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"addictions"
in which a character with an addiction discovers that they're someone else's addiction
d.page x nb!mc , drabble/oneshot
a/n: first time doing a daniel fic!! mostly because there are so little so why not do one for the fandom (◍•ᴗ•◍) hope u like it !!
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daniel page was in the potions classroom like usual, working on yet another potion. he had an addiction to making these, it was practically his lifeline. o.w.l.s are approaching soon, and daniel had been spending his whole day in the classroom, trying to perfect every potion that may appear in the exams. mc and ivy decided to drag him out of the class and explore hogsmede, since there was no way he was going to be in a classroom for the whole weekend.
"daniel!" mc said as they opened the door, walking into the class, ivy following suit. "oh, hi mc, ivy.." he replied, focused on his cauldron.
"we're going hogsmede and you're coming with us, you can't spend the whole weekend holed up here!" ivy said, standing near the door. mc nodded and added, "c'mon daniel, we'd really appreciate it if you came."
"can't you ask robyn or kevin or lottie?" he dismissively replied. mc shook their head.
i want you, they thought.
"please daniel?" mc gave him the best puppy eyes they could, and he reluctantly agreed. ivy and mc both cheered and dragged him out of the class to catch the train to hogsmede.
it was obvious that mc had a crush on daniel. everything he does makes the butterflies in their stomach flutter, and he doesn't even realise the effect he does to mc! just him agreeing on going hogsmede with mc made them feel fuzzy and warm inside.
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once in third year, cassandra and the freys' were being an annoyance, and daniel was getting on his last nerve, ready to duel them. mc calmed him down, until cassandra insulted daniel's family. something snapped in mc when they heard her comment. mc went up to cassandra and gave her a cold, hard slap. everyone surrounding them turned to look, and daniel was embarrassed. he was hurt by cassandra's remark, but shocked at mc's reaction. he had never seen mc upset, let alone angry.
daniel quickly grabbed their wrist and dragged them away from cassandra and the freys'. when mc felt a hand softly grabbing their wrist, their anger faded away and was replaced by confusion; their cheeks flushed when they realised it was daniel's. he never let go of their wrist, through multiple corridors and staircases.
eventually they reached an empty classroom, and daniel looked at mc with a worried expression. he placed a hand on their shoulder, thanking mc for standing up for him, but also worried for them since they were always optimistic and never one to get angry. if anything, it would be daniel. mc was at a loss of words, as they were flustered at his touch, as their lips craved his lips, their touch craved his touch. mc was addicted to daniel, and only they know what their heart longs for.
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the trio reached hogsmede, and ivy immediately made a beeline to the three broomsticks. they ordered butterbeer and enjoyed their time there, although mc seemed a little distracted by something. that something was the way daniel's auburn hair glistened under the lights of the inn, the way he always had on a frowny face until a joke was cracked and that cute laugh appears. the smile only for his closest friends to see. only his closest friends. that thought made mc sigh and wonder if he reciprocated the feelings they felt. in which he most likely didn't. ivy noticed the slight tension between them, and excused herself to the restroom which resulted in a long, awkward silence between mc and daniel. usually they would talk like normal best friends, but something was odd in the air.
"are you okay?" daniel asks with concern. mc looked at daniel with reluctance, "i like someone." they said. daniel waited for them to continue, "but i know he doesn't like me back. he's got the cutest smile and the sweetest set of eyes, it's hard not to like him. but he's not addicted to me the way im addicted to him."
"well, who is it mc?" daniel asked curiously. "he's addicted to potions..." mc replies softly, which daniel then finally took the hint.
#hpma#harry potter magic awakened#daniel page#hp magic awakened#daniel page x mc#hpma daniel#ivy warrington#hpma ivy#mc#hpma mc#non binary mc#they them#fanfic#one shot#drabble
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A few things you can expect from Where The Petals Remain! 💐
Where The Petals Remain is a queer coming of age novel following a black non-binary MC's life in the south. It takes place directly after Where The Stars Are, the first book in the trilogy.
More reveals and details coming soon! 👀
#micah flowers#lgbtqia books#black literature#non binary author#upcoming novel#black author#literature#coming of age#queer novel#non binary mc#non binary#where the petals remain#the unheard trilogy#booklr
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Obey me random quotes part 89 (technically-)
Solomon: *drinking the tea Lucifer made* Which one of you was gonna tell me that tea tastes different if you put it in hot water?
*The whole house goes silent*
M!MC: You’re putting it in cold water..?
Asmo: Solomon! Answer the question Solomon!
Solomon: Yeah? I thought for like <redacted> years that people just put it in hot water to speed up the.. tea-ification process. Didn’t think there was an actual reason- besides you think I have the patience to boil water?
Thirteen: You don’t have the patience to microwave water for 3 minutes!?
Satan: Why are you.. putting it in the microwave.. TO BOIL IT??
Thirteen: do you think I have the patience to boil water on the stove!?
Satan: IT TAKES LESS THAN A MINUTE!
Thirteen: Bro is your stovetop powered by the fucking sun!?
Belphie: How long does it take you to boil a cup of water on the stove?
Thirteen: Like 7 minutes!
Satan: just stick the mug on top of the stove on medium heat.. and it boils in like 2 minutes!
Belphie: less than that if you use a saucepan!
Thirteen: you’re putting the whole mug on the stove? ON MEDIUM HEAT?
Solomon: Your stove is enchanted
Meanwhile in the living room:
Lucifer: Every single person in this house is a fucking lunatic..
Nb!MC: DO NONE OF YOU OWN A FUCKING KETTLE!?
Mammon + Levi: *just dying in the background*
Hand to bring back an oldie but a goodie 😋
HELP WHY DID NO ONE SAY THAT I PUT COLD WATER FIRST INSTEAD OF HOT WATER 😭😭😭
#obey me#obey me mc#obey me non binary mc#obey me male mc#obey me lucifer#obey me random quotes#obey me funny#obey me shall we date#obey me satan#obey me belphegor#obey me asmodeus#obey me solomon#obey me thirteen#obey me mammon#petition to bring back old tumblr memes#old memes
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Ekho Winchester
I had the joy of being able to commission @couriers-mile for one of my Lost in Limbo MC's Ekho! Go check them out, they're awesome to work with!
