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blankieisablankie · 2 years ago

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Biogoober

#phighting!#phighting fanart #phighting roblox #roblox phighting #biograft phighting #biograft #phighting biograft #been busy with school #managed to make this in class though #they shouldn’t have trusted me with adobe animate

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aappleslice · 4 months ago

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Sure I'll post warm ups

#3hats au #my art #havent been drawing much because of art block... and generally not having a current fixation??#i want to draw but i dont have the energy or motivation to draw ANYTHING. tough out here #i did manage to doodle these as warmups in art class though so! some more stupid interactions with these two #i think i need to write even more dumb shenanigans with them. make them lame. make them joke around. laugh at each other.#(forgot i had an oneshot fic) idk if im updating that though #isat #in stars and time #isat siffrin #in stars and time siffrin #isat loop #isat sifloop #isat au #in stars and time au #in stars and time loop #in stars and time art

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wishchip106 · 6 months ago

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this is what Erik wanted to see when he walked into his room after his fight with Charles:

ready to forgive and forget 🫡

#i still get a bit pissy thinking about that scene though 😿#i know it was for Raven’s self esteem but still 🙁#I GENUINELY FEEL LIKE THE WRITERS TRIED MAKING SOME LOVE TRIANGLE/ARROW WITH THEM AND HANK #AND IM SICK OF IT 😭😭#JUST GIVE ME IRENE #whoever decided to write the romance side of the xmen films i hope you find a job completely unrelated to writing #it was probably multiple people but anyway #YOU MANAGED TO WRITE A FRIENDSHIP BE MORE ROMANTIC THAN ANYTHING ELSE #urgehdgsg 😔😿#cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #xmen #professor x #magneto #xmcu #xmen first class #wish does not shut up

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hplonesomeart · 4 days ago

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I can’t stop thinking about Brendan Blaber’s performance as Rouxls Kaard for the life of me—this is the Loop ISAT situation all over again jskjsksp. On top of that, there’s an animation on YouTube called “DELTARUNE 3D Animation: Rouxls Bad Day” and the song composed during the montage sequence has been engrained into my mind for the past couple weeks. I swear if my Puzzle fixation leads me into an unintended Deltarune fixation I’m going to snap, by all accounts this wasn’t meant to happen :’D Let’s hope this was just a spur of the moment character thing and I’ll bounce back to the TV fandom soon enough (I don’t wanna leave you guys)

#another part of it is that I’m trying to squeeze out as much fandom art as I can manage before inevitably getting sucked into ArtFight #the trenches call my name the day is almost upon us almost in sight #gotta make it though this abysmal week and then we will begin the art attacks #(hopefully. probably. I’m still a little salty about my summer classes taking up time)#(but lab class has been much better then the online lecture portion—I ain’t retaining ANY information that way)#(being physically in a room with other people makes me feel a little less isolated and that’s good for my mental stability yipeee)#anyways stay hydrated and all that good stuff #hplonesome art #rouxls kaard #rouxls kaard deltarune #deltarune rouxls #deltarune roulxs kaard

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mars-ipan · 5 months ago

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fucking hell i hate being sick so much

#marzivents #before the autoimmune shit being sick was annoying but i could get through it #it was fine. i didn’t like it but it was always over in like 2-3 days #i wouldn’t even miss school unless i was running a noticeable fever #(though by high school i kinda stopped checking)#now though? being sick is so much more treacherous than before #i have to rest so much. log this symptom manage that symptom keep your doctors updated #don’t stress out too bad! don’t wanna trigger a flareup #it’s scary. a cold could land me in the hospital if i’m not careful #plus. the symptoms of a cold feel a lot worse when your autoimmune flareups start like colds #it’s just the worst. am i gonna have to spend the rest of my life afraid of the common cold #how the fuck do i go about being immunosuppressed without developing germaphobia #i know that in a year or two this will feel normal and i’ll be used to it #but right now it’s still new and it’s so so frightening #it feels like everyone is sick all of the time. at any given point in time 2 of my friends have some sort of cold #this winter season has been especially abysmal #but even before then. several folks i knew had walking pneumonia in the summer #there’s all these outbreaks always happening. it’s terrifying #plus there’s the inconveniences of missed class time #i don’t want to miss school. i like school. i want to go and learn and get my degree #but i have to rest so i can’t go to class which fucks up my grades which stresses me out #which makes me more likely to get sick later! it’s fucking awful #i dunno. i need to go to bed i think. i’m just… stressed and tired and sick of it

