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Drawing Pea again and guess what?
Their design changed again :DDDDDDDD
#giving them back their elbow spikes cause i miss those#also i changed their proportions again#other than that they're practically the same#i might make their ref sheet again in my newer style too#it depends on certain stuff#they got more cartoony proportions#bigger lower paws/legs#bigger lower arms/paws#the good shit#i want to get a suit of them with those proportions#to break my silhouette#fun stuff pretty much
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oc time again! + her town & culture (heavily inspired by pre-roman italic populations)
she is suri sauthon. her story is linked to my swtor imperial agent, tar'x, but most of her life except for the one year away where she meets him, is spent in a town in the mountains of mirial.
despite mirial being cold and desert, and many cities developing underground, her town flourishes thanks to a force nexus, venerated in the form of an ancient, sacred, alive crystal. the ecosystem of that mountain depended on what "the horned crystal" was capable of giving them, but mirialans couldn't live off of that alone, so they developed trade and some rudimental technology, even if oftentimes it was bought thanks to the highly profitable trade of a plant used to make medicines that slowed down aging and had overall healing properties.
note: everything that's generated by this nexus has these healing properties BUT they have to be processed, except for those who bathed in the waters of the cavity under the crystal - the "real" nexus, but not the worshipped one. the waters were sacred but they were not thought to be miraculous, unlike the crystal, who instead was thought of as the keystone of the ecosystem: without it, everything would fall apart (and that is partially true: the cavity was the "real" nexus but thanks to the crystal, also strong in the force, the properties were spread all over the mountains). those who bathed in the cavity's waters - so, all of the town, who had a sort of baptism there - could eat the plant, make whatever food with it, and not only that plant, but everything generated by the nexus, that, again, had similar properties. this allowed people to live up to normal life-spans without advanced medicines or, much, really. to those who didn't live there, though, after the processing, had incredible effects, slowing down aging - for those who took it regularly - and making people able to live up to half a century more than the average]
originally, there were four tribes of nomads that lived thanks to horned farm animals that decided to settle down into one bigger town and other smaller settlements, to live off of transhumance. this division of the tribes stayed into the political and social organization: every person belonged to one tribe specifically, and had slightly different rituals and culture. for examples, each tribe had their own priests and healers, with different techniques and traditions. the town, tho, was guided by a group of people in the high priesthood, a position you could reach only by having earned the trust of all tribes. those high priests had many roles: they guided the people into sacred processions common to all the tribes, they managed the trading with outsiders, they did the maintenance of the temple of the summit (the one that functioned as casket to the crystal) and created a special liquid to offer the crystal that helps it grow.

this particular temple was important because 1. it was very visible, from every angle of the town, and it became an important identity symbol; 2. it stored the venerated horned crystal; 3. it had the altar where sacrifices were made for the crystals. that altar had a hole connected to the cavity, that allowed the liquids to reach the underground; 4. it had various symbols: statues representing each tribe + the high priesthood, and typical mirialan tattoos carved into the wood of the trees that served as columns for the temple, symbolizing 8 values that who dared to enter HAD to have; 5. it was on the way to an important lake (called "mother lake" because the lake the town was built around to depended on the waters of that other lake) where they traveled to in important processions; 6. it was said that a the wizard who unified the tribes made it with its magic, making the plant grow to hold the temple's roof. this wizard was, actually, a force user, obv.