#nymph rambles#commission#lost in limbo#lost in limbo vn#lost in limbo mc#nymph oc#they're like.... if someone ran himbo software in a twink body but accidentally toggled assigned female at birth on#So we're left with a non-binary/eventually genderfluid flirty disaster
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Long White Hair Beauty
Casper x Non-Binary Reader
Prompt - Playing with hair



You stared at Casper.
Well, you were looking at Casper’s hair. You were sitting behind Casper as he read a book. You didn’t have work today and Casper said he had the entire day to spend with you.
So both of you were just sitting on your bed doing your own thing. It was nice to be with Casper, even if you both were doing your own thing. But you found yourself staring at his hair rather than focusing on your book.
You loved Casper’s long hair.
The way it flowed down his back, always perfect no matter what, a crystal shade of white. You wanted to know what it felt like, after all Casper spent a long time in the bathroom when he showered.
Not all of the time could be spent on his skin care routine. You knew that, he made you do it with him. Anyway, you wanted to know what exactly Casper’s hair was like.
Was it soft or rough, did it smell nice, could you easily thread it though your fingers? You wanted to know all of this but you also knew that Casper didn’t like people touching his hair.
Maybe he would let you, just for a moment? “Is there a reason you're staring?” Casper asked, turning his head and body to look at you. You flinched and dropped your book in your lap.
“Um”, you said, trying to think of an excuse to tell Casper. Casper just looked at you and soon you told him the truth. “I want to play with your hair”, you said, still staring at Casper’s hair.
Casper blinked, “why would you want to do that?” Casper asked, truthfully not knowing why you would want to play with his hair. “I don’t know, just want to”, you shrugged.
Casper thought, he can’t say he hasn’t thought about you playing with his hair. Casper was protective of his hair, he values it very much. But the thought of you playing with it made Casper giddy.
“I will never understand you mortals, but if you must”, Casper said while turning back around. You stared at Casper as he did this, did he just agree?
You moved your book to your side and scooted closer to Casper. You spread your legs so Casper was partly in between your legs. You reached forward and placed your hand underneath Casper’s hair.
Your hand was hovering over the middle of Casper’s back. You pulled your hand forward till you were cradling his hair in your hands. You moved your hand down till Casper’s hair fell out of your hand.
Casper’s hair felt soft, almost like water falling through your hand. You noticed Casper had stopped reading. His head was now straight up instead of leaning down at the book in his lap.
Casper was also dead still, he wasn't moving a muscle. “Is this okay?” You asked, you really wanted to do this, but not if Casper wasn’t okay with it.
You saw Casper nod, you also heard him let out a deep breath. You looked back down at Casper’s hair. You did the same thing you did the first time, but this time you threaded your fingers in his hair.
You moved your fingers slowly down Casper’s hair. It was easy to move your fingers through his hair. Casper’s hair was smooth and soft, like the best and most expensive fur.
Once you got to the bottom of Casper’s hair and it flowed out of your hands you did it again. Meanwhile, Casper didn’t know how to feel about this.
Casper was still tense.
Casper could feel his face flush as you did this. He could feel your hands run through his hair with sure care. Like his hair was made of glass and one wrong move it shatters.
Casper could feel your gaze on him. Casper felt like leaning closer to you yet pulling away at the same time. After running your fingers though Casper’s hair for a while you cradled Casper’s hair in your hands.
You brought Casper’s hair up while you leaned down. You pressed Casper’s hair to your nose and took a deep breath. Casper’s hair smelled like lemons and suger, sour yet sweet.
Casper was knocked out of his internal dilemma, “did you just smell my hair?” Casper asked, shocked. “Yes, and?” You responded, taking another sniff of Casper hair.
Casper blinked a couple times before leaning back onto your chest. You smiled and wrapped your arms around Casper’s waist. Burning your head in Casper’s hair.
Casper leaned his head back and glared at you but you just smiled. Casper leaned his head back down but he smiled. You moved Casper’s ponytail to his chest and played with it as it rested on his chest.
Casper watched as you ran your fingers through your hair. It calmed Casper down, it made his muscles relax. Casper felt current bad thoughts leave his head as he relaxed into your chest and closed his eyes.
You smiled, happy that you were able to finally make Casper let go of stuff. He needed to relax more. You pressed your nose into Casper’s hair and took a deep breath.
You needed to play with Casper’s hair more.
#lgbtq#nonbinary#nonbinary reader#non binary imagines#male reader#male reader imagines#a date with death#a date with death casper#a date with death x reader#a date with death grim#two and a half studios#adwd grim#adwd casper#adwd x reader#adwd x male reader#adwd azrael#adwd#casper x reader#casper x male reader#casper x mc#grim x male reader#grim x reader
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I should probably introduce myself.
Hi🪷 I'm Poly MC, otherwise known as Fairwish and Chanzé, and I'm in polyamorous relationships with all 7 of the demon brothers in Obey Me!. This is my new Role Play account where I will be able to live out that dream🌼 Yay🎉
For more info on me: Lore dump
I would like to say hello to my role-play husbands @ask-belphegor, @stn-tmblr, @lucifer-morningst4r , @lord-of-burgers, @the-great-mammon-01, @asm0b4by, @l3v1uhthan (sorry for spamming and if I didn't add all of your different accounts). Hi🪻 I look forward to role-playing as your partner☺️ And hello to my sister-in-law, @8th-sisterlilith 🌻 I hope we can become good friends ☺️
Oh and my father-in-law, @celestial-realm-leader. Hi 🙂
And I would like to say hello to my role-play children, if you would do me the honour of having me as a parental figure (sorry, I couldn't quite figure out the colours thing and sorry for spamming you too) @cynthiathebettertwin, @aspenthetwin , @pridesson , @luv4j3llyfish , @thestarandtheghost , @shu1chi , @joy-yeah, @tomiokagiyuufirststan and @jewelofhell. I look forward to role-playing as your Umi🌺 "Umi" is short for "umzali", which means "parent" in Zulu, which is one of my 2 cultures. My bio dad is Zulu and my other culture is Afrikaans.
IMPORTANT: This is not to be confused with the meaning of "umi" from any other languages (aside from the Japanese "umi", which means "sea". "Sea" is one of my pronouns. More on that in the next paragraph). I decided to use "umi" as a term for my children to refer to me, because it's derived from a gender neutral term for a parental figure (umzali = parent), in my culture. I also decided on this term, because it would be so much easier for a child to learn how to say when learning how to speak. So, it also makes sense for my children's developmental needs.
