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wyn0rrific · 4 months ago

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I was an angel, but they made me leave

#2nd time using punish lyrics for a post can u blame me #uh anyways hi #gonna ramble in the tags to keep the og post from being more depressing than jt already is #i've had this piece sitting in the drafts since January #aka it snowed for a bit here which brought back my desire to die in the snow #i haven't really been active as much due to alot honestly #i've been so tired lately and sometimes i feel bad about sharing art or even talking to others due to feeling like my existence is a burden #life is moving too quickly #and i fear im falling behind everyone else #ermm ya rant over ig #warhammer 40k #wh40k art #sanguinius #wuvz draws #wh40k

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emero0 · 1 month ago

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In relation to my “how dare project sekai have shows within a game that i wish were real” post i have decided to do the same thing lmaoo

And by that i mean ive had this cinematic universe in my head for a fic i need to write and part if it involves leo/need writing songs for the musical movie (think like how mary poppins has songs in it—old disney movies to reference something more popular)

Which has led me to wanting to write a song for the movie in my fic—

This is what my multifaceted brain gets me—multi media projects woooo

#the fic idea is actually so peak i swear i have so many snippets from it written down and in my head #but also 1 i need/want to do more research (and yknow go the extra mile of making up a fake movie in a story what could go wrong)#and 2 writing a full story start to finish is hard omggg i can just kinda do one shots if i push myself to but full fic?#oh when summer comes and i have free time just you wait (except for some reason im only motivated during school TvT)#project sekai #prsk #pjsk #wxs #rui kamishiro #tsukasa tenma #because yes ofc its about them #im allowed to like popular characters—sue me #its also #ruikasa #featuring your favs #leo/need #saki tenma #>>> queen i have her written in my brain so well no im totally not gonna project onto her a little (i am)#saki as a way to move the plot but shes also her own person and she has her own pov section that will probably be part of the main fic dont #know yet but it will be written regardless #i have 1 scene kinda written (well thats a lie but its the one with a good start and end and the only one id want to post rn)#so i might post that once i start actually working on this #anyway rant aside yeah i started writing lyrics for a song today—kinda cringe and cliche but its supposed to be from sakis pov #actually just realized idk if i shouldve wrotethis in the tags—hmm #i’ll make a grand post about all my aus/fic ideas-maybe—im too worried somwones gonna steal before i can write it lol #wonderlands x showtime #rant #fic ideas #the song would work by itself tho so i might do that :D (totally not because i wanna see if i can make money with it for merch+cosplay noo)#im so tired gbye

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styxxsyringe · 11 months ago

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i want to delete my twitter account so fucking bad

#i grew my following off of anime stuff and now i'm into completely different stuff and i feel like posting about it -#will alienate my audience way too much #(if you wanna know - these days i hardly even watch one anime a year)#i wanna post about the fuckin saw movies and postal and weird video games and metalocalypse and music i like #and i want to post about my ocs without it feeling like i'm speaking gibberish to a crowd #but none of my followrs GIVE A FUCK #also i find it impossible to make friends on twt 😭😭😭😭 i have like 5 mutuals i'd consider friends #but alas i have too many industry pro followrs to just deactivate #and 40k followers is invaluable as someone whose only form of income rn is comms #tumblr has similar problems but at least i can talk about my ocs properly cuz of tagging #i don't like how monetized my account has become it feels so fucking disingenuous #it's just retweet retweet retweet post art retweet retweet #if twitter went under it'd be a blessing in disguise for me #oh well. suffering from success i guess #maybe one day i'll move accounts and KILL STARRYSHARKS ONCE AND FOR ALL #this is all 13 yr old me's fault #sorry for ranting/venting ig??? on main lol

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hayconrisa · 2 months ago

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finals are kicking my ass so ive been away BUT exciting news i convinced my design prof (the goat miranda) to let me do my final motion graphics project on unwind. so. unwind tv show title sequence coming soon who cheered

#i'll probably post it when im done!#digi and i went out as connor and hayden last weekend and got a bunch of broll on my old camcorders :3 #we sat next to the railroad tracks and ate spam straight from the can #it was truly peak haycon #anyway there's no “hopefully i'll finish this unwind project for y'all to see” bc it is my final for this class so i have to finish it. LOL #if i can manage to wrangle after effects to get everything to look right it's going to slay #i'll probably be gone or very inactive for the next few weeks as i move into my new apartment right after the semester is over #(unwind shelf + bulletin board SOON i love living with my best friend who also loves unwind)#but after i should be around! just working a bunch this summer but i will probably be thinking anout unwind in all of my spare time #anyway tag rant over. see y'all on the other side #cal has thoughts #unwind

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cosmogyros · 4 months ago

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I'm going to lose itttttttttttt

November was my first month of unemployment; I got my benefits for the month on December 6.

