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you might be wondering why my blog description is
"vivat humanitas. vivat vita."
or maybe not.
well it all comes back to one of the 1st images the .exe file sent me:
this one.
it looks like a screenshot of a website. had to convert it from pdf to png
there's a lot i dont understand about this. at least when i first saw it
at first i thought someone was playing tricks on me
hacked into my desktop somehow
but then the files just kept on coming. turning more comprehensive. i began to understand it.
and i realized there was too much effort being put into this for it to be a prank.
according to my trusty multilingual assistant (google translate), it means "long live humanity, long live life"
if only everyone on this earth could get behind that phrase.
#website#web design#web something#help#vivat vita#omniverse#help me understand this#malware#my files#aghhhhh
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someone on twitter said Imagine what s2 jayce would give to talk to s1 viktor just one more time. and someone had a time travel alternate dimension fic ready to go. and i read it. and now my face is being eaten by 3750 feral dogs i think
#thisss wass going to be just one little sketch lord help me#the guys you put on this earth to finish their psych degrees are drawing pathetic men again#jayvik#arcane#viktor arcane#jayce talis#my art#fanart#i have uni and work and also therapy to do but i got sick this week so i think i read like. over 30 fics yesterday like i was struck#by some affliction legitimately#please talk with me about them. this is a cry for help#i drew all these while listening to circa survive on repeat do you understand what that does to a man
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I think that “Anakin was a slave child who was groomed by Palpatine and raised by someone who wasn’t ready to take on a child, thereby leaving him in a social limbo state where he’s surrounded by people but only has a few close confidants, with the one he trusts the most actively trying to take advantage of him”
and
“Anakin was taught right from wrong from a young age, first by his mother and then by Kenobi, but any time he was presented with a choice, actively CHOSE WRONG EVERY SINGLE TIME”
are two sentences that can, should, and MUST coexist to fully understand Anakin Skywalker as a character
Edit: PART 2 of this post here
#watching people debate him is so interesting to me#pro-Anakin people get it right in that upbringing shapes how a person is: he’s a slave child and had to leave his mom#so of COURSE he’s going to have an iron grip on people attachment-wise#but they tend to deny Anakin his own autonomy and resolve him of every bad thing he did#when it’s like: no. he DID all of that. not just did it…but did it once then did it again#meanwhile anti-Anakin people (usually) tend to understand that Anakin made terrible choices#but again…they either deny him autonomy by making him an always-evil character#or by just downplay the relationship he has with Obi-Wan or Padme. Completely dehumanizing him.#Like the truth is in the middle: he’s a deeply complex person#(arguably more so than fandom can completely understand)#it doesn’t help it that these people either tend to be pro Jedi (anti-Anakin) or pro Sith (pro Anakin)#Pro Jedi people tend to be…Xenophobic is the nicest term for how they treat Anakin#But pro Sith people tend to claim that the Jedi are a cult (they aren’t) and Anakin was groomed by it (he wasn’t)#So they use Anakin as the sort of doll to put all of their beliefs into. Which again we circle around to dehumanizing this character#star wars tcw#star wars#anakin skywalker#star wars meta#Anakin Skywalker meta
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Isha following Jinx to protect her during a suicide mission where Jinx to tries to get her away for "ruining" her plan.....where have i seen this before?



#Isha only wanted to help#and Jinx told her to go away#i hope Jinx will understand on a deeper level now#yes it was traumatic for her but i hope Isha will help her face that trauma instead of running from it#omg shes literally me wait.#arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#arcane season 2#jinx#jinx arcane#isha#isha arcane#jinx and isha#isha and jinx
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i love the idea of crossovering Mob with different spirits ✨️
#please note that i took inspo from one art i had in my ref folder that is like months old but i dont have the credits of the artist??#helped me understand how trains can be drawn lmao#if you know who they are say itt#mob psycho fanart#mob psycho 100#reigen arataka#mp100 fanart#shigeo kageyama#myart#mp100#studio ghibli#no face
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trying to get better with colors!
another fanart of @forgettable-au !
#the pinkinsh version is the one i drew after i spent hours overthinking over details#and the other is when i realized that i didn't need to overthink things and the previous version was fine too XD#guys help this au lives rent free in my brain aiuhnergkijuhrgikju#now papyrus is my favorite character and i fully credit this au for making me deep dive into trying to understand papyrus' character#the outfit is from one of the au's concept art!! i love it SO MUCH dude!!!#i had to draw it at least once#undertale#undertale au#papyrus#flowey#myart
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…….I don’t know what Im doing ahahahah this scene just randomly appeared in my brain
Just. Just Swindle after a bunch of failed attempts finally catching up to Blurr~
Blurr: >:(
Swindle: Huh. It this really my Blurr? Seems like huge part of his usual personality is just gone….