Speaking of which, I'm non-binary 💜🤍💛🖤 and my pronouns are sea/star. So in a sentence, it would look like: Sea is very happy to be here. Sea hopes you enjoy star poetry. Basically, you replace "she" with "sea" and "her" with "star". So, me deciding to use "umi", along with my pronouns, works on multiple levels. Especially considering that I've always had a deep connection with the ocean, that I could never quite explain. But I think it's because my Zulu heritage originates from KwaZulu-Natal, a coastal province in South Africa.
Also whenever people refer to me, using these pronouns, it makes me feel like a fairy, sitting on a leaf and watching the ocean under a night sky😌 Like, I feel like a better version of myself. Like the me that I've always wanted to be🌌 That's right, bitch we're getting existential now! And I'm completely sober. It makes me feel like someone I can actually look up to, which I think is just absolutely insane🤯 I mean, I NEVER thought that I could feel that way. I've never seen myself as someone worthy of being looked up to, praised or admired by anyone, much less myself. But here I am! Making my inner child proud, just by using those pronouns, so ja☺️
Also, as I've mentioned, I'm Afrikaans and I LOVE Afrikaans music, so look forward to me posting English translations/interpretations for Afrikaans songs.
I also dabble in poetry, so look forward to that too. Though, some of my best poems I've written are in my old phone, which I spilled hot chocolate on. And now the motherboard is fucked😭
Here are the rules:
1. Asks are open.
2. NSFW allowed
3. Please be respectful. No hate/bigotry will be tolerated here.
4. While I am NOT a mental health professional, despite what some of you may think, I am willing to listen to any struggles that you may have. So I can't give you any advice (because I don't know the full context of your situation and, once again I'm not a specialist) but if you need a friend who will listen, I'm here for you. However if you're looking for advice, then I suggest you go to a licensed professional.
And uh...what else?... Let's just have fun🤷🏽🎉
Oh! And if you have any asks about South Africa or the Afrikaans language, please don't hesitate! I'd be happy to share🇿🇦 Who knows, I might actually learn something about my own country in the process ☺️
#obey me shall we date#afrikaans#poets on tumblr#obey me mc#south africa#autism#adhd#transgender#non binary
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{Entrance Ceremony}
...is that the freaking Dark Mirror????
Our dear protagonist felt their heart rate slow like in those Roblox horror game death scenes.
"State thy name."
"You... Hah??"
Speck, don't you rush me-
The eyes on the magic floating mask in the mirror narrow.
"State thy name."
The voice booms again, with a hidden underbite of annoyance.
She looks across the room for the reactions of everyone else witnessing this. He feels strongly compelled to gesture to the mirror with a 'wtf' open arms blame point.
They turn back to the mirror. "You didn't let me finish... My name is..." Yes, boy, build the nonexistent dramatic tension-
"Yuuha..." That's a very pretty lace design, I wonder when he got that? "Swirls. Yuuha Swirls." She repeats a second time to put it together smoothly and actually judge whether it sounds okay.
"...Yuuha Swirls..."
Yuh?
"The nature of this soul is... Unknown to me."
Well, duck-
"Formless. Nameless. Dim reflection. Magic lacking thus forestalls. That mortal form hath no connection to these dormitory halls."
Wow, rude.
Everyone in the Ceremony room starts gossiping and whispering obnoxiously, pointed stares aimed straight at the person before the mirror.
Crowley, the weird bird man with selective hearing asks the mirror to repeat himself, even though the entire room was dead silent for the big reveal.
And then the mirror dunks on her again! What the hell, what's this dude got against him??
Then Grim the little raccoon-weasel monster speaks up and decided to present to everyone how much better a candidate he is to become a student in my place.
And sets the entire freaking place on fire. Like, Dabi hot as hellfire flames kinda inferno.
'Yuuha' ducks out of the way and retreats to a space where the flames don't reach as well.
"Help! I'm on fire here!!" A white haired, red eyed student calls out. He runs around in cartoonish circles and non-helpfully to the boy dark chocolate haired boy next to him who's trying to help him put his butt flame out.
"Stop drop and roll!" Yuuha instructs over the chaos of the moment, "Or at least take off the robe and stamp out the flames!"
Yuuha steps to the side and watches as a pale lavender haired boy with a voice of a used car salesman steps up to stop the little menace that is Grim. A red haired boy with a serious British accent also joins in, spouting about rule-breaking. Which is incredibly fair considering, when ever has it been allowed to set a place with so many kids on fire with?
Granted, I though this was a cult at first. But the robes are actually pretty comfy. Still, I don't understand how this little monster thinks he'll get in by destroying school property and possibly causing grievous bodily harm to who would be his fellow peers if accepted.
"OFF WITH YOUR HEAD." The red haired boy exclaims with such bite Yuuha almost physically recoils. A heart shaped collar poofs into existence, tightly locked around Grim's neck. "The Queen of Heart's Rule 23: One must never bring a cat to a formal affair." The boy recites sternly, meeting eyes with me in a glance and glaring at my supposed recklessness.
"Well, good thing he ain't a cat." I muse with heavy sarcasm, returning his glare with an unimpressed eyebrow raise. "Besides, I only just met him roundabout an hour ago." I slowly rotate my neck so I can stare at Crowley as he scrambles to defend himself for not listening to me.
...This is going to be a wild ride, isn't it?