BACK TO HER THOUGH: she's daughter of one of the high priests, who was in charge of managing the trades with outsiders, and lives in a house on the mountains with her mother and him. her parents are from different tribes (that's one of the things that earned him trust from the 4 tribes): when a child is born from two different tribes, they don't pick one to allign to, but they're usually linked automatically to the one with more relatives in it (in her case, the father's tribe: she had many uncles and aunts on his side while her mom only had one sister).
later, though, she got quite tied to her mother's tribe due to a mysterious illness that only her mother's tribe healer was able to cure. she spent 4 years (from 10 to 14 years old) living with the healer and learned her secrets. to better study, she wrote them down. when she returned home, she studied to become a priestess with her father. at 22 (the average age: you can't become priest before your 20s), she was supposed to take a test and become a priestess, but the healer of her mother's tribe died and the tribe asked her to take her place. she couldn't technically do that, but both tribes estimated both her and her parents and she was allowed to become both. she then decided to try to become a high priestess, and became one at 25 (a quite young age). being part of the council, she tried to convince the various tribe healers to unite their knowledges and write them down, and eventually made it. healers still remained tribe based but they now had an "upper, inter-tribe level" similar to high priesthood.
years later, the sacred horned crystal is stolen from the temple by some Hutt mercenaries looking for a profit. given the trust she has earned from all the tribes and the fact that her father is the high priest that deals with outsiders (and she's been hearing stories and advice about it since she was little), she is the one tasked with getting it back. without the growing crystal, the keystone to their ecosystem, the village would have lasted only a few years. in hrr quest, she meets imperial intelligence agent tar'x laran and, as they "solve the mystery" and fight to have it back, they get closer. they'll get married and have a daughter, Vegoia (who's the only one who actually will get to the plot of my story. this was all background)
#i overdeveloped this part of the background. IT'S QUITE LITERALLY USELESS. like. Vegoia will have so few memories of it (she'll become jedi)#i will make a post about her too when I'll finish designing her and outlining her story BUT that may be difficult cuz the frame for the mai#story is quite difficult to match with how developed the other stories are getting and i have to figure it Much Stuff yet#so I'm using these post to like. fix a certain part lf the lore because even my own notes are getting older and messy. better to start over#ANYWAY for those curious & who are still reading (if u exist. WTF THANK U!!); my main story is actually a research file in the jedi archive#BASICALLY i was trying to write my own story for years but then i watched a video (tcw doesn't hold up by sheev talks i think) and i finall#understood how to frame all of these stories together in a way that i feel can add to the star wars lore (because. the others were just#like. okay but who cares unless me? and i did want to have a cool frame that maybe some nerd would be interested in looking into)#so: when ahsoka anakin and obi return from mortis; they tell the council about it (yoda knows about it in s6). sheev talks complained that#it was incredibly full of stuff that was done so poorly it could ruin a big part of the original sw story itself and it was never brought u#again. and honestly i agree. SO my story is about a jedi that is tasked with research on the celestials & by having him figure out stuff i#can minimize/limit/reframe some of the controversial things in there (i love mortis arc so bad but i also agree with his critic. I'll Fix™)#so. many stories will be about people who have previously seen the celestials or have been to mortis one way or another (pre-tcw obv) & hav#had experience & knowledge that the researcher is looking for. so i get to have an anthology with many stories#and have a cool frame I'm intrested in developing + i can experiment with different storytelling styles depending on how he finds out stuff#+ there was another sw story with a similar frame i think? so if i decide to write the story as if it was the file itself and not the searc#i can have even a REFERENCE of what a file like that is supposed to be. LIKE. IT ALL FITS!!!#sw#star wars#swtor#the old republic#star wars oc#imperial agent#star wars fanart#mirialan oc#mirialan#star wars story#star wars the old republic#oc: suri sauthon
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know your Nick el s ! (not intended to be me actually insulting IP!Nickel hes just burdened with the curse of being close to canon in a world of Creepypasta
#dreamyisle 26#osc#bfdi au#bfdi#mspaint#art#di26: art#Inanimate Purgatory#IP: art#inanimate insanity#yaaay IP is back! somewhat . depends on how annoyed i get over certain stuff#unsettling tw#unnerving tw
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natsuki and fumiko for @the-only-teruteru-fan's contest!
(i love how with kuzupeko fankids the gene pool is often so evenly split, like no dominant or submissive genes, just 50/50. fuyuhiko and peko would be so happy)
edit: it is too late but. recessive genes.
