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not to be hater on main (and also it's going here since i think i'm gonna end up rambling too long on twt lol) but i really hate a lot of artist youtube content. honestly if you're looking for basic fundamentals, look for the professional artists that has worked in the industry for years and has a book published (loomis and hampton) rather than a random 18yr old student.
i mean, at least some videos are titled "how **I** draw _____" rather than "how to draw _____" and it's a bigger bonus if they mention which artist/ resource they studied rather than throw the method's name off hand.
i'm gonna be a super hater and art snobby here but i watched a video where it was really.... wrong? and also their fundamentals are pretty bad. i have a lot i wanna say here. (idk what got over me but i get really snarky here lol, there's extra notes at the end)
their use of the loomis method. i mean, idk if this is a modification of the loomis method that i've never seen but i've seen TWO artist mention the horizontal line in the classic set up is the EYE line. if we're following the book, it's the BROW line. and then they say "oh drop the horizontal line down halfway *and a little bit under*" tf you mean "a little bit"? just drop it half way for the brow?? GAH, looking at their basic structure from drawing from references really annoy me. like. YOU'RE NOT... DOING IT RIGHT...
them and 90% of videos bashing on loomis method for "not allowing different characterization. am i insane?? did we read the same book?? he LITERALLY DRAWS examples of varied head shapes?? literally mentions how you imagine the skull like clay and you disform it into a specific shape?? i can't find the exact line but i'm pretty sure he mentions how everyone had a similar basic head structure but it's up to the artist to figure out how it varies for the specific person. while yes it doesn't show better examples of different features in terms of race, but that doesn't mean he doesn't guide you on trying to understand the basic echos of the form across everyone that lets you use it to artistically form it for the specific model/ character. like it's so weird to see everyone parroting the same "issue" w/ the loomis method when loomis' book literally acknowledges it and says to know follow the measurements for every head
the lack of understanding/ shaping of form and the planes of the head. i mean idk if it's bc they didn't know the asaro head but them tracing a portrait to fit such arbitrary lines implying the planes was so AUGH. like it's so clear they don't have a good understanding of the lips and jaw/ planes of the cheek. how do you trace the photo (AND STUDIED HAMPTON'S BOOK) but not understand the lips and chin like cmon. i get it if it was more of a gestural approach but you're literally tracing so i mean lol.
their flat ass basic forms. lol. idk, like at least be capable of drawing a circle. and then drawing their guidelines following the form of a sphere. idk i started laughing when "this is how you draw the head in different angles" and it's incredibly flat. no form. no "space". you're just arbitrarily doing the motions without considering the shape you want to draw. if you want to draw a convincing head you have to draw a convincing shape
idk like. their art is genuinely not bad at all, way better than what i can make. and i understand that everyone has a different approach and etc etc like if this is how THEY do it then it's whatever. but at the same time it's really hard to look past as this is the most popular video over 1mil views and many taking this to heart in the comments. it's also probably a stylistic choice but style should not excuse poor foundations lol. i think it's heavy handed on the fact that the artist intuitively knows what looks better and can adjust it themselves but it's terrible advice for a beginner since the beginner wouldn't know what to adjust (they wouldn't have to learn to adjust if they learned how to draw the foundation better but whatever) lol
the way that **I** want my art to look and art that appeals to me is to have a big emphasis on 3d space and form. if the construction phase (foundation) is too flat your whole drawing would look flat. i'm still studying artist that manage to make a drawing feel like it's 3d on paper but i'm slowly getting the forms down.