#disney song yuu#disney fanatic yuu#twst shitpost#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#oc#yuusona#non-binary mc#male mc#female mc#yuu#grim
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Cove's Alphabet SFW
The safe-for-work version of Cove Holden's Alphabet is finally here! Enjoy my lovelies. (Took so much longer to write because it has over double the word count than the NSFW one <3) ALSO! This version is for all genders, so if you find something that is tailored specifically to a woman or male, lmk and I'll correct it :)
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?) Cove loves to hold your hand and do the little thumb thing where he rubs it against the side of your hand. He often holds your hand whenever you two are around each other, no matter the circumstance. You two are walking to a beach? He’ll hold your hand. He’s kissing you? He reaches for your hand. It’s a little intimate act that doesn’t make him embarrassed, and it means a lot to be able to stay within arms reach of you at all times. He also has a thing for placing his lips somewhere where you did or eating a portion of food where you also ate part of it. For example, if you two are out on a little date night and you both get different desserts, he will ask to try whatever dessert you’re eating only because he likes the idea of indirectly kissing like this. If you offer him any food, he will almost always put his mouth not directly, but on half of the area you already bit out of rather than on the opposite side of the food, like a sandwich.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?) You two met when you both were very young, obviously, and you two bonded more over how Cove didn’t know how to deal with his trauma with his family's divorce and moving to a new place. If we are sticking with this idea, he grew fond of you very quickly because you were the first person he met in Sunset Bird, and you always tried your best to include him in different activities or to spend one-on-one time with him to learn about his interests; he naturally also began doing that with you too! If we are wanting to be a bit annoying and say you two really became friends in step 2 or 3, he already knew you since he often saw you when he went to the beach and because you lived right across the street. He made small gestures like offering you a drink (A Caprisun or something) and you would accept it. Or.. he would ask you something about school since you two went to the same one, like: "MC, um… do you happen to know how to solve for x?" or "I’m stuck on my fourth quote. Can you help me find something to use? I looked so many times, but nothing fits with my topic sentence." Of course, you would always help him because you either had no clue yourself or because you were better at the subject he asked about, which allowed you two to bond more often. When helping him with something, he always got sidetracked by pointing something out about your room or telling you something that went on in his day and wanting your opinion about it. Regardless of when you both became friends, he always had little inside jokes with you, and you both often wore them out too quickly, or he would always tell you random facts he learned about the sea, like: "Did you know jellyfish are just floating blobs and they don’t think?" or: "The male seahorse actually gives birth instead of the female one, so do you think that means they still have the same lower regions like humans or do you think it’s swapped?" Regardless, there is always something stewing in Cove’s mind that he is more than happy to ask you about.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?) Cove is an absolute sucker for cuddling—just not in his bed. You two have cuddled on multiple occasions when you were both friends, such as when the two of you watched a movie together, he often sat next to you, and somehow you both ended up falling asleep, his head resting on yours. If the two of you are dating, he often gets too flustered to sleep next to you in his bed because he can get very flustered when being absolutely alone with you and in such intimate proximity. He often lets you cuddle him when the two of you are just relaxing at his house on a couch, or if he is exhausted from his work shift, he will make a beeline for your house after work and rest his head on your lap while mindlessly telling you about the random shenanigans of his work day. (Bonus points if you put Cove’s front hair into a ponytail or if you just thread your fingers through his hair, which often makes him blush due to how good it feels.)
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?) At some point, he wouldn’t be against moving in regardless of you two being friends, dating, or engaged. He won’t ever tell you he is a bit of a messy person, and you will find out the exact day you move in that he is a little bit of a slob. He doesn’t leave random dishes around, but he has random shirts strewn across his room, and sometimes he’ll leave dishes unwashed for days, but he eventually gets to doing it. He also barely uses his closet. He often just picks out shirts and pants from the basket he threw them in after washing his clothes, rather than putting them away like a civil human being. (You’ll just have to deal with the sand problem because somehow, regardless of whether he was going swimming that day, he tracks sand into the main entryway.) He also cannot cook for shit, but he can prepare miscellaneous foods that his mom taught him to cook, like chicken or tacos. His cooking abilities are very limited, but if there is a food you really enjoy, he will take the time while you are out to figure out how to cook it and eventually master it and cook it for you one night to impress you.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?) Cove would always try to fix any problems between you two, but if things just became too much to bear, i.e: you constantly cheating on him or you doing something he’s told you make him uncomfortable too many times, he will find a way regardless of what you did to be nice until the end. He would sit you down wherever you live and have a genuine calm conversation with you, and when it gets to the point where he has to say the five words (We need to break up), he begins to tear up himself. During the whole conversation, he will hold your hand to try and comfort you, but really, it’s him coming to terms that it will be the last time he will be doing something like that with you or whoever he is breaking up with. After the conversation is done, which probably takes an hour and a half because he often beats around the bush, he will leave and beat himself up for the next couple of days before he gets over it.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?) Cove would definitely love to make you his wife/partner/husband at some point after you two are somewhat stable. Depending on when you propose to him or he proposes to you (If step 3), he prefers to stay engaged to you for a couple years before marrying you, then wait a little while longer before having kids. If you have issues or you just prefer not to be married, Cove totally understands, and he is willing to treat you like his forever partner, even if you both aren’t engaged. Ideally, Cove would like to marry you on the spot because you have such a chokehold on him, but, realistically, you two get married when you canonically would, so around 24. Regardless of when you get engaged, he will wait a couple years or whenever you are ready to settle down.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?) More often than not, Cove is a gentle person over a rough one. Especially when the two of you are getting intimate, he will always stay really gentle—more so the first couple of times—but he will treat you with respect. Physically, he always tries to gently hold your hand or caress your cheek gently before you two kiss to make things not only more sensual but also more comfortable. Emotionally, he will often not directly address an issue between you two but instead hint at it, trying his best to not hurt your feelings, even if he is the one annoyed by whatever.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?) Cove loves hugs. He isn’t an overhugger, but he won’t ever turn you down if you ask for one. Especially if he is sad about something, he will cling to you like a sloth to a tree, crying into your shoulder, because we all know he is a bit of a crybaby. (In the best way possible, of course.) He often goes under rather than over, so he can hold your waist and put his face down on your shoulder. If you are sad and need a hug, he will always tightly hold you (especially if you have sensory issues) and keep you pressed against him while gently rubbing circles with his palm into your back. If you two are being intimate, the first thing he will do after you two finish is hug you tightly, even if it was a quickie and you needed to leave ASAP.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?) He didn’t want to spring the three words on you too quickly in case you weren’t comfortable with admitting that to him yourself, so he waited, but also because he was a little nervous himself to admit he had such strong feelings for you. After 1 to 3 months, he will accidentally let it slip once. The very first time he said it to you was when you two were having a mini movie night at his house and the two of you were cuddled up on one of the main floor's couches, sharing a fleece blanket. At some point during the movie, you two end up kissing, and after he pulls away he rubs your cheek with his thumb gently and looks into your eyes before whispering under his breath: "God, I love you so much…". Your eyes almost popped out of your head when he said that, and when the words processed in his head, his hand that caressed your cheek instantly went to his mouth. You look a bit anxious yourself, reassuring him that it was adorable (Bonus points if this is when you also tell him you love him for the first time). You put your hands on either side of his head, sitting on your knees now, and you tell him how you are so glad he told you, and it means so much to you that he was finally able to say it. This makes you wonder, though: how many times before did he think about saying I love you in his head but never verbally?
