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to feel sad about never writing poetry anymore while also knowing that writing poetry was a reprieve from dark times and thoughts, y'know?
#like yeah i miss it as the comfort it was#but i dont need a comfort like that rn#im in a better place#its strange to think about#bc like yeah poetry was fun and nice and a way to get everything out when i was sad and angry and miserable with life#but it was always creating from that sadness and anger and miserableness#even happier poems were made from longing rather than experiencing#and now i dont write poetry all that often anymore#i dont necessarily need that comfort all that often and isnt that great#isnt it great that im at a place where those quote unquote bad feelings do not come around as often#but am i doing that because i'm feeling those less or because im feeling less emotion in general#idk somethings been rattling around#about how i dont have the energy or motivation to do anything creative anymore or even critically analyze anything really#and i kindve miss it#life is all about missing college english classes really#if you think about it#k mumbles#brought to you by the destiel fanfic i was recommended on tiktok#by berk to be fair so its gonna be good#but i wasnt expecting it to hit as much as it does rn#writing#poetry#icaruspendragon#aka berk#you absolute animal#i just finished reading the fic and i posted this before chapter 7 and now im dying#destiel#and this your living kiss#opal_bullets#thats the fic and author btw
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well, i just assumed...
#another 2024 art has hit the towers#was thinking about how quick aventurine is to remove himself whenever he receives even the SLIGHTEST pushback from stelle in their texts#he really cannot conceive her genuinely enjoying his company so obviously he has to buy it from her to be tolerated#their dynamic gets strangely... shy??? sometimes post penacony and its very very endearing to me#more of it please.#honkai star rail#hsr#stelle#aventurine#avenstelle#fanart#digital#my art
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I love this book to death, so here's some things I noticed <3
#hyde being short is quite possibly my favourite thing ever#this isnt me jabbing at the takes that stray from the book#just btw XD#i think thats a big reason why i love it so much is that theres a WEALTH of inspiration that can be taken from the jekyll and hyde trope#theres so much out there i love#that being said#ive been buzzing about jekyll n Hyde recently because of this game that blindsided me with a jekyll n hyde trope#its always fun seeing it out in the wild#as seldom as that is LMAO#if anyones curious though its called vampire therapist and its a character named dr drayne#very cute and very fun game 💕💕#jekyll and hyde#the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde#dr jekyll#mr Hyde#also talking about blindsided by gothic lit blorbos#saw an animated Jekyll and hyde movie at the DOLLARSTORE for 5 smackaroos#easiest 5bucks i ever spent#literally the funniest shiy ive ever seen highly recommend watching it pals#its also on youtube for free and its in that so bad its good category for me
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so like is it specifically planets the solver craves or can it get by with just eating dirt off the ground
#thank you those people in that one server i havent been there long enough to remember names#for bringing up the idea#is very funny#god i have genuinely no idea what to do for n's dialogue boxes. cannot think of a gimmick whatsoever#suprise attack by the artstyle change. i am imploding right now#cannot settle on any style whatsoever. genuinely changing by the hour#so strangely proud of ns hand in this one i dont know what it is about it but i really like it#hats still pisses me off though. why so difficult to draw#murder drones#art#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones cyn#or its#murder drones absolutesolver#who knows at this point#murder drones skig#still fighting tooth and nail for the tail to be named skig. it fits so well#iz go attack glitch headquarters for me#i think its late enough i can keep this unspoilered
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i think dan should get to be a little weird too. as a treat
#my art#re animator#herbert west#daniel cain#dan cain#danbert#no but srsly guys i get that hes the normal guy but you forget ... HES ALSO WEIRD !!! HES SO STRANGE !!!#if he was normal he would have called the cops on herbert ages ago#but guess what babey he ... well technically he did call the cops but he waited like 20 years to do it so .. !!#bro was an enabler dont forget that#sorry im like rlly crazy about dan...#which is unfortuante bc i feel kind of alone in that like YES herberts a baddie YES hes litterally me#but dan....... DAAAAAAAAAAAN (eagle screeching)#what the fuck am i saying!#edit hey guys its actually lucid dog that rant you see above you was written at likes 6am after an all nighter#we all know dan is weird i mainly meant i think he should get to be PORTRAYED as weird more#really im just weird about him (<3) and i need him to reflect that
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good ace attorns
#did yall see the strange subtitles about bvz on the aai videos that never appeared in another promotional vid#because i definitely havent been Feeling Strongly about it since#art#aa#dgs#ace attorney#tgaa#the great ace attorney#ryunosuke naruhodo#herlock sholmes#barok van zieks#I still think its hilarious ppl can walk into his office and can talk the worst shit and he just never kicks you out#capcom. give me more tgaa and my life is yours
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That one cutscene where Kris talks to Tenna alone makes me a bit sad...