i think i'm also just really irritated at this new wave of artists (at least on toyhouse) so adamant on NOT learning the fundamentals. like one one hand i get it if you don't care about improving, bc you're still improving if you're drawing for fun. however if you want to draw better quickly and more effectively then yes you have to learn the basic foundation. it's even more irritating when their excuse is "i don't want to learn realism" LIKE?? where do you think art comes from, JUST your imagination? it comes from life and your experiences. your memories, you clown. you live life and then draw out what you SEE and experience in the world. how do you draw a horse if you've never properly studied one. how do you draw a convincing person if you never understand how we actually look. you're not doing "realism" you're building your understanding of the world to make a world in your art. you're building your understanding of proportions and measuring. you're building your understanding of light and shadow. you're building so many foundational stuff that's found in every single art field and art style but you're too close minded you brush it off as "just realism"
i would end it off with "how **I** draw the head" but that's pretty hypocritical lol. if you read all this and wanna know what i looked at that's actually very helpful, literally just read hampton's "Figure Drawing and Design" and loomis' "Drawing the Head and Figure" that's literally all you need. (hampton also has a youtube channel where he goes over the head in a little series of videos, worth checking out if you don't know where to get the book or you just want the head chapters explicitly drawn in real time)
loomis helps a lot w/ figuring out the basics of basic, but hampton helps a lot more w/ more clear examples and an extra guideline to help place the eyes
#king speaks#phew sorry i rambled a lot#idk i'm very passionate about art#or at least fundamentals of stuff#if i get hate from this that'd be really funny lol#their art is loads better than me i will admit it#their teaching though? would not recommend
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watching house and tryna keep track of all the hilson moments, but sometimes it just surprises me how wilson and house are just . always together 😭😭 like mf arent you an oncologist this is not your department??
#need to read more abt hilson tbh#AUGH BUT THE HILSON MOMENTS SO FAR pls not the “🎶we might kiss🎶” scene thats just . theyre gay omg#i ship hilson the most fundamentally but im ngl house has crazy chemistry w some of these people like…. cuddy. i love her#i dont ship them but i love her. i sort of almost ship him and cameron? but.. its just… like i dont ship him w anyone rly#i just think he and wilson are emotionally tied together forever#some sort of life line thats been knotted against their wills#but not exactly shipping??? augh its so complicated i mean i want them to kiss but at the same time theyre the balances to each others view#and scales in the world . sighh#theyre like oxygen and lungs- its not right and it doesnt work without the other#actually insane#and i think its hard to ship house with anyone because he never shows any affection or opens up to ANYONE and i actually think it got worse#in season 2 😭😭#seven different people telling him how miserable he actually is and hes not doing ANYTHING only drugs and being meaner#house omg when i catch you house#silly talkz :p#augh people telling him stuff they dont like abt him but he already knows bc he fucking HATES HIMSELF and he never tells anyone like FUCK#please house at least tell wilson some more. i know wilson understands the best out of everyone but he is far from actually knowing whats#going on#ok end of the yap#malpractice md#house md#hilson
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Imagine looking at a character whose entire premise is that in every stage of his life, he's made every version of himself into someone that inspires people to such a degree that EVERY SINGLE VERSION OF HIM has people wanting to literally follow in his footsteps in some way or another.....
And coming to the conclusion that like.....the most important things about him are the sum of all his trappings. His entirely homemade developed from scratch could not exist if not for what he already was and brought with him BEFORE crafting this newest version of himself trappings, with his greatest trait throughout all of it being his adaptability; his ability and willingness to roll with the punches and not try to simply weather any opposition or changes to his life but instead reshape himself as needed to better fit INTO whatever new shape his life and the world around him takes. All while managing to carry the most innate, fundamental and necessary aspects of himself from one version to the next. Thus every single version of himself is different but simultaneously every single version of himself is also undeniably the same person.
The strength of this character, to me, will always be that he can be so many versions of himself, he can become so many things, all without ever actually losing or discarding any of the aspects of himself he considers most essential, the things he's not willing to lose or give up just to keep going. Finding that road not taken by most, usually because most never even think to look for it as an option. But one that he's always able to find because the one trick he's mastered in his tumultuous life is threading that needle of not just digging in his heels in an unproductive way but rather being selective about when and where he makes a stand and decides "this is not a thing I'm willing to compromise about" but here are places and ways I can and will change and evolve and adapt in order to make it possible for me to hold onto these parts and keep them as they are.
And that's why its always so mind-boggling to me that so many writers can't seem to think of anything else to do with Dick Grayson other than invent some new reason for him to just....not be that person, or to like just take the character whose most basic fundamental trait he's NOT about to compromise on is willingly giving up his spot in the driver's seat of his own life.....and make him just a passenger in his own life and stories.
Dick Grayson at age nine....at age nineteen...at age twenty nine....the one core thread running through all versions of him is the only way he's standing back and letting you call the shots for him or putting him on the sidelines in some way is over his dead body.
