through the lens of a fictional character.

Like I should be kind to myself regardless.

And yes yes I know baby steps. And it’s progress yes yes it’s just sad to think about in the grand scheme of things.

Like damn what did I take in and hold on to for so long that now debilitates me from showing an ounce of kindness to myself?

[givemedamage]

cursed quadruped jj

[gemininomen0n]

i do love hardly getting my period however comma it does make it hard to gauge what is fucking me up rn

[kalied0skull]

★ SPORADIC SYS-POSTING !

have it be known that we are obviously very open about being a system, we feel at least a little obligated to let people know who's in our brain for when we feel like actually talking about it.

obviously, just because we all exist simultaneously doesn't mean you gotta stop using arcade. we all use the same body name, sometimes it's just easier to label each other separately too though with our own names.

FREQUENT FRONTERS:

Arcade (⭐) — host

Ezra (🦷) — co-host, socializer

Holden (🎸) — pain holder

Edwin (🗯️) — protector

Mika (🥁) — masculinity & adhd holder

Fry (🍟) — mood booster

Maxime (☕) — writer, academic (fronts at school)

Fox (🍵) — artist, another adhd holder

LESSER-LIKELY TO BE SEEN:

Cephalexin (💉) — gatekeeper

Ashton (🌂) — autism holder, fixation holder ← the outsiders

Nyan / Woof (🐾) — pet regressor

Apple (🍏) — anxiety holder (fronts when overstimulated)

Finnley (🧠) — stimmer, fixation holder ← ocs & my little pony / ponytown

Ragdoll (🧁) — battery (fronts when we need a social break)

this isn't everyone, but it is the people who feel COMFORTABLE sharing their prescence. this list is bound to change with time as our alters typically fluctuate in number and existence, so... we might update this post time to time.

other than that though, this post was written by holden :) very rushed, obviously LMFAO

[phaedraismyusername]

I've been slowly rereading the Song of Ice and Fire books and I've just started a Dance with Dragons and woof I forgot just how much I hate the timeline reset

[tarnished-lasagne]

I never mentioned much about SOTE, but now that it's almost been a year.

I love Putrescent Knight I love Midra I love Dancing Lion and THE GORGEOUS GEOGRAPHY. While I think a lot of the battles and arena design were stinky doodoo, there's still so much I adore. Atmospherically, Visually, Technically what with the vertical layout of the map, are what I'd expect from anything ER related.

The music, too, ahhhh I actually don't even listen to the base game ER soundtrack as a whole, but the atmospheric tracks are simply stunning and I love the strings we get IMMEDIATELY upon our arrival in the DLC.

[teethands]

one of thos nights. where i miss my love

[twistedappletree]

I’m sorry but sect leader Lan Jingyi making exaggerated faces and imitations of Jiang Cheng every time he’s not looking during a sect meeting is so fucking funny to me, like he’d literally be the most unhinged unprofessional sect leader ever and I’m 100% here for it

[aewfanclub]

Hell nah -.-