#biologically 50% pekoposting#having been on a massive writing streak lately and barely drawing for months. damn drawing is so simple#writing: ok i need to know these characters quite well to do cute/fluffy stuff and very well to do angst#drawing: haha i draw the character and then they are there :)#at certain points natsuki kinda looked like ishimaru. that's either a coincidence or possibly something to play with depending on#whether you subscribe to the fantheory that peko and kiyotaka are related (them as cousins is a hc i have in the back of my head)#also fumiko with the fluff? either she inherited peko's Love for it or peko spent a lot of time adjusting her collar as a child. or both#also yippee first actual art that isn't sprite edits or a manga edit where a burger is edited into pekoyama's hands#i was worried that the small blush i do as part of my artstyle wouldn't mesh well with the little kuzuryuu blush but nope it was fine!#i am yapping so much. it is actually on par with my ao3 a/n's damn#cosmic the yapper#natsuki kuzuryu#fumiko kuzuryu#danganronpa fanchild#art that is mine#danganronpa#qualityposting
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emo Nico x scene Will Solace...
#pjo#riordanverse#nico di angelo#will solace#solangelo#i need them to be cringe (affectionate) teenagers okay#give me Will with a hardcore homestuck phase and streaks in his hair dyed with kool-aid and striped armsocks#date night is Will teaching Nico how to make kandi bracelets#if youve been here awhile you may know i am a scene Jason believer and the same concepts apply here#listen i just think. emphasizing Nico being emo and giving him a scene boyfriend#its very important though that only certain riordanverse chars fit the vibe to be scene kids#like i dont think Percy would be as much as i want him to be#its antithetical to his character (internalized ableism/bad self-loathing/keeps his head down)#Will and Jason on the other hand would use XD unironically and have a total ball making sparkledog fursonas#Alex Fierro. DEFINITE scene kid. Magnus is already just kind of a little emo. Sadie is a definite yes. Carter. maybe.#i think he'd be adverse at first but kinda get into it casually yknow. he'd dig kandi bracelets at least.#probably get really into linguistic breakdown of xD rAnDoM speech just for fun#Walt no but he could. like. i think he'd be open to trying it. but its not his default state.#Zia. doesnt have the energy but i kinda wanna see it regardless. i think itd be fun for her but on her own she'd lean more goth#Leo? maybe. depends. he's more into doing stuff ironically. Piper. yes. but specifically as an f-you to conventional fashion#Reyna no. Frank maybe. Hazel yes. Thalia maybe. Annabeth hmm. maybe#i think thats all the main casts. Alabaster? YES and i wanna see it.#anyways thank you for coming to my emo x scene ted talk and character evaluations in the tags
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would you speak on this crosshairs pupil Chuuya trend you're doing
this was my evil plan to manipulate nawy into sending an ask so i could make a full post on it...
ALSO YES!!!!!!!!!!!!
aside from the fact its just fun i wanted to mimic the eyes certain devils have in csm
(art by fujumoto and mappa studios)
As a general art thing i like to give non-human charecters funky eyes
i consider it a fun way to know a bit about a charecter before their properly introduced
Now regular 15 chuuya IS human but his eyes are like this because he doesnt think he is, i like to have charecters effected by their own or other peoples opinions of them
I do a slightly more annoying version of what harukawa does with light in eyes
In example (using an oc of mine)
Misacho's eyes in Misacho's pov (Its based on how she sees herself morally)
Misacho's eyes in chuuya's pov (based on how he sees her morally)
And then misacho in the readers view (unbiased lense so its based on how she actually is)
It makes it more complex and i think its fun if you have to first decode who's perspective is influencing whatever comic or image there is and then get a read on the charecters opinions based on that
Circling back to 15 chuuya
I like making him more monstery looking with sharp teeth and nails and funky eyes especially when hes around the sheep (he gets MORE monstery then) because of the sheeps feelings about chuuya and his own about himself ect
in short this was an excuse to rant about details i like to put in my art
#i havent drawn any proper comics yet so this next detail isnt really in effect yet#but with certain aus ill have actual changes to artstyle depending on the charecters point of view its in#just a fun figuring stuff out thing#ANYWAY thanks for the ask nawy even if i was being evil#my corrupt art#bsd#ocs#art details#evermore answers#personal asks#misacho tag
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What is your process for tuning, if you don't mind me asking? 👉👈
idm u asking at all dw :3 i can try explain but i am So bad at explaining this stuff so bear w/ me and expect the worst LOL
so ( usually ) what i do is get some ( what i like to call ) “base” tuning done before i do anything, so pitch dips at the start and end of words etc!!