I've also realized that even if I draw Kris entirely normally, as long as they're next to Tenna they look like a tiny child the size of a pea. This can also make me a bit sad if I try hard enough
#my art#deltarune#utdr#deltarune spoilers#tenna#kris dreemurr#tenna deltarune#mr ant tenna#Somehow a THIRD distinct style i have drawn tenna in but I think this one's probably the best i've managed so far.#the 3d reference cube had been a clever idea but i don't draw anything else in that careful perspective...So it seemed strange...#And in general it's easier to just wing it and not think excessively hard about how his head should be lopsided.#Maybe eventually I will be fully cured of the “It looks like a different person drew all of these” disease regarding him...#dt#On the topic of this cutscene i completely missed it my first playthrough#I only saw it while I was watching my friend play chapter 3 and i was like Aw...........Aw....................................#I have been cursed since that day. Somehow even more cursed than I was immediately before learning of that cutscene.#Also can everyone ignore how it seems like he has a different number of fingers in the 2nd one its really hard to draw interlocked hands.#Just pretend the missing ones are being covered up by the visible ones I don't want to deal with it.
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Wings uncut
#been rewatching hp#thinking about what a kind kid harry is early on; full of cheek and curiosity#in my memory Harry’s amazement for the magical world comes to a stop after the 5th book#he’s not teaching and rethinking magic anymore#after the incredible toll of sacrifice he faces its not strange#I would love to see a harry that finds his love for magic again#and start to find more meaning in magic beyond battle and defense#anyways#Harry Potter#hp fanart#hp#harry james potter#harry potter and the sorcerer's stone
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Imagine you live in pelican town. The new farmer has been here a couple weeks now and seems to be settling in, except... He's picking the weirdest friend choices. Like sure it's not weird to befriend the local fisherman, especially when he has an interest in fishing himself, but you're pretty sure you've seen him rooting through the Saloon's garbage with the local homeless man. As well, he keeps harassing the poor guy who works at Joja even though you KNOW he doesn't want to be friends with him.
And since you're on the topic of weirdness, isn't it odd he seemingly runs everywhere at a full sprint? Or just... Eats entire raw fish while fishing for "energy reasons"...
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Despite all that, it's too early to call him off putting or anything... He has been engaging in town traditions, and he's started helping out with the old community centre. He's probably like the rest of you. Someone with a few quirks, that will fit in with the valley great!
Surely he can't get any weirder... Right?