HOW he goes about that, what that looks like, who he becomes and what aspects of himself he plays up at some times and what traits he lets fall by the wayside at other times when they offer less in service to his primary goal here....that changes constantly. He changes constantly.
But those changes are almost always (or at least they used to be/should be IN MY OPINION) made with the intention of keeping certain things about him or his life as consistent as possible.
That's the duality of Dick Grayson that I'm here for. The inherent contradiction of him that COULD allow for endless conflict and breaking new narrative ground in all sorts of ways if mined properly:
His eternal willingness to compromise....but only ever in pursuit of doubling down on the ways he's not willing to compromise.
Forever walking that tightrope in ways that only a kid born and raised in a circus could ever hope to.
#see also: my grinding teeth when people disparage his circus origins#like the only thing its good for is colorful backstory and explaining his acrobatics#THERES. SO. MUCH. THERE.#theres so much EVERYWHERE in every aspect of his backstory and his preexisting comics and yet over and over we get#....what if we just ignored all that and did what the fuck ever as though this character has nothing integral to him or fundamental to say#to be fair my gripes with Taylor are not exactly interchangeable with my gripes with the previous runs#but I lump him in as an extension of them because while evocative of different SIDES of my ennui with these takes on Dick.....#the thing about Taylor's stuff to me (or the parts I read at least) is that its generic as hell while only retaining superficial elements#of Dick's character and stories in order to point to them and say see these are definitely about Dick Grayson. like....only in very surface#level ways. underneath that theyre basically generic superhero adventures that could easily be retooled to be about a pretty sizable number#of other characters. tbh with the whole alfred inheritance thing it honestly felt from the get go#that Taylor was more interested in writing a kinder gentler Batman like a Bruce from one of the animated shows like#The Brave and the Bold who gets along better with everyone else. even the way the Brave and the Bold largely exists to use Batman's#popularity as a star vehicle to platform his co-superhero for the episode lends itself to Taylor's approach in his NW run#with the central figure - only nominally DG imo - basically existing as a platform allowing for the drafting of any other character he want#to write in any given arc or story in a similar way to how Bruce is utilized in Brave and the Bold#anyway. idk idk. my issues with Taylor are not the same as the others exactly but also they are and also I just plain dont like the guy#so I complain about him at any given opportunity even when its not technically as accurate or relevant as it possibly could be#I Am Flawed. its fine though dont worry about it. its called being nuanced
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I ask this as an Ambroys appreciator, but I genuinely need to know: Does our boy have any redeeming qualities?
...Yeah. Not really.
Ambroys is, for me, a fun exercise in making a character who is basically nothing but flaws. And they aren't even the "good" flaws.
He's not one of those "hates the world but fights to the death for his loved ones" types; he will throw his loved ones under bus to look good for strangers, who he also doesn't respect. He's not "an asshole but he owns it" because he will bend to other people's wills to try to appease them while continuing to be an asshole behind their backs. He's manipulative but not because he's a clever chess-master, he's just audacious and shameless enough to lie and guilt-trip people without remorse. He's too ignorant to be sophisticated but too educated to be naive. He can fight well enough, but he doesn't seek out worthy foes, only weaker enemies he can easily grind into the dirt for a cheap thrill. He's a coward. He's lazy. He doesn't "get" art. He has no convictions. He sucks!
But I think the fun with Ambroys is that he's such a worthless person, but he so, so desperately wants to be admired and praised and just liked. So he has to engage in this dance of maintaining a good public face over the void of his personality, where he tries to appeal to people while also being able to indulge his vices, because he doesn't believe anything he does or thinks is wrong... just unpopular. But being unpopular is worse than being wrong.
