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Anderson: It's like Park said—give him a wide berth. Take it from me...you're better off just leaving it alone.
Refined and colored this sketch.
I'm nowhere near close to publishing my BOCW fic (I just started the BO1 fic) but I have dialogue snippets jotted down. I want these two to have a conversation at some point...Claire is involved in Bell's brainwashing, arguably moreso than Park, and since she's closer to Adler I think she'd likely be the one to repeatedly remind Bell/Nadia not to push him too much.
After all, she knows better than anyone what happens when he's pushed too far.
Bell/Nadia catches on pretty quickly to the fact that Adler is not the same as he is in her memories. There's a wall up, and everyone is keeping her at arm's length. Claire, however, master of mind games and psychology she may be is a listening ear first and foremost and an expert at assessments and advice. Adler, Sims, and Hudson aren't happy, Lazar, Lillian (another of my OCs), Weaver, and Park have their doubts, Mason and Woods have no clue, Bell is frustrated, and Claire is stuck doing damage control. As usual. She's not happy about Nadia's situation, but she's involved nevertheless, and she might as well try to the best of her abilities to make everyone's life easier.
Version w/out text & cleaned up sketch below the cut.
#call of duty#call of duty oc#black ops cold war#black ops#call of duty black ops#call of duty black ops oc#call of duty black ops cold war#call of duty bell#oc bell#fanart#artists on tumblr#oc: claire anderson#oc: nadezhda#'you're better off leaving it alone' yeah she got shot five years before bell did she knows what's going to happen#and claire was married to him when it happened#claire leaves the kgb to escape the shady crap. loses her husband and gets drawn into HIS and the cia's shady crap instead#she wasn't happy about working on mkultra but she literally owes the cia her life and her expertise make her a prime candidate for it#and her experience hunting perseus from the other side actually makes her an invaluable ally/asset to adler#he totally doesn't still love and respect her#i need to draw/write something with claire and harrow as well#she's the one doing most of the psych evals. and she also is involved in the death of harrows' parents (albeit indirectly)#(and unintentionally)#claire is involved in a lot of Situations and they happen to overlap with adler's#something something red string of fate i guess. except the red string is on adler's stupid board#wait hang on that's a banger art idea i'll see what i can do with that#i want to draw all of claire's strongest/prevalent bonds/connections. kyrill and mikhail. harrow. bell. hudson. mason. park. adler#she has complicated relationships#i think her kids are the only ones she doesn't have complicated relationships with. complex yes. complicated no#anyway. i don't normally do cold and dingy lighting so this was...different#but honestly i don't hate it
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Mr. 6 made you do a good show to be released?? 👀 um....
This is already giving serious eye vibes.
A whole show dedicated to public humiliation?
The Mr. Bonzo suit started moving??? 👀 Serious stranger vibes. 🤡
"It actually became a sort of ritual"
I've seen people being like "don't cross tag" but buddy... the writing cross tags itself here I mean c'mon! 😂 Something something ritual of the stranger- okay, I'll keep listening!
Hey, what's with the music?? Hey, who is Terrance Menki???👀
"The police said there were eleven bodies in total and his wardrobe was full of all sorts of homemade costumes." BRO IS ACTUALLY MAGNUSPOD WILLIAM AFTON-
"It certainly had a profound effect on the Mr. Bonzo brand." Oh I'm sure it did, holy fucking shit. 👀
Oh, me using this image is rather ironic now.
"In a lot of ways I’m more his prisoner now than I ever was on my show." WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT? 👀
"The witness statements from three murders over the last five years that claim a person in a Mr. Bonzo costume was at the scene? Do you think there could be a copycat?" Has the fear of clowns manifested as an actual clown-guything?
"Don’t contact us again." "Us?" "Why am I still trapped dealing with all this this- Why won’t he let me go?! Why-" So Mr. Bonzo is absolutely a clown cryptid of sorts with some sort of hold over Nigel.
