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shirecorn · 9 months ago

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I love making weird things and solving problems and pushing materials to their limit. I like making new things.

the minute it gets easy I just Stop. No longer interested. no matter how important or profitable it is, my brain just doesn't want to do it if we've already figured out how. It's like torture. We go into shutdown mode if I try to make us.

#this is why i have undone commissions from january #they are either too easy and brain says no #or they are challenging in a way I don't know HOW to proceed #and brain says if we try and then fail i will kill us both #and by kill it means cause heart issues and acid reflux and insomnia #bruh im tired #i want to say Can I be Normal #but then when i picture doing something repetitive and unchallenging im like WHAT #WHO WOULD DO THAT

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suiheisen · 4 months ago

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“if you could pick up another language, what would it be?”

“i’d go russian. i’d love to know what geno says or has said over the years… i’d love to know 🥰 i just want to know (giggles) 🥰”

#first it was russia with geno… now it’s russian for geno… girl PLEASE #i think the funniest part though is dan going 🤨 wait. when is he speaking russian 🤨 that you want to learn it 🤨#and sid realises: oh no. i can’t say ‘when we’re cuddled up in bed and he’s kissing the back of my neck and whispering #sweet nothings in russian into my ear’ QUICK. MAKE IT MAKE SENSE #and then wild-eyed he goes on and on about oh yknow. on the bench. sometimes. at players. but also refs. but not all the time.#it’s not consistent. some times. also i’m normal i promise 🥺#also geno counting in spanish <333 #in case you’re curious: hayesy ned and rusty would learn italian (rusty’s half italian. ned wants to retire in italy :’))#matt grzelyck: chinese!!! go off!!!#lizzo: finnish so he can speak with his extended family 🥺#so yes. no one else said: i want to learn a language because i want to KNOW my teammate of 20 years. only sid #also reviving my old sports blog url to use as a watermark for any iphs i’ll post #please don’t repost this on twitter (and in your discord chats :’))#sidney crosby #evgeni malkin #pittsburgh penguins #sidgeno #inside penguins hockey #hockey #nhl

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theerurishipper · 1 year ago

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First <- Part 18 <- Part 19 -> Part 20

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lonelyzarquon · 6 months ago

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DOCTOR WHO | The Girl Who Died

#they can never say i love you like normal people #dwedit #doctor who #dwgif #tvedit #clara oswald #jenna coleman #s9 #the girl who died #twelveclara #whouffaldi #mine #my gifs #sooo anyone wanna come over and be my hobby or smth #i wanted to gif the entire scene but soon understood i don't have 10+ gifs in me rn #and settled for the playful INSANE part of the convo #but the way clara shuts down twelve's worries about her and goes straight to #this isn't you. don't teach them how to fight figure something out #AHHHHHH

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inkskinned · 10 months ago

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we were sitting on the floor and i was cutting out tiny pictures to make a collage for a friend's birthday. you were on your phone and you laughed about something, and i was still in love with you then, so i asked what had you giggling.

"sorry. i was just..." you took a moment and went back to texting. "i was telling someone about how you're afraid of the dark."

i'm afraid of the dark because something bad happened. "oh." i felt a little slinky of shame crawl down my throat.

you glanced up, and maybe it showed on my face, because you rolled your eyes and held the phone to the side casually so i could see the group chat. "what? was it a secret?"

i looked down to the scissors in my hand. "i just..." no, it's not a secret. it just felt like something private, something serious. saying why would you tell someone that just feels like an accusation. it's unfair. i honestly am not even ashamed of it, it's just a fact about my person that i don't usually share.

what a strange experience. is this a human thing or a generational thing? for our grandparents: did they need to worry about how quickly someone can just... share your personal information? again, i didn't even really have a true objection. what could i say? i want any person in my life to feel they can be honest with their friends. it's not like i said don't tell anyone this.

i cut out another letter to complete the rainbow happy birthday, started hunting for the exclamation mark. i heard you sigh dramatically.