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?) Cove is pretty good when it comes to jealousy, so he won’t ever get nervous when you have any guy or girl friends (Depending on your gender and your sexuality). He believes in loyalty and faith, so he puts his full trust in you, but when someone flirts with you and you play into it a little, whether you’re aware of it yourself or not, he will shift over to you and put a hand on your waist, or he will pull a: "How’re you feeling [insert pet name you enjoy], good, I hope?" and he gives you a kiss on the forehead. This is usually enough to shut whatever down, but if it isn't, he will begin glaring at whoever is flirting with you, and he will insert himself into whatever conversation, acting a bit passive-aggressive because whoever wasn’t taking the hint.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?) Usually, Cove gets nervous with PDA, so the kisses you share are often short and sweet, such as quick pecks on the lips or a few seconds, but he makes up for it by following up with a kiss on your cheek. When the two of you are alone, the kisses are usually more lengthy, and he likes giving you quiet praise after you two finish (exactly how he accidentally let ‘I love you’ slip because it was natural). He likes to be kissed anywhere, honestly. On his head, hand, arms, chest, stomach, and, if you’re feeling a bit risque, on his inner thighs. Every kiss you give him, he cherishes, regardless of the placement. He often likes to kiss your cheeks, forehead, and the back of your palm. If he is feeling a bit risque, then he likes to give you kisses on your ankles (Bonus points if you are wearing an anklet).
L = Little ones (How are they around children?) You’d think he would get flustered around kids, but he is surprisingly good with them because Derek would sometimes bring Nico and Jorge over to Cove’s place, or Cove would go over to help watch them. Derek showed Cove the different tactics Nico often pulled to get his way, and he made sure to tell Cove all the important details about children, such as how to entertain them and what things to keep away from them. Cove can often handle children, even when they do gross things such as pick their noses or poop in their diapers, which he often takes care of himself, and if you two choose to have a child, he will be the primary one to take care of that. If you two have children or adopt, he is definitely the type to cry when you point out how old they're getting, even if they are 2.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?) Cove will often wake up a bit late, such as 10–11 am if he isn’t needed to go out anywhere, and he likes cuddling with you even while you both are awake in bed. He could spend a whole day just not getting out of bed and shifting positions with you in bed because he enjoys your warmth. If you are more of an early bird, he will often tighten his arms around your waist and keep you close to him, nuzzling his nose into the crease of your neck until you shake him off. If you two don’t spend the night together, you often go over to his house and wake him up by tugging at his hair, to which he will grab your hand and pull you closer to him if the two of you are dating. He won’t realize what he did at first, but when he does, he will get flustered and turn over, apologizing. He is slow to get out of bed and to brush his teeth, so his hair often goes unbrushed until after breakfast, unless you decide to brush it for him (Bonus points if you give him head kisses while you brush his hair).
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?) If you two are dating, he won’t bring up sleeping next to each other but instead ‘cuddle before you go home’. You don’t tell him, but you love it when he is so nervous about this because if he had just asked you directly, it wasn’t as if you’d turn him down anyway. He tries to stay up as late as you do, so if you go to sleep early, he will often watch a show or something while playing with your hair and giving you the occasional head kiss. He also loves nuzzling your nose when you’re sleepy, don’t ask him why, he just does. If you often stay up late, then he will try his best to stay by your side, whether he falls asleep in your bed or is sitting down beside your desk on the floor and falls asleep with his head against the seat of your chair. You will wake him up when you’re done, and he groggily gets up, clinging to you until you get in bed. Even if you need to change into pajamas, he will often just lend you his shirt, regardless of whether he has a spare, so you can lay down quicker with him. Or, if you need to brush your teeth, he will have his hands across your stomach and his head on top of yours / on your shoulder until you're done, and then he gets a little giddy when you tell him you’re done, laying down with him.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?) You two were friends before you both began dating, so you already knew a lot about him. If you ask him anything, he doesn’t mind telling you (especially if you ask him when you’re making/getting him a gift, he’ll pretend he has no idea why you’re asking him the question just to see your happy face when you give it to him). He isn’t a closed-off person; instead, he is more of an open book, but he is a bit nervous to tell you about what he likes intimately (Canon), but he will tell you in a quiet voice. Don’t ask him to repeat what he likes in intimate scenarios after he tells you once or twice in the same conversation because he will get too flustered and shut down. It’s a bit of a turn-on for him when you know all the little things about him, so he often mentions if he likes something mid-conversation if you two are on the topic about it.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?) He is a pretty patient guy. Obviously, if you don’t understand something he doesn’t mind re-explaining it to you, and he actually finds it funny if you need something repeated more than twice. He is also patient when you get ready for dates if you’re the type to take over an hour to get ready. He enjoys sitting in the bathroom with you and watching you put on makeup (If you put it on) or style your hair / put it up. (If you do.) If you two are meeting up for a date, then he will wait all day for you, but how could you ever leave him waiting?
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?) For Cove, it’s a mix of it all. There are weirdly specific things he memorizes about you, like if you don’t like a specific condiment or if you put your hair behind your ear / tie it up when you are looking down at something, but he can’t remember your favorite color some days. If you bring up a music artist you often listen to, he will silently remind himself to keep it in mind, and he will write it down on his phone’s notes app so he doesn’t forget. He won’t tell you, but it got to the point where his notes app had too long of a list, so he switched over to Google Docs, and he has over 3 pages worth of information about what you like/dislike and why. Things he specifically memorizes are physical stuff about you, like your favorite jewelry or how you like to dress. When the two of you go out and spend a day together or go on a date, he, for some reason, counts the number of different pieces of jewelry you wear (if you do), as if you’ll ask him at the end of the night.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?) Every day with you is something special to Cove, so it would be hard for Cove to choose a specific moment, but back when you two were younger (Step 2) and you two went on that road trip, he’s really fond of the entire trip because he not only enjoyed the get-together and mix of your families, but he also likes that you specifically wear anklets for him now on because that was when you first found out he liked them. Despite him hitting his head on the top of the RV, he finds it funny now, and he can make fun of his little self for how flustered he was. (Bonus points if you tell him he isn’t any different currently.) (Bonus bonus points if you do something that makes him extremely flustered to prove your point.)
