#just interact please I’m lonely 😔

[idiotinsuspenders]

I low-key forgot mcsm rp existed in Tumblr.

That’s what this account was literally for, yet I forgot about it cause it was when I first got into the mcsm fandom. Now there’s so much rp here. Include me guys 😔

[seastarblue]

Hello!

FREE PALESTINE!

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Hiiiii I'm seastarblue! Y'all can call me whatever as long as it somewhat relates to my user, but most go with seastar, or just sea. I'm just a girlie with O-Sea’s (GET IT? I need people to see this) that live in my head rent-free, and I'm hoping that you, dear reader, enjoy their silliness as much as I do!

I am pretty new at writing, and I am also a part time student, so yeah.

please be nice. I'm a-begging. I'm new to Tumblr. (It’s been like. 4 months)(but still be nice plz I’m a lil soft :c)

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Here are some basics about me:

18 years old (still not used to my being an aCTUAL ADULT WHAT)

Black and Muslim (if ya dont like it just go away pls and thank u)

Aromantic Asexual (i never needed b*tches......)

Timezone is EAT (East Africa Time)

My Stories

(and a very bad explanation of them)(I need to develop my stuff more):

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Interwoven

Here’s the Masterpost! (ALERT THE BIOS ARE OUTDATED) (everything relating to it has the tag #sea’s story 1) Status: on hiatus rn 🙏 I’m focusing on the latter two

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A Golem’s Guide to Regaining Goodness (AGGTRG)

there’s absolutely nothing here lol just characters And this very lonely writing masterpost (under the tag #sea’s story 2) Status: getting a feel for what I want to happen! also making intros, and that sorta thing ^^

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The Guiding Star (TGS)

So I lied this is the one with absolutely nothing 👍🏾 (even so, it’s under the tag #sea’s story 3) Status: getting ideas but idk how long it’ll take 😔

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I think that’s about it! I’m always open to tag games and the like, please feel free to reach out if you’d like to talk! About anything really, I’d like to make friends but Am Shy.

But, do not interact with me if:

You support Trump

Or Netenyahu

You’re homophobic, transphobic, etc

You’re racist, sexist, etc

If you’ve already followed me as one of the above, kindly unfollow, leave, or block me (soft or hard idc)

Mkay moving on…

im making a tag game list! Interact with this post to be added! 😙

have a lovely day/night :3

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credits for pfp and dividers under the cut:

Got the dividers off the web — Pfp from this picrew

[scrunckled-idiot]

Heyyyy! :D

this is @scrunckled_idiot (obviously) and ummm… just information about myself here I guess?

About me!

has the incurable bisexual sickness 😔

i am genderfluid so please refer to me with any pronouns you like i really dont mind :3

I like to draw silly little doodles of my favourite fandoms, which is mostly tf2.

I don’t like racists, homophobes, pedos yada yada yada blah blah blah you know the drill ladies and gents.

I’m a bit challenged and I’ll leave it at that.

has crazy procrastination. so if you see a new post, it was probably supposed to be posted a week ago.

i like g/t content cus it makes me feel happy and safe and silly. I hate the fetish stuff because it makes me uncomfortable and I would rather tear off my skin and bathe in salt and freshly cut limes than be associated with it or interact with it.

I’m sorry if I come across as blunt or anything of the sort sometimes, I’m genuinely not trying to be rude or mean it’s just how my brain works.

FANDOMS I WILL DRAW FOR:

tf2 (obviously)

spooky month

batim/batdr

profile pictures or banners for these fandoms

creepypasta

Favourite pieces of media:

Team fortress 2

Bendy and the ink machine/dark revival

Half life

Portal

monkey wrench

amazing digital circus

Undertale (fuck the AUs they suck)

spooky month

cuphead

THE GASLIGHT DISTRICT

favourite musical artists:

weird al yankovic

imagine dragons

the happy fits

rare Americans

the hatters

will wood

jack stauber

mother mother

saint motel

tally hall

cosmo shelldrake

tom cardy

fish in a birdcage

the Orion experience

People i consider family on here because I'm lonely irl

@tf2addictedmann

@melondaskelet0n

@canisxx

@another-delta-lover

@scouts-cosplays

@darkcloudsatnight

@ionlypostmymeemocs

@rainderthesomeone

@tf2-pony

@moon-0f-m4rs

@bluespace-stuff

@circushaven

current ocs! (in order of apearence):

mary hall (the first oc)

Sunny Agafonov

pocket merc

✨my AO3✨

Progress on my current fic: the pocket merc (chapter 2)

Current word count: 624

progress till completion: 5%

Think to my YouTube channel where I post animations, memes, and nature videos :3 👇

ASK ANSWER PROBABILITY TEIR LIST!:

🪨common🪨: text posts. one sfm render.

💚uncommon💚: shitty little sketch.

🪻💎rare💎🪻: mini comic.

✨🌟epic🌟✨: polished traditional sketch. 9 page+ comic

⚔️❤️legendary❤️⚔️: gif by me

🎞️🌌mythical🌌🎞️: video by me

Free space

the fanart board 👇

EVRYTIME I GET FANART I GET SO FUCKING EXCITED LIKE- FOR ME??? REALLY??? NOT JOSHING??? YOU LIKE ME TO THE POINT OF CREATING... – @scrunckled-idiot on Tumblr

[badassxbirdy]

It’s time once again for an activity update. If you’re new here: these posts help me to keep track of what the frick I’ve been doing, particularly when tumblr breaks or the brain fog strikes. This update includes replies and interactions posted from the 1st of January to the 3rd of February, as well as anything queued or in drafts at the time of posting. Everything else can be found in previous updates under this tag. There’s also the full thread tracker here.

The navigation page for mobile users can be found here.

If you want to see all IC interactions without the other stuff, click here. If you’d like to start something new, there are opens and memes, or you can just hit up the DM’s. You can also add Tyler on Discord for IC texting. Username is the same as her url, just let me know who you are if you add her.

The full activity update (along with OOC housekeeping) is below the cut. Bold text = links.

Now onto the update!

OOC Housekeeping

Thank you for the lovely birthday messages! 🥰

I'm still trying to shake off this infection, and so I once again want to stress that any shoddy replies are NOT a reflection of my enthusiasm for writing with you! My brain frequently turns into mush, particularly when my health issues decide to kick off, and that has been a bit of a struggle as of late. I very much mean it when I say this: it’s not you, it’s me!