"don't make a big deal about this," you said.

this entire conversation was a pattern for us, and this was when we got to my least favorite part of the pattern. i would get my feelings hurt in some oblique not-technically-terrible way, and then it would be making a big deal about something. you'd get frustrated for me for being soft, but i was born soft. you knew i was soft when you pierced me. it's one of the things that made controlling me so easy.

"i'm not," i felt my voice crack. the question came without my wanting. "why are you guys talking about me?" and why are you saying that thing? why not like - i'm telling them how you're generous and kind and pretty.

you let out this low, tragic groan. "oh my god." you tossed the phone away from your body. "there, see? i just won't talk to them if you don't like it."

the rest of the hour went the way it always went, between us: i said i don't actually mind if you talk to your friends but -, you found a way to call my minor expression of discomfort "being dramatic." you got upset that i had been offended. i ended up apologizing, even though i hadn't actually done anything.

afterwards, you picked up the phone again. after texting for a little bit, you snorted. "okay," you said, "but it is kind of funny you're afraid of the dark. i mean, when you think about it."

#spilled ink #writeblr #i'm trying to write about this really specific and wierd new experience #that i think is specific to the internet generation #where people you trust can just... say whatever??? and while most people are trustworthy #sometimes they'll just like... put ur shit out there????#and the thing is that sometimes it's GOOD - i want you to tell ppl if ur partner is being cruel!!!!!#i want u to be like ''hey is it normal if xyz happens'' ... but stuff like ''she's afraid of the dark''#PARTICULARLY when it's CLEARLY making fun of me....#what is the point of that.#this is huge and complicated and happens outside of romantic relationships too btw #like someone u thought of as a friend will be like . oh did u know she's scared of heights and it's like.#girl why are u fuckin doing that tho?#it's not a SECRET i just ...???????????????????????#and i think that gross feeling of like -- ''i can't REALLY be upset bc there's not a TRUE RULE about this....''#it's just not something talked about. bc it's so specific and yet so complex #bc how could i say like '' this is a violation of trust'' when it... technically I GUESS isn't????????????#idk maybe im just like super sensitive but please tell me in the comments/tags/etc if this is #something u have experienced (a trusted person like spreading ur shit) and if u were cool with it

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veryberrybad · 1 month ago

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happy pride month!

#i meant to post this like a week ago but my internet has been out #taking my internet during pride month is crazy… just saying #i take any opportunity that i get to show alastor and vox having equal obsessions with each other #he can pretend he doesn’t care all he wants. but he’s gotta LOVE the constant attention vox gives him #maybe a bit too much #i also love it when they’re so obsessed with each other they completely forget about everyone else in the room #totally normal enemy behavior. i love these freaks so much !!!!!#hazbin hotel #alastor #hazbin hotel alastor #vox #hazbin hotel vox #vaggie #hazbin hotel vaggie #radiostatic #staticradio #my art

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theonewhowails · 1 year ago

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cult trait: good die young

#my art #cotl #cotl lamb #as you can tell. my lamb is SO normal #i wanted to do a thing that showed what kind of a cult leader they were without being like. 25 pages long sakjhfsdg #surprisingly hard???? what can i say i love dramatic spacing and plotlines that slowly build over time. its my curse #this lamb btw is largely based off of the way i played cotl in my first full playthrough. i call this one the Collector #because they do all the fucked up shit you need to in order to collect all the follower forms etc

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mightytato · 27 days ago

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tried to prove a point that i wouldn't draw good on roblox, (i failed apparently) then took the idea into a proper art programsdfghjg

inspo was from a starset song⭐✨(imlikingthisbandalittletoomuchnow)