The Agentur für Arbeit did not pay me for December, without explanation, and once I called their headquarters and complained, I got a double payment at the start of February (covering the months of December and January, I guess).

Then they messaged me that they're stopping my benefits, and that they would explain why "in a separate letter". Guess what: I never got the separate letter!!!

And now I've received a letter from my health insurance implying that if I'm really not receiving any unemployment benefits anymore, I may be in danger of losing my health insurance.

COME ON, GERMANY. How hard can it be to just send me a certain amount of money every month? Why has there been some stressful technical issue around receiving my benefits EVERY month since this has started?

I'm basically staying at home all day every day and barely living my life because I constantly don't know if I'm going to have an empty bank account at the end of the month or if I'll actually get paid this time. This is so fucking stressful and I hate it. Why is the AfA SO dysfunctional?

And more importantly, why the hell would they cancel my benefits with no explanation??? Also they just informed me on Friday that I've still got a meeting scheduled with my advisor, for March 18. But like... why would they be scheduling meetings with me after having randomly stopped my benefits? Surely if my benefits are canceled, that means I'm not a "client" of theirs anymore.

This is so stressful omfg. I technically have enough money to cover rent for a few more months, but then my entire life savings would be gone and I'd still be in debt and jobless. And that doesn't sound like a pleasant prospect 🙃

I know I am legally entitled to get 1500 euros a month, every month, for ONE WHOLE YEAR. Even the AfA themselves sent me an official document stating that.

But in practice, I've had to fight tooth and nail to get those benefits for even three months, and now they're suddenly like, "Oh we're not gonna give you any more money, AND we won't tell you why either :3 Byeeee!" So I'm mad af. WHY WON'T YOU TELL ME THE REASON YOU'RE CUTTING ME OFF?!?!??!??

#bürokratie #o hear my sad complaint #cosmo gyres #thinking about that post i saw once about long-term financial trauma #how if you've never had financial security it seeps into you on the deepest level #how whenever anything financially 'good' happens to me i can't really believe it. and i refuse to take advantage of it and take risks #like i heard that i was entitled to 1500 euros per month for a year (more than enough to live on for me) and i thought #'maybe during this time off i can finally visit a few friends who've been begging me to visit them for literally years'#not far away; i'd go for like a week max and stay with them and the easyjet/ryanair flights are like 40 bucks each #like: the most non-financially-intimidating travel prospects ever. AND YET!!!#something in me put it off and didn't feel confident planning those visits #and now i am being so. so. so justified in that paranoia #something always goes wrong and financially fucks me over #and even the tiny cushion i have right now is so little that if i'd gone ahead and booked those flights i would be even more fucked now #it's sad as hell that i'm nervously holding myself back from even the smallest indulgences that would make me happy #and that my life circumstances constantly brutally confirm that it was the right choice to be nervous and hold back :(#anyway. fuck. if anyone wants to donate to my ko-fi that would be awesome :')#i also feel very very confirmed in my instinctive sense to not move ahead with scheduling that surgery any time soon #that's just another indulgence i can't afford at this rate. if i get any money it's going straight to rent and bills lol #tag rant

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emmavakarian-theirin · 3 months ago

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the concern sure is concerning

#not putting this in the tag but surely we know who i'm talking about. or maybe it can be said in many fandoms #but between the apologists and the incest shippers i don't want to go in the tag anymore. i almost don't want to post stuff #and sure i should just take joy in doing what i do for myself but most of the fun comes from the reactions from it #but there's not much point in posting stuff without tagging it either #'just block and move on' i do but they keep APPEARING it's shitty to see in the first place #like do y'all talk to people? do you have healthy relationships in your life??#that you look at the victim and go 'nah he kinda had it coming' over common banter???#anyway that's my piece i usually try not to post stuff like this but jfc #me ranting

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meanslackofart · 1 year ago

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some nights i miss omegle 😮‍💨