Threads, replies, and other IC interactions: (in alphabetical order by username.)

@2kyears

"Have you forgotten that you should not steal someone’s property?" - link

@day0fwrath

TY AND JARTHER TIIIIIME! 🥳 - queued

@demcnsinmymind - link to the roadside besties tracker page here

Tyler is having a Bad Time™️, and I am yelling about the entire situation! ☠️ - link

Taking Lance on a hunt - link

Giving Lance a haircut - queued

Car trouble - drafted

Adorable sleepover vibes - queued

Azzy proves a point - queued

@derschwarzeengel - link to our tracker page here

"I can’t mansplain manipulate manwhore my way out of this one guys!" - link

Terrible ideas - drafted

@florafound - link to our tracker page here

Trap! - drafted

@gentle-hearted

"Did you just call me... small?" - drafted

@heavenguided

Tyler is judging Michael. 😂 - queued

@malka-lisitsa

Suspicious Tyler is suspicious - queued

@milleroptimism

Pizzaless and insulted 😔 - link

@multi-royalty

Bad aim - drafted

@nightiingaled - link to our tracker page here

Killian is injured, Tyler is panicking. - link

“I am a grownup!” - link

Ty meets the weird little eldritch man! - link

Time for The Talk. 😭 - link

The bby gets a home, and I am cry. - link

@normallyxstranger

“You seem to be doing a great job at being a nuisance. ” (Victor) - link

The greatest shirt in existence! (Mason) - queued

"I’m lonely but not in a hot mysterious way" (Jamie) - drafted

@ofteaandmagic

Extreme awkwardness - queued

“Sorry for being British.” - queued

@stupidiinspades

Doomed by the narrative - link

@sunmad

“Sorry for acting so strange and irregular; It will happen again.” - link

@timeisbrain

Accidental coffee stealing - link

@wolfskrieger

"Does the hate come from the heart or just out of habit?" - link

Headcanon, dash games, and assorted silliness:

Ty's opinion on Elisiel - link

Mel's opinion on Ty - link

Lance and Azzy's opinions on Ty - link and link

Thread and dash commentary - link and link

I think that’s everything, but as always, please let me know if I’ve missed something. I never intentionally drop threads without notifying, so if it’s not here, I am either having a brain fart or I simply have not seen it. Remember to be kind to yourselves! ❤️ — Em

[adventurer515]

i forgor i had this in my docs bc i was too focused on my guardian angel au… um this is based on that one angelic blood = drug fic w the straw (WOW HOW SPECIFIC) :’)) the premise was supposed to be jealous lucifer baiting alastor w his blood the entire time,, i’m posting the start here bc i still find it rlly cute but im not sure abt finishing it… it’s unedited also so just a head’s up 😔🫶

Warnings: blood drinking, drug use, mild cannibalism, domestic fluff

Lucifer and Alastor’s little understanding does not prevent their bickering. If anything, their understanding just makes the bickering even more frequent! Alastor just exists to irritate him no matter what, apparently beyond amused by his annoyance and proud at his ability to tick him off.

(“Did you really have to put my blood in a toy teacup?”

“It’s classy! Besides, Nifty gave it to me. Who would I be if I were to not use such an auspicious gift? Look. It even matches your eyes! Ah, ah, ah. Kindly please don’t melt the teacup, Lucifer.”)

Charlie thinks that their interactions are sweet and that she’s glad that they’re getting along, but Lucifer would like to disagree. They can barely stand to be in the same room apart from feedings at night where he can cling to Alastor as much as he wants, relishing in the free physical intimacy and comfort that the radio demon provides while he eats.

(“You’re squeezing my ribs too hard.”

“You’re literally eating my shoulder. If anyone has a right to complain, it’s me!”)

It makes Lucifer feel less lonely about Lilith leaving him as he finds comfort in Alastor. He knows very clearly that Alastor mostly sees him as a food source, the king of hell that lives right across the hall, and Charlie’s dead beat dad, but it’s fine. Alastor can be strangely sweet at times, even if he shows them in unconventional ways.

(“Here! I have made you some dinner. It’s very delicious, so you can stop eating those pancakes now.”

“Oh, thanks? But why?”

“Your blood sugar is too high during feedings. It leaves a taste.”)

Besides, even if whatever they have can be strange to him, Lucifer is okay with it. He knows that, in some way, he’s special to him. Alastor very rarely allows people to touch him, especially so closely (only his friends he’s had for years, even Charlie at times, but never men, for some reason). He knows that he holds Alastor’s respect and it bothers him whenever Lucifer says something condescending or doesn’t pay attention to him (Alastor likes the attention and the ability to hear the sound of his own voice, but Lucifer honestly just thinks he’s a narcissist).

However, it’s Lucifer’s blood that he’s really after. As the only Seraphim in the Pride Ring—and Hell itself—Alastor understands that being able to drink so freely from him and so often is something he won’t easily trade away. It leads to Alastor being especially territorial over him, especially when eating, and Lucifer—while fully capable of protecting himself—finds himself with a more than capable bodyguard. It also provides some assurance that Alastor keeps Charlie and the Hazbin Hotel in his best interests.

Their understanding is unconventional and manipulative on both sides, but it’s nice to have and the security is comforting.

Until that security is threatened.

((By the way, the angelic blood = drug fic series mentioned is the one with Snake in the Grass, Apple of My Eye, and the Silly Straw, which are all by anon.))

[ramirezjrburgerking]

RAMIREZ JUNIOR/NEW CONTENT CREATOR! PLEASE STOP I BEG YOU’ JUST READ :3!

HI! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR STOPPING BY! I AM A NEW CONTENT CREATOR :D! This is a small overview of who I am and what I do! Please don’t hate, I’m new to all this context stuff! Another thing is that im lowkey just a side character! Please tell me any comments and suggestions! I’ll gladly respond to them all :> (WARNING! THIS IS ALL FAKE! I DO THIS FOR FUN AND SOCIALISM!!! /and also to make friends cause I’m lonely/)

I am in all CALL OF DUTY FANDOMs! Except COD ghosts and zombies campaigns! I’ll mainly be in the modern warfare series timeline AND the black ops series timeline! I ONLY HAVE ONE OC FOR BLACK OPS AND MW! (IK IK! THEY ARENT THE SAME TIMELINES BUT WHO CARES?)!!! I don’t care about your age or sexuality- or anything! As long as you’re nice and we interact and have fun I’m okay with it!