Oh no, Gwen's about to fuck around & find out, isn't she? 👀
Hey, is Colin still himself & is he supposed to be back?
Hmm, okay, I guess that's him (hopefully).
"Maybe don’t tell them I’ve been on their terminals. They’ll only get the wrong idea." "If Lena asks, I wasn’t here." Seems like everyone's got their own little secret investigations going on, fun! This can only go well! 🙃
One of the episodes absolutely no one shows up to work except Lena is there & is like "where the fuck did everyone go?"
"Time to get some new hires again I guess."
Let's go!! Ruin exploration gang!!

"Like, it’s Saturday night and I’m choosing to hang out in a hole with you. A wet hole. And not the good kind either."
Alice with the absolute best quotes. lmao
That sounds like something with giant wings like a bat or some sort of cloth flapping in the wind. Let's hope it's the latter!
Oh a rusty old filing cabinet! Wait tetanus- 😭
"That carved floor in the big atrium – I don’t know what’s going on with that." Ah so we're just gonna breeze past that then. 😶
These are probably the remnants of old avatar creation test areas like mentioned in the Gerry & Gertrude episode. I'm just assuming here.
A key? Big find! Let's go!
AS I WAS SAYING-
Gwen, it was nice knowing you. 🫡
"Now get out of his house."
Archivist! 👁👄👁
"symbols of ancient otherworldly power"
Wait could this be a timeline where this universe's Jane Prentiss actually did manage to invade the building & succeed? I'm thinking out loud.
21:10 that sounds like critters, insects specifically 👀
"I have memories of weird stuff I saw here, but no context. I want to know what was happening, why they chose us… why they didn’t choose me. Maybe find the bit where everything started to go wrong." I am so captivated & intrigued please recount said memories to us- I mean Alice so we can learn more. Please. 👀
EXCUSE ME, WHO THE FUCK WAS THAT?!? WHO IS "[ERROR]?"
WHY DO THEY SOUND DISTORTED AS FUCK?? ARE THEY FROM THE PRIME TIMELINE OR IS THIS A NEW THING?
ARE WE GAZING OUR EYES UPON A WRETCHED THING FROM THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES?!
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Is Lucia Wright an avatar of The Flesh now (in this universe or from the original timeline somehow)? Because it sure fucking sounds like it! 👀 Well, at least that key was put to good use! 😂
Also, supposedly Mr. Bonzo is a reference to Mr. Blobby.
Gwen, I'd be quaking in my boots too. That thing is terrifying!
Late observation but this universe & story seems to focus a lot on the cryptids & I like the direction it's going in! Loving this plot of cryptid hunters, childhood avatar experiments, a strange institute where our main character has past trauma, & just all of it is so good! 💜
Amazing episode, 10/10, I was at the edge of my seat the entire time! 💜 That Bonzo scene & the sound design were absolutely horrifying, thank you! The ending too! 🔥
#nigel dickerson if you need help from mr. bonzo or mr. six please blink twice omg#what if bonzo & six are actually the same creature or entity of sorts?#someone keep an eye on Colin; I'm worried about him#that carved floor in the big atrium is gonna come back into importance I just know it#so Lena uses mr. bonzo as a hitman crytpid of sorts... & now Gwen is exposed to the occult#this episode is a lot... holy crap#these episode do not miss; oh my gods; hit after hit; every time!#worm tracks made me think of jane prentiss; I just made the connection#did lucia wright become an avatar of the flesh & invade this world or is she a left over experiment of the magnus institute#I can only hope Gwen Bouchard will tell the others about wtf she saw (likely against Lena's wishes)#tmagp liveblog#mine#op#tmagp 10#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#tma spoilers#tma#the magnus protocol#the magnus archives
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look at them having a completely normal non-manipulative friendship what good friends they all are. look at those happy smiles and ignore the red lines im sure the red has no symbolism at all hahaha