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lieutenantselnia · 1 month ago

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I'm currently unsure whether I should be happy or stressed about the fact that there are only like 5 more weeks until the end of the semester - on one hand the summer holidays can't arrive fast enough so I can rest and have free time again but on the other hand there's still so much to finish within that time frame and ugh I'm just tired😵‍💫

At least today (or more like yesterday by the time I post this) I had a fun day, I went to a wildlife park with friends (a trip we've had planned since a couple weeks already), I'm sure I haven't been to the place in like a decade but it was really fun! I didn't think to take a lot of pictures of the animals, but here's a plush trout I got at the souvenir shop🐟

#idk why but I've somehow always had a weak spot for fish and other aquatic animal plushies in particular. they're just cute #also no joke it always makes me happy whenever I remember that as an adult™ I have the power just buy plushies for myself if I want to #even when my mum would've deemed them to expensive (which wasn't the case here this fella was like 10€ but like in general)#I dunno what this post is actually but I thought I could sometimes just talk about random things from my life #I don't have the energy for much else right now tbh. and it's my blog so I don't have to stick to a theme or just specific types of posts #I used to do this type of stuff more on instagram stories actually but somehow haven't really been feeling it the past months #better gonna go to sleep now though I'm just awake bc I'm stressing about an exam I have on tuesday #though I better should be rested tomorrow so I can use the remaining time to study for it #I'm just annoyed about it bc 1. the topic is company management which isn't something I'm particularly interested in #and 2. the exam setup is hella stupid. it's an online multiple choice test (which is fine) but you only have one try to answer each questio #and can't go back afterwards to recheck or maybe change your answers again #which just pisses me off because it's so damn stupid. like in literally every other exam situation the teachers encourage you to -#read through your answers a final time before handing it in. or just generally answer the stuff you know for sure first and then -#return to the questions you struggle with. that's nothing new that's literally the regular process to do it for exams written on paper #from what I heard it might be though because the professor of that course is generally kind of an idiot when it comes to teaching #we don't even know him properly bc we had like 2 classes with him and everything else was self-study #but apparently we're gonna have to deal with him in the coming semesters as well. yay ._.#okay this got a bit longer than intended but I needed to complain for a bit #selnia talks

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lightblueminecraftorchid · 7 months ago

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My roommate and I had a conversation last night and I keep rotating it in my brain and I Don’t Like It

#blue chatter #they called me a resilient person. and no the fuck I am not. I break down so easily over everything and my body is falling apart on me.#I scream in terror when someone knocks on the door too hard the fuck you mean I’m good at handling adversity #I pointed out that I freak out whenever my grade gets low even a little bit #and they were just sitting there like ‘yeah. and then you pick yourself up again and you do the work.’#and no? not always? oftentimes I give up and don’t try hard enough to fix it and let points go that I could have earned #I barely ever go for extra credit opportunities and I’ve never gone to office hours of my own free will #I can’t even think about talking to a professor about a bad grade without wanting to cry? hello?#but they were insistent that even with those things I am still managing Incredibly Well in class given the circumstances. which made me #uncomfortable. like. I don’t think of myself as resilient At All and I feel a bit like I’m lying or tricking them.#I start shaking like a chihuahua when people are upset and I’m In The Vicinity. even when they’re clearly not upset with me.#I really struggle to advocate for myself ever and even when I do I usually feel guilty and walk it back partway so I don’t cause a fight #and I always get way too emotional for the situation when someone has anything they’re upset with me for. which isn’t fair to them bc I need #to be able to take constructive criticism without taking it as a personal attack on me.#like what the fuck do you mean *resilient*. I can’t even handle seeing a bug flying near my face or getting a B in a class. or being told #that I did something wrong. I’m actually significantly worse at handling adversity than I used to be. high school me was a resilientish kid.#and it’s not like I was ever *good* at handling my emotions. even when it was essential for my safety. I’ve always cried way too easily #even when it actively made the situation I was in Much Worse. even when I knew better.#I would get angry and scared and sad and start shaking and crying and even screaming at my parents when they were mad at me even though #I knew that it would always make my life much worse. and extend an already beleaguered argument.#I brought this up with my therapist and she was like ‘well. anybody would have done that if they were treated like you were’.#which. okay. maybe so. I still feel like I should have been able to handle it and just shut up and move on and not make it worse.#but I am aware that this is probably a cognitive distortion. even so. that definitely doesn’t make me resilient.#I just. I feel gross being called resilient. I’m not. I’m weak and easily scared and unable to handle even small amounts of adversity.#the fuck is my roommate even *seeing*.#the annoying part is that they’re generally an insightful person about other people and I know logically that they’re probably right #which is why I’m not going to complain any more about this to their face bc I should just drop it and not make it a Thing #I talk too much about myself and my problems anyway. not every conversation has to be about my brain worms.#but the discomfort is Distinct and Unpleasant. and now I’m just having to sit with it. and Feel Uncomfortable. and try to accept what was #definitely intended as a compliment. I know it’s draining to talk to someone who doesn’t accept any of the kind things you say about them.