Another thing! I am a minor IRL! That’s the only personal thing I’d like for everyone to know! If you’re reading all of this thank you very much and I hope you like my content! I’ll be spectacularly showing and writing books! I love writing, and showing my writes and poems to the world! You’re welcome to come and suggest any stories! Another thing! If you’d like to be in my stories you can not be in them!

IM JSP! IF YOU WANT TO BE IN MY STORIES ID LOVE TO ADD YOU!!! TELL ME YOUR OC INFO AND ID MAKE YOU A BAD ASS CHARACTER! 😎!

MODERN WARFARE OC/BLACK OPS OC:

Name: Kyra Ramirez Junior

Age: 17

Nationality: 🇲🇽🇺🇸

Dad: James Ramirez

Mom: N/A

Rank: Private ll

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Kyra Ramirez Junior, or more known as Cucurachita, was born in Orange County, California. Her father, the legendary James Ramirez had taken full custody of her when she was just a year old! Her mother was an alcoholic, and often exposed Kyra to none safety net, leading James take a divorce and take custody of her.

Kyra and James moved to Washington, but the call for duty had James packed in hands… leaving him no other choice but to beg his superiors to let Kyra in base. The superiors had denied, not being able to let Kyra stay. Meaning that James had to take matter in his own hands.

James had sneaked Kyra into base, and handed her to his female instructor, Kate Laswell. Laswell was furious by James actions, but promised to keep quiet and raised Kyra for her starting life with her wife.

Kyra grew around the base, taken care of Laswell and her wife until she turned five. Kate had been scolded by her wife, telling her how Kyra needed a proper education.

This lead to Kate having a talk with James, James had explained to Kate that he didn’t have any family, and that as much as he loved his Kyra, he was still busy. Kate then offered James to hand Kyra to Farah Karim! James hesitated, but eventually agreed.

Kyra had grown with Farah Karim, her father, visiting anytime he could possibly be free in. Kyra struggled with learning, due to not being familiar with Urzik.

Farah was harsh with Kyra when they first met, but grew to love her and take care of her with Alex Keller. Alex Keller instantly fell in love with Kyra, (he looks like the type to love pups and kids) Farah taught Kyra how to speak English and Urzik, (making Kyra a no sabo kid 😔) As soon as Kyra turned thirteen, she was allowed by Kate Laswell to be in base. Although was warned that one mistake and she’ll be sent back to Urzik.

That was hard for Kyra, since she wanted to be with the Alex and Farah, but at the same time she loved her dad. But Alex and Farah promised her that they’ll send her letters, so that was settled.

Kyra grew up in the base, having to hide every now and there so the superiors wouldn’t catch her. She mainly had a little friend that was in charge to hide her… who? Not either than Gary Sanderson Roach. This lead to Kyra to be EXTREMELY quiet.

Kyra began to follow roach’s footsteps, copying him in everything, and doing whatever he said.

Roach was bothered at first, thinking that Kyra wanted to steal his place… but as soon as he found out that Kyra just wanted to be like him, he made her some cute antennas like his and gave Kyra a hand made stupid badge that said.

“Cucurachita”

While roaches said

“Big roach”

(Kyra never took off the damn badge)

As soon as Kyra turned seventeen, she was sent into military bootcamp… (and that’s all 😼 the future we’ll tell itself from now on! And I don’t have a picture of my oc YET! It’s cause I’m buns at drawing- but here’s a quick drawing that Kyra did when she was four)

1. Roach 2. Kyra 3. Kate 4. Farah 5. Alex!

(Don’t make fun of her lil drawing 😔) KYRA CAN DRAW FOR YOU! SEE? HER DRAWIN IS SO GOOD 😭! THANK YOU SO MUCH IF YOU READ EVERYTHING!! Sorry for wasting your time! :C!

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[somethingcabinet]

Guys we are too scared to tell our friends about this account…… do any systems wanna be mutuals… we like Ninjago….….. and object shows……

But our number 1 interest is our object OCs…….

But we also like Ninjago… a lot…. if any of our friends accidentally find us btw hi sorry.

Also please don’t make us feel weird abt not knowing as much abt our interests or acting like it means we don’t actually like them it makes us avoid interacting with ppl about them…. (And part of why our main one is our OCs… other ones jsut feel intimidating now… =( )

Yeah…….. sorry if this is a weird post to make idk how making friends works 💔

We are also autistic and can be very paranoid at times which are probably important to keep in mind….. we also complain a lot uhhh. Yeah

IDK we are kind of scared of unmasking around our friends we’ve already had 😔 we are worried they don’t believe that we r a system which. Whatever…..

Sorry this post is kind of pathetic I’m just lonely 😔

[harvies]

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welcome to harvies, an independent multimuse rp blog . she/her, 27, gmt+8 ! please read my rules before interacting, thank you <3 ₊˚⊹ ᰔ rules . muses . open starters . memes .

before you follow. i’m returning back to tumblr after being away for a very long time, so i might miss out on some things that’s been going around. if you see me interacting with any fcs or people that’s deemed problematic, please let me know (respectfully!) thank you <3

about me. she/her, 27, gmt+8. this is an indie multimuse rp featuring original characters, but i do play canon characters or their alternate universes by request! some of them include 911, 911 lone star, marvel, and more. i do enjoy shipping and plotting, so please feel free to do so!

interactions. i do enjoy writing older muses, and i have a preference of writing with muns and muses that are over the age of 23. it’s just a personal preference of comfort! however, if we’re writing a platonic ship, then 18-22+ muns are welcomed!

formatting. i don’t mind it when my writing partners format their posts! however, i like to keep mine simple by just using small texts. most of the time i do not use gifs, i’ll only be using them for open starters.