#now the problem is when he gets power in Amaranthine and he can decide what is right and wrong AND he gets to be prom king of a nation#that's his dream come true (and a nightmare for everyone else)#i thought about this for a while and yeah i really don't know if he has any redeeming qualities that don't at least come with an asterisk#can be generous *but only because he has so much money at his disposal it doesn't fundamentally effect him to give a tiny bit of it away#can be fun to be around *but only if you ignore the red flags and stay in the sweet spot of his good graces#is a people-pleaser *but that means everyone not just you and he only wants to do superficial things that benefit him in the long run#dresses nice? *but only because he can pay people to design his clothing. that's also not really a personality trait.#can act like the man of your dreams *but watch out because that won't keep him entertained for long#is a dumb bimbo which people like in a man *but less so when he uses it as an excuse to make you do all the hard stuff for him#good lover *but... everything i just said in the last post#etc etc#ambroys#asks#text
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Getting real tired of some critics of Mouthwashing acting like Anya is the least fleshed out/least active character. Outside of Jimmy, she is the most active character. (and that's excluding how many of her ideas and actions directly influence Jimmy's, such as getting the extra painkillers.)
You can have your gripes and grievances abt how horror can overly rely on sexual violence in general, but I'm baffled that there seems to be some sort of consensus that there is no way you could ever do it well. That because it's overdone, no one can attempt to say something with these themes in the horror genre and it ever be meaningful. (DESPITE the fact that Mouthwashing is like, achingly aware of this. Half of the commentary in the game, the nail in the coffin, is peeling back the veneer of Jimmy's POV and assumed impartiality to show how his perception of the people around him don't fit into the boxes he's shoved them into.) That's not cope or making the game more complicated than it actually is (and even if it was, I kindly direct you to the actual definition of the concept of Death of the Author), the co-director basically says as much in an interview she did.
Also, I respect a take on Mouthwashing that claims general disinterest in seeing these themes trod out again in any context, infinitely more than one that claims the game just uncritically engages with these themes. And also takes that straight up lie about Anya as a character. Next you're going to be telling me you'd prefer if the game was about a young witch in the Alps.
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing analysis#sa mention#once again stating i dont think the game is above criticism#but gooooood lord. saw someone say that anya is the least fleshed out/only serves as a victim to the men around her#as if that perception isnt explictly coming from her abuser and the game is lampshading that#anya mouthwashing#'why is she miserable' as if every other character is frolicking in the fields. having a great time#its a depressing horror game its on the tin. im getting mad at people wanting a fundamentally different game and calling that critique#also the young witch alps thing is a reference to an iconic tweet abt disco elysium. some truly top tier stuff#anyways this is phrased angrier than normal but this utter refusal to engage with the game once heavier themes get introduced#I see sometimes gets under my skin so easily.
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There's feelings here: a LOT of mixed ones.
I am also always talking about the process of Rowena THAWING, because that's what she's been doing all this time, in so many ways. Here, I think it's neat that she's juxtaposed with the snowy landscape, and she's drinking something warm.
She's pensive, because she's resonating with the loss. After all, she held onto Oskar well beyond his time, just as Crowley held onto Gavin well beyond his.
But I think too that Rowena understands Gavin on a fundamental level. Gavin was actively prevented from learning and betterment, and his instinct/mode was to RUN AWAY to America.
Gavin even left his loved one (Fiona) behind! Rowena did the same, in pursuit of a better life. She's probably thinking about how her life might be different if she could go back. Hundreds upon hundreds of choices are flashing through her mind. Could she be like Gavin? Given the choice, would she go back to Fergus, even if they'd have died in the much together?
Would it be right? Would it have even made a difference?
But Crowley assumes the worst. "A low, even for you."
Wow. Yeah. I'd be mad, too.
He's the King of Hell, and in so many ways, she made him into what he is, but he's also responsible for SO MUCH of his own behavior. He's certainly also King of Never Considering his own Wrongs (not even when Dean practically asks for a verbal apology in season 10's Inside Man).
Crowley tends to, as a rule, consider only his own hurts and emotions...
...and Rowena is more than happy to stoke those short-sighted hurts.
Ah, yes.
This scene where Crowley happily goads Rowena to kill the SON she loves more than Crowley. It's the Luciferian mate to the finale of 13x23, where Lucifer happily watches as he goads Jack to kill the FATHER he loves more than Lucifer.
All the while pretending that he's giving a "fair choice." Crowley says, "It's only cruel if you go through with it," as Lucifer coos, "You choose."
How messy!
What Crowley doesn't know is that for her, it's very likely both. Rowena is the queen of sundering her own feelings, the queen of dissociation.