after that, i’ll add vocal modes ( so softer parts have example: gentle vocal mode, and powerful parts get power vocal mode ) after that, ill usually add some “pitch cracks” on the more powerful or emotional parts ( unsure what else to call them ) so instead of a dip when a note starts, i’ll remove any dips i added and change them so it ascends downwards onto the note like the singer is starting off on a higher note? sometimes it doesn’t work great so i’ll do notebending and take part of the note up .. i feel lke i’m explaining this poorly LOL. hold on ..
so here is what i’d personally call “base” tuning, it’s got the basics for how i’d want it to sound if i’m going for realism, this would fit for basically anything

but if i want it to have more power, then i’ll do this

but sometimes doing this with pitch bending doesn’t give me the desired effect or the “crack” can sound off, so i’ll note bend it instead like this

im still very inexperienced with tuning so maybe i’m going abt this the wrong way but it’s what works for me LOL . i really like doing pitch cracks, it’s probably the most fun i have w tuning alongside vocal modes!! i have a LOTTT of fun wuth vocal modes and messing with tension, breathiness,gender and tone shift!!! def my fave things 2 mess w:3
#asks#i feel like this isn’t a very good process but.#also not on pc so i can’t directly show synthv abgdhshd#take my shitty procreate drawing s..#when i do tuning for smth on vocaloid it’s usually very similar to this too just minus the vocal modes#i’ll usually ask utatanep1ko for certain amounts of ( insert names of vocaloid parameters i forgrot )#at certain times in the song#or usually he jst picks where he wants stuff like dat instead#depends..#i hope i didn’t forget anhthing#i am so tiredrn LOL#i hope it’s. Somewhat slightly helpful#also ofc this tuninh stuff varies from song to song and doesn’t work well for some notes etc etc..#sometimes i rlly gotta mess w notes to make shit work…
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honestly part of the reason i've been really looking forward to finally playing light fingers (aside from the obvious horrors and whatnot) is because it, alongside bag a legend, contains a Choice™ i to this day am Extremely Torn About Making. like i've known for ages that the Choice™ exists in this ambition and STILL i am undecided about it. this Choice™ is of course. well. let's just say that by the time this ambition ends, caeru may not be the only catboy around town
#the bag a legend choice if ur curious is actually just. straight-up the ending. im not sure which one my BaL PC will end up with#all the other ambitions ive been Reasonably Certain about which path im choosing (especially in the case of the scoundrel)#(i kind of immediately decided i wanted the robe and built their character backwards from there)#but bag a legend? i CANNOT choose. they're all equally appealing to me. and to my BaL PC as they exist in my head rn#but BaL is practically a world's away so we (and i) don't need to dwell on it atm. we've got plenty of time lmao#the same goes for This Choice™ in light fingers. i'll decide when i get to it.#a lot will just depend on how the rp and story stuff plays out leading up to that point#who knows. maybe by the time he gets there lark will have become the fingerking's second biggest stan (after louise of course)#part of the fun i get in cyoa games is equal parts meticulously plotting out a character journey and just#seeing where the character vibes take me as i go along. it's a bit chaotic but ultimately very fun#that's why i keep talking about future events as though this is an actual story and not made up oc rp stuff btw#im just really insane about thematics and arcs in my roleplaying games#yin-thoughts#fallen london
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I'm gonna do it.