#been playing my new sdv save some more recently#i keep thinking about the whole “eldritch” farmer thing#where the famer is just... objectively strange#i fucking love it#i love the idea of the farmer being some sort of higher being#someone who doesnt understand local conventions#someone who doesnt get why its considered weird to eat whole raw fish fresh from the river#or how it might be offputting to greet someone for the first time using their name#but at the same time#this eldritch entity genuinely wants to be a part of the community#they want to learn and they want to love and they want to learn to love#i see minmaxxer/speedrunner eldritch famer a lot#mainly played off for gags#but not genuinely loving their live in the valley eldritch farmer#at least not often#theres so much temptation to write an eldritch farmer x shane fanfic set in spring 1 or some shit lmao#text post#stardew valley#sdv#sdv farmer
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Jon, my guy, I know you were having a moment but you didn't need to read that part out loud
#and after tormund is saying that's strange what did he mean about mance?#and jon is like haha yeaah idk its so weird lol am I right ?? anywayy#lucky for him he died before anybody could think too hard about this#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#fanart#my art#jon snow#mance rayder#valyrianscrolls
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Sam and Evans relationship is so special yet so simple and it really just is that Sam treats Evan like he's normal and Evan treats Sam like she's serious
#My post#misfits and magic#sam britain#evan kelmp#To be clear they should kiss in the moonlight about it#danielle in the talkback like: no one takes sam seriously not even her actress#which is like. Sam is so socially intelligent so every moment someones treating her like an idiot she knows!!#Like i think this comes out in hilarious ways where sam is like am i weird for not having murdered? Like its a bit#But its also the unquestioning legitimacy evan might have to normal#In a way like. Is a unique relationship to a boy who is very strange
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do yall ever think about bruce/batman!clone danny standing in front of his bathroom mirror after finding out he was a clone and silently tracing his face. The slope of his jaw and point of his chin. The high angle of his cheekbones and the shape of his eyes, the curve of his brow bones and the shape of his nose. The volume of his hair and the way it curls and gets fluffy when it gets too long.
His hair is black the same way a crow's wing is black. His dad's hair is black the same way a black bear's fur is black. His dad's eyes are blue like the ocean is blue. Danny's eyes are blue the same way a glacier is blue.
His dad has a square jaw and straight flat hair, and he tans and gets a face full of freckles when he's out in the sun for too long. Danny burns like a lobster and his face remains untouched. Danny has a sharp jaw and tall cheekbones, and Sam says when he's not smiling there's almost something regal about him. You would never call Jack Fenton "regal" when he's not smiling.
Sam says when he's not smiling he looks scary the same way a stone statue is. Jack Fenton when he's not smiling looks scary the same way that german shepherd staring at you across the street is.
Do you ever think he grew up wondering if he was adopted. Because of course, he has black hair and blue eyes like his dad. But having the same color doesn't make you someone's child.
Or, worse, things he's heard from the other kids and the other parents and even some of his teachers growing up; that he was the product of an affair. And that his dad was just too stupid to notice. And Danny would defend his parents until the day he died, because Jack Fenton wasn't an idiot and Maddie Fenton wasn't a cheater.
But doubt comes in with fickle tongue. his parents swear up and down that he is their child when he asks about either. That Danny just had his grandparents' features, but he was their son and they loved him.
But Danny doesn't look like either of his parents. His mom's eyes are blue like an aquamarine and Jazz's too. And they burn like lobsters in the sun too, but Jazz gets freckles on her face and so does Maddie. And as Danny grows up he doesn't bulk up or get stocky like his dad did, and when he hits puberty he doesn't shoot up like a tree like Jack Fenton did.
He stays small, and they say he's a late bloomer (and he is), or that he just has his mom's height. But he's fast and has good stamina, and some days it feels like he's built entirely different from his family. That the things they went through growing up just didn't apply to him. Jack and Maddie Fenton both had acne and breakouts when they hit puberty, and Jazz inherits it and he's seen the amount of skincare products she keeps on her side of the bathroom.
And then he hits puberty and breaks out maybe once or twice, but his skin stays clear for the most part and the problems and changes his dad went through just don't happen to him.
And the truth is worse than all of the lies.
