#intrusive thoughts for me be like

[razzmothazz]

loved that episode where riz goes to hell and fully awakens his ocd

(this moment had my jaw on the floor btw i cant ever recover after this)

anyway getting to draw something with dramatic lighting is always nice tee hee

[bardicbird]

a little siffrin comic about touch, violence, and oranges

[backstepping]

when you have a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day

bonus:

[belovedroach]

Ellooo!!

To your bug-sides au,

do their rooms look like how the insects would build their homes in nature?

Like Logan having an elaborate scheme of rooms and subsections and furniture blocking straight ways with knickknacks everywhere so you feel like your walking through a winding tunnel

Or Patton having it more open but loads of shelfs like you would see in a beehive with all the little hexagons. And the hexagon pattern being used everywhere in decoration like wallpaper or a rug and such

I don't know more examples of the top of my head

But I just wanted to know if the rooms are still just Thomas's house or if they are personalised in that way?

This is one of those questions I really wanted to draw but I suck at environment design 😭 sorry for taking so long lol

Rather than having their own rooms, I thought it would be cute that their "rooms" where different zones of the living room. For example: Remus and Virgil have their own nook behind and under the couch, Logan and Roman would be over the desk, and Janus and Patton would be in the kitchen. And they use little trinkets for furniture because of course. That's so silly.

I can only offer some poorly executed concepts lol, Im still thinking about Janus and Patton's space and YES im making this about moceit. shut up.

I really like the concept of the rooms tho! That could be in the Mindscape/the Imagination where they have their own space

[sunlit-mess]

[lylahammar]

I swear to god every time I see the words "OCD hack" on any social media site, it's just another compulsion repackaged as "helpful advice"

^ this is not going to help you!!!! in any meaningful way!!! like this was followed by a lot of useful information from other people's reblogs about poison control which is nice but it's tacked onto this incredibly harmful post that is almost entirely unchallenged except for one person in the replies buried under a ton of supportive comments. This is just a compulsion even if it sounds more helpful than reading reddit and quora threads. Treating OCD does not involve finding new ways to reassure your paranoia, you have to learn to resist those compulsions and get help from a mental health professional and/or your support system.

[orengejoshi]

could you draw Dr. Flug pregnant, without the bag over his head?

no I'm sorry, if you mean my bagless Flug design; it's a little too obviously based on a real human being (GLP/GermanLetsPlay, who uses a very similar design of his persona for merch, it's absolutely his trademark. my german followers always recognize him immediately.) and I won't do that without consent. it's my full intention for him to look exactly like Manu bc I thought it would be funny. if I design a different bagless Flug maybe in the future I can do that, but I probably won't.

I dislike the idea of Flug's face being revealed and dread it. I don't want to know. the secret is the appeal!! I'm slightly objectum

this is all I can offer you! I hope you still like it🫡

some excited chatting between these two dorks🩷

I'll even throw a random headcanon at you: I like to think Flug and Black Hat are both autistic, but Flug is the talkative, expressive type and Black Hat the one that is almost always mute and monotone. yapper x listener ig haha

[sleepis4theweak]

A couple days ago I zoned out and only zoned back in when I realized I was seconds away from biting my own finger off like a carrot... idk why I did that but I thought it fit Raph lmao <3

[jadewritesficshere]

Thinking about Eddie Munson who was complaining to the rest of the band about his shoulders and neck hurting post show. One of them convinces him to go for a massage.

Eddie shows up day of and is told to strip to level of comfort and get under the sheets laying on his back, his masseuse will knock before coming in. Eddie has not an ounce of care or shame, strips completely naked. Scars and tattoos on full display. He climbs between the sheets and waits. After knocking and hearing a "come in", his masseuse enters and-

The most handsome man he's ever seen walks in. A bit of stubble on his defined jaw, soft pale lips Eddie wants to kiss, big brown eyes Eddie wants to get lost in, slutty little waist and an ass Eddie could-

He introduces himself as Steve. Verifies where Eddie had said his tension was on the form he hastily filled out. Then it starts.

And maybe, maybe, Eddie is a bit touch starved. He could have anyone he wants, but they don't want him just his fame. Pushes them all away. Only gets close to his band, but they all are busy and have their own people outside of work.

And Steve is just touching him. Rubbing smooth circles into his temple, down his cheekbones towards his jaw. Pressing on parts of Eddie's face he didn't even realize were tense. It's relaxing.

And Eddie regrets not leaving at least his boxers on to help hide that he's becoming hard. Kind of embarrassing, which makes his dick harder- which, that's a lot to unpack right now-

"Hey, relax man," Steve says, laying a gentle hand on his shoulder. Eddie can see Steve's eyes dart towards the obvious situation," It's natural. Happens to the best of us." "Does it happen to you?" Eddie blurts out. Eddie wants to shove his face in one of these soft plush pillows and scream, but Steve just snorts a laugh and shakes his head at him. Doesn't even respond as he continues the massage.

Eddie tries to hold back his groans as Steve turns his head to the side and rubs his neck into his shoulders. He can feel the tension leave his body slowly. Feel the knots in his muscles release.

Eddie can't, however, hold back the noise he makes when Steve grabs a hold of his hair and tugs it. Eddie's eyes pop open and he stares into Steve's face, who has started blushing. Steve just clears his throat and let's Eddie's hair go before continuing the massage.

[astrallar]

Ok, so here me out here

[existennialmemes]

Sorry if I'm on edge, my brain keeps inventing Scenarios designed specifically to upset me.

[fisheito]

how it feels to read chapter 14 but still have to do event dailies afterwards

[luvfy0dor]

incest and pedophilia aren't sexy

[haunted-by-the-spectre]

thinking about Karen "it was nice when you thought of me as innocent"/always trying so hard to be deserving of love Page and Frank "my wife wouldn't just break my heart, she would stomp on that shit and feed it to the dog and it was great and I miss her" Castle. Karen deserves that level of freak at her disposal.

[thefluxsystem]

Ever since being diagnosed with OCD, I keep wondering how many people are in the same position I was only a few months ago: Believing that their intrusive thoughts are who they are because they’ve never been told otherwise.

I have looked into OCD multiple times over the years— which was why I was so convinced I didn’t have it. I didn’t hear the term “moral scrupulosity” until I was given my diagnosis. I didn’t know that my ceaseless, exhausting mental war over whether or not I’m a good person counted as intrusive. I didn’t know ripping yourself apart for things you could have done or could have said after every conversation, often to the point of tears, was not normal behavior.

Because I didn’t know these thoughts were intrusive, they were confirming themselves. I thought that making myself feel this way was right, as if it were divine punishment from a god I don’t believe in for the sin of being alive. That makes sense, I’d think. I am Bad and deserve to Suffer.

I figured everyone else felt this way too. I figured that they must handle it better than I can, which I counted as another moral failure on my part.

Finding out that no, most people aren’t fighting their own thoughts this hard every moment of every day, has changed my life. It’s still hard not to think that I deserve the suffering I put myself through, but I have an out now. Before, the only answer I had was of course I deserve it. Now, I can think deserve or not, this is a disorder in my brain that’s not meant to happen.

It tortures me. How many people are going through life believing their intrusive thoughts are just their thoughts? And how much would change for them if they knew that wasn’t true?

[ch3rr13zk1n]

Lamperty hfjiONE

I also have multiple alternative versions of this image since i never know which version i like more!! (I have a problem please help)

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