#qsmp#jaiden fanart#took a few days to figure out exactly what i wanted to do with this and im really happy with where it turned out :]#i normally dont put so much effort into a piece but i wanted a cool new banner#my fave detail is absolutely the little bits of red though#if you look very closely there's a little bit of red in the cucus smiles and eyes#(and a little bit of red on the arm behind cucurucho's back- hiding evidence)#and the red that emphasizes jaiden's smile is extra bright red#enjoy the island etc etc#i dont normally use texture backgrounds or leaf brushes but i totally get why people do holy crap they're SICK#the perfect lil bit of background noise hehe#i had a lot of trouble with the colours until i put a greyscale filter on everything and realized that jaiden's values blended her into#the bg. it got a whole lot easier when i paused to figure out the values and then added the colour#overall i think im happiest with jaiden's face though she just. she looks so happy#but that fucking red.....#okay tag ramble over godspeed nerds remember that if your colours look fucked up you may just need to experiment with the values#shape draws
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Do you have any hobbies ? :))
To answer this question, yes! I do have hobbies. Let me tell you about them:
1. Drawing is my main hobby, i started drawing like a decade ago, i loved the shapes and colors and people at my school and city know me because of drawing (and since i participate to drawing contests etc)
2. Graffiti! I started it like some months ago, thanks to my crush who is a big tagger from my city, he actually does cool graffities and i want to be popular with my tags, just like him <3
3. Reading! I also have this hobby for a long time, this year i readed almost 2 books for a month, so i can say that i readed like.. 14 books and more than 20 chapters this year! Books owe a special place to my heart since they make me happy everytime im reading and they transport me to another dimension.
4. Listening to music! As i said like 2 asks ago, i can't live without music, and soon (i hope) I'll start to play an instrument too! I'll play drums or acoustic guitar, i love those instruments, especially when they are played in solo or covers of songs i like.
5. Baking! I don't really bake that much but everytime i bake, or cook, i find myself loving the art of food and experimenting with it, baking holds a special place in my heart since everytime i bake, or cook, i do these with joy and love in my heart. And in my stomach too since i eat whatever i do))
6. This doesn't count as a hobby because I've practiced it only some times but.. Skating! I find it very dear to me. My first time skating was last year with my current crush, and i fell in some bushes and my whole body hurted and i was full of marks on my body, knees specifically. But thanks to him, now i wanna skate and I'll get a skateboard on my birthday, in the summer!
7. Again, i don't know if this one counts but.. Organizing stuff! I really love organizing, i keep everything organized and I'm a really organized person, everytime i am organized and i actually feel bad if things aren't organized, not clean, i just need things to be organized. Like pinterest boards or playlists!
8. Playing video games! I play them once or twice a month, alone or with some of my friends. They're cool but i don't play them much since they hurt my eyes (I'm wearing glasses since i was 4 so..)
And lastly, which holds the most special place in my heart is.. 9. Journaling! I love journaling with all of my heart! 💗 I started journaling last year in june and i fell in love with it. It is one of the hobbies i find myself being comfortable since no one has to see it. Oh and because of journaling, I've started to be more.. Poetic? Yeah, something like that and now i also like writing poems, and now i write more calligraphic and beautiful.