writing. honestly, i prefer plotting over winging things, so please dont hesitate to reach out to plot. i love developing characters and world building, so i do love slice of life, drama, angst, fluff, and all those good stuff. as for smut, i will only do fade to blacks here on tumblr. i am open to headcanoning them, but i’m just more comfortable writing smut on discord lolol. personally, i prefer chemistry between muses instead of jumping straight into the nsfw. so if you’re following me just to write smut, it’s highly likely i won’t respond.

open starters and memes. feel free to reply to as many open starters as you’d like! i don’t mind multiple threads. i just ask that you take note of who they’re open to, esp for their romantic connections! c: as for memes, please specify muse always. when possible, also add in which muse is the receiver, and which muse is the sender.

ships. i love writing ships AAAAAHHHHH i love it sm 😔 so don’t be afraid to approach me for ships!! i do write all pairings, however i’m most comfortable writing m/m, followed by m/f and f/f. i also enjoy writing platonic ships! canons and ocs welcomed <3

things i don’t write and triggers. i do not write horror or gore, and my triggers are car accidents and broken bones.

lastly. please be respectful at all times. i also do rp on discord - and actually prefer writing on discord over tumblr - so feel free to ask for my handle!

[babyboyjude]

first off thank you for answering my question. it really means a lot. 😔I do have a couple of people who do ask/say stuff. and sometimes I don't know what to do with my aus so I give them angst just so people will say things and then sometimes (most times) I get upset with myself because I regret what I did. but sometimes I get lonely. and the other day I got so frustrated with no one wanting to interacted that I wanted to unpin my masterlist with my aus and never think about them again. sorry this is a lot. I just have no one to talk to. sorry.

Of course, love! I got so excited to answer it.

Please don’t apologize, lovey! You’re free to rant

I’m sorry you feel that way. Please know that I’m here if you ever need anything. I will always answer as soon as I can! Anon, I get what you’re going through. When I first created my aus i felt so lonely that I created angst and ended up ruining it. I regret it. Sometimes it takes a while for people to start sending in their ideas. I would say patience and tagging is key! I would totally come and support your au if you ever feel comfy sharing 🫶

I’m sending you a huge hug and kiss on the forehead. Take care of yourself ♡

[thee-horny-thicky]

I am …. so obsessed with your exchange student series …. esp seeing the family dynamics between suguru, yua and jona 😭 ofc I loveee ur other works too!! and will be sending some asks for them soon if it’s oki :>

but I hope we get to explore more of their relationships in the future! how reader and the twins dynamic is now, whether anything’s changed with jona and sanyu being born, ofc jona and sanyu’s relationship with their mama and papa, the twins and the kids, bcs I’m now assuming suguru and yua adopted the twins so technically the family portrait will have all 4 of them in it ..

also poor jona 😭 he keeps catching strays … first suguru expects the best of him and gets annoyed whenever he displays normal! behaviour! of! a child! then everyone followed suit and caused him to feel lonely leading him to be immensely attached to his mama which is what suguru is annoyed about in the first place but he refuses to stop the cycle 😭 then a horrible nanny left him to drown nearly killing him and leaving yua despaired beyond belief leading to the birth of sanyu (which I was wondering if you’ll explore it later on? like in-between the spare and nightmares) and then he faced a horrible curse which probably traumatised him and all his daddy cared about was pounding his mommy’s ass and patching up his wound …. 😔😔 but good for yua for being an AMAZING mother and risking suguru’s wrath just to ensure the well-being of her children … love it sm that’s why she’s the main character!!!! /j

in all seriousness though I hope you take care of yourself!! love your work so much 🥺❤️

I'm so happy you're enjoying the series! I know updates to it are slow, but I plan to release another multi chapter FES fic sometime this year. As for sending more asks, feel free to do so, because I love getting into the logistics and character analysis for the fics I write.

All the upcoming fics in the series will explore family dynamics. Since Yua is the MC, it'd largely be centered on how everyone interacts with her. Things with Suguru will remain tense, and her relationship with the twins will be up and down. And yes, I imagine they are adopted at that point, which will be made clear.

The way the twins treat Jona strains their relationship with Yua, and increases her resentment toward Suguru. He's the root of all evil to her, and she's aware that the girls will do anything to please him, evident when they left her to fend for herself in FES. Yua's feelings toward them are conflicted, as she knows they're impressionable, traumatized children, but their actions have caused harm. First to Yua, and now to Jona.

Speaking of Jona, the nanny incident will definitely stick with him, despite his young age. As is what happens in Nightmares, which will be revised to better match with Spare. Both will lead him to cling to Yua, but also to be a protective big brother. His brother, (and any future siblings), and Yua will become the center of his world. As he gets older, he'd be willing to make sacrifices for them, i.e. willingly training with Suguru. Time jumps will happen between fics, so we'll get to see Jona evolve.

None of Yua's pregnancies were good news to her, but each child she births she loves. Moreover, she's aware her kids are the best way to get back at Suguru, as having them devoted to her undercuts one of his motivations for heirs: blind loyalty. Unlike Suguru, she doesn't see her kids as pawns, or even extensions of herself, but as their own person who need protection. Yet, some pettiness is present in her parenting, and making sure her children dislike their father is very important to her.

I hope this answers some questions, and I look forward to your next ask :)

[aspenn3d]

Honestly I didn’t think anybody would see my posts, but I figured I should post boundaries and whatnot just cause some people are!!

My name is Aspen (Any pronouns, Genderfluid >O<), I’m a MINOR so please be mindful of that! I was diagnosed with pots a couple years ago, I’m pretty sure Covid made my symptoms a lot worse because before it I was able to function pretty normally. But now I’m home most days, I homeschool and only really go out for iv (although I am trying to make more of an effort to go out more! :D).

DNI if all you’ve got to say is hate speech or something just rude, this isn’t that kinda space.

Some of my interests include:

-Many different shows/cartoons/animes! Criminal minds, Yellow Jackets/ Adventure time, SU, Shera/ Kaiju no. 8, Freiren, JJK, etc. Recently I’ve been getting into the manga side of things too!

-Gaming! The Sims, Minecraft, Crk, Valorant, Sdv, amongst others. If a game can be modded trusttt it will be, I am NOTT a vanilla kinda player 😔🙏🏼.