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skitskatdacat63 · 27 days ago

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1 2 7 8 for the movie questions :]

Jack!!!!!!

what is your favorite film of all time?

Gotta be my most beloved Lawrence of Arabia <3 I think its genuinely one of, if not the best films of all time in general, but personally, its been pretty influential in my life and interests. ITS SO BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING AND GOOD AND GORGEOUS AND COOL AND CINEMATIC AND I THINK ABOUT IT EVERY DAY AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH....I mean it's the header of my blog for a reason! Maybe I should go watch it again...

2. what movie do you wish you could unwatch?

Well you see, even if I dislike a film, I sometimes enjoy the experience of it still bcs it ended up being funny to watch with other people, since I often end up commentating over movies with my family especially. However recently, I watched the movie Jerry Maguire, and it bored me so fucking bad that I couldn't even bear to put it on my Letterboxd. Funnily enough, I also regret watching Eyes Wide Shut just as much. Do I just hate Tom Cruise 😭😭😭

7. name a movie you’re emotionally attached to?

Interstellar <3 Even just thinking about it, especially the bookshelf scene near the end, has me tearing up

8. what’s your comfort film?

This is tough because I generally don't rewatch films all that much, but maybe A New Hope??? I could watch that over and over again, its so classic and comforting

#lawrence of arabia being my all time favorite is very funny though bcs it was my parents' absolute fav when they were my age #i am turning into them.....#this is just for you jack but im still pissed I entered you know who's class a week late #bcs i got the courage to ask him HEY HAVE YOU SEEN LAWRENCE OF ARABIA #bcs it was also my favorite movie over a year ago now. and I NEEDED TO KNOW IF HE KNEW IT. and he said they had discussed it the first week #so now im forever bereft of hearing his thoughts about it </3 though ig I can ask him about it again someday ehehe #anyways itll tickle me if we both somehow manage to make our capstones about our respective beloved films <3 #bcs lawrence has definitely influenced me academically icl #catie.asks.

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alertarchitect · 1 year ago

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So! A new Doom game got announced!

Here's the trailer for those interested, it will help with what I'm about to go into:

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As a bit of a Retro Throwback Shooter Shitter myself, I have some Thoughts. Read on if you're interested.

So, first of all I like the premise of exploring the time the Doom Slayer spent fighting demons alongside the warriors of Argent D'Nur. It's a time period that was purposefully left pretty damn vague in Doom Eternal, and the Slayer's lore before waking up again wasn't even really talked about much - if at all - in Doom 2016 from what I remember, since they were trying to play it a little safe due to Doom 2016 being a soft reboot of a series that hadn't gotten a new game in 12 years at that point, with the last title (Doom 3 and its various editions that attempted to improve it a bit) being a pretty big departure that had a wealth of issues, such as it being a Doom game with one of the worst shotguns ever put into a shooter. So it's a cool idea to explore this time frame of the Doom Slayer's history, and possibly show the events leading to the Slayer's imprisonment in Hell before he was rediscovered and subsequently awoken by Samuel Hayden in Doom 2016, including the Makyrs' fall from grace.