This is just another loss in her long life of losses.
But it's a loss with a silver lining. A warped cry for empathy... and a cruel one.
Anyway, it's here that Rowena throws her drink to the ground and the sound of it doesn't feel warm. It feels SCALDING. She literally pours out any WARMTH she might've been feeling and prepares to go cold.
Because for Crowley to pretend their scenarios are in ANY WAY equal... is laughable.
This is revenge.
(Aside// How neat it is that Lily Sunder is a foil to Rowena here! Because later, she chooses to save Jack Kline despite Castiel having a hand in May's death..)
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And so, Crowley is left staring. He doesn't move against her but seems to just... sit there, in stunned silence.
Empathy for his mother had never occurred to him, at least not when it came to Oskar.
As usual, he was too wrapped in in the volatility of his own emotions all this time.
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"Feel what I feel, see what I see" indeed.
(((script via the blessed @spnscripthunt-inactive as always.))
#the macleod family#endless lucifer crowley parallels#i deserve to be loved#see what i see feel what i feel#in so many ways gavin and fergus are opposites in how they move through the world#fergus and rowena#gavin and oskar#eye a for an eye makes the whole world...#rowena stuff#the sam rowena crowley triad of ambition#i think gavin's mode of wanting to run away to america is more in line with rowena's mode of leaving#gavin too left a loved one behind in his haste to run away#and his choice to go back likely has rowena thinking about what SHE'D do if she had the choice to go back#spn family feud#spn 12x13#i feel like i should tag sam and crowley parallels here too#because sam gets stuck in that mode a lot too#the parallels between crowley and sam are pretty shameless throughout the series...#but mostly i think that's born out of working so hard to survive life that their empathy is underdeveloped in a similar way#they can get stuck languishing in their own selfishness?#it's very human#not one-to-one but something in it seems to reflect imho#but sam is stuck more in the I WANT TO BE GOOD like jack is#and crowley is more fundamentally luciferian I wanted to be loved / i wanted you to BE there for me no matter what#lucifer too has quite volatile emotions#but they tend to be inward and his acts of love and service are more driven by the need for narcissistic supply... at least on the default#i think having real friends fixes him a little#same as it does for rowena#and same as in exodus lucifer was actually bowled over by being in a gang and needed
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much ado about pleasure
#bonk.png#undescribed#i was a teenage exocolonist#iwatec#iwatex#exocolonist#iwatex spoilers#iwatec spoilers#<- very vaguely in the art#hi i havent drawn stuff for exocolonist in a year n played it in two but been thinking about sol again v-v#lyrics from n obviously a redraw of real end of hatsune miku#sym was a fucking nightmare to drawn bc of how simplistic my style is while tammy was a lot easier bc she has more traits i draw normally#fun detail is that i basically drew sym n tammy's mouth n eyes the same way of like erasing a bit to make them look fuller/softer#anyway thoughts drew this bc whenever i personally think n play around with sol its almost exclusively when theyve been in the loop for so#long that they fundamentally cant separate themself from it or their other lives but the suffering caused by it has looped around#so theyre basically a normal functioning person outside of stuff directly related to the loop n a few things#n then like. they gotta be fucking weird about tammy n sym right? like sym for more obviously reasons cosmically linked whatever#but commonalities are 1. the only characters you cant lose affection with/2. always love sol no matter what#3. generally very positive sweethearts n 4. You Have To Watch Them Die At Least Once#so i think sol would be fucking weird about both of them like hating urself bc u unintentionally caused the deaths of everyone you care abou#t? dw! these two pink bitches (i know sym is purple) love you no matter what!!#very intentional that tammy is her child design her but sol's their teen design just bc thats my fav look of theirs#one last thing its more visible here but the way i draw sol's eyes is that their irises go over their lower lid i do this bc it looks weird
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How about nations occasionally experiencing jealousy of humans for having an ending. A nation's end is forever a hanging possibility unlikely to happen - especially nowadays. They just... Exist. They don't get to rest, to stop worrying or caring or feeling. Cursed to be human but not granted that final rest all of humanity is eventually granted. Left with the feelings and memories humanity engraved on their being; people they'll never forget and can never see again... Any length of death they do experience is a candle in the breeze compared to the rest of their lives. And they return to living on and on. Never granted a proper rest, never granted the freedom from existing that humans are so scared of. Never understanding what makes the humans so terrified because they view it as well deserved freedom and rest.