-Music! Some of my favorite artists right now include Laufey, Tyler the Creator, Lyn Lapid, and MICO, but honestly my music taste is all over :)

-Writing! Me and my best friend have a wholeee world of characters we love to write about and I love yapping about them >:))

I’m very new to tumblr, I started using this account because irl I’m really lonely and have little to no social interaction because I’m not able to get out much. I really just want a place to share my thoughts and scream into the void. Kinda like a digital diary? I’ll probably go mia a lot, but I hope to have fun and create this outlet for myself 🫶🏻🌿

[rearranged-fanfic]

I was literally thinking about you the other day and now there’s an update it must be fate 😩 I joke but I saw the other fandoms your thinking of doing (gonna be totally honest I personally am not a part of any of them but do your thing it’s totally cool) except maybe final fantasy, I haven’t thought or played that for so long though omg I think you’ve just unlocked some hidden memories for me, but now I’m just totally curious what other fandoms your a part of (whether you’d want to write for them or not doesn’t matter lol) because I myself am a part of some small fandoms some very dead fandoms and this is the first in a very long time I’ve seen someone say final fantasy so, yeah basically the gist of this is what are your fandoms I would like to bond please I’m lonely and starved 😔😔

But if you don’t want to reply to this that’s totally cool too I know I’m rambling it’s very late lol

~I’m from out of nowhere you never saw me coming anon

Hello, Anon! This response is very, very late. And that's on me; I'm so, so sorry 😭

I can use this ask to give all of you guys a little info on me, though! I've been asked a few times what I did before AO3/how long I've been writing. And I don't know if I've given an in-depth answer.

If you want to see my list of fandoms, just scroll to after the cut.

I've been extensively involved with fandom ever since I was pretty young. Lol. I got a laptop (with restricted access, of course) when I was about 11 and never looked back. I started writing headcanons on DeviantArt and Quizilla in, like, 2006. But I didn't really know what fanfiction was. So, I was essentially unknowingly making drabbles for years until I discovered fanfiction proper.

I think the first fanfiction I ever read was for Danny Phantom? Or Avatar: The Last Airbender? Something Nickelodeon. Lol.

But I've always been a very, very active member of fandom. I tend to hyper-fixate because of ADHD, and I use fanfiction/fanart as a way to continue exploring whatever my current obsession is, even after I've ravenously consumed all the official media of it. I've done everything from reading and writing to moderating fandom communities on LiveJournal to liaising with artists and managing commissions on DeviantArt.

Though, sadly, most of those old accounts that I used to have are dead. Very dead. Unable to be resurrected.

I started writing officially (as in more than small blurbs) on a little-known platform called Fanfiction.net. A very close family friend, and somebody that I'd grown up with wanted to become co-authors. They did all the idea work, planning, character creation, outlining and posting. I just wrote what they wanted.

This partnership lasted for a few years, but it became kind of tense after a bit. I wanted to do my own thing, and they wanted to stop doing something that they considered childish to take over the family business. We dissolved our partnership and most of the fanfictions that we wrote together were deleted.

They agreed to let me keep using the account for my own works, though.

That account has 3 stories left: a one-shot for Devil May Cry, an unfinished Naruto AU, and an abandoned Resident Evil 2 multi-chapter - all that I wrote completely by myself. But my old partner deleted the email associated with the account. So, I lost access to the whole thing.

Here is the account.

Needless to say, the whole experience killed my love of writing for a few years.

So, I just became a reader. And I did a few other fandom things behind the scenes. But I wasn't as active in participating as I had once been.

Until my husband encouraged me to start posting what I wrote again. As a 27-year-old woman. Lol. And I forgot how much I genuinely enjoyed writing and interacting.

Below is my list of fandoms. I haven't written for all of these, but I've been involved in all of them in some way or another - whether that's hosting an RP server, moderating a community or forum, compiling/commissioning fanart, cosplaying, manning booths at conventions, or simply enjoying them in the comfort of my own home.

This isn't all of them; I'll probably add more when I think of them. Also, in no particular order. Very disorganized. Oops.

Video Games

Left 4 Dead (All) Devil May Cry (4 & 5) Far Cry (4 & 5, Primal) Final Fantasy (7 Remakes, 10, 12, 13 Trilogy, 15, & 16) Fable (2 & 3) Elder Scrolls (3, 4 & 5) Dragon Age (1, 2, & 3) Red Dead Redemption (1 & 2) Love and Deepspace Batman Arkham

Anime, Manga, Donghua, Manhua, Manhwa, Light Novels

Naruto InuYasha Attack on Titan My Hero Academia Jujutsu Kaisen Baccano! Mushi-Shi Apothecary Diaries Heaven Official's Blessing How Dare you! Another Dusk Maiden of Amnesia Tokyo Ghoul Killing Stalking Hellsing Chainsaw Man Solo Leveling Noragami Demon Slayer Fullmetal Alchemist

Western Animation

Avatar (TLA & TLOK) Danny Phantom Code Lyoko Kim Possible Ben 10 Batman (TAS, Movies, & Beyond) Teen Titans Helluva Boss Futurama Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends

Live-Action Shows

Bones Lucifer Supernatural House Medium Phil of the Future Wizards of Waverly Place Penny Dreadful Doctor Who

Movies

🤷🏻‍♀️Can't think of any ATM; No brain power. Oops.

Books

Harry Potter (But seriously fuck JK Rowling; I only buy stuff secondhand and pirate the movies because I'm NOT funding her anti-trans agenda) The Forbidden Game Peter Pan Goosebumps The Chronicles of Narnia The Binding of the Blade Series The Farsala Trilogy Tunnels Septimus Heap Level Thumps Larklight Trilogy Stravaganza Series

[rhazimpulsivelyposts]

I just tried to screenshot a meme and I accidentally locked my phone and the meme was gone, but basically it said something like “it’s always a man with childbearing hips that says ‘I don’t like big girls’ but sir you are the big girl”

And it reminded me of this Capricorn Male I was fking around with for a short small while. I’m pretty much too aggressive in this … moment? Pairing? Situation? Let’s use Situation.

I had just gotten out of a 4 or 5 year relationship with the druggy Pisces and was undiagnosed and unmedicated. I was sleeping on my friends couch because I couldn’t stand to be in the house I shared with the Pisces anymore. I didn’t know how to be alone when I was unmedicated and I REALLY didn’t know how to be alone after being and living with someone for so long.