bad bad super uglee bad roblx art under the cut

plus bonus alternate optimus i drew in like,,, 30 secondsdfgfyhg

#rubyart #rubyanimations #maccadam #maccadams #transformers #transformers prime #tfp #optimus prime #tfp optimus prime #tfp optimus #space #galaxy #starset #oh my goodness where do i start with this #yap sesh incoming #ever since the 22nd of june #starset has been living rent free in my head #notevenmadaboutiteitherhahahegahehshahes #anyway anyway #couldnt decide if i wanted the eyes wide open or more closed #sO I DID WHAT ANY REASONABLE PERSON WOULD DO(im delusional)#AND JUST ANIMATED IT(like a very not normal person)#my starset loving friend said that this drawing reminded him of another starset song called 'everglow'#he was absolutely cooking with that #hid two things of starset's in this piece #good on you if you find em heheheahehahah #also #can i just say that i absolutely LOVE drawing space and galaxies and what not #something about it just gives me life #might make more of these with other transformers.. whoknows

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remcadll · 3 months ago

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Gen obsessed with how.. *dead* your Jason's color pallete is. Like, that's corpse pale right there. Not a spec of blood left flowing in there (also father Todd's skin being full of color in comparison is a nice touch)

THANK YOU I love making him look a bit ghoulish. Guy who's not supposed to be alive but yes he is. no he isn't <3

#DC #DC Comics #Jason Todd #Red Hood #Jaybin #Robin ii #Art by me #Asks #I know vitamin D doesn't affect your skin colour BUT the easiest way to get it is sunlight which does ik nobody is bothered by this but me #But I have OCD. so you're getting clarification anyways 👍#Jason's way of saying if you spend too much time underground it's going to start wanting to keep you there 😁#I do think he bleeds normally and has a heartbeat and all that because he's not Dead. Alive? Well no also. He's likeboth at once and neithe #I think his physical state should be full of inconsistencies. you can't see his breath in cold weather but you can if he smokes etc.#There's also appeal to him coming back looking completely normal I do love mundane horror but #His death was important both in and out of universe and it altered things irreversibly so I think he can be a little Off as a treat #Also it adds to the misery that he's the same person like he died and came back the same person internally he's himself but #to others he looks and acts and is offputting he's Jason but Wrongg. Except not really #Because yeah he changed but that's just getting older and being affected by your experiences like everyone else ever #unfortunately for him he popped back to life Like That so everyone is just going eughh what thebfcuk #But that's a little off topic ANYWAYS one thing I really liked about Countdown was Jason being described as a siren in the dark #Like yea he's unsettling even if there's no clear reason as to why yet. He wasn't even doing anything his vibes are just rancid #My ideal Jason is one who looks like he wouldn't be out of place eating someone. He wouldn't. but you know. looming threat #I think he'd have fun indulging in the undead aspect in his more dramatic moments #Also the environment matters like during the day at the store he just seems a bit strange but at night in an alleyway it's uncanny valley #I have more to say on this topic but I'm writing a novel in the tags so I'll wrap it up #To summarize it's basically YOU CAN'T GO BACK YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK TO THE WAY THINGS WERE AND EVERYONE WHO LOOKS AT YOU CAN SEE IT #Thank you again for this ask I love when people bring up details they like to me because I like putting them in and talking about them #And just talking in general clearly lmao post-crisis really had so much going for it. lots of interesting characters

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skecherss · 4 months ago

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my ideal character design for Stephanie Brown is when she looks like a girl I'd meet in passing at a thrift store only to grow desperately and hopelessly obsessed with my brief impression of her

#i'd hide behind the spinners of beat-up paperbacks to watch her check out her stack of colorful cardigans. and it wouldn't be weird at all #i'm just saying. i totally get tim #also....fluffy hair......this is my final message #if i follow these statutes i will get a good grade in drawing Steph. something that is both normal to want AND possible to achieve.#i got full score on this one #i can close the reference folder now #stephanie brown #spoiler #batgirl #batfamily #dc #sketchies #fanart

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terrys-min-catl · 1 year ago

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hey, i made smth (weird)

this is so bad, that it makes it double better

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mourning-at-night · 1 year ago

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jace i don’t feel good was so funny but also made me so sad. like that’s a teenager with a strawberry squishmallow keychain and a tamagotchi and she doesn’t feel good and she's tugging on a teacher’s sleeve about it. a teacher who should have been responsible for protecting her in the first place and didn’t. who is manipulating and using her and her friends to help fulfill the desires of a wrathful power-hungry egomaniac. porter and jace it’s on sight >:(