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?) Typically, Cove would prefer to handle things with words rather than physically needing to deal with someone, so if someone were to badger you or annoy you, he would put his arm in front of you and be straightforward with a stern voice. Cove believes you can handle yourself for the most part, but he will always step in if you give him a glance or if you seem overwhelmed by someone. Typically, when Cove talks about something important, he beats around the bush a bit, but he won’t ever stand for someone disrespecting you. He will make sure you feel safe, and after everything is dealt with, he'll give you many kisses.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?) Cove is definitely dedicated to any and all relationships he was/is in, so no matter what, he will remember your birthday, the time you two had your first date, and your anniversary, making sure to give you something or take you somewhere on that day. Just as it is important to you, it’s important to Cove to celebrate the days you both start a new beginning with each other, even if it’s a small step like when you two first kissed. (A little HC is that on your birthday he had a small gift he gave to you when the two of you were alone, and it was an anklet in your favorite color.) If there is something you typically need as an everyday thing, such as a hug, compliment, kiss, or even simple good morning/goodnight texts, Cove will make sure to pick up on those habits and do them as much as possible.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?) Canonically, Cove often wipes his hands on his shorts, so multiple of his shorts have tiny stains on them. Staying on the food topic, Cove definitely is also a bit of a messy eater, leaving crumbs around his lips and on his shorts/pants after a meal. (Bonus points if you wipe it off for him.) (Bonus, BONUS points if you wipe a condiment off the side of his mouth and then lick it off your finger.) Cove also gives off naive vibes, so if you lie about something such as, "Cove, did you know that if you sneeze with your eyes open, they’ll pop out of your head?" Cove at first didn’t believe you, but the more he thought about it, the more he freaked out about it, and he now makes sure to always close his eyes.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?) For the most part, Cove is pretty laid-back about his appearance, but he always makes sure he is wearing matching clothes. Somehow he never wears matching socks, but that’s beside the point. Something that he is a bit more strict about is his hair, though. He can spend roughly 10 minutes just trying to make his hair sweep around his cheeks properly because the night before he slept on it funny. He groans when it doesn’t look normal in the mirror after the first initial brushes, and then he increasingly feels the need to make it perfect before his dad or you usher him out of the bathroom.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?) Nope. Plain and simple, if he ever lost (as in died), he would never be able to forgive himself if he ever moved on from you, and he would spend the rest of his life indulging in the things you liked and weren’t able to do yet. On a less intense note, though, he doesn’t like to go more than a week without speaking to you, especially when he goes to visit his mom. As you are his childhood best friend, you are probably—no, definitely—the most important thing in his life, regardless of whether the two of you end up dating. He often spends a lot of his time just thinking about you, if not hanging out with or talking to you. He has a life outside of you with other friends and his parents, but a lot of his life is surrounded by you, and he wouldn’t have it any other way because you’ve made such an impact on him.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.) Cove is the type to overload you with different memes and tiktoks. Even if the two of you are sitting next to each other, he will either text you a tiktok or send it to your account and watch your reaction. At the end of the day, if you don’t avidly keep up with his messages, you’ll end up with around 30 messages—if not more from Cove just consisting of tiktoks that are the ones that say ‘Us’ and then a picture, or a tiktok of a random fact if you are a girl, and ask "IS THIS TRUE???" and then send a tiktok of a girl peeling her skin off, explaining that she needs to shed her old skin on her period.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?) Canonically, Cove dislikes people who often push back plans or don’t follow through with them, such as pushing a date back multiple times because you wanted to hang out with your friends. He also dislikes people who won’t accept help and who are adamant about not accepting any sort of gift from him. He is the type to spoil his partner, and if you won’t accept any of his gifts, that will often put him down and make him uneasy. Something else that would irk Cove, since he is a bit of a messy person, is if his partner was someone super strict about cleaning or organization and pushed their rules onto him, he would be reluctant to date you, knowing his habits would make you frustrated and him too.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?) Cove love, love, loves to cuddle when he finally gets comfortable sleeping in the same bed/area with you. He ideally likes to cuddle where the two of you are facing each other or where one of you has your head in the other's chest while holding each other. If he is having a rough day, he definitely sleeps on his stomach and tends to shift positions a lot at night. He also has a habit of quietly snoring if you two do a lot in the day or after the two of you were intimate. Don’t ask me why, but Cove definitely is a blanket hog, but after you wake him up to have him give you some of the blankets, he will sleepily and excessively apologize.
#our life#our life beginnings & always#cove holden#cove james holden#our life beginnings and always#our life cove#story#alphabet#cove's alphabet#finally a sfw post#sfw abc#sfw rp#cove x reader#cove x mc#male#female reader#male reader#non binary reader#female#nb#she/her#he/him#they/them#cove is my baby#cove our life#all genders#non gender specific#finally here#took too long#so many words
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Do you guys make specific mc's (in a oc way) for each boy our is it just me doing it?
I get really sad with the cannon of 1 girl having to choose five guys so I made a mc for each one of the boys lol, they are all sisters with their own personalities and lore and etc
Also I find funny the idea of all the boys having to interact with each other because of their wife's lol
#love and deepspace#lads#mc lads#lads oc#i also do this because i really can't self insert with mc lol#I'm a transmasc non-binary latino Mc is just my pretty oc lol
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Pride Art!
Meant to do a third one of other ocs but too lazy~
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I made moodboards for three crucial characters in Where The Petals Remain! I’m SO excited to introduce the full cast soon ❤️💐
Where The Petals Remain is a queer coming of age novel following a black non-binary MC's life in the south. It takes place directly after Where The Stars Are, the first book in the Unheard Trilogy.
Stay tuned for news and reveals coming up in the next few weeks! 👀✨
#micah flowers#lgbtqia books#black literature#non binary author#upcoming novel#literature#where the stars are#black trans masc#coming of age#coming of age romance#where the petals remain#the unheard trilogy#non binary mc
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Sooo... Someone put that post into my dash and—
While I agree that nobody should be forced to write things they don't want, I disagree with the notion that NB/men that play this game should be "grateful for the MC being gender neutral". Like we're dogs and should be grateful by just being seen
GN/Men who play this game are as much the demographic as woman. Even If the game advertises itself as an "otome" (If OBM/NB really fits the label Is another whole discussion tbh), one of the biggest selling points Is that Obey Me MC Is non-gendered so everyone can play. Men/NB people are valid customers and are allowed to feel disapointed when the fandom excludes them
Like, If you don't like men/non-binary people having opinions in how the fandom treats them, just play one of the million otomes that have an exclusive female MC. Take your own advice.