This Capricorn Male used to be really heavy but recently lost a lot of weight. I didn’t see him when he was heavy I met him afterwards. He was pretty, fair skin with lots of freckles but not a ginger. Blue eyes. And he told me Leo he would fck me, which to me was like “omg yes please”

I didn’t like his personality too much, but I was lonely, so I’m sure I was talking to him too much for what this was really supposed to be about, sex.

I went to my first rave where I took molly for I’m pretty sure the first time, with my Leo, her Cancer, this Capricorn Male, and me. I thought he was going to let me dance on him or dance with me, just for fun, but I think he saw the attention I was paying to him as general interest in him, as if I wanted to date him, and I honestly … like really did not, I was just lonely and wanted the interaction with someone I thought was attractive and he was cute and he was there.

After a while he backed off, again I legit think he thought I was catching feelings or something and that is why he backed off. My rejection sensitivity due to being unmedicated was sooooo high. I didn’t see it as “he doesn’t like me anymore why 😔” I saw it as “why won’t he fck me if he doesn’t have a girlfriend 😡 what changed?! Wtf?!” .

One time he asked me to find him mushrooms and I did, and when we met up we also fcked in his car. So the second time he asked me to find him mushrooms I made the joke “you’ll have to fck me for them 😏” he got all weird and backed off and said nvm. So then I’m thinking to myself “oh he must of just found a girl he likes and that is why he is backing off and he just doesn’t know how to tell me because he thinks it will hurt my feelings or something” no he just didn’t want to fck around with me anymore, but wouldn’t communicate to my why and it drove me fcking crazy bro! Like at least tell me why so I can explain myself and/or just understand and cope with why. Men suck so much at communicating idk why it’s so hard for them.

Anyways years later I hear this boy still talks about me? He’s on my social media and he sees every time I get in fights with my Sagittarius. He asked my Leo “omg are they together or not together geez” . He one time snapped me a shirtless picture and I went “I think you sent this to the wrong person 😅” and he then tried to play it off like he did. Why do you care if I’m with my Sagittarius or not? Why are you watching my shit? Did you catch feelings sir 🤣😂

Then I find out he still talks this way and keeps up with all the girls he has slept with, which ok I’m doing something similar with the type of tattoos I want, but I’m not actually still in contact and watching everyone I’ve ever slept with that’s weird and way too much effort and most of them I’m glad to never see again lmao. He has some weird internal “ownership” of us. Which honestly now that I’m single would be kinda kinky and hot , weird and creepy, but if you’re attractive you can be creepy I don’t care… but that’s the thing, he isn’t attractive anymore. He gained all that weight back.

He got into a relationship with his “dream girl” and instead of being the best self he can be, he snaps other girls still and gained hella weight back and doesn’t take care of himself. It’s like once he got her he stopped trying. Ew. Gross. Seen that before.

Boy don’t act like any of us who you have fcked would fck you again while you look like that.

One time we were at a baby shower, my Leo , the Capricorn Male , the Dream Girl, me, and … I don’t know her sign but she is another female in the friend group that he fcked ok. Him and his Dream Girl were there together, maybe a year into them dating? And she sat with me and the other girl at a table and we all complemented each other’s outfits and “oh how do you know the person having the baby” all nice causal stuff right?

He walks up to my Leo and goes “I thought you had my back?! Why would you let [Dream Girl] sit with them?!” Like what ? Do you think me and other girl are opening with “ahah omg we all fcked [Capricorn Male] isn’t that wild?!” “So how do you feel about [Capricorn Male]’s uncircumcised dck?” . Like seriously bro, if you think me and that other girl would choose a shared friends baby shower to tell your new girlfriend what a fboi you used to be or still are, you don’t even know us.

I didn’t even like you that much so I don’t even care you have a girlfriend. And the other girl was a Theater Kid with all the stereotypical orgies they have. You think two sluts are going to spark up a touchy subject to your goody goody dream girl?! Lmao bro you are so full of yourself if you think we even care or remember fcking you that much. You were another notch on our belts. Stop keeping tabs on us, and stop thinking we care that you have a girlfriend. Maybe focus back on yourself and work on yourself and lose all that weight and stop trying to cheat on your “Dream Girl” . Like if you are willing to look elsewhere, she probably isn’t as perfect for you as you think she is. She’s only his Dream Girl because she is innocent and not slutty, but if you are still slutty behind her back, you are doing her a disservice by being with her. Either reform and be goody goody like her, or let her go bro.

I feel so bad for her. He didn’t even want her to wear rave outfits to EDC and he didn’t even want to go with her. If you are making her go alone, you have no right to tell her what to wear and not wear. It’s like he’s projecting and thinks if she goes to EDC alone she will cheat on him, but then refuses to go with her 🤣 . Pick an angle bruh, you are being controlling and you aren’t even pretty anymore. Non-attractive people can’t be controlling, it just makes you even more unattractive . I hope she leaves you. For both what you did to your body and your personality.

But also I don’t care 🤣 honestly it’s just Tea I get to hear about at brunch. Keep being messy you Capricorn Male.

[danses-with-dogmeat]

Day 24 -- Star Paladin Cross

The (nsfw) details for Kinktober, Day 21 are just below the cut!

Minors, please don't interact.

Face-Sitting with Cross x g/n! Lone

Lordy this was so fun to write. Cross is just such a delight, I wish she got more recognition all around 😔 Like, before I starting writing for Fallout, I didn't even know she existed! It's crazy, but I love her now <3

I hope y'all love it! 😁

Here is the link to my Kinktober 2022 Event list so you can stay up-to-date, or re-visit these works as you please.

Included: Face-Sitting, cunnilingus, oral sex, making out, petting, uncertainty turning into consent.

1.8k words.

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Despite her best efforts, a wanton moan slipped from the Star Paladin’s mouth as Lone ground their hips into hers. They were intoxicating, everything about them screamed want, from their soft lips, the sweet taste of them, like honey and cola, the feel of them, the heated touch of their hands over her thin top, the invigorating rub of their pants against hers in all the right places. 

It felt bad to feel this good. 

It felt like it shouldn’t be allowed. It was too decadent, too addicting to be permitted in her vicinity. Cross had always prided herself on her ability to exercise control, to remain calm in the most pressing situations, to be cool and collected in the midst of utter chaos, but Lone unfurled any feelings of control or withholding that she could muster. 