#it was fun to chat with strangers #yea it was traumatic as well #but it was good too #it was a perfect escape from real world to me at some point in my life #later on i moved to dating apps to talk with strangers but thats unnecessary drama if nothing works out in long run #so yes some nights i miss omegle #bc it was gave me instant distraction #meanslackofart #spilled thoughts #rant #omegle #desiblr #desi tag #desi tumblr #random #desi shit posting #desi drama #desi

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oxymoronicdumbass · 12 days ago

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my opinion on pretty much all lgbt discourse is that i simply do not care. like at this point, lgbt rights is becoming such an internationally contentious topic that it is genuinely baffling — and, admittedly somewhat appalling — to see that people are spending their time arguing over who can say what slurs and claim which community. we used to throw bricks at cops, for fuck’s sake, dude

#i keep getting transmasc vs transfem shit on my dash and like i still do your typical ��block and move on” or whatever but it’s #still so fucking frustrating #just let a man follow the trans tag in peace 😭🙏🙏#like why is this even an argument???#there is absolutely zero productivity that comes from lgbt online discourse #you’re not doing anybody a service by trying to gatekeep shit in your own community #let’s all just hold hands and love each other or something bro idk i’m so fucking tired 😭#my posts #queer #trans #rant

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iholli · 1 year ago

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"weh weh Alastor is canonically aroace you're being disrespectful" I'm ace and probably aro-adjacent get the fuck out of my space and let me foam at the mouth in peace

#swear to Lucifer himself if i see one more rant in the tags bitching #i LOVE Alastor's orientation and how it's portrayed in canon and i think it's so perfectly handled rn #and i think it's a HUGE power move to make the hottest bitch in hell aroace #but my ace ass is still going to be down bad in some type of way for that shit. stay fucking mad.#im not even saying it in a 'yeah I'd fuck him' kinda way it's just hot in some sense i can't fully put into words 💀#hazbin hotel #ratkingdiscourse #sorry to be making another post about this im wired as fuck on finale adrenaline and that means i want to pick fights and possum scream #AND TO REITERATE. IT'S FINE IF YOU DON'T LIKE HIS ORIENTATION BEING TREATED DIFFERENTLY FROM CANON #JUST STOP BEING A FUCKING DICK TO EVERYONE ELSE ABOUT IT?

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hilacopter · 1 year ago

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I'm surprised the g/t community stayed safe for me for as long as it did but yea now there's like a zine thing raising money for gaza which yea is always great on paper but how much money do you wanna bet they didn't put any effort into researching charities and are just giving their money to hamas. that and as much as I try to have thick skin seeing shit like this in fandom spaces (tho g/t isn't really a fandom I'd describe it as... a trope community?) is very much a trigger for me, since yk, I go to these things for escapism and seeing it kinda reminds me how "oh shit that's right, everyone wants me to kms". someone posted it in a g/t server I'm in even though we generally agree not to talk about politics? if I ask not to talk about i/p specifically bc it's triggering for me they'd probably just call me a whining zionist or smth, since israelis don't have the right to escapism actually and deserve to constantly be miserable (I've lost so many forms and spaces of escapism in the past few months it's insane and I genuinely don't know how much more I can take before I break completely). I blocked the tumblr account as soon as I saw it I'm hoping it maybe doesn't get that much traction but I'm mentally preparing to unfollow or block a lot of g/t blogs and maybe even delete my own g/t sideblog. I've been obsessed with g/t ever since I came out the womb and it's really the reason I'm on tumblr in the first place, I've let myself lose fandoms and friends but this is where I draw the line. I can't let the g/t community become unsafe for me, I'd be fucking devastated.

#i don't usually talk g/t on the main blog but posting this on my non-political g/t sideblog? haha no.#not tagging this with any of the community tags also for obvious reasons #i think there's a very good chance i'm the only israeli in the community and i've barely seen any jews to begin with #g/t isn't really something i can “move on” from since as i've said i've literally always had the g/t brain switch #leftist antisemitism #jumblr #lukas rants #hila has spoken

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welcometoteyvat · 1 year ago

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pet peeves: drawing people yellow