I'm going to reread I'll Think of This as a Vacation and Enjoy It, aka the original Gentle Noble webnovel.
There are currently 206 chapters on Syosetu (192 chapters of the main story plus side stories), which means if I read 17 chapters a month, or 4~5 a week, I can do it.
I'm going to do this and take NOTES so that I can write up summaries of each chapter and record such things as characters, labyrinths and labyrinth goods, and information about the magic systems.
Obviously, this will eventually get into spoiler territory for those reading the translated manga. They're gonna be long posts anyway, so they'll be under readmores, and I'll note where chapters line up with the manga and when we pass what's been released. (Reminder that manga vol 10 is coming January 28th, 2025!)
Happy 2025, Gentle Noble fandom! Let's enjoy even more adventures with Lizel, Gil, Eleven, and the rest this year!
#a gentle noble's vacation recommendation#a mild noble's vacation suggestion#穏やか貴族の休暇のすすめ。#odayaka kizoku no kyuuka no susume#休暇#manga#japanese webnovel#i'll think of this as a vacation and enjoy it#休暇だと思って楽しみます。#hachi no hanashi#tbh it's fine if it takes me more than a year. ofc#esp depending on how certain things go for me this year#but nice to start with a goal#i'd like to at least get through the same stuff the manga has covered#this is where i wish i had a website#set it up nice#i should really sit and think about what i want that to look like and check out#some class or youtube videos on website building#i'm more of a computer person but most people use mobile these days so gotta take that into account with the design
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help me choose between krakoa cherik, movies cherik (can be them old or young) or x-men '97 cherik for my fics cause this is a place i don't know which one to choose
wellllll the verse i pick is usually dependent on the idea i have since Personally i think some verses offer something specific compared to others For Certain Ideas but i generally have a bias for tas/classic cherik for my stuff
#snap chats#like sometimes certain settings give me more. things to play with ? compared to a different verse? if that makes sense ?#like each verse has their own thing that they can bring to the table so its very dependent i think#like i couldnt do Supervillain Roleplay for movieverse or krakoa but i also wouldnt do road trip stuff for comic/krakoa verse#just which one is your favorite if you cant decide i guess !
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Now see him (closer to) Canon style.

With some. Fucking Shapes....
He really is. So. So designed. And I fucking hate. HATE. How it All Fucking Works, Actually. But at what cost.... (my sanity.)
Things I go back and forth on:
Drawing the individual scales on his chainmail. It DOES look better if you go out of your way to do that. But for me it really just depends on the vibe of the piece (like this more serious endeavor I'm gonna draw each, but for quick sketches/shitposts I just do the wave. Equivalent of drawing a seagull like -> m )
Things I modify: Almost fucking everything. Next
Things I never include (and why):
> Hhow... Hhhow do you have That Many Belts.... SIR......... (don't even get me started on how that strap across his chest doesn't even wrap fully around like a shoulder bag DO NOT GET ME FUCKING STARTED.....)
> The gorget. The neck guard thing. It just makes posing a pain in the ass. You wouldn't think so, maybe. But for me the collar bone is huge in trying to get a sense for where everything should be! From posing to perspective even!!!
> The thigh armor. We've been over this. This is the entire reason we're here. I need to kill him.
> You CANNOT make me draw his fucking crown WITH his stupid fucking hair AND the very specific wavy way I draw it YOU CAN'T MAKE ME. YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME. Everyone else who does this and have found ways around it/to implement it into their work ARE FAR STRONGER THAN ME. I'LL THROW UP. AND CRY‼��‼️‼️‼️‼️
Things I fuck up and forget on a regular basis: A lot.