Second, I'm actually kinda hyped to see id Software still working on making retro throwback shooters. I was worried they'd get shuttered and their IP sold off after Rage was such a flop back in 2011, and they didn't make anything after it for 5 years until Doom 2016 came out, so it's nice to see they've found their groove again - making some of the best examples of the retro throwback shooter subgenre. Doom 2016 started the BoomShoot Renaissance, and Doom Eternal is still one of the best examples of the genre, mechanically. They are masterclasses in using an old formula while keeping the level design and visuals fresh with modern game design principles that have improved a lot since the 90s, along with new game mechanics to keep the moment-to-moment gameplay feeling fresh as well (such as the weapon / stat upgrade systems, the movement abilities you get in Doom Eternal, etc.). Seeing them pushing that even further is a treat to behold, and I'm confident it's going to be a pretty damn fun game, as long as it doesn't get forced into being $70.

Final point, though, is a bit of a downer for me personally. Why in the fuck are they making a game in the Doom series that's going for a more medieval-ish feel, when the Quake franchise is right fucking there and begging for a better modern entry than goddamn Quake Champions?? Seriously, making a Quake game calling back to the first game in the franchise - with the Lovecraftian inspirations, the more medieval-ish setting, the unique monsters like the Shambler you didn't see much of past Quake 1 - would be a fucking money printer. But no, Microsoft wants them to play it safe so they can get a guaranteed blockbuster because Quake Champions hasn't done very well since it came out of early access in 2022, which is definitely a fault of the Quake franchise not having any consumer interest and 100% for sure not because Quake Champions pivoted into being a fucking hero shooter trying to emulate the feel of old arena shooter deathmatching!! It's not like a soft reboot wouldn't be sorely needed after the goddamn disaster of a story that was the Quake 4 campaign! It's not like a modern Quake game that actually relies on having a fun weapon sandbox instead of relying on taking your opponents off guard with fucking superpowers on cooldowns is something the fanbase they're trying to pander to would nut in our fucking pants over or anything!!!!

TL;DR: This game looks really good and fun, and I like to see id is still making banger games, but I'm actually kinda angry that they'd rather make a Doom game with medieval vibes rather than using that other fantastic retro shooter IP they own to make something that kind of vibe would actually fit into better.

#doom #doom 2016 #doom eternal #quake #retro shooters #boomer shooter #id software #fps #retro fps #Seriously I hope it was a decision from Bethesda or Microsoft management to do this shit instead of a Quake game #and not the devs' choice #because if even the *devs* don't want to make Quake games #especially ones that follow more in the footsteps of the first game instead of Quake 2 and beyond #where they went from “Lovecraftian medieval-ish game” to just another “Shoot the aliens Mr. Space Marine!!" series #that'd actually make me kinda sad tbh #Quake Champions #would be a horrible note to end such a good series of games on for the foreseeable future #Seriously the reason I have trouble enjoying the PvP in games like Destiny #or even just hero shooters in general like with Overwatch (ignoring the other problems involved with anything made by fucking Blizzard)#is because it feels like you're actively discouraged from relying on a well-made and fun weapon sandbox #instead you just use your Superpower Buttons as much as possible bc they just matter *more* than any weapon #other than maybe D2's heavy weapons #possibly CAN matter in a match #I know I sound like a nostalgia lord here but seriously just give me more games like Splitgate. Halo. or Unreal Tournament #hell even fucking COUNTER STRIKE is more fun to me bc it's your gunplay that matters #Team Fortress 2 as well #since despite it arguably being the progenitor of the hero shooter subgenre it still maintains its roots as a Quake / Half-Life mod #where the classes don't have Magic Superpowers but instead weapons and items that are part of a large and mostly healthy toolbox #Hell I even prefer Titanfall 2 bc even though it KINDA has superpowers it's more about the movement and shooting #than your 1-2 use killstreaks n shit