#hetalia#cw death#talk of it at least#I love and hate diving into the thoughts these guys could have on immortality. on their existence. how they might feel about it#they're human but disconnected from humanity. cursed to live among humans but never truly experience living#because the looming terror of death is a part of living that they don't have#they don't get that fundamental experience of being human so how much can they truly understand#listened to a version of Now We Are Free from Gladiator and applied it too hard to hetalia and that was a bad idea#fol stuff
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hammering down the timeline made me realise in my fic Kirby is literally ten times older than king dedede and that’s deeply funny to me actually
#it’s bc of Funky Aging#king dedede is like. a penguin. he's like five years old but bc he’s a penguin that makes him a young adult#Kirby is fifty bare minimum (due to. Other Stuff. his age is hard to pin down but timeline wise he has to be at least that old)#but bc he’s a kirby and also bc of Other Stuff he's the equivalent to an actual child#his exact age would be hard to pin down bc of the aforementioned other stuff#but he is very young#this also means meta knight is at least a hundred times older than dedede but I already knew that#the fact they both come from fundamentally different eras is like. very much a thing. there’s a lot of culture clash#it’s a kirbys adventure fic they’re friends in it that’s important
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Someone's tiny child drew a Something and they put it in their box saying the kid drew it for me. Which is cute, I guess. My mom did stuff like this when I was a small child who was obsessed with the arrival of mail. It's in the route's case to be immortalized forever.
Now to figure out how to read the drawing so I can find what I assume is treasure beyond my wildest imagination.
#girl if this isn't a treasure map i don't know what is#Lucas knows something i don't know. but he's three so he can't tell me in words.#i just have to interpret the drawing. somehow. at least it's color coded. that helps.#the back of the page says something about how he asks where the mail is every day#she wrote that he watches for my truck but they're in the woods so i know they can't see me approach#maybe she meant he listens for the truck. it's definitely loud enough to hear from a ways away.#whatever the case. little guy tried.#i always keep drawings from kids. even though i don't like kids. there's just something raw about what they draw.#no talent. no knowledge of fundamentals. but also no fear of being cringe or failing. just vibes.#i have so many things my brother and sister drew as little littles in a drawer with my art stuff and my sister wants me to toss it all#like. no dude. you drew a 'flower' when you were 4 and I'll have it until that paper crumbles to dust.#it's from a time before you could do anything to show you appreciate the people in your life in the same way you can now#a time when a shitty drawing was the best way to say 'hey. we're cool. i appreciate your presence'#i have one from my brother from when i broke up with my hogh school boyfriend that's a transformer (i think?)#and it says - in kid spelling - i hope you aren't so sad soon#like. he was 5 or 6 when he made that. guy didn't know what i was going through. he just wanted me to feel better.#something something humans find a way to communicate with one another despite language barriers and shit
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im reaching new and concerning levels of understanding watanuki on a personal level
#there we go thats the post#at this point its hard to tell which traits of his i DONT understand on a personal level#cutaway gag to me watching this show in like 2011 like waow cool gay ghost show having no idea whats about to hit me#watanuki is and will always be the best metaphor i turn to in times of struggle because i guess we r the fucking same except hes hot#and has eternal life and is more selfless#other than that we r the same#I say i kin him sometimes as a joke but like i probably do feel that connection more than plenty of people who actually kin LOL like#not LITERALLY but i am very aware of it all#no such thing as coincidence. you meet the pathetic twink when you are like 12 or something and your fate has been sealed#the funny part of this is when im in love i feel a lot like doumeki actually#i carry both of their fundamental legacies like in rakugo shinju but instead of cool shit i am like actively rotting#anyway the love is still there im just. im not allowed to. do it. i guess#i dont know#i dont fucking know#i want to fast forward to the time we can laugh abt it and i can go you are my best friend in the whole world we're perfectly ok#anyways#at least i can be like. Sick xxxholic reference#whenever anything horrible happens to me#but unfortunately it isnt making anything go away yet#love is terrifying#i guess if i was in either of their positions i wouldn't close the distance either#id need the other person to show me#and id still be terrified to cross the boundary#now more than ever#its funny isnt it#now if i joke about that stuff itll be at my expense too