They were a damn danger to her, that’s what they were. 

Now was no exception. The way they rubbed against her, pulling sounds she didn’t think she was capable of making, inspiring feelings she’d never had the liberty to explore. She felt like a goddamn initiate again. They made her everything she’s not, they made her giddy with joy, hot with need, mindless with desire, and they were both still clothed. 

She groaned again as their fingernails dragged through her short hair, the sound growing louder as they pulled away and she unwittingly voiced her frustration at the loss. 

“I need you.” Lone whispered, and a jolt ran up Cross’s spine. She nodded, her hands going to the hem of Lone’s shirt, her mind made up as to where exactly this was going, but Lone’s grip on her hands stopped her. She looked up with raised brows. 

“I want to try something different, something I think you’ll like.” They bit their lip, their expression earnest as they hesitated. 

“What is it?” She asked gently, a little caught off guard by their meekness. Usually it was Lone that was more forward in the bedroom. 

They smiled strangely. It was almost… devious. Cross’s eyes narrowed. 

“I want you… to sit on my face.” 

Cross opened her mouth, but no words left her. 

They… what?

“Lone… I– Well, I’m not sure exactly what you mean by… I mean–”

“Shh.” Lone held a finger to her lips. Cross could tell they were trying not to laugh at the way she suddenly became so flustered. “How about I just show you?” 

Cross swallowed hard, but nodded nonetheless. 

She felt safe with Lone, she trusted her partner’s judgment wholeheartedly, and if they thought she would like this, well, who was she to say they’re wrong? 

Lone smiled at her broadly as they climbed off her lap, moving next to kneel between the Paladin’s legs. 

“First thing’s first.” Their hands moved swiftly, her partner’s excitement palpable as they popped the button on her cargo pants, and pulled down on the zip. “Gotta get these off ya.” 

Lone winked, and Cross felt herself flush. 

Damn vault-dweller. 

She lifted her hips for them as they pulled the fabric down her legs, underwear and all, and let it settle on the floor. They looked up at her, eyes half-lidded and pupils wide and dark, and their tongue drew over their bottom lip. Cross’s breath caught in her throat, and she nearly coughed. 

That wouldn’t be particularly sultry, would it? 

“Alright, onto the next bit.” Lone stood and circled around the bed, climbing onto the mattress and shifting into a lying position with their head nestled upon one of their pillows. Cross cocked a brow at them. 

What now?

“Okay, I’m set.” They told her, “Now, climb aboard, soldier.” One hand gestured to their face, and Cross merely blinked at them. 

“Y-you can’t mean–” 

“Oh-ho, yes I can.” They propped themselves up on their elbows to look at her. “What part of ‘sit on my face’ didn’t click for you?” They were grinning like an idiot, drunk off the glee of embarrassing her this way. 

“Well, I just… Won’t you suffocate? This just doesn’t seem safe.” 

Lone burst out laughing at that, the cacophony shaking the mattress below them as one hand clutched at their chest. 

“No, love, I’m not gonna suffocate.” They finally managed, “But if I’m having trouble, I’ll tap your thigh, and you can pull off me for a moment, okay? Nothing safer than that.” 

“I disagree. I can think of several acts that are safer than having me–” 

“I promise, Cross, it’ll be fine. I swear. If you don’t like it, or I end up… not breathing, or something, we can stop, okay? How does that sound?”  

The Paladin looked away, thoughts of what could go wrong circling in her head until she forcibly silenced them. 

They want this, and I told them I would at least try. 

“Very well. Let’s… do this.” Cross rose to her knees as Lone fell back on the pillow, their broad grin persisting as she shifted closer to them on the mattress. 

If nothing else, the way they craved her, the way they were patient, the way they wanted to please her… Cross was so unused to such treatment, it almost made her feel selfish to have Lone in her life. 

It felt strange… to say the least, as Cross straddled her partner’s head, her knees on either side of the pillow as she lowered her hips down. Lone had gone down on her before, and that too had been something foreign to her, something they’d had to talk her into, talk her through, but she had undoubtedly enjoyed it. 

This might be a similar experience. 

She hovered over her partner’s face, refusing to drop her weight down until Lone’s hands gripped at her hips and pulled. Every muscle in her abdomen flexed as she felt Lone’s hot mouth against her folds, and she nearly panicked, nearly pulled up again as she worried about crushing Lone’s nose, or smothering them below her, but her partner merely groaned. Their hands tightened their grip on her hips, and she shuddered as their tongue darted out and swept along her slit. Cross’s breath caught in her throat, one hand gripping to Lone’s while the other went to the top of their head, threading through the hair there as she closed her eyes to deepen the sensation of their mouth against her. 

Lone quickly set a rhythm below her, licking over and between her folds in long, luxurious strokes before driving their nose forward to grind against her sensitive clit, each time they did it causing an involuntary buck of the Paladin’s hips as she tried to prolong the contact. 

Quickly, she felt herself growing wetter, craving more. Unsurprisingly, Lone had been correct in their assumption that she would enjoy this action. Now that she was out of her own head, it became easy to lose herself in the pleasure, in the closeness, in the trust her partner was placing on her. 

It was easy to lose herself in the pleasure as well, as the tip of Lone’s tongue teased at her welcoming entrance, dragging along the sensitive skin below before delving within to lap at the wetness that was leaving her. 

It all felt so… erotic. The slick noises and breathy moans coming from her, the groans of pleasure from Lone, their desperate, grasping hands, the way they ground their nose into her, their heavy breaths as they pulled away, before pushing forward in earnest, devouring her pleasure like she was the only ration they were allowed. The thought of anyone stumbling in to see this made her blush. There were few times in her life where she felt so alive as this. 

Cross’s hips moved more liberally as she felt her need begin to grow, the pressure of Lone’s tongue, and the drag of the wet muscle over her was pleasurable, but not enough to drive her to her release. Lone seemed to sense it themself, and Cross stilled herself for a moment as she felt their hand move over her thigh, but her worries were dashed from her as their fingers delved between her legs, quickly finding her clit and rubbing over it in tight circles, even as their tongue continued to fill her. 

She’d need to commend them later on their ability to multitask. For now though, she resumed the rocking of her hips, slow and gradual, but enough to push Lone’s tongue deeper into her with each pulse forward. 