#fe alfonse#the unfortunate thing is that i've already inked a bunch so like. eg i fucked up his angel wing neckpiece i think but it's too late now!#also just. this type of shit really makes me doubt myself as an artist like.. ohh okay. so i really am just a hobbiest w no formal educatio#like i'm certain there's some sort of theory and a shit load of revisions that go into every chara design ever.#i also just am scared of like. doing that phenomenon where an artist inexplicably gets 'worse'. over time.#like idk how to say it esp cause i don't wanna be mean... esp bc art is so subjective too#and sometimes the Point is to have 'ugly' art. entirely depends on what you're trying to achieve here#but i'm talking about how like. unintentionally seemingly. the artist just starts making Choices#that start to just... make their old work look like it should be their new stuff. to put it gently.#IDKKKKK MAYBE I'M JUST BEING VAIN AND STUCK UP.........#but let it be known i am ALWAYS. worried about one million things 🫡#my art#i wwas... supposed to be working on my comic........
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the system is such a fun narrative device because it's ultimately the author, the audience, the plot all wrapped in one. it adapts with what is necessary for the story to come; its strict boundaries, its lenience, all dependent upon the tale being told and just what standards must be set to make the 'chosen' characters act. whether that responsibility falls to the transmigrators (which readers/authors like ourselves will have an intrinsic connection to), or is otherwise warped to be understood by one of the fully fictional accounts. i love the meta to it. it's still a character, but one made best when you as the author input your intentions for it to follow -- no matter the cost.
#it is still a character of course. but it has been on my mind how fun it is to use#either a being that exponentially threatens death + constantly posits itself to taunt yqy's lack of knowledge contrasted to sy#or one that takes sqq's ''really martial siblings; the system was enough of a beast on its own. thank you very much!''#and responds simply: [ ☆*:.。. ฅ^(≽ܫ≼)^ฅ .。.:*☆ ]#in this sense you can regard each fic's system as a separate entity overseeing that particular iteration.#or at least one w a different ''task manager'' (author) to determine the levels of interference it is permitted#it's just a fascinating part of all the stories that come of sv. and within sv itself of course!!!#esp w the perceived biases; how sv is intended to 'cater' to a certain audience (similar to the author)#matches not only (presumably) mx/tx's belief but also the presumptions at large as it pertains to bl#(particularly at the time it was written but the idea still persists irt f.joshi stuff. of course. which i will refrain from commenting on)#the system just reminds me of the times back when i used to do actual like. data analysis stuff as best as i could in fan spaces#it's always so curious... marking down certain trends/phases of investment#i do usually prefer getting into things that are long-finished but getting to stay up to speed w the developments of how fans interact w it#is also very very fun to note down. i love writing down reactions to visnovel translations changing certain dialogue to clarify#as well as what sorts of new interpretations people can bring to the table depending on cultural exposure/experience#bc. aha . stares into the sea. ah the americana...#well anyhow. i'd never say anything i've noted down has been significant enough to be actual 'data study' of course but it is super fun#i like figuring out the social aspect of fanbases regardless of whether or not i personally participate (though i tend to! i am just shy)#(more than you'd believe considering how much i talk haha... more of a people watcher i'd say. but i do like complimenting people)#(there really is a lot to admire; even in passing interactions. very inspiring!)#ah where was i. i forgot. anyway the system's such a fun addition for sv and i'm glad it was a core aspect#forever thinking abt sy's response to it after yqy's confession. eternally unwell#speak#svsss txt#i hope you like my kitchen musings. i'm so hungry. portioning out adobo for you all
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there’s gotta be a morgue or something somewhere on/around the prydwen right. i’m just gonna pretend there is.
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Everyday I mourn the fact that thousands of people decided to get into the Marauders fandom instead of the Next Gen era.
We know as much about most of the Next Gen characters as Marauders era characters (nothing but their names, in most cases) with the exception of Snape (rarely brought up, but he has his own strange subset of fans so I kinda understand) and the Marauders themselves (this information is typically stretched and twisted out of necessity, until it barely resembles their original personalities).