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not to have an extremely giant inflated ego when it comes to my playlists bc at the end of the day compiling a bunch of songs to suit a character or a fictional ship is purely abt fun and ppl with like regular jobs and stuff don't usually start up stupid discourse over a topic as inane as this but i do consider myself to be somewhat more skilled than the average character/ship playlist maker simply bc where the average playlist maker will put hayloft by mother mother i will put stuff like House of the Rising Sun in Old French
#also i have an impenetrable method to always have a supply of thematically relevant songs without directly copying anyone's playlist#of the same ship or character#bc once i get stuck i'll think of other characters or ships from media i know that ultimately have the same or at least similar dynamic#or like fundamental internal conflict as whoever i'm creating the playlist for#so like . don draper -> michael corleone or . peggy & pete from mad men -> kendall & rava from succession idk im just making stuff up now#and then i will search for those playlists made my other ppl and take songs which i deem fitting for my personal uses from them#which means to the simple naked eye i'm not copying anyone from the same league as me bc i simply understand the themes.#this got so long im sorry im very passionate abt playlist making & it is such a scientific but ultimately detached & logical process to me#mp
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'the reason why i say nobody should interact with anything israeli ever but don't have that same rigor for russia is because russia is a country with a long history that israel doesn't so there' okay and do you think that long history was also sunshine and rainbows? do you think russia got to the size that it did with the power of friendship? do you think russian history only started in february of 2022? are you stupid?
#personal#that's my semi controversial post of the day#(also not to mention that half the stuff people find so great about russia are ukrainian things that russia stole through colonization)#(and if not ukrainian than from some other either ethnic minority in russia or former soviet state)#like i don't feel i have a leg to stand on when it comes to 'should you ever engage with anything from This Bad Nationality' takes#because i'm not part of any of the affected parties beyond being a person who can read words#but if you're gonna do it about ONE group at least be consistent and do it about all groups#it's like that bit where daniel penny and luigi mangione were happening in the same week#and people were giving completely opposite takes depending on who they supported#despite fundamentally the same thing happening in both cases#once again the defining characteristic of gen z takes on current events is astounding hypocrisy#and an inability to hold consistent views even if it means smth you support is affected#(because let's be honest the reason why the children don't hold what russia is doing in ukraine)#(to the same standards as what israel is doing to palestine)#(is because they think communism and the soviet union are Super Mega Based and thus don't want to criticize it)#aka hypocrisy#(also one of the posts i saw with this take mentioned that things in russia they liked included ballet and esfrgthsgafr)#(ballet is not exclusively a russian thing you can enjoy ballets from other countries i promise)#(there are other ballet composers other than tchaikovsky if you don't have an iq of 2 and i say this as someone)#(who loves tchaikovsky's music)
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i really wish 'fandom' and 'fanfic' wasn't considered synonymous with 'shipping' tbh
#spire rambles#like. every other post about the stuff just Assumes that if it's a fic or headcanon or smth it must be for a ship.#and it's kind of discouraging or at Least grating as someone who is very very aro and very very not fond of all that#so. shoutout to gen fic shoutout to fandom aros and to those that aren't aro and just aren't interested in shipping#shoutout to anyone who doesn't relate to all those posts and shoutout to anyone that feels ostracized from fandom culture as a result#fandom isn't fundamentally necessary about shipping fandom is about liking a Thing and wanting to talk and think#and elaborate upon said Thing! and sometimes that elaboration is romantic and that's fine but it's not Always the case#no matter how much people assume it is
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Some innocent soul: oh you like [anime title]? :)
Me, trying to sound normal: haha yeah 👍
Also me: *kicking the thousands of reblogs on Tumblr of gifsets and handful of fics I wrote about two characters 69ing under my bed*