With the increasing pressure on her clit, and the rhythm of Lone’s incessant lapping at her slick, Cross felt that knot within her stomach tighten, her thighs clenching around her partner’s head as she tried to hold back from completely thrusting into the feel of their fingers. 

I said I wouldn’t suffocate them. I meant it. 

“Mmhm.” Lone murmured something below, and Cross’s eyes snapped open. She lifted her hips, her heart racing as she rose up and allowed them to speak, and to breathe, if they needed it. 

“Are you alright?” She asked, breathless herself from her building pleasure. 

“Let go, baby. Ride me, grind into me, I can take it.” They thrust their head forward, placing a swift kiss on her thigh, “I want you to feel good. Don’t be afraid. I’ll tell you if I need you to stop.” 

“Okay.” Cross nodded, throat dry as the word left her. 

How did I end up with someone as good as Lone? 

Her partner’s hands went back to her hips, urging her down again, and the pair resumed their ministrations, quickly picking up where they left off, and Cross felt the burn in her belly roar to life. 

Damn, they’re good. 

Her eyes closed again, her mouth hanging open as she did as they asked, as she let go. She tried to ride them uninhibited, to grind against their face with a new vigor and let them know that she trusted their word, but with every deep thrust, every hard rub of Lone’s fingers, she felt herself winding tighter and tighter, until finally, it snapped. 

Cross threw her head back, nails biting at Lone’s scalp as she rode out her release over their face, her thighs shaking with each new lap of their tongue over her sensitive sex. Lone drank her up, a groan leaving their throat unwittingly as they tasted their partner in the most intimate way, and soon, despite Lone’s unyielding touch, Cross felt her release taper off until she was left with nothing but groggy satisfaction. 

Lone’s hands released her thighs, and she clambered off of them, settling down by their side as the pair panted for breath. 

“So,” Lone managed as they sat up beside her, “Did you enjoy it?” 

Cross chuckled briefly, causing the mattress to shake as her numb body melted into it. 

“Oh yes. Most definitely.” 

Lone shifted to face her, the area around their mouth still glistening with sweat and her juices. Cross’s face heated at the sight. 

“Hm.” They smiled, just as deviously as they had before, “Told you you would.”

[moothelittle]

Hey, I saw one of your posts for reminders for littles and I want to ask if I can have some advice. I have a caregiver, but he lives in a different state. My parents don't know I'm a little and just feel very alone. What do you think I should do? I feel loved by my Caregiver, but I can't see him. Do you have any advice?

First of all I’m sorry to hear you’re feeling lonely friend! That’s never a nice feeling to have 😔 You may feel lonely but you’re never alone! Sending you virtual hugs and good vibes, my DMs are always open if you need a friend xx

I’m not very good at giving advice so please bear with me!

Now onto my answer;

Do you have any friends it would be safe to talk about regression with? Building a good support system is always a good idea, I only have online friends who I talk to fully about regression these days but occasionally I talk with 2 irl friends about regression which helps!

Would it be unsafe for you to tell your parents? If so I completely understand cause I can’t tell my Mum either, otherwise it would put me in an unpleasant/unsafe environment.

Make some new friends both in real life or online, just always be safe when interacting online please. I have loads of online friends and when I’m feeling down or lonely I know I can always turn to them for conversation and support.

As for the long distance thing with your caregiver I don’t really have any advice, I don’t technically have a cg and the few times I’ve done long distance it hasn’t worked out for me. I would say maybe try video chatting? If that’s something you’re comfortable with of course. It’s the closest thing you can get to irl contact and it can help feel less lonely. Maybe over time you could work your way up to meeting irl but please please please be safe!

If anybody else has any helpful advice for this lil friendo please share it!

[autumn-showers-bring-snowflowers]

Forgive me if this comes off as blunt, but I think it’s very unwise to view fandom as some sort of “wholesome community” as opposed to just a random bunch of people who just so happen to like the same stuff at the same moment. It’s exactly this sort of “we’re all a big happy unproblematic family here uwu” mentality that puts mediocre writers/artists on pedestals solely by virtue of having a “fam” that fawns over them no matter what they do or don’t churn out. Seriously, what happened to good old fashioned appreciating content for its quality instead of its creator? You write good stuff and you’ve got the talent and the drive, so it really pains me to see you getting upset over not getting “attention”. The sort of attention you’re looking for isn’t worth having. You don’t need the affection of simpering teens who are more concerned with forming cliques and seeking validation than creating quality content. Please know that you are all the better for not being in their toxic cult of popularity and as your follower I genuinely hope you stay that way.

No, that doesn’t come off as blunt or rude. In fact, it was actually a much needed pep talk! I guess I had gotten so used to being part of the latter. I won’t air too much dirty laundry or dive into the ugly details, but I am a former member of a supposedly tight-knit and - in your words - ‘big happy unproblematic family uwu.’ Being demonized and shunned from that particular community was devastating, since it has been my online and fandom life that has mainly been keeping me sane amidst this pandemic and the resulting isolation from family and friends irl.

I really appreciate your compliments and encouragement regarding my content (or past content), though I wouldn’t go so far as to say that the members of the fandom in that particular category churn out mediocre content and fanworks. Please don’t put down others on my behalf. 🥺 The only main issue I find is that there is a disproportionate amount of appreciation towards and interaction with certain ask/roleplaying/fanworks-centric blogs, while other blogs of a similar nature are just kind of left in the dust.

I don’t think I am asking for all that much. Everybody needs appreciation and validation on occasion, and while I don’t need popularity or expect to be showered with constant attention and affection by ‘simpering teens’, a little every now and then would be appreciated. Actually, my original intent when creating this blog was for it to be as such (an ask and RP blog). My own content and the entertainment factor would have been secondary. I did create it as a multi-purpose blog, but mostly for roleplaying and asks.

Above all, I guess I just feel that it all failed and went to shit, y’know? Not only am I sad and discouraged by that fact, I’m also tired of constantly feeling lonely and isolated, even online. As pathetic as it may sound, that’s why I put so much stock and emotional investment in my fandom-related social media, I suppose. 😔

Thank you all the same for the much-needed and balanced encouragement and pep talk. It does help. 🧡