Blurr immediately after meeting Swindle: >:D *vibrates on the light speed*
Swindle realising that the missing part was in fact. Him. : ………..ah.
#maccadam#transformers#death loop au#blurr#swindle#swinblurr#At first I was hating Swindle’s eyes because I couldn’t FOR THE LIFE OF ME understand#how to draw them#but now I kinda found my zen and fell in love with them#they’re so fun to draw#the fact that my regular art style is to draw HUGE eyes for everyone#also helped probably haha
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wife: it's a ziplock bag organizer
me: what the hell is a ziplock bag organizer
wife: this *shows me*
me:
me:
me: i am feeling a sense of quiet desperation to understand
#a WHAT???#girly this seems like some yt bs in all honesty#help me understand this#why is this necessary#nana talks tag#wifeposting
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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All at once everything looks different, now that I see you
#tanglededit#tangledtheseriesedit#disneyedit#animationedit#pasteledit#princess rapunzel#eugene fitzherbert#tangled#tangled 2010#tangled the series#rapunzel's tangled adventure#disney#*sunhealings#💖#i miss this show so much to me you don't understand!!!#it helped me through the toughest times in my life#1k
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will is so fucking intelligent its actually insane. i never realized that he suspected seizure after his first case of sleep walking. immediately after that he's in hannibal kitchen theorizing about physical disease. its so heart breaking to see the way he feels so sure of the problem from the start but lacks the confidence to take action when his support system doesn't see eye to eye with him. how many times in his life has he known something with aching clarity, only to be denied by those around him that doubt, dislike, or infantilize him? 
#the confidence he gains in season 2+3 is such a fucking game changer#i once saw this beautiful hannibal edit that called clarice genius and will ''very smart'' and it pissed me off soooo bad😭😭😭😭#yes he is gifted and his disorder helps his understanding of other people but that man is amazingly book smart. dont play w me.............#ash is mentally ill#hannibal#hannibal nbc#hannibal s1#will graham#hannibal series#hannibal season 1#coquiles
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The first part of the fic "Mistakes on mistakes until" in a nutshell
#Help okay I really don't understand most of the first part but I guess it is okay#But when they both started hacking each other#Excuse me goobers you are silly pogpodpfo#And the cracked dialogues in between dhegdjwlkew#Okay I think I will like this fic XDD Slowly and steadily#cockroachdoodles#jazz#prowl#jazzprowl
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suguru isn’t made for casual. he’s a “carve your name into his flesh and seal his devotion with blood” kinda guy. an “i’m for you and you’re for me” kinda guy. an “i’ll give you everything as long as you look at me” kinda guy.
casual feels like an insult to him. dedication is all he knows.
#[𐐪— rheya talks. 𐑂]#he’s just like me fr#you tell him you wanna keep things casual and he physically does not understand what you mean#one touch and he’s yours anyway#he expects the opposite to be true#lifelong devotion and everything#this remains true even after he leaves#cult leader sugu probably gets even worse about this bc technically he has no right to ask this if you#but he can’t help it#ANYWAYS#we were talking about attachment issues in psych lmao…#getou suguru x reader#geto x reader#geto suguru
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Sometimes at work it's not my place to tell people the things I want to say, and I find I often go home at the end of the rougher days to stand blankly in my shower and tell myself over and over what I wish I could pass on.
This accomplishes very little, and mostly just gives me a tension headache, but through it all I think I've narrowed myself down to a few solid things I'd like to tell people the most.
You can't change people. Not permanently, not for anythig. You can support them, encourage them, love them, give them tools and opportunities and resources, but you can't make them change. They can change themselves if they want to, but they have to want to, and they have to want it for themselves, because they're the only one that's certain to be with them forever.
For better or worse, you make your own choices, and blaming bad choices on others doesn't only work to absolve you of responsibility- it also robs you of control. Because if you say you only did something because I did something, then you arent only shifting blame- you're admitting that you cannot control yourself, that you cannot truly make choices for yourself, that other people can control you- and as long as you truly beleive that, you'll keep facing the same problems over and over. You'll keep letting others dictate your choices, because you'll beleive that they can, and you'll never be free.
White knights on horseback are from fairytales. Nobody can help you if ou're not willing to help yourself. To try, to put the dirty work in, to belive you're worth that effort- Act as though nobody is coming to save you. From a struggle, from pain, from bad relationships, from yourself. And when you do save yourself, because you will, because failure here isn't an option if you want to survive, you'll never find another dragon that can keep you prisoner.