I have lots of hobbies i wanna try but I'm not gonna mention them since it will take more than 4 paragraphs to mention them all. Thank you for the ask, Artemis! Waiting for more, love you and have a great day! 💟
#girlhood#thoughts#girlblogging#pink girl#this is what makes us girls#girlblogger#artists on tumblr#graffiti#journaling#poems on tumblr#oh crap and i actually forgot to mention doing my makeup#I like experimenting with makeup#A lot!#But i guess im going to yap about it another time#reading#skating#🕷️#hell is a teenage girl#artistic expression#hobbies#send asks#sending love ❤️#send me asks#answered asks#asks open#angel#asks and answers#2000s emo#tumblr grunge#grunge
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Idk of it's something else or if it's just the effect PureShadow/ShadowVanilla has on me, but part of me has the urge to draw Darkmatter ships (none of them are healthy, darkmatter's only gonna make them worse)
#riff's hor crap#riff babbles ig#so far a lot of my thoughts are going into capmatter SOLELY because i wanna experiment with how they'd fuck each other up#especially since amethysto is a major part in how the relationship would go#'fucking around with my host's dear leader and see how he'd react' - darkmatter probably#and cap just#wanting to beat it up#but can't because ame is in the line#and he wouldn't want to be the cause of death of his first friend#(I'll probably have to elaborate some other time or just babble about it somewhere else)#capmatter#darkblox#hor captain roblox#hor darkmatter#also forgot to mention but just wanna be clear that i do refer to darkmatter with it/its pronouns#especially since it's within the context of my headcanons/'main au'#forgot to note that no i will not add the shadowvanilla/pureshadow tag cuz this is related to my heroes of robloxia fixation#that has been going on for 2 years mind you
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sometimes I feel shitty about not being great at comics but I've literally never done this before and learning to create, write and format comics is an entirely different beast from knowing how to draw them
#art#art stuff#artblr#i just want to experiment a lot#mostly with how many colours I use and screentones and special effects#i go back and forth between what brushes i use and how many shades of grey i'm gonna put in and all that crap#i'm trying to keep my BASE colours to five#and then when i shade it'll end up being more...#...i also need to figure out what my characters faces look like#i have a general idea but it changes little by little every time i draw one of them
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not a big update, just some cool stuff i wanted to share 😎
so a month ago i started learning coding and i'm still in the beginner stages (primarily focus on HTML, CSS, javascript, a bit of python and react) and today i made my first browser point & shoot game :)
it's not fancy or polished but that's kinda the point - just me following a tutorial to see what i can do and prove to myself that i can. the background is mine, the bird sprites are taken from said tutorial, so you're welcome to take a look (and even post your highest score in the tags, who knows) -- my own record is in the 600s.
#jakethesnake rambles#coding#programming#video games#gamedev#javascript#the more i do programming the more i appreciate how much effort developers put into things#like holy crap#it doesn't seem like a lot is happening onscrin but there's a wall of code being executed behind the scenes every millisecond#it's so cool and intimidating#love the fact that it's the perfect introvert's job#and you can learn to code for free with literally zero experience and no higher education
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Honestly, if I thought it might actually be possible to just... exorcise the Amy brainrot from my head and move on with my life, fic ideas unwritten, fics unread and Worm unfinished, I'm tempted to.
Not because of the brainrot itself, but because of how fucking annoyed thinking about Ward and all the Ward-era WoG shit Wildbow pulled gets me.
#Grumping#Anti-Wildbow#I just-#This guy writes this character and then proceeds with Ward and all the Ward WoG to undo literally everything that makes her interesting or#even like a narratively meaningful part of Worm#If that really was his intent the whole time than HOLY SHIT even just going off Interludes 2 and 3 he failed so fucking hard at it given hi#WoGs about Interlude 3#and like if he's that fucking bad of a writer than wtf?#or he genuinely did change his mind or overcompensate because people 'weren't getting it' and that's just even#more bullshit#and like - getting pissy at Creators for this sort of shit is common in fandom and hardly new for me but it's all still so burningly active#and I don't need this sort of negativity in my life#but I do actually enjoy a lot of the worm fics I'm reading and the fics I'm dreaming up and most days I don't really think about this shit#that much and writing fics and people reading fics I write does in fact spark joy and will give me the sort of outlet to get past all this#crap#speaking from experience#but I have to actually get there#and then the smug assholes of the fandom who get really fucking snotty about 'canon' and 'fanon' and hang off Wildbow's every word like he'#a fucking prophet as if he hasn't been wrong and inconsistent in his own WoG before#and like the worst part is he is a good writer and a compelling writer but he's quite clearly a shitty person as far as I can tell like#maybe person to person he's fine but sweet fucking jesus#I need to stop letting him and stupid asshole BNFs live rent free in my head#Kylia Writes a Novel In the Tags#A fucking trilogy even#fml
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Incoming long and useless rant about my trans boyfriends family lol
So, my boyfriend is trans, and his family isn't very accepting of that, but in the manipulative way where they say they're accepting, and they call him his preferred name in front of people sometimes, and overall make him think there's a chance they'll listen when really they won't. At least, from my perspective, I've met his parents like 3 times (they hate me for some reason??? They say they "don't like the way I talk to him" loll).