How horrifying.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#danny fenton is a clone#clone danny fenton#clone danny#thinking about the inherent trauma that comes with growing up as a clone and not knowing and questioning everything about yourself#thinking about the amount of effort and lying that Jack and Maddie would've had to to do if they wanted to pass Danny off as their bio son#the MEDICAL RECORDS#danny's medical history is completely different from theirs. any generational health problems the waynes have would/could be passed down to#danny and he's completely oblivious to it up until the reveal. he'd have no idea about any medical risks until they hit him before that.#so many little things and inconsistencies that would just build and build and build until it finally came to a head and the truth came out#forever and ever and ever fascinated by the underlying horror of being a clone. there's a horror in being cloned but there's also a horror#in BEING a clone. like yes he could've always known from the start and that comes with its own set of issues BUT. just. him not knowing#for the longest time. the lies and deceit and betrayal. you know how adopted kids come out and talk about how they didn't know they were#adopted for the longest time and how traumatizing and betrayed they felt when they're finally told 15-20 years down the line? yeah that#i imagine finding out you're a clone is a lot like that.#i read a book in middle school once abt a girl moving to a new town with her family and getting these horrible nightmares and noticing how#everyone was acting strange around her. one of her nightmares was about the 30yo police officer being a shambling corpse talking to her#and at the end of the book she finds out she's actually the clone of a dead older sister and the police officer was her sister's boyfriend.#and she was in gymnastics but quit and her parents were so disappointed bc the og sister was a champion/award winning gymnastics player#and i never did finish the book but god am i reminded of that.#i love reading the dpxdc clone danny posts and they usually have him brush off being a clone which is literally totally fine but duUUDE#just imagine his own horror over it. its SOOO good
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Racing is life. Anything that happens before or after is just waiting.
#motogp edit#my 4min 6sec love letter to motogp ft ring of fire opening quote#im such a crier anymore like i got to hayden winning the championship in 06 and started sobbing so hard i felt sick#dreading 2011 for many reasons obviously simoncelli's death but also knowing thats the last race i was ever current with#which is so strange to me to think about now#ik ive said it before but coming home from school to my dad saying 'we're not watching todays race' then never talking about it ever again#never watching another race live or otherwise until literally this year#left an impression maybe#its like i have over a decade of pent up tears and joy in me that have been waiting for me to remember how strongly it all affects me#a piece of my soul lives in this video now i think#god. anyway#cry with me i love the movieesssssssss#ok many things to say about the beauty and pain and tragedy and triumph of motorcycle racing but i gotta blast love u all mwah
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been thinking about something wicked a little too much lately. no harm in romanticizing the ominous dreadful unstoppable force
#ultrakill#v1#v1cked#<- unsure if ive ever officially decided that was the tag id be using but i dont recall anyone else having an idea for it#v1 and something wicked... ouhehehe#in a game like this... with conflict and violence and unceasing demand for a spectacle it is a step back to have v1 find themselves in a-#dark and quiet labyrinth belonging to a force that scares even them#idk. i think about it. its so unlike everything v1 has gone through thus far (though albeit not much as 0-S is in prelude. but i assume-#-there was some killing before they decided to drop down)#maybe it reminds them of their home? where they were built? light humming of wicked passing feels like the buzzing of bright artificial-#-lights that were routinely shined down on them for maintenance#a strange but welcome connection...#and something wicked is very lonely. i dont think it has much of an issue with this seeing as it knows its maze so so well.. im sure it-#-cares for it extensively. but a machine? coming here? i wonder if something wicked has the ability to interact with the terminals at all#terminals do really only talk to machines#but this one seems quite lonely. i dont think itd mind if something wicked happened to take a look#ok im done#gen art
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soft and neat
#dan and phil crafts#dan and phil#decided to go to bed before watching the video. absolutely insane way to start the day#took a nap and it gave me strange and vivid nightmares about demons. still think its funny tho 10/10#my art#this is so gonna come out of left field for my followers lmao#posts this with no context. doesnt elaborate. leaves#edit: ok i lied im elaborating. im not a phan account guys if you follow you will b sorely disappointed#im probably never going to post about it again ive just been lurking for 10 years. you know how it is
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Sleepy Science...!
#brainstorm's is a little bit of a mess but. i think that's in character#they'll be charms and stickers! or at least ill try to get stickers in.#sorry for the lack of activity ive been working on these#some other deadline stuff#a. comm i forgot about. (my bad)#and also still the prizes#and also a job so . im exhausted a lot of the time#but its ok. we persevere.#also ive gotten myself into two different things at once#clair obscur and also iron leaguer#its. a strange combination#so idk if anyone has played CO:E33. u might see smth from me soon. I wanna do a painting for it. what a beautiful game#tf nautica#tf brainstorm#maccadam#tf perceptor#transformers
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