#obey me#obey me nightbringer#look I don't care what everyone writes but I dislike the reasoning that men/non-binary people should be “grateful” for a gender neutral MC#Like this fandom isn't hostile to anyone who isn't a cishet woman lol#ok I'll shut up now. someone reblogged the post and I just couldn't help myself#Solmare shouldn't advertise their non-gendered MC if they don't like queers playing their game. That's what I think at least...#post0400#also I get salty because as a bisexual. I always get told that I should be grateful with any wlw content in dating sims.#no matter how underwhelming it is#So I guess I took it too personal? lol. lmao.
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Obey me random quotes part 99
Lucifer: Give your dad a hug! *open arms(EPIC REFERENCE??-)*
Nb!MC: oh.. yea.. okay- *pats his shoulder awkwardly*
Lucifer: .. I spent <redacted> years taking care of you. And this is what I get?
Nb!MC: o-oh I just didn’t-
Lucifer: *insert full demon form* give your mother a hug.
Nb!MC: *lowkey terrified* Ok!
Mammon: Yayyy they hugged!
Im running out of audios that i remember- uhhh should i just start posting those random headcannons i get-
#obey me#obey me mc#obey me non binary mc#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me random quotes#obey me funny#obey me shall we date#obey me shenanigans#obey me shitpost#obey me random#obey me swd#obey me headcanons#obey me hcs#obey me fandom#obey me thoughts#obey me!#obey me quotes
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Ok as a trans masculine guy I feel the need to share this au/concept/scenario/whatever it is
Imagine the MC is actually a guy who looks feminine, or is transmasc and intentionally cross-dresses to get Kaito on his side. The plot kinda falls short if the MC isn’t a girl, because that’s the only reason Kaito wanted to help in the first place.
The first part goes the same, maybe with some additional commentary about how mc feels bad for deceiving them or how badly it triggers their dysphoria. But they’re probably gonna die, they can deal with being misgendered if it means they make it out alive.
Then imagine the confession at the end. Idk I think it would be funny for Kaito to find out he was actually flirting with a guy.
#and maybe he still has feelings for mc afterwards#Kaito’s bi awakening#tokyo debunker#kaito fuji#this could also include non-binary people too
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Domestic Sweetness
Casper x Non-Binary Reader
Prompt - Bathing Together




“Are you sure about this?”
Casper asked you. You turned your body around and took your hand out of the water. “Yes, though I feel like that was more a question for you”, you said. Making Casper turn his head away.
Casper was sitting on the toilet as you filled the bath tube with water. Earlier today Casper was thinking about something, something you had said about five months ago.
You said something about bathing with Casper, and even back then it peaked Casper’s interest. The thought of doing something so intimate, kinda scared Casper’s.
Casper’s never been intimate with anyone.
So the idea of being intimate with you, the first person Casper’s ever loved. It both scared Casper and excited him. So when you got home Casper asked, with a red face and stutter, if you would like to bathe with him.
So that’s how the both of you got here, in boxers, with a bathtub full of hot water. The lights were turned off, but a small night light shined from the counter. It made everything feel more intimate.
“Yes I’m sure about this”, Casper said. You smiled and stood up, “then you first”, you said. Casper looked at the bath, the curtain was pulled to the side with the faucet.
It was a simple curtain, one with leaves and flowers on it. It was all bunched up now though so it was a mix of white and black. Casper stood up and walked the short distance to the bath.
You had put in what you called a ‘bath bomb’ though it didn’t blow anything up. It just added light blue bubbles to the bath and made it smell nice.
A mix of mint, vanilla, and lavender. It calmed Casper’s nerves. Casper lifted a foot and put it into the bath, Casper shivered in the hot water.
Not too hot but just hot enough, it quickly made goosebumps appear on Casper’s skin. Casper placed his other leg in, soon both feet were hidden by the bubbles.
Casper then sat down in the bath, his whole body was already feeling hotter. Casper could feel his boxers getting wet and sticking to his skin, it felt weird but Casper ignored it.
“Alright, my turn”, you said before getting in. Casper kept his head straight, staring at the faucet as you got in. Casper soon felt your legs next to his, his legs were semi on top of yours.
Casper felt your arms wrap around his waist and pull him closer. Casper felt your chest hit his back, then your head rested on his shoulder.
Casper couldn’t think. Casper shifted at the feeling of his hair against his back. Casper let his arms relax into the water, his arms on top of his legs. Half in the water half out.
Though half of his body was out of the water, all of Casper’s body was warm. Maybe it was because of the steam, maybe it was because of what you and Casper were doing.
There was too much, too many things.
The smell of the bath bomb over took his nose, making Casper feel tired and relaxed. The feeling of the hot bath water, Casper normally takes cold showers, rarely baths and it’s even rarer that they're hot.
So the feeling of the water all around his legs and even on his stomach. The heat of the water warmed up Casper’s low body temperature, it was weird yet nice.
Like a fluffy blanket and hot chocolate in winter. Casper felt himself relax, he leaned back into your chest. Casper felt his muscles relax, normally so stiff and achy, now relaxed and almost numb.
Casper felt the ends of his hair dip into the water. Casper watched as one of your hands let go of his waist. You cupped some water in your hand, it was full of bubbles.
You tipped it over Casper’s chest, causing water to stream down Casper’s chest and for bubbles to collect in the middle. Casper shivered at the feeling.
You kept doing it, slowly like you were washing Casper. Casper didn’t say out could, but he didn’t say you couldn’t. Casper had asked if you two could bathe together, not bathe each other.
But the more Casper thought about it. Having someone else bathe you after a long day. Letting yourself relax, trusting them enough to not hurt you when you're so vulnerable.
It made Casper giddy, which is something never thought he would think. “You like it”, you asked. Voice ghosting Casper’s ear, making him shiver again. “Yeah”, Casper said breathlessly.
The feeling of the water, the bubbles, you. Casper liked it all. Casper leaned up fully, staring at a bottle of shampoo that was on a shelf. You followed Casper’s gaze and smiled, reaching for the bottle.
You squirted some into your hands and held Casper’s hair with the other. “Can I?” You asked, and Casper nodded. You smiled and started to rub the shampoo into Casper’s hair.
Casper closed his eyes, it felt nice.
Casper liked his long hair, but it was sometimes a hassle to take care of it. Casper felt your fingers run through his hair so carefully, like you were handling gold.
Then your hand got to Casper’s head, you scratched Casper scalp, working in the shampoo. Casper leaned his head back, this was all so weird.
Casper was new to this dating thing. He’s never been this vulnerable with someone before, Casper kinda liked it. It was nice to relax, take a break and let someone else take care of you.
