#i forgot to write things down again...

[doomduck]

Also, need to get my filthy hands on the witcher sound track for artistic program purposes.....

What were peoples sugestions again?

I was hoping to recreate the butcher of blaviken fight scene......

[stephofromcabin12]

Diva down ✌️

[burinazar]

i love vueko but i need to be slightly less vueko* and more belaf. and i don’t just mean i want to be a confident and dignified and intense looking person of unconventional appearance whose gender isn’t necessarily clear upon initial visual assessment. actually maybe i do

[corvid-cabaret]

kaito's personal poetry (he's very repressed)

do you know what goes bump in the night?

mandatory @overlymetaromantic tagging because i. dunno. i am going to release my demons via kaito. i'm scared of myself. also side note kaito does not look at the poetry after he writes it he is ashamed of himself and if karin ever finds it he would jump into a pool (headcanon: kaito cannot swim for shit. bathtub too deep? he'll drown)

~

Pull my hair and make me scream

Down in the night where no one hears

Tear off my clothes right from the seams

Kiss me hard and bite my ears

Spend your time on every inch

Swear I'll fulfill your every wish

I'm begging, pleading, give me more

Make me hurt and make me sore

I'll do whatever for your smile

Know I'll go every extra mile

In time, the world will start to feel

Like we're the ones that make it real

Lock the doors and hold me tight

Whisper sweet nothings through the night

If you want, I'll put up a fight

You're the only thing bringing me delight

~

first two stanzas had me reeling........... that is peak horny right there. god line 8 had me fucking dying. ueeeeeeh. kaito get it together i don't want to torture myself like this. also you could solidly sing this.

honestly this is probably better than what kaito would actually write but i go hard on poetry so. y'know

i mean as long as you could see kaito reading this and crying about it because it describes his carnal desires that's a win

[doctahchang]

would like to know the lore of my own oc that i have had for like ten years

edit: found an old sketch of her... i basically drew her for the first time eons ago and haven't changed her design ever since (sad that i won't be able to find those drawing again)

[sskk-manifesto]

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[gaylightisminetocommand]

'ok i've got pretty much all day free, i'm gonna spend this time fleshing out remaining fanfic plans and setting stuff in stone once and for all'

*spends two hours being miserable over What If My Fic Is Actually Boring and Unoriginal*

[crystalkitty1220]

Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN

[running-in-the-dark]

I think I need to make a list. not sure of what, but a list would probably help.

[maybege]

btw i am still alive now that i have recovered from swiftkirchen and i hope you are all doing super well this summer! i am FLYING through my reading list atm which is amazing and i am feeling more and more inspired for things (footballer!paz anyone? roommate!paz as well maybe?) so hmu in the inbox it is TIME TO THIRST

[smile-files]

an epiphany i just had about my strange mental complexes:

as a child, i formulated that to be my "sibling", you would have to be my "twin": you would have to be my mirror, always by my side and always reflecting me, or else i'd feel alienated from you. at the same time, i was struck by how different my siblings were from me - they looked nothing like me, acted nothing like me, and were all twins while i was a single child. these two united, i convinced myself that they were (at no fault of their own) incapable of really being my "siblings", and thus sought out somebody outside my family to fill the role. hence i went about searching for a "twin", someone my age whom i could match in every conceivable way, someone whom i hoped would understand me entirely and be my forever best friend; i have regarded my classmates and hoped they'd be my twin.

as an adolescent, i formulated that to be my "parent", you would have to be my "god": you would have to be my panopticon, all-knowing, omnipotent, and omnipresent, or else i'd feel unprotected by you. at the same time, i was struck by how my parents were often at a loss with how to help me, in fact being often preoccupied with their own issues. these two united, i convinced myself that they were (at no fault of their own) incapable of really being my "parents", and thus sought out somebody outside my family to fill the role. hence i went about searching for a "god", someone older than me who would forever be my protector, caretaker, and redeemer, someone who would instantly know my pain and heal it; i have regarded teachers and counselors and hoped they'd be my parent.

there's a running theme of my seeking out familial roles outside of my family, on account of deeming my actual family members incapable of loving me "the right way" - while simultaneously harboring no ill-will towards them for this apparent inadequacy. what's funny about the familial love i've experienced is that it's automatically unconditional: even if i'm incapable of being loved "the right way", i always bear the capability of being loved in some capacity. i do have a lovely family! they've always loved me so much, and i've always known that! but, seemingly, i've always desired a sort of familial love which is impossible - for my family especially, but frankly for any family. i'm not sure where exactly these idealized notions of complete understanding and constant company came from, but they arose very early in my life, and i highly doubt i'll ever be able to shake them; to that end, then, i wonder if i'll ever be able to alter my definition of being loved "the right way" such that the familial love i've received is enough.

[cerealmonster15]

it also occurred to me like yesterday that in my kali/sil fic I’ve been writing I think I like, focused so hard on figuring out characterization and relationship dynamic accuracy and also just fighting for my life with the plot that I believe I neglected to like. Mention silvers sleepy boy situation like,,, at all. Maybe once offhandedly??? Like I didn’t forget it’s a part of him but I think somehow I just forgot to work it into the fic at all when it’s generally a pretty big part of his character 😭😭😭 like maybe it’s bc we’ve been in book 7 and it hasn’t come up in the dream zone (I forget if he mentioned if he’s just not sleepy boy in the dream realms, probably lol) so maybe that’s why I forgot??? But even then I literally went to some of the vignettes to study how he talks with kalim and the sleepies does come up in those examples….. I feel like it’s just something I was like “yeah yeah that’s a given I need to figure out the rest of him rn tho cuz he’s more than just a sleepy guy” so hard that it slipped my mind completely….. I went too hard in the other direction….

[sunshinetrinket]

every time i get outof the shower and fix my bed and experience what can only be caused by my mysterious medical problem i suddenly remember every symptom i experience and how it feels and the words to use. alas this is nevr when i'm at the doctor and need to

[houseofscribbles]

Some visual notes on the robotics of ISO! Also, an extra mess notes about them under the read more :]

[calamitoustide]

decided to look through my journal to find my notes on the secret fic and... there are so many fics i completely forgot existed in here

[themyscirah]

This is technically a Diana's age poll but I framed it partially around Julia's rescue because that's the event I need to contextualize and whether or not Diana is a thing yet is p important for my purposes. I would keep the Pérez run and postcrisis continuity in mind when answering this bc that's when this is relevant but I'd keep in mind that even though Diana is very young there (like early 20s) we don't know I don't think if she ages differently as a child (esp as a themysciran AND being made from clay) and in some versions she is older than she looks and was made earlier

Edit: I accidentally logic-ed this out in the tags lol 🤦‍♀️but feel free to still vote however you want. Going to publish this anyway bc I think I made some good points later in my tags