#personal#WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY#IN THIS SITUATION#it's always normal questions like ohh how long have ypu been watching#i feel like any response is some kind of flex as a fan but in all actuality I'm underplaying it because I'm embarrassed#like sur esyre sure uh since the first episode and also i rewatched it three times and i read the interviews by the creator#sometimes i think of it before bed and imagine self insert characters#it dominated my free time for like three months at least and it's not even my most specialist boy#i buy merch and it inspires my original writing as well#i have essays on my favorite aspects of the show and have multiple favorite pairings for each of the main cast#oh you mean what was my favorite episode. and what's my favorite character. normal person questions a normal person could answer#well you'd think my favorite episode might be where my favorite ship meets but actually it's the finale because i feel that it represents-#ahhh okay so not answering it like that either#you know what i mean??????? talking to non fandom people about fandom stuff is mortifying#it's not like something like star trek or Discworld is fundamentally different but I'm not writing fic y'know#like I'm THINKING fic but I'm not writing it#I'm not so invested i can quote lines#okay that's a lie i can quote some lines#but- it's like there tiger tiger where i can't be normal about it either vs how to be a werewolf#you know?? one I can't speak about lest i traumatize a non fandom person#the other i could be like (bored) huh oh yeah what was the last panel? oh huh i guess i didn't read that one#except people don't read webcomics so it's moot
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Tags from this post segmented off into a post of their own (if you don't want to click that link, then just the phrase "ancient iterator dick discourse" should suffice. We have strong opinions about iterator construction because we live with a guy who manages large-scale construction projects and such like this for a living and it's really hard to listen to half a dozen calls about the legalities of one (1) bridge and budgeting and materials construction and the legally mandated fund for art on major construction projects and then just buy in to hundreds of years of iterator designs using a single thing made by one guy without changing a single piece of it or at the very least having eighty engineers arguing the shit out of it.
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#we speak #realistically it would just require more specific tinkering w what we choose to include but we still think the dickscourse is funny #it's the image of a bunch of ancient monks gathering around to very seriously debate decisions with the upcoming iterator project #and then the whiteboard is just like. “ITERATORS: dick or no?” #(vital context: we got hung up on the semantics of people giving their iterators actual genitals in smut) #(as the existence of that on the puppet implies that someone had to design and manufacture and ship that shit for the finished iterator) #(and the general aura of the ancients instantly catapults this to fucking hilarious because it implies job titles like “dick director”) #(and work emails about iterator pipe written in the exact same cadence as all of the ancient correspondence we see in-game) #we dont think a lot of people designing iterators really Get the sheer amount of semantics and construction and effort and PEOPLE #that go into a project of the iterator's scale #especially when hundreds of them have been constructed! theres gonna be a whole ass trail of design changes and iterations! #youre gonna have hundreds of years of iterators being designed and technology coming into fashion and out of fashion #and things being integrated and things becoming obsolete and things being more or less practical as time goes on! #you cant really say that All Iterators have a trait because the sheer scale and timeframe theyre built on means thats near impossible #our windows 95 writing computer has different construction and deeply different design to a laptop from 2023 #despite them technically being the same type of technology #you expect tech developed hundreds of years apart to be The Same? absolutely not. theres gonna be eight trillion weird design quirks #accumulated both in the construction process and in the continued design refinement and improvement stage #...which is to say that you can and should write what u want but if youre gonna include pleasure inducing wires then we want like #a 40k word essay on how this got into the design how it wound up in future designs what function the wires perform that makes them Like That #and so on and so forth #we admire the confidence and ingenuity of the people who want to fuck the robots but we cannot get into their fantasies with good conscience #we live in the same house as an engineer who manages largescale construction and we also know too much about designing technology #...we should segment these tags into a separate post or something. we've gone WAY off-topic.
#we speak#questionable content#rain world#iterators#technically some of this stuff isnt TOO out there for bad design decisions?#the library that sunk because they didnt account for it bearing the weight of the books comes to mind#but generally those things get caught and they dont last like. DECADES of design decisions especially when they have to house EVERYONE#shoddy design decisions affecting things for years generally happens in areas where not too many people are checking ur work#not on the very fundamentals of the city that everyone is going to have to live on#at the very least if theres a disastrous design flaw itll be the kind of thing that comes up years down the line#and becomes an anecdote they tell new iterator engineering students in design class for years to come#rather than sticking around in the design forever#everyone lives on that fucking robot.
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