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nexus-nebulae · 10 months ago

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man i hate that one teacher ruined the whole concept of math for me bc i love physics and string theory and chemistry and all that stuff but every time I'm watching a video about it i hear like. specific algebraic concepts and i immediately lose all interest

#the word polynomial makes me want to throw things at the wall #it's always algebra too the more abstract the math the more mad i get #i like geometry at least i can make sense of shapes even when they're imaginary shapes #math is such an important part of science though and sometimes i can't engage with my spins because of it and it's upsetting #it just frustrates me bc of that one teacher making it as frustrating as possible for me only out of the whole class #like she targeted me specifically bc i was adhd and dyscalculic too she'd like. shame me in front of the class for it #you know? i kinda hate having gone to what's considered to be 'nice schools' where the faculty and management is nice enough #bc then when i have a legitimate complaint about how i was treated by a teacher they tell me 'oh this place doesn't have problems like that'#like when a teacher is actively refusing to give me a tutor WHEN IT'S REQUIRED BY ADA LAW FOR HER TO GIVE ME ONE IF I ASK

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itspileofgoodthings · 6 months ago

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#kind of hate when students come back and they’re like ‘sorry I was sooooooooooooo bad in your class’#obviously I hate it if it’s just sort of a chance for them to just yap about how bad they were/glorify their bad behavior #but sometimes I hate it even when they’re sincere sksskjsjsjsj #like I know it’s a good thing and I should be glad but I’m not glad #I’m just like ‘fuck off’ (I do not say that. EVER)#but it’s just. ughhhhhhh #so much of the job is ignoring their bad behavior as much as you can #not like. not having good classroom management but just. in your own mind!!!! don’t give it all this power!!!!!!#I hate those posts that are like ‘why did my grown ass teacher have beef with a 12 year old’ because my loyalty is to the teacher #and it’s like. well middle school classrooms are war zones sometimes so give the teacher a break. but there’s a certain truth to that!!!!!#you can’t take the behavior seriously in your own mind. I think that’s it #so when they come back and they’re like ‘I was terrible for you I regret my immaturity’#I know it’s a good thing for them and probably inevitable for most of them (the being teenagers of it all) and I’m sure ultimately #that it’s a testimony to my class. but it makes me wince so much. because I set the tone so decisively and part of how you do it is just by #like. believing everyone’s having a great time. and kids being like ‘I was a monster from #the deeps of hell’ seems to contradict that #and always drives me to question myself even though I probably shouldn’t and i need to just chill #some of it is just my own vulnerability or insecurity #I’m hoping it lessens with time? because my first couple of classes of course that’s what was happening #because they WERE bad. and they were worse than they usually were cause they wanted to see if they could get away with it #and did they? I mean yeah probably a lot more than they should have bc I was brand new!#anyways I’m just rambling. but yeah I don’t like it.#like please just leave me alone.#(I hate most kinds of intake tbh. because I always have to do something with all of it—intellectually emotionally)#(I can never just rest. the mind is sorting and processing) it’s like when it comes to teaching #the more things I can shut my eyes to the better #I’ve come a long way with knowing what of the things my students say to ignore than I used to #bc actually they’re innocent babies who are just yapping! Cause they don’t know what else to do yet.

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raiiny-bay · 7 months ago

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spent the whole weekend doing school work, now it’s too late to do any of the other things i wanted to do….

#guy w horrible time management #yes i had weeks to do these assignments #yes i chose to start them 5 hours before they were due #now it’s 7pm & i’m tired & i have to go to class tomorrow -___-#gonna make dinner & lie face down on the ground #i did sleep til nearly noon today though so that was nice #rainyrambles #dl

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transgaysex · 10 months ago

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dude laying in bed feels crazy