I get that they have the tragic draw. But arguments that enjoying Marauders era stuff doesn't support JKR are made moot by the amount of fans who buy official merch, rewatch the movies legally, and go to the attractions.
#it is my curse to never be into the 'big' fandome#i live on scraps and rare pairs#I do enjoy some Marauders era stuff but so much of the current fandom makes me Angry#often it depends on my mood#at a certain point an AU stops being an AU and becomes original works with JKR's character names#marauders fandom#hp next gen#harry potter
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What element do you connect with based on symbolism?
TOBIAS: fire as passion.
passion is fire’s most recognizable metaphor, though it takes many forms: rage, destruction, lust, love, energy, power. Fire, here, is less about light and more about heat. Sometimes you make choices you know will ultimately turn out bad for you, because to you, almost anything is worth feeling something real. You are nostalgic for times when your feelings were more vibrant—but in reality, they weren’t more vibrant then, they just caught your attention more because they were new and shiny. Keep in mind that periods of anxiety or restlessness in your life aren’t proof that you need to cling harder to what used to make you feel things. Doing the necessary work of creating routines and taking care of yourself may feel boring, but just because something’s not immediately satisfying doesn’t mean it can be put off forever.
TAGGED BY: @lustraveil THANK YOUUU! 😙 TAGGING: @cinderlynx, @sortilegii (Lucian), @antinomos (Minoru), @hunting-songs, @pocketmedicine & everyone else who wants to do this!
#◜✧ . ❪ muse. tobias. ❫#◜✧ . ❪ tobias ; meta. ❫#◜✧ . ❪ dash games. ❫#Me seeing `fire`: I don't even need to read the rest of this to know it's on the nose#AJDSJADGHASDJASDHASDJ if Tobias ISN'T likened to or associated with fire in some way shape or form we both start feeling withdrawal#This result is a bit tricky tho bc the italics... depend. Like he DOES want to feel stuff but not All stuff; only the positive parts#which. he's never experienced before so it can't be said that he feels /nostalgia/ nor that his feelings were more vibrant as in `pleasant`#vibrant in his case=existant. Tobias doesn't feel jack shit about anything 99.9% of the time; his boredom overwrites everything else#so he Does enjoy the rare chances to Feel Things. except anger which is ironically the ONE damn emotion he feels at the drop of a hat#Alsofdsjfhshfk `just because something's not immediately satisfying doesn't mean it can be put off forever' Tobias vc: Oh really. 😐 Try me#He does suck it up & do certain things he doesn't like doing if they'll guarantee smth of equal or higher value (*fun scale) in the future#but doing smth that won't yield any results of that kind AND is boring as hell... girl he'd rather die a thousand deaths
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Me when I see the VERY concept/ship/etc (I'm not naming EVERYTHING- 😭 but mostly concept) I don't like by someone else:
Me seeing the same concept/ship/etc, but then seeing it's made by my FP/My friends/OOMFs/(Idk- just people that I genuinely respect and am not just.. neutral on- Idk how to explain-) and it's actually wonderfully executed:
#“you are the only exception” ahh mindset /hj#if you find it you find it#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#muichiro tokito#(tagged because of the gifs)#anyways#I don't like certain things so if I see it#I'll probably just be like “.. this again?” or Idk- something that implies boredom. Just bored-#(or make a silent rant depending on how many times I come across it despite scrolling away- but then realize it's not that deep-#and just change the search so it's more specific to what I want-)#(which doesn't work most the time- but Atleast I get to see what I actually wanna see. even if it's not that much-)#but if it's made by any of the people I just mentioned#just so y'all know. I'm eating it up immediately#because I JUST have a feeling y'all would cook with it /hj#sorry if this post sounded backhanded-#ok enough yapping#just know y'all are the only exception when it comes to consuming stuff I don't really have an interest in /hj#(sometimes It can turn into eventual interest depending-)#ok seriously enough yapping-#that's it#yay!!! yippee!!!
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