#help the rat grinders make me sad i have a disease.#idk man. it’s not a big deal it’s a comedy show i can be normal. sure #edit:#also this isn’t meant to be infantilizing she is absolutely gonna fuck them up next episode lol. and good for her #also bc apparently there’s discourse about this this isn’t to say that the ih shouldn’t be fighting she and the rat grinders to their full #lethal capacity. like stepping back kid v. kid violence makes me sad but they’re trying to end the world lol. and also the ih can play at #their table literally however they want to #it’s a show #just to be clear that that’s not what this post is about lol #mary ann skuttle #dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhjy #fhjy spoilers

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bunnieswithknives · 9 months ago

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Thanks.

#fop #fairly oddparents #fop a new wish #fairly oddparents a new wish #fop nature au #fop dev #fop dale #dev dimmadome #dale dimmadome #art #digital art #comic #The 'Thanks' after all of that makes me so insane Im not even sure I can fully articulate why #I mean. He got what he wanted. Honesty. Thats what you wanted right Dev?#what else do you say to that #He's spent his whole life being sure he knew the answer. That deep DEEP down dale did love him #Have you ever seen that post thats like“I was bawling my eyes out and somebody told me to shut up and I was so taken aback I stopped crying #I think he was so stunned that he just stopped crying.#or like when you get so upset that your feelings turn themselves off to protect you #is that a normal thing that happens to people Erm. anyway #Sorry lol as someone born to parents who.. should not have had me. Writing dale basically admitting as much is actually really cathartic #He shouldnt have had Dev. He doesnt love him. He cant. Dev cant do anything to change it. Its just a fact.#Hes not 1:1 with my parents they tried their best ig but like. their best was still pretty awful child neglect LOL

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wu-does-art · 3 months ago

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dumb sf au idea where everything is the same except the gang all knew eachother since they were kids not pictured: todd observing the affects eating a bug has on sal. also bonus salvis i found in my files:

#theyre so stupid theyre rotting my brain #justr thinking abt... how the gang would interact with sal having known him before the incident.... ykyk...#i am NOT taking the incident away from him that is a core aspect of his character #but hes also allowed some happy silly before he spirals into mental illness despite trying so fucking hard to just live his life #anyways normal i am normal abt sally face #ill post the dumbest doodles and then make a rlly serious comment abt the themes or smth in the tags #i think sal would just spend an hour ranting to ash abt how he thinks its unfair girls have so much cool stuff and boys cant.#without being looked at weird #ash has no clue what shes saying shes too busy trying to get his nails perfect #sal and larry are ofc acting like sibs and besties #two weird kids moment #travis i think just has a puppy crush and the abuse hasnt like destroyed him from the inside Yet so he can be friendly with sal #without throwing up afterwards because he just wants sal to like him and hes anxious? no #salvis #sally face #sal fisher #sally face fanart #ashley campbell #travis phelps #larry johnson #YOU DIDNT THINK ID POST *TWICE* NOW DID YOU???#im cringe but im free

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simonbrain · 8 months ago

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do not let simon find out you can squirt because he'll be an absolute nightmare about it, pounding into your poor cunt to get you to "piss" on him again like a good bitch :(

#ugh can he be normal #sorry i had to say it #i want to elaborate but i'll just drop this here #ghost #simon ghost riley x reader #simon riley x reader #rainwrites 𐙚

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erinwantstowrite · 2 months ago

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sometimes writing involves rewriting a chapter seventeen times and slowly losing your marbles before finding what works

#staring in your eyes rn #im being so normal and calm about this #im not frustrated at all #actually i have eaten the emotions #and can say affirmatively that this isn't making me want to enter a bog during a full moon and convene with my good ancestors #in other news LoF might end up being another chapter longer #leap of faith ao3 #leap of faith catch me if you can

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