#wind howls #for the past like 22 hours i feel like ive felt every emotion on earth #right now im just sleepy though #sleepy... but im also soooo chilling #we used houdini for the first time today in class ! height fields sure are interesting... and the up to down nodes map is odd but fun !#although i definitely prefer using unreal as opposed to houdini simpy because building master materials and instances is so fun to me #yesterday the teacher showed us hue shift and my friend and i managed to build it so that the barrel we were testing our texture on-#has a switch that by default has the barrel shift through all the hues but you can turn it off to pick one specific hue #but its just one switch which automatically lets you access the specific hue you want #and this probably sounds like real baby shit to seasoned unreal users but to me it was so impressive and fun...#especially bc i managed to make it so when the switch is on it had a sub setting to choose the speed at which the hue shifts #but when its off the sub setting automatically changes to make it possible to input a specific number associated with the desired hue #which is not something my friend did ! i figured that out myself ! i am very proud of it !!!#although it may be poorly optimised... im gonna ask the teacher if theres an easier way to make the switch thatd be simpler to use #im really liking my video game preproduction class heehehe #and actually ive really been enjoying rigging as well #its a challenge ! and my god its so much to remember at once but its like. a really fun puzzle so far #although were like half a month in so my opinion may change as the assignments roll in #but so far. i like it. yay :)

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silverwarewolf · 10 months ago

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bpd, also known as "i would enjoy this new activity I signed up for under normal circumstances, however there was no one to fixate on so my brain now classifies this activity as rewarding and safe as cutting myself open in front of a den of lions, let's drop the activity"

the other side of this thought is that sometimes I end up having really mid people as fps. shudders.

fortunately the narc supply can act as an emergency cushion sometimes.

#addendum: all of this is irl #every six months or so im thrown into new social circles and environments. new fps form. things go to hell and they go away. repeat #it makes it somewhat manageable based on prediction though. idk if i could handle a long lasting fp even if the idea seems nice #in a 'i can finally focus on one person for real instead of having to suffer loss every six months' way #when it comes to my online life. well. i may love some people quite dearly. but it doesn't really grow into fp #they dont know me enough i guess #oh to be like one of those people that met their long time partners on tumblr or something #do i want this to be rebloggable...#sure why not (says my need for attention)#actuallynpd #actuallybpd #disclaimer. this post was made in reference to a class i signed up for. aaaaaaaaa.#life would be easier if i were like a lil mouse kept on one of those big mouse houses cage things

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camellia-thea · 11 months ago

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#talked to my mum about Fears About The Future #which felt. significant. especially since she was Normal about disability stuff (she desperately tries not to grieve me in front of me but.#she tends to struggle with it. especially when it requires being realistic about things. she's getting better with it)#and it didn't necessarily make things feel less scary #but less unknown. i don't know if Known-Scary is better or worse than Unknown-Scary #unclear. Unknown-Scary is sustained Foreboding Dread in the background of everything. Known-Scary is more bursts of frantic anxiety and fea #to be fair both are still Very Present #getting covid this year has definitely fucked with my health a lot #before i could manage uni and housework. now it's. very much one or the other.#and unfortunately. i have a larger workload right now. -> six hours of in person class a week of which i attend 3. which. feels bad ngl.#technically also work at home but that feels. more manageable and also not able to really be calculated. still a lot though.#i don't know. health scary. digging through work and income even scarier. thinking about the very very small number jobs i can work and the #smaller job market. even worse.

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nerdie-faerie · 2 years ago

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Having a 9am class and an 8 hour shift the same day I have an assignment due so I haven't slept, is a recipe for disaster. Fingers crossed I don't bodily attack a customer 🤞

#ace is a mess #Uni shenanigans #work tag #told my boss i was available 1-9 as thats the usual weekday shift he gives me he approved it then scheduled me for 12 🤨#hes lucky my ciass finished on time cus i wanna throttle him hes taking the pss lately #im running on 3 hours sleep cus i had to try get this assignment finished before i went to sleep cus i have class and work today #its due at 4pm and i was not gonna risk tryna get it done on my break when he never sends us for breaks anyway #im so sleep deprived lately i cant wait for assessment season to be over so i can stop making stupid decisions about my sleep habits #when my stress imduced insomnia is already kicking my ass as it does every season and yet i never learn #i love working in customer service with useless managers when im feeling homicidal #hopefully i manage to get through the shift without completely losing it praying i wont yell is already a losing battle #customers are always at the most stupid when you dont have the patience for it though

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