Don't say anything to anyone that you wouldn't want them remembering forever.
Doing the right thing in bad circumstances is hard. It's the hardest thing. But if you make the choice to do that hard thing anyways, despite your fear, you'll go on the rest of your like knowing that you're the sort of person who did something.
The present only seems the hardest because the past I over and the future hasn't happened.
There's so much joy ahead of you, the kind you can't possibly understand until you see it yourself.
The responsibility of consequences is often disguised as the power of permission. "I won't do this if you help me", "I'll work on my anger if you do this for me", "I promised you I'd quit, but can I have just one?". The unspoken question is, "Can it be your fault if this goes badly?"
You cant make someone love you the way you need to be loved. Someone can love you very much and still be bad for you, even if you love them very much in return. Two people can love each other very, very much, and try their very best, and still be wrong for each other.
Sometimes being near to someone changes you, even in good ways, and the people you become don't fit together as well as the people you were.
Caring takes work. Even if it's real. Especially if it's real. And the most important gestures aren't the grand, poetic, songs-and-flowers-and-tears moments; they're getting out of bed even though you don't want to. Paying attention to things you don't enjoy. Scrubbing pans, or opening a window, saying "thank-you", or helping carry groceries into the house. The small things fill the big things- without the small, boring, mediocre things, big things feel hollow.
Thrre is honour and dignity in humble work.
If you are a cruel and spiteful person, then you will find every place you visit to be full of the same cruel, spiteful people. This is not because the world is as cruel as you, but because everywhere you are, you will be disliked. This is the curse that comes with being persistently cruel and spiteful.
If you are a kind and ppsitive person, you will repeatedly encounter kind and positive people, because as they grow familiar with you, they will be happier to have you near. This is the reward of being a kind and positive person.
When splitting paths with loved ones, briefly or forever, aim for your last words to always be "I love you".
#I'm still so young and ignorant#but I wish someone had told ME these things before I had to learn them#And now when shit goes south and everything is over and calm again the same things just roll though my head#Over and over and over#It's like everyone I meet has the same 3 problems and its ruining their lives#I just want to take everyone I meet by the shoulders and shake them#I KNOW why this is happening to you#Do you realize you can be better?#Do you realize you can do it?#Aren't you terrified of wasting your life like this?#*I* want to be happier#*I* used to be so much worse than I am#And I don't have it all figured out#But if we all decide to help ourselves then it'll be that much easier to help each other#Right?#It's so hard to lift dead weight#You need to kick against the waves with me#You need to WANT to float#Do you understand#Ugh it's 6am#This has been your overdramatic midnight ramble#Imma grill me a cheese and go back to bed#Blaurfhgh
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HELP PALESTINIAN ARCHITECT EVACUATE HER FAMILY FROM GAZA
This is a verified fundraiser for a family of four to evacuate to Cairo. The fund's creator, Amal Abu Shammala, reached out to me personally to share this since she's failed to get her fund on Operation Olive Branch and Let's Talk Palestine's fundraising linktree.
As of right now, she has raised €2,397/ €42,000. You can see the breakdown of what the money will be used for in the fund description.
Please give generously!
#ive talked to amal myself and can vouch for her#she was so understanding about me having to verify her story first#its so bullshit how people have used the tragedy of a genocide to masquerade as palestinians in need#perhaps its selfish for me to personally advocate for only a few families in need when so many people require help#but i feel like the way i stay sane is to just. focus on one family at a time#im gonna try to do another fundraising event (?) soon idk how successful it'll be#i just dont have enough money man#palestine#free palestine#free gaza#donations#gaza#rafah#khan younis
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Sam will never stop growing because the visitor will never stop thinking about them ♥
#Since the Visitor can only understand Sam through its own experience Sam's always going to be getting more Visitor-like#Top ten observations that probably mean nothing#I believeeeee all the other characters get a growth cap. correct me if Im wrong#once the visitor loses interest in someone they stop mutating#I heard someone mention the delay between the Visitor seeing someone and mutation starting is because its so big#like how even at the speed of light the suns light takes 8 minutes to reach earth. Its so big theres a delay between its eye and 'brain'#which is why characters may continue to mutate even once they are firmly inside#Even Jeanne who has some of the most unruly growth says she doesnt feel herself growing heads anymore after Sam helps her out#She only fears she'd grow more if the Visitor saw her again#look outside#look outside game#look outside spoilers#I wonder if there will ever be a point that Sam is so mutated they can actually comprehend the Visitor in its entirety...#Things to ponder
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