Anyways, he's been trying to get them to call him his preferred name for a while, and he has recently resorted to trying to get them to call him any masculine name. He said he's gonna ask his mom today what masc names she'd be willing to call him, and asked me for name suggestions that I'd "be ok with calling [him]." I listed things like I listed things like Elliott, Oliver, Calder, just some names that I think he'd like and don't sound too terrible
To the point, though, I'm really just making this post because I have a feeling that she's either (1. Not gonna call him any masc names ever or (2. Choose the stupidest sounding one that's gonna haunt him forever, in which case I'll be updating y'all as to what she said loll
#btw I would just like to clear up#while we are dating we are not exactly romantic#but I wouldn't call us platonic either???#it started as an experiment to see whether his nana would be more likely to call him a trans straight man or a lesbian#but now I think we've both gotten attached to calling each other bf/gf#that's how I mostly refer to him and he routinely makes jokes about me being “his girl”#and how he “stole my heart”#idk lol I just wanted to include that little tidbit somewhere cause this post talks a LOT about him being my bf lol#rambles#trans men are real men#trans#trans masc#<- I'm not but that is the topic of the post so I'm tagging it as such#his mom pisses me off so much#like she isn't doing any of this to be malicious and that makes it so much worse#she genuinely believes this kinda crap is ok
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I like all my hobbies, kind of, but every time we move somewhere else it drives me absolutely insane how much stuff I have.
meanwhile my husband will probably end up with one box, his clothes and his computer (+ everything that goes with that).
#I just have too many interests#and no impulse control when I really really really like something#so... I've got stuff for drawing‚ painting‚ sewing‚ knitting‚ crochet‚ general arts & crafts stuff‚ fountain pens and ink‚ my little doll#collection‚ a collection of pretty glass things (I hate this one the most rn 😭) and a whole lot of other random crap#plus my clothes and my computer too.#it's bad.#and that one box for my husband? it'll probably be half empty! he does not own stuff. he has one cd. I think maybe 2 DVDs (that were gifts#from me).#oh yeah I've also got movies and shows and CDs and lotttts of records#I don't know. I guess I wish I was more like him 😭 he found one hobby (computer stuff) when he was like 13 and. that's it. forever#I wish I could just get rid of my stuff but... from experience I know that's a bad idea (I will simply replace it. and feel horrible when#it's gone. I *love* my stuff 😭 I feel lost without it 😭 I like thinking of a random little project and immediately knowing exactly where#everything I'll need for it is. it's comforting.)#anyway I'm having a bad time and it is entirely my fault#personal
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due to. reasons. i am thinking about the logistics behind a vampire drinking a demon's or angel's blood
#the pleasure of the kiss is quite powerful. for many humans it can be the biggest pleasure they will ever feel in their entire lives#now does that applies to demons and angels? ghosts not included bc. how do you drink from someone without a tangible body#i would say it does. they both feel a lot of pleasure. for angels is a really stressful experience though; because they feel so good#it feels almost as if they were sinning. so you will have them feeling like crap and begging for forgiveness later lmao#meanwhile for a vampire drinking an angel's blood is also very pleasurable for them. it is quite the delicacy 👌#however when it comes to a demon's blood depends on a lot of factors. if you grab an unwilling demon that is also a stranger#it will feel like shit for the both of them. the blood tastes like crap for the vampire and the demon will actually feel pain instead#they're way stronger in that sense because their lord actually cares about them. so a lot of vampire tricks don't work on them#so it depends on how close the demon and vampire in question are and whether or not the demon is willing to give their blood#which--- good for the vampires; most of them are willing to. like they get it; they need to survive. they do what they gotta do.#and it makes it a little bit better for all parties involved. the closeness is another factor#the closest they are the more it feels good for them because they are more prone to falling to the pleasurable illusion vampires create#also the inherent intimacy of the kiss. it makes it better. specially if they go straight to the neck 👌#it can be a very pleasurable experience for them too depending on the factors at play#so anyway that's it#oc talk