#advanced sorry as a non artist who doesnt really understand all that lighting shit #but even with weird lighting:#you can make their skin tone different from the pale shown in canon without it being like lemon colored T_T_T_T_T_T #similarly it's so possible to draw darker skin tones without making them gray or all have the same undertone #also i swear if it's for the palette/color theory you can also make palettes and color well without making it... yellow #ramblings!#this has happened in both my fandoms (honestly more frequently than i like but whatever)#& it just annoys me sm lmfaoooofnjksdhgkj #partially blaming one very popular drawing tutorial abt how to draw easian (the tutorial said asian but its rlly just easian......) faces &#im sorry the faces look like lemons #it just................... annoys me #mfw get u a face that looks like 🟡#this has been in the queue for a really long time bc im . v on the fence abt posting like #i feel like half the time it's not on purpose but it also drives me up the wall also i feel like if people simply paid more attention it #wouldn't happen! well. anyways #whatever this is one of those insane rants that i just need to get out #this is what happens when i occasionally search tags it's just. (sees art) (sideeyes you) (moves on) . whatever lol #not genshin #to be clear this is abt easian coded/easian characters like if a char specifically is described as 'sallow skin' or smth #then it's whatever but it just makes me slightly go 'hmm' if nothing about the character indicates unhealthy skin coloration but u go: 🟡

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eggsistential-basket · 11 months ago

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how it feels getting trapped in a sleep paralysis/false awakening loop for 40 minutes while trying to take a nap right before having to make a phone call

#this made less and less sense the more i worked on it and the more the memory faded #didn't see a demon or anything (couldn't open my eyes) but hallucinated for the first time ever someone?#presumed it was my friend or sibling or something someone who could feasibly get in my room #poking me in the ribs bc they thought it was funny (it was not)#was going to try to find an emoji or one of those meme faces but i don't think it would have worked as well #so hurrah first my art im posting exclusively to this blog #literally the ONLY thing in one of the loops that indicated it being a dream was where in the previous loop i moved my water bottle #and it was in the same place that i moved it into the previous loop #the fuckiest thing was i was trying to take deep breaths to not panic but i couldn't control my lungs or airways or anything #so it was a lot like when you surface from water and there's that vacuum and you try to suck in air #but there's nothing there so there's that massive disconnect of what you expect to what you feel and ofc that makes it worse #but also when i was trying to exhale and my body (on autopilot) was inhaling #that phone call went surprisingly well considering i was like only 40% sure it was even real #i'm like still only 60% this is real some of those loops were scarily realistic #yikes #i uh don't like this feeling #i really didn't like that #sleep paralysis #false awakening loop #eggsistential draws #my art #eggsistential speaks #tag rant

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legendary-assassin-stance · 2 years ago

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oh i'm sorry, i didn't realize we were taking moral standing points from the asura now. y'know. the race that full-hog experimented and ripped apart sylvari even after knowing they were wholly sapient beings (and it wasn't even inquest! it was regular fucking asura! the arcane council most definitely okayed those experiments! never mind the fact that the council TO THIS DAY fucking openly allows inquest to do as they please so long as they don't cause trouble in rata sum) and have done little to nothing to apologize for that fact to their sylvari allies.

but no, you're right, the humans are the worst race in tyria just by way of existing and trying to find a place for themselves. how could i have ever thought different?

#from beyond the grave #hi i'm going to go fucking feral #I'M NOT EVEN A HUGE HUMAN FAN. i have them and i love the ones i do have! but i greatly prefer sylvari as my playable race.#what the FUCK are you talking about #“did everything they can to push other people off their land” are you talking about pushing charr out???? cus uh.#i don't know how to tell you this but the charr STOLE THAT LAND IN THE FIRST PLACE EVEN BEFORE HUMANS #dont even get me started on their HoT take (the One Expansion that anet gave sylvari before forgetting they exist)#and the icebrood one (the charr should have never been the fucking main focus of the goddamn NORN PLOT ANYWAYS)#the “human interference” in icebrood was literally a fucking BLIP amongst the bullshit of the charr getting involved #don't even fucking talk to me about “humans being lynchpins” for icebrood. it should have had NOTHING but NORN LORE.#it was the NORN PLOT. jormag had always been NORN STORY AND PLOT.#“buhbuhbuh humans” I DON'T GIVE A SHIT. THE CHARR SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN THERE EITHER #it's extremely telling that you don't care that the charr shouldn't have been there either #and only focused on the .0000000000003 seconds that kas helped in anything related to the plot #while also framing crecia and rytlock's relationship problems throughout as “human-looking” squabbling #god forbid rytlock get some character development where he WANTS TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY for his kid #(even tho it should've happened in a charr-centric story thread and NOT THE FUCKING NORN ONE ANET)#and every charr in the world is like “but why do you care??” because charr society is so incredibly FUCKED re: their kids #“being attentive to the story” my fucking ass. just say you fucking hate humans as a race and move the fuck on.#i didn't mean to rant this much in the tags but the more i stared at the post the more i felt like biting someone #OH. OH SORRY. i just noticed that #the person was like “lol inquest figured out how to harness elder dragon energy before xunlai <3”#JUHGTFJHKDFJHGLKFD ??????#okay for one the inquest are a bunch of literal rat bastards who caused a NUCLEAR REACTOR EXPLOSION in metrica #i'm not going to trust a fucking inquest ANYWHERE NEAR ME let alone praise them for “ethical” dragon energy #the “uhm ACKSUALLY S W E A T Y” tone of voice re: canthan tech vs. asuran is asinine and also annoying as fuck #“all of PoF was about humans :(” IT IS LITERALLY. ABOUT A HUMAN GOD? IT IS *THE* HUMAN XPAC.#IT WAS NOT A SURPRISE FOR IT TO BE HUMAN THEMED? WE KNOW ELONA IS H U M A N S ?#yet again. what the FUCK are you even talking about.#OKAY. jesus christ. i think i'm finally done bitching about this.