Casper never had a break, never had someone to take care of him, never, no one. Yet here you were, taking care of Casper like he was gold.
Casper didn’t know if he liked or hated the feeling this was causing in his chest. Casper was caught off guard by you pushing his head forward. “Close your eyes”, you said and Casper followed.
You poured water over Casper's head, rinsing out the shampoo from his hair. You did this with a cup multiple times when all of the shampoo was out.
You repeated this, running conditioner through Casper hair, scratching his scalp, rinsing it out. Once that was done Casper leaned back down, head right in the middle of your chest.
Casper felt nice. He felt tired and ready to go to bed, but he felt nice. “You like this?” You asked again and this time Casper tilted his head up to look at you.
You had a smile on your face that Casper loved. You looked so content. Casper thought he wouldn’t like this, he thought it would feel too weird and it did.
But it was nice too. Casper smiled, ‘I-I did”, Casper said. “Though it is a little weird feeling”, Casper said. He still wasn’t used to domestic stuff like this, though he was getting there.
You were a big help too. Always there to help Casper though his feelings, helping him determine if he liked it or not. “Do you want to do this again?”
You asked and Casper thought about it. “Yes, but only with you”, Casper said. You smiled and leaned down to kiss Casper. Your lips danced with Casper’s, heads tilting until the angle was perfect.
You pulled away, “me too. I’m the only one you can do this with”, you said. Casper rolled his eyes, “I can do whatever I want, but yes”, Casper leaned up to peck you.
“Only with you”, Casper said, and that explained Casper feelings about domestic actions with three words. It could also be explained with one word.
You.
#lgbtq#male reader imagines#male reader#a date with death#a date with death grim#a date with death x reader#a date with death casper#two and a half studios#a date with death x male reader#dating sim#visual novels#adwd x reader#adwd screenshots#adwd azrael#adwd casper#adwd grim#adwd#casper x male reader#casper x reader#casper x mc#grim x reader#grim x male reader#nonbinary reader#nonbinary#non binary imagines
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Lore dump
CW: Blurred line between IC and OOC under the cut; trauma
My OC, Poly MC, is basically just me. I came up with that, after figuring out that I have feelings for all the brothers in the game Obey Me. This lead me to believe that I'm ambiamorous🦋
For more info on me, you can see my intro🪷
Full name: Fairwish Chanzé Breytenbach
Birthday: 25 February 2002
Age: 23
Gender: A fairy sitting on a leaf, looking over a beach and the ocean, under a starlit nightsky. I am that fairy🧚🏽✨️
My own flavour of non-binary 💛🤍💜🖤
Pronouns: Sea/star
*Please see my intro for a more in-depth explanation on that
How to use: Sea is cooking for starself. Basically, you replace "she" with "sea" and "her" with "star"
Sexuality: Pansexual
Nationality: South African
Race: Mixed (50% Black, 50% White)
Culture: Afrikaans and Zulu
Height: 5'1 (157cm)
Things I like doing: Colouring🧑🏽🎨, painting 🎨 video games 🎮(I played A LOT of Nintendo 3Ds as a kid, but now I mostly play Genshin and Sky)🎮, mobile games; 420 (eating and smoking)🍃, jigsaw puzzles🧩, cooking 🧑🏽🍳(my parents never tought me how to cook, so now I'm experimenting and teaching myself)🍲, singing🎤 (I guess I'm okay🤷🏽), dancing🕺🏽 (at least I have fun😂), writing poetry✒️
Likes: My boys❤️, my rp kids💖, my Bubba🐱❤️my bio mom🫂❤️, food, music, anime, animals, making people happy, rain, the ocean
Dislikes: My adoptive mom (she's narcissistic), hurting people, pedophiles, bigots, Trump
What I look like/Selfie dump:








I don't take a lot of pictures of myself, because I don't really like the way that I look most of the time😅 Recently, that's been getting a lot better though, since I got top surgery, started showering regularly again and taking better care of my hair. This allowed me to find a look that I really like on myself🤩 These are the only pictures of me that I feel comfortable posting right now, though ☺️😅
I'm an AuDHD-er (autism is self-diagnosed) and am currently recovering from what I suspect is burnout. I'm pretty sure I burnt out during high school. When I was in school, I always had to work harder than everyone else in class, on account of being the slowest. I write slower, make more mistakes and sometimes it takes me longer to process information. A lot of times, this caused me to hold everyonein class back with lessons and made me feel very ashamed. Every year, with a new class, I knew that I was the slowest out of everyone there. I also have a really hard time studying, without writing everything down or highlighting everything.
Everything started going downhill in 10th grade (16 yrs). It was really scary, having to watch as my grades/marks went down more and more with every passing term. Mostly in Science and Maths and sometimes EGD (Engineering Graphics and Design). No matter how much or how hard or how smart I worked, they just kept going down. If they weren't going down, they were stagnant. And I was the nerd. I was constantly spending my time with my nose in a book, or doing some type of homework or studying. Every afternoon, immediately after school (and all evening), even during breaktime/lunch - I would sit and do homework. I never went out with friends, went to parties or sleepovers (in high school. I did have and go to sleepoves in primary school, though. Those were fun). My whole life revolved around school. In high school, I didn't really have close friends. You know when you're friends with someone, but you only ever see them in school? It was like that. Those were the only friends I had in high school. So, essentially, I didn't really feel like I belonged anywhere.
Electrical Technology was fun, though🙃 I was the only "girl" in class, so being the top student and getting better grades than the boys that bullied me, felt that much better 😆😂
Having my final year in 2020, really did it for me. 2019 is the last time I remember everything being "normal". I still have a semblance of regret for not being able to have that high school anime (love) story that everyone talks about. *Sigh🌸* It was also really tough, knowing that that was our year of lasts and we didn't get to do all the things that students usually do in that year. I still remember the feeling of not being able to hug my teachers or my friends, how empty, quiet and orderly the hallways felt. Lifeless...It was horrible.
I could go on, but I think I'm going to end it here🌿 I feel that's enough trauma for today😂 Remember, if you have any questions my asks are always open🌼 I'm pretty much an open book with people I feel safe around and I feel really safe and loved in this community🫶🏽 So, I don't really mind talking about my trauma and past experiences with you guys 🤷🏽 Don't expect that from other people, though 🙅🏽 They might not be as comfortable about it. Just because I am, doesn't mean that they will be too.
Okay, bye🌻
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