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i wanted to make a cute "oh yuna as your cute gf 😊” but then i started thinking about x-2.5 and will and what they showed us of her relationship with ti ( i will never accept that as canon but it has interesting points ), and how it shows / my main verse has every point showing how a relationship with her is actually super hard to maintain when you think about it, how many hardships to overcome to actually be together. how much the ~leftover of her trauma shows in the relationships with other people, how changed she is as a woman, how she keeps herself busy with everything / her new 'high summoner' routine, all to not.. . think.. .? all to not face what growing up in the way she did has damaged for her. being with someone that holds her shoulders and makes her face reality. realizing that she cannot outrun her buried demons. understanding that cherishing someone is okay again. that it does not need to be so ephemeral anymore. that life can be worth living again. that the guilt she feels for turning her life around instead of processing her traumas can also be overcome. she's a lot of work, actually.
#outofcharacter.#i always think like. why did nojima think that ti and yu breaking up / parting ways the way they did made sense in x-2.5 / will.#and although i think it's such absolute crap and dog poop -#i do understand why ; to some degree?#like obviously she's a grown person now and so is he ;#getting used to the new life and what not —#resuming her life after basically having a 'fuck everything' sphere hunter arc.#and even then it didn't work cause she was still stuck dealing and facing her demons LMFAO.#although ; when she stops being a sphere hunter.. . she's really left with her demons huh.#so i understand why she could be a lot of work to navigate.#why she requires a lot of attention and care.#i love her actually. .. and she deserves to rest.#she deserves to let herself have anything for herself!!! !#get in touch with the side of her that wants to live!!! ! that wants to experience everything good about life and love and companionship !!
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i think it's kinda neat how even though technically streaming a whole season of a tv show or a movie is technically more advanced, a lot of people prefer watching a series week in week out and going out to the cinema, to the point those industries haven't been killed by it (at least not yet)
#personal crap#it's a lot less cool how streaming wants to kill those things ofc#and don't get me started on the attempts to kill physical media#my point is you can't replace the experience of tv broadcasts or cinema trips and i hope they never die
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guys. please
#rare issue where everyone who posted anything is right#the OP in the screenshot is fucking stupid and also probably WAS psychologically helped by the robot#everyone saying most human therapists just do chatbot shit anyway is also correct#everyone saying bad therapists who just invert their statements back them are actually helpful are also correct because therapy is subjecti#everyone who thought ELIZA was alive was a dumbass too in the analytical sense but sure maybe they had an Experience too#the fact that you CAN replace “therapy” with a robot for many people and have been able to since the 60s is really funny#you can do exactly the same type of “therapy” to yourself at home inside your own head its called “thinking”#the fact that like 80% of human therapy is literally just this crap is probably worthy of further interrogation and critique#etc#also everyone who said this type of therapy is useless and therapists should get good is correct also#because it DOESNT work for a lot of people notably most autistic people
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also. debating whether i really want to go to galaxycon again this year
#i really enjoyed going with friends last year#and the years prior#but the convention itself is dubious#like its a lot of dropshipped crap and i didnt care for it#the friends really made the experience but like#it was really buns last year so a lot of us are unsure#if anything i am likely going to drag my boyfriend along#BUT ALSO i dont know if my family OR bf's family will want to take me along to any vacations#(as in. the former may but the latter likely will. but i dont know when and such)#which creates logistical issues#oh well i'll really have to see closer to the event#if i do go ill do my circi cosplay for SURE#im well aware ive been saying this for a few years now but it will happen this year for sure#reagan rambles
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