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thegh0stofwilburtheworm · 1 month ago

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maaan the more i think abt alnst wiege the least i like it... specially hyuna's death... like yeah okay hyuna sacrificing herself for luka makes sense for her character, smth smth she loves more than she hates n such, but i feel like that whole scenario where she died felt very... forced? i think? idk maybe im just being whiny bc they killed off my favorite character, and any way of killing her off would have probably not sit right with me no matter how well executed it was mayb? but like idk i dont like wiege

#DONT GET ME WRONG THOUGH IN A VACUUM I DO LIKE WIEGE #like its a beautiful video n a beautiful song the convo of the both of them its an absolute work of art and its ooh so cool #you can tell that the team put a whole lot of love and care into it and i really adore that #i just dont like wiege from a story standpoint! i should have probably specified that aaanywayyy #srry gamers u might have 2 expect more crayzy alnst rambles from me #bc now that my sibling has moved on from their hyperfixation on it i have no one else 2 rant abt it sooo its all gonna go here now #gh0ost txt #i dont wanna maintag this one #new tag for my alnst posting:#alnst posting #thatll do!

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meelonkurb · 4 months ago

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#this is a personal rant so i'm just writing it in the tags because i don't want this to be taken as a cry for attention or smthing like that #i always fear that's what people who are following me are gonna think about whenever i make these types of posts #if my occasional rants make you uncomfortable then i will not blame anyone for unfollowing me or anything like that #but it is still my blog so i feel like it's ok for me to sometimes rant about things that are on my chest #anyway idk the rant is that this app makes me feel all types of emotions; both good and bad #like i love posting/reblogging stuff here sm it's such a fun place to find new people and content #but at the same time i always crumble so bad because interacting with others here is just so hard #and whenever i try to interact with some people getting ignored is pretty common #i'm not mad about it at all !! honestly i understand why people don't respond to me/interact with me #it's sometimes just a bit disheartening to come to the app seeing so many people having such cool connections here #and when i try it's never successful...sigh idk i'm just in my feels and less active here recently #tbh this might also just come from the fact that i miss having connections with people; moving to another country has been hard socially rn #idk anyway this is my shitty rant lol so if anyone really read through this i'm sorry for making you suffer through this mwah #edgar yap sess #man wtf am i talking about i should just stick to liking and reblogging #loser alert!!!!

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swanthief · 6 months ago

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the way i made the set these tags were left on bc i saw a comment saying neal never apologized only to get this response 🤔🤔🤔

#teresa talks #like u are the target audience. u are why i made this set lmaooooo #like did u miss where he very clearly says im sorry for everything????????#what the fuck are you talking abt #what abt this makes it not an apology. he is so clearly being so genuine and sincere he is saying this with all his heart #and she is hearing him out too like!!!! she literally says she’s sorry too #and what is the ‘arguable proof’ i would like to see the ‘arguable proof’#bc in the show that i watched all he ever was after making this choice was remorseful and regretful and guilty #and he did everything he could to make up for it #bc he genuinely feels bad that he had to do it!!!!! he hate that it happened!!!!!!#and also it’s almost like you actually don’t have to tebllg something if you’re gonna use anti tags in your reblog. you do know that me as #the op is gonna see those tags right #just make your own fucking post oh my godfjkshhwjkdvsb #sorry normally i would just block and move on from something like this but this pissed me off and i needed